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hopelesslyromanticshark · 1 month

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hi, idk if request are open but if they are can you please write a percy x reader fanfic where they hate each other but one thing leads to another and it gets kinda steamy

⋆ ˚｡⋆౨ৎ˚ Enemies To Fuckers

content: percy jackson x reader fic warning: language, mentions of sexual stuff but nothing extremely explicit, arguments but making up (ish) author's note: okay hot ass take rn - like center of the earth hot or leo valdez hot - i can't stand enemies to lovers. IM SORRY I KNOW ITS A BIG THING BUT THE CHILD OF DIVORCE THAT I AM CANNOT STAND IT!! like, no, i refuse to let my love be hard and painful like my parents, even if it does come from a good place. i just can't picture hate turning into love, even if it wasn't ever hate in the first place. that's what it was displayed as and the thought makes me want to throw up- ANYWAYS IGNORE THAT TRAUAMA DUMP FRFR ENJOY THIS OKAY BYE BYE

"you're insufferable!"

"feelings mutual, jackson!"

"rot in tartarus!"

"if it means getting away from you, gladly!"

"okay, okay, break it up," jason huffed, shoving his way between the two and pushing them apart. he glared at each of them before pointing off to separate sides of the argo ii.

"i don't want to see you two near each other for the next hour."

"she started it," percy whined, pointing accusatorily at her.

"did not!" the girl insisted, glaring at the son of poseidon.

"did too!"

"did no-"

"STOP! gods, you're giving me a headache. you two need to start getting along...go!" he shooed, shoving percy one way and you the other. the two of you held each other's glare for as long as possible before getting cut off by the walls that stood between the two of you. y/n rolled her eyes as she lost percy, making her way towards the kitchen. she breathed out a small breath as she started grabbing all the things she needed to make a cup of tea. y/n wasn't a naturally angry person but something about the blasted percy jackson just had her seething. everything from his dumb soft-looking hair, to his stupid stunning green-blue eyes, to his foolishly handsome face- wait, what?

she quickly shook her head, physically trying to get rid of the thoughts. she placed the kettle on the burner, sitting for the water to boil, leaning back against the counter next to the stove. then she heard footsteps and percy walked into the kitchen before huffing out a breath.

"i was here first. get lost, sea boy," you bit out, rolling your eyes as she continued to move into the kitchen.

"don't worry. i'm not here to see you. just grabbing some snacks and then you can be bitchy in here by yourself," percy mocked, throwing a fake salute your way, before reaching for whatever snacks he wanted.

"gods, do you ever shut the fuck up?" you asked, with a mock pitchy voice. percy pulled a face, mocking you under his breath with a roll of his eyes. you sighed heavily, reaching towards the kettle and going to pour it into your mug, at the same time looking away to glare at percy.

"do you realize that you're, like, a massive cun-"

"wait, its-"

"shit! ow, fuck!" you hissed, instantly pulling your hand back from the boiling water that you managed to pour all over your hand. tears instantly pooled in your eyes and had anyone else been in the kitchen with you, you'd be a puddle on the floor. but this was percy. who, strangely enough, was quickly taking care of the boiling water and kettle before gently grasping your hand in his to inspect. you tried to blame the blush filling your cheeks on embarrassment or rage, but you knew what it was.

"next time you wanna call me names, don't do it while pouring boiling water," hissed percy, reaching under the sink and producing a first aid kit. he easily wrapped your hand and you couldn't seem to take your eyes off his focused but worried face. worried...about you. the boy, who you were certain would serve you on a silver platter to any monster who offered him a penny and pre-chewed gum, was worried about you.

"thank you," you whispered as he finished, pulling your hand back. percy rolled his eyes but it was softer than usual, leaning back against the counter and hanging his head.

"yeah, uh, no problem. can't pick on you if youre hurt. think it counts as ableism or something," he replied, glancing over at you out of the corner of his eye. you nodded slowly, biting on your lip as your gaze drifted off.

"you shouldn't do that."

"hm?"

"your lip," he clarified, nodding with his head, "it- it's bad for you."

"oh yeah?" you taunted, squinting at him as you could sense the lie.

"yup."

"and, totally, not because it gets you all hot and bothered?" you added, tilting your head innocently. percy froze, clearing his throat before glaring over at you.

"no, of course not-"

"your dick is fighting you here," you winked, darting your eyes down before looking back into his eyes. percy burst into a deep shade of red, adjusting his body to hide behind an open cabinet door as you laughed.

