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deoidesign · 8 months

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IF YOURE LOST YOU CAN LOOK AND YOU WILL FIND ME

TIME AFTER TIME

IF YOU FALL I WILL CATCH YOU ILL BE WAITING

TIME AFTER TIME

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narcissa-black-supermacy · 1 year

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"i can't believe remus hadn't done more for harry he was best friends with james he should have reached out"

have you ever met a Man in real life? knowing your dead bestie's son is being hunted down by a bunch of nazi terrorists and lives with awful people who hate him and being like "huh. well i guess if he'll need help he'll let me know. here, have some chocolate" is like, the most in-character thing for a male character to do

#remus being like. huh. cool cool. lets learn some dangerous spells and eat chocolate was absolutely in character #we as a fandom should embrace it more #i want more wolfstar raising harry fics where instead of being good parents they just. have no idea what theyre doing #its okay. children fall down the stairs all the time. right? like thats a normal thing for kids to do lol #no hate to men at all i happen to be a man lover myself #but i have never in my life met a man who did a good job raising kids lmao

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gifti3 · 10 months

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ceo au but its just mc surviving working as lucifer's assistant and asmo keeps flirting with them everytime he visits

#thats the whole thing :] the end #okay i lied its not the whole thing #ive been daydreaming about it and its a slowburn in my head #mc becomes workaholic due to working for lucifer #its not easy working for him im sure #everything needs to be perfect and done on time and they have to present themselves a specific way and blah blah #so i get to work with the dynamic of the person who is very work focused and the person who is about chasing thrills #each of the brothers has their own successful endeavor going on but they do a lot of work together so mc sees them often #i dont know how businesses work exactly lol #but ive always love making AUs #obey me just likes making AUs too so its like should i just focus on canon??#obey me #obey me asmodeus #asmodeus x reader #asmodeus x mc #of course actual feelings are caught #tbh theres no a lot of drama in this au #they just get together in the end and everyones happy #maybe mc quits their job because theyre burned out and they rather go work for less pay at this point #and lucifer is like dammit theyre really good at what they do and are already used to everything and everyone #so it would be a pain replacing them #and he wants them to come back #he also likes them as a person but probably wont say that

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bnuuys · 10 months

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i love u aira tumblr i love u aira tumblr i love u so much aira tumblr

#ramblings #24 qrts on a poorly worded tweet in support of aira but still #literally hate him all u want but ur logic is flawed 😭👎 just know that #enstwt grow up challenge miserably failed #ALSO #SOMETHING RLY FUNNY but tragic is like #one of my oomfies is still getting canceled over their take in support of airaPs #AND MY ACC IS LITERALLY IN YHE SS FHAKDHAJDJJSDJJSHD #U CANT SEE MY USERNAME BUT ITS DEFINITELY ME #and good! i was right when i said i ignore enstars writing like my full time job #THEYRE FICTIONAL CHARACTERS RAGHHHHHH #can people. think a little more critically can people PLEASE start doing that #like if u get to be uncomfy and i DONT feel the same way i literally think thats okay #i consume my content critically! i know what im doing #we can coexist and do our own things on the internet instead of viewing this in such a black and white kinda way !#this is literally so fucking stupid i cant breathe #im just gonna mind my business fr i hate my twt fyp SO MUCHDHDH I HATE THESE STUPID ASS 14 YEAR OKDS SO BAD #ok sorry #normal again bye

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dandyshucks · 1 month

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yall this old lady craft group is the best thing ever and i want to cry thinking abt how grateful i am to have it fjfkdl i think this might be the one group that i feel wholly welcomed into and actually a real part of for the first time in my life ;-; ♡

the group leader always seems to want me to sit next to her and her daughter is always interested in seeing what im working on when she comes at the end and she also tells me abt different crochet patterns she's seen on fb marketplace or she brings in old patterns for me to look through and take what i want, and then the card maker lady is offering to give me this big old crocheted clown doll that her mum made her years ago and she immediately offered to give me a ride home without me even saying anything (so that i wouldnt have to try take it home on the bus fjdkdl), and they were all super excited for me when i told them I was able to fix my accordion, and they just... treat me like an equal and a human person and fjdksl man ... it's so nice

AND IM JUST 😭💗 about it all !!!! it all feels so foreign to me !!!! i do not know when I've ever felt so fully part of a group and an equal to everyone there !!!

