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all of you, all of me intertwined
pairing. itoshi rin x gn!reader
genre. fluff | pro-athlete!rin | established relationship | light angst (it’s light, trust me) | a bit of hurt/comfort
warnings. 1.4k+ wc | characters are aged up ! | heavy in narration | profanity | pet names
note. i laughed a lil bit too much reading abt rin’s morning routine but then became completely sappy at the thought of it changing as he found love ;) | not proofread pls forgive me | it’s inspired from another ts song i owe her my life i’m sorry
in which: rin finds solace in the present with you, as the memories of his past mornings gradually fade away
itoshi rin, a man of routine, is always up before you, like clockwork.
perhaps it's the athlete in him, or perhaps it's because you slumber like a log. regardless, he never moves an inch after waking up. he remains still, holding you so close, taking in the sight of your peaceful form beside him.
gone are the days when he would rush to the window to let in fresh air or head straight to his closet for his yoga routine. gone are the days that he would relive all the rage and hatred that sits freely in his heart. and, gone are the days of being consumed by the darkness that once plagued his mind.
now, his first thoughts are of you. he revels in the warmth of your skin and the gentle rise and fall of your chest, basking in the tranquil moment of your shared existence.
it's moments like these that make rin marvel at the divine forces that must have sent you in his way. because frankly speaking, he believes that he didn’t deserve you at all. not with his snarky and prideful demeanor did he deserve any of the bright smiles you threw at his direction. rin is not a believer in fate, but sometimes he can't help but think that the universe must be conspiring against him.
after all, how else can he explain the intensity of his love for you? he loves you so much that sometimes it physically hurts.
it physically hurts to be away from you, it aches to not hold you so close, it cuts not to hear your laughter at the end of a tiring practice. and maybe he’s being dramatic, but can you blame him?
he loves you so damn much that it scares him. rin knows, in his heart, that if he fails to protect the life you share, he'll never be able to recover from it. the universe be damned because there is no way in fucking hell would he be able to wake up and breathe the same way again. he’ll not only revisit rage and sadness but live every single day of his life revisiting moments with you. he'll be haunted not just by anger, but by every memory of you.
your love scares him to that extent, and yet he chooses to live with this fear rather than live a life that there is no you. a life where he doesn’t wake up beside you sounds so much scarier than being benched at a game, more terrifying than all the horror movies he's seen combined.
this same fear was even louder in the beginning of your relationship. that, he admits. so loud that it spoke to you in the form of harsh words coming from rin’s lips. he threw so many lines of poison made in sadness and insecurity mistakenly draped in anger. the rin you first met was just twenty-one, young and full of anger. or was it really anger? maybe he thought so. or maybe he couldn't admit that it was betrayal and sadness. maybe he chose anger to mask his sadness, and somewhere in between, he forgot the difference.
at sixteen, rin started living a life grounded with rage and vengeance. stopping at nothing to prove himself better than his brother. at twenty-four, he can't help but wonder how a life driven by hatred and ego brought him to this safe haven, this sanctuary in your loving arms. perhaps it took that much rage to find this serenity.
he wouldn't change a single thing that led him to you, but if there's one regret, it's that he didn't let himself to love you sooner. he wishes he let himself bask in the radiance of your eyes more willingly.
because the younger rin deserved just as much as what he’s having right now.
as you slept soundly, rin found himself lost in thought, reflecting on the past and the many mistakes he had made. feeling a bit nostalgic, he leaned more into you and held your jaw to trail kisses on your face. as his lips touched your skin, you stirred in your sleep and opened your eyes to see your teal-eyed lover gazing at you dreamily. you couldn't help but tease him at how uncharacteristic he’s looking at you right now.
“is this your new way of waking me up?” you asked, a playful smile on your face. sleep still evident in your hoarse voice.
rin looked a bit shy at being caught, but he replied with a chuckle, “no, of course not.”
you knew he was lying, though. rin was a man of routine, and he always left kisses in your face in the morning, like clockwork. you decided to let him keep his secret, though, and snuggled up closer to him, enjoying the warmth of his embrace.
