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Family, Familia, ‘Ohana: Chapter 13: Debriefing
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Title: Family, Familia, ‘Ohana, Chapter 13: Debriefing
Fandom: 911, h50, SWAT
Pairing: Buddie, McDanno, platonic Deacon/Hondo
Fic summary:
When one family seems lost another comes back from the past. But does Buck want to return to the past or live in the present? And does his present lead to a future he wants? Only he can answer these questions but Steve at least will be there to support him.
Chapter summary:
In the aftermath of the raid, lines are crossed as the debriefing leaves Buck and Eddie exposed to each other. Meanwhile, Danny grows tired of waiting.
Warnings: explicit sex
Breaking the kiss reluctantly, Eddie clings to Buck while the rest of 5-0 makes short work of clearing out Wo Fat’s lair. Buck, for his part, seems just as reluctant to let Eddie go. Buck’s arm is wrapped firmly around his waist, and Eddie tucks himself up into Buck’s side, his fingers caught in the loops of the bulletproof vest.
Eddie’s curious about all the attached pockets but doesn’t want to let go of Buck to check them as McGarrett and a man who must be Chin Ho Kelly work around them, commenting that Danny has called their backup in.
Everyone is also manfully ignoring the bit where he and Buck are leaking from the corners of their eyes. If Buck doesn’t mention it, Eddie’s not going to, and the rest of 5-0 seems to have taken a cue from Buck.
Danny Williams arrives in the room, and Eddie notices that the man’s attention first checks to ensure McGarrett is okay before taking in the rest. The blonde’s eyebrow raises when he clocks Eddie watching him but relaxes when Eddie shakes his head to indicate he’s fine.
“Eddie?” Buck calls him, voice hoarse.
“I’m okay.”
“Shit—you need to get checked out,” Buck stammers, and he starts to pull away, which Eddie hates, so he yanks on the tac vest, arresting Buck’s movement.
“I’m fine,” Eddie growls, clarifying his statement.
“No, you’re not,” Buck argues, and Eddie is carefully given a once-over that would make Hen proud.
Eddie reluctantly complies with Buck’s checking his neuro exam and patting down his torso and limbs, annoyed by how he can’t hide his wince of pain when Buck checks his wrists, which are bruised from the restraints and the lump on the side of his head that could use some ice.
Neither of them mentions that Buck’s hands are shaking.
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I love that in every "Steve and Danny get married so Danny can get custody of Grace” fic Steve’s entire argument is always “we’re so in each other’s pockets everyone thinks we’re married already and also your apartment sucks” and Danny always has to concede the point. And then they just stay married.
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chin ho kelly - one true legend.
#i love him your honor#&lou just standing in the back bc theyre too stupid for him to deal#he coulve been playing golf rn#chin ho kelly#my h50 binge watch#h50#steve mcgarrett#danny williams#lou grover#mcdanno#hawaii 5-0#screencaps
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Me, who has tons of homework and stuff to do: Should I watch Hawaii Five-0 for the fourth time?
Also me: Hell yeah
#mcdanno in the first seasons is#*chefs kiss*#i also miss the kalakaua-kelly cousins#🥺🥺#this brings me nostalgia but I started watching a year ago#mcdanno#h50#hawaii five 0#steve mcgarrett#danny williams#steve and danno#kono kalakaua#chin ho kelly
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i still havent watched the last three episodes of hawaii five o either but have i been watching the original show so i can not have such severe heartbreak? yes
is it working?
