Linger
Episode• 5/8
Mobile Masterlist •
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Authors note• damnnn damn
Warnings• Um, well. Ig, language, mentions of death, mentions of broken nose, Jaemin calls someone a lot of names and says they’re not pretty a lot. Be warned 🥺😔
Songs• one of these nights - Red Velvet/ turning page - sleeping at last/ flowers in December - mazzy star/ linger - the cranberries
•you had been sitting on your porch for an hour
•in a pink dress
•with your hair curled
•and flowers on your heals
•and you were struggling to hold back the tears
•okay backtrack
•it was a Friday
•prom day
•Jaemin had mumbled a week before in your ear while to two were sitting in the library if you wanted to go to prom with him
•it made you laugh
•ofc u said yes
•it was Friday
•and Jaemin was acting so fucking weird today
•he was very clingy
•he refused to let go of your hand unless he absolutely had to
•and he spent like all of lunch just
•staring at you
•the rest of the dreamies we’re acting weird too
•after lunch, they all took their time in hugging you, Miri, and Yerim, really tightly
•even Jisung and Renjun, who hated that shit
•and Jaemin said he couldn’t hang out after school today
•which you got
•you just made sure he knew what time to get you
•and he barely looked at your during that conversation
•and before you two left each other for the day
•he kept asking you to tell him you loved him
•and you had to ask him if he was okay
•and he didn’t say anything
•he just kissed you and walked away
•you knew something was really wrong
•bc he didn’t say he loved you
•but you tried not to dilly dally over it
•he would tell you what was wrong in his own time
•you trusted him
•you were a lil worried tho
•no one was answering your texts except for Yerim and Miri
•none of the dreamies were answering
•they weren’t answering your texts, your calls, or any messages left in the gc
•but they were leaving you on read
•Jaemin wasn’t even reading your messages
•your own bf left you on delivered
•you figured you would ask him when he came and picked you up
•10 minutes late (that’s fine, normal)
•15 minutes late (still, probably didn’t know how to put on his tie. that made you laugh)
•30 minutes late (ok, care troubles, must be)
•45 minutes late (he should have at least called something)
•he was an hour late (jaemin...)
•why?
•you called Yerim, who had been Jeno’s date, and asked her if she had seen Jaemin
•unfortunately, she had
•he was at the prom
•with the dreamies
•Yerim told you Miri was on her way to pick you up
•but you didn’t even want to go at that point
•what was happening?
•maybe he forgot?
•so you finally arrived at the prom
•and what you saw made you actually want to hurl
•Jaemin was there alright
•kissing Cynthia
•from the volleyball team
•in the middle of the dance floor
•with all of the dreamies around them, dancing too
•Jeno saw you come in
•he motioned to hyuck
•who told mark
•who got the attention of Renjun
•who slapped Jisungs arm
•who yelled in chenles ear what was happening
•who then basically yelled it to Jaemin, and the whole senior class
•it was like something out of a movie
•a sea of kids parted
•and there was a straight walk from jaemin to you
•or better yet, from you to Jaemin
•because it was you who moved
•Linger by The Cranberries was playing in the background
•this was the first song you had ever shown Jaemin
•the first song you and Jaemin danced to, in your bedroom
•the first song you two officially made out to, in his car, overlooking your shared spot above the city
•it was you and Jaemins song
•and you thought maybe
•maybe Jaemin would apologize
•make an excuse
•but he looked so cold
•so emotionless
•as he looked at you
•inside Jaemins head
•there was a lot going on
•before he left Jeno’s house towards the prom
•he drank
•a lot
•he definitely didn’t want to remember this night
•so he was feeling a lil drunk
•he locked eyes with all the people that expected him to go through with this bet
•all the people (his friends) that expected him not to
•and the one girl he’s ever loved
•she looked so lost
•and Jaemin wanted nothing more than to break away from Cynthias tight grip on his arm, and hug you, and kiss you, and whisper that he was sorry sorry sorry so sorry
•but he was afraid
•Na Jaemin was a coward
•and he was once more, afraid of losing his reputation
•and suddenly,
•it all threw itself at him
•the harsh world he was brought into,
•the pressure he was under
•it all came and swallowed him whole
•and you were his insecurities new target
•all he saw was red
•”Jaemin? What’s going on?”
