#in my defense I am sick
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The reason fakir and mytho ended up like that is because they have a master/guard dog dynamic but mytho is physically incapable of giving orders/leashing the dog so it’s left to run wild. Without a proper structure the dog begins to panic and starts growling at everything, even the master
This is not character analysis so much as speculation but I know in my heart what doomed fakir and mytho to That dynamic in season 1 is that mytho can’t be a little bossy like. fakir gets the rep for being controlling but he has such an intense vibe of someone who wants to be bossed around and in the absence of a proper structure for him he is floundering. The boy puts up a big show of being independent and doing things his way and then he literally drops everything to do whatever Duck wants forever. If mytho was like a teeny tiny bit more assertive and ordered fakir around it LITERALLY would’ve fixed him and solved like 90% of the interpersonal drama they had in season 1 in this essay I will—
#I feel insane for this one#in my defense I am sick#everyone who says fakir has cat energy is dead wrong that boy is a puppy dog#he’s like a neurotic bug eyed little chihuahua that goes yap yap yap#can anyone hear me I keep typing words god knows what they mean#lea talks
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see i really would like to draw but like. no❤️
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I HAVE NOT LUNCHED FUCK UHHH IT'S PAST 5PM AND I'M HUNGRY UHMMMM
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"Sam, eyes on me now. We go to “D” and, right, would you say this is more “Dolls-comma-watching,” or “Dolls-comma-human skin”?
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[ID: two identical drawings of Alice Dyer and Samama Khalid from the magnus protocol. the illustrations are from inside the computer, you can see the wires, a spider web and in one version the text of a statement from TMAGP 1. Alice is dressed in a green flannel and white shirt, she has bleached blond hair with pink ends. She has a lot of pins and is snapping her fingers to draw Sam's attention. Sam has dark curly hair and square glasses, he has dark skin and is wearing a red-ish sweater. Hes looking up at Alice.]
#i am late to the hype as always but in my defense. i was sick and dying for the last ten billion years#this ended up a lot more cartoon-y than i wannted but its fine#tmagp#the magnus protocol#samama khalid#alice dyer#the magnus verse#art#digital art#fan art#also yes they are inside the. puter#bgbrry
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yes, the plans that i could not share with you (because the haters would sabotage me) were that i was taking on LACC in my vash getup :)
i have so few pictures of myself but i got so many compliments (especially on my arm) and plenty of other people took pictures of me. and normally i don't like attention but i will be honest with u. under these circumstances i loved it. my arm held up really well through 8 hours on the convention floor and i have never been prouder of anything i've made. it's articulated incredibly well, no part of it gave out or required repair, it's never uncomfortable or a nuisance to wear, and i have enough range of motion to do relatively complex things like tying my shoes.
originally i was not planning to try to meet anyone famous because 1) it's expensive and 2) the lines are long and 3) i feel weird and annoying approaching literally anyone for any reason BUT. the spot where i met up with my sister just happened to be right next to johnny yong bosch's table. right when he started signing things. so i said LOL ok i'll do it.
it was super chill, i asked him how it felt to get the call that they wanted him to come back 20 years later for a trigun reboot and he said it almost didn't happen -- that since they recast everyone else for stampede they considered recasting vash as well (and i said WOW i'm so glad they didn't) and he said he really enjoyed getting to come back and explore a darker take (i forget if what he said was a darker take on vash's character, or just a darker trigun in general) but it was briefly surprising 2 me that he considered stampede to be a darker version but i get it, especially when u consider that there is not a lot of comedy in those 12 episodes to balance out the grief.
