#it’s v sweet and is something i’ve never really seen anywhere else on this level
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tee & bee on sports night (1.02)
hey we’re tee & bee and ur reading abt sports night on tumblr — where @thxngam live reacts to sports night in 2021 and sends me stuff and i post it
sports night 1.02 — the apology
So Dan has a stalker? Mandy? Sandy? Randy?
I like Kim
She’s cool
Casey’s not cool
I’ve seen one ep and I know he’s not cool
He seems like a dork
I don’t know why he would think he was cool also what did Dan do?
Oh
Well you can tell this is set a while ago bc weed would not be a big deal now lol Casey dresses like a lumberjack
it is not cool
I think it’s cute but it’s certainly not cool
Natalie is adorable
Also Natalie likes Jeremy already?
Damn
The opposite of slow burn
Also Casey’s like ‘cool. What else?’
I love how unfazed he is
Mandy the aerobics stalker is a very interesting subplot lol
Also Dan is suddenly going on a tangent about drug use so uh
This doesn’t seem normal
Also I like that Dan knows Casey’s entirely uncool taste in music
Very married coupley
Dan is just exasperated and it’s amusing Casey’s having a midlife crisis
Isaac is a badass
And I love him
‘Do I look like I’m in the mood to do this right now?’
He’s amazing
Also sometimes u can tell Sorkin just wanted to rant about something
Like this whole thing about morality and opinions just sounds like sorkin wanted to stand on a soapbox for a moment
Also this apology thing kinda sounds like Sam and the call girl
Like what was innocent versus the way it’s viewed by a majority of the country
Also unrelated
But doesn’t think office have a dress code?
Casey is dressed like a lumberjack and Dan appears to be in what looks like a very pj-y sweater
It looks like ur about to go lounge about not go to the office
'You know I love you right?’
ISAAC THAT IS NOT A BOSS AND AN EMPLOYEE
‘No rich young white guy has ever gotten anywhere with me by comparing himself to Rosa parks’
Jeremy is eating a plain boiled egg like a psychopath
Maybe ppl like that but uh to me at least ew
I’m sorry ppl who like boiled eggs
Jeremy does remind me of will
Natalie is amazing
I’ve said that before but I’ll say it again
‘He needs a woman’
‘He needs spoons, he needs forks, he needs a WOMAN’
Kinda sexist but also par for the course with Casey
He seems like he can’t take care of himself
Also I love how no nonsense Dana is
‘Take it outside!’
I would love to see more Natalie and Dana bc their relationship seems awesome
Somewhere between sisters and friends and I like it
‘You’re missing the signs’ ‘I’m not missing the signs-Wait really?’
It’s sweet
Also Casey and Jeremy trying to cut down the thing reminds me of Sam and the two page summary
The recurring star land vocal band thing is making me laugh
I like that they all know which implies they have all been in Casey’s car at one point which just spawns more golden thoughts
Casey being annoyed is ngl kinda cute
Jeremy is very cute tho with his hair
Nothing to do with the content but they’re all very cute
Dana is very pretty
Also this Dana/Casey conversation about spoons and forks is sending me
Casey’s so fucking confused I love it
Also I love that Dana held onto that
Even in like a familial way about worrying if he’s taking care of himself
Tho I’m pretty sure it was intended to be romantic
‘You got a whisk?’ ‘A whisk?’ [mimes scrambling eggs]
Dana is so fucking smart and competent and good at her job but this inane conversation is just hilarious
‘I can’t just use a fork?’ ‘Truthfully yes’
The fork v. whisk is a conversation I’ve had irl so I’m connecting to this on a level I never thought I would
Jeremy and Isaac seems like an interesting relationship
Ooh Dan's apology seems rather lifeless so far I guess
Oh fuck he’s freezing
FUCK HE HAD A BROTHER
OMG CASEYS FACE WHEN DANS TALKING ABOUT SAM
Dan looks gutted omg
‘I’m just wanted to say I’m sorry Sam’
FUCK
‘You deserved better in my hands’
I’m gonna cry
Also the looks on everybody else’s face is like twisting my heart
Dan's just tip tapping awkwardly
Casey’s like trying to distract him that’s precious
I really liked this episode!
Like it was funny and sad and sweet all at once
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awwww i’m here now darling so you better feel amazing <33333
ok miss i see the subtle flex you just pulled on me, just say your team is op and go... :pp jk!! no but yeah if you’re stronger than the goddamn bosses it usually goes easily. can’t say i’ve seen those days in a while tho rip
YOU ARE MY BABY!!!!!! you could do a doodle for me and i’ll literally cry abt it until i die. ooooh that seems good tho??? especially ningguang and beidou... the ladies are making a comeback 🥴 i agree with you actually!! i’d love for chongyun to come back (so you can get his c6 mostly) and for selfish reasons i want razor to come back to... bc boy scouts. i really want the boy scouts... hope it happens soon tho 🥺
speaking of boy scouts i just got him.... xingqiu.. i felt so bad bc i know how much you want him... :( but i didn’t get any xiangling so. i lost successfully shskdhsk. also I WISH they had cross-server co-op more than ever at this moment bc then we could do our chongyun + xingqiu dates... 🥺
cluna you’re literally so cool! you work through them? help couldn’t be me. i get super annoyed and if it’s not working i’ll just let it go and write something else instead shskdhdksk. for instance, i was working on this fic two months ago and i got really far into it when i hit a writers block. so, its just been collecting dusts for months now. a couple days ago i accidentally stumbled upon it and realize the potential it had so i might pick it up sksjdkd. i was literally prepared to just let it rot like so many other fics i write. so yeah idk sometimes i just give up because it’s easier even if it hurts me bc i spent so much time writing them sjshdkdj. yikes.
right?? and when you write a fic that takes place during the day you can get inspired by the atmosphere outside!! and yes!! i have to study outside i can’t get anything done at home. i used to be able to do that when i was younger but now it feels sooo impossible. especially with online school and stuff. either i go to a library, cafe or school. although most of these are closed now so i have to book a room somewhere to study. do you have a specific area at home where you write or can you just sit down anywhere and study?
for sure!! if i had the space i’d absolutely consider buying more books. right now i just have them scattered around everywhere (even some in my makeup drawer shdjdh). do you have a bookshelf? 🥺 that’s so pretty...! what are some of your other favorites btw? oh grade school is basically class 1 to 9... so from 6 years old to 15? girl no worries i know how difficult it is to understand all of that. when my friends used to explain their countries school systems before i’d just sit like owl eyes.
THE ALBEDO FANART!!!!! during his quest i took sooo many screenshots god he’s just perfect. he’s such a gentle and sweet boy ughhhhh.... he’s been gone for 2 days and i already miss him. and xiao and aether are just... yeah... i love how everyone ships aether with the boys yet i don’t think i’ve ever seen lumine shipping fanart? let’s just say gay rights and leave it at that.
BEFORE I CLICKED ON THE LINK I HAD A FEELING IT WOULD BE THAT POST.... literally us!!!! don’t make one in america no worries!! idk why my acc was set to that lmao. i’ll make one in asia tonight and just hustle for a few weeks until i reach co-op (i think it was ar 15?) plus i really want aether so i’m kind of not so stressed about it tbh? god i’m actually so exciiiiiteeeeed...... 😭 you gotta promise you’ll help me with domains and bosses tho you’re gonna be at a much higher rank than me while i’ll just be a little nooby girl. 😭
thank you so much for the encouragement!!! ♥️
today i didn’t keep you waiting too long, hehe. i missed you too much. but you’re porobably asleep now though :( oh well, can’t wait to hear from you my love <333
hiya!! i’m still up bc i miscalculated the length of a fic chdjcnskjd and thought to check if you’d sent anything before i went to sleep!! made me v excited to see there was not only 1 but 2 asks from you hehe (also it’s 2am rn so apologies for any incoherence!!)
AHAHAH fjskdjskdn genuinely tho,,, i’m really happy with my team rn LOL. and noooo you’ll get there someday!! before your world level increases and you’re stuck being many levels below the bosses again fhdjdjkd it’s a cycle 😩
NFKSKDLAKS i wish i could manage even a doodle… drawing hair is literally my worst nightmare (along with drawing anything else tbh) and all the genshin charas have such complex layered hair ugh it’s like they don’t want me to even try. yass beiguang (idk if that’s their ship name) actual queens 👑. razor!!!! what a good boye. i love his idle animation so much, pls he deserves everything 🥺🥺 and you deserve to get the boy scouts!!! can’t wait for that day to come <33
AHHH!!!! no don’t feel bad i’m so happy for you omg… live out all my xingqiu-having dreams for me please 😩😩😩😩 our xingyun dates!!!! some day it’ll be a reality <333
DHJAJSHS nooooo fuck writer’s block 😤😤😤 but i hope you’re able to finish that fic now!! (vaguely, if you prefer) what’s it about? also i have plenty of fics/ideas just rotting too, but that’s usually bc i get caught up in a new idea which i like more ? i think? lmao so yeah i definitely do give up on my fics too omg wait do you have those fics where you’re like omg this concept is god tier i’m so big brained and then you write out a scene and then it’s like … wtf do i do with this now? HAHAHAH like my attention span is slowly too short to write any long af fics, i can’t stay dedicated or interested enough for that but a lot of the ideas i have have the potential to be those 300k 40 chapter slow burn etc etc so there are so many docs in my drive that are just. works with like 2-3 written scenes and an entirely fleshed out plan but i know i’ll never actually end up writing it bc of aforementioned factors lolllll. that’s another reason why i think about just releasing all my wips some day! so people can see all the ideas im unable to execute jfjsndns. do you [like] writing super long fics like that? i admire your tenacity if you do ahah
agreeeeeed <3 and oh i see!! i always feel like people who don’t study at home are so studious fjskdksk it gives off that kinda vibe for me 🤪 and i have a study! so i usually do most of my work there. sometimes tho when i get bored and if i’m not watching a lecture i’ll sit on my couch or on the floor and change things up a bit lolol
djxkkakdks omg don’t let your makeup ruin the books.. or is the makeup more important djskskks. i do have a bookshelf!! it has like… 6 levels? and it’s all full 😳😳 other faves are defs the hunger games (catching fire >>>>>>>>) and you know the others like percy jackson, divergent, the mortal instruments. oh and the maze runner!!!!!!! the prequel (? sequel???) is probably one of the recent books i’ve actually read, even tho that was like back in 2017 lmao. i liked the john green stuff too.. just a lot of the like. basic ones LMAO. hbu??
6-15??? damn that’s an interesting range djsksk i guess the closest for us would be primary school which covers ages 6-12!
albedo is legit SO prettt and for what. his hair, his eyes, his soft spoken manner. ugh 😩😩😩 and taking a bunch of screenshots is a big mood!! ooo i’ve seen some lumine ones but yeah def not a lot ! (i know there’s discourse surrounding that lmao) but yes gay rights 😤 wait that reminds me i saw the cutest razor pic the other day and saved it i’ll show you when i’m in a more awake state to attach the image fjdjnd
!!!!!! ours minds… actually connected 🧠
okay that sounds good!!! and yeah wtf why does co-op unlock so like late lol let us play together NOW 😤 and good luck with starting again!! and have fun with aether hehe we’ll be able to have both ours meet 🤪🤪 AND YES I PROMISE!!!! i’ll carry you until we’re both the same AR and we can suffer fighting bosses together <3 you can just sit back and watch me do all the work 🤪 i’m super excited too!!! 🤩🤩🤩 and thank you for doing thisss even tho i know you said you don’t mind but still!! 💗💘💝💕💓💗💞
no problem!!! i believe in you!!! ❤️❤️❤️
eagerly (but patiently) anticipating your response~ xo!
