YAY i did it i’ve officially conquered my needle phobia!!! took my first humira dose today and did it without being nervous at all! didn’t hurt either, hurts more when my dog steps on me with her little claws.

this is quite literally my biggest achievement ever i cannot believe i successfully just gave myself an injection

maybe it’s ocd, maybe it’s just me making lists of things i own for insurance purposes. you don’t know… and neither do i.

bound to this earth

this isn't goodbye

chuck himself sanctioned this post

I'm tired of being treated like a fucking joke

I GOT MY MCFUCKIN LAPTOP BACK AND I HAD TO REDOWNLOAD ALL MY SHIT IM LOWKEY LIVID

happy disability pride month everyone!! going to be celebrating a lot considering that it's my first disability pride month since i got diagnosed with as and i finally have an explanation for the joint pain i've had since i was a kid. expect lots of reblogs here and me making some self-indulgent flags! if i can find the spoons to balance it with artfight (my user is 50blessingzz), also expect more activity over at @jackettranscribes :]

also coiners add plain text and image ids to your posts especially this month or i will hit you with my cane repeatedly in my mind. literally whatever excuse you have doesn't matter; it takes more effort to type in fancy text with quirks that can't be read than to write an image id. if you think you're too bad at it do your best. doesn't have to be fancy. something like "a pride flag with [number] stripes in [colors]" is better than nothing. hell, even "the [name] pride flag" is better than nothing. and do not hide them under a read more, it's insulting

ocd sucks but at least i'm obsessed with hoarding and archiving and organizing data which is helpful and kind of a fun hobby. unfortunately sometimes this also means i waste hours making a spreadsheet of crayola crayon colors that will never be used and simply takes up space on my google drive

you're a LOSER you're a dumb stupid idiot LOSER. everybody laugh at this NERD!!

hi scara love you too

man this is like the 5th time i've gone to find color refs of characters/media for flags and ended up spending all day just browsing art and reading posts and fics LMAO

HELP i just found discord messages from like 2 years ago before i went on antidepressants where i was so bad that i was having a whole psychotic episode and was convinced itemlabel was some sort of like... underground brainwashing company set up by people who were out to Get Me for finding out their intentions 💀 i was fr sending messages to my friends convinced they had put peepy plushies with cameras for eyes Inside My Room because i had talked bad about them for encouraging unhealthy shopping addictions in their discord (which did happen actually)????? how the hell did i think my mental state "wasn't that bad" what the fuck 😭

i assume this probably came from the fact that a manipulative asshole of an ex-friend was obsessed with peepy and the association was fucking with my head but DEAR LORD i sounded absolutely unhinged

yeah oooo so scary little tiny squeaky cow creature

[ID: An image of the cow print Peepy plush. It's made of two spheres of cow print fabric put together and it has small stubby yellow legs, a white tail with a yellow ball on the end, two cat-like ears, a yellow beak with a red stitched silly smile, and two very round silver plastic eyes with large pupils. The facial features of Peepy give it the look of a charming, slightly misshapen bootleg Furby toy. /End ID.]

BYE i just realized all of the emoji flags i have queued have a little extra line of color and now it's going to bug me unless i reupload them all 😭

ok nvm it's only visible on one in the queue we're good

ok i don't even care that this gives away location info tbh. so you know the weezer billboard? i'm seeing this shit happen in real time i drive past the fucking weezer billboard every so often it's so funny. my friend and i first discovered it when we made a wrong turn on our way to the goodwill that's right there across the street from it and i screamed "WHAT THE HELL IS THAT IS THAT A WEEZER BILLBOARD WHAT"

she just sent me the update with the response billboard and is now lamenting the fact she moved for college and can't see it right now. i cannot believe that part of a street i go down daily has LORE.

you know i'm suddenly now realizing that it's Not Normal for my back and knees to constantly hurt to the point where i dread going to the bus stop because it's a downhill walk and that makes my knees hurt really badly. like um... maybe it's not normal for me to be in practically constant pain since at least the age of 13 💀

ok wait wtf do you need three freezers for (ours has an entire cow in it)

idk we just have lots of things that need to go in freezers

hey when i try and look thru ur why not to use tone tags it uh. doesn't work

hm that’s odd it works fine on my end? i’ll just paste what it says there though and change the link to this ask.

“to clarify, i am okay with some being used: please feel free to use /s, /j, /srs, /gen, /pos, /neg, and /p.

i personally find that tone tags are very inaccessible despite being an accessibility feature. i’m only able to memorize so many letter combinations and their meanings, and most tags make me more confused than i would be if they weren’t there. most implied tones in text don’t change the meaning at all and there’s no need to clarify anyway.

if you feel the need to clarify your tone (besides the list of tags above) while talking to me, please do so by writing out the unabbreviated tone tag in parentheses (ie: change “i hate you /j” to “i hate you (joke)”). this will help clear up a ton of confusion for me and prevent the need to search through lists of tone tags to figure out what you mean.”