nope
i want to watch it everyday but i dont wanna cry🤡
#end my suffering#i'll probs break and finally watch it#my names nikki and i refuse to let things end#hawaii five 0#h50#mcdanno#steve mcgarrett#danny williams#kono kalakaua#chin ho kelly#lou grover
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the single tear in the kelly gordon scene...oh my god how has george not won like a million awards
#also still forever salty over how the kelly gordon arc ended#which reminds me i gotta continue the pancho problem#which Fixes that#mk watches h50
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Steven - Danny is detective, he sees details😉
#H50#Steve McGarrett#Danny Williams#kono kalakaua#Chin Ho Kelly#halloween episode#re-watch#3x05#my edit
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Enough
Characters: Steve McGarrett X Reader, Danny Williams, Kono Kalakaua, Chin Ho Kelly
Word Count: 2640
Warnings: Angst, Fluff, Insecure Reader
A/n: I Loved this request. I rewrote it quite a few times, and every time it went to an angsty place... I guess that's just who I am
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You were getting ready for work, but there was one last thing you had to do before leaving. Standing in front of a mirror to check if everything was in its place. This was one of the worst parts of your day. You hated looking at yourself. It just reminded you of all the things that you hated about your body. Everyone has insecurities, you know that but some days the little voice in your head is louder than normal. Today was one of those days.
After a quick check, everything looks okay.
“Well, this is as good as its going to get.” you shrugged your shoulders.
You pulled on your shirt to make it poof out just a bit so that it wasn’t laying right on your stomach. This is something you have done since you were a teen, just another attempt to make your stomach look a little flatter. You weren’t the skinniest girl, but you also didn’t consider yourself fat either. You had put your head in this weird in-between area. You honestly believe nobody would understand because you didn’t understand it yourself.
You turned away from the mirror and headed to the door. You grabbed your backpack and keys before heading into work. Before you could even get to the office you had gotten a call from Steve telling you to meet him at an address.
Kono was able to get a lead on one of your cases. This was the house he used to live in before it was foreclosed on. When you had gotten to the house you saw Chin, Danny and Steve standing by Danny’s car. You got out of your truck and went over to the guys.
“Hey guys.”
“Hey Y/n.” They all said simultaneously,
“I was able to talk to a few of the neighbors, they said that there were noises and lights on at night. Nobody is supposed to be here since it was foreclosed on almost two months ago.” Chin said as he looked around at the neighbors.
“So do you think that our guy is in there?” You were looking at the house.
“Maybe. This is the only lead we have right now.”
“Guys…” You could have sworn you saw a face in one of the upper windows, but as soon as you said something it was gone.
“What?” Steve was looking from you to the house. “Did you see something?”
“Yes, there was someone in the widow.” You started moving towards the house, the guys close behind you.
Steve kicked the front door in, you were the first one in the house. You and Chin took the upstairs while Danny and Steve took the main floor. When your search came up empty, you all regrouped.
“We got nothing down here, are you sure you saw someone?” Steve questioned you.
“Yes, I did. I don’t understand how they would have gotten out without us seeing them.”
You started looking around. There had to be some way for them to escape or hide. You went back upstairs. This time you were taking your time, you were looking for anything that looked out of place. That’s when you realized you couldn’t find the access point for the attic. You went room to room looking for one, looking at the ceiling in the hallways as well. You found what looked like it could be a way into the attic, only problem was it looked too small to fit in.
Steve and Danny came up the stairs to see what you were doing. They saw you staring at the ceiling, they looked up as well. You started looking around for something to boost you up high enough to be able to look inside.
“Y/n what are you doing?” Danny watched you closely.
“Looking for a step stool or something that can give me a boost. I know it’s too small for me to fit in so I figure if I can at least get my head in there to see. Hopefully, I can find a way to get up there.”
Steve and Danny looked at each other confused. You could easily fit in the attic access point.
“I can give you a boost Y/n.” Steve stopped you.
“No.” You said it a little too quickly. You moved and grabbed a step ladder that was leaning up against the wall in the room you were about to enter. “I found one. Plus, if he is up there you need to be able to catch him and you can’t do that if you are holding me.”
You were hoping that this would be a good enough excuse for him to drop it. Steve on the other hand didn’t believe you. You set the ladder up, climbing up to the top. You had to lean off to the side or else you would hit your head. You pulled out your pistol and flashlight, moving the board that covered the opening. You pointed your gun and flashlight in and looked around.
You light glazed over what looked like a person, it was only confirmed when he turned to face you.
“Five 0 freeze! Put your hands behind your head and slowly move this way.” He complied with your orders. “How did you get up here?”
“Through that opening.” He pointed with his elbow to the opening you were poked through.
“Shit... Lay down on the ground. You try anything I will shoot.”
