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bpdiruma · 6 months

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happy birthday, miu iruma!

by the time that this is posted, it is exactly november 16th in japan, aka miu's birthday!

read under the cut for a mushy personal lovepost about her

ok so i have been into danganronpa since like 2019. obviously i have had interests in between but danganronpa has always held a place in my heart. especially this girl. i must admit that she wasn't my favorite starting out (i still loved her though, she just wasn't my first favorite years ago, believe it or not).

timeskip like a year or two after i have been in the danganronpa fandom. i decide to revisit danganronpa v3 again because hey, nostalgia and it would be funny! why the hell not! but turns out me playing it for kicks changed my life.

i know it sounds corny to say a fictional character changed my life and saved my life. but its true. miu is a very special character to me that holds a place in my heart that no other character has been. not even characters i have fixated so deeply on in the past. miu just has something about her.

she really is everything to me and i see pst the jokes and comments she makes. she's a brilliant girl, she was one of the most important characters of danganronpa v3. without her inventions, the game would have been so much different. it's thanks to her that a lot in the game went the way it did. such as her cameras, electrobombs, electrohammers, bugvac, adding functions to keebo, the remote for the exisals, and not to mention the entire virtual world was changed and modified by her. she had a heavy influence on this game that i wish people acknowledged more.

she's also extremely sweet. despite the jokes she makes, deep down she's incredibly sweet once she trusts somebody. this is shown with her behaviors towards kaede and shuichi, once someone cares about her, she will be totally sweet and caring towards them and completely protective (saying lines such as "if anything happened to you i might go crazy") towards those she cares about. she has unique ways of showing it due to the fact she has had nobody over the years, but she still cares. she is so sweet deep down and it's another thing i appreciate about her.

also, her need to change the world with her inventions. that is something that has made me so emotional about, considering that it was her driving motivation. she wants to help, she wants to be relied on. to say she only cares about herself is a lie. she's so caring and she wants to make the world a better place. she feels like the world needs her.

i like to see past what she is portrayed as on the surface. she's a sensitive girl who just wants somebody to care for her. i hate when people reduce her down to jokes and inappropriate things or calling her dumb. because she's genuinely the complete opposite of that. her act with the jokes is all a facade, she hides herself with it. she admits to that. and you can see in her free time events as she gradually shows herself. there's more to her than meets the eye.

and she's just a character that resonates with me a lot. as someone who has borderline personality disorder, i see a lot of myself in her personality. obviously it is not confirmed if she has this disorder but so many of the symptoms line up. and even so, she has aspects just like me and that comforts me. to know i can love a character who has the same traits i do. it makes me feel less alone. she helps me feel heard, in a way. borderline personality disorder is incredibly painful and i can feel alone at times, but miu makes me feel less isolated and alone. i find comfort in knowing there's a character out there who is just like me. even if she's fictional, the effects she has on me as a person are very real.

usually when i'm feeling upset the first thing i do is look up any miu content, whether it's in-game clips, fanart, etc. just anything about her helps calm me down. she always soothes me and makes me smile.

i like to pride myself in knowing the most about her and i consider myself her #1 fan. i have consumed literally all media types of her and i have so much merch (might post a collection soon) of her. i analyze her character all the time and try to see all aspects of her. i will always defend her, she's my favorite character of all time. i love her.

happy birthday miu you always have a special place in my heart <3

#loveposting #personal post #happy birthday miu iruma #my number one comfort character #do not hate on me for being this emotionally attached to her pls #danganronpa #miu iruma #drv3 #danganronpa v3 #dr #iruma miu

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catboyrichardkarinsky · 1 month

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for the record you might think I'm a hypocrite when i say all the characters in merrily we roll along are meant to be unlikeable when i lovepost about Mary every day but to be fair. I'm aware of her flaws. and i love her regardless. have you considered that.