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I don't know if this has been done before ( though I feel like it hasn't cuz I ain't seen it anywhere yet) but virgin Mike with experienced Richie? That would be HOT and sweet and intense
oh man!! you are so right anon, this is super hot and super sweet!! this one is a whole novel lmao so under the cut again
oooooookay so i was gonna make this a fic bc i love this idea so much but i decided that i have so many thoughts that im just gonna talk about it SO. first of all. this is so gd sweet bc like?? the trust here?? like mike being 22 and hes never done anything more than hand stuff, meanwhile richie had a slut phase his sophomore and junior years of college so hes seen a lot lol. so for mike to open up to richie and tell him that hes never done this before?? to not be embarrassed or scared that he'll be bad at it?? to trust that richie will take care of him and wont judge him?? to make himself that vulnerable and feel comfortable and safe?? that just really gets me emotional okay that is beautiful
so here's what im picturing:
friends to lovers ofc bc friends to lovers is that trope!! so mike and richie meet in college, and they've been friends for a few years when one night mike stays later in richies dorm room than everyone else and they stay up til like two just talking, and theyre both a little sleepy but they dont want the night to end, and they've drifted closer together until their breaths are mingling and their noses are just brushing against one another, and mike leans forward and closes the distance bc he cant take the way his heart is racing, and richie is giving him this look thats driving him wild, and he needs to know if richies lips are as soft as they look, and hes so tired and richie is so warm and everything is so quiet it almost feels like a dream. and then richie is kissing him back, soft and intentional at first, but then hes laying mike down and the kiss gets so much deeper it has mikes entire body glowing.
they stay up until 4:30 just kissing and talking and touching each other so gently, just stroking each others cheeks and running knuckles over each others sides, taking in that this is all real. then richie ofc is like "mike youre sleepy i dont want you walking across campus by yourself at 4am and also i dont want you to leave" so mike stays over, and sleeping in richies arms is the best sleep hes gotten since he got to college
so they're a couple, and theyre hooking up, but they're about a month in now and they havent done anything past hand stuff. and richie is super patient, he doesn't wanna rush anything, but he thinks maybe mikes just nervous about being the one to intitiate going further?? so one time when theyre grinding into each other, basically just dry humping on richies bed, richie murmurs in mike's ear, "fuck, baby, wanna get my mouth on that pretty cock of yours so fucking bad" but then mike stiffens, his movements stopping completely, so obviously richies like shit im sorry did i do something wrong?? and then mike is blushing super hard and explains that he's never done anything more than hand stuff and hes really nervous, and richie is so soft for mike, he adores him, and hes just kissing all over his face like "baby, why didn't you tell me? you know i'll take such good care of you" and mike m e l t s and then he gets a little coy like "will you... show me?" all biting his lip and batting his eyes as if he hasn't been jerking off to the thought of asking richie that question for over a year now. and richies response is just what mike wants, he can see his eyes getting darker, and mike is thrilled. and richie kisses him so deeply and passionately like "fuck yes baby, i've got you, i'll show you, baby"
and then clothes are coming off and richies blowing mike bc he insists on going first bc hes so excited to give mike his first blowjob and absolutely blow his mind. and honestly, he doesnt tell mike this until a few weeks later when they've settled into things more, but knowing that he was the only one to ever make mike feel that good made richie feel so warm, and also made his skin burn in the most amazing way, and the whole time mike was moaning and squirming beneath him richie couldnt help but think mineminemine, only mine, and he murmurs things like "my sweet baby" into mikes hip, almost low enough for mike not to hear it, but he does and he absolutely loves it
and then richie is guiding mike through blowing him, and its both so hot and so sweet?? like mikes teeth keep catching every now and then, and like yeah it hurts a bit but its also endearing?? like?? richie loves him so much and this is such an intimate thing and mikes trusting him with this moment in his life?? richie has to keep himself from blurting out his first "i love you" while mikes blushing and apologizing and richies just like "thats okay baby, you're doing so good" bc of course mike wants to be good at this, and then mike says "wanna make you feel good" all shy and a little bit sad and embarrassed and richies like nonono baby you make me feel so good you have no idea, and he cups mikes face and mike nuzzles into his palm bc richie is so warm and he makes mike feel so safe and loved bc he is!!
when they first have penetrative sex (or fuck or make love or what have you) (theres no cute or hot way to say that im sorry i tried lol) mike is on top. richie fingers himself open, then guides mikes fingers into him, and mike gets the hang of that p quickly, his eyes wide in wonder and glued to where his fingers and richies hole come together. richie cannot believe how beautiful mike is and how lucky richie himself is. by this time i imagine they've said "i love you" already, so when mikes sinking into richie he's breathing hard and burying his face in richies neck and just moaning "i love you i love you i love you" while he fucks richie slow and deep, the sensation is so new and so intense for him
and then after getting used to that, a week or two later richie is finally fingering mike open, so carefully and intentionally, taking such good care of him. and mike makes the prettiest faces when richie first sinks into him. and its new, there's a stretch, but it doesn't hurt. in fact, it feels fucking amazing, and thats how mike learns that hes a switch but its like 80/20 in favor of bottoming, its like hes discovered a new level of consciousness or enlightenment lmao
and thats just missionary, richie pressing sweet kisses all over mikes face, telling him how beautiful and amazing he is, how good he feels
once they start getting more hot and heavy with it mike is ready to ask richie to fuck him from behind. and mike was a whimperer before, letting out these pretty little moans that richie fucking drank in. but as soon as mikes on all fours and richies fucking into him mike is fucking screaming, like he never understood how people could scream during sex until that moment. in this position richie gets so fucking deep, its insdescribable, and mike is speechless pretty much off the bat, just screaming yesyesyesfuckmefuckmefuckme when he can manage to say actual words. and it catches richie off guard but fuck is it hot to know that mike is literally screaming for his cock, not even caring that other students on that floor can definitely hear it, like could not possibly miss it, and mikes just way too blissed out and fucked out to care bc wow it feels so good its like a whole new thing. mike even bites the pillow the second time they do it, but hes still super loud even then. but the image of mike face down ass up is possibly one of the hottest things richie has ever seen in his life, and he’s absolutely covering mike in kisses once they both come down
wow they're in love i adore them sm!!
so yeah im v on board w this idea lol v sweet, v hot, thank you sm for sending me this!!
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Road Trip : Punk!AU
Fandom: The Witcher
Pairing: Punk!Jaskier x Reader, Punk!Geralt x Punk!Yennefer, Punk!Valdo x Punk!Aevryn
Word Count: 2,979
Rating: T
Taglist: @heroics-and-heartbreak @whatevermonkey @mynamesoundslikesherlock @magic-multicolored-miracle @writingstudent @mlleecrivaine @coffee-and-stories @ultracolorfulnerdcollection @amirahiddleston @nevadawolfe
a/n: We’re making out way outta angst into the Fluff Zone. All aboooooard
Part VIII – Hold out your hand
{Part I}{Part II}{Part III}{Part IV}{Part V}{Part VI}{Part VII}
Two pairs of hands clutched phones, one in the Milwaukee Ritz and the other in the parking lot of a 711 somewhere outside of Minneapolis.
Aevryn fidgeted nervously, fighting against the urge to keep texting, pouring out everything she had to say before he could have the chance to agree to the conversation. Jaskier stared at the message as he had been for the last 10 minutes – Can we talk?
“Give a call?” Valdo offered.
“No,” Aevryn said quickly, “No, I know he got it. I don’t want to push.”
“That’s wise,” Yennefer said, eyes on her own phone, with her own conversation.
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Geralt exited the 711, pocketing his phone as he approached the van with a determined look on his face.
“We’re going back to Milwaukee,” he announced.
“Geralt…” you gave him a look that he didn’t back down from, looking to Jaskier instead who still stared at the phone in his hands, swallowing hard before nodding slightly.
“Yeah,” he said finally, looking up to meet Geralt’s eyes, “Ok.”
Win shot you a meaningful look and you just shrugged, trying to stay flexible though you were worried about Jaskier. He’d finally eaten something but he was still quiet and subdued. It was worse when he tried to pretend to be alright, the smiles he gave you stopping at his lips, eyes bereft of any emotion but pain. You climbed into the passenger’s seat and Jaskier hardly noticed, curling back up in his seat, still looking down at his phone from time to time. Geralt looked askance at you but didn’t say anything as he pulled Roach back onto the highway that would take you back to Milwaukee.
“Geralt…” you began again.
“I know what I’m doing,” he reassured you. He looked at Jaskier through the rearview mirror before glancing back at you, “This is something that can’t be done over the phone. The sooner we can talk in person, the sooner this gets resolved.”
“We?” you echoed, giving him a meaningful look. He gripped the steering wheel a little tighter.
“Yeah,” he said simply, trusting you not to delve. And you honor that, leaning back in the seat that still carries Yennefer’s lingering scent, praying to whoever may listen that you’re reaching some return to normalcy, or maybe even something better.
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Aevryn and Yennefer stood by the water waiting for Roach to meet her way down the beach. Aevryn’s heart leapt to her throat and Yennefer squeezed her hand comfortingly.
“This is the right way to handle this, Aev, trust me,” Yennefer insisted. Aevryn gave her a nervous but grateful smile and then turned to watch the van open up. Jaskier and Geralt walked out to the beach, you and Win staying by Roach. They faced each other awkwardly, Jaskier not able to meet Aevryn’s eyes while Aevryn took in the still swollen lip and slight limp and general dishevelment, filled with the urge to kick the ass of whoever did this to him and then remembering that for all intents and purposes it was her.
“Hey Aev,” Jaskier said. The casual use of her nickname and the way he winced as he took a step closer broke her and she ran into his already opening arms, though tenderly and only on the side that wasn’t still clearly causing him pain. Geralt and Yennefer locked eyes and in a silent understand moved away from the pair of friends, heading down the beach together, hands in their pockets.
“Are you ok?” Aevryn cried into Jaskier’s ear, not realizing until this moment just how terrified she was that she would never feel one of his hugs again. It was still a bit stiff and he still didn’t really meet her eyes but he was there and he was letting her hug him and that had to be something.
“Nah, I’m fine. You should see the other guy. But… I guess you have,” Jaskier said. Aevryn pulled back and took a deep breath.
“Jaskier, let me start by saying that I shouldn’t have kept it from you. I understand why you’re worried and you have every right to be. And I know you’re not going to be happy to hear that… well, we’re giving it another go,” she said, forcing herself to meet his eyes which looked unsurprised, but also deeply sad.
“Aevryn, I don’t understand,” Jaskier said, “Do you remember-”
“Of course I remember,” she said, cutting him off despite her promise to herself that she would let him speak unimpeded, “Jaskier, I’ve put a lot of thought into this.”
“You used to think through things with me. Why was this different?” he asked.
“Come on, you know why. You hated him even before he cheated,” she replied.
“Well he’s certainly made himself easy to hate,” Jaskier said bitterly.
“Yeah but the thing is, Jask, there’s so much more of him to love. You’re right, he has made himself hate-able, and while he’s always bit of an arrogant prig he’s not a bad person. And I love him. And he loves me. But I love you too and the idea of him getting between us just…” her voice cracked as fresh tears came to her eyes.
“I don’t know what I can say to you, Aevryn. I don’t like him. He doesn’t like me. I don’t like what he did to you and I don’t trust that he won’t do it again. And I’m nervous that you’re so sure of it,” Jaskier said, “I’m not trying to be an ass but nothing’s going to get better if we aren’t totally honest about where we stand.”
“I know,” Aevryn said, wiping her nose on her sleeve and nodding in agreement, “And I’m not expecting you to welcome him with open arms. Hell, I wasn’t even sure you’d come meet me and I truly wouldn’t have blamed you if you’d needed more time.”
“That’s different,” Jaskier argued, “You’re family. For family you work things through.”
“He’s my family too, though, in his own way. So… on that level at least… can you sort of understand?” she ventured.
“I know he’s important to you. I just want to know that I’m important too and not someone on some… different tier,” Jaskier said, forcing the words out though it was difficult. He tried so hard to be compliant and flexible and fit into people’s lives where they’d let him. Boundaries and needs were scary things that could force others away if they didn’t feel he was worth it. And few ever really had, his own biological family included. Aevryn’s sea green eyes gave him a tender look and she gingerly took his face in her hands.
“You listen to me, Julian Alfred Pankratz,” she intoned solemnly, his sky blue eyes watching her intently as she spoke, “You are one of the most important people in my life. I may be in love with Valdo, but I love you too. Not less than, just differently. Nothing and no one could ever replace you in my life. If you take nothing else away from this, take that. Tattoo it on your heart or across your face or wherever you’ll see it best. Because I’m not going anywhere, Jaskier.”
By the time she was done speaking Jaskier had tears in his eyes as well and swallowed hard. She nodded at him and he nodded back before pulling her in for another hug with both arms this time, bruised rib be damned. There was healing left to do but he felt that maybe they could finally move forward together instead of staying weighed down from the mistakes of the past. After all, there were always more mistakes to make in the future and they needed the room to work through those too.
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Geralt and Yennefer walked along the sandy path of the beach, frothy water nipping at their ankles. They moved in silence for some time, neither looking back to check on Jaskier and Aevryn, knowing in their hearts that they would work things out. Geralt wordlessly walked out towards the water and let the ocean lap against his feet.
“I’ve been thinking,” Yennefer began. Geralt smirked a little ruefully and took a deep breath, inhaling the salty tang of the ocean and the sweet scent of lilac and gooseberries as she moved closer.
“That’s rarely good,” Geralt replied.
“You’re not wrong,” Yennefer said with a little laugh. She reached into her pocket and he looked askance to see what it was. The Judgment card was held between her fingers, clutching it tightly. It reminded him of the last night he’d seen it and he quickly looked away, a familiar ache in his heart.
“You said that judgment was rarely kind to you but you were wrong, Geralt. Judgment wasn’t unkind. I was. To the both of us.”
Geralt looked over at her and found her staring out at the ocean, the card still in hand, a serious, determined look in her eyes.
“I misread the card when I pulled it. It was reversed. A reversed judgment card indicates self-doubt and ignoring the call. Denying your truth,” she said, finally making herself look him in the eyes. Those lovely, amber eyes that protected and persecuted her in turn.
“Whatever you’re about to say, it can’t be from cards. I only care about what you have to say,” Geralt said, turning to face her. They looked at each other, both a little scared, neither quite sure what the next few moments held.
“I love you, Geralt,” Yennefer said, the panic rising inside of her but a strange sense of relief as well, “I never stopped loving you and whatever happens now, I don’t think I ever will. And I know it’s been hard, I know….”
Her voice broke and she looked down, a tear rolling down her face that Geralt reached out and gently brushed away before lifting her face to meet his again, trying not to let his hopes get too high about what this meant.
“And I don’t need you to say a-”
“I love you,” he said quickly, blurting the words out as though he’d held them on the tip of his tongue for ages, “Yennefer I’ve always believed in you but I hoped, I couldn’t stop hoping that there would still be an us to hold out for too.”
“You’re such a romantic,” she laughed, blinking back the tears that still threatened to fall. She cleared her throat and when he leaned down to kiss her she stepped back.