You put your flashlight in your pocket. Then you laid your gun down on the opposite side far away from him. You reached up and braced yourself on both sides, you were going to try to get up there. You were on your tiptoes, you gently pulled yourself up. Then you felt a set of hands under your feet pushing you as well. You ended up hitting your hip on the side of the opening. Once you were up there you grabbed your gun. Then went and handcuffed him.
“Is there any other way to get out of here?”
“Yeah. There is a small staircase that leads to one of the closets.”
“Get up, let’s go.”
He led you to the end of the attic. You had him go down the stairs first, but you had to reach around him to open the door.
“Guys over here.” Danny and Steve came over and grabbed him. “Let’s get out of here.”
They put him in the back of Danny’s car to transport him to HQ to interrogate him. You went to your office to start on the paperwork. When you were done, you got up to go put the file on Steve’s desk. As soon Steve and Danny were done with the interrogation. Steve ended up cornering you in his office.
“Hey.” He came into the office and closed the door.
“Hi, did you get him to confess?” You were leaning against his desk.
“Yeah, but you know at first he swore he was innocent.” He walked over and stood right in front of you.
“They always do.” You tried to get around him, but he wasn’t letting you move from your spot. “Steve, I have work to do.”
“I have to ask you something first.” He was looking directly into your eyes.
“Okay…” You raised one of your eyebrows.
“What’s going on with you today?”
“What are you talking about? Everything’s fine.”
“Okay… Why wouldn’t you let me help you into the attic today, and don’t say that it was because I needed to be able to catch the guy. Danny was there and Chin was downstairs.”
“That’s exactly why. There’s no other reason.” You crossed your arms, and you may have started avoiding eye contact.
“Y/n, I can tell when you’re lying to me.” He put his hand under your chin to make you look at him. “You can tell me anything sweetheart.”
“It’s because I’m…...” Your voice got quiet as you talked, and you looked down at your hands.
“What?”
“I’m too heavy! Okay!” Steve was taken back by this. “Is that what you wanted to hear?”
“You are not too heavy. Why in the world would you think that?”
“Because I am. Look at this.” You lifted your shirt up to show him your stomach and the bruise on your hip. “You’re going to stand there and tell me that I’m not too big or heavy. I hit the sides of the attic access point trying to get up there. I couldn’t even pull myself up all the way. I’m sure that’s why you and Danny had to help me up there.” You put your shirt down and started walking to the door. He put a hand on the door to stop you from leaving.
“Y/n, you hit your hip on the side because you were off center. You had way more than enough room to get up there. If a man that is over twice your size can make it up there, you would make it up there with absolutely no problem. Also, you were the one to pull yourself up. I barely touched you, Danny wasn’t even near us, he moved to see if he could find a different way in.”
“He was right there, I saw him. Don’t lie to me to try to make me feel better. It will only make it worse.”
You pulled the door open and started walking out. You could see everyone staring at you as soon as you opened the door. You were so embarrassed, and you just wanted to go home.
“Y/n, I’m not lying to you!” This caused you to turn around. You could see now everyone is staring at you.
“Is everything okay?” Danny started walking towards Steve and put a hand on his shoulder.
“No, she thinks that…” You cut him off, you really didn’t want to pull them into this.
“Steve, just drop it.” You started walking back to him. “Let it go.”
“No, I’m not going to drop it or let it go. You can’t just say that and expect me to not say anything. Especially when it is the furthest thing from the truth.”
“It’s not!” Tears were starting to well up in your eyes. You turned back around and left.
“What’s going on?” Danny was trying to get Steve to talk to him. Kono and Chin had moved up and were now standing next to Danny. Steve let out a sigh before telling them what happened.
“I’ll go talk to her.” Kono knows how you are feeling, a lot of girls go through the same thing.
Once you got into your truck, the tears started falling. This was so stupid; how could you get so worked up over this. Why can’t Steve just understand this. Then again that was completely irrational. If you couldn’t understand what your brain was doing, then how could he.
You sat in the parking lot for a few minutes, before leaving. Knowing that you would have to go back soon, you decided to just go to the beach. It was close enough that you could be back in a matter of minutes if need be.