"you didn't pay attention in biology then, because it also happens when you are just filled with so much rage-"

"sure, buddy," you teased, taking a few steps forwards before taking his chin into your hand, gently turning it before pressing a kiss just to the corner of his lips. a shuttering breath left his lips, fanning across your cheek.

"you're cute when you're not calling me a bitch," you mused, softly glancing up at him. percy breathed out a laugh, his eyes locked on yours.

"took you long enough to catch on," he taunted, unable to look away from the girl who's affection he's been trying to win for weeks.

"hmm, wanna make up for lost time?" she offered, tugging a small part of her lip into her mouth with her teeth. percy groaned, shooting his hand forwards and roughly pulling her face to smash into his, lips clashing and fighting for dominance. you two were tugging at each other, all the pent up anger melting away into a pure drive to keep each other's hands on the other.

as percy's hand slide under your shirt and as your hips brushed against his, the door to the kitchen swung open, to reveal a fuming jason grace.

"when i said you needed to start getting along, this is not what i meant. people eat here, you know."

#postcards from covey ౨ৎ #all my love ౨ৎ #pjo #pjo fandom #hoo #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson #percy jackson x reader

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redr0sewrites · 1 month

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Can you write Vox x reader where like the reader just says like really unhinged things and just like vile things whenever they rage and stuff like the internet could be slow or smth and the reader is just like “IM GOING TO RIP OFF MY SKIN” idk man I’m kinda just self projecting rn like you can right anything with it tbh idk sorry for rambling anyway you don’t have to do this if you don’t wanna

THIS IS SO MEEEEE I LOVE THIS IDEA SM!!! sorry it took me a hot minute to reply to this i have over 70 hazbin hotel requests in my inbox 😭

🥀Cw: fluff, crack, silly vox

when he first met you, vox was charmed by your seemingly sweet nature- that is, until you were pissed

your unholy screech of how you were going to rip off your skin if he cut the wifi again was both endearing and confusing in his eyes

vox would just short circuit for a second, just blinking at you while he tries to process what you just said

once it clicks, he just starts giggling. vox very rarely genuinely laughs, most of his laughs are professional or part of the persona he adopts as the leader of vox enterprises, but when he's so shocked by what you just said, he can't control the booming laughter thay fills the room

he's wheezing and gasping, each barking laugh only pissing you off more

"what's so funny? if you keep laughing i am going to fucking break ur fingers like carrot sticks!" you snap, and vox only giggles harder

after a few seconds, you can't help but notice how adorable his laughter is, and soon you don't mind it as much

once you two are officially together, you notice how stressed vox often is, yet how he seems to visibly relax around you

the batshit crazy things you say, which normally disgusts other people, only seem to amuse him

its actually a wonderful dynamic because you bring some spontaneity and slight insanity into vox's otherwise irritating and depressing lifestyle, and vox balances out the crazy things you say and calms you down every time

you often find yourself searching for new phrases to baffle him with, and for new ways to make him laugh

after vox has a stressful day, he enjoys just listening to you ramble about the most insane things and adores hearing whatever fucked up saying you've adopted recently

vox notices himself beginning to copy your speech patterns. he only begins to realize when he slips in an exceptionally odd metaphor into a work meeting and everyone stares at him, yet his heart skips a beat at the thought

there's something so charming to him about the fact that he's adopting your mannerisms, and you truly make him laugh when no one else can

whenever another one of the vees pisses him off, he always comes to you for advice on incredibly deranged comebacks, and you never disappoint!

he's won multiple arguments by just repeating one of your fucked up sayings and the other vees being too lowkey shocked to disagree

vox LOVES IT when you diss people he hates, hearing you ramble some fucked up insults about alastor made him fall in love with you all over again

"that worm on a string fucked up karen cut bob looking ass- if i see him around here again im going to eat a fucking brick" *cue vox looking at you with the biggest heart eyes*

overall, you are both menaces, but you're menaces in love ♥️

vox lay with his head in your lap, the blue light of his screen illuminating the dim room as you rambled mindlessly about your day.