•he laughs, but it doesn’t sound sincere. It’s cold, lifeless
•”wow, I always knew you were stupid, But I didn’t think you were that idiotic”
•your blood ran cold
•from the corner of your eye, you can see Jisung turn and look the other way, and Miri and Yerim looking on in absolute horror. Yerim let her arms almost fall from Jeno’s embrace, but he held her tightly, afraid of losing her.
•”what?” You looked so lost, like a little lamb that lost their mother in the woods
•if you were the lamb, Jaemin was the wolf
•”I mean, honestly, did you really think I could like a girl like you?”
•you don’t say anything, too much in shock
•”you are a nobody, and you never will be. I know you thought dating someone like me would suddenly make people like you, but new flash y/n, no one does. I can’t believe I had to fucking date you for 7 months. All you do is whine and complain, you’re so fucking annoying. And no wonder I had to start talking to you after mark tutored you; what with you being so fucking stupid. I think it’s so funny how much you tried, when no one really cared. No one cares about ugly girls that put on ugly dresses to try and be more beautiful when nothing will fix the way you are. No one will ever love you y/n, I certainly didn’t-“
•Jeno had heard enough.
•”Jaemin I think she gets it” he puts a hand on Jaemins chest, but Jaemin just pushes it off, and take a step towards you. He really never knew when to stop
•”what, does that make you cry? Knowing that everytime I said I loved you, I was lying? I never loved you y/n. Never. How could anyone ever love a useless bitch like yourself-“
•”Jaemin, stop, look at the poor girl” hyuck finally stepped in and started whispering in Jaemins ear
•it’s true, you were sobbing so much that your pretty makeup was ruined, and you couldn’t even lift your eyes off the floor.
•”oh, why do you care? You act like you weren’t in on the bet this whole time. All of us were. We all knew this was going to happen, because none of us like you y/n. You know, we used to sit there and laugh about how gullible you were. I’m surprised you even have friends. We certainly weren’t your friends. I bet not even Yerim or Miri really like you. They’re actually cool; beautiful. You’re like the ugly duckling that tags along bc you have no where else to turn. Ugly inside and out.”
•”what bet.”
•honestly, everyone was surprised that you talked.
•Jaemin certainly was. He really didn’t want to say anything more, but he couldn’t stop. It’s like he didn’t have an off switch.
•he just laughed at your face
•”remember last night? At my house? I took your puney little virginity. I got bet 8 months ago that I couldn’t take your virginity the night before prom, and then dump your sorry ass in front of everyone. Well look everyone! I win!” He laughed out, all of his stupid jock friends laughing with him.
•he was telling the truth, he took your virginity last night.
•he insisted it was because he wanted you two to be closer on prom night
•you really did feel stupid
•and disgusting
•like you needed a shower
•”and honestly, the worst part was that you weren’t even good. I mean it’d be okay if you were pretty, but look at you!”
•and finally, As Jaemins final act,
•he slipped the anniversary present you gave him off of his left wrist,
•and threw it at your face
•it hit you square in the chest,
•and slid down to floor
•you stayed and looked at it for abt 3 seconds
•but honestly
•you had heard , and seen, enough.