You got out of your truck, taking your boots and socks off. you walked till you were about 10 feet from the water. You sat down, bringing your legs up as far as you could, wrapping your arms around them. You were trying to make yourself as small as you could. You just sat there watching the water, the occasional seagull flying by and the people walking around and having fun.
You had left your phone in your truck, so you didn’t hear all of the texts and calls coming in from Steve. You were able to focus on you for a few minutes. You were so focused that you didn’t notice Kono sit down next to you.
“Hey.”
“Hey.” You didn’t look at her, you just kept your eyes on the water.
“You ok?”
“I’m fine.”
“Yeah, and I’m the queen of England.”
The both of you laughed. You sat there in silence for a little while. You didn’t know what to say, you were still embarrassed from what went down at the office.
“Ya’know he’s telling you the truth, right?” You finally turned to look at her, and just sighed.
“I guess… It’s just been one of those days, more like years. My brain is just…”
“Your brain is lying to you. I know what’s going through your head right now, I have the same problems.”
“How do you get past it?”
“Honestly, you have to just take it day by day. Its not going to be something that you can fix overnight. The thing is that you should talk about it. If you don’t want to talk about it get a journal and write. Just know you have a bunch of people that are here for you no matter what.” She wrapped her arm around you, pulling you closer to her side.
Kono’s phone started beeping, she pulled it out.
“I guess its time to go back.”
“Yeah.” She got up and stood in front of you with her arms extended. “Come on, give me your hands.”
Reluctantly you put your hands in hers. She was able to help you up without a problem. You grabbed your shoes and started walking to your truck. Before getting in you wiped all of the sand off of your pants and feet. After putting your shoes back on, you headed back to the palace.
When you got back, you went to your office to take your jacket off and put your keys up. Also, to mentally prepare yourself before walking out there. After a few minutes you walked out of your office to everyone. You stood at the end of the table next to Danny, you started looking at all of the information that was out.
Chin started going over everything that he had, you were trying to listen, but you could see out of the corner of your eye, that Steve was staring at you. It was making it hard for you to focus. Chin had finished going over everything, everyone had started walking away to head out. You unconsciously wrapped your arms around your stomach, it was something that you did when you were uncomfortable. What came next was something that you didn’t expect.
“You know what. That’s enough.” He walked up right behind you and picked you up in one swift motion. You didn’t even have time to react, you let out a loud squeal.
“Steve put me down!” You looked directly at him. “Put me down before you hurt yourself.” You were trying to get out of his arms.
“Y/n stop.” You quit moving, not wanting to hurt him. “I’m not going to hurt myself.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes.” He maneuvered your body so that you were facing him. Your legs were now wrapped around his waist and his hands were under your legs holding you in place. “Sweetheart, your body is amazing, beautiful, sexy and perfect. I wouldn’t change anything about it.”
“Really?” you were looking at his face, to see any hint of a lie, but what you saw was a hundred percent genuine.
“Absolutely.”
You grabbed his face in your hands, smashing your lips to his.
“Come on I don’t want to see that.” Danny had his hand covering his eyes. “Plus, we have a case guys, let’s go.”
You pulled back laughing at Danny, but you were still looking at Steve.
“I’m sorry.”
“You have nothing to be sorry for.” He set you down. “Just promise me that you will talk to me, and not hide or leave.” You smiled and nodded.
“We should go before Danny loses it.”
“We wouldn’t want that.” He started laughing, putting his arm around you and headed out the door.
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I would die for Danny "Danno" Williams and Steve McGarrett thank you good night
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Fandom ask: H50 if no one asked!
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOH LETS DO THIS!!!!
Favourite Female: Kono Kalakaua
Favourite Male: Chin Ho Kelly
3 Other Favourite Characters: Danny Williams, Steve McGarrett, AND JERRY BECAUSE JERRY IS MY BOY
3 OTPs: McDanno, ChinxHappiness, Kono and Adam and what the show did to them is unforgivable
Notp: DANNY AND RACHEL GETTING BACK TOGETHER!!!! MEGA UNHEALTHY RELATIONSHIP ALERT
Funniest character: See, I don’t know how to answer this. I would say Danny but at the same time he’s really only funny when he’s with Steve so. Maybe Kamekona? The whole scheming constantly about his business is hilarious and I love them for making him so consistent as he keeps reaching out his brand
Prettiest character: Kono. Yeah. Definitely Kono.
