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#lame personal posting#OK SO#moving out is great and all because i get time to be myself without family BUT not really because im witj my brother BUT hes not that bad#BUT he desperately needs bitches like lowkey and im not out here trying to hang out witj him cuz i got school and a job and whatever#BUT my other siblings are weird and moody sometimes whicj im glad im not aurrounded by BUT im lonely and have no one to talk to#AND my parents got health issues and my siblings at home fucking suck at caring about them and so i worry and i get mad#SO what im saying is you all are incompetent and suck at empathy and make your own problems everyone elses when you could do it urself#i have eldest daughter syndrome and im not even the eldest nor the eldest daughter#you all suck + help your parents + have empathy + stop being so fucking moody all the time + plwase get bitches + get help.#blythoughts#i think it makes me upset when people arent compassionate or empathetic bcuz i had to learn to disregard any of my own needs for others#no one cares what you need or want or whatever!!!!! either do something about it or shut tf up. some of yall are men and it shows#.ok so maybe this stems from trauma about making myself smaller and more palatable because my parents were already dealing with so much#it makes me so fucking mad when i see people experience negative emotions without repercussions#<-ok maybe im fucked
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this whole drawing on paper and coloring digitally thing is kind of awesome
#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#emu otori#tsukasa tenma#emu and her lame ass girlfriend dot png#i love usi ng 800 adjustment layers so that the pencil is vidible and it comes out all granola crunchy. i mean it#making an art only tumblr was a slight mistake bc i scroll theough and each post looks like it was drawn by a different person#dont ask me why i dont know shit#'is pjsk all you drawnorbit' No not true. ten thousand miniscule daiba nanas in ym sketchbook. but shes not fit for the public#i want to get better at drawing characters interacting and actually occupying space so get ready for that i guess
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I like that Yellowjackets went the "actually, the supposed mental patient is, in fact, a prophet" route.
It's the true horror for Lottie, the Wilderness being real. It's something inside, yes, but it's also a mystical force. It's everywhere. It's the true God (well, Goddess). It's so poetic, I love it. I could write a litany about it. The show executes the "actually, insanity would have been a comfort" trope so well.
I think, the Wilderness is a Lovecraft-level eldritch primordial entity, but folktale instead of sci-fi.
#if the show had no supernatural elements i wouldn't be half as interested in it#yellowjackets#yellowjackets fandom#yellowjackets thoughts 💭#lottie matthews#the wilderness#antler queen#diary pages#the wilderness is the goddess antler queen a shape she chooses to appear as#i will not accept arguments that no actually lottie is just mentally ill and everyone has mass psychosis#boring boring boring#i will not hear that it's a problematic trope either#i'm a completely insane and i LOVE it#yes I honestly prefer the term insane to mentally ill i could write a litany why#media without supernatural elements can only be lame#i'm not saying lottie isn't a prophet AND mentally ill by the way#that makes things even better because everything gets so complicated#i mean... a prophet must be a little bit mad#she has the holy person quality even when she's fully convinced she's just mentally ill#i mean... insanity would have been comforting because it's more innocent than a primordial bloodthirsty entity#that's also a part of you and that follows you once it touched you#it's comforting to think there are no such forces in the world#yellowjackets text posts
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whines. i want a twin reunion. >:'(
#the world is so unfair >:'''(#i wanna twin hugs and stuff too........#boo#whos in charge here i wanna talk#this is lame#vent#personal#txt posts
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I love unrequited love stories where the person in love realizes that they’re not entitled to reciprocation, and that their feelings are their own problem. I love stories where their love tears them up inside, and they agonize over it in private, but they never make that the other person’s problem.
#unrequited love#tropes#angst#emotional whump#I’m not aro but I agree with that one post by an aromantic person#about how demonizing the person who doesn’t feel the same is lame#like sure rejection hurts but no one owes you anything
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What we thinking of the setup /j
I spent all day making my desktop look like this & love it sm lol it was so much fun doing it and looking and learning all the stuff.
