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khiphop-discussions · 2 months
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千葉雄喜 - チーム友達 (Official Music Video)
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KOHH's probably about to have a solo "It G Ma" moment with this one cause it's going crazy on Tiktok.
This one's lowkey better/not meme-ish like "It G Ma" either (it's a bit repetitive though)
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patsatshit · 7 months
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10月は親戚の葬儀で幕を開けた。幼少期からお世話になっていたおっちゃんの死。おっちゃんは8月の自治会の集いで熱中症になり緊急入院、そのまま最後まで集中治療室から出られずに息を引き取った。無類の阪神タイガースファンで毎年甲子園に行くことを生き甲斐にしていたおっちゃんだったが、奇しくもタイガース優勝の年に人生の幕を閉じた。皮肉なことにタイガースのマジックナンバーが点灯したあたりから状態が悪化したようで、つくづく人は自分の死に様を選べないものだな、と嘆息するしかない。自死を選ばない限りは自由に選択できる死なんて存在しない訳で、人間はどこまでも強欲な生き物だから、生きている限りは程度の差こそあれ誰しもが心のどこかで自由な生を求めてジタバタする。けれど、そんなものは結局幻想に過ぎない。たとえ自らが選んだ死であっても、その結末に至るまでの過程で様々な外的要因が影響していたとすれば、それは完全なる意志に基づいた選択とは言えない。こんなことを考え始めると否でも応でも昨年末に亡くなったひとりの友人のことが脳裏を過ぎる。彼の死はなんだったのか。死とはあんなにも虚しく、呆気ないものなのかと項垂れるしかなかった。また別の友人が「あれは寿命です、土井さんが居たからあそこまで延命できた」と声をかけてくれたが、僕は自分が彼のことを追い込んでしまったのではないかという気持ちを最後の最後まで払拭することができなかった。彼の行き当たりばったりの感情、それが何年もかけて澱のように堆積した薄汚い部屋の壁には僕の息子が描いたデタラメな絵が貼られていた。正直、そのデタラメさがとても彼らしいなとも思ったけれど、闇雲に結論を急いで美談に昇華してはいけないと自分のなかの何かが、早く楽になりたいという気持ちや感情を、潔癖なまでに制御し続けていた。ある日を境に連絡が途絶えた息子の身を案じて九州から駆けつけた母親はどんな思いで彼の部屋のドアノブに手をかけたのだろうか?母親の小刻みに震える手を僕は一生忘れないと思う。人は一瞬で声帯を傷つけ、声を失うのだということを知った。半年ぶりに聞いた彼女の声は知らない誰かの声のように思えて落ち着かなかった。自死にせよ、病死にせよ、あるいは友人の言うようにそれが彼の真っ当な寿命だったにせよ、僕は嗚呼、としか思えず、どちらかというとずっと苛立っていた。結局、棺の中の友人の顔を拝むことはなかった。母親もそれを望まなかったし、僕自身はやっぱりどちらでも良かった。本当にそこにひとりの人間の死があったのかさえ、いまとなってはわからない。自分の気づかないうちにこの親子の手の込んだ演出に踊らされてるのではないかという罰当たりな疑念さえ抱いていた。いっそのことト書きでテキパキと指示を出してもらいたかった。どこに立ち、どんな顔をして、どのタイミングで涙を流せば良かったのか。そのときは表情を覆い隠してくれるマスクの存在がただただありがたかった。彼の葬儀から程なくして、僕が若かりし頃から尊敬していたロック歌手が自身の詩集の一編で彼の死に触れていた。僕は何とも言えない気持ちになったのをいまでもはっきりと覚えている。それから数ヶ月後、僕とロック歌手は疎遠になり、亡くなった彼の部屋にあったスピーカーはタラウマラの店内最奥のスペースにひっそりと眠っている。ミキサーと繋いで使用することもなければ、対峙して手を合わせることもない。書籍や式波・アスカ・ラングレーのフィギュアを乱雑に置くことはある。やはり彼の死は手に余る。どう扱って良いのか未だにさっぱりわからない。あの日、斎場を後にした僕の頭の中には彼が好きだったKOHHの「Living Legend」が歪みまくった音で鳴り響いていた。
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道に迷いなかなか斎場に辿り着けない男を描いた「繰越坂」という小説がある。古井由吉の短編集『白暗淵』に収録されている。表題作は黒暗淵(やみわだ)という言葉から連想してつけられたそうだが、「しろわだ」なんていう言葉はもちろん辞書には載っていない。清澄白河をもじって自身のアルバムタイトルに『清澄黒河』とつけたKaravi Roushi と本書について語り合いたい。カフカの『城』やベケットの『モロイ』を例に挙げるまでもなく、目的が明確であるにもかかわらず一向に目的地に辿り着くことができない男たちの話が僕は好きだ。生きるという行為が、果てしなく受け身であることを教えられる。城に向かうKを妨げるものはなんだったのか?モロイは母に会えたのか?モランはモロイに辿り着けたのか?親戚のおっちゃんは阪神タイガースの優勝を祝福できたのか?出棺前、おっちゃんの顔を見た。やはりそれはおっちゃんとは別の誰かのようで、斎場のスタッフが中空を指して「まだこのあたりのいらっしゃると思いますので」と言ったのを聞いて、嗚呼やっぱりそうか、現実の死は新たな幻想の萌芽になるのだと妙に納得した。ただし、おっちゃんの孫、9歳の少年がおっちゃんの額や頬、唇に触れる指先には紛れようもない現実が明確に宿っていて、そこではじめて僕は涙をこらえることができなくなった。
「LOVEはオンライン、そこにはいない」は屈指のパンチラインだと思います。ここ数年で一番好きなラップミュージック。
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ホラーでライトノベルで幻想奇譚な超絶傑作。
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jssightextended · 2 years
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Kohh photographed by Jonni
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symptom3000 · 4 days
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千葉雄喜, SOCKS, ¥ellow Bucks, MaRI, DJ RYOW "チーム友達 (東海 Remix)" (2024)
director: Eillyhustlehard, MESS (召田湧真 (Yuma Mesuda))
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kohyuuu · 16 days
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that beach ken x gn reader / weird barbie x beach ken fanfic was something i wanted to send on my blog HELP
i had to search for it in my docs since i mostly write all my stuff and keep my drafts in my google docs and i found it!!
(i don’t actually have that many drafts or stories but i do write sometimes when im up for it ^^)
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cravenhearted · 28 days