“I have something I need to say first.”
Geralt went cold and he wondered how many times a man could survive a broken heart.
“When I set my mind to something, I get it. You know this about me. So this may seem rash and it may seem unwise but we’ve known and loved each other for long enough. I’m tired of living my life beside you, I want to build one with you.”
Yennefer put the judgment card back in her pocket and took both of Geralt’s hands in hers, the amber eyes scanning her face intently as she took another deep breath, gently brushing her fingers over his.
“Marry me.”
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“So are you going to travel the rest of the way with… him?” Jaskier asked. After their talk Aevryn had gone back with him to the van, greeted with hugs from Y/N and Win. They weren’t sure what Yennefer and Geralt were talking about on the beach but they all agreed they needed the time to work through whatever was going on.
“No,” Aevryn answered, “He offered but I told him I’d rather ride with you. Andrzej should be getting a hold of us soon, the bus has got to be fixed up here pretty soon. But I will be spending more time with him going forward.”
Jaskier looked a bit mollified that Aevryn had chosen him over Valdo to travel and she knew that Yennefer was right to make a point of telling him that Valdo had offered. They knew their friend well.
“Well I guess we can make room for you,” Jaskier sighed, “I mean someone has to drive for Geralt and through some witchcraft you’ve made hm trust you with it and you alone.”
“What do we wanna do after this?” Win asked, “There’s still some cool stuff around here but I was looking at Minneapolis too. Or the great lakes.”
“Ooh the great lakes have always looked pretty in photos,” you agreed.
“I don’t care much where we go as long as I get to choose the music,” Aevryn said.
“Like hell!” Jaskier cried, “You don’t get to take all that power yourself!”
“Can so! Last time you tried to handle it we all got blue ball’d during Mr. Brightside!”
“Ah you see that’s just proof of what good taste I have that it was so tragic when it stopped that you can still remember it!”
You smiled at the bickering you’d missed and noticed Yennefer and Geralt making their way back up the beach. Yennefer exchanged hugs with you and Win.
“Jaskier,” she said, uncertain how he felt about her.
“Yennefer,” he replied and then, to her great relief (though she’d never admit it) he wrapped an arm around her and pulled her in for a hug.
“Alright, we’ve gotten head back out. Aevryn you’re driving,” Geralt announced casually, climbing into the backseat with Yennefer following. The rest of you looked at each other with shocked expressions.
“Um, I’m all for driving Roach but… everything ok, Geralt?” Aevryn asked.
“Hmm,” he replied, looking down at his phone.
“We’re just making some arrangements,” Yennefer replied enigmatically.
“Oh have you heard from Andrzej?” Jaskier asked.
“No,” she replied, not looking up from her phone.
“We’re heading to Indiana,” Geralt announced, eyes still on his phone. Jaskier bucked into the passenger seat while you and Win took the middle and again you all exchanged curious looks.
“Ok… Where?” Aevryn asked.
“Wherever,” Yennefer replied.
“Well,” Jaskier sighed, “At least everything’s back to normal.”
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As soon as they got to Indianapolis, Geralt announced that he and Yennefer were going for a drive and that everyone could decide where to be let out. Jaskier protested but you calmed him by suggesting the zoo which quickly turned his mood around. Yennefer reminded them all to wear sunscreen and then they drove off, unbothered by the parting questions attempted by Jaskier though he knew that once they’d decided to be tight lipped about something there was rarely any way of getting them to open up. Not without much more time and fewer exit strategies.
When Geralt and Yennefer returned that evening the group had been expecting some big dramatic reveal. Aevryn had ventured to guess that perhaps Geralt was going to propose again and Jaskier agreed that was a possibility which made them all excited. But when they arrived they simply asked that the group climb back into the van.
“How was the zoo?” Yennefer asked.
“Full of animals, how was your day?” Jaskier asked, quickly jumping past the question with no subtlety whatsoever. “Anything exciting?”
Geralt exchanged a glance at Yennefer and you noticed the joy in his eyes that even Yennefer struggled to hide, though she succeeded a bit more than he did.
“Nothing that doesn’t happen everyday other places,” she said. Geralt gave her a look and she sighed and nodded. Geralt turned and glanced back at the group before clearing his throat.
“We got – ”
“Engaged! We knew it! We guessed it!” Jaskier cried out before Geralt could stop talking.
“No,” Yennefer replied, rolling her eyes.
“Oh…” Jaskier deflated and sent Geralt an apologetic look.
“We got married,” Yennefer corrected.
“Oh well I guess that’s…. wait what?!”
He seized Yennefer’s left hand and found it bare, squinting at her suspiciously.
“You’re lying,” he argued.
“We’re going to make our rings,” she replied, “We didn’t have the materials here.”
“I still don’t buy it. Geralt would never get married without me there, would you Geralt?”
Jaskier addressed this question to his friend who cleared his throat awkwardly and glanced at Jaskier.
“We wanted it to be a small affair,” he said. Yennefer pulled out an envelope and thrust it into Jaskier’s hands. When he opened it he found a marriage certificate. He held it up to the van’s yellowed light as though he were checking for counterfeit but finally realized that it had truly happened.
“Jaskier, I know you’re upset, but I didn’t want to waste any more time,” Yennefer explained. You watched Jaskier carefully as he refolded the document and put it back in the envelope, the wheels turning his mind. He looked up again, glancing between Yennefer and Geralt, who was still a bit abashedly avoiding his eyes.
“You’re married,” Jaskier said. Geralt and Yennefer nodded and waited anxiously.
Jaskier lowered his head and shook it slowly but when he looked back up there was a broad grin on his face.
“I can’t believe one of us is married! Well, two of us. We’re getting old!” he exclaimed. Geralt laughed, relief plain on his face as Yennefer thwapped Jaskier for calling her old. The rest of the ride was spent talking about plans for the reception that Jaskier would be throwing whether they attended or not. As Aevryn excitedly debated with Jaskier about what colors there should be, bouncing between lavender and silver or a deep amethyst shade and black, her phone lit up. Jaskier glanced down as she picked up the phone and gave a little eyeroll that he tried to make well-natured.
“Is that The Boyfriend?” he asked. She stuck her tongue out at him, though hearing him refer to Valdo at all gave her hope and made her heart soar hearing him referred to as her boyfriend, and she shook her head.
“It’s Andrzej.”
#Punk!AU#Vicious Mockery#Vicious Mockery AU#Punk!Jaskier#Punk!Geralt#Punk!Yennefer#Punk!Aevryn#Punk!Valdo#punk!jaskier x reader#Punk!Geralt x Punk!Yennefer#Punk!Aevryn x Punk!Valdo
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Peter who’s really kinda quiet and nerdy and shy but also secretly v kinky- and he keeps teasing tony with it, little things here and there- and Tony’s losing his fucking mind until one day he just snaps
this was...this is gold. I made it way too long also but...I couldn’t stop!
Tony’s scanning through a very tedious contract at the kitchen counter when Peter stumbles into the tower; home from college. His hair’s a fluffy mess on his head and his large glasses are perched a little off-centred on his nose. He comes racing in and beams at the sight of Tony, whose heart softens a little at the sight of him.
“Look what Ned got me, Mr Stark!” Peter exclaims, because he’s a walking exclamation point, and everything he says is exuberant and happy. He rifles through his backpack and fishes out a tee that says geology rocks!!!
Tony stares at it, then at Peter’s rosy face, and then back at the tee. “Whatever makes you happy, kid,” he snorts.
Peter nods enthusiastically, “it’s so cool. And he got me this writing pen knife! It’s not really a penknife, but it’s a pen and you can pull a pencil out of it, and a ruler, and a stencil set and-”
The older man startles suddenly because wait is it Peter’s birthday? Has he forgotten? He’s about to pull up a calendar and fire someone when Peter continues:
“I got him this new LEGO set, and we’re gonna build it together and-”
“Why were you getting each other presents?”
Peter blinks and looks up from where he’s currently pulling what looks like a protractor out of a bulky pen as he leans over the counter. “Oh, it’s the anniversary of the day we became friends! Ten years ago!”
Tony hums fondly. Of course. He’s grateful Peter has such good friends. “No parole tonight?”
Peter shakes his head. “No,” he sighs, but then his voice brightens, “because I have the best assignment for english okay, we have to make a...”
Slowly, something dawns on Tony.
Peter is a....he’s a nerd.
He stares as Peter heads to his bedroom to change, tripping over the coffee table like he does every day despite his spider senses and he resists the urge to gawk, cuz Christ the kid is a nerd.
He has those big glasses, and loves science puns, and plays with lego and loves work. He laughs at the weirdest things and-
Oh god, how did Tony not put it together sooner?
In his defence, his first impression of Peter had been as an undercover, albeit smalltime, superhero. Web slinging and people-saving with a heart of gold. The second impression had been that Peter was wicked intelligent, and could design web shooters and understand high-level physics.
Tony had seen a mini-Tony. Young, fit, intelligent- but no, Peter isn’t hiding coolness under his mask, he doesn’t have any because Peter is a-
He laughs. Fuck. Peter’s a nerd.
It’s adorable.
And a little arousing.
He tries not to dwell on that latter one.
And later, when they’re in the lab, he looks over amusedly to see Peter eagerly putting wires together as he completes his circuit board for the iPod he’s fixing up. Tony’s tinkering around on Rhodey’s suit, and Peter is humming to himself, and they make a nice little team.
A thought occurs to him. “Hey, you don’t need glasses, do you? Didn’t the spider bite...” he waves his hand to encompass ‘fix everything up’.
Peter nods, pushing his glasses further up his face with an impish little grin. He has fucking dimples. “Yeah, but I don’t know- they’re kind of a comfort thing, I guess? MJ thinks I do it for fashion but I really don’t.”
Tony can believe it, especially when the next day, the kid wears a fucking sweater vest like it’s normal.
It should be cute and that’s that. He should leave it at that.
Except Tony kind of likes it. When he was Peter’s age, he’d been working on his Masters, but he’d still been at college. Where he was popular, charismatic and well-liked, and all he can think about is pinning Peter to the wall and watching that shy little blush creep across his skin and-
Fuck. No. He shouldn’t be thinking stuff like that.
The two of them are spending another companionable evening in the lab, and Peter is buried in a book except his phone keeps buzzing and he keeps getting this little grin on his face and Tony can’t hold his curiosity. “What’s going on, kid?” He murmurs teasingly, setting down his tools.
Peter looks up with a start, like he forgot anyone else was in the room with him. “Oh! Sorry, M-Mr Stark,” he says, his voice nervous and stammering- more so than usual. “MJ’s giving me advice.”
“Oh? Over what?” He can’t really imagine the spunky, slightly scary, girl offering advice.
“Well,” Peter dips his head a little; biting his bottom lip and Tony has to curl his hands into a fist under the table. “This guy in our class- Harry, he asked me out for a date!”
Fury, quick as a flash, comes and goes and Tony manages a small smile. “That’s great, Pete.”
“It’s my first date!” Peter exclaims, sighing dreamily, “and MJ’s telling me what to wear and how I should act, you know?”
His first date. The kid’s a virgin- probably only ever kissed before, and not properly at that. Tony wants it. He wants all of it so hard it hurts. “I didn’t realise you liked Harry,” he says lightly, and Peter pauses.
“What do you mean?”
“Well, you’re going on a date with him. Do you like him?”
Peter looks confused like the words don’t all make sense. “I-he- he asked me out, Mr Stark.”
The kid’s so sweet. So naive and precious. What would he do if Tony wasn’t around? “I get that, but do you like him in that way? Do you think he’s attractive?”
“I-” Peter pauses again, as if really thinking about it for the first time. “He is handsome,” he says slowly, and Tony grits his teeth, “but I don't know if he’s my- Mr Stark, it doesn’t matter! He’s asked me out and I’ve never been asked out before and-”
“Peter,” Tony murmurs, “you don’t have to say yes to the first guy who asks you out. You’re clever, kind and attractive. You’ll be beating them away with a stick- just trust me.”
Peter’s cheeks turn the most delicious shade of red and his eyes seem to look anywhere but Tony. “Really?” He whispers, and Tony nods.
“Absolutely.” He says, and he watches the boy flush with pleasure.
Peter ends up saying no to Harry, and Tony tries not to feel smug about it all week. He’s also been having dreams. Troubling dreams about his protege which involve a lot of moaning and dirty uses of the Iron Man suit.
One Saturday morning, Peter limps out of his bedroom after a particularly gruelling encounter on patrol last night. Tony immediately pours him some orange juice and Peter eases onto the stools of the breakfast bar. “You doing alright, kid?” He asks sympathetically, trying not to ogle all the smooth skin on display as Peter’s night shirt practically swamps him.
“Yeah,” Peter grins after a large gulpful- his lips all shiny and wet- “I’m healing super fast, but hey, Mr Stark, can I ask you a question?”
“The floor is yours.”
“Do any of the Avengers ever wish that- like, I don’t know- maybe their super healing could be slowed down sometimes? Or that they could control it?”
Tony frowns, trying to understand the uses of that. “I don’t think so, why?”
Peter bites his lip but tilts his head to the side to show off the long line of his neck. Tony can see little purple bruises- almost gone now, dotted along the side. Peter was covered with them last night, and the thought makes him feel protective and possessive all at once. “You see these?” Tony nods, “well, when I-” Peter uses two of his fingers to press hard over one of the bruises and lets out a long, deep moan that has Tony frozen in place. “Sometimes,” Peter continues, his voice low and his fingers still pressing against the bruises, “sometimes that ache feels really good, right? Or is that just me?’