#like i knowwww she's codependent she's increasingly more bitter towards the beginning of show/end of story #and she enables Frank's and Charley's worst qualities #and is unable to call Frank out on his bullshit #also the alcoholism. obviously. very unhealthy coping mechanism #THERE. I'm aware of my wife's flaws. now let me love her unconditionally #half of this is also Frank's fault though

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memryse · 2 years

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i wanna expand on my tags a little actually <3 loveposting for the mcyt fandom at the end but under a cut bc this is pretty heavy Backstory (tw for suicidal ideation) and i’ve never spoken about it publicly before but i think i would like to get it off my chest after all this time. bc i never really opened up about it and i don’t think i could say it directly to anyone

ok so. pandemic bad. we all get that right

i handled the first part of the pandemic p well. it was summer, as an introvert (and, as i have recently realised, an undiagnosed autistic who was REALLY struggling in sixth form) i enjoyed the freedom from other people. i ended a shit relationship (don’t edate, kids), got super into twisted wonderland, made some lovely friends in my twst server who i still adore to this day. i thought the pandemic would be great for me!

but as it turns out, i actually do need a little bit of contact with people my own age in order to not go insane. and to put my social situation into perspective, i had a friend group at sixth form who i never talked to outside of school and intended to drop the minute i had an excuse to do so because they were transphobic, and two friends from pre-sixth form who went elsewhere for sixth form who i Also barely talked to anymore because. again. undiagnosed autistic. reaching out to people just to say “hi” and make small talk is not my thing no matter how well i know a person.

so september rolls around, we start university. i my friends move to their unis, i move to mine for a bit, make friends with one of my flatmates, but then we go back into lockdown at halloween and both of us go home. again, i struggle to keep contact with her, and i’ve made no real friends in my online classes either - i talk in the group chats a lot, met my classmates once while i was still at uni, but don’t click with anyone. and it’s also november. so all of these things considered, the seasonal depression hits really hard.

i realise i wasted my entire time in school being a terminally online kid who can’t maintain friendships with people in real life (narrator voice: this is, again, because of the undiagnosed autism and wanting to share your obscure hyperfixations but nobody irl caring). and i also realise how little i ever have private conversations with people even online, that barely anyone ever even bothers reaching out to me personally despite me having several close online friend groups. and i just… get it into my head that i’m fundamentally unlikeable and broken as a person, that i’m not worth getting to know outside of a group setting. i start noticing everything about other people’s friendships to the point that i either have to remove myself from conversations where my twst friends would mention other people or i would just outright take out my misery on them because i had no other outlet other than this twst server that i ran. by the end of december, i was idly contemplating suicide pretty much every day. it’s without a doubt the most mentally unhealthy i’ve ever been - i’m normally very self aware/analytical of myself but i was so absorbed in how utterly miserable i was that i couldn’t see how much of a dick i was actually being. the worst part is that my friends did reach out, but at the time it didn’t help, because it just made it feel like people only cared because i was acting so obviously concerning.

i think around mid january i realised it was not healthy for me to be around those people, but even then i hadn’t realised i was treating them like shit, it was very much from a self absorbed place of “i will feel worse if i keep hanging out in this server”. so i just… cut myself off from people. deactivate my twitter. try to stop talking in the server as much as possible. focus on uni work. still utterly alone in real life - my two school friends would message me every once in a while, but i never know how to properly respond, which continues the cycle of me feeling isolated and broken. yknow what’s funny is that in hindsight we had a minecraft server with the three of us in december and my brain erased all connection between “your friends want to play minecraft with you” and “your friends like you and want to hang out with you”. and i knew they were talking and hanging out with each other too and that they knew each other’s personal lives, but i was comparatively out of the loop. what i’m trying to say here is that i used to not think jealousy was a genuine thing until i became the human embodiment of it

except for one thing. one of those friends is a wilbur/dsmp fan. and they keep messaging me dsmp references, which i absolutely do not get, but am sort of aware of the existence of the dream smp. i watch a couple of the videos they send me, but generally understand none of it. all i know from twitter is “dream is bad”

