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Autism be so bad I’m over here making brawl stars OCs
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Wuh oh (Patreon)
Bonus:
The novel experience of being crushed by a giant rock, a visual metaphor
#Doodles#ISaT#Siffrin#Loop#Yaaaay suffering <3 <3 <3#Lol#Starting with a cute practice Sif to get used to drawing them a bit more they're so cute what the heck#He's so shaped I love that for him and about him#Crisp design very nice#Sif really is the embodiment of ''Ignorance is bliss'' and being so maladjusted about it :'D#His memory issues make the me a sad#Ironically I try not to think about it too hard or else I'll get Really sad lol#Memory is the foundation of individual personhood! It's such a tragedy weh#Him brushing things off by falling back into his issues is just so agh Sif no you deserve better!#Some sillies lol I never know if I should give content warnings for these kinds of jokes - I don't make them often!#Loop's line in the Jello streams is So good I couldn't not lol#Happy Wednesday fr btw lol yes I did do that on purpose#The last one agh the red and like - can we talk about Sif (and Loop's and Odile's) specific portraits where their hands do the spark thing??#I always forget how art can be Whatever and that overlapping/removing lineart to imply shapes and movement and just jfdslafd#It's so cool I love it so much it's very inspiring#The bonus is mostly a joke lol - again while watching the Jello streams Lenti was talking about how much she relates to Sif#And I was privately like ''Haha thank goodness I don't relate to him! Couldn't be me!'' And Then#It's fine lol I'm aware of my overlapping issues - I fall more on the Isa side of ''Sounds fake but okay'' but yeah.....yeahhhh lol#As long as I don't get trapped in a time loop about it! Poor Sif haha
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My lesbian ass FINALLY drew Vuzi and Juzi (as madohomu/Madoka x Homura) 💜💛 I hope the Vuzi/Juzi cult accepts me smh 😔😔/J
References I used:
Tagging 💌: @m0n1q @ringo-ro @absolute-solver @spinnydraws @notkoshka @zombytommy @lilywily143 @uzibrainrot @mozzyspurt @idunaflo @electronix-arts @bigpinkbaguette @jazzyblusnowflake
#🎨 Clover's art 🎨#I drew both of these last night and im kinda proud of how they came out???#like...especially the Juzi drawing im kinda ehhh?? about#theres so many errors and mistakes I made when doing the lineart on these two drawings that it honestly bothers me alot 💔💔💔#I love the concept of the drawings but I dont really like how I executed them....🙃🙃#idk what do you guys think?#reminder that im a beginner artist so please...please be nice 😭😭#I notice and see the mistakes and errors already 😭💔#idk maybe im being too hard on myself??#whatever im still glad I finally drew the lesbians 😁😁😁😁✨✨#vuzi#juzi#madohomu#madoka x homura#murder drones#uzi doorman#serial designation v#serial designation j#lesbian#sapphic#bisexual#artist on tumblr#tumblr artists#traditional art#jesus christ this has alot of tags !!!!
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Tragic: the characters concept art designs were 10x better than the finished design, and now you have to deal with immense disappointment and sadness about what couldve been when you look at the character in-game.
#this is about the lion boy from genshin btw#the concept art slapped so hard#the bright red design was so nice#and yet#it seems like the design that was decided on was the one that makes him look like a slightly important npc#genshin#genshin impact#liyue#genshin leaks#4.4 leaks#maybe?? its not like theres an actual image but in case ppl dont want to be disappointed ahead of time i suppose#genshin leak discussion#thats a better tag actually#tbf this is all based on speculative and i think somewhat unreliable leaks so who knows#certainly not i#but i worry that they are accurate
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Mel and Chell with Christmas drip for secret Santa!!!!!!!! It's my gift for @hunterwolf74 :3!!!!