Shit. Fuck. Shit. Tony finds himself reaching forward against his will and knocking Peter’s fingers out of the way so he can use his own. He presses just like Peter did, but a little harder and watches as the boy’s eyes flutter shut and he lets out a sigh of contentment and Tony has to yank his hand away like he’s been scalded. “Happens to all of us,” he manages faux-lightly, “maybe your spider thing makes you a bit more sensitive.”
Peter doesn’t know what he’s doing. He’s way too innocent, way too inexperienced about the world to know that he’s- fuck Tony wants to fuck him till he’s sore. Till the bruises cover that marble skin and then when they heal, he can do it all over again.
He thinks it’s a one off.
He’s wrong.
The following month sees him rescuing Peter from a weird octopus man who has him shackled to the wall. Peter was never in any real danger, but Tony shoots some lasers into the man just to prove a point, and as he goes to free Spiderman from the wall, Peter tugs against them.
“Leave them on, for a sec, Mr Stark?” He pants, and Tony swallows hard when he sees the swell of an erection through Peter’s suit. The boy pulls harder at the chains around his wrists and lets out a moan like he can’t help himself. “It-it f-feels so good,” he whimpers, sounding so confused and lost, like he can’t help but buck his hips a little and strain against the binds. “Why does it feel good, Mr Stark?”
Because you’re perfect and you were made for me Tony wants to say. Instead he says: “He must’ve put something in the metal.” He thanks god that his erection is hidden.
Tony’s starting to have a really hard time controlling himself now. If the image of Peter as a nerd turns him on, then the image of a nerdy Peter completely engulfed in kinks he didn’t even know he had- is driving him mad. He watches the boy like a hawk, the way that he bites his lip hard whenever the smart-tech of his suit creeps up his torso and over his nipples- like he likes the cold, hard little plates rubbing against his dusky peaks.
Tony watches as Peter tugs his fingers through his hair over a tough assignment question- the way he pulls at the strands, harder and harder until he’s panting a little and his eyes have slipped shut and he’s forgotten about the question altogether.
It comes to a head when they’re about to leave for a gala.
Peter comes out of his bedroom in the suit that Tony had made for him (it’s complimentary to Tony’s in every way, just like Peter) except his bowtie is undone around his neck. “I can’t do it- woah! Mr Stark, you look incredible!”
Tony knows, but still, he feels good when the kid says it. He rolls his eyes and beckons Peter over, taking the black ends in his fingers and tugging the boy close.
He realises that this is a mistake. Because he’s not- he’s not the paternal, mentor figure he should be. He’s not- he’s- he’s someone who likes the way his cologne smells on Peter. Who likes the look of Peter in a suit purposely just a little too tight.
Peter’s looking up at him, his sweet breath fanning over Tony’s face and Tony doesn’t look at him- focuses on the bow.
It’s all too intimate, and in his haste to finish the job and get away before he does something stupid, he ends up fastening the bow just a little too tight.
“Shit, sorry, buddy, let me just-”
Peter’s hands are suddenly on his wrists, and Tony meets those big, brown eyes. “A little tighter,” Peter murmurs, wetting his lips, “please,”
Tony can hear his heart thundering in his ears and does fasten it just a little tighter, and is rewarded with a lovely little gasp and he’s going to have to go the bathroom before they leave, when Peter takes Tony’s right hand and guides it down his body.
Tony stares in awe as Peter places Tony’s palm over his crotch and bucks into him slightly. “Mr Stark,” he whispers, voice a whine, “sometimes I get really hard right here-” he grinds his dick into Tony’s hand and fuck, yes it is hard- he can feel the wetness seeping through- “and I don’t know why.”
Tony’s eyes snap to Peter’s face immediately and those eyes are wide but they’re not innocent at all. They’re fucking knowing. There’s a smirk on his lips and a teasing little grin. This has all been- this whole thing has been a fucking play. The boy’s a tease and Tony’s fallen right into his trap and-and-
“That happens sometimes, baby,” Tony growls, right into the shell of Peter’s ear, as he grabs the boy’s dick more firmly and Peter mewls without restraint. “I can show you how to take care of it though. If you trust me.”
Peter nods desperately, but his eyes are still so fucking smug and triumphant and Tony doesn’t even care that he’s lost this round.
Loser or not, he still got the prize.
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Boyfriend Taeyong
“When I fall in love, it will be forever.
Or I’ll never fall in love.
In a restless world like this is–
Love is ended before it’s begun.
And too many moonlight kisses,
Seem to cool in the warmth of the sun."
*Silently slides this across the table and leaves* I'll just leave this here.
.
.
Ok but
Ok ok ok
*Grabs tissues, blankets, desserts* gotta get real ready for this now
*Pushes up virtual glasses bc I always forget to wear mine shh we don't talk about that* boyfriend taeyong you say?
Well I saY GTFO I DONT WANNA DIE OF TOO MUCH FEELS SIS
Ok jk come back ere I would die everyday for one (1) human being and that's Lee Taeyong
.. wait wat
Anyway
This kid dude is literally t h e best bf you could ever have like what ????
You see all those shitty posts/texts/ads about perfect boyfriends??? Yeah just like that
Or maybe better
Way better
Taeyong would love you with A L L OF HIS HEART
He's basically a five-year-old who only sees you, and like, nothing else.
Except for chocolate but like, nothing else
Like before you guys start dating
And that would probably be a GOOD while bc this pure lil child doesn't even know what dating is (no I'm serious have you seen that article)
Srsly tho
Not just that but he seems to me like the type to take relationships very seriously
Like blind dates and one night stands wouldn't be his thing, he wouldn't fancy them and just, no
He probably believes in those fictional perfect love stories
And is well aware it might take time to find the right person and is okay with waiting his whole life for it
He just secretly hopes it's soon k
And then he meets u
And wow Lee Taeyong the quiet cold-ish dude who?
More like LEE TAEYONG THE CUTEST FLUSTERED AWKWARD BALL OF FLUFF
When he saw you the first time he could swear he got like star struck or something
He gets all flustered at everything you do and he doesn't know why
Like WHAT IS HAPPENING WHY AM I BEING LIKE THIS WHAT IS THIS
BODY WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU
BRAIN WHAT IS THIS MESS
HEART STOP POUNDING LIKE CRAZY OKAY THANKS
Like you smile and he's a mess, you just sit there and he's a mess, you pout and he's a mess, you look at him and he's a M E S S ™
And he doesn't even know why bc he never felt like this towards someone
He'd probably meet you through one of the members
Yuta, your close friend, finally decided to introduce you to his 'brothers'
He calls them his brothers but then it took him like three years to introduce you guys bc he's one hell of an overprotective best friend, or mom, over you
"Hey guys I can't believe I'm doing this but this is my little cute precious best friend Y/N and no you can't talk to her"
"Um yuta pls calm down"
Anyways
So the first meeting goes on great I mean the guys are all super kind and funny
And so you start meeting them more often!!
And Taeyong--
istg this kid--
Like he sees you, and some fictional chibi monster starts gnawing at his insides
#SaveLeeTaeyong2k18
Like you noticed how he's kind of quiet around you and stuff but then yuta reassured you saying he's just a bit introverted and it'd take him time to open up
Bc tbh you actually thought he didn't really fancy your presence?? Since he looked really quiet and basically expressionless? and you'd like catch him glaring holes into your head from the corner of your eye??
BUT GURL LITTLE DID YOU KNOW THAT HE IS JUST WAY TOO WHIPPED HE KEEPS STARING DROOLING AT YOU
IT'S JUST THAT HIS POKER FACE LOOKS A BIT INTIMIDATING
BUT HE'S REALLY ALL UNDER YOUR SPELL OK LIKE YOU'RE SOME FALLEN ANGEL OR IDK OK.
ANYWAYS.
So it'd take him some time to start being comfortable around you
Considering that he's an introvert; a whipped introvert to be exact
But eventually you guys will get friendlier
And that would make him know more stuff about you and wow he never thought he could like you even more but here we are ??
Also the way you take care of the dreamies just !!! Makes his heart go !!!!!!
You just find them really cute and feel the need to protect them from all evil
Also winwin, bc take notes, winwin invented cute
And how you'd be especially close to mark
And you'd be his fav noona too
Aw.
And how you're so so kind w the older guys too
And Taeyong just-- admires you so so much
Bc he loves his friends so dearly and the fact that you love them too and take care of his beloved ones makes him so happy, he just appreciates it a lot
And legit keeps staring at you from a distance with a sweet smile as you put a scarf over jisung before he goes out or you hand winwin a new book about Korean poetry that you bought for him
And then probably Johnny passes by and lightly smacks his head to wake him from his day dreams and whispers
"Dude stop that's so creepy"
Oh btw
Everyone in the dorm knows about his crush on you
E V E R Y O N E .
Probably even their pets
This child is so bad at not getting flustered at the mere thought of you someone protecc
And the guys tease him the whole time omg
Like even the younger ones
He swears to ground them like ten times a day but ends up forgetting bc he'd be so flustered
AND SO ONE DAY
You probably get left in the dorm alone w him
Don't ask me how yuta agreed to that ok I might be the author but evEN IDK K BYE.
And so you start chatting
Probably while cleaning the mess made by another seventeen wild horses
And you both find it funny how at first you were so so distant and awkward
And now here you are casually picking up chenle's underwear from the floor and throwing it with the laundry
And you tell him how you thought he was unfriendly at first and he laughs it off
And he tells you how he watched how you treated his brothers before opening up to you
And you're like ooOooOOoH so that's why, I thought you were glaring @ me and you actually hated me
And ty would literally snap like ARE YOU KIDDING ME I HAVE NEVER BEEN THIS DEEP IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE MY WHOLE LIFE---
And you're like wait what
And he's like wait what.
DING! NEW LEVEL OF SOFT UNLOCKED
HE WOULD BE LITERALLY FREAKING OUT AND NOT KNOWING WHAT TO SAY HIS BRAIN WOULD BE ALL LIKE UNKNOWN ERROR ABORT MISSION A B O R T MISSIO--
"Taeyong it's okay I like you too
It's actually really relieving since I thought you didn't feel the same so I was a bit gloomy"
And then he apologizes for the misunderstanding
And at that moment jeno barges in and he's like um sorry am I interrupting something
And before you say anything he's like oh shit I'm really interrupting something sorry BYEEEE
But then he opens the door again and he's like okay ONE last question hyung did you ask her out yet
And ty is like jeNO I SWEAR TO GOD
And then when jeno leaves bc he realizes he needs to run for his life or else he'll spend the night in the streets,
It's really awkward before you're like
"so uh.. how about we grab some coffee? Like a first date?"
And taeyong tries his best to muster up a good answer until the word "date" leaves your mouth and he's like 1010101010011101 error shutdown sorry.
Anyways so you go out to this cute coffee shop and that's your first awkward date full of tingling feels and chibi monsters gnawing on your insides.
You probably frequent that coffee shop a lot more often after that
Bc coffee shop dates w taeyong are just so adorable
And he's adorable
*mark silently dragging my crying whipped ass away*
Arcade dates are also your thing
Since he's a little bit too obsessed with games
He loves museums too so he'd bring you to a lot of them
Especially art museums
And you're like why should we go when I've got a whole piece of art in front of me
And he blushes and smiles
Late late night dates
Where you just walk around like fools at like three in the morning bc neither of you could sleep
And you probably grab some ice cream
Okay I'm making it sound like you'd be such an outdoor couple when you're not lmao
Okay not rlly
But my point is that you'd prefer cuddling in bed all day over any of those
Not only in bed but really everywhere
Y'all are just so cute and soft
Skinship skinship and a lot of skinship
He can't stay like ten seconds without touching you
idk like he has to grab your hand or hug you or have you hug him or juST BE IN PHYSICAL CONTACT W YOU OK LIKE HE MIGHT DIE OR SMG OK
But there are some small cute things you notice he likes
Like back hugging you when you're doing literally anything
Like you'd be cooking or washing the dishes or freaking wiping away the dust or just looking out the window and he'd waddle to you as if his skinship'o'meter is hitting a critically low level and he needs urgent recharge
He'd then slowly wrap his arms around you so so gently yet you still feel like his whole world depends on that hug
90% of the time he'd rest his chin on your shoulder
Okay not his chin but technically press his lips against your shoulder, crook of neck, neck, collarbones, hairline, the skin behind your ear, your jawline, basically anywhere he could reach
Like they aren't even kisses his lips would just ever so softly ghost around your skin and his nose would nuzzle your crooks
You're dead if you're ticklish
He also likes intertwining fingers
Like not even all fingers but two or three
He'd love link your index and ring fingers as you walk, lay around and whenever he holds your hand which is often
He love love loves when you play with his hair
Kittyong anybody?