Most Annoying Character: I want to say Catherine but I did like her at the end, but at the same point I always found her a little annoying.
Most badass character: …..also Kono
Character I’d like as my BFF: Chin! Or Jerry.
Female Character I’d Marry: ……………………take a wild guess. it’s kono
Male Character I’d Marry: ………………………………………chin ho kelly
Character I hate/dislike/least like: Well. I hate Doris McGarrett but that seems untimely given the last episode that I didn’t even watch. But like. I still stand by that. I really really really really hated Doris McGarrett.
#awkward untimely answers here#but uhhhhh can you tell i love chin ho kelly and kono kalakaua#like a lot#hawaii five-0#five-0#five0#answers#telltaleclerk
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Tropical Heat
Summary: Y/N meets Alex on set of H50. Not able to resist she finds herself falling for him.
Pairing: Alex x Reader, Scott Caan
Warnings: language, tension, smut, vaginal sex, oral (female receiving), fingering, size kink
“So this is the set, do you like it?” Your cousin asks.
“It’s awesome Scott, really cool.”
“Wait Alex is over there; let’s greet him before I have to film my next scene. Kelly can drive you back to my house,” Scott explains but you don’t hear him.
You're too busy staring at the tall dark-haired man standing not far away. Smiling he waves at Scott. With large steps, he makes his way toward you.
“Hey Alex, that’s my cousin, Y/N. She moves to Hawaii next month and I help her find an apartment."
“Hi, I’m Alex…O’Loughlin,” he says smiling holding out his large hand.
"Y/N/N," you stammer nervously as hell.
Why are you so nervous? Yes, he’s tall and handsome…god he’s so handsome. Not to mention tall … wait you already mentioned it.
“Crap, Y/N I gotta go,” Scott mutters.
“I can show her the set if she wants me to,” Alex suggests and you bite your lip. Nodding you give him a shy smile. His hazel eyes seem to almost bore into your head.
“Huh? Okay, thanks Alex that’s great,” Scott says already running toward his trailer.
“Shall we?” Alex asks holding out his large hand.
Taking his hand you follow him without hesitation.
“Where do we start the tour?” you ask.
“I’ll show you everything if you want me to.”
“Would be great, but don’t you have to film some scenes too?”
“No, this episode is Scott…I mean Danny centered. I already filmed my scenes so I’ve got the rest of the day off.”
“Cool…that’s cool…”
Chuckling he looks down at you. God, why does he have to be so tall…and hot?
Alex gives you his brightest smiles. Tilting his head he stares down at you. Seeing you pressing your legs together he hums.
“Do you want to see the set or…rather my trailer?” He asks out of the blue and your breath hitches in your throat.
“What?”
“I see how you look at me Y/N…I guess it’s the same way I look at you. I normally don’t do something like that, but I want you…so bad.”
“I…oh god…” Biting your lower lip you simply nod.
Leading you toward his trailer Alex almost bursts the door open. As soon as the door closed behind you, you find yourself pinned against the wall. Crushing his lips onto yours he slides his tongue with yours.
His hand is already between your legs to pull your panties aside. Stroking your clit with his rough fingers Alex starts kissing down your neck. Hot lips sucking hickeys into your skin while you’re busy to grind your hips against his fingers.
“So sexy.” He whispers in your ear.
“What if someone hears us?” You whimper.
"Then you have to be quiet when I make you come," Alex rasps. Pushing two fingers into your wet pussy he groans at your tightness.
"I can't be quiet, no when you keep on doing this…god…don't stop."
Fucking you roughly with his fingers he starts rubbing your swollen bud. Looking into his hazel eyes you fall apart for him.
“So beautiful when you come for me.” Alex groans before licking his fingers clean.