"and THEN, this fucking asshole tried to flirt with me! ME!! as if he doesn't know were dating! ugh, it makes me feel like i have an entire beehive living beneath my skin. i swear if he even looks at me again im going to lick wet cement i can NOT deal. how can you even work with him? he's such a fucking CREEP voxy, i'm going to cut off those ugly ass wings and shove them so far down his throat- hey, are you even listening?"

you look down to see vox half asleep, his eyelids drooping as his light dimmed. "keep talking.." he murmurs, looking up at you with a lazy smile on his face. "you're my favorite person t' listen to.."

i love the idea of vox with a partner who challenges his very idea of power. he clearly wraps himself in a sort of persona, surrounding himself with powerful people and acting like he's so serious and important. i love the idea of him falling in love with someone who can break down his walls in seconds, someone who can dismantle his entire bravado act and who allows him to truly be himself. this is such a wonderful prompt and i am eating this up. nonnie ur awesome!!!!

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alexa-fika · 3 months

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I’m at whole cake rn and can’t stop thinking about reader who happens to be Sanji’s little sibling he adopted while on the sea going with Sanji to see Germa. Bonus points if it’s winged child reader!

Love you sm!!! 💖💖

Danger Skittles ( Sanji x male!winged!child!reader)

A/N: So proud of that tittle, I havent read this arc so I had the manga next to me as l wrote so I hope it is good, maybe not a COOK but it is a cook, ya know? Sorry this oke took so long as I said Im going trough a hard moment rn. Also I will be taking those bonus point in the form of kisses Pay up 🫴🏼

Btw PISSED CAUSE TUMBLR FROZE WHEN I WAS ABOUT TO HIT POST, HAD EVERYTHING READY AND IT GOT DELETED THIS IS THE SECOND TIME I HAD TO DO THIS, thank God I write my things in grammarly and them I copy paste them here cause other wise I would have rage quit yall. IT DID IT AGAIN

Dividers by @/saradika

“Sanji-nii, I don’t like this; your family sounds scary, and they want to hurt Big Brother.”

“I know…I know…I‘ll get us out of this,” he promises his brother, walking down the familiar hallways he had grown up in, the walls that his brothers tortured him in, walking into the dining hall and taking his seat, placing the young child on his lap, ignoring the talk of his brothers

Reader munches on the food Sanji passes to him as he huddles close to him, trying to shield himself with his wings to avoid the crude commentary of his family

“Just ignore them,” he whispers to the boy, rubbing his wings, gently stroking his hair, shielding him from the insults,

“These idiots aren’t worth it.”

“Okay”

Niji soon notices that his insults are not reaching his brother, so he switches his anger to the head cook, berating her for making them ‘vile food.’

Commanding her to stay still, with a sadistic grin on his face, he aims his plate and lunches it towards her face until Sanji quickly moves Reader from his lap, placing him on their chair, as he steps in front of Cosette to stop the incoming plate.

“Just what do you think you are doing, you bastard?” he hisses at his older brother, protecting the cook and shielding her from harm.

Reader Awe at his brother's actions grin growing when he sees Sanji bend down, turning towards Cosette and complimenting her on the food

Cosette chuckles nervously. She’d seen them react violently to her cooking before, but Sanji’s reaction was one she’d never seen before, his compliment catching her off guard, causing her to turn a faint pink color, her cheeks rosy.

Reader’s cheer soon changed into warning screams, seeing as Niji stomped towards him, aiming a kick his way

“Sanji-nii!!”

Sanji quickly turned around at the sound of the screams, having no time to make a move as his brother’s leg was brought rapidly down only to stop right in front of Sanji as his father ordered him to stop

“Let me go!” The boy screams, flapping his wings furiously, struggling against Judge’s grasp as he takes hold of him

“ Your mistakes keep growing. May I attribute that to this amalgamation here and this man?” he said, shoving a picture of Zeff and Reader for Sanji to look at, the sound of the child’s wings still echoing around the rooms as they struggle against the man’s grip

“I suggest you cooperate with the marriage to Pudding lest you want both of their heads rolling at your door,” he said, dropping Reader, watching him flutter back to Sanji

He walks out of the room, the rest of his children following him, glancing back at Sanji, who by now has kneeled down to comfort The child

“Make sure tomorrow’s ceremony goes without a hitch, you know what we are capable of,” he said, leaving the room

Sanji was left staring at the floor in shock and anger and then at his brother’s teary and fear-filled eyes

After a minute, he had collected himself; he looked back at Reader, his hand petting his wings gently

“ It’s going to be fine, it‘s going to be fine… ” he tells him, placing his arm around him, trying to protect him as much as he possibly could.

“I’m sorry! I’m sorry, Sanji-nii!”