#tag time! woo!!#hi hi I've never actually thought of mel and Chell ever really meeting before at least not hard about it but i saw the promt with them and#i really liked it actually!!! i think they deserve to be silly together its nice :)#wish i could have done more besides outfit design but unfortunately the sickness hit</333#I'll probably revisit the idea once I've actually got the skillset needed to make certain things like perspective and whatnot#regardless i hope the recipient likes it!!!! if ur reading this then hi!! hello!! merry chrusmis!!!!!!#portal 2#portal stories: mel#mel psm#chell#forgot i add I've actually read the fic mentioned in the other promt!!!#i didn't finish it tho. i liked it actually i just didn't finish bc i lost it halfway through and couldn't find it again</3
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incomprehensible doodle page (first shot at gijinka) bone apple teeth
#in the gikabi ZONE rn so redrew the previous thing with gijinka#and just. ad libbed. almost zero eraser usage#still not sure about mag's hairstyle#i think the bluetooth braids are really nice but can't think of a way to make it work well? without making him too round/bowlcut-ish?#but i love the straight hair + longish bangs look....#marx however. he was kinda complete already. just emerged like that out of my brain#which is funny because our system has a marx fictive#and his source/appearance is a gijinka designed by someone else so we were trying so hard to avoid that#despite him annoying the fronter (at the time) in headspace on purpose lmfao#but yeah anyways. this gikabi marx design and our fictive barely look alike (while still maintaining marx-ness) which is good#blood#body horror#<-for crowned mag and marx soul#i loooove blood n body horror theyre so yummy 😁#WAIT I FORGOT MARXS BELLY BUTTON oh well#sphereart.tiff#gikabi#gijinka#kirby gijinka#marx kirby#magolor
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#The funniest thing about trying to sift through an old/small fandom#That mostly exists in blogspot blogging format (not this one but for a game series from the 90s/00s I recently rediscovered)#is that nearly all of the blogs are dead and nothing but a decade's worth of posts of people going#'Sorry I haven't been posting much lately!'#'Thinking about going on hiatus!' 'Back from hiatus!'#'Sorry I haven't posted a lot!'#I'd say they make up a good like 40% of the total posts#Makes me realize it's probably best to just not post stuff like that every single time you take a break?#bc I get disappointed when I find a big inactive blog then realize almost all the content is those kinda posts#I know it's hard especially in an old fandom that has a nice/friendly community but not much/any new content coming out though#bc you don't want to just disappear or lose touch but also after many years sometimes it's just like. SoOo. What's there new to say?#That hasn't already been said or done to death 49483829 different ways#Also I guess that's why tumblr is easier by design to stay active on than something like a blogspot#because you can just reblog other people's stuff even when you have nothing much to contribute yourself#and this one never seems to totally run out of new fan made stuff to share which is great#p
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Going to the mall as I am now (kinda punky/extremely autistic) is kinda funny like. That's a nice shirt. However, it's not one of my thousand beloved black graphic t shirts and it is such a texture and kind of a weird shape to it and honestly I don't really wanna buy any sort of fast fashion type shit or brand shit. Don't care. Oh they have patches. Kinda cute but straight up I can just make those. In fact, I would prefer to. Don't care. Also I'm not buying that.
#i've kind of become a very hard person to please but it's deceptive. in both directions#what i really want is materials. and incredibly specific things.#also just. something about the patches that were designs/artwork like. i feel like i'm being sold an aesthetic#when like. yeah. yeah you are quite literally LMFAOOOOOO#i wanna start a for real battle jacket.... a sturdy but lightweight enough vest for daily wear...#i have a vest but it's flimsy as fuck and not the right shape for me. so i think i'll scrap it for patches#i still gotta figure out how to make nice patch designs though. that is something i struggle w for some reason#but like. i'm not buying mall patches LMFAOOO like. idk it almost feels insulting#idk idk maybe i'm taking it too seriously LMFAO but it does feel like brazen commodification#of something that's like. you're supposed to do it yourself. kinda goes against the whole point#ideologically too. but again maybe i'm just too serious about it.#but like above all i don't want Things i want stuff to make things.#OH MY GOD I GOT IT. those fucking patches were the live laugh love of people who want the aesthetic and edge of punk#but none of the roughness. none of the shittiness. and none of the actual philosophy behind it.#gooooddddddddd i probably sound insufferable though LMFAOOO#i also just feel like a poser myself at times like. i could go deeper i think.#anyways. most important thing and whole point of the trip was manga. got some manga 👍🫡
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so many project ideas not enough ability..........