it gets to the end of february/beginning of march, and i say fuck it. i start watching wilbur’s dsmp videos, and then tommy’s. by the time i get to the exile vods, it’s become such a hyperfixation that i physically can’t concentrate in class anymore because all i can think about is watching the next vod. which, yknow, not great for my academics especially when i’m already struggling because of the Mental Illness. but what it does give me is an excuse to talk to my friend! and our other friend sees me getting into it and decides to check it out too (hi mint if you’re reading this. i’d put a heart but it feels a bit awkward after the paragraphs about suicidal depression) in total it takes me like. two or three weeks to catch up with the general gist of lore, with my first live streams being the prison streams. for related reasons i don’t remember most of that period. it was a BLUR

i reactivate my twitter because i’m unable to keep myself from gushing about the hypfx. at first i only use a 0 follower side acc because i think everyone will hate me for liking mcyt. then i decide to post it on main, predictably lose followers so i do end up making a diff account. BUT hog hunt comes out, which convinces sin, my twitter mutual since 2017 or 2018 to go from “will maybe watch dsmp one day” to “has to find out about this thing immediately”. we’d been mutuals for so long and are basically the same person but had never properly become close bc we were always into different things

and well. all of that somehow ends up in me getting into 3l and hermitcraft despite having awful associations with hc because of the shitty relationship from the start of the post. me, irl friend mint, sin and some other New friends manage to all become a friend group because of a minecraft server. long story short in april i travelled to london to meet up with them because they’re my dearest friends and i have photos of us on my wall all together wearing minecraft youtuber merch.

i talk to both of those irl friends nearly every day now. which all started with mcyt yes but we’re just overall so much closer now, we all live in different places but make efforts to hang out a lot - often for mcc <3

starting in december i allowed myself to properly start talking in that twst server again. for most of 2021 i’d been too hyperfixated on mcyt to even really want to, but i was also so disgusted by how badly i’d treated them that i figured they were better off without me. but… they welcomed me back with open arms, i’ve never felt an ounce of anger from them even though they definitely deserve to be mad at me for all of that. i talk to them most days even if it’s just to check in or share an outfit. they’re like my family and i love them so dearly

and finally! i moved back to uni in march and worked up the courage to join a society - i became such fast friends with them, we hang out so much and i met multiple hc fans in the society! one of them is coming over to watch double life with me tomorrow <3 i thought i was incapable of making new friends but i’ve clicked so well with all of them. the mcyt thing is just one part of that, but well. domino effect. if all of the above hadn’t happened i would have been too depressed to consider even trying making new friends. and i’m so glad i did.

i’ve made so many cool friends from tumblr too, and never in my life did i see myself returning to tumblr until i found out that there were more inniters on tumblr <3 in general my life has just done a complete 180 from early 2021 and i truly owe all of it to the video of crimeboys trying to gaslight phil into thinking he doesn’t have a wife, and the video of tubbo trying to pronounce “diamantspitzhacke”. this fandom is hell sometimes but it’s definitely the reason i’m alive today, so that’s generally a good thing i think

yeah this got. really long but okay. the one part of my life that i have still not improved is that i have no clue how to open up to people, i don’t really do direct emotional closeness. nor would i necessarily want to dump all of this directly on anyone, because it’d almost feel like i’m blaming them for that dark point in my life, like i’m saying “you should have been there for me”. but i’m done being angry about it, i could have done more to reach out for help. so writing this out and sending it off to the void of tumblr is cathartic enough for me, and whoever happens to read it, i don’t really care. i’m just happy now. amazing what minecraft youtubers and a community of gay minecraft youtuber fans can do for a person

#tw suicide #tw suicidal ideation #memos

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0bsc3ne · 3 months

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god. i love my partner. so much. and i really don't want to break up bc he's probably the best person i could ask for considering my long-term goals and current issues. he's great and i just want to point that out bc i don't lovepost him as much as i ventpost and i just want to be clear that he isn't nearly as terrible as my skewed stories of him on tumblr make him seem.

that being said.