#and theyre always so happy to see me when i arrive fjfkdl #I've had coworkers be happy to see me but thats always been bc i was like... useful and made them feel good LMAO #its so easy to have coworkers enjoy ur presence if u do ur job well and compliment them when they do things well #or even just like. hey i like ur shoes. just simple things go a long way #so ppl have been happy to see me in the past but its only been bc i was useful to them ;-;#BUT THIS !!! this is just me being part of a group !!! i am an equal !!! its such a wild feeling !!!#im like... a full person !! its crazy !!#now granted. idk if they'd treat me the same if they knew that im queer and like. very mentally ill but DHDJDLL #thats okay idk i can live with not sharing those aspect of me bc it doesnt feel important in that setting #AUGGHHH it is just such a good feeling idk fjfldl i wish i could express it better #when u have been lesser ur entire life it is so incredible and wonderful to be treated as an equal #i did not realize how EASY it could be to socialize and feel safe with ppl if they'd just ... treat u like a human and an equal #like idk if I've ever felt so safe in my life around other ppl before fjfkdl this is crazy #ANYWAYS IM GETTING TOO DEEP ABT IT MAYBE SORRY FJFKDL im just soooo in awe that i get to experience this #and i wanted to share this bit of joy djfkdld #dandy.cmd

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real-life-cloud · 6 months

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I found an old fidget spinner and I've been using it (it's been very nice ^_^) but I forgot !!!! It's glow in the dark !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#the sky speaks #literally incredible #its nice for restless energy tho i hav so much of it rn i wanna hop skip n jump #just saw my mom a couple hrs ago #it went good !#shes doing okay in the rehab place. better than the last place she went to but theres atill been drama #and theyre pretty understaffed #but nice :)#my weekedn is PACKED!!#tomorrow i work at the zoo then friday im going to fright night #then saturday is visitation for mom again and afterwards is thomas and carries bday party #then Sunday im going to thomas and carries AGAIN to play minecraft togwther #OH and friday i also am going to my moms job #next weekend is packed too dear gdo #and i wanted to open commissions gdi. not gonna happen for a while im afraid #maybe in december ?#ive barely been drawing #too busy #not enough energy to be creative. mainly been playing chill games and reading fanfic ij my downtime #oh i also had my last session w my therapist today! shes having her baby soon so i wont see her til after the new year.... kinda sad tbh #i came out to her as trans last week and we talked abt it some today tho!!! it was rly nice i had never talked abt it out loud before #felt lighter afterwards. she told me to write down everything so i can organize my thoughts better when i tell my parents #bc i wanna tell them at some point. i RLY want a breast reduction dear god. and ive gone back and forth on hrt. still contemplating it #sometimes dad will call me his 'favorite son' as a joke when i help with like. yard work or handy stuff. makes me happy #he sorta knows im gender fluid but not totally?#im juat rambling at this point. goodnight everybody 😴

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thecherrygod · 1 year

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if i ever were to write anything for my robot hdb au the chapter in which harry finally gets a dick would be called "have you tried turning it on and off again?" and it would be a constant trial and error, it would end on the successful attempt but on a cliffhanger also