Esp as you praise him
Or you cup his cheeks and then your hands slowly creep to his ears and then to play with the hair on the back of his head
Or simply when you're laying down as he rests on your chest
He looooves doing that
Like he doesn't even care if you're boobless he just really loves that
Sometimes while having really deep conversations
Or when you're cheering him up if he's ever having a rough time
Like you'd gently caress his hair as you tell him all the things you love about him
If he's really really down he'd silently cry and hugs you tighter
And then end up falling asleep to your soft soothing voice and touch
He's usually very cheerful and hyper though
You'd love spending time in the kitchen tgt
Flour fights aren't that common bc he's usually tidy but they do happen so watch out
He loves cooking for you
And LOVES when you cook for him
Like even the simplest things
You don't really have to be that good at cooking like you'd crack him an egg and he'd be as happy as if you've served him a full course meal
He'd teach you how to cook but wouldn't let you do it like tf
He says to use those skills when he's not home
Although whenever he's leaving for some time he'd stack up the fridge w food that would probably last a year
Very random kisses
Like very random listen to me
You'd be like watching TV or something and he'd suddenly turn and peck your cheek then go back to watching
And you're like ?????
And he's like nothing I just wanted to do it
And you're like ????? uwu
Man I could talk about him all day but no one can afford this
This is already way longer than all my other boyfriend posts wsdswdsdwdswdws
He just wants to be loved okay give my boi some sarang
Just kidding give him all the sarang lmao
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No really I'm serious.
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Third Year’s A Charm
Happy Valentine’s Day @that4amkick !! I was your giftee for the @itfandomsecretadmirers so I wrote you a little stenbrough drabble. Hope you enjoy and had a great day !!
Word Count: 2293
Pairing: Bill Denbrough/Stanley Uris
Summary: For three years, Bill Denbrough has been struggling to contain his growing affections toward his coworker and fellow student Stanley Uris. As Valentine’s Day grows closer, an idea sparks in his mind.
Credits: Big thanks to Maxy ( @50szoomer ) for the initial prompt, I went a little off rail but it certainly helped me get started !! 💛
For three years, Bill Denbrough has worked tirelessly at the local bookstore not far from campus. It’s enjoyable to say the least, he has always been a sucker for literature and often stays after hours (when he isn’t too busy with homework and studying) and sits at one of the lounge chairs, picking up on a novel.
A lot of his coworkers are also students at his college, he guesses that it’s because of the conviennent location and decent pay. Bill has managed to become pretty close friends with a lot of them since the majority share similar interests. There is one though that he has yet to manage to make of acquaintance much to Bill’s disappointment.
Stanley Uris, or ‘Stan’ as he more commonly went by, had always been a bit rough around the edges. Bill knew this since the minute the boy walked into a lecture they shared, already criticizing the professor on the assignment from the week before. Even so, Bill found himself with growing affections for him, feelings that he was desperately trying to pursue, but no response was coming from the other end. It was as if Bill hit a dead end and was scramming to find a way forward, but alas, was having no such luck.
Letting a sigh escape his lips, Bill glanced around to make sure there weren’t any customers nearby, when his analysis came with no results, he was free to lay his head on the counter of the cash register- sighing once more as Bill brought his arms up in front of his resting face. He found these feelings for his peer to be quite tiresome and Bill just hadn’t mastered controlling them on any level.
The other day, Stan was preparing to bring his shift to an end, restlessly checking the overhead clock every so often from where he was organizing a new shipment of paperbacks on a shelf in the young adult fantasy section. At the time, there had been no line at the cash register, seeing as the shop was relatively empty due to the late hour, so Bill took a deep breath, searching for courage, and sauntered over to his employee.
The idea had been to casually ask Stan out to dinner, maybe not specify that it was a date, but at the very least bring it up as a casual meeting to get to know each other.
Long story short, that shipment of paperbacks previously mentioned? The majority didn’t reach the shelf, instead they took a detour to the floor as well as Bill’s torso that laid on the ground after taking a disastrous fall. He had been leaning on of the the boxes, ‘playing it cool’ as he remembered his roommate Mike suggest- not showing the large about of nerves pilling up inside. He took ‘playing it cool’ probably a little too far to the point that Bill was pretty much using the unsturdy box as a support beam to hold himself up as his legs went weak at the attempt of talking to Stan. Said ‘unsturdy box’ tipped over and took a fall, spilling its contents over the floor and taking Bill with it.
No, Bill did not take Stan out for dinner that night, far from it actually, but he counts it as progress- Stan talked to him. Sure, it may have been in the form of unfriendly scolding ending with him storming away, leaving Bill to clean up the mess, but hey, words are words and that was enough for those butterflies to begin fluttering up Bill’s lungs- taking his breath away as the annoyed brunette exited the store with a final huff.
Bill Denbrough has dug himself in a hole and it’s with no doubt that he is utterly fucked.
Returning from his memory of the other day, Bill lifts his head back up, noticing the small display of Valentine’s Day gifts they had on display in the front of the store. He thought for a moment, studying the display as an idea popped to mind.
Would he really be tempted to buy on in hopes of giving it to Stan?
The answer is yes. Of course he would because he is Bill Denbrough and corny gifts is his middle name! Maybe if he’s smart enough, he could manage to pull off one of those ‘secret admirer’ stunts and leave the revelation to the big day, February 14th. It wasn’t a horrible plan, no it was actually quite appealing. It would give Bill time to gather himself to come off as more composed when confronting Stan.
Luckily, Stan did not have a shift today so when Bill left his position to grab a nicely decorated heart-shaped greeting card, he didn’t have to worry about the misfortune of being spotted. The card was simple, blank on the inside to provide more room for Bill to write something down- maybe a poem?
As the sunlight began to fade as seen from the windows, Bill prepared to close up shop, not forgetting to ring himself up to pay for the card. Gathering his hoodie that had been placed under the counter, he began to walk out the door, muttering ideas for what to write in the card (he already decided to ask Stan’s roommate, Richie, to set the card on the latter’s desk).
‘Always admiring you from afar, never knowing if erasure of space is possible,’ is what Bill settled for later that night, signing off with ‘-Secret Admirer’. It was simple and a decent start, that was certain, but he smiled as his eyes traced back on the words.
This carried on for the next four days with Richie feeding Bill information on Stan’s reaction to each little gift. Following the card on Friday were two roses on Saturday, one being lavender and the other was pink- colors that Bill chose after studying up on each different color (Richie had stated that Stan especially liked this gift and that he said it was endearing that ‘the secret admirer’ added a little note with the meanings of each color-
‘Lavender roses often represent the concept of love at first sight, they also can be taken as a daily reminder of love and eagerness to form or grow a relationship.
Pink roses express admiration as well as sweetness & joy.
-Secret Admirer’).
However, it was Wednesday morning now and as Bill slowly drank his coffee, eyeing the words forming on the page of a book he had just started the night before, he was filled with anxiousness. Yes, this whole secret admirer thing had been fun, but now this was real. It was February 14th- Valentine’s Day. The day he was supposed to confess to Stan with no persona to cover himself.
Bill was bound to be rejected, sure Stan appreciated his gifts but did he actually like Bill? There was no chance! If anything he probably hates the latter. All of this was most likely a mistake to begin with, Bill worked himself up all for heartbreak.
His coffee was growing cold by now. His book long forgotten. Bill stood from the stool he had claimed in the lounge area of the dorms, throwing his cup away then walking out- book in hand. Either way, he still had to go to work, but he couldn’t shake off his previous thoughts no matter how hard he tried. Bill didn’t have a gift this time, just himself. Would that be enough?
Arriving at the bookstore, which had already been open three hours earlier than his shift, Bill takes a deep breath. He quickly spots Stan working at the counter and greeting customers.
They have the whole day ahead of them, Bill checked the schedule last night and saw they both ended their shifts at seven, and it was 12:30 now.
Seven o’clock came faster than Bill hoped. In a blink of an eye 6:30 came and passed. He finds them in much of a similar situation as they had been the day he tipped over the box. With Stan stacking books, and Bill at the cash register.
Minutes pass and Stan looks to be heading out, Bill checks the clock and sure enough it’s 7 on the dot. Before anyone can go anywhere, Bill speaks up.
“H-h-hey! S-Stan wait uh-up!” Bill shouts mildly, hurrying towards the front door to meet the brunette who quickly meets his gaze, “H-hap-happy Valentine’s D-Day!”
Bill can’t decipher whether it’s confusion or annoyance that forms on his coworker’s face as he responds with the same ‘happy Valentine’s Day’. Bill doesn’t know what he expected, it’s not like Stan could figure it out on his own that he was his secret admirer, so he finds himself at a loss for words, this moment hasn’t been planned out like the gifts- no, it was on the spot with no prompt.
“I, uh, w-well i-it’s not easy t-t-to explain t-this but, w-well I just thought, y-you know since it’s V-Valentine’s Day, that, uh, m-maybe,” this time, Bill definitely recognizes that it’s confusion on Stan’s face, and he doesn’t blame him, “Well w-what I’m trying to s-say is that I-I’m,” the words just aren’t forming. Bill isn’t registering his train of thought. He closes his eyes, sighs, and clears his throat, “I’m t-the one who’s been leaving you t-the gifts. I’m y-your secret admirer,” silence, “Surprise,” he adds, almost as a sarcastic afterthought.
Out of all the scenarios that Bill played out in his mind of Stan’s reaction, he never once thought his line-lipped coworker would laugh. It leaves Bill standing awkwardly, not knowing if this is a good or bad sign.
After a minute or so, Stan manages to calm himself down, wiping his eyes that had picked up some moisture during his amusement, “I’m sorry, that was rude of me- it’s just,” a chuckle, “Richie is absolutely terrible at keeping a secret- which is probably for the best or else I would’ve thought it was him who left the gifts!” Stan grins, meeting Bill’s (now confused) gaze once more, “I probably should’ve mentioned this sooner, I mean, I’ve known it was you since Saturday, thank you by the way, you didn’t have to, but all of those gifts were really sweet.”
Three years. Three years of working tirelessly. Three years of admiring from afar. Three years of unreturned glances. Three years and Bill Denbrough has never had a civil conversation with Stanley Uris that didn’t seem passive aggressive if you read between the lines. Three years- and it only took less than two days for Richie Tozier to break and spill the details of Bill’s hopeless crush.
“I’m going to f-f-fucking kill him,” Bill decided aloud, eyes drifting to nothing in particular. Stan laughs, again, it’s a wonderful sound. Bill also decides that he’d trade music any day for a soundtrack of Stan’s laughter. Not the bitter kind, but the genuine one that he thinks he’s hearing right now.
“Join the line, some of us have been waiting since elementary school.”
Bill could have continued the light-hearted conversation. He could have stuck with that and would be content. But this was sidetracked, and Bill had a question- no, a thought to spill. “We can forget t-this happened. W-we could just b-be friends, I’d b-be okay with t-that. I k-know you probably d-don’t feel the same way- f-feel a-about me the w-way I f-feel about you.”
“And what if I did feel the same?”
It’s a simple question. A bit vague, and it could have a underlying meaning, but simple nonetheless. Either way, it makes Bill stop in his tracks, stumbling his breathing pattern for a second.
“B-but you don’t.”
“But what if I did.”
It’s reaching, but Bill is hoping he is understanding the context that this conversation has swerved to. He thinks about his words, and what they are suggesting. “T-t-then I’d t-take you out for dinner.”
“Sounds like you just got yourself a date, Denbrough.”
A minute. A minute passes and Bill is speechless, he mutters out a series of confused exclamations until he can finally muster, “I d-don’t think I understand.”
Stan smiles, and for a few seconds he doesn’t say anything. It’s like a staring contest has begun between the two of them until he finds his voice, “Well you said if I had feelings for you, as you do for me, then you’d take me out for dinner. So, therefore, I believe Bill Denbrough, if I’m not mistaken, you owe me a dinner date.”
Of course, in reply, Bill ends up shouting, “B-b-but you h-hate me!” Anyone else would say he looks outraged, but Stan would level it more as highly confused. “Before now the only time we ever talked is when you yelled at me for tipping over the box of books!”
“You really think I hate you?” Some could say Stan was stricken, others could say he’s sad, maybe the real answer would be a fine line in between, or maybe a hybrid of both. Bill doesn’t answer besides a stiff little nod so Stan continues on, “I, I mean Richie has said before I can come off as a little prickly, but I didn’t think you would believe I hate you,” he furrowed his eyebrows, registering everything to take in, “I really like you Bill, we don’t talk often but I’ve been working with you for three years, you’re always so kind to people even when you look really tired- I just, I don’t think I could ever really hate you.”
Three years. Three years Bill Denbrough spent thinking Stanley Uris hated him, and all it took was one roommate who acted like an open book and one Valentine’s day to prove that the circumstances were much different.
Once again, I hope you enjoyed! Happy Valentine’s Day !!
(I edited this, but if anyone noticed a mistake, feel free to let me know!)
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Oh My Baby - V
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Genre: Fluff/Angst
Word Count: 1867
“What!?” bellowed Chanyeol in shock. “What do you mean you can’t find him!?”
Jongdae ran his hand through his hair, his eyes quickly scanning the room for any sign of Eunwoo. He looked back up at Chanyeol, “Someone came in here to check on him but he’s not here, they’ve been looking for him for about an hour.”
“Well where else would he be?!” breathed Chanyeol, panicked.
“I don’t know!” spluttered Jongdae.
Chanyeol felt his heartbeat quicken and his chest tighten. If something happened to Eunwoo, it would be his fault. He could never live with that, especially after how he had treated Eunwoo ever since he arrived on his doorstep.
Chanyeol needed to find him.
He pushed past Jongdae and ran out into the narrow hallway, calling out the young boy’s name. “Eunwoo?!” he cried repeatedly, each call becoming increasingly distressed. The walls seemed to close in around him, it was a physical manifestation of the increasing feeling of hopelessness that was encasing his entire body, crushing his heart.