Starting to unbuckle his belt he locks eyes with you. Smiling you open your dress to let it slide down your shoulders.
Not wearing a bra you are left in your soaked panties. Tossing the ruined fabric aside you watch Alex getting rid of the rest of his clothing. Butt-naked and already half hard he picks you up to place you onto the small bed in his trailer.
Hovering over you he sucks your hardening nipples into his mouth. Your fingers can’t resist the urge to tug at his hair.
Groaning he moves your legs around his waist while his now hard cock nudges at your entrance. His lips are attacking your neck again while he lines himself up to push home in one go.
Moaning at the wide stretch you move your hands over his arms up to his shoulders. Alex smiles down at you. Seeing the pure bliss onto your face he starts thrusting into you.
“God, so big Alex…fuck…more. Please more…harder.”
“So perfect,” he groans before fucking into you with quick and hard thrusts. Reaching all the right places his cock brushes over your g-spot without effort.
Whimpering you dig your nails into his shoulders while Alex starts pounding into you. With every hard stroke of his cock, he pushes you further toward the edge.
Moving his hips faster he pumps his dick into your wet cunt over and over again. His lips crush against yours right when you scream his name in pleasure. Riding your high out he gives you a few more thrusts until he fills you with his cum.
Kissing you softly Alex moves his arms around your back. Smiling you enjoy the gentle gesture.
“So you move to Hawaii?”
“Yes, I have a job here and Scott helps me finding an apartment.”
“Does that mean we could do this again?” Alex asks hopefully.
“You want to do this again?”
"Yeah, …we could have a date first next time…but I want you."
“I want you too. I’ve got no clue why I can resist you, maybe it’s the tropical heat…”
“Or you’re just head over heels for me…”
“This may be right, Alex.”
“Good. But we should get dressed before Scott kills me for seducing his cousin.”
Giggling you kiss Alex lips softly. Hoping you can manage to have a relationship…
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I was hopping (and frantically working) to have a chapter to post tonight but it’s not really there yet. This chapter of FFO is working itself to be half of a novella in length in first draft.
So, as a consolation my first draft of Steve’s POV—which i’m not sure is staying.
title: Family, Familia, ‘Ohana Ch 7: You Can’t always believe what you see and hear, Steve POV
Fandom: 911, H50, SWAT
Pairings: eventual buddie, McDanno, platonic deacon/hondo
Warnings/tags: angst, misunderstandings, first draft, emotional turmoil, cut for length.
Danny’s words about him having asked Hondo to look into Buck’s old therapist without telling Buck had stuck with him all through the drive to Mamo’s. Buck had been quiet but fidgety in the passenger seat of the truck. Mamo lived in Kailua so it was a bit of a drive since he wasn’t working the surf shop today.
“So how long have you known this shaman?” Buck asked, nervously fiddling with the strap of his watch.
“He’s an old friend of my Dad’s so all my life.”
“And you… talk to him when you need to?”
“I have in the past,” Steve admitted as he took a turn down into the cul-de-sac where Mamo lived. “He’s… Mamo’s never given me bad advice and he’s a good listener.”
“So not a traditional head shrink.”
“No.”
The radio was on his usual classic rock station that he only listened to if Danny wasn’t with him. The Eagles’ Desperado echoed through the car and was a bit too melancholy so he switched stations to the easy listening one that was playing Hawaiian music.
“Do you ever… after Freddie…” Buck stopped and started twice, a frustrated look crossing his face.
“Do I ever what?”
“Do you miss him?”
The question caught him off guard and he turned slightly so he could keep one eye on the road and one on Buck. “Of course I miss him. I miss him all the time.”
Rubbing his face, Buck seemed to be trying to work himself up to asking something else. “I mean… when he died… how did you miss him?”
“I’m not sure what you mean,” Steve said as he pulled up to Mamo’s place and shoved the gear stick into park.
“Do you miss him like a brother or like…”
Steve suspected he knew what Buck was getting at. “Or like what?”
“Like… like a spouse.”
Steve closed his eyes at the question, fingers tightening around the wheel. “We were never like that.”
“But you wanted to be didn’t you?”