#my posts #and for organization #disco elysium #robot hdb au #harrykim #bc i went at it in the tags lmao but also robot hdb au is nothing without kim tbh thats how it started. anyways #i mean. im not really a writer. i havent properly attempted it in a decade and if i tried id do it in english and its a bit.. scary lmao #but. itd have to be like that. id get silly with it #i dont even have his design to even consider it either lmao but.#like. to be silly for a moment. imagine it like... that gif of shape of water when shes signing about the monsters dick #at first itd get stuck #then theyd notice itd need work for it to like be both sensitive but not overheat and short circuit harry #... and not shock kim also sjfshu #it seems like its working once. some touches. theyre having a good time. but #'eh...' / 'everything okay harry?' / '..... i cant feel anything anymore' / '..... alright up on the work table you go'#the closer they get to figure it out the more annoyed kim is at having to do his actual job to get money #and not being able to do fulltime on his robot boyfriends dick #the last one? it gets out. its sensitive. it seems like its not overheating him. but it does a spark. they are worried something got ruined #but they touch again. its good. its happening for a few moments and nothing goes wrong #and once it seems theyre about to actually get into it id end the chapter (?#.... also how the fuck would you program a robots orgasm.#........ wait. it could be manual it could be a specific button or something lmao #also im talking about robot dick bc i think thats easier than the other way around but who knows! theyre switchs in my heart #... or vers. i struggle to remember which is for passive/active and which is for sub/dom. you know what i mean. i also mean it for both #... anyways!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#having a normal one today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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chaotically-rem · 7 months

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1, 3, 13, 14, 20 for the ask game!

Ohhh, thanks thanks, sorry I'm days late answering!

These are questions for the ask game!!! Which I'll still do answers for btw! I'm going to throw it under a read more bar because I am already off to a really long start for the first question, ^_^;)/

1. What led you to start writing fan fiction?

You see. I was an avid fanfic reader, back in the wee era of 2015 when I was in my early 20s, for a certain fandom that I shall not name. And I realized after reading hundreds and hundreds of fics for my favorite pairing that my preferred genre of fanfic (*coughs in major trigger warnings*) were all so.... so... Well. Every fic for that fandom was The Same. And I don't mean 'the same' in the way that enemies to lovers is always the same (where the enemies become lovers through some plot that forces them together) I mean that I can tell you plot point by plot point, scene by scene, argument by argument, exactly what happened in all of these fics because they were all the same. Every. Single. Time. There was no diversity in the plot. No creativity. It was the same scene setup, the same lines/same arguments, the same hurt/comfort every single fic. It was like a group of people who liked these topics all got together and brainstormed the Same Idea and then wrote the Same Idea a dozen times in the exact Same Way with very little deviation from the "hurt in an alley, rescued by their enemy, nursed back to health in the bedroom, and then they sleep together" plot and posted it on AO3. The first couple of times, it slapped. But then when the entire tag became Just That, or some variation of Just That because people branched out from "the alley" to "the almost alley" I sort of had enough.

I wanted to be a writer. I've always loved to write. So I thought "wow, what if I take this idea that wasn't bad the first time but it sucked the fourth fifth sixth and seventh time, and just make it crazier out of spite" and thus, I wrote the worst 140k first POV fanfic for my ship (and discovered that I enjoy almost setting this man on fire) and then I just? Never stopped writing because it was fun and low-pressure and I could read fic and go "I dont like that" and learn from other peoples mistakes, and then my own. This fic, however, is dead to me. Looking back, I'm glad I started somewhere and yes it was insane and wildly different than the others, but me @ me, first-person POV? are you insane?

And here I am, easily five million words later (not an exaggeration, I've written at least 5 mil since then because I wrote 3 mil 2019-now).

And now, I'm a Horror waiting to happen to your blorbos, ehehehehheeh.

3. What experiences/influences have shaped your writings the most?

The polite answer is: life experience of my chaotic luck that sounds fake. Listen. If you send me to the store for milk, there is no way for you to prepare for what kind of trouble I will get into, of no fault of mine.