Chanyeol glanced around at the stage managers and directors that were scattered about the backstage area, each packing away a piece of equipment or talking amongst one another. He ran up to a makeup artist and anxiously asked, “Have you seen a toddler? HIs name is Eunwoo, he’s about this tall,” he explained, lowering his palm half a metre above the ground. The makeup artist shook her head and apologised before continuing to pack away her items into a large suitcase.
Chanyeol groaned in frustration and quickly spun on his heels. He looked towards another hallway and instantly bolted down, consequently running into two rigid bodies.
“Sorry,” blurted Chanyeol before continuing to run.
“Chanyeol, wait,” called a familiar voice. Chanyeol turned around faced the two men who turned out to be Sehun and Kyungsoo.
“What?” growled Chanyeol.
“The manager said that we’re leaving now, why are you going down there?” asked Sehun.
“Eunwoo’s missing!”
“What?” said Kyungsoo in slight disbelief.
“Oh so now you care about him? That’s a first,” quipped Sehun.
“Shut up,” snapped Chanyeol. “Have you seen him anywhere?”
“No,” replied Sehun and Kyungsoo simultaneously.
Chanyeol groaned. “Where could he be?!” whined Chanyeol running a hand through his hair.
“You know, maybe if you had treated him better, this wouldn’t have happened,” remarked Sehun condescendingly. That hit Chanyeol hard, Sehun was telling the truth and the truth hurt. Kyungsoo scolded the youngest member before calmly saying “We’ll help find him”. He and Sehun both walked away promptly.
Chanyeol sighed deeply and allowed time to recollect himself before continuing down the hallway until he reached the first unlocked room. He almost kicked down the door in his rush and scanned the room, repeatedly calling out the toddler’s name. The room was empty.
He proceeded to the next room, and the next, but they were all empty as well. Chanyeol’s heart sunk further, and each empty room anchored his feelings of regret and dejection.
“Chanyeol, we have a flight to catch,” remarked the group’s manager, interruption Chanyeol’s self-loathing. “We can get the security team to find him but we need to make this flight.”
“I’m not leaving without my son!” rasped Chanyeol, his voice cracking from his heightened emotions. Tears began to brim at his eyes as he verbally admitted what he had been denying for months.
As he made his way back into the main backstage area, he saw the rest of the members darting around, asking the staff if they had seen the child. Jongin sent Chanyeol an unconvincing smile of reassurance as Baekhyun could be heard belting out Eunwoo’s name from another section of the backstage area.
Chanyeol felt all hope drain from his body. What if Eunwoo had found his way out of the building and he was wandering the streets alone? What if a piece of equipment had fallen onto him and injured him? “Please,” begged Chanyeol under his breath. “Please God, no.”
Chanyeol made his way into a different section of the backstage area, one that wasn’t being used during the concert. He found an ajar door that opened to a staircase, supposedly leading up to the offices within the building. Chanyeol, who was now desperate, quickly bolted up the stairs, even though it was unlikely Eunwoo could’ve found his way to this area.
Tears began to cloud Chanyeol’s vision and his nose began to run. He wiped his face with the back of his hand and continued to glance into each dark room. The office at the furthest end had its lights on, and Chanyeol followed it like a disembodied soul chasing after The Light.
The door was ajar, and he reached for the handle, but the sound of a small voice stopped him. The voice was familiar, and it seemed to pry Chanyeol’s sunken heart from the depths of hopelessness. He remained quiet as he inched open the door, listening to what the voice was saying.
“…didn’t mean it. I’m sorry for stopping you from your dancing. You’re a really good dancer by the way. And a good singer.”
A tremendous wave of relief washed over Chanyeol’s shaken body as he spotted Eunwoo seated on the floor in front of a cardboard standee of himself. This office probably took care of all the promotional aspects of the concert as several standees of the other members were scattered throughout the room.
Chanyeol silently stepped closer to Eunwoo, who was still rambling.
“Mummy never sang any songs for me. She said that if I wanted someone to sing for me, then I should go find hyung. She also said that you weren’t handsome, but I think hyung is very handsome.” Eunwoo said that last part with a slight giggle.
Chanyeol felt his chest flood with endearment as he silently stood behind the toddler, listening to his every word.
“Even though you don’t like me, I still love you. I think hyung is a nice person, even though you get mad at me sometimes.” There was another long silence. “I should go now,” said Eunwoo to the Chanyeol standee. “Everyone will be wondering where I’ve been.” The child stood up to his feet and gave the standee a wave before turning around.
A sharp gasp sounded from Eunwoo as he saw the real Chanyeol standing behind him. There was a tense silence before Eunwoo spoke, “Hyung, you’re here?”
Chanyeol’s throat seemed to collapse. He was completely lost for words as he stared at the boy he had tried his best to ignore for months now. He wished he could take back every moment of it.
“Yah,” cracked Chanyeol, thinking of nothing better to say. “Do you know how many people are looking for you?”
Eunwoo shifted his eyes downward and jutted out his bottom lip. “I’m sorry,” he mumbled.
Chanyeol winced in pain at the sight of Eunwoo’s saddened face. The toddler’s cheeks were glossy, a clear indication that he had been crying. Eunwoo was a sweet and innocent child who meant no one harm. He was unfortunate enough to have been born into a broken family and having both parents reject him must’ve been unimaginably painful. Chanyeol scolded himself for not realising earlier, and for treating such an innocent being so poorly.
“It’s alright Eunwoo,” said Chanyeol. “No one’s mad at you.” The toddler didn’t look up, he instead shuffled his feet and nodded.
“Hey,” Chanyeol spoke softly. He crouched down onto his knees and levelled himself with Eunwoo. Chanyeol ground his teeth and swallowed, trying to piece together what he was going to say. Eunwoo finally looked up at him curiously.
“I’m sorry for yelling at you,” mumbled Chanyeol in a depressed voice. “And I’m sorry for treating you so badly.”
Chanyeol stopped thinking and simply spoke from the heart.
“I didn’t want to believe it at first so I just ignored you. I don’t know, I guess I was just scared, scared of the past. You’re mother, she…she broke my heart.” Tears pooled at his waterline and began to glide down his face. “I’m so sorry for everything Eunwoo, I was stupid. You’re a good kid and I shouldn’t have treated you like I did, even if you weren’t my…” he trailed off at the last word.
Chanyeol coughed and inhaled sharply, trying to form coherent sentences through his sobbing. He suddenly felt Eunwoo’s small hand on top of his head, gently stroking his hair. Eunwoo spoke up, his words piercing straight through Chanyeol’s swollen heart.
“Appa.”
Chanyeol froze, his crying momentarily ceasing.
“It’s ok Appa, don’t cry.”
Chanyeol glanced up at Eunwoo, and he smiled back at him. Chanyeol lost all control as he quickly pulled his son into an embrace, hugging him like there was no tomorrow. “My son,” sobbed Chanyeol into the boy’s shoulder as he held him tight. Eunwoo wrapped his own smaller arms around Chanyeol’s neck and squeezed back equally as hard. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry,” repeated Chanyeol.
“I love you,” mumbled Eunwoo into his chest.
“I love you too,” replied Chanyeol with the most genuine emotion he could muster.
A solid five minute passed before Chanyeol released Eunwoo from his embrace. He stood up and took the child’s hand into his. “Come on,” he said. “We’re going home.”
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1 month later…
The joyous squeals of Eunwoo echoed through the house as Chanyeol playfully spun his around through the air. Uncontrollable laughter escaped from both of them as they finally stopped spinning.
“Again!” demanded Eunwoo excitedly.
Chanyeol sighed. “Appa is too dizzy, we should stop for a minute.”
“Aw, you’re no fun,” teased Eunwoo.
The sound of the front door opening was the next thing to be heard, followed by Baekhyun’s voice and the sound of eight pairs of feet entering Chanyeol’s house.
Eunwoo leapt up in joy and quickly ran towards the doorway just as Baekhyun appeared, quickly whisking the toddler up and into his own arms. “You missed me?” cooed Baekhyun, lightly pinching the smiling boy’s cheeks.
Chanyeol beamed at his son and the affection the rest of the members had for him. He spotted Junmyeon in the doorway, beckoning him. Chanyeol stood and followed him into the kitchen.
“You missed practice again this morning, the manager isn’t going to be happy,” said Junmyeon, although, his tone didn’t indicate any sort of disappointment. “You know, Eunwoo has a nanny for a reason. She can look after him.”
“Yeah but, I feel like I need to make up for lost time,” he explained.
“Fair enough. Eunwoo seems a lot happier nowadays.” Chanyeol grinned at that statement. “Have you thought about what you’re going to do about his mother?”
Chanyeol scrunched his eyebrows together. “Hwayoung doesn’t deserve him. She sent Eunwoo to me, and I intend to love him and care for him.”
“She could ask for custody if she wants him back.”
“Then she’ll have to go through me.”
Junmyeon smiled and nodded approvingly. “I’m proud of you Chanyeol. You’ll make a great dad.”
Chanyeol thanked Junmyeon, and for the first time, he truly felt like his life was complete as he looked at his son and his pseudo brothers surrounding him and supporting him. His family was now complete.
A/N: Another series complete! Hope you all enjoyed. Thank you to the person who requested this, I had a lot of fun writing it!
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134 questions
1: Name - Joel
2: Age - 18 (19 in June)
3: 3 Fears - being alone, not making anything of myself, and bugs lol
4: 3 things I love - My Sweet and Wonderful Boyfriend, music and making music, chocolate
5: 4 turns on - the back of my neck, it's really sensitive… when the other person takes control… that's all you get for now ;)
6: 4 turns off - biting, roughness lol, uncomfortable positions, boobs (lol)
7: My best friend - Sterling
8: Sexual orientation - Gay (duh XD)
9: My best first date - pizza place with my current boyfriend
10: How tall am I - 5’6”
11: What do I miss - my boyfriend. And music camp tbh
12: What time was I born - not sure… the afternoon maybe?
13: Favorite color - Teal
14: Do I have a crush - very much so
15: Favorite quote - not my favorite but I love it cuz it's hilarious “...the people that put the chemicals in the water that turned the friggin frogs gay!” - Alex Jones
16: Favorite place - Sterling's house (and now anywhere with my boyfriend :)
17: Favorite food - Mac n’ cheese. Also chicken
18: Do I use sarcasm - nooooooo I neeeeever eeeeeeever use sarcasm (lol)
19: What am I listening to right now - my Mom has some cringey Christian radio station on...
20: First thing I notice in a new person - kindness
21: Shoe size - 10 (12 women's XD)
22: Eye color - blue
23: Hair color - dirty blonde
24: Favorite style of clothing - sweaters with or without buttons, clothes with buttons in general. Fall clothes
25: Ever done a prank call? - once… it was so cringey but he actually fell for it
27: Meaning behind my URL - theboywiththepinkfloralpurse was my first blog where I really needed someplace to make venting emotional posts and I'd just gotten a tacky pink purse with flowers lol. a-random-gay-bunny is pretty self explanatory lol
28: Favorite movie - ahhhhhh I'm so bad at picking favorites for most things…. I do really like V for Vendetta tho. Seen it many times, and the entire X-Men series.
29: Favorite song - too many to pick…
30: Favorite band - except this… I can say for sure it's Pentatonix. I've seen them in concert twice, I love them so much
31: How I feel right now - happy, but I wanna hold my boyfriend and kiss him
32: Someone I love - My boyfriend John
33: My current relationship status - very taken <3
34: My relationship with my parents - much better than a couple years ago, still a little rocky but pretty good
35: Favorite holiday - probably Christmas
36: Tattoos and piercing I have - none
37: Tattoos and piercing I want - I'm not sure, but I would like a tattoo or a few one day
38: The reason I joined Tumblr - to vent my feelings to the void lol
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other? - don't have one
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? - everyday :) <3
41: Have you ever kissed the last person you texted? - this question is weird lol, but John's the last person I texted and the only person I've kissed :)
42: When did I last hold hands? - yesterday
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? - depends, I can get ready really quickly if need be though
44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days? - nope. Last I shaved was a week ago I think
45: Where am I right now? - at home on my couch
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? - either Sterling, John or both, but I don't plan on getting drunk ever. I guess it could happen but probably won't be drinking in the future
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? - both, usually slightly loud though
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad? - yeah… hopefully not for too much longer
49: Am I excited for anything? - seeing my boyfriend on Saturday, and going to camp in 52 days, and hopefully passing my driver's test in 107 days.
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? - sort of? I feel like I can tell Tabby everything
51: How often do I wear a fake smile? - not too often, only in situations where I feel uncomfortable but feel I need to smile.
52: When was the last time I hugged someone? - couple of hours ago
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? - I'd be vereh sad and I'd want to know why. But he wouldn't do that :)
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? - I'm a really trusting person so probably
55: What is something I disliked about today? - I couldn't see my boyfriend and kiss his cute face
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? - uhhh… I dunno… maybe Tyler Oakley cuz I bet that would be really fun
57: What do I think about most? - heehee, my boyfriend. And also getting a job and figuring out plans for things, always running through plans in my head.
58: What’s my strangest talent? - I'm not sure, but the fact I can sing so low and so high is a pretty strange talent I guess
59: Do I have any strange phobias? - I'm very afraid of getting water in my eyes
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? - behind it
61: What was the last lie I told? - I told my Mom I understood when she told me that my having a boyfriend is very difficult and awkward for her. I really don't understand
62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? - definitely on the phone, but before my boyfriend I would've said neither
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? - I'd like to believe in aliens, but I dunno. As for ghosts I don't believe in them at all really.