god he pisses me the fuck off sometimes. i left at 7:20 bc i needed to go by the store before the show and i wasn't about to wait for him to find his shit. he then got a little sulky abt that but whatever. should be noted that he's got a bit of a drinking problem and has been saying for months that he wants to get better. whatever, we've all got issues, nbd. but he just. doesn't fucking try. before i left he cracked open a beer to drink on his longboard on the way to a fucking BAR. i told him he could just like,,, save that one for later tonight?? bc he's gonna get smth at the bar anyways??? but nooo. anyways remember this it's important later

anyways show's great and i have fun but like. mid last set he comes up to me and just tries to kiss me? which. again. nbd ig but i Really don't like pda and he knows that. and then after the show he tries again. atp i realise he's drunk and some conversation happens and he can't remember the name of one of the bands (later on he insisted that he did, in fact, remember them) and then he finally admits to being drunk after he can't remember a conversation he had with someone else he was going to tell me about. and this brings up that whole thing abt how he wants to get better abt drinking and says he wants me to help him and i say i literally just did (note the end of the whole previous paragraph) and then i say something about how that would've been really easy to yk. not drink. like it's literally not even a five minute ride to said bar. and then he got offended and asked for my bike lock code so he could go unlock his board and (presumably) go home. and just. idk.

i feel like i'm in this weird position where my entire life philosophy is "do whatever the hell you want, just don't fuck with anyone else when you do" so i generally try to avoid judging/influencing people as much as possible but then he wants me to do it to him abt his alcoholism when i'm just. Not Comfortable doing that. like that's your problem, dude, and i'll support you if you need it, but if you're just going to ignore me the one time i try to be insistent? why should i even fucking bother? idk. i guess i'm just under some sort of bias or smth bc i just. Cannot stand any sort of drug that slows my thinking so i don't really understand the appeal of alcohol but. still. idk.

it just kinda sucks. in the most selfish way it just sucks that he's so perfect except his only two flaws, both of which happen to be the two things i can't fucking stand in people. idk. i won't break up w him over either (at least for now) but it just sucks that it doesn't really feel like he tries for either. and i love being around him otherwise. and that is most of the time. it's just all conflicting.

but ig he can say the same thing considering he's dating... whatever the hell i have going on. i'm probably worse. idk. i miss being single in the way of like... "you can't miss what you never had." if it does get to a point where we break up. i'll only ever miss being in a relationship with him bc I experienced it. otherwise i have no real desire to be in a relationship ever i just kinda stumbled into this one. whatever. i've been sitting in this bar too long writing this i need to just go home and see my cat i miss him

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apollos-boyfriend · 2 years

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YOU CAN CHANGE CHARLOTTES RIBBON COLOR????

#icarus speaks #charlotte loveposting #I GOT THE BLUE RIBBON AND EQUIPPED IT JUST TO SEE IF I COULD #AND NOW SHES BLUE????#oh that has to fuck with SOMETHING. considering the importance of her yellow ribbon #incheresting.....

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sambunnysgrave · 5 months

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i. Introduction

Hello all, my name is Sam. I’m an 18 year old trans guy living in the southern United States as a 2nd generation immigrant. English is my 2nd language. I’m gay, jewish, and disabled mentally as well as physically.

I am a survivor of csa and ramcoa. The specificities of my trauma aren’t something I feel any obligation to explain, nor are the exact details of my health. Block me if you have a problem with that.

I don’t intend to get into identity politics on here, just sharing what I feel is important context about myself.

ii. Thesis

This account is just a journal, more or less.

I’ve always loved to read peoples public journals, especially people dealing with marginalization or trauma that I can relate to. These people experience life through the same lenses I do. Unlike the accepted definition of humanity in this day, these people are still fighting to survive.

It’s beautiful in a morbid way, I think, to watch people survive. It’s fascinating. It unearths a primal feeling.

If you’re reading this, then consider this a log of the most impressive thing Man has ever done: survive.

iii. Tags

Here’s a list of the tags I plan to use frequently on this account. This list is subject to change.