The real answer: a life of misery. I get a lot of comments about how 'real' some of my fics feel, to an uncomfortable degree. Well. There's a reason for that :wheezesmiley:

I always recommend a few gintama fics starting with Pandemonium. This is like, a staple Gintama fic to read and it's gen! I really enjoyed this one even though I haven't reread it in a long time and I only remember the ending which was probably my favorite part. (I should do a reread) but I remember I liked the characterization and it sort of touched on all of my favorite things about Gintoki being unhinged, and how he could end up there down at the bottom ready to throw it all away. It was a real aspiration of mine to keep to the characterizations and to always drag out Gintoki's little horrors until the juicy last moment, and this fic is the reason for all of that.

13. What are some must-read fanfics in your fandoms? Why do you admire these, and how have they impacted your works?

Otherwise, I just have a few self-indulgent angst fics I like to reread. But for inspiration, I will admit that my timeloop fic, which i wrote obsessively like a madman and those of you who were dming me know I was ripping out my hair because you need an excel sheet for this level of insanity, was inspired by the other timeloop fic, because while I enjoyed that timeloop fic, I was severely disappointed that Gintoki never mentioned the timeloop to Hijikata, and more importantly, Gintoki never mentioned the fact that he witnessed Hijikata's death dozens of times and it has negatively impacted him to a severe degree. And then I was more annoyed that this is completely in character, so I decided to force Gintoki's hand on my own by making him the victim of the timeloop. (and then I accidentally killed Sakamoto, and the rest is history, ngl idk wtf happened I just sat down and wrote 40k one day and went "oh, ok, this is gonna be a long one")

I would also like to go out of my way to recommend a Witcher fic. I don't go here anymore and I likely will never go here again, but this fic had me hooked for two solid days. I did nothing but read this fic for two solid days. (I skipped the smut because I was more invested in the plot than the relationship LMFAO) I was so convinced that the plot had somethign to do with werewolves (or some other kind of shapeshifting/vampiric/demonic monster) that I actually binge wrote a 70k fic in one week because of this LMFAO

14. What aspects of your creative process do you enjoy most? Which are most challenging?

THEREFORE, the most challenging thing is me sitting down and going "okay this needs to not be vibes, it needs to have very specific crafted elements and also be creative while also being clever and meaningful and metaphorical and deep" and then I just don't write for three months (me rn, trying to force myself to write one (1) hyper specific thing I could care less about)

I just sit down and the brain and hands go 'brrrr' there is no creative process there is only me leaving my body and coming back like "noice". This is my favorite part. Or the part where someone goes "wouldn't it be wild if" and then goes to sleep and then suddenly they wake up to a 10k fic link in their inbox because they left me unattended with their left-field idea.

20. What’s your favorite work you’ve ever written?

Oh god. Ok. I can't pick one so I'm going to rec some of my favorites and explain why they're my faves.

I feel like Don't You Know That Timeloops Suck? (gintama, no warnings) has to be my most recent favorite because I was on an entire other level of insanity for this one and it was unfortunately very personal and looking back its a lot of things to me. lololol BUT the ending is... listen. Guys. I didn't want to finish it because I hated it at one point. It's rough. The second Sakamoto enters the timeloop everything went to shit on my end because I just didn't want anything to do this fic anymore, I was sick of writing it, I was sick of Hijikata, I was sick of Gintoki being too much like me. It's not my cleanest work, that's for sure and rereading it, I can see it clear as day and it drives me insane tbh. If I could rewrite any fics end/write more for a fic, it would be this one and I would be screaming the entire way.

But. This JJK fic, In the Vastness of the Cosmos, We Are But Nothing was a lot of fun to write. Like. A lot of fun. And I mean, I would love to write another one like this, but I need some delirious combination of cosmic horror and colours and higher level of clarity. It's not my strongest work technically and easily could have been double, triple the length to really drive the finer points home, but it is what it is and it's great considering I wrote the whole entire thing in one sitting and then just posted it without even an edit.

I have another fic like this for danny phantom, but I haven't re-uploaded it yet because I lost it in the deletion. (It's somewhere, I'm sure)

BUT. Fill the Void, Lest the Void Fill You (Trigun, content warnings beware) is my favorite, most solid ending. Like this fic? Is probably my favorite in terms of technical writing. It's solid the whole way through. I had actually discussed with a friend where my writing was lacking, and determined that my endings need some work (because I usually end things when I'm sick of writing them and it shows) but this fic? Solid. 10/10.