64: Do I believe in magic? - kind of? I think people can and have been able to connect with demons and been controlled by them. I don't think it really happens today much anymore. I think it might tho?
65: Do I believe in luck? - not really, sort of in a cutesy way tho
66: What's the weather like right now? - slightly cloudy, but the sun has mostly set anyway
67: What was the last book I've read? - all the way through? Animal Farm. The last book I opened and read from was a book Sterling gave me.
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline? - Oh god no, do some people like that smell?
69: Do I have any nicknames? Dork, pianoman (from this strange sports camp where everyone had a nickname)
70: What was the worst injury I've ever had? - had a car hood slam on a couple fingers, they didn't break tho surprisingly. Never had a broken bone
71: Do I spend money or save it? - spend… I shouldn't, I need to make money so I can start saving
72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue? - just barely the bottom of my nose
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me? - yes, my old pink purse and probably some other stuff
74: Favorite animal? - besides cats and bunnies, red pandas
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? - talking to bae
76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? - I don't think he has one? Strange question lol
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? - you'll be in my heart by Phil Collins
78: How can you win my heart? - genuinely caring about me :)
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? - Here lies the gayest gay to ever gay
80: What is my favorite word? - maybe bitch lol
81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr - a bunch of furry blogs lol
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? - …..hi?... anybody wanna give me free money and help me see my boyfriend more?....
83: Do I have any relatives in jail? - no. Unless I have distant relatives in jail
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? - teleportation
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? - not many, but one is “have you cheated on school assignments”
86: What is my current desktop picture? - my cat Loki
87: Had sex? - nope
88: Bought condoms? - nope
89: Gotten pregnant? - NOPE XD
90: Failed a class? - no
91: Kissed a boy? - yee
92: Kissed a girl? - nononono
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? - not yet ;)
94: Had job? - not yet :(
95: Left the house without my wallet? - plenty of times lol
96: Bullied someone on the internet? - maybe? When I was like 13/14 I might've, but not really, I made cringey YouTube comments.
97: Had sex in public? - nope lol
98: Played on a sports team? - nope
99: Smoked weed? - nope
100: Did drugs? - nope
101: Smoked cigarettes? - nope
102: Drank alcohol? - nope
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? - nope
104: Been overweight? - nope
105: Been underweight? - ...yeah
106: Been to a wedding? - many… many
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? - HA plenty of times XD
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? - probably
109: Been outside my home country? - no
110: Gotten my heart broken? - yeah
111: Been to a professional sports game? - actually yeah… it was boring
112: Broken a bone? - nope
113: Cut myself? - no, I considered once but immediately decided against it because I know someone close to me who did
114: Been to prom? - nope
115: Been in airplane? - a few times
116: Fly by helicopter? - nope
117: What concerts have I been to? - Oh lots, a bunch of em were when I had a scholarship that allowed me to see concerts for free
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? - plenty lol, better question would be had a crush on the opposite sex. Which the answer would be… once
119: Learned another language? - sorta? Not fluently no lol
120: Wore make up? - nope, I don't like stuff on my face like face paints and makeup and stuff
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18? - nope
122: Had oral sex? - nope
123: Dyed my hair? - no, but I want to someday. Like a fun color
124: Voted in a presidential election? - yeah
125: Rode in an ambulance? - nope
126: Had a surgery? - nope
127: Met someone famous? - kinda!
128: Stalked someone on a social network? - a few times...
129: Peed outside? - yeah, hasn't everybody at least once? Right?
130: Been fishing? - once… super boring
131: Helped with charity? - not yet, can't afford to yet lol
132: Been rejected by a crush? - once
133: Broken a mirror? - don't think so
134: What do I want for birthday? - always a difficult question. But definitely want to see my boyfriend :)
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ASK ME THINGS
No one asked for these but I’m bored
1. You woke up naked next to the last person you texted, what would you say?
Probably “Good morning babe” because it’d be my boyfriend.
2. What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed?
We’re dating (A year and a half now)
3. If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care?
Hard drugs yes. We probably wouldn’t be dating at all, but something like cigarettes or weed is fine
4. Is your last name longer than six letters? Yes. It’s 10 letters long.
5. Was your last kiss drunk or sober? Sober.
6. Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up? If by messed it up you mean I never did anything to make it become something when the feelings were there in both parties, then yes.
7. What does your last received text say? “That’s not really helping” - I give terrible descriptions through text.
8. How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed? Too many to count.
9. Where was your last kiss at? My boyfriend’s place.
10. When is the last time you saw your sister? I don’t have a sister but I saw my brother 3 days ago.
11. What do you drink in the morning? Chocolate milk, tea, or juice.
12. Where did you sleep last night? In my bed in my apartment.
13. Do you think relationships are hard? Yes. They are hard but can be very fulfilling.
14. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you? Yes.
15. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems? Nope. Again, its my boyfriend.
16. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy? Sunny.
17. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you? Nope.
18. Are you wearing jeans,sweatpants,or pajama pants? Sweatpants.
19. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now? I like to think so, but from some recent things maybe not.
20. Does anyone like you? I’m a pretty well-liked person, both socially and romantically, by a lot of people.
21. Have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S? Yes.
22. Is the last person you kissed gay? Nope.
23. Is there a person you CANNOT stand? There’s a lot of people I can’t stand anymore who used to mean the world to me.
24. Have you ever considered getting a tattoo? Yes. I have one picked out for when I get the money.
25. In the past week have you cried? Surprisingly no, considering how stressed I’ve been.
26. What breed was the last dog you saw? Corgi.
27. Do you dry off in the shower or out of the shower? Out of the shower.
28. Have you ever kissed a football player? Nope.
29. Do you think you’re old? No. I’m only 20 and nowhere near close to being an adult.
30. Do you like text messaging? Yeah, but I really like talking face to face too.
31. What type of day are you having? Really tired and kinda depressed for some reason but otherwise good.
32. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced? Yes.
33. Do you prefer warm or cold weather? Cold weather.
34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you? Yes.
35. Would you prefer a relationship or a fling? Relationsip.
36. Are you a simple or complicated person? I like to think I’m simple but I’m definitely complicated.
37. What song are you listening to? “Nowhere With You” by Joel Plaskett Emergency
38. When you say you’re sorry do you mean it? As a Canadian, I say it a lot out of habit, but when a situation calls for an apology, its always sincere.
39. Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you? Yeah. My mom knows the most about me, and my ex-best friend knew a lot about me. There is one girl though that we are essentially “distance best friends”. She probably knows as much as my mom.
40. What made you start liking the person you like now? He was a genuinely sweet guy who always brought me tea at work and always offered to help me or do the work I didn’t want to do. He’s truly a sweetheart and is a big softie (only for me).
41. When did you last receive a text message? Like 10 minutes ago.
42. What is wrong with you right now? I’m extremely tired, burnt out, and slightly depressed. I also have bad back pain but it could be worse.
43. How well do you know the last female you texted? We could be sisters.
44. Does anyone disgust you? Some people from my past. The levels they sank to is just disgusting.
45. Would you date someone right now if they asked? Considering I’m in a relationship, no.
46. Are you in a good mood right now? I’m pretty neutral.
47. Who was the last person you talked to in person? My friend Julia in my Abnormal Psychology class.
48. What color shirt are you wearing? Grey with red/black details.
49. Has someone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear? No. It’s only been good news or needed things.
50. Anyone you’re giving up on? Possibly. Things are still working out.
51. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for? No. The guy I do hate I never fell that hard for him. I thought I did, but I realized things weren’t right. That’s why we didn’t last long (we also were a terrible pair).
52. Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t? Yes.
53. Do you like rain? I LOVE the rain! It’s so relaxing and if I don’t have to go anywhere, I stay in bed snuggled in blankets with a mug of tea and Netflix, a book, or my knitting.
54. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks? No, because we both drink. We know our limits and keep each other to them if we start to go overboard.
55. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them? So many times yes.
56. Do you like to cuddle? Occasionally. Sometimes I feel like I’m being crowded or don’t want to be touched. I can’t be cuddled all the time, but most times I really like it.
57. Are you shy? I’ve grown shyer in recent years. I used to be really open and extraverted, but some experiences have made me more introverted.
58. Do you get along with girls? Some girls. It depends on the group, but at a surface level, I get along with most people.
59. Have you dated the person you texted last? I currently am dating them.
60. What do you carry with you at all times? Burt’s Bees Peppermint Oil Lip Balm (aside from usual things like wallet, keys, and phone).
61. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you? Depending on the house, I’d try.
62. Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months? My first relationship was 4 months and I thought I’d never cross that threshold, but now I’m a year and a half down the line with my current boyfriend.
63. Think back to October, were you in a relationship? Yes.
64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute? Yes! I find it so sweet, especially because I’m short.
65. Did anything “cute” happen in the last week? Not really. It’s been pretty dull so far.
66. How old are the last three people you kissed? 19 (boyfriend), 49 (mom), 21 (brother).
67. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself? Pay to get them done.
68. Which do you like better- Zebra print or leopard print? I’m not a huge fan of either, but I’d be able to pull off zebra print better.
69. Do you have any stickers on your car? No. I have an irrational hatred for car stickers (especially car sticker families).
70. Would you rather listen to Luke Bryan or Lil Wayne? Luke Bryan I guess.
71. Blackberry, Android, or iPhone? My first phone was an Android but I currently have an iPhone.
72. When’s the last time you had pizza from Pizza Hut? November.
73. Do you like diet soda? Yeah. I prefer the regular versions but I’ll drink whatever.
74. What color are the walls in your room? Like a beige kind of colour.
75. Are you 16 or older? Older. I’m 20.
76. Do you watch Pretty Little Liars? Never watched it.
77. Do you have a job? Part-time because I’m away at school most of the year. I work as a cashier/supervisor at a drug store over the summer and holiday breaks and I volunteer at my university’s food bank during school terms.
78. What are your initials? L. V. R.
79. Did you ever have braces? From 6th grade to 7th grade.
80. Are you from the south? The South Shore of Nova Scotia yes. But not the American South.
81. What does your last status on facebook say? “Caffeine is a lie. I’m still exhausted but now I have a slightly faster heart rate”.
82. Do you still talk to the first person you ever kissed? Not really. He moved a few years ago and I haven’t seen him since. The only contact we have is through Instagram.
83. Are you closer to your mom or your dad? Definitely my mom.
84. Have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics? I did gymnastics as a kid. If I had kept up with it I could’ve been a decent gymnast. I wasn’t terrible at it but it wasn’t a passion.
85. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters? Bohemian Rhapsody. It was great!
86. Do you smoke? Nope. Never have yet.
87. Would you rather wear heels or flip flops? Heels honestly.
88. Is your phone touch screen? Yep.
89. Do you normally wear your hair straight or curly? My hair is naturally curly and most days I’m too lazy to do anything else to it, so curly.
90. Have you ever snuck out of your house? Nope. I never really had a reason to. My mom was chill with me going places.
91. Would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool? Lake.
92. Have you ever made out in a car? Yes.
93. …Had sex in a car? Almost, but we realized we had the house to ourselves anyway.
94. Are you single or in a relationship? In a relationship.
95. What were you doing last night at midnight? Scrolling through Tumblr because I couldn’t sleep.
96. When’s the last time you saw fireworks? Canada Day (July 1) 2018.
97. Do you like the camera on your phone? Yeah sure. I don’t take many pictures.
98. Have you ever had a friend with benefits? Nope.
99. Have you ever passed out from drinking? Nope.
100. Are you friends with people on Facebook that you actually hate? Yeah, there’s a few. I don’t use Facebook a whole lot anymore.
101. Have you ever had a pregnancy scare? I thought I did. Turns out I was just stressed and threw everything out of whack.
102. Name your favorite Kesha song: Tik Tok. It still slaps.
103. Do you have any tan lines right now? Not tan lines, but scars from a second-degree sunburn I got 2 years ago at a party on senior skip day.
104. Would you ever wear cowboy boots with shorts? I could make that work in the right context.
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Wangnan, ehwa, rachel, and baam! :O
This is so long and rambly I’m sorry ;;
Wangnan
how i feel about this character
He’s so underrated???? Like, if you think about it with the way TOG is constructed, the narrative is really split into two complimentary stories -- the story of Bam as an irregular introduced to the world of the Tower from outside, and the story of Wangnan who lives as part of the system. And like, obviously most of the stories are kind of a slow burn right now outside of Bam (when was the last time we had an update on Kun’s goals other than “follow Bam”? And yet everyone treats him as though he’s a protagonist. He is a main character, but he’s not a protagonist . . . . ) but Wangnan’s story is clearly meant to parallel Bam’s. Bam is the outsider’s perspective on the tower. Wangnan’s the insider (in more ways than one, since SIU has mentioned he knows a lot about the inside of the tower, too.) If people would just be a little bit patient. . .
But as soon as he does start being plot relevant, there are people bitching about how SIU is trying to “force” them to care about Wangnan like ? ? ? He’s been Bam’s foil the entire time guys.