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jawny-bravo · 2 months
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KOHH (production is insane, quality)
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kinnomori · 3 months
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Kohh, shot by @jayquelmichael
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real-chinq-tmblr · 4 months
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I can't believe it's been fucking 8 years since this came out lmaooo
This shit still slaps tho
And like KOHH says, 「過去の話…すんのダサい…から昔のこと忘れちゃったらいい!」 (It's lame to keep talking about the past so might as well just forget about that shit!) Here's to cherishing the good moments in the past and looking forward to the possible blessings and meaningful lessons in the future.
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444mevahdii444 · 5 months
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jpopstreaming · 2 years
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🆕 「 The Lost Tapes」 by KOHH Available for streaming worldwide!🌐 Added to our weekly playlist 🎧 https://spoti.fi/3lgjH73
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steeplewack · 2 years
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Let it stand that this post is completely unrelated to my previous post and I in no way wish that weed was legal/safe to get here
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symptom3000 · 1 month
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千葉雄喜, Young Coco & Jin Dogg "チーム友達 Remix" (2024)
director: MESS (召田湧真 (Yuma Mesuda))
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freshcut-chetney · 2 years
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I cannot wait for Edgerunners tomorrow
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icanseethefuture333 · 3 months
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PAC: What your pretty self needs to hear for Valentine's Day ♡
Your heart's message to you + a message from your secret admirer 💌
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They say the truth ain't pretty, but coming from that pretty mouth
The truth is fitting, cause you ain't ever talkin' loud
And you know plenty
Yeah, you know what I'm talkin' about
Cause you just get me
Yeah, you so pretty... ♡
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Pile 1:
Your heart's message to you:
Shufflemancy -
Girl by Destiny's Child
Far by SZA
I MISS YOU SO BAD by iKON
The Lovers, Seven of Cups, & Three of Cups
So what your heart wishes to tell to you is that there is still love out there. You may have previously gotten over an ex, a past crush, or you are in the process of recovering from a break up. In the song "Far" SZA asks Sadhguru how to deal with rejection, in which he responds, "That's great! If nobody wants you then you're free." You have to look on the bright side of things. You also have to know what your worth is. No one else can define your worth but you. You have to be secure with who you are as a person. No one can love the parts you need to heal from. Once you feel fulfilled with who you are as a person. That is when you can form healthy connection with others. I believe you still are hoping for you and this person to get back together but you are hurting yourself even more by obsessing over this person (was going to say focus but instead I heard obsess). Reflect on your current situation and ask yourself, "What wound is this person triggering in me?". What do you need to move on from? To take care of your heart you should do some self reflection. Journaling and shadow work would help provide some clarity. Your heart asks you to not fall back into old habits. Self love is important for your growth, pile 1!