Okay I'll stop rambling, thanks for the ask! I love talking about my own fics lololo

Also. That “If Utsuro’s ‘Totally Not Meteor From Final Fantasy VII’ Attack Had Ended The World In Episode 361 But then Gintoki Tried To Go Back In Time And Save Everyone” AU deserves more love.

#good job rem #this is so long sorry not sorry #i had fun with this #I always feel lowkey weird being like yeah i write fic from real life experiences and then the fics are all just awful tags #LOL #I used to have more gntm fics to recommend but i lost my list #I read a lot of rainsometimes fics #i hope theyre doing well its been a while since ive been around to chat with people sjkahfskjdhgksd #jjk i read jubi #JUBIIIIIIIIIIII #i dont even go here anymore #okay but most of my fic ideas come from the craziest sources #like the furby fic #listen #the furby fic was a joke that got out of hand okay #and bad sakamoto was literally just me wanting to write sakagin at the same time a friend was talking about villainizing heros

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girlwithfish · 4 months

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once i go on ssris that actually help me its over and amybe something for my debilitating anxiety is there any pill for that 👍

#need to find a psych and i dont want to i habe not had good luck #w psychs in the past or meds and i also do not trust.mental health professionals very much👍👍👍👍#my current therapist ive had two sessiosn w is alright i didnt like jer during intake but second sesh i liked her more #but she specializes in bpd so she knows her stuff at least but yeah #I hate how impersonal psychiatrists /med providers are ik theyre not therapists but its hard to talk to them #when jt feels so sterile and like a job interview and then the meds dont even work like okay.#im cynical about it lol #idk i dont thknk i like prozac very much #i just stopped taking it in end of november bc my life was falling apart and my exs abusive behavior got ramped up and we were constantly #fighting so id jyst go to sleep early w out taking my meds #lmao

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doctorwhoisadhd · 10 months

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the thing about being a music teacher is that sometimes people will say that some (VERY normal sounding) recording of kids singing is creepy and every time im just like. Hello? that is my Tuesday

#ari opinion hour #'creepy' its not even a creepy song at all even a little bit #theyre even doing a good job matching pitch! they dont always do a good job matching pitch bc theyre still learning how to do that #id say these were... 2nd-3rd graders from the recording #like this is normal idk what you guys are talking about #its also stupid #like . yea okay. clearly you do not interact with kids on a regular basis

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zemnarihah · 8 months

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ik i just get on here and complain about the same things all the time but god it is so fucking frustrating how difficult it is to get specific days off at my job i really feel that my time doesnt belong to me sometimes

#like i understand that my job absolutely needs to have a certain amount of staffing like its a liability thing whatever. but god sometimes i #remember working in food service and texting the manager two weeks out that i need a certain day off. and just getting it #now its like. i put in my time off wait list request a month before. dont get it bc the waitlist for this particular weekend was a mile lon #6 months ago. get scheduled 8 hour shifts all three days. beg people for coverage and slowly whittle my shifts down by trading in 2 hour #increments since everyone's schedules are fucking insane including mine and none of us can actually trade a full shift. I cant trade half o #these people because theyre not trained to the same level as me. i beg the managers to cut a couple hours in exchange for covering ops #literally in hurricanes. work a one hour shift after class since thats what i could get someone to trade. I still have 5 and a half hours #left to get covered #okay the good news is. erik is coming this weekend:) and i have a free weekend (except for 5 and a half hours)to spend lots of time with hi #i mean thats fiiiiiine like he can find something to do if i have to work. he can read his little law books for a bit #and i expect a hot meal waiting for me on the table when I get off!#i bet he would do that if i asked haha should i get him a little frilly apron and make him be my housewife on that day