“No, there’s nothing to apologize for; I promise you’re not doing anything wrong, okay?” Sanji says softly, brushing his wings and playing with his hair gently to soothe them

“But now, because I’m here, they are making you do things you don’t want to do!”

“ Hey, hey, listen to me, you hear me? “ he says softly,

“This is not your fault, do you understand? This is not your fault,” repeating himself,

“This is not. Your. FAULT! You got that?”

“Bu-

“No buts! Understand?” Sanji says firmly, grabbing hold of his wrists, stopping them from saying another word,

“ I said it’s not your fault. Am I clear?”

“O-okay,” he nods, rubbing at his eyes, trying to rid himself of the tears not cascading from them

“Will Papa Zeff be okay?”

Sanji sighs softly,

“ I promise I will make sure the old fart is okay,” he whispers to his little brother, his eyes shining with determination.

“Do you trust me?”

“Yeah.. but I don’t know what’s going on, im scared. Why did Big Brother fight Uncle Luffy? Why did we have to leave the straw hats? Why did they want you to marry that woman? And why are you wearing cuffs?”

Sanji's heart sinks when he hears his brother start asking questions. He knew it was only a matter of time before he started asking questions, and he deserved to know the truth, but he was not so sure the harsh honesty of reality is something he could take, so he decided to hold most of the facts back.

“It’s… it’s complicated, ” he begins, his tone is serious as he continues,

“ Just know that all of this will be resolved soon...”

“ I promise I’ll answer all your questions later, but right now, we have to stay focused, okay?” he whispers softly to his brother, caressing his chin with his finger gently.

“I need you to be brave, just for a little bit longer, okay? “ he says, his voice a gentle, soothing tone as he takes his little brother’s hand and stands up, placing him on his feet,

“ I know I can count on you, don’t I?

“Yeah”

Sanji smiles, hugging the small boy

“Thank you. This is why you’re my favorite.”

“That’s because your brothers are assholes, Sanji-nii.”

Sanji’s head snaps to the toddler, shocked at his words, eventually letting out a baffled chuckle

“Normally, I would have you in timeout for using those words, but I ‘ll let it slide in this situation.”

He smiles mischievously, his eyes still tear-filled, and his body stiffed with the exchange they had had with Judge

“Im glad Big Brother is not an ass like the skittle men.”

“Okay, don’t push it.”

Maybe part two when Nil takes revenge on Cosette? I know that last part was kind of out of nowhere and a lil bit occ but I had to get that comedy in, I had to its in my DNA

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@imaginarydreams

@amethystviolin

@h0n3y-l3m0n05

#one piece x reader #one piece #one piece imagine #one piece fluff #one piece x child!reader #sanji x child!reader #straw hat sanji #vinsmoke #niji vinsmoke #judge vinsmoke #with: sanji #vinsmoke sanji #sanji x reader #op sanji #one piece sanji #black leg sanji #sanji #one piece x masc reader #one piece x male reader

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crucifiedfaerie · 6 months

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Gibson Girl | Pt. 2 ༉₊˚✧

Kylo Ren x Fem!Reader

➴ Summary: He can't possibly have feelings for you. That would make him weak... right?

➴ Part One | Part Three

➴ Word Count: 1.3k

➴ Warnings: 18+ MDNI, fem!reader, dom!kylo, slowburn, sooo much angst, kylo is really mean this chapter :( guys im sorry, bpd king !!, kylo is an emotionally stunted asshole, gaslighting, crylo ren, dubcon, SMUT (pure filth im sorry, again kylo is mean, inappropriate use of the force, oral sex m!receiving, rough facefucking, degradation, sadist!kylo, sorta dacryphilia ??, light bruising ??)

➴ Taglist: ( @enviedear @capitanostella @teapartydreams )

A/N: kylo is such an asshole this chapter and for that i am so sorry BUT BEAR WITH ME... i have plans and i pinky promise things get better. also as hot as i think facefucking is, i have a sinus infection rn and all i could think about while writing this chapter was facefucking with a congested, stopped up nose and how horrendously unenjoyable that would be LMAO. like.. thats gotta be a form of attempted murder.

"Sir, I just think she might be becoming too much of a distraction to you." General Hux paced the floor of the command room, as he spoke. "The Resistance is closing in and your mind is being clouded by a mere technician. I believe the best course of action would be to neutralize he-"

An unseen force lifted his body into the air by his neck. He attempted to find flat ground, the tips of his shoes grazing the floor as he choked on his words.