🐇::꒰ ❛Sam’s Grave❜ ꒱

general tag for when I have anything to say

🕊️::꒰ ❛Dead Dove❜ ꒱

catchall tw tag

🖤::꒰ ❛Long Post❜ ꒱

for my long posts

🫀::꒰ ❛Yearning❜ ꒱

loveposting tag that may get nsfw (please block if under 18 or uncomfortable)

🪓::꒰ ❛Lyrics❜ ꒱

lyric spam tag for your spam-filtering convenience

🩸::꒰ ❛Vent❜ ꒱

venting tag (for heavy venting; again, please block if you’re uncomfortable)

🦷::꒰ ❛Brainweird❜ ꒱

mental illness/mental health content

🍷::꒰ ❛Art❜ ꒱

for my art, probably doodles or poetry

🥩::꒰ ❛Silly❜ ꒱

lighthearted/silly content

iv. Content Warnings

I am psychotic and often unable to tw for unreality or delusions.

I use slurs to refer to myself. I will not tw for my identity.

I do not tw “creepy” or “unsettling” content. If there is a specific thing to warn for, I will. Otherwise, expect this whole blog to be a bit weird.

I love blocking people, and you should too. If you don’t want to see my content, you don’t need to tell me that. You can just block. It’s okay, I promise.

v. DNI

Because every blog needs a DNI, right?

Honestly, just DNI if you don’t want to interact with me. That’s about it. Other than that, here are some general guidelines, I guess.

I am a proshipper, I believe that people should be allowed to post whatever gross shit they want on the internet if they tag it right. Doesn’t mean I enjoy consuming most “proship” content, I just don’t think it’s my business what other people do. If you disagree with that, we probably won’t get along.

I support informed self diagnosis.

I support non-traumagenic systems (coming from a traumagenic system).

9 times out of 10, I don’t want to hear about drama. If you post about drama untagged, we probably won’t get along.

Interpret that as you will. I don’t really have a hard DNI.

vi. Closing Statement

If you’ve read this and still want to look at my content, then please, feel free to browse. Follow if you like what you see. Talk to me if you think we’d get along. I love meeting people :]

If you do plan to stick around, then hi. Glad you decided to stop by.

#🐇::꒰ ❛Sam’s Grave❜ ꒱#🖤::꒰ ❛Long Post❜ ꒱

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rosesandmary · 1 year

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TAGGING SYSTEM MASTER POST

TAG MEGA POST

rosemary rambles is my talking tag (but it used to be liv.txt, so some old posts are still tagged that)

any name followed by .op is the tag used to represent who is fronting

writinglb is where i talk about whatever im writing. be it fanfic or an assignment or anything. it might spoiler something so beware!

special interest tag is for things relating to my special interest

rosemarys hall of fame is my favorite tag

baby its queue! is my queue

paint covered hands is my art tag

rosemarys writing my writing tag (swings between fanfic and original works ^_^)

the music of travelers is my band-posting tag. by scrolling through it you are allowing yourself to be exposed to my autism.

things i would kill to own is my fashion tag

you and i we are matter (and it matters) is my positivity tag

no one gave up a rib for me! is my the crane wives loveposting tag

rosemarys personal posts are just things very personal to me. they might be vents or they might just be me talking about my feelings. typically i dont want anyone rbing them but mutuals. if i really dont want anyone to reblog something ill turn rbs off entirely.

live on the scene is my irl pic tag. just selfies and shit ig!

pubby <3 is the tag where i post photos of my dogs smile

begging for help from someone who's dead! is my flatsound loveposting tag

i know im not there mentally but you could be the remedy is my ajr loveposting tag

practice blogging is the tag ill use when im talking about my clarinet practice

promise me that youll start where i end is my the oh hellos loveposting tag

ragbros posting is the tag i use for my diluc and kaeya posting

dep posting is what i tag dwellers empty path content

wife tag is the tag for characters i consider wives to me

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