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thymeandmint · 1 year

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im having a bit of a miserable time with the fish tank and i cannot figure out whats wrong with everyone!!!!! the shrimp losses were rough already but i think ive somewhat understood what happened (mixture of metals in our tap water/potentially copper treated plants/the ich medication) and ive just decided if these shrimp dont make it ill just not keep shrimp as my water permiters just dont suit but now ive noticed a few (2-3) of my kuhli loaches have fin problems with their pectorals degrading down to just nubs (literally when did this happen) but otherwise seemhappy and active so im treating the whole tank for finrot (i dont know how many loaches have it and it would be a nightmare to try and isolate them) and today i noticed one of the two german blue rams has just completely declined shes just sat on the bottom of the tank in the back corner not really doing anything :(!!!! i dont know whats happened!!

sucks cause like ive done so much research for these guys it feels a little miserable not knowing what the problem is and just seeing problems crop up out of nowhere

#I dont think its ammonia problems #ive tested the water and added additional filtration to help if it IS ammonia spikes #but nobody else seems to be declining in this way #i think maybe that blue ram was unhappy to begin with #she was SUPER aggressive to the other ram and my tetras and then just went super docile #so idk if she was already unwell #my other ram is totally fine other than injuries he arrived with #and my ember tetras are literally so fine those guys seem indesctructable #the otos are also TOTALLY fine theyre active and happy??#so idk if this is a case of Fish Just Dying in the way that they do #but idk it just sucks it feels upsetting and frustrating and a little mortifying #i thought i was doing a good job :(((((((#makes me want to just donate all the fish and give up a little #it will be okay i suspect we are going to lose this ram cause i for real cannot figure out what might be the problem #and shes really unresponsibe #oughhhhghgh #every time i read more info and look more into it i find everyone saying my water permaters are fine and everything should be fine #i double checked my tank capacity just in case #and its like pushing the limit but my filter is quite strong and i havent had ammonia problems before #idk #i just hate to be the reason animals are suffering #tw animal death #cw animal death #<- just in case #sorry for the rant :(!#vent #personal

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cottagepunx · 8 months

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i am just about to never talk to anyone again, i have almost no friends or life in person

#i feel rejected by everyone #i slept with one of my closest friends and now hes been avoiding me even tho we had been flirting for months #my partner is upset even though he said it was okay #i haven't talked to my best friend in ages and he hasnt reached out to me so i feel like thats just cut off #im not leaving the house and i feel like i am only bringing the people around me down #things feel good for a bit and then i just feel worse #i probably sprained my hand bc i punched a wall bc i wanted to relapse but the last time i did that my fiance hit them and called me stupid #i keep having truama responses to stuff #i haven't been able to find a job since april and i dont have enough money to keep living anymore #i havent had horomones in almost 2 weeks bc i ran out and haven't been able to get ahold of planned Parenthood bc theyre booked out until #like fuckin dec/jan and they dont ever answer their phones. ive gone so far as to call the ceo of my branch and she cant even do anything #about it.#i want to relapse so fuckin bad #everything is supposed to be going right for me. and its not. i apparently just do this shit to myself. i have to deserve it in some way