Your secret admirer's message to you:
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Time To Love by Red Velvet
Changes by Jeff Bernat
I Think I'm Falling by KOHH
Wallflower, New Love, & Union
There is a new love coming in for you! This person could be shy and likes to admire you from afar. They could be self conscious about some things about themselves as well. The feelings seem to be mutual here. There could be a new crush that you like and wish to speak to, but are to nervous to ask them out of fear of rejection. Don't fret! Confessing your feelings helps build courage. If the person rejects you, then that just means there isnsomeone else better out there for you. It is not the end of the world just because you got rejected. Have a little more confidence in yourself, you are great, pile 1! Regardless, I see you and this secret admirer actually being intimate. Things could develop into something more serious with this union card. So make sure to be open to this energy and give them a chance at love ♡
Pile 2:
Your heart's message to you:
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Mine by Slayyyter
ANTIFRAGILE by LE SSERAFIM
Post To Be by Omarion ft. Chris Brown & Jhené Aiko
Four of Cups, Eight of Wands, & The Fool
Your heart does not want to be tied down at the moment! I believe it has plenty of love to give lol. You also have no problem with turning people down or vice versa. You are looking for a fling and just wish to have a casual relationship! You could have a lot of options in love and would like to explore things romantically, maybe even sexually. Your heart suggests that you focus on your happiness and learn what pleases you. Love does not always have to be serious. Sometimes short lived romances have the best stories to tell! You will be feeling very confident and sexy in your romantic endeavors.
Your secret admirer's message to you:
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Boys Wanna Be Her by Peaches
No Flex Zone by Rae Sremmurd
STUCK IN MY HEAD by Twice
Open Relationship, Mature Woman, & Fun Times
This secret admirer of yours is honestly hilarious 😭. I kept getting meme songs and I hs to shuffle again to get a proper message. This could be my queer pile as well 🏳️‍🌈. I'm getting Renee Rapp vibes from your secret admirer, Pile 2 😋. They could suit the 'girl crush' aesthetic or if it is someone who identifies as masculine, they have a very pretty face. They are open minded, flirtatious, and exciting to be around. This person wishes to tell you that you are stuck in their head! They find you to be "so fine" 😜! They would like take you out soon. I'm getting it will be a bar date or they will take you dancing at a night club.
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Your heart's message to you:
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More Than Enough by Alina Baraz
Bluffin by Brent Faiyaz
Mona Lisa by Naji ft. Monter Booker
Death, Six of Swords, & Six of Pentacles
Oh, pile 3, bless your heart 🥹. You are someone who has such a kind, gentle heart. You have the purest intentions and for that people can tell how geniune you are as a person. You could be selfless and caring towards others. You have so much love to give that it is obvious to others. I don't see any bitterness in your heart and I feel like your heart wishes to tell you how proud it is of you for being able to find forgiveness. You are leaning to let go of the people who have hurt you in the past. The essence of your spirit is so soft and it's very beautiful to witness. Your heart's message to you is that anyone would be lucky to have you in their life. So don't ever feel like you are not enough because you're more than that. You are this cup that is overflowing with love and sincerity.
Your secret admirer's message to you:
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At Your Best (You Are Loved) by Aaliyah
Freaky Deaky by Tyga ft. Doja Cat
LOVE by Kendrick Lamar ft. Zacari
Dating, True Love, & True Gem
Your secret admirer absolutely adores you, pile 3. They see your value as a person and they know that there is no one else like you in this world. You have so much love to give and they do as well. I am getting that they want to literally treat you like a princess/princess - just overall royalty. Their have geniune intentions as well and they would like to spoil you this Valentine's day ❤. (Channeled song: Kiss It Better by Rihanna 💋) for a few of you, you and your specific person could be separated. I see that things will turn out for the better soon. So have faith in yourself and in this person for things to work out. They could offer you some sort of proposal, love offer, or a token of their gratitude to show how much they love you. I see things would be passionate, flirty, and romantic for you and your secret admirer 🎆.
