Bad day. Horrible awful terrible bad day

WLW representation is constantly getting cancelled

It’s infuriating how many shows that have positive sapphic media are getting cancelled. The owl house warrior nun, everything sucks, teenage bounty hunters, first kill, paper girls, I am not ok with this, gentlemen Jack, these are se of the shows that have been cancelled and they are just the top of the lesphobic iceberg.

it just fucking sucks!

I made a lot of progress today!

Featuring the illustrious, woodland scenics: Static King Grass Applicator! Touted as the go-to device for all your static grass needs and

THE WORST POSSIBLE PIECE OF EQUIPMENT I'VE EVER USED????

THIS IS A WOODLAND SCENIC STATIC KING HATE ACCOUNT.

The battery pack cover doesn't clip into place? The battery it asks for gives ZERO charge necessary to do anything and on top of that it doesn't even come with a regular plug for a larger charge?

You have to buy it seperately.

WHAT KIND OF A RIP OFF--usually it's batteries not included but for WOODLAND SCENIC STATIC KING it's POWER NOT INCLUDED.

Honestly fuck this whole device. I paid 100$ for this and I want you to save money by NOT BUYING IT.

I don't care what the big name people say. It's a SHITTY PRODUCT.

But Ash how did you attach all your lovely grass?

By Hand, Bitches.

That's right. I collected a chunk, combed it with my fingertips by pinching said clump and pulling until the 4mm grass all faced the same direction and then stuck one end into the glue.

Ad nauseum until it was finished.

I am a god.

referring to ur partner as a moot is so funnynsbsbxncn u guys need like moot friendship bracelets to solidify ur friendship<3 pals being pals !!

once a mutual always a mutual 🫶🏻💖✨

but seriously calling them a mutual sometimes carries the gravity and emotions of some things more than just referring to them as my partner. like if I say my partner it’s just kind of a “oh they miss their boyfriend” kinda deal but when it’s a mutual it carries that weight of a long distance online friendship-turned-more, that history of long-time admiration and obsession, the gravity of what it means for you to finally meet up and be able to exist near each other, even if only for a few days.

and honestly when people say shit about c!wilbur or c!quackity being worse than their characters it makes me Not want to watch the new qsmp stuff. i'm petty and i have been working overtime to not let people like this ruin my enjoyment of something super great. because i do like the qsmp lol it's super fun

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you will tell someone to let you get the spider (so u can bring it outside) and they will immediately kill it.

another day on reddit, another 15 yr old gay kid who wants to kill themselves because nofap told them they're evil and sinful and addicted to porn and if they pray really hard (liveblog their masturbatory practices to strangers online) the gay thoughts and problems will go away. shoutout to the enlightened atheists for reinventing sin in pseudomedical terms. yaayy

So yesterday I had an interaction that I'm still thinking about, and I don't want anyone to assure me that I was in the right or anything I just feel that it might help for me to get it all out in writing?? idk. If it helps it helps I guess. I had a close friend, very close friend, for about four and a half years, and we were fine we were good we clicked we were kindred spirits, but the last year or so I knew him he started being blatantly homophobic, incredibly transphobic, joking about killing gay people, the works. When I started to pull away from him, he asked why I was pushing him away, why I was so nice to everyone around me but not him. I was very openly bisexual even then, I flirted with literally everyone around me, and he had the audacity to ask why I didn't want to spend time with a homophobe. I met him again last night. He came up to me like nothing was wrong, said "we haven't had time to speak much lately", and apologised for "anything he may have done wrong". Which, great. But I pushed forward, I said, "you mean being extremely homophobic in front of me? Someone who makes no secret of the fact that they're bisexual?" And he didn't say anything. "It hurts," I said, "when someone so close to you makes jokes about killing people like you." And he said,

"Clean slate?"

I couldn't. I can't. How do you break someone's trust so badly, and then assume everything can just go back to normal. I said as much to him, I said, "I'll always know you think my existence is wrong, no matter how much you don't say it to my face."

And he quoted some poor dead fool, as if that would make anything better, and then he smiled at me and asked me if I'd read anything interesting recently.

I don't want to be his friend anymore. I've heard what he thinks of gay people, black people, trans people. I don't want to interact with someone like that. I don't need that in my life just when I'm starting to heal. And now im sitting at the dining table a year after the fact and crying over this stupid stupid man who hates the fact that I exist and simultaneously wants me in his life and I hate it I hate it I hate it, and I miss him so terribly, but it hurts so badly, and I can't go back to a friendship like that.

And I wish he'd just accept the fact that forgiveness and friendship are two very different things. I can forgive him because I love him, and I can refuse his offer of a clean slate because I love myself more than I love him. And I can miss his friendship so terribly because he was wonderful to me when it mattered. And I can never want him back because I know what friendship is supposed to look like, now.

I don't know. There's no happy ending to this story. There's no clean break, there's no emotionless confrontation, there's just the two of us blinking back tears and staring at each other as a crowded hall moves around us. And I'm sorry that's the way it turned out.

I know it’s for the best

But I can’t help feeling

Like I made a mistake

Like my expectations were too high

Like I wasted four years

Like at some point along these four years I lost myself

And I don’t know who I am anymore

I feel like I’m coming through the fog

And I’m scared because I’m alone

But I know now I always was

And I feel chronic pain in this bedroom tonight

I have zero respect for or interest in a creator who's not interested in saying something sincere sorry

“oh I’m sorry we didn’t know it had gotten that bad” maybe that’s because earlier on when it was developing, you didn’t fucking do anything! maybe it’s because you told me that I was talking about it too much and that if there wasn’t anything you or I could do about it, talking about it was pointless. Maybe then I just learned how to suck it up and take it. Maybe if i had talked about it you would have cared. But I didn’t want to hold my breath. I don’t know if you being surprised makes you better or worse. Fuck you.

hunter schafer a transmed...

anyone else of the brand where like, Tim Burton movies are part of your personality, but now this J/ohnny D/epp shit is fucking you up? yeah.