•you didn’t even look at Jaemin, you just turned and ran out of the gym
•everyone started cheering, all the popular people laughing and whooping
•Jaemin just stood there, staring at your retreating figure
•his heart was beating out of his chest
•but someone just handed him a cup full of spiked punch, and he downed it, and pulled Cynthia in for a kiss
•trying to block out the sound of his heartbreaking into millions of pieces
•Yerim and Miri ran out after you, and Jeno and mark followed, while Renjun took Chenle and Jisung - who were sobbing at this point - and dragged them out
•and hyuck just disgustingly stood and stared at Jaemin
•and he pulled Jaemin into him
•and said
•”you’re right, Jaemin. You won. Congrats”
•before shaking his head and running out after everyone
•outside, you were trying S U P E R hard not to have a panic attack
•it was a lie, all of it
•you should have known
•you should have seen that getting involved with the 7 most popular boys in school would ruin you
•Jaemin was right, you were so so stupid
•you heard footsteps behind you, and when you saw all of your friends (minus Jaemin, obviously), you couldn’t help but cry more
•Yerim and Miri slowly walked towards you, and you pulled them both in for a hug, sobbing onto their shoulders
•from behind them, you saw Jeno reach out for you, and softly call your name
•you sucked in a deep breathe
•they knew
•”you knew.”
•the only one that wasn’t crying at this point was renjun, but he looked damn near tears.
•”I’m not going to lie to you y/n, yeah we did-“
•”that’s contradictory. You have been lying to me for 8 months.”
•you didn’t even sound mad, just broken.
•which was honestly worse
•you just shook your head at them, and started walking towards Miri’s car, hoping she could take you home.
•”Jeno.”
•Yerim sounded betrayed as she whispered her boyfriends name
•”how could you?”
•”did you all just see us as idiots?” Miri chimed in
•no one said anything.
•like idiots
•Miri shook her head, and if looks could kill, 6/7 of the dreamies would be killed on the spot.
•”don’t you ever come near us again.” Was the last thing she said, before wrapping her hands around Yerim, and pulling her towards her car.
•Jaemin chose the P E R F E C T time to come out
•the events went as such:
•newly dumped Jaemin walks outside
•newly dumped Jeno locks eyes with new dumped Jaemin
•newly dumped Jeno sees red
•new dumped Jaemin gets a broken nose
•5/7 dreamies retreat
•mark drives Jaemin home
•Jaemin sits on his porch for three hours, not crying, but thinking about everything that happened that night
•Jaemin finally calms down enough to realize wtf happened
•Jaemin immediately wants to die
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Ok errbody, it's the peachy family's or neocrackheads group chat's 2nd month anniversary 🍷✨
*insert wine glass clinking coz fuck it*
Peachy family in a nutshell 🍑:
We’re all just Pokemon that type like t h i s
LETTUCE BEGIN!
@nct127grass | GRACE! 😎
Oh lord- OK SO gracie sweetie ✨ hello :D aH yEs the first person to litterally type
"hey fam 😎" with that exact emoji
Grace, you've lingered on my blog for a while honestly ahEm ik what u be doin to the point where I can say: I've known abt your existence before the gc. You've honestly made me feel like I'm in middle school again saying "fam" and "dope" so congrats ✨. anYwhOdLeZ you're vv nice and could be one of the nicest people I've ever met 👀. You're always vv supportive and understanding so I thank you for that 🤧 I dAre to say that sometimes, you're like the internet sister i've always wanted 👁💧👄💧👁.
What remindes me of grace: earrings, plushies, sharkies, smuts, more importantly my smuts 😏, asks, anons, cute goth lolita kinda things, bangchan from straykids dont ask, wedding rings
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@sunflowerhae | GWEN! 👼🏻
Hai gwennie :D The time we evolved from ot4 to ot5, thank you for being our pokemon evolution 🤧💫
Gwennnnnn, you just keep it real 💅🏻. The owner of the "👼🏻" emoji 😔✋. Gwen legit, I love you death. (boop period.) (but i wuv all of you to death so,,, 😌). You're the only calm-ish one. And I also feel like you're if not ooper then kinda adventurous with your collabs and ✨jazz✨. And I vibe 🤧. I shant forget when the group chat was so heated on everyone's face 😌. In a summary: I wuv you gwendolyn.
Gwen thingz: tarot cards, the sun, the movie lolita, bright ass crayons, sunflowers, zenon the movie, yellow pencils
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@nanajaems0308 | JUJU!