Pile 4:
Your heart's message to you:
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Green Light by Beyoncé
Standing Next To You by Jungkook
God of Music by SEVENTEEN
Two of Pentacles, Page of Wands, & The Magician
You are such an optimistic person, pile 4! You could be someone who often gives advice to others and help others look on the bright side of things. You radiate such positive energy and it makes you a joy to be around. You could be someone who knows what they want and goes after it. You know how to balance your heart with your brain. Intuitive but also logical. People wonder how you are able to turn your ideas into reality. Your heart's message to you is to keep going after your goals and not let anyone distract you from your dreams. As long as you are happy that is all that matters. Your heart also wishes to tell you that whatever makes you light up inside is meant for you. Whatever your heart is set on whether that's a new job, house, etc. You have the ability to manifest whatever you desire.
Your secret admirer's message to you:
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Phone Me by Che Ecru
Novacane by Frank Ocean
Own It by Drake
Passion, Friendship, & Communication
For some of you, you could be currently in a "situationship" or have a FWB with someone. While for others, your secret admirer is possibly a friend of yours. This person is conflicted on how to approach you. You may receive a text or phone call from them soon where they ask you about your relationship with another. They could ask you how you feel about them or drop hints that they are attracted to you. The ball is in your park, pile 4, if you decide to be more than just friends with this person.
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Your heart's message to you:
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Girl Like Me by Alexa Demie
Fulfillment? By Kilo Kish
Baddie by IVE
Eight of Cups, Two of Cups, & Seven of Swords
I am getting like "manic pixie dream girl" vibes from you, Pile 2. Something about you is hard to pin point to others. Mysterious but also so enchanting. You know you are someone who is complex but also so beautiful. You have these interesting quirks that makes you stand out and memorable to others. You are comfortable with who you as a person and it could have took you a long time to get to a place of being this self assured. You could have a child like wonder as well and it is admirable to others. You could be questioning what direction to take in life and could find "adulting" very hard but don't give up, pile 5! Everything will be okay in the end. Your heart's message to you is to learn what gives you emotional fulfillment in life. Also to not take shit from no one. What's interesting is your face could look quite sweet but you are actually feisty and have a firey spirit. There is a duality to your personality and its attractive. I am getting like Song Jia, Alexa Demie, Wonyoung, & Taylor Russell vibes from you, pile 5. Your heart wants you to embrace your confidence and focus on the abundance in your future. Do not let people drag you down and dim your light. Your heart believes it is time for some self pampering. Set your standards high in love and know that you are deserving of everything you desire. I also believe it is time to burn bridges with people who no longer serve you. How can you live the life of your dreams if other people only acknowledge the version of yourself that no longer resonates with you? If you wish to be the girl of your dreams, you have to learn to put yourself first.
Your secret admirer's message to you:
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Lilith by Halsey
Ditto by NewJeans
High Fashion by Roddy Rich ft. Mustard
Triangle, Travel, & Spiritual Growth
What is this Single's Inferno?! You have options, pile 5. You could have more than one secret admirer. You could be observing your current options in love and feeling "Well! Let the best person win☺️!" I see people wanting to fly you out and pay for your trips, oh my🫠. One of the people you will date could be popular or have a well known social status. You give people butterflies and some of you may know what affect you have on people, while some of you are innocent to the fact. You could receive love confessions or you may even already have. I feel like you are the type of person who receives love letters, jewelry, candies, and box of chocolates, if not you are going to be spoiled for this Valentine's day! You could meet your secret admirer(s) while traveling or when going on vacation. Your secret admirer's message to you is that they "like you" and hoping you feel the same 💕. They want to understand your love language and words of affirmations / gift giving could be one of their love languages in particular.