“why are you still in bed, baby? what happened to yoga and keeping your body healthy and all that?” you asked with a grin, knowing how much rin prided himself on his health and fitness.
“is this your new way of making me leave?” rin countered, mimicking the playful tone you used at him.
you looked up to meet his eyes, “it’s too early to be this sassy, rinnie,” you playfully booped his nose which earned you a scoff from him, “besides, don’t you have practice today? you’ll be late.”
rin didn't say anything in response, but instead, he reached out to you and wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling you close to him. you felt his body mold to yours, as he intertwined his legs with yours and draped all of his weight on you. you let out a contented sigh as you leaned back into his embrace.
you could feel rin's warm breath as he hid his face in your neck, and his chest rising and falling with each breath. the softness of his skin against yours, the warmth of his embrace, and the steady beat of his heart were all consuming your senses.
something is wrong.
rin clinging to you like this no longer surprises you because, much to his chagrin, rin is a closeted clingy lover and enjoys being held. but the tightness of his hold, and the rather slow beat of his heart is telling you that there’s something wrong.
slowly, you placed your hand on the nape of his neck and began to stroke his hair in a soothing motion. you could feel his body relax slightly under your touch, but there was still an underlying sense of unease.
“what’s on your mind, baby?” you asked softly, your voice barely above a whisper.
rin hesitated for a moment before answering, “i was thinking of skipping practice today.”
“why? are you feeling unwell, rin?”
“no. i just miss you.” he says, his voice becoming softer at the end.
you felt your heart swell with his response. “i’m here, rin,” you reassured him, wanting him to feel the depth of your presence.
“i know,” rin paused, “you’re here.” he continued, sounding more like he was convincing himself rather than responding to you.
as you looked at rin, you couldn't help but feel that there was something he wasn't telling you. you knew that rin was someone who valued his routine and getting ready for practice, so his behavior was unusual. you wondered if something had happened to shake him out of his usual rhythm. you pushed aside your thoughts, knowing that rin would tell you in his own time.
for now, you just have to hold him through it. “alright, baby. what do you want to do?” you asked.
rin's response was simple. “nothing, just want to be close to you,” he said, his gaze locking with yours.
a smile played on your lips. “not a problem for me,” you replied, pulling him close and cherishing the moment of closeness between the two of you. almost instantly, rin felt his body relax under your touch, as if all his troubles had melted away.
itoshi rin was definitely a man of routine, but forgoing his morning routine he would, if it meant more mornings like this, with his body and soul intertwined with yours.
because with you, gone were the days when he would stare out the window with a haunted look in his eyes, lost in his own thoughts. gone were the days when his mind was consumed by a vortex of rage and sadness. and gone were the days when he spent his mornings shrouded in darkness.
now, rin had found a new routine, one that revolved around you and the love you shared. and as you held him, he knew that this routine would last a lifetime.
for as long as he could remember, rin felt his mornings become brighter with you by his side, like the first light of day after a long dark night. because with you, everything seems brighter, like daylight.
another note. this is super self-indulgent btw hehe i was having an awful week and just wrote this on top of the uni work whooping my ass. anw all is good ! i hope u enjoyed it as much as i did love writing this, i actually think i got a lil bit carried away... def not my best but oh well live love laugh rinnie lovers !!
#☁️ my ode to you#i love rinnie so much#sorry for laughing abt ur morning routine rinnie#here take a piece of my heart#in form of writing ofc#itoshi rin x reader#itoshi rin#itoshi rin fluff#itoshi rin x y/n#blue lock x reader#blue lock imagines#blue lock fluff#bllk x reader#bllk imagines#rin itoshi x reader#rin itoshi
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one thing i noticed (form personal experience and by observing other artists) is that the longer you draw and create, the more boring it gets to simply replicate references, especially when it comes to characers' fashion choices.