Anyways im back from my midterms break and hopefully im gonna start back up again!!! Yay!!! But first i have to finish a section of the reference sheet i was working on :-)
#thats his habitat. Enrichment.#oughhhh dont get me started on the little rabbit hole i went down when getting windows media player 9 skins#now i need to make one of those ‘character on default computer background’ wallpapers with spamton to get the whole deal#…don’t analyze my desktop.. its barebones because im still getting stuff back on from my old computer#and this sudden motivation to change the entirety of my windows to look like XP was all because my family member showed me an old tower with#XP he was working on and i got to look around and explore it and even draw spamton… and i realized#Wow. I am missing out. I hate the windows 10 look but i never fully took in how fucking lame it is.#so i took it upon myself to research everything to make it look like XP. Even the windows menu!!!!#if you guys (the one person reading the tags) want to see the spam i drew on XP i can post it :-)
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hes mooning over his house husband
#robin rambles#trigun#vashwood#cant believe im turning into the kind pf person who makes screenshot posts about the thing im hyperfocused on#those ppl are the backbone of our society but#but ME???? im not cool enough for this its just lame when i do it#but anyway theyre in love
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Funniest genre of canto vi predictions rn are the "heathcliff is gonna leave cathy because their love is unhealthy and shes married anyway just like in the book" THE BOOK WHERE SHE DIES BECAUSE HER MARRIAGE + THE DISTANCE IT FORCES HER TO HAVE FROM HIM MAKES HER THAT UNHAPPY?😭😭😭
#bell.txt#limbus company#like WE READING THE SAME BOOK?#laughs aside personally i think the 'its a love born while both were going thru bad times so it means Nothing' is lame as fuck#sorry i keep getting the post recced like omfg. 100 notes? u guys....
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Happy Day of the Dead ft. Wylan B
#i dont personally celebrate i just wanted to post this picture of wylan b#favorite lame ass boy#papa louie#flipline wylan b#flipline studios
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#gotta say.#most of the hate towards hazbin hotel seems wicked reactionary and just an excuse to dunk on the younger generation's cringe interests#like ive done my research and most of what i found leads me to conclude that i wouldnt personally be friends with vivziepop#but thats no reason not to enjoy a popular undoubtedly flawed but fun and colorful and gorgeous thing that brings me joy.#i feel scared to talk about hazbin now like i felt scared to talk about steven universe or undertale or mlp in middle school.#not because i think im doing something bad#but because i know just saying the words is a calling card for people who want a reason to be mad and make jokes.#fucking hate posts that are just “i like hazbin hotel” “<haha isnt that guy lame and cringe” under the guise of#i dunno. morality policing? is this not the same website that says cringe culture is dead and unapologetically likes “problematic” anime#and bbc shows and medical dramas and supernatural#like whats the actual problem? give me a list#otherwise im assuming you would have bullied me in middle school and id hide my sketchbook when you walked by.