He repressed the instinct to flinch at Buck’s question. “Freddie… saw me as a brother.”
“I always thought… I was pretty confused when after our first down range exercise Kelly joined us for dinner.”
“Yeah,” Steve could see how Buck would have been surprised to meet Kelly. Kelly had been the love of Freddie’s life—his high school sweetheart that he had reconnected with after going their separate ways for a few years when Freddie had gone through BUDS and met Steve. “Kelly was—is—a great woman. Freddie was a lucky guy.”
“You loved him didn’t you.” Buck said it so matter of factly, like it was obvious.
“Of course.” It was an automatic deflection. He’d been careful. He’d respected Freddie’s relationship with Kelly even if it had been one of the hardest things he’d ever done.
“That’s not what I meant and you know it.”
The leather of the steering wheel creaked under the pressure of his grip. “Buck,” he tried to warn him off.
“No. I… Do you think you made a mistake never telling Freddie how you felt?” He opened his eyes and fully looked at Buck. Buck was waiting, calmly for his answer. He was a bit pale but he was serious.
“I’m pretty sure Freddie knew,” he finally admitted. There had been shared looks when they’d both had a bit too much to drink on lib and that one time… yeah.
“But did you ever tell him?”
“No. I never told him.”
Buck took a moment. “When I got the news he died—I was worried that I was going to lose you too. Then your Dad died. I didn’t want to ask questions but you’d been off and on with Rollins… “
“Cath is still a good friend,” Steve tried to defend her.
“But she wasn’t Freddie. Did you think you and her would… I don’t know… make it work?”
“No. Well… maybe I thought we could before she decided on Billy.”
“Harrington right?”
“Yeah.”
“But she’s never been the one has she?”
“No. Cath was fun…. But I don’t love her like she deserves to be loved.”
“And Harrington does?”
“He’s good to her.”
Buck was again silent for a moment. “You know… before I moved to LA, Freddie and you were the most functional couple I’d ever known.”
“We weren’t—“
“You were and then you weren’t. And then I met Bobby—my captain. And I watched him fall in love with Athena. I went maybe a bit wild when I left the seals and then I met Abby and she left me and I thought… I tried to be the kind of person someone would want but she left me too.”
“Buck…”
“No let me… I need to get this out. Freddie and you? You were something special. Bobby had a family before—a family he lost but he’s found a new one with Athena. It is possible to find it more than once. I know it is.”
What was Buck saying? He knew that Eddie had been married before was that what Buck was getting at?
“Buck are you talking about you and—“
“I’m talking about you. I know you miss Freddie. Bobby misses his old family. Eddie,” Buck’s voice cracked a bit on his name, “Eddie misses Shannon and… I… I keep trying and they keep leaving me.”
“What are you saying Buck?”
“That maybe… maybe you need…” Buck nervously licked his lips. “I’m going to talk to this guy.”
“Are you going to say what Danny says? That I need therapy?”
“No!” Buck ran both his hands through his hair, frustrated with himself. “Well maybe?”
Steve couldn’t help the outraged laugh from escaping. “What are you—“
“I’m saying this very badly,” Buck interrupted, “but maybe you need to know that you can love someone again. That Freddie… that oh God.”
“I don’t… say what you mean Buck.” He had to be talking about Eddie right? Buck was trying to talk to him about Eddie…by using Steve and Freddie as an example or something?
#Family familia ‘ohana#911/hawaii 5-0 crossover#navy seal Evan “Buck” Buckley#angst#steve mcgarrett#evan buckley#mcdanno#buddie#first draft
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you know i just read a 5x07 adjacent fic and it got me thinking, do you think doris ever tried to reach out to steve after that? did she even think about it? did she mourn the loss of wo fat more than the mess he (and before him, she) made of her son? did she ever regret not pulling the trigger three years before? i can just imagine that she tries calling him, some unknown number popping up on his phone, and just... Steve letting her have it.
a call where he just tells her yeah, he was tortured for hours but it felt like years, all because she made a bad choice before he was even born. reminds her that she’d had a chance to stop this before it ever got this far but she had a softer heart for a man whose father was supposed to be dead by her own hand than she did for her own son. tells her that “i know you can take care of yourself” is not how a mother speaks to her son when a revenge-driven man is out to kill him.
he tells her yeah, he put a bullet in wo fat’s head and he won’t lose any sleep over it. he’s glad to not be looking over his shoulder every minute of every day, wondering if it’ll be him or someone he loves that wo fat takes away next. he tells her that he did what she couldn’t do, because in that cold, wet room, he only. had. himself. he tells her he hopes it was worth it, for her, because wo fat was the last thing tying them together.
he hangs up. it’s the only night he doesn’t have a nightmare for a long time.