with bnha, i keep mine pretty simple and basic because teens ARE very trend-loyal, but mainly im just lazy lol, but when i AM motivated, i love to think about characters' personal style, what could influence them, but also more trivial things such as budget into account, which is why i love to draw Deku in basic tees or clothes provided by his school (while bakugo gets to wear ed hardy and shoto wears arcteryx). i also love to limit the items like its just more realistic to me when someone as ordinary as deku wears the same 5 crewnecks all the time
which brings me to my actual point, namely that the more frequently you draw, the more you learn to do research andto combine your findings into sth new rather than staying faithful to one reference, and i think that's what makes good art so good, being able to draw inspiratioin from all kinds of niches and creating something that feels very authentic and suspends the spectator's disbelief. sometimes i see art and i know exactly which fashion editorial or which kpop idol was referenced, and I'm not insinuating these are bad things i do that too (less frequently now but i sure did!), my point is it's kind of nice to see how ALL artist start out with rather derivative art but eventually move on to create more authentic art that is less about drawing beautiful and perfect people and more about trying to individualize them and that ALSO means giving them weird clothes, scars, asymmetric eyes, a receding hairline etc. like drawing the same beautiful character 200 times gets so boring and it's just more fun to try and make them a bit more human
#i do have a lot of fashion headcanons but i rarely actually draw like that im so lazy#and again im also still stikcing to references and sometimes pretty closely#but this is an observation that i like to think about#as i said i just love artists that draw from a big and diverse source of references and inspirations#and the same applies to other forms of art as well ofc#just because you enjoy one genre and want to write in that genre doesnt mean you should limit your knowledge and inspiration to that genre#its pretty detrimental like you have to read ALL kinds of things#otherwise it's hard NOT to create a derivative work#and you see that with a lot of mangas#like you can kinda tell which battle shonen mangkas are only into other battle shonen and which ones are well read overall#SORRY#or when people who only read fics write their first original story and its an apposition of tropes#my point is its important to dabble in all kinds of niches#dont aim for perfect skills in one niche i think its more fun and beneficial to give everything a try
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an idea i invite anyone else to write about / run with lol....
the premise that The Change gets all messed up for alberto, say it's something that can happen from stress, &/or happens rarely and you just have to wait for it to resolve itself....used as some parallel to struggling through some emotional turbulence / upheaval / questioning / Realizing Things, etc etc
#luca 2021#pixar luca#alberto scorfano#another idea i've failed to write for & so invite anyone else to run with: ciao alberto but what if he peaces out by swimming off lol#ends up in a coastal town maybe an hour's swim from genoa. but not Getting In Touch w/anyone for a while b/c plausibly he thinks that#giulia may not be a fan of him now by extension; just being too embarrassed asf to reach out to luca kinda lol....luca off doing his own#thing just fine & alberto not wanting to write him now like b/c i Ruined Everything again ahaha....#and by ''not in touch w/anyone for a while'' who knows. months; a few years even....might stumble across news of him b/c like.#say more sea folk are coming to land / more humans know abt them & not many places are as [harpoon]ly from the start anyways#portorosso exceptional in that way....maybe where alberto settles down they're like legendary but also considered Good Luck anyways lol.#anyways like some people know of him who might; say; swim down to portorosso. have their own teen who knows a teen who mostly lives on land#most convenient re sparking [wow could they mean Our alberto] if he doesn't go so far as to take up an alias lol. but why would he....#that difference in that massimo might figure that however alberto was surviving before; he could continue to do so now; but even though tha#is some comfort it's still Not Actually Enough....feeling way more Parentally towards alberto than his biological dad like that; obv#and anyways re: this [The Change gets messed up] idea it's more of an inconvenience lol but one that could still have some significance#like if he first finds out the issue exists via hopping right into the ocean; failing to change forms; never being human form'd in water b4#thee worst....crash intro course to the experience of drowning. observation of How Humans Swim / being able to grab any part of the boat...#and besides That unpleasantness it's like; hey. where's my nonhuman form at#or; of course; being in sea form even while dry....especially if he's still dealing with Nonsense on land. which is presumed.#&/or if there's an upswing in nonsense b/c of Other ways you're Othered...ofc we can consider like; tfw you're a gay fish & maybe that's no#something that on its own would be like Aah until it's like well a) i kinda wanna do things that would make this Visible and b) i've learne#that humans also Have Issues about this kind of thing....#appropriately my tablet was also all thrown off. no pressure sensitivity; input sensitivity overall was rough#but i would've had to restart my laptop about it lol like eh i'll just work around it