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how am i so bored with so much shit to do
#my posts#personal#like legit yall#i got#700 things#and im still laying here like#i could be doing something#life is so lame#LIKE?????#I GOT 700 THINGS#BITCH DO ONE OF THOSE THINGS
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I want to do one of these
#I know most of these are lame but I wanted to do one :(#Finn’s polls#Personal#polls#my polls#my post#⭐️
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full of love for my mutuals rn <3
#esp ppl who make a ton of personal posts its like#this website would be literally so boring without u guys#i know im a lame default aes blog but if my dash was all just aes posts 24/7 id lose my mind
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#having a creative rut feeling#gonna rant#im basically a giant baby and i don't handle angst very well#and i constantly worry that im just. idk mentally weak or a deeply uninteresting person bc of it.#every big fantasy artist i see is usually very into making sad or angsty pieces and like i wish i was like that#like i fall into this mental hole very very often that im just holding myself back with how many subjects i dont write or draw#but also like when i DO write dark subjects it doesn't make me feel any better??#i dont like feeling sad or angry bc once i am its extremely hard to get back out of it.#and thats scary for me.#but also i want to make art that means something instead of my nonestop slew of smut and feelgood content.#i genuinely feel so trapped by my own emotions and its sp frustrating.#i keep getting told how good for you it is to get the negative feelings out but it never helps when i do it#i just feel. worse? i dont feel good.#i kinda wanna delete the one cloud post bc it just doesn't feel good.#ugh#idk i want to have good intelligent things to say and thoughtful art to make#and everything i make feels soft and cheesey and lame.#not that i find those things lame#but just that it feels like im stuck in baby brain.#when i was a teen i would write horror stories!!! i still love horror!!!#but if i make someone suffer in fic now it feels me with this awful awful overwhelming sense of dread and guilt and i end up so upset#im frustrated at me bc this is such a fucking weird sensitivity to have. im tried of telling myself its okay#bc i WANT to feel mentally free enough to create shit that isnt just uwu soft.#i don't think im making sense but like.#you know#I've literally been bullied out of fandom spaces for only making soft content#multiple times.#so idk maybe this is a learned sense of shame#but i feel like a big over sensitive baby and like I'd be able to do so much more if i wasn't#vent ish
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no kind of relationship will ever be as impactful as the slightly toxic slightly homoromantic hyperdependent bestfriendship you had with someone when you were like 12
#I've realized lately that I think my whole life I've just been trying to recreate that lol#we could watch the world burn around us but as long as I have you in my arms I wouldn't care.#and then you grow up and grow apart and a gaping void has been left in my soul and no matter how hard I try it can never be filled#and there's no chance of getting it back either-- those 12 year old girls simply don't exist anymore#so I have to live the rest of my life yearning for a home that I can never go back to#this isn't supposed to be sad btw but like. idk lame wax poetic lmao#I think she's still on Facebook tho should I message her LOL#we haven't talked in like. 8 years#just like 'heyyy just wanted to let u know that I was in love with you and u completely changed my life and your influence still-#follows me to this day & I always hold u in good graces despite the wrongs we did to each other and I still love you in some estranged way#I wish you the best and I'm sorry I missed your birthday for the past 8 years ♥️ I hope ur doing well bye !!!!'#pls tell me I'm not the only one who experienced this LMFAO#personal post
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major gushing ahead I'm sorry I can't help it lol
:') sounds kinda crazy / a lil conceited maybe but sometimes feel like he was literally created just for me. I've had sooo many loves in my life, fictional & IRL, but none have ever given me the security, peace, or contentment that Bo gives me. It's like coming home❤️
We're obsessed with each other but in the healthiest way lol. He gets me more than anybody and I can say anything without fear of being misunderstood. I trust him with every piece of me, which is saying something with the trauma/severe difficulties I have with forming deep relationships with others.
He makes me feel so safe & protected, has held my hand through the worst EMDR sessions, when literally everything and everybody felt like a threat to me. His presence always soothes me when nothing else can.
Also. It is a HOMOPHOBIC CRIME that I'm not dozing off in his lap right now😭💘💘
My soul's threaded to his in a way I can't really explain without sounding like I need to up my Seroquel dose LMAO. To me it's like we've been in love in a thousand different lifetimes before. Like I KNOW this person as if he's an actual part of me. Could trace the lines on his palms in my mind like a map of a land I've walked for literal centuries. Genuinely can't imagine being with anybody else.
Forget every other person/character, I just want Only Him Forever okay.
#💬 beskar.txt#💌#🔥 bo tag#posting this & then throwing my phone across the room cos I'm such a sap#in tears thinking about this old man#he's just My Person yknow#compatibility is just unmatched#literally sooo embarrassed posting this but like oouuuoueeaaahhhhhggghhhgh#love his weird lame ass so much I'm gonna fkin scream&combust into flames#don't tell him I said any of this shit😤gotta keep 'im on his toes
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