"Do not even finish that sentence General." Kylo boomed, his modulator struggling to keep up with his volume. "Unless you'd like for me to crush your skull right now, I suggest you keep your thoughts on my personal endeavors to yourself."

With a swift motion of his hand, Kylo slammed Hux to the floor, releasing him. "Now get out of my sight."

Filled with a rage that rivaled the fire of a thousand suns, he watched as the General scrambled to the floor and bolted out of the door.

Once the door shut, Kylo ignited his crimson saber and swung at the walls, the table, everything. He screamed as he shredded the durasteel, filling the room with the scent of molten metal and burning plastic.

When he was satisfied with his destruction, he slid down the wall and slumped to the floor. His head hung between his knees, and only a trained ear could have heard the sob that emanated from his mask.

You had been staring at Kylo's bedroom ceiling for hours, replaying last nights events in your head. If it weren't for you laying in his bed you would have thought it was just a really vivid dream.

You were pulled out of your daydream by the sound of his heavy boots making their way towards the bedroom. The door swung open and although the mask hid his face, you knew he was absolutely seething.

"Hi... are you- are you okay?" You tried to sound less terrified than you actually were, to no avail.

"Fine, actually." He said coldly, his hands balled into tight fists at his sides.

You are definitely lying.

You momentarily forgot he could hear your thoughts. With an outstretched hand, he used the force to pull you off the bed and onto the floor in front of him. You wince as your warm, naked body made contact with the cold floor of his bedroom.

He leant down to grab your face and make you look up at him. "You question me? On my own goddamn ship?" He yelled, any shred of the man who held your head in his lap last night was now gone.

The lump in your throat grew bigger, your voice trembling. "You j-just seemed upset Kylo. I-I don't understand what I did wrong."

He sighed in annoyance, looking up at the ceiling for a moment. "What you've done wrong..." his grip on your face tightened, leather fingers digging into your jaw. "Is get into my fucking head."

You didn't realize you were crying until a warm tear hit your hand. "I d-d-don't under- s-stand!" You sobbed.

He wiped your tears away carelessly with his glove. "Stop! Stop crying! If sympathy from me is what you're looking for you won't get it."

He let go of your face forcefully and stood straight up, towering over you before working to undo his belt and free his cock from the confines of his trousers. The heat that grew in your core betrayed you, despite your tears and anger.

He grabbed your hair and pulled. "Open." He demanded, his tone cold and stripped of any emotion that wasn't anger. You obliged and without a moment's hesitation, Kylo shoved his cock so far down your throat you saw stars.

More tears ran down your face as he held you there, gripping your hair and forcing you to breathe through your nose.

Kylo began to move, speeding up his thrusts and hitting the back of your throat with each snap of his hips. He was unrelenting, unmerciful on your pretty mouth. The pleasure you were getting from him simply using you mouth was downright sinful. You looked up at him, moaning around his dick and silently pleading with him through teary eyes to just give you a break.

Please-

He took pleasure in listening to the noises you made. He looked down at you, a mixture of spit, tears, and his precum dribbling from your mouth. He laughed at you, "Pathetic little thing, getting off on my cruelty towards you. And you think I'd give you a break? Fuck no."

Nearing his climax, his thrusts became erratic, almost animalistic. With one last thrust and zero warning, Kylo groaned as he came down your thoat. You noted how warm and salty it was as you swallowed, hands hitting the floor and gasping for air when he finally pulled away.

He just just stood there, staring down at you and watching intently as you breathed heavily on the floor, broken. There was a small shred of goodness left in Kylo that knew this was wrong, that knew you didn't deserve to be treated like a piece of meat. He wanted so badly to drop to his knees right there and hold you, to say he was sorry and that his feelings for you ran much deeper than wanting to use you as a fucktoy. But he couldn't bring himself to admit it. If he loved you that meant he was weak, right? And under no circumstances could the First Order have a weak leader. He wouldn't listen to that part of himself, even if it absolutely killed him inside to do so.

He grabbed your clothes from the night before off of the floor and tossed them to you. "Get out." He spit.

"Kylo-" You breathed, fighting the tears that threatened to resurface. "I don't understand-" Your voice broke into a sob as you dressed yourself.

His heart shattered at how badly he was hurting you. He was angry with himself, not you. But he couldn't tell you that. "I said get out! Don't make me have to ask you again."

You cried, tears blinding you as you left his quarters, slamming the door behind you. You winced at his modulated shouting and the shriek of his saber crashing through things in his room as you made your way down the hall.