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I wish there were Durge-specific paladin, cleric, warlock options where your deity/patron is Bhaal and your oath/contract broke if you defied him, which would lend far more gravitas to playing a redeemed Durge
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#dark urge#the dark urge#durge#bhaal#bhaalspawn#baldurs gate 3#I know Bhaal was a deity option for clerics in early access but I want them to bring it back and expand it#I love the idea of an evil paladin who obeys their oath to the letter while slaughtering hundreds#while breaking your oath to bhaal results in being an oathbreaker still but that’s not necessarily a bad thing#it could have some really fun or interesting dialogue options with Shadowheart and Wyll who go through very similar situations#anyway I know… something something write fanfiction and I will be including this in my long-form durge fic#but it would be cool to see some implementation in the game#after Wyll’s story gets significant improvements ofc
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Finally, we get the opportunity to put our Spy Cards worldbuilding in a work. Though there are many questions about such things as "regulation" "how these cards are printed" "who approves a single spy card", and so on, we are here to present a bold new take: this game is based like 60% on obscure roach memory-reading tech that got turned into a card game with absolutely No card-game-related intentions included in the original tech and most of the card vetting is just from the fact that there aren't too many card printers out there and most of them make cards that need to be translated from Roach.
Strictly speaking, as a card game, it is not a terribly good or well-balanced one. It's popular primarily because of a mix of the difficulty involved in getting the data for high-level cards, the fun of seeing the variety of monsters that can be brought to the table, and the incredible amounts of ham and drama that goes into specifically the professional scene.
#we speak#bug fables#bold and new because we think that only maybe three people have even asked questions about the semantics ofc#notable points: professional spy cards is an entirely different thing from competitive spy cards#and the overlap between fanbases means that there is occasionally some REALLY incomprehensible beef about deck composition#also every time that carmina uses astotheles' card in one of her decks she has to pay him royalties#this is because he approached her personally about it. it was an Experience.#the roach tech thing also means that like a decent chunk of high level spy cards players know like. a handful of words in roach#competitive spy cards is generally smaller than professional and involves shit like actual deck composition and like#trying to get ahold of That One OP Card so that you can utterly crush people at the local tournament. actual card geek shit.#professional spy cards is basically wrestling in card game form and does NOT optimize the decks very well#because 99% of the draw of PROFESSIONAL spy cards is that youre gonna watch a whole bunch of people roleplay elaborate storylines#while also playing a game where most professional venues will invest in tech to read card crystals and summon appropriate effects#its a spectacle sport. specifically a spectacle sport where the actual game is mostly framework for Cool Monsters and Interpersonal Drama#carmina is a heel#this might be slightly incoherent but we'll clean it up later maybe. we are taking a break from sketching comms to write rn
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seriously considering making a ninjago AU comprised entirely of speculative biology about serpentine because their whole everything is pretty inconsistent but I really like snakes so I wanna fix it up a bit
#i was writing something with constrictai in it#and i realized that they're pretty closely aligned to earth; they burrow and they have super strength like the master of earth#so i wanna tie serpentine species to the elements#cuz that sounds fun#constrictai would be earth ofc#hypnobrai could be mind?#venomari could be poison of toxic or whatever that element was called i forget#fangpyres could be form since they change things into other things#not sure about anacondrai#also i don't really like that aspheera is apparently an ancient hypnobrai cuz aside from the hood she doesn't look anything like one-#-and she doesn't have hypnotizing powers#so i want her to be a member of a species that was a common ancestor of all serpentine#also the snakes from the underwater kingdom whose name i forgot will have water element obviously#i probably should have put that stuff in the main post instead of rambling in the tags. oh well#it's really late rn so i might make an actual post that makes sense and isn't 90% tags tomorrow#ninjago#talking tag#retroactively adding:#ninjago elemental serpentine au
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not to be about opera again but to be about opera again. as an art form it has the reputation of being super stuffy and something for snobs who don't know how to have fun only but honestly this was one of, perhaps even THE main theatrical entertainment for centuries. i wish people knew how hard these things can go and how engaging they can be. like characters kill and die and fight wars and (almost) commit human sacrifice left and right. characters fall in love they mourn they're ecstatic they cry they're furious it's an extremely dramatic and emotional art form! and i understand that opera does not appear approachable bc of the general conventions of the art form but i promise old works can be fun and engaging if you go watch them with some preparation beforehand (reading the libretto helps) - not to mention not all operas are old bc there are so many modern operas which engage with topical events! also the music slaps.