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Your heart's message to you:
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Rose by Miyeon
Honey Dew by Lion Babe
Chanel by TiaCorine
King of Pentacles, Five of Wands, & Queen of Cups
I feel like you are at odds with your heart and brain right now, pile 6. You seem to feel confused about a decision you have to make. I believe you could think things are "sweeter" in other people's lives but that is not necessarily true. I know sometimes we can want what other people have but if it gets to the point of comparing yourselves to others then its not healthy. You have to remember to be grateful for what you have in life. It's okay to want the finer things, but what are you overlooking when you are doing that? Your heart's message to you is to not worry about what other people are doing in life and instead focus on what makes you great of a person. You are just as lovable, sweet, and beautiful.
Your secret admirer's message to you:
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Congratulations by Mac Miller ft. Bilal
Little Things by Sunni Colón
Aura by Mariah The Scientist
Work, Money, & Long Distance
I believe you and this person are already in a relationship. If not, your secret admirer will be the next person you end up in a romantic relationship with. This person could live further away from you and has a high paying job. They prefer to take on a traditional role of a provider. This person could have a hard time discussing their feelings though and shows their love through acts of services. While you, I feel you are more of an emotional person. You both could have a hard time expressing your feelings and thoughts properly to each other, which would cause conflict. Things might be tense for Valentine's Day. You and your secret admirer could have strong feelings for each other, but there needs to be an important conversation had in order for this relationship to progress. Both of you could be disheartened by this but there's hope! Try to appreciate the little things in your relationship and not focus on being the "perfect couple", for that does not exist. Every relationship has its flaws and all that matters is that you and you partner love each other very much. If it's meant to be, it will be, it won't be something you have to force, it'll come naturally.
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firefirefruit · 2 months
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Steel in Her Veins, Chapter: Twenty-Seven
Read On: AO3 | Table of Contents | Next Chapter
Characters: Fem!Reader x Roronoa Zoro
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Chapter Twenty-Seven: Alcohol. Love It or Hate It.
“Keee-kohh-kuuu,” you sing out loud, wriggling on a mattress you’ve managed to slug away from the front of the Sunny to the back – of course, it wasn’t an easy feat, what with having to shoo a stringy Luffy off its surface. But with an evil grin and a few deft fingers, you managed to throw the mattress spinning in the air, peeling your captain off it like a sticky toy.   
He fell flat on his face, his body only a rubbery plane of thin paper, and with a grinning “Good game, Captain!” you patted him on his squashed shoulder as you pranced away from the hubbub of the festivities. 
You kick your legs in the air, your belly pressing against the feeling of sweet victory of softness. Although your body springs softly upwards in response, your fingers are anything but reckless as they fumble over Law’s prized possession. 
‘Kikoku.’ A voice hisses in your head, clearly aggravated by the dizzying display of your giddiness. ‘If you’re trying to talk to me, then at least get my name right.’
“Ah, sorry…” your lips sheepishly form into a crazy grin from behind the beer bottle that rests against them. Meanwhile, you distractedly shuffle over and peer over the wall, observing the chaos of celebrations.
The party doesn’t seem to be slowing down by any means – and that makes your muscles unconsciously dig deeper into the mattress. You needed this – a break from real life, to drink and nerd out with your best friends... Your swords. 
And you couldn’t be more thankful to Luffy for coming up with the idea. To Luffy, it seemed perfectly natural to hold a mattress party – to Luffy, Law and his crew taking refuge on the Sunny equated to having a never-ending slumber party with his friends.
This party isn't being thrown only because he’s formed yet another alliance with Torao, no. Moreso, it was managing to hold him and his crew hostage, indefinitely, on his ship, that Luffy felt was definitely something worth celebrating.  
“Shut up, Mugiwara. We’re not friends!” Law had bitingly snapped back, glaring at the toast Luffy had just made on welcoming the new crew members aboard the Sunny. 
Regardless, the rest of Trafalgar’s crew roared consumingly after Luffy’s toast, throwing him in the air like some sort of prophet, and, somehow, you had a slight inkling it was because of the alcohol they were downing like water. With a stubborn growl, Law immediately jumped into his crew and took care of that, as expected... Or, well, at least he tried to before his own crew grabbed him by his arms and dragged him into the centre of the noise. 
Franky and Usopp did their absolute godsent best at decorating, as always. With hundreds of mattresses sprawling across every breathable space, you can’t even manage to see the wooden planks of the deck that rests underneath them. Nami brought her fluffiest pillows and Robin, her thickest blankets, and with a copious amount of candles and fairy lights you’d scrounged around in your storage, the whole place looked like an evening none of you’d ever forget. 