#libra.txt#hate it when the disabilities are disabling#i wanna write and i wanna draw and i wanna sew and i wanna have money to move out of this awful house#but i can't make money while on disability (or not TOO much money)#(which isn't going to be a problem regardless bc i have never been able to sell anything in my life)#(okay i have been commissioned ONCE. when i was like. 17? i think? idk it terrified me and that's why i don't do commissions!)#but everything i make is for myself first and that typically means no one else cares. yay#sigh. being hard on myself again.#i need to spend time with people that aren't direct relatives#those three days in richmond (while physically taxing for me) were so fun. it's good to see friends#even though there is still of course the persistent niggling 'what if they secretly don't like me but are too nice to say anything'#but that has been a constant since i was 14 so whatever. ugh. just gotta trust them#*I* still care about my friends so until they say it directly i must aggressively tell myself they like me too#sigh. gotta get back to those xc1 designs#why is art so hard. i hate it here
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Becoming VERY FOND of drawing her in her tight lil Prodigy bob YOOOOOF <333333333
#ITS JUST SO TIGHT AND NICE WITH HER SILLY FINS AND BARBELS#i always love this funky x shape her face makes w/ the fins and barbels#was drawing these expressions with the intent of her likeeee idk talking with Dal hypothetically haha#about being an evolved human and things :)#i just think thats a cool little parallel between them and their leadership roles and everything#just the fact that they're both human and yet both visibly Not is so neat to think about#but uh obviously they just became expressions bc i cant draw Dal yet :) maybe somedy!#not so much CANT as much as it is just im reference-less at work and it makes it hard to wanna draw designs#i dont have memorized in my head yknow lol#SAYS SOMETHING ABOUT JANEWAY AND CHAKOTAY I GUESS HAHA#My Art#Kathryn Janeway#Human#Star Trek: Prodigy#Star Trek: Voyager#Threshold#AU
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I try not to hype up anything I do, but my brain is abuzz. abuzzy bee. Got given a gift card for a crappy clothing store (thankful, but I mean, hard to find good items), so I finally bit the bullet and ordered a denim jacket. Now begins the slow process of bleaching, dying, and decorating. Finally going to live out my very simple dream of having a cool denim jacket
#I’m so easy to please#this is so dumb and I’ll probably screw it up and I shouldn’t even say anything lest I embarrass myself#but what started as a joke idea years ago (30+ yr old loser with a hardcore jacket who is he kidding?) is slowly coming to fruition#I have TWO (2) disparate but rad ideas for the design but I’m very torn#I’ll have to poll some people as time goes on#but right now the ideas are: emerald green dye and red roses & floral theme#or: faded goldish dye with a big patch of the Great Red Dragon on the back#it would be cool to have both but tbh shit isn’t cheap in the long run#I’m very torn#bright greens and reds would be beautiful but maybe a little over gaudy? like hard to coordinate an outfit around all that zazz#I do love zazz though…#but a nice muted gold with lots of blacks would definitely go with a lot more outfits. wouldn’t clash with colorful shirts#plus that would look hardcore as fuck.#big William Blake patch on the back. studs and spikes. edgy philosophy patches or whatever#I know it’s a total poser thing to say but I just want to wear something that people are like ‘whoa that dude is dark as hell dawg’#stupid idea but I’ve been thinking about it for awhile#and I want a cool jacket to cover my ugly body so sue me#sorry sorry I’m just pumped up#I ordered it this afternoon so I’ve been thinking about it all day#I wanted a big one and they don’t exactly sell the size I want in local stores so that’s why it’s taken so long to get one#I want lots of room to breathe#rather it be too big than too small#I am really excited though. this’ll be a nice little distraction for awhile. a nice achievable goal.#umm hi I love you#I’m in a really good mood#smooch smooch smooch#you can ignore this#but feel free to shoot me ideas or tell me if you have a cool jacket or anything like that#and also thanks for reading this if you did. I don’t know why you would but I love you for it stranger.#text
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Hirmi with #3
3. What was their most expensive purchase/where does their disposable income go? (Gets you thinking about socio-economic class, values, and how they spend their leisure time)
Omg ur my only friend
Hirmi has a job and is able to make his own money, but he can't legally buy or lease land so he still lives with his parents and is able to save most of his income since he doesn't pay rent LOL. Most of his money goes towards his appearance, not so much with clothes but with things like hair care, skin care, nail care, salon visits, makeup, etc. He hates body hair and waxes his entire body LOL so his frequent trips to the esthetician are probably his most expensive purchase
#second only to his limited edition saint laurent designer outdoor collection hiking bag#oc stuff#lets t a l k a b o u t about ocs#he does like clothes but i dont think he would spend AS much money on them or as frequently#since hes outside a lot it would be hard to keep them looking nice#i guess he figures as long as your skin is glowing and your hair is done youll rock whatever outfit u bum around in
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Sorry abt the occasional digiposting as of late, im coming to terms w/ the fact that it's starting to grow on me orz