#le triomphe de trajan (1807) out here calling for a man's execution with this banger:#point de grace pour ce perfide; que tout sons sang coule sur un autel#(no grace for this treacherous man; let all his blood flow on an altar)#this is also annoying to me when people write historical fic and the characters treat the opera as this elitist thing#that they don't know anything about.#you know when they go to the opera reluctantly and then they have no idea what's going on on stage or who the composer is.#which is. very unlikely for anyone with the money to attend an opera in certain opera houses in the 19th c. tbqh#like im more of an expert on paris and vienna idk what it was like in london#but if you were decently (upper) middle class or nobility (esp in paris) you went regularly. this was like a whole social space too#i recently read a fanfic and one of the characters was like 'oh it's in italian. i don't know that' and the other character went like#'it's by a man called donizetti what did you expect'#(this was situated in 19th century london)#like first of all. donizetti was NOT a librettist he was a composer he did not write the text#and second of all. he worked on french operas ?? so did rossini. and spontini.#opera was an incredibly international art form. also bc productions would be performed in different countries all the time#(sometimes changed and/or translated but not necessarily)#and again like i said. this was one of THE main forms of entertainment. people were familiar with its conventions! it was well-liked!#ofc bc of the seating prices it was not very accessible to lower classes most of the time#but lbr most characters that get written into an opera scene in fiction are at the very least decently bourgeois lol#i wish people knew how to properly historicise forms of entertainment whose reputation has changed in the modern era#from what it was a century or more ago#very adjacent to people 'cancelling' old lit bc of 'bad takes' like idk how to tell you this but people thought different back then#completely different world view from what we have today. that does not make lit from that era irredeemable it is just from a diff. time#acknowledging that and reading the text critically but also still enjoying it are things that go tgt here#ok rant over (it is never over)#curry rambles
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Hcs I would sell my kidneys for.
#trans danny#him and sam being trans and then swapping clothes after they both come out#that is the whole reason I love this hc because of that one writing prompt#totally not me projecting onto them#gay Dash and Paulina who use each other as beards#i love them#i just think that would be neat#And Danny’s hair turning to fire when he’s angry#not just angry but with high emotions#his little fangs#ghost puberty is definitely a thing that he has to go through#star freckles#they glow in the dark like those stickers or when he’s supper happy or talking about space#ectoplasm#as supplements#Danny being tan in his human form but all the colour draining from his face when he transforms or uses his powers#Green blushing!!!#along with glowing tears ofc#artists on tumblr#digital art#danny phantom#digital doodle#danny phantom fanart#danny phantom hc#danny phantom headcanon
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Currently laughing because by the time the strike ends at my school, I'll come back with glasses and T voice
#i have Evolved into a more true form of myself#t minus two days to first t shot#no idea when the strike will end ofc but the longer it goes on the funnier this gets#on a not funny note: i went to a vigil for a dead trans child with T in my pocket last night#what do i even say about that? how do i even write about it?#going to an open mic night in a few days. i want to write a poem for nex.
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I need name ideas for Chilchuck’s wife NOW
#I’m going to write a cute fluffy and sad fic about their relationship#form start to finish#but I can’t figure out a name#Im going to give her a name that fits the naming rules for holdings#ofc#I just#don’t know what that name should be#chilchuck#chilchuck’s wife#chilchuck tims#wife chuck#wifechuck#lol wifechuck#that’s funny#chilchuck dungeon meshi#It’s going to be great guy I promise
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So I…also wrote fanfic for @gutsybitsies chthonian camp fanfic hahah…fanfic-ception?