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jvzebel-x · 1 year

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#i genuinely-- GENUINELY-- believe more ppl would understand the phrase 'acab' if they were ever present for a camp sweep.#'''bUt ThEyRe JuSt DoInG tHeIr JoBs''' okay if you can give me that excuse after seeing a swat team worth of cops #shred tents in 30°< weather while trashing clothes&blankets at 3am in riot gear #youre actually just a bad person&should probably just admit that lmao.#like its currently illegal in pdx to hand out tents on the streets. street teams are no longer allowed to hand out life saving material.#this was enacted immediately after the last cold front bc fires happened bc how the fuck else do ppl stay warm #on the streets in 20°< weather. &like i dont think ppl realize how quickly you can go thru tents on city streets #SPECIFICALLY bc cops shred tents during camp sweeps. this is yet another in a continued line of laws passed #that-- to anyone who is willing to put in ANY EFFORT AT ALL-- are very obviously angled to kill homeless ppl.#&i really think that if more ppl saw the actual reality of what this all looks like together theyd at the very least #be embarassed if not ashamed to try to defend the pigs&their job which is literally to harm ppl lmao.#tell me theyre just doing their jobs after watching a team of them demolish everything a family has in the world.#there will for sure be officers laughing&physically+verbally abusing the ppl there. that will for sure be happening #bc i cannot stress enough that to do the fucking job in general you have to be a bad person willing to do heinous things.#but are the ones NOT doing that any better lmao? can you genuinely tell me theyre any better or feel any form of pity #as they do the exact same job as the awful ppl around them they just dont laugh or go even further while they do it?#its still legal in most states in the usa for cops to fuck fs street workers to prove theyre swers then arrest them after bc pRoOf lmao.#can you GENUINELY look me in the eye&tell me those cops are better than the ones that outright rape swers once theyre in custody?#i just. i just cant stand ppl who hold horrible beliefs wont further examine them at all&STILL need to be reassured #that theyre good ppl lmao. just be a bad person are you fucking serious why bother bending&breaking to deny it.#just like famous nepo babies crying about 'my mommy+daddy just FUNDED&CONNECTED me i wasnt GIVEN success :('#so you not only get to have EVERYTHING on a silver platter you also NEED to be assured that this wasnt what happened??? NO.

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 2 years

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It's chilly, I've got my pumpkin spice candle burning, I feel okay

#it was a difficult day but ny gf is amazing and she helped turn it around #i had a shitty and gross day at work. very frustrating. but then i came home and my gf was there #she did my dishes (theyre the one chore i cant do. like. mentally. i cant do them. its too overwhelming for some reason)#she sat and let me complain #and i was exhausted because its been a series of exhausting days #so she layed with me and cuddled until i was just about asleep. she went to the cafe and got a latte and shared some #and she gave me one of her flannels #it was a shitty day but i got to wake up from a nap holding a flannel that smelled like her #i decided to call off of work tomorrow because i feel sick. understandable as i spent the day cleanig maggots fromthe restaurant i work in #but tbh i think its probably Stress Sickness. yknow when you get so stressed that it wears you down and you dont feel well #yeah i think thats what this is. and i cant deal with another day of work tomorrow #im going to rest. maybe do some laundry. buy the ingredients to make a yummy drink ive been wanting #burn my pumpkin spice candle. maybe go for a walk #rest. relax. try to recover both mentally and physically #im not going to kill myself for this job that doesnt care about me. the job that made me spend my day cleaning up a maggot infestation #sorry i just complained a lot but the point is #as shitty as today was i still have a lot of good things and thats what i have to focus on #focus on my candle. my gf. the weather. yummy drinks #if i sat here and fixated on all of the shitty things i would go insane. but things like my new fluffy space patterned rug #thats what makes life feel better. thats what makes it all okay #im definitely going to have BS consequences for how things went at work today. but for now i have nice weather and a pumpkin spice candle #goodnight all. i wish you all have at least one wonderful thing to focus on today

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andthen-light · 3 months

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i must admit the comics are generally easier to enjoy when you stop viewing them as a by the book adaptation and moreso as a like. diet version of this story. i am still a blue taako hater tho

#as i will be until the day i die #but anyways. idk theyre like. okay yknow like theyre okay. they have their issues but theyre fun #i think itd just be hard to adapt taz balance into Any medium other than the source material bcoz like its a podcast but its actual play and #its got all these meta elements n what have u but. i think all that said they do a pretty good job w it #esp like adaptating from a medium tht is purely audio to purely visual #+ like. generally books are adapted into film yknow? coz theres more room to explore and play around w things. there isnt as much room here #to do that #anywaysssssss whatever #looked at the previews for tsg last night bcoz of Those Fucking Faggots. they have a hold on me…..

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