I don't get him, I don't think I ever will.

Two weeks had gone by since your last encounter with Kylo. The morning after, he had left on a mission without a word. As time passed, the bruise he left on your jaw faded to a yellow-green and you vowed to yourself by the time the bruise was gone you'd forget about Kylo and that any of it ever happened. Deep down you knew that wasn't true, time wasn't as merciful on the aching emptiness in your heart.

As you worked through a tangle of wires, a notification buzzed on your datapad.

"Command Shuttle arriving at 15:30."

In ten minutes. Great.

You ignored it and went back to work, attempting to rewire a control panel in the Command Center, that who other than Kylo Ren had apparently destroyed with his saber a couple weeks prior. Despite your yearning, he was truly beginning to piss you off.

After a while of tinkering, another message buzzed on your datapad. When you looked to see what it was your heart sank. It was him.

"My quarters. Now."

You groaned, letting out a long sigh.

Gods- Can that fucking man make up his goddamn mind. Please.

#kylo ren x reader #ben solo x reader #starwars x reader #kylo ren fanfic #ben solo fanfic #starwars fanfic #kylo ren #ben solo #star wars #fanfic #the force awakens #the last jedi #the rise of skywalker #crucifiedfaerie #saint writes !

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urmomspersonalwhore · 6 months

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The Arlecchino angst make my heart hurt-

No, but I have the idea that the reader becomes so addicted to getting comfort that she doesn't mind getting punished.

Yes, she was hurt in many ways, but as long as there is someone who genuinely feels bad for her, the reader would smile the brightest and would do anything to help the one who comforts her even though her body is sore and hurts, perhaps even bleeding.

And what if the reader become the traveler's best friend when traveler come to Fontaine? And the traveler, who genuinely loves her in a platonic way, do their best to get the reader away from Arlecchino (I just want the reader to have some positive in her life)

I'm curious about how Arlecchino would react to all of that

Sorry for my bad grammar

IM SO SORRY FOR THE LONG WAIT, IM VERY BUSY RN

Anyways

You grew used to the punishments, not minding them anymore as the more punishments, the more comfort and attention you had gotten from the traveler.

They're eyes softened at your bruises peaking from your clothes, which made them lend a helping hand to you.

You offered them a bright smile despite your predicament with Arlecchino.

Even one day where the harbinger made you bleed from her sharp bites, you returned the favor and comforted the traveler after seeing them cry.

The fact you had someone on your side, even if it was just one person was enough to keep you going.

Arlecchino did not take this too kindly, her punishes becoming harsher and leaving more permanent marks.

The traveler tried their best to take you away from the cruel woman, going as far to recommend you to come with them.

Maybe, offer you a place in Sumeru or Mondstadt.

Your “wife” tried her best to keep you away from them, but in the end you happened to get away from her.

Leaving her angered and filled with rage.

Having more hatred with the traveler for taking her possession.

#genshin impact #genshin imagines #genshin x reader #genshin x you #genshin fanfic #arlechinno #genshin fluff #traveler #genshin angst #arlecchino genshin #genshin arlecchino #arlecchino #traveler genshin impact #genshin traveler

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maukiki-but-cringefail · 20 days

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Rating Aguma screenshots from my gallery (because theres no other fury character that was drawn more inconsistently than him and also im bored out of my mind)

Vicious. Ominous. Bro is about to actually fucking kill someone. I mean he always looks like hes about to kill someone but this is something else. Whyd bro switch so quick. You know Id make the “you aint got one battle where you needa be this serious” joke but since hes a legendary blader he does but not this one bro. Its just ginga and yuki calm your ass. Id count the amount of wrinkles on your forehead but i dont have enough fingers for that. Plus points for the face scrunch. Minus points for not having the majoras mask clocktower bell noise when this exact frame shows up. 9/10

What is this. Atrocious. UNACCEPTABLE. What the fuck happened to his face. You look like a rabid dog. He always does but like here? God damn now i get why my friend calls you mulch. You look like a bear who just woke up from hibernation. Can you like, be dumbfounded and baffled normally. God damn. Are you not like a grown ass man. Dumbass. Be normal 2/10

My goodness gracious. Absolutely mischievous. Plotting. Looks like hes about to kill someone again. Please back off a little bit. Fw energy tho bro is enjoying the fight for sure 9/10