#clenches fists.#wondertext#I started watching it w/ some friends recently..for nostalgia reasons in their case‚ but also to introduce me 2 the franchise as well#since it never rly was part of my childhood & i was curious as to what the fuss was all about hsjwjfj#Anyways i never rly took the events all that seriously since I thought shit was so off the wall it was funny But#after nearly 24 episodes i've found myself getting emotionally invested w/ the show at last 😭😭 it's been a journey#ive been progressively getting accustomed to all of its strange concepts . I think im desensitized at this point /lh#like evn the monsters themselves now have me like..ok...Youre not so bad after all. u got a creepy-cute kinda thing goin on &i respect that#(<- Used to find their designs unpleasant. still do a little bit even now tbh sorry But i do appreciate their uniqueness a whole lot)#But yeah i feel Like ive been put thru an entire character arc w/ this thang .#You should've seen the way i used to freak out during the 1st few episodes Everything was So Insane 2 me. it had me flabbergasted#it was like . Lighthearted charming OP song -> Children having a near-death experience in the most surreal way possible#-> Isekai moment -> We get introduced to the ugliest little beasts i've ever seen#-> They spend the rest of the episode almost dying Again -> beast transform into even Uglier beasts & go feral on each other#-> World's calmest most soothing ED sequence that clashes So Hard w/ the tone that was set during the episode it makes ur brain crash.#and thats more-or-less the formula that's been handled throughout the following episodes up until this point#but i suppose I've grown fond of it by now 🧎 I am a Changed man‚ i See the appeal‚ I Understand#well not rly prbablyBut at least each episode keeps me@the edge of my seat now as opposed 2 how i used to enjoy it in more of an ironic way#'tis nice honestly..I've become more appreciative of the kinda vibe the show handles‚ it's got a lot going on :} It's /insanely/ creative
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I've been thinking about this show all day and how awesome I think the designs for these characters are
#my art#yoko jakamoko toto#LITERALLY love everything about this show#the colors are nice#the backgrounds are really pretty#the character designs are awesome#and the theme song goes so hard <3#I have faint memories of watching this show on cartoon network I think
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What are your ultimate faves?
HRM if i had to pick ultimate faves i'd probably have to go with albedo thoma and eula :D which i probably dont talk a lot about but ahaha i feel like theyre the ones that probably haunt me a LOT which is particularly funny w thoma bc hes Just Some Guy BUT he is one of my comfort characters for a reason
#and if you want to hear me ramble heres my long tag rambles:#albedos a synthesized human but for one who isnt human he feels very human#AND as someone who doesnt like to fall into think pessimistically about the world i appreciate his focus on beauties in life (while also#(acknowledging the bad ahahaha)#thoma's just like. the best kind of friend ! idk how to explain it without like bawling my eyes out super hard#AND THEN THERES EULA#SO OKAY EULA. HER WHOLE BACKSTORY OF TRYING TO STRIVE FROM HER BAD BACKGROUND TO MAKE A PLACE FOR HERSELF#TO PROVE SHE CAN BE GOOD - THAT SHE CAN BE MORE THAN THE BAD FAMILY NAME#THE STRUGGLE MAKES ME SEETHE AND MAKES ME ACHE SO HARD#like like like like listen#if you have the time#and if youre down for like chill (sad) song. please listen to stay down by boygenius#its a very eula song to me and it makes me want to eat wood :)!#answered#anons#o also albedos development is so lovely aaaaaaaa#AND HIS VOICE IS VERY NICE LMAOOO THATS WHY I GLUED MY EYEBALLS ON HIM#i didnt care for his design too much until he spoke and i went '...ok. fine i suppose'#game said 'eat shit heres your new fave character ever'#OH WAIT WAIT WAIT ONE MORE THING ABOUT ALBEDO#rather than the cold researcher characters! hes a very warm and compassionate researcher!! and thats why it makes#it all the better to enjoy listening to him ramble about life and bio and blahblahblahblah#BUT ANYWAYS hi. thats enough of me rambling about albedo 🤡
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i was sick and every screen except my phone at 0% was personally burning my eyeballs up for the past two days so ive just inhaled like 2 webcomics to pass the time and now
<-- guy who is punching the floor /positive
#the first one was the doctors are out#and the second was omniscient reader#the doctor one took me a bit to warm up to but s2 is just so good and the character designs are all really nice#im weak for intergenerational trauma in media and s2 is covering an aspect of it so well#but omniscient reader?? broooooo holy shit#it like perfectly fits my tastes#action comics that have my brand of humor are a bit hard to come by but also like#literally everything can be hyperanalyzed bc theres a 99% chance it will be brought up later#like bro#will note i only read the webtoon comic not the web novel apparently there is a difference i didnt know about before i got kinda spoiled#but oughhhh#oh also theres another comic ive finished reading a while back called city of blank which also has an excellent story#and characters#of the three i think city of blank has the best dialogue and the clearest composition#its also super philosophical and deep especially in s3#definitely recommend all of these though#anyways im gonna get off my computer bc my eyes still cant handle 0% brightness computer screen apparently
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