And trust me, you'll notedly never forget this one. 
Brook lays casually like a lounging cat across a mattress, strumming his bones thoughtlessly across his guitar with one of his newest melodies. You and Nami start downing shots, competing with each other’s tolerances as Robin smiles widely behind a glass of wine. 
And later on, something unexpected happens. Law comes stumbling and tripping over the springing ground towards you, his face scrambled with overcoming embarrassment, with Kikoku hanging in your face. You gape at him in surprise.  
He rolls his eyes, his arm unwavering. Somehow, he knew you hadn’t been able to have time to really inspect her, what with…circumstances eating up at your delicious time. True to his word and refusing to owe debts to anyone, he gifts her to you with a pointed warning flashing in his eyes and a slight twist of his lips. 
And you…well you’re quite fantastically drunk right now.  
‘How impetuous. How dare my wielder offer my body to the likes of you,’ Kikoku snaps, the metal humming furiously in your fingers. You raise an eyebrow and snap your neck down to the sword.
“I’ll have you know, you’ll never be wielded by someone like me again,” you mutter, taking a large swig of your beer. “Don’t come complaining to me when you’re all broken after battle.”
A raucous laughter erupts from the other end of the deck, drawing your attention away from your conversation with the sword. You spot Bepo attempting to teach Chopper how to fold his small arms into a heart, while Law and Sanji engage in a heated argument over who can cook the best barbecue.
You stroke the blade affectionately, relishing in the way it vibrates with energy beneath your touch, and despite Kikoku's protests, you can sense a begrudging acceptance of your presence from the sword.
“Tell me, what’s your wielder like?” You ask softly, rolling around so that your back lays against the mattress.
Kikoku hums sharply in the resemblance of a human scoff. ‘What do you think? He’s worthy to wield me.’  
“Gods, deflate your ego at once or I’ll start adoringly calling you Kiki,” you smile, a devilish grin stretching across your cheeks. 
Kikoku emits a low, disgruntled hum, clearly unamused by your joke.
‘You may jest, but my wielder is a formidable warrior,’ it retorts with a hint of pride seeping into its tone.
You chuckle, taking another swig of your beer before setting the bottle down beside you. "I don't doubt it," you concede, feeling a strange sense of excitement for the sentient blade. "But tell me, what's he like when he's not swinging you around in battle?"
Kikoku emits a low, contemplative hum as if considering your question carefully. “I… admire him. Burdens weigh on his heart - a lot of them. And he may not know this, but I have vowed to protect him until death parts us.’
You almost choke on the alcohol in your mouth, eyes brimming wide in shock. “You willingly protect him? Isn’t that, like… suicide in the sword realm?”
Kikoku hums in affirmation. ‘I must admit, I have not been as giving to my previous wielders as I am now. Before, I demanded to be protected. To be kept safe amidst battle - as would any other sword, with any other wielder. But with Law…well, he is worthy. He needs me.”
"He's lucky to have you," you murmur, a newfound respect for the swordsman blossoming within you. "And you're lucky to have him."
The metal vibrates softly in your hand. 'Indeed, we make quite the pair.'
And then, you hear heavy footsteps. 
RORONOA ZORO
Zoro’s drinking. A lot. 
A lot more than usual, actually. More than his already high tolerance can surprisingly handle. 
But really, can you blame him? 
Look, he knows this. Guilt and alcohol don’t mix well – and, normally, Zoro wouldn’t disagree. Being a swordsman meant being in control of your feelings, of the way you present yourself to yourself, of staying still and accepting the thoughts that come and go like a soft breeze that passes through hanging leaves. 
But this time, he couldn’t reign it in. He couldn’t keep himself under control. And so he drank – he drank until his jug went dry, and then some more. 
Anything to release the convulsing storm in his muscles, the tension in his brain. The thoughts of guilt and grief and swords and the swordsmith and the swordswoman and…
“Oi Zoro! Where ya goin’?” Luffy shouts from a few metres away, his eyes brimming with an unquenchable light amidst the dark sea. “Can I come?”
Zoro waves him off, a few fingers loosening from the jug of his sake. “Need to walk a bit. I’ll be back.”
Luffy stares at him, silently taking in his first mate, a resigned purse of his lips affirming his observation.