ANYWAY he was impressed with my arm and i asked him if he would sign my coat :) so he signed the lining but he was also like u know what, i'm gonna give you a second autograph just because. so he signed a print for me as well (free of charge!!) and the print with the blue signature matches my famous paintings that i always film in front of (that's providence baybee)
other stuff from the con under the cut
cosplay notes:
i saw 3 other vash cosplayers (a 98 vash, a stampede vash, and a purple coat vash) and no shade but i definitely had the best arm build. peace and love to all of them though
i saw 1 1/2 wolfwoods. 1 was the aforementioned mullet wolfwood from yesterday's post (ww if you’re out there ww) and the 1/2 was the 98 vash cosplayer’s gf in some kind of goth-ish dress and she was carrying a punisher
mullet wolfwood if you're out there i regret not getting a picture with you so much. i am deeply ashamed and i have no excuse because i ran into you twice and both times i was too embarrassed to ask for a picture. i just want you to know that your punisher was swag and your earrings were yolo and we would look very good together
i expected to see a lot more trigun tbh. los angeles where u at. 4 vashies at a convention of 120,000+ people is nothing. one guy even walked up to me like wow i love ur vash, i haven't seen a lot of trigun at this con and i was like I KNOW i thought i'd see a lot more
theeeee costume of all time award goes to the cad bane cosplayer i saw on the balcony. spare hand in marriage dude (gn) you looked so good
second place for costume of all time goes to the other mother cosplayer who had button eyes and these crazy finger appendages and never once broke character even while waiting in lines
i took 100 points of psychic damage from this one guy who (and im not kidding) was at least 6’4’’ and wearing platform boots and was dressed as the mfing onceler. with the stupid top hat he was fr 7+ feet tall (i saw him duck to get through a doorway).
someone was there as the brawny paper towel guy?? just walking around in a beard and flannel carrying a pack of paper towel rolls?? go off king
i saw 5 nightwing cosplayers but only 2 were biblically accurate (had ass)
the nanami sweep at this convention was so real u all SHOWED UP. and everybody ate. i saw at least 12 nanamis and not one of them was a flop.
i have never seen so many spider-mans in my life
other things:
fig. 1: this extremely hot captain america on a very large poster was about 2 make me act unwise. hi gorjus................................. nice eyebrows
fig 2: i saw this sign a couple blocks away from the con and i did a triple take. 🔥🔥🔥TRIMAX MENTIONED🔥🔥🔥
fig. 3: i saw all 4 hobbits in panel and can confirm elijah wood’s laugh is ten times more infectious in real life. before they were even done sitting down, dominic monaghan switched around all of their name cards so that none of them were seated behind the right name. as u might imagine much of the panel's content was reminiscing about LOTR, but i heard some stories that i hadn't heard before. they also talked about video games, other projects they are working/have worked on, how their kids feel about their dads' LOTR roles, how much they love ian mckellen, and how they would love to see something happen for the 20th anniversary of ROTK this year. sean astin (the legend) took shots at the stranger things writers (basically said joyce could never be happy with hopper) AND EVERYONE CLAPPED LOL. billy and dom talked about the best food in NZ, their show billy and dom eat the world, and the unfortunate events that led to the friendship onion's hiatus. it was a ton of fun to just watch them be themselves with each other, you can tell that these guys are all so fond of each other and love each other so much.
and finally, fig. 4: i bought these beautiful prints from @/batinyourbelfry and the skeletal washi tape from @/skeletalacademia (both on IG)