Part one out of two for accepting them into the gc coz you think your kids know them 😌
Juju, hello :D. You were actually the first person that I talked to oUt of the gc, as in, sending eachother asks but them bAm we got discord 🔥. I've probably had the weirdest convos w you so thanks for accepting my "crackhead nature". and you're sucessfully my bro's favourite niece so congrats ✨ AND WE'VE TALKED AT WINX CLUB AND THE BARBIE MOVIES 😌✋ I FUCKING STAN. pLus you're on your way to becoming a comedic legend 😎 so in a summary: juju you're vv easy to talk to and you're ooper nice and i will deck any dood or woman or anYOne that tries to come @ you
Juju TiNgZ: my laptop 👁👄👁, my lotion 👁👄👁, haircombs, jaemin, seventeen's dino wtf ik , hulahoops, strawberries, the color teal or turquoise
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@kunswifegwen | GWEN/GGTRJ!
Part 2 out of 2 of accepting hoomans into the gc coz you assumes your kids knew them so you added them
GGTRJ HIIIII HOE~sOO idk if you count as my child or in law, but I'll count you as an in law just incase gwen and grace wanna adopt you 👀. anywaySSSsSsSs I distinctly remember having kinda of a awkward convo w you in the gc coz there was just a bunch of exchanges of "fam" and mOviNg oN. I'd be down to virtualy sip wine with you anyway fam 😎 you just give me those "clink clink bitch" sorta vibes. You've only been in the gc for like a month but whatever, wuv ya.
ggtrj tinGz: dilf jeno, pewdiepie, frogs, Lionel Richie, the titanic, Versace, that one juul ad i always see on tiktok, dinosaurs
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@huangvibez | Zainab
oMG hi! Lmao im sorry anywOdLez *iNhALe* an ot4 member 👁💧👄💧👁 hol up im switching tomy laptop coz tumblr's being wonky
oK IM NOW GOING TO MAKE THINGS SHORT SWEET N KINDA SAPPY
HAI ZAINAB you’re vv easy to talk to and I vibe w it. A moment I remember the most abt you is when I told you that Robert Paterson would yell at me if his ketchup packet was 1.4 ounces instead of 1 ounce and when you wanted to see a vampire fic and I told you I had a Jeno one and it still lays in my drafts to this day. Yeehaw wuv ya <3
Zainab tinGz: Zayn Malik idk, big time rush, blue pens, renjun’s shoulders, grapes, hello kitty lunch boxes, soccos, lemons and socks.
@bbjisungg | CISSY!
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oK sO,,,,we honestly don’t talk much but lEgiT i really don’t care tho coz I still wuv you thy talented child :D
cissy tiNgZ: grass, trees, basically pLants, bunnies, glitter, the we go up era, gummy bears
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@bbyyangiex2 | ELIE! 🍄
O heY elie :D sO Imma start off by saying that honestly,,,,you’d be gr8 friends with npc me 😌. She’s like me but only 4 months older than you 🤩. Anywhodlez let’s gOoOooOoo
oK so elie, you’re vv talented likE IDC WHAT OTHER HOOMANS SAY BUT I THINK YOU’RE ABSOLUTELY AMAZING. Like stop stfu- yOu cAnt cHangE mY minD eLiE yOure dOpe. Anywhodlez, I remember that one time although idk if you’d know but whAtEvEr. When we were dropping pics of ourselves and you suggested that i was like one of those ullzangs? idk, but then I got a pic of one and you didn’t question in so i was kinda sitting there like 👁👄👁 and proceeded to laugh my bOOty off. Dw tho, I still wuv ya sweetie, I wouldn’t question it either tbh ;-;
Elie tiNgZ: WayV, toenails, sprite, boba, matcha boba, any boba, eyeliner, the middle finger, roller skates, Yangyang, orange juice?, a kid that’s able to hold a convo with me even when you pee (if you know you know)
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OK SO mkAy peachy family! Hi it’s just mEeeeEeEeEe so in a summary I wuv you all...alot 💖💖💖
sincerely,
abi your resident milf <3
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