Nico bursts out of the shadows with a grunt, in his non-Stygian hand is the head of a chimera. He stumbles and falls to the floor with a cough and the head in his hand falls to the floor with a wet plop.
Alabaster and Ethan who have been sitting in the council room, spring into action. They help him up and get him to his chair. Alabaster takes off Nico’s shirt, his healing rune card at the ready as Ethan detaches the Stygian arm and begins inspecting it.
Alabaster places the healing card against Nico’s shoulder stump, watching as the blackened veins across his skin of his upper body retreat. The blackness had almost reached the elbow on Nico’s other arm. That’s the farthest Alabaster has ever seen them go.
Nico lets out a pained gasp and then grits his teeth.
“Almost” Alabaster says softly. Eyes hard with concentration as the last of the black disappears from Nico’s skin.
Nico lets out a final keening groan. And then leans forward, his elbow on his knee. When his breaths even out Ethan is the first to speak. “The mechanics are solid, nothing out of balance…except perhaps some of the extra weight it puts in comparison to your human arm”
Nico reaches out to take the arm back.
“But, you should probably keep it off for a bit” Ethan says
“But what if-“
“You let the absorption spill into you a little too much today, you should allow yourself to recover” Alabaster says, trying to keep the calm on his voice
“I’m fine”
“I know” Alabaster says “and I want you to stay that way”
“I-“
“The camp can’t afford to lose you too”
Nico looks into Alabasters eyes. They were usually filled with a reckless intensity that made Nico, in all his chaotic glory, seem like a calm, collected individual. But Al’s expression , although not less intense is serious. Ethan, at his side, wears a similar expression.
Nico knows he’s being unreasonable if Alabaster “Can we burn down Camp Half-Blood” Torrington is coming off as the sensible one.
“Fine” Nico surrenders, shaking his head “I’ll leave it off…for a little”
Alabasters expression softens ever so slightly and he holds Nico’s hand, stroking the skin of Nico’s knuckles lightly with his thumb. He seems like he wants to say something but he doesn’t.
Alabaster lets go of his hand. “Good, I’ll ah- go get you some elixir”
“Hey,” Nico says, “thank you…for looking after me”
Alabaster smiles at him.
“Both of you” Nico adds, looking at Ethan who responds with a nod.
Alabaster lets out a quiet but audible sigh, and heads out to get the elixir.
Nico assumes the sigh is for relief. He can understand that after all, when he knows all of the people he cares for are safe he can breathe easier, the weight lifted from his chest. That’s probably what Ethan and Al were feeling now. It’s nice, Nico thinks, to have people looking after him, to worry about his well being while not stifling his freedom. It’s his turn to sigh, with the adrenaline subsiding and Ethan and Al close by, he too is relieved. He relaxes back into his chair, a smile crossing his lips. He feels…safe.
#ofc I added some nicobaster in it even if it’s one sided#is it my writing if there isn’t some form of nicobaster in it? No I do not think so#alabaster torrington#nico di angelo#alabaster c torrington#heroes of olympus#nicobaster#ethan nakamura#chthonian camp au#pjo#percy jackson
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i recently saw a post about how fanfic authors shouldn’t take commissions because it’s “greedy” and you’re “using someone’s work as a crutch” and “you should write for free as a passion”…i understand you can’t monetize your work on ao3 because of how the site works and how you shouldn’t have to monetize your hobbies, but oftentimes the current state of the economy makes any means of making money necessary…
a writer’s word has a lot of sentimental value that varies from person to person. the work’s potential financial value is the same. it honestly doesn’t matter if said writer is struggling financially or not—they deserve to be compensated in the event they are making a creative work requested by someone else. if a writer wants to do requests for free, that’s fine, but it’s not “entitled” to want to establish a payment for fic commissions.
if an artist is “allowed” to do commissions for fanart (as they should), a writer should be, too. the fact that that’s even a debate or that writers feel the need to defend themselves just goes to show the state of fandom and how “content creators” are really valued.