Im filing a restraining order get him away from me 0/10

What is this. Explain yourself. Im sorry is this like, a cycnus impression. Cauze you look like a fucking bug rn. Like straight up. Your pupils are not supposed to be that big and your eyes are not supposed to be that sparkly. You are not the tbh creature. Stop this madness 5/10

Okay when i first saw this while watching the scene i laughed for a solid ten minutes because he wasnt even the focus at the moment (bao was talking) and my eye slipped and saw this and oh god. He looks like a cardboard cutout😭he looks like hed stiffly fall over and shatter to a billion pieces if you poked him😭😭he looks like hed disintegrate into dust if someone touched him😭😭😭bro is COOKED if i flip the canvas.😭😭😭😭this is horrendous i know hes ugly but this isnt my aguma bring the real one back . Hes so uneven. One point for absolute horrendous image resolution 1/10

EHUM. EUGH. EUGHEGHEHEUEGAGSHDGSVGWUWYWHSK. The fuckin😭😭the😭😭the. The😭😭😭thehis eyes are about to pop out of their sockets someone help this manAND HELP ME TOO WHILE YOURE AT IT😭😭😭ohmygdodudgshsjsgaha. Context is even funnier this is when he loses to tithi and hes on the ground defeated tweaking the fuck out LMFAOOO😭😭bro is fuming with rage bcs he lost to a kid i hate him i hope he dies a billion times and then he dies again. Thank god dynamis was there or he might’ve actually killed someone 10/10

Unbothered. Moisturized. Happy. In My Lane. Focused. Flourishing. Actually i take it back this dude is never unbothered . The hair 😭😭 wet fucking dog go to hell 8/10

Amazing. life changing. phenomenal. incredible. awesome. wonderful. marvelous. Outstanding. THE screenshot. The first and only screenshot ever taken. THE one. I filled my gallery up with this exact image by duplicating it (there was about a thousand of the same image) (my friends called it “dog blockade”) and also set it as my wallpaper as a joke and its still the same because i forgot to change it. At first i was scared of it because he was so close to the screen and i was met with this fucking picture everytime i exited out of an app. But now i have become emotionally attached to it like hes just saying hi to me everytime i quit an app. The emotional support screenshot. I take what i said about the tbh creature back. Why cant he look like this all the time😔the eyes the :3 mouth. Scene context is also so funny “aguma. are you coming:)” “mmhmm :3” ?????182^2^72[£^£]2]€ Everything is perfect no complaints. 10000000000000000000/10

This image will be the cauze of my untimely death. No comment. -√7⁴/10

#beyblade #mfb #beyblade metal saga #metal fight beyblade #beyblade metal fight #beyblade memes #beyblade metal fury #metal fury #aguma #beyblade aguma #aguma beyblade #beyblade metal

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yandere-dandelion · 2 years

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Hi, can you do part 2 where izuku finds and kiddnaps bully reader from the League of villains, please ?

Sorry it took so long /: there’s a lot of shit going on rn but I did my best

Gender neutral, no smut

Hope you enjoy!

Toga had been particularly violent lately and it was certainly taking a toll on you.

You knew she wouldn’t let you die because she needed your blood, but that did little to comfort you when she tortured and taunted you for hours on end.

You’d started seeing things, too— isolation fucks with your head for a while, and it had been weeks since Toga kidnapped you.

The rats, though? Those were real.

So, could you be faulted for rejoicing, at least a little bit, when Izuku finally came to your rescue? Sure, he’d kidnapped you, but he was nice to you, dammit!

When that turned out to be one of Toga’s tricks, you lost hope.

So, when the door to your prison opened, you didn’t bother turning to face the door. You were too tired and too sore for that. Instead, you simply stayed in your corner, facing the wall.

And when Izuku softly called your name into the darkness, you just laughed.

The sound startled both of you. It was hoarse, spiteful, and without mirth, more like a bark than a laugh.

“This again? That trick won’t work on me anymore, Toga. It’s getting old.”

Izuku’s heart shattered.

If he hadn’t already killed Toga, he would have murdered her right then and there. Fortunately, she was already dead in a ditch— he had tortured and subsequently executed her for crimes against his darling.

“Puppy, it’s not Toga. It’s me, Izuku!”

��That’s what you said the last three times. Then your face melted and you stabbed me. Why don’t you try something different? Pretend to be my mom or something.” You snorted.

Toga may have crushed your hope, but she had yet to crush your sense of humor. That was still a work in progress.