I’ve got you, Luffy’s eyes say as they meaningfully squint in a smile. All ya gotta do is ask. 
Zoro huffs out a short breath and nods. His captain really is something, isn’t he?
And with a spin on his heels, Zoro slips away from the buzz of the party. 
As he trudges along the deck of the Sunny, the weight of his heavy eyelids threatens to drag him into the depths of sleep – but, somehow, he fights against it, knowing that the demons lurking in the recesses of his mind will only torment him further in his dreams.
Each step feels like an eternity as he weaves his way through the maze of mattresses and bodies strewn across the deck. His muscles ache with fatigue, protesting against the relentless march of time and the burdens he carries upon his shoulders.
The alcohol coursing through his veins offers little respite, its numbing effects doing little to ease the turmoil within him; instead, it serves only to cloud his thoughts further, blurring the line between reality and the haunting memories that plague him. The rhythmic sway of the ship beneath his feet threatens to send him toppling overboard at any moment, but Zoro presses on, driven by a primal instinct to escape the suffocating confines of his own mind.
And then, like a spectre rising from the shadows, a stray mattress materializes before him, its presence a cruel reminder of the shitty obstacles that are always thrown in his path. He tries to manoeuvre around it, but his coordination’s too impaired by the haze of alcohol and exhaustion.
With a sudden jolt, he finds himself hurtling forward, his body careening uncontrollably towards an unseen obstacle. His heart lurches in his chest as he braces for impact, his mind racing with thoughts of surprise and confusion.
And then it happens.
KOZUKI RAYA
In an instant, time seems to slow as Zoro's body careens toward you, his form hurtling through the air like a falling boulder. With a gasp of shock, you brace yourself for the impact, instinctively raising your arms to shield yourself from the impending collision. But as Zoro slams into you with unexpected force, the realization of what happens strikes you like a bolt of lightning.
With a sickening crunch, the blade snaps in half, the sound echoing like a gunshot in the still night air
Kikoku.
For a moment, there is silence as you lay stunned on the ground, the weight of what has just happened sinking in like a heavy stone. You stare at the broken sword in disbelief, your mind racing as you try to comprehend the magnitude of the damage.
Kikoku, Law's prized possession, lies broken at your feet, its once formidable form now reduced to two jagged pieces. Panic grips you as you stare down at the shattered remains, the weight of what has transpired hitting you like a physical blow.
"Oh, fuck," you gasp, your voice barely a whisper as you reach out to touch the shattered remains of Kikoku. 
As Zoro staggers back to his feet, his eyes widen in shock as he takes in the scene before him. His gaze flickers from the broken pieces of Kikoku to your stunned expression, and a string of curses escapes his lips.
"What the hell did you do?" he growls, his voice thick with disbelief and anger as he glares down at you.
You bristle at his accusatory tone, your own frustration bubbling to the surface as you shoot him a glare of your own.
"Me? What about you, stumbling around like a drunken bull?" you snap back, your voice sharp with irritation.
"Shut up. This is your fault," he seethes, his voice low and dangerous as he gestures towards the broken sword.
“Last time I checked, you were the one tripping over your own feet," you retort, your tone dripping with disdain.
Zoro's nostrils flare with anger, his eyes flashing dangerously as he takes a menacing step forward. "Watch your mouth," he growls, his voice low and threatening.
“Watch your feet,” you retort. 
Zoro rolls his eyes, taking a huge swig of his sake. With a tired exhale, he rests himself against the banister, observing you sprawled over Kikoku like some sort of distraught mother. "S'not like you can't fix it," he mutters tipsily, his breath splintering against the cool air.
And that literally makes you growl.
You snap your neck upwards, pushing yourself up from the ground as you stumble towards Zoro.
"Fix it? In less than – what – a day?" You snap, getting in his face. You throw your finger in the direction of the sword. "Do you have any idea how difficult it is to repair a sword like Kikoku?"
Zoro's growls impatiently, his jaw clenching. "You know that's not what I mean, woman."
You take a deep breath, trying to reign in your frustration as you survey the damage before you. The broken pieces of Kikoku lay scattered on the ground, the once formidable blade now reduced to a jagged mess. 
"I'll need a miracle to pull this off," you mutter. Your gaze hardens as you turn to face Zoro. "And you, Roronoa, are going to help me make it happen."
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