#the funny thing is i don’t even do commissions (i might when i move out or at least set up some kinda tip jar situation 👀)#the copyright of it all is another conversation ofc but the ‘ao3 will die if Some Guy does comms’ conversation is stupid#yes you can’t explicitly do comms on ao3. but you can find other ways around. not to mention authors that do comms—#more often than not also make free fic. and there are quite literally millions of fanfic authors out there#if half of them did comms i promise you the world would not explode 🧍#fanfic writing#surprised i’m even using a tag the way i’m gonna be eaten alive for the take that writers should be appreciated in multiple forms 🙄
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Looking through my wips rn thinking ya'know maybe I am a whore at heart
#My google docs is almost out of storage#between dnd and writing ita screwed#I have three I'm jumping betwen when inspo strikes#Raindrop ofc my beloved#somw angsty SwissTom shit#and a very new to the pack Dew messing around with someone for the first time#Its Ifrit#I love Ifrit I don't talk about him enough#I have my own versions of the characters in my head that have very specific backstorys that i hope to write into some long form fic#Dew had a very rough time being tossed around in the pit bwteen work or in general#Ifrit shows him that sex is meant for pleasure and love for not only the other person but himself#its really sappy#and sweet#and really really emotional tbh its why i cant finish it#I think im projecting too much onto them#might keep that Ifrit one private tbh#im rambling goodbye
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The ADHD waiting room is hell
#not doing great at all!#not feeling good in any way shape or form!#very scared actually!#terrified of my life falling to pieces!#which means that ofc i am just sitting here waiting for confirmation that either the day is gonna get worse or be redeemed#instead of writing or talking to people or watching things that make me feel good or reading books or tidying my space#or literally anything that might possibly make me feel better in any possible form or fashion#but i Cannot because i Don't Know Yet whether things will be Okay or Not and so i have to Wait#and logically knowing that that is just a facet of my various mental illnesses is not helping me actually unclench my muscles and go do shi#love that i have a lifetime of therapists going 'wow you're so self-aware' but not giving me any mechanisms#to assist me with the things that i am very aware of#my ramblings
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So I started playing Genshin again, and two Neuvillette x Reader ideas came to mind:
- Seamtress!Reader who lives with Melusines, and whenever Neuvillette comes over for a fix up or a new dress, the Melusines are hiding behind the door or under the window and giggle to themselves because Reader and Neuvillette are both obviously into each other - and imagine the yearning when you touch his skin, his hair, and he's gazing at you with lust in his gorgeous eyes
- Marine Biologist!Reader who spends most of her life researching the existence of the Hydro Dragon, and when she meets Neuvillette, he feels like she understands him in a genuine way - later, of course, he shows her his true form, and since Reader is a freak, monster fucker, you know where this would go.
I LOVE BOTH IDEAS. I'M SCREAMING. I'm so obsessed with him lately that this is a direct attack on my ovaries,,,,especially marine biologist reader,,,I'm thinking about how to make an idea I have with neuvillette work that makes sense and might be long enough for a good plot so maybe I'll take inspiration from this
#asks#lovers ₊˚ᰔ#if thats ok w u ofc!#and I'm glad you're back in the game so I can fill your inbox with these thoughts that overwhelm me#I keep thinking about neuvillette. . . . tell me you plan to write this please#I imagine that the reader ends up fucking him in his dragon form :eyes emoji:
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more IchiKasa doodles
#my art#project sekai#hoshino ichika#ichika hoshino#tenma tsukasa#tsukasa tenma#ichikasa#i imagine that the way they get together goes smth like#l/n wants to write a song that has a dramatic story but are having trouble with it#so they go to the most dramatic guy they know#(tsukasa obviously)#and he starts helping them out#ichika is like their main lyricist so she ends up having a ton of late night brainstorming sessions with him#they get closer... 👀#ichika forms a crush on him ofc#saki finds out and her mind is BLOWN#but then she helps them get together cuz she's gotta be the best wingman she can be#also her best friend x her brother? how can she not help them out (and tease tf out of them)#anyway i like them a totally normal amount
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