#I just have SO MANY QUESTIONS okay#also this is easily one of my favorite episodes of the show#as a culmination of the last four seasons and change#this is likely a very well traversed idea but I don't care#I'll talk about this episode forever#there's so much to mine from it#kelly watches h50#hawaii five-0#Steve mcgarrett
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the way chin could feel when something was wrong with kono. cousin goals.
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HAWAII FIVE-0 - Episode 9.18 Ai no i ka 'ape he mane'o no ko ka nuku (He who eats ‘ape is bound to have his mouth itch) - PRESS RELEASE
Joan Collins Guest Stars as Danny’s Ex-Mother-In-Law, a Famous Romance Novelist
“Ai no i ka 'ape he mane'o no ko ka nuku” – Tani and Junior go undercover at a gym to track down a deadly batch of steroids that’s killing users, before the drugs claim any more victims. Also, Danny and MacGarrett sub as bodyguards for Danny’s high maintenance ex-mother-in-law, Amanda Savage (Joan Collins), a wildly famous romance novelist with whom he has never gotten along, on HAWAII FIVE-0, Friday, March 8 (9:00-10:00 PM, ET/PT) on the CBS Television Network.
(“Ai no i ka 'ape he mane'o no ko ka nuku” is Hawaiian for “He who eats ‘ape is bound to have his mouth itch”)
CHEAT TWEET: #H50 fans, you MUST watch @MeaghanRath go undercover working in a gym! You will love this/her SO MUCH! Plus, say Aloha to @JoanCollinsdbe! @HawaiiFive0CBS 3/8 9pm http://bit.ly/2SN8rCX
REGULAR CAST:
Alex O’Loughlin (Steve McGarrett)
Scott Caan (Danny “Danno” Williams)
Chi McBride (Lou Grover)
Ian Anthony Dale (Adam Noshimuri)
Jorge Garcia (Jerry Ortega)
Meaghan Rath (Tani Rey)
Beulah Koale (Junior Reigns)
Taylor Wily (Kamekona)
Dennis Chun (Sgt. Duke Lukela)
Kimee Balmilero (Noelani Cunha)
RECURRING CAST:
Shawn Mokuahi Garnett (Flippa)
GUEST CAST:
Joan Collins (Amanda Savage)
Tim Lounibos (Mr. Chen)
Lance Rae (Organizer)
Nicholas Hayner (Matt Zenner)
Kellie King (Millie)
Paul Costa (Manager)
Brett Zimmerman (Derek)
Knives Vannic Wolfram (Guy)
Alexander Rogers (Brad Chen)
Juan Monsalvez (Niles Werner)
Luis Zamora (Bartender)
WRITTEN BY: Matt Wheeler & David Wolkove
DIRECTED BY: Eagle Egilsson
source: CBS
#alex o'loughlin#scott caan#h50#h50 season 9#H50 episode 9.18#meaghan rath#beulah koale#joan collins#Steve McGarrett#Danny Williams#McDanno#tani rey#junior reigns#steve/danny#steve and danno#amanda savage
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CBS needs to be put in there place , seriously no one cares about the R Kelly interview , no one, my friend who is actually on his side says shes still not going to sit down and watch it ,and i wont even go into picking 8 as the time slot given its content , i mean really ? 8 o'clock for an interview no doubt adressing sexual assault ? for god sake that's there supposed “family friendly hour “ let H50 take the hit for once , its the logical time slot anyway , this is some other kind of bull shit!! in the words of murdoc #disappointed .
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