#this post is all over the place but i want u all to experience this with me. baby's first convention#i didn't hate it like i thought i might but i am absolutely WIPED and will b perfectly content to not go to another con for several years#lacc#los angeles comic con#it's so funny walking around and just hearing someone go VASH and literally being like. who said that.#like there are 5 million people in this corridor. where are u so i can acknowledge you#my immediate defense mechanism is to toss up a peace sign so it's very convenient that it is something in character for vash#my favorite compliment was this one guy who was just like 'THAT'S FUCKIN SICK' from across the aisle and i was like 'YEAH!!!!'#long post#ackchewally the more i think about it. i do think sometimes people mischaracterize stampede as lighter than the other triguns#simply because the characters look more baby than their other counterparts#even though many elements of stampede are. truly so dark.#like we are not at manga-level-dark yet but HOO BOY i have no doubt we will get there#i'm dying to see what other horrors orange is cooking bc i KNOW they're cooking awful manga things (laudatory)#hot single dads in your area#my cosplay#this post has taken me hours to write. im so sick of it at this point begone from my sight i hate u
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If your support of Palestine includes apologizing for SA on the part of Hamas, you'd better block me before I come for your ass
#there is no justification for SA. ever.#you can't rape someone in self defense#raping someone won't liberate one's homeland#and don't fucking whataboutism me about IDF#i am saying that it's never justified no matter with which group the perpetrator is affiliated#i am seeing some very rancid takes and rape apologism in the tag that's making me sick#and before you try to come for me#i am for ending apartheid#i lament the civilian casualties no matter whose they are#and to ppl saying the recent hamas atrocities upon israeli civilians are 'fake': fuuuucckkk you#i'm going to keep my commebts here to a minimum#because the conflict is complex and my thoughts on it can't adequately be condensed into tags#i juat don't want to aee callous treatment of SA for any reason#tw sa mention#tw sa
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can someone please hit me on the head with a metal pipe as hard as possible so i can draw a monkey that isn't a bloons oc 👁👄👁
#bloons#btd6#bloons td 6#bloons tower defense#fanart#tuffington#tuffington marie#btd6 oc#fandom oc#my art#this was fun to do <3#but i am sick rn#legit i am so tired#but ima shove that sickness up#to where the sun dont shine#and keep on drawing <3333
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so ig i fell asleep to the butch voice lines video on youtube last night. not one of my proudest moments really
#cringe on my part#hes so stupid but his voice makes me laugh and i know most of his lines by memory#in my defense i am very sick his voice is like an angels voice to me really..... soothing me as he calls me a pointdexter#fallout 3#butch deloria posting like its 2014#butch deloria#fo3#fallout
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kind of considering printing off like three medical reports on how slowly increasing activity/exercise levels does not actually work for long covid chronic fatigue and just carrying them around in a duotang everywhere or something because I'm getting real tired of people telling me that I just need to slowly build up my tolerance to doing things again as if I haven't been trying that for over a year and getting nowhere and as if medical research hasn't already proven that it literally does not work like that for this type of disability 🥲
#im thinking three or more is a good number#one is not enough proof and two is ''well maybe theyre wrong'' but three is a pretty convincing number while not being overwhelming#four might be best but i feel like also maybe ppl might just not look at it then bc its too much#IM SO FUCKING TIRED OF PPL TELLING ME TO JUST DO MORE#IT DOESNT WORK !!! I HAVE BEEN TRYING !!!#I ONLY END UP OUT OF COMMISSION FOR A FEW DAYS BC I DEPLETED MY ENERGY RESERVES#anyways my counselor told me this again and i tried to tell her it doesnt quite work like that but i didnt outright say it#bc i had no Proof or Evidence™ so she would've thought i was just being stubborn or defensive or smth#genuinely considering doing this though bc im so fucking sick of it#i am DISABLED. this is DISABLING. i cant just GET OVER IT.#pippen needs 2nd breakfast
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You say “Lizzie in the Void” and I raise you “Lizzie and Martyn in the Void having tea” /j
martyn: ...soooo, how are you doing?
