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tang3r1n · 2 months

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tw; panic attacks, bad self image, implied father/parental issues, bad mental health, self-deprecating thoughts. (reader is implied to be aizawa’s student/hes implied to be a sort of father to them. platonic vibes, but big on physical touch cause it’s my love language)

“my head hurts.”

“take some aspirins then, hon,”

“m’kay,”

aizawa was still nose deep in paperwork, one hand scribbling away on his… less than… academically inclined students, the other softly rubbing your legs spread across his lap. the calluses on his hands felt like sandpaper, but in a nice way, “…your hand feels like a cat tongue.”

“…” he laughs a bit, “…thanks, your legs feel furry,” you scoff and lightly kick him in the gut, causing aizawa to laugh louder, “kidding, kidding,” you lean back down, staring up at the popcorn ceiling above you.

your head feels funny, your nose stopped up, cheeks buzzing and tight. your eyes burned, rubbed raw from crying for the better part of two hours. a heavy sigh was forced upon you, heaving your chest harshly before your breath staccatos out of your lungs rather roughly.

aizawa pats your thigh, tired eyes swiping over to look at you for a moment. you were in the ‘aftershock’ phase of a panic attack, face puffy and flushed, your skin was still stick with tears you didn’t even register falling. he sighed, taking off his glasses and heaving you closer with a grand show of struggle as he groaned and huffed your hips up onto his lap.

you sighed, face numb as he forced you to sit up, your head swimming in the heavy mix of tears and aizawa’s cologne while he wiped at your face. he rubbed away your shiny tears and snot with a soft tissue, patting your back to the rhythm of your heartbeat, “you still feeling it?”

you nod.

“wanna eat something?”

you shake your head ‘no’.

“wanna put something on to watch?” he bends down, grabbing a water and opening it, holding it to your mouth as you take a big gulp. the cold water shocks you, it feels nice.

you shake your head ‘no’, again.

he takes your hands into one of his larger ones, the other still patting your back softly. he starts to rock you two back and forth.

“you’ll be okay,”

you nod, his soft tone makes your nose itch, your throat closes up and your eyes well back up.

“and i’ll be here,”

tears fall slowly, fat and slow as they trail new tracts down your hot skin, burning from the pressure pushed against it.

“every time.” he kisses your forehead, “i’ll always be here for you.”

you start to pant and huff again, chest tight as the tears turn fast and hot. his hand just squeezes yours, still rocking softly, still patting your back in that same rhythm.

“i love you.”

a shrill gasp escapes you, throat burning as air claws down the raw tunnel. you feel loved and it feels awfully warm. sickeningly comforting. it’s terrifying, how softly he handles you, it’s horrifying, how slow he is. you’ve begged for love like this all your life, and now that you have it, you’re petrified he’ll leave, clawing at his sweater, desperate for his warmth, craving his love like the air forcing itself into your deprived body.

but he stays.

he stays, rocking you both, patting your back, aspirin bottle open and knocked to the ground, water spilt all over his younger student’s exams, his ‘old man’ glasses thrown to the floor with your flailing. you’re so ugly, so broken, so jumbled and mixed up and upset and ruined and worthless and sensitive and hungry—

but he stays. he’s there, holding you, breathing for you, feeding you his love, teaspoon at a time, one ‘i love you’ at a time, one aspirin at a time.

#.v speaks #yall it’s been a DAY.#i need a father :(#JK IM FINE #aizawa fluff #aizawa angst #mha fluff #platonic aizawa #dadzawa #mha dadzawa #mha angst #platonic x reader #x chubby reader #mha aizawa #aizawa shota mha #shota aizawa mha #..aizawa #..mha #rating; pg-13

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just-saymylove · 1 year

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Jk🌒🛐

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siroctobass · 4 months

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I FUCKING LOVE THE OCTOBASS

#l'octobasse... j'adore vous...#I CANT FUCKING DOT HIS ANYMKRE #jk im fine #haha #I LOVE THE OCTOBASS #im normal.#im normallllll #im normal #IM SO NORMAL #octobasstober

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cocoa-coated-fish · 4 months

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I desperately crave freedom

#me clawing at the office windows #let me OUTTTTTT #i can only organize files for so long before i snap #jk im fine #otherstuffs

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corvidcryomania · 1 year

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Why is it always NOT halloween when I want to draw big ol’ beasts

Like hi yes hello trying NOT to have ppl instantly realize i like them too much lmao

#monster lover #monster fucker #pls help #jk im fine #cryomaniathoughts

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imaginethatsupernatural · 2 years

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“(Y/N)...I didn’t realize you weren’t doin’ so good - why don’t you come over here and lay down? Sleep will help.”

GIF: PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF THIS IS YOUR GIF.

#idk i thought that was the vibe from this gif #its been a crazy 24 hours gimme a break #i am tired #i may turn into this imagine #jk im fine #i promise #here you go #dean winchester #dean winchester gif #supernatural #supernatural gif #imagines

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spookyboywhump · 1 year

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I keep thinking I’m ok and then remembering what I watched last night and then remembering That part and then I am not ok

#should’ve taken a mental health day smh #jk im fine #it just. hurty

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chuchulovelymunimuni · 1 year

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i am cutest thnig alive mayb...

#hiii #im in the computer #helppp!!#jk im fine #locs #hehe

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doorsposting · 1 year

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u guys should try walking around w ur eyes closed . 10/10 would run into the wall again

#jk im fine #doorsposting

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super-metroid · 2 years

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accidentally took two allergy pills and now im seeing the demons

#goodnight #jk im fine #getting back into my art groove

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crplpunkklavier · 2 years

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i hate english its the worst language ill be watching a show and someone says the word "detail" with the emphasis on the second syllable and it just ruins my whole day

#jk im fine #fuck off though

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goofyjelly · 21 days

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me, absolutely seething with rage : that one harry styles Wattpad story from seven years ago will fix everything. just one more chapter

#not that funny but actually live footage of my brain at the moment #goofy jelly thoughts #if my irls see this : hiiiiiiii #its meee #ya boi #seething #as i do #this is about what you think its about but also more #i always keep yall guessing lmao #jk im fine #i just need to read Cherry H.S. on wattpad #its my bedtime story #it will help fix me i SWEAR #yall should give it a read tho #im INVESTED okay #Darlene Summers has grown on me

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just-saymylove · 1 year

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Jk