ACTUALLY! That’s something that I haven’t talked about at all yet, but Wangnan really is Bam’s foil, in a similar way to how Rachel is Kun’s foil. Everyone’s impression of Bam has been “innocent ball of pure sunshine” on the second floor, but when we’re introduced to Bam again on the 20th floor as Viole, Wangnan is the one being the innocent ball of sunshine. He’s a little more cynical and tough at first, but his primary way of dealing with people is to be honest and optimistic. Like Bam in S1, he also relies a lot on quick thinking because he’s not as powerful as the people around him, and he blames himself when things go wrong. But Bam sticks to his guns even when it divides him from people -- he point blank tells Endorssi he won’t be her Servant in NHS because he needs Kaiser’s name too, and he tends to just flat out ignore people when he doesn’t like them, while Wangnan doesn’t care about dignity or anything of the sort -- as long as he gets what he wants in the end, he’s willing to lie, cheat, steal or beg.
The team up between Wangnan and Rachel now has a layer of depth I hadn’t thought about before. Hmm. . . . . Also, if Wangnan is Bam’s foil, I wonder if he’ll also receive a great many power ups in the next season. . . . Karaka’s super evil training?!
all the people I ship romantically with this character
E V E R Y O N E please love Wangnan he’s a good kid he’ll treat you write. Right.
I don’t really ship Wangnan/Ehwa because most of the shipping material I’ve seen for it seems to be along the lines of “let’s ignore how important Ehwa’s relationship with Bam has been to the narrative in order to ship Bam with Kun or Endorssi” pair the spares type deal? But I’ll talk about that with Ehwa’s section lolol. But like. . . honestly, Wangnan makes a good pairing with literally everyone. He’s just really genuine and real with people, and he brings out sides of them that you don’t really see anywhere else.
Kun? Brings out his vulnerability and shines light on his more insecure sides.
Rachel? A little antagonistic, but he, again, brings light to the sides of her that other people over look (granted, we haven’t seen a lot of this but the whole conversation about her tidying up a lot comes to light -- he noticed that and kind of tried to dig at her the way Kun was, but it’s not the kind of thing Kun would comment on, either. Kun doesn’t ask questions. Wangnan does lolol)
Karaka? Time to be a mentor figure for Wangnan, okay, I don’t make the rules.
Vicente? Tamed
Bam? Well he’s darn well the person who got Bam into a team again.
Cassano? Calling him out on his BS and making him rethink things. Hopefully that works out to the extent of Cassano saving Horyang. (Also, Cassano/Goseng/Horyang love triangle/team up would be hilarious, but that’s unrelated.)
Wangnan is just very refreshing for ships because he earnestly interacts with people, which, compared to Bam or Kun is really nice.
my non-romantic OTP for this character
Wangnan & Ehwa as teammates who have each other’s back is always nice to see!
Akraptor’s encouragement of Wangnan before was really nice too ;;
I ship Wangnan with being respected and cherished please and thank you he’s a good kid (he’s old enough to drink . . . . though i guess the drinking age in korea is different from what i’m used to haha)
my unpopular opinion about this character
That he’s a protagonist and not a side character, evidently. . . . no one seems to understand this . . . . |||orz
one thing i wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon
Man. . .at this point I just wanna learn more about the ring and the red light district? What is going on there?
But also please give Wangnan friends and blankets thanks TT_TT
Ehwa
how i feel about this character
She’s such an angel and I’m so proud of her? She’s grown so much and she keeps growing, and I love her she deserves happiness and good things please give her happiness and good things ;A:
all the people I ship romantically with this character
Um. E-everyone. . . Actually, now that I think about it I don’t have a whole lot of Ehwa ships. The only people her interactions with stand out to me right now are Bam, Wangnan and Bero Bero. I don’t ship her with Wangnan so much because it really feels like a lot of the time people are dismissing her relationship with Bam, like “Side characters should be with side characters!”
But her relationship with Bam is really super sweet? She started out initially harsh and untrusting with him, but has slowly become inspired by him, and wants to become stronger alongside him . . . . The moment when she thought to herself, “No. . . I should call him Bam” really got me straight in the feels. And Bam’s interactions with her are also very sweet -- he doesn’t ever seem put off by her tsundere moments or anything, and I think he kind of gets where she’s coming from, and he seems really comfortable around her.
I still low key ship her with Bero Bero, too. There’s just a fun, “I’m DEFINITELY just jealous of her beauty and TOTALLY NOT admiring her at all what are you talking about” dynamic, even if they haven’t seen each other in ages TT_TT
my non-romantic OTP for this character
I said before that I like Wangnan and Ehwa’s team up, but I also like her bonding with Bero Bero ;a;
my unpopular opinion about this character
She’s better than Endorssi, hands down.
one thing i wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon
Please bring Ehwa back to the main plot soon, SIU. Please. I miss her.
Rachel
how i feel about this character
Complicated. . . . On the one hand, she’s a lot of things that I didn’t know I needed re: female characters. She’s not pretty or talented or meek. She wants what she wants and she goes after it, but she’s not cool. I can also understand why she would leave Bam behind, even without the reveal of the whole “destiny” thing -- taking care of someone and raising someone and teaching them everything about the world, and doing it right, is a lot of work. It eats up the time and energy you have to be yourself, and here she is just finding a strange boy in a cave (or whatever happened there, seeking him out? Planning on assassinating him?) and presumably with her own dreams -- I can understand why she wouldn’t want Bam to keep clinging to her, and I can also understand why she wouldn’t be able to let him go all the way either. (And she can’t. Her speech with Kun and her expression after Bam said he understood they’d be enemies both confirm this -- but she’s sticking by her initial decision too. Rachel letting go of Bam is a long journey.)
But also. . . there are a lot of hints that the way she treated Bam sometimes was not very good. She tells him he’ll never be chosen, and that only chosen people can go up, she lies to him, she manipulates him . . . even discounting the heavy, plot stuff (pushing him to what seemed to be his death, selling him out to FUG, etc) -- and when she broke down and told him he should have been waiting for her in that cave the whole time. . . I dunno. I think on some level, Rachel was legitimately abusive towards Bam. It could be me projecting onto Bam’s character with the things I’ve been through, or it could be genuinely where SIU is going with her character, but . . . it’s still my overall impression.
(Sometimes I feel like there’s a lot of pressure if you like Bam to also hate Rachel, but somehow I can’t bring myself to do that. She’s just small and sad in a big world that she’s not ready for, and we’ve all felt like that before, right?)
all the people i ship romantically with this character
Yura, Endorssi, Kun, Hoaqin . . . normally I don’t like rival-type ships but there’s two of those. . . I think they’re more satisfying with Rachel. With Kun it’s like an understated rivalry and subtle digs back and forth, and then with Endorssi there’s a power struggle that goes back and forth pretty well despite them both having different levels of experience. . . what a strange feeling.
Yura and Rachel just seem like a really cute romance. The couple that salts together stays together or whatever. They can be bitter together without feeling guilty or judged, and I think we all kind of need someone like that in our lives.
And Rachel and Hoaqin. . . it’s femmedom. That’s all. Rachel could put Hoaqin on a leash and he’d like it. I initially wrote “secretly like it” but honestly there is not “secret” he’d just outright make dirty comments about it constantly. No one would forget it except Rachel (?). It’s fun watching someone like Hoaqin (who is probably very adamant about being In Charge in a relationship) get a bit flustered by having someone else in charge lolol
my non-romantic OTP for this character
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I don’t think Rachel has any such person in her life. Maybe her relationship with Hwa Ryun? I like how Hwa Ryun is simultaneously very aware of Rachel’s mentality, but also kind of completely baffled like it. Yeah, I don’t understand Irregulars either, Hwa Ryun!
my unpopular opinion about this character
That she’s not inherently unforgivable for what she did to Bam, I guess. . . . ? I genuinely like her as a character and would probably try to befriend her if we ever met, though I don’t think she’d appreciate it lol. I also don’t think she’s as “noble” as some Rachel supporters like to make her out to be though. I think she’s a petty girl who doesn’t want to grow up, and because of that I imagine her story’s going to be harder on her than it needs to be. She causes a lot of her own suffering because of her negative outlook on things, and not because she doesn’t have a point when she says things like “Well, I got a shitty end of the stick here :/”.
one thing i wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon
I really hope she and Yura are able to have a happy relationship ;; I got kind of a bad feeling when Yura said “Rachel you came to save me!” though. . . like Yura might be idolizing Rachel too much, and that’ll piss Rachel off. Weird girl. . . . She doesn’t like when other people are “more special” but when she’s “special” to someone she hates that too.
Bam
how i feel about this character
Umm. . .well, we all kind of already know how I feel about Bam. . . . But I’m always okay with talking about how I feel about Bam too so like, I mean. . .
I dunno, he’s probably the character I’ve connected to the most, like. . . ever. Our experiences in life aren’t one-for-one or anything, but I can relate to the sense of being raised in isolation, and having to accept someone else’s definition of me, and being used as a tool for revenge. I can understand being put on a pedestal and then thrown from it only to be put back on the pedestal by someone else. Seeing someone else go through it meant a lot.
And. . . Bam also is accepted for a lot of traits that I’ve typically had a hard time with. Like being stubborn and a little too blunt and I dunno. And he’s quiet and reserved, and it’s just. . . really nice to have him be the hero of the story, haha.
As for the rest of my feelings. . . I’m pretty vocal about being in love with him, and sometimes I have a lot of worries because of it. But ultimately I really like being in love with him and thinking about him, so . . . it should be fine, right? I feel like I’ve been growing a lot beside him lately, and it’s kind of a good feeling. . . I’ve never really been able to grow alongside anyone peacefully haha.
That probably says bad things about me . . . . orz
It’s a little silly, but I feel safer with Bam too, like he’d protect me if he could. . . I’m gonna stop now because it’s to embarrassing to say these things /)(\
all the people I ship romantically with this character
For reasons that are pretty straightforward since I feel so strongly about him, I’m probably most picky about Bam’s relationships than anyone else. Sometimes I worry that I just dislike certain ships with him because they’re popular, etc, but . . . I do like him with Ehwa (no. 1) and Yuri (this ship only started growing on me after their reunion though. I was always a bit mystified by it’s before, but I guess a lot of people in the fandom kind of project on Bam. I mean?? Hwa Ryun doesn’t even LIKE Bam and yet Hwa Ryun and Elaine both get brought up as part of being his harem, or candidates for being “the heroine”. Tch. It’s obviously Ehwa.
Anyway, I also ship Bam with Xia Xia like that’s my big Bam rarepair is with Xia Xia. So those three for the most part :|b But sometimes I really like exploring his relationship with Rachel from a more romantic perspective too? I feel like I’m a bit of a weirdo in that department though. . . I don’t ship Bamchel from the perspective of “he and Rachel work out their differences and live happily ever after” but more in the “they had a really unhealthy borderline-abusive relationship in the past and sometimes that has romantic undertones to me” vein, and exploring that can be very cathartic for me.
I used to ship Bam/Kun but it hasn’t really had an impact on me emotionally since the end of the workshop battle. I keep hoping that they’re gonna get happier, but I can’t shake the feeling that SIU’s leading up to something v. Bad in the AA department.
Oh. . . and for some reason the idea of Bam/Hoaqin strikes me as hilarious too, but I feel like that would bother him. . . he’d definitely give me the side-eye over that. . . . .
my non-romantic OTP for this character
Everyone. Please everyone be friends with Bam he loves having friends.
my unpopular opinion about this character
He knows what sex is and how it works. :/ Everyone likes to be like “OOOOH HE’S SO INNOCENT” but like. He has a body that’s past puberty, so even if somehow miraculously absolutely 0 people every thought “hey, maybe we should give him The Talk” (Jinsung or Hwa Ryun at the very least would though? Especially since Jinsung starts of his relationship with Bam by being like “Do you want girls????”) I imagine when his body started doing that thing that bodies tend to do, he might, just maybe, have been like “So, uh. Why does my voice keep doing that -- that thing it just did it again” or like “Hey, I had this really weird dream????” And we know he was a bit of a late bloomer because literally everyone was like “but he’s so smol” on the floor of test, and then “OH he’s GROWN” after the time skip.
Like, there are physical aspects to having a body designed for sexual reproduction, and we generally pass that kind of information on to people, y’know? AND he didn’t bat an eye when Ehwa and Wangnan were being huge perverts the first time he met them, or seem at all confused when Ehwa insinuated that he’d want to have sex with her. . . . But there are people who make a big deal about how he doesn’t know aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanything about that like ? ? ?
And then there was one fic I found where it was like “Oh yeah, Bam accidentally spread rumors about him boning Jinsung because he didn’t understand this sexual slang lolol” and Bam is really clever and probably actually super good at word play? Rachel used to complain about him making games “take too long” because he wasn’t an easy opponent and did things that were unexpected . . .yeah, he’s really straightforward and single-minded but he’s also pretty good at figuring things out!
Also, I think to an extent he’s purposefully a little distant with people, but that’s not really an unpopular opinion so much as a headcanon, I guess?
one thing i wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon
SIU please just let Bam be happy. . . .TT-TT
More honestly, though, there’s a lot of possible directions I’d love to see Bam’s character take. Maybe that’s why I have so many selfship AUs. . . . except it’s obviously not because Bam in my selfship AUs always has pretty much the same personality and development. I can neither add more suffereing or take suffering away from him orz
But yeah, really the only thing that would upset me as far as Bam’s development is if he dies a tragic death as a martyr. I just want him to be happy. I’m content with anything as long as Bam is happy and smiles in the end
#tower of god#i have a sneaking suspicion that bam's section is shorter than wangnans#but i did it in the order that the names were and got wiped out orz#systematic-shark
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