lizzie: oh, i don't know martyn. how am i doing? you know, it's jsut wonderful in this place. the void over there and the void over here just adds so much to the atmosphere
martyn: you could've just said not well [sips tea]
#hdsjhsjk but in all seriousness i've FINALLY found a shred of motivation to properly write (at least some) of that fic hjdhsj#i am several months late to the secret life lizzie in the void. however. uh#i actually have no defenses#imagine this as listener martyn just dropping in#sorta kicking his feet. chin resting in his hands as he gossips with lizzie. and lizzie is just sick of sitting in a dark space <3#asks#queercode-my-minecraft
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me right now
#i'm sorry i don't want old ass karlsson what the fuck is don doing?????#OUR DEFENSE IS NOT THE PROBLEM#WE CANNOT SCORE!!!!!!!#LEAVE MY MAN OUT OF IT#i am absolutely sick over the thought of him being traded
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*strums a broken guitar tunelessly*
This next one’s called, “I’m going to bed at 6:30 PM, I want my deposit on adulthood back”
#in my defense! still fucking sick 😭#I am. SO grateful my new job has me sitting most of the time. even sitting I felt close to passing out most of the day#but I made it through! I get a full paycheck for today! and now I’m passing the fuck out.#now to do it again tomorrow! and possibly the next day! God I’m so ready to be over this 😂#peaches screams into the void
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I made this for ur box but it crashed when I tried to send. anyway she has been listening to marinette talk about Adrien’s calves for the last 18 minutes
aaaaaa thank you for sending it to me despite it crashing. my eyes desperately needed to see this. poor alya. when will someone rescue her 😭
(also your style looks so cool like this?? there is something so. textured yet round about it. idk how to describe it but i really like it)
#sorry if this is incoherent in my defense i am sick#but seeing this definitely cheered me up and now i am going to go check the the actual box!!!!#thank you <3#ask#carpisuns
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aivember day 3: ai
this may be a day late. oops
#in my defense i am sick and slept all day#aitsf#ai the somnium files#aiba aitsf#aiba#aiball#aini#aivember#art thyme
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Hiyaa have a barb headcanon
He ADORES kissing your hands. You can do it to him, but he loves doing it to you more
Also one time diavolo dressed up as a rat and he had to control himself
What the actual fuck does my brain think abt at 11am
i am nodding and handing the first barbatos hc over to the self shippers (it is entirely lost with me i’m sorry. never been into self shipping, never been into men)
bro just imagine you’re barbatos just trying to chill and all of a sudden diavolo is standing in your doorway in a giant ass rat suit i’d scream cry
Barbatos was sitting on a chair next to his bed, the room illuminated by nothing more than a couple of candles casting flickering shadows against the walls. He slowly put down his DDD as he noticed a strange combination of sounds penetrate his ears. There was a sort of scuffling, the pitter-patter of little feet on the ground, which was shortly followed by the low rumbling of something heavy dragging across the ground.
Barbatos didn’t tremble, for he did not consider fear an acquaintance of his. He simply watched the door unblinkingly, muscles taunt and ready to pounce.
Slowly, the door opened with squealing hinges, revealing a looming figure, tall and menacing. Barbatos recognized the grand figure immediately. However as he sought to make eye contact, his heart stumbled in his chest. A cold sense of discomfort nestled itself against his spine. “Young Mas-” the word found itself stuck in his throat.
What once had most certainly been Diavolo, was now nothing less than a bristly, gnarly shell, staring Barbatos down from disease-ridden, red-rimmed eyes. A growl escaped the creature’s lips. It sounded too discomposed for royalty, yet too strong for a lowly critter. It was a sound so frightening it would certainly follow Barbatos into his busiest nightmares.
“Barbatos,” the creature finally began to snarl. The name sounded sickly pale dripping off his lips. “I am the rat king. You will follow me to my sewer kingdom and become my rat butler.”
Suddenly, the figure darted towards Barbatos, all poise long forgotten, now nothing more than a rabid whirl storm of insanity. The flashing of red eyes was the last thing Barbatos saw before the darkness swallowed him whole, welcoming him like an old friend.
and the barbatos passed tf out and diavolo felt highkey lowkey bad for scaring him like that or something idk
#answers#diavolo#barbatos#in my defense i am sick and delusional atm#working on my own writing? no no no#overdramatic and questionable rat scare? yes yes yes
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*late at night in the mess hall*
Anakin, about to pour himself another cup of caff:
Coric, swooping in our of nowhere, stealing it right from his hands: nope don't even kriffing think about it
Coric: *glares until Anakin buggers off*
Rex, taking another sip from his cup while working on a report:
Coric, appearing out of fucking nowhere: you have had More Than Enough, sir-
Rex, surrendering his caff bc he's been recently sedated for that exact reason and has other means to keep him awake, backing off at least for the moment:
Coric, with two cups of caff in hands:
Coric:
Kix, walking in just in time to see Coric chugging both mugs at once: CORIC NO--
#clone medic coric#clone medic kix#yes im obsessed with coric deal with it#captain rex#a biscuit's rambles#anakin skywalker#IM RIGHT AND YOU KNOW IT#(in my defense for being like super intense abt this im sick and its past 1am here lol)#i am right tho
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