Izuku didn’t think it was as funny as you did. Instead, he was filled with rage, and sorrow. “I know she’s tricked you before, but I promise, it’s really me. I’m here to get you out.”

Despite his promises, you tensed when he came closer. Izuku’s eyes filled with tears.

It took much more effort than it should have to turn and face him. He let out a gasp and a broken sob when he saw your face— cheeks hollow, eyes sunken and dead, skin marred by cuts and bruises.

And yet, even like this, you were still beautiful.

Izuku couldn’t help but surge forward and envelop you in a hug.

His tight grip was painful, especially with your injuries, but he quickly loosened it when you cried out. “I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to hurt you! Are you okay?”

And the concern on his face, the kindness in his voice, made you burst into tears.

“Please, not again. I can’t do this again, Toga.”

“I promise you, Y/n, I’m not Toga. I’m your boyfriend, Izuku.”

You couldn’t get your hopes up.

“Why do you keep doing this to me, Toga? You’ve won! He’s yours! Stop playing games, just take my blood and leave!”

Izuku just kept holding you as you both cried.

He relished the feeling of you in his arms again. You waited for the pain to start.

But Izuku did something Toga had never done before.

He unlocked your handcuffs.

That’s how you realized that it was really him.

Your newly freed hands immediately wrapped around him and you crashed your lips against his. Despite your foul breath and the taste of blood and tears, Izuku eagerly kissed back.

You could have stayed like that for hours, but Izuku broke the kiss to pick you up off the filthy ground.

“Let’s go home, Y/n,” he whispered.

As he carried you to the car waiting outside, you nuzzled into him and breathed in his scent, the scent of home.

You resolved to be kinder to him after that— he may have kidnapped you, but he was nice to you, dammit!

But making fun of people who kidnapped you was a bad habit you would never break.

Endnotes:

1. TOGA BABY IM SO SORRY FOR DOING THIS TO YOU YOURE MY SECOND FAVORITE CHARACTER TwT

2. Not much bullying but whatever, I did my best

3. Hm this isnt the best but I’m tired and it’s been waiting for a while. Here’s a word of advice: sometimes good enough is good enough and sometimes all you can do is all you can do.

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mihai-florescu · 2 years

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hatred hour?? sign me the fuck up i am so full of rage right now.

on a more serious note i believe that rich people and politicians who don’t use their power for good should die. they contribute to making the world worse just by existing, so if they don’t try and change that power into something that can benefit others, they should die. also any multi-billionaires should die automatically because there is no way someone with good morals can amass that much wealth.

on a less serious but still rage-filled note, catholic school teachers should die. i don’t know if it’s just my school or what, but they are the most ignorant, condescending, unhelpful people i’ve ever met. specifically the english teachers. i envy people who say they were friends with their english teachers in high school because even back in middle school they were always the worst.

also i think people who comment on other people’s bodies for no reason (dance teachers and gymnastics coaches im looking at you) should die.

sorry for the long ask i wasnt lying when i said i was full of rage

No do not apologize, i want this to be a safe space for people to vent unless i state otherwise. Hatred Hour has been going on all day. Im sorry i cant help more tbh than just listening.

I dont have first-hand experience with catholic school teachers since that's not really a thing here afaik, but from my experience, religious institutions are just there to instill fear into people and dictate how they'll behave (tbh i dont think children should be pushed into any ideology young since theyre so impressionable but that might be a bit too risqué to say, idk, i dont really care rn, ive clearly been manically depressed today). Im sorry you had such a bad experience with your english teachers, i hope they didnt fully ruin the subjects they taught for you:(

#when i was living in the states we had our cheer practices in a church because the school didnt have space #and one time i got in a trouble for being a bitch online (i was much more closely examined to see if i give them any reason to deport me)#and i had complained about a basketball player from a rival school who had jumped in the bleachers and cracked my phone #screen #and the cheer coach took me to the back of the church in a pure white room with only a table and a bible on it #and it was such a bizarre experience #i think i was too scared to even fight back #if you need to moralize someone with religion youve already lost (and i imagine this is what catholic schools do?)#again i went off topics sorry #ask #hatred hour #bee🌼

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zombies-aliens · 4 months

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I can't stop thinking about this mf who disrespected me on new years. I swear I'm filled rage about that I'm keeping inside until I see him. I'm trying to hold back on deciding to straight up beat this mf on sight and set that bitch straight. I'm fantasizing so much on what I'd say when I knock him out, seeing him bloody in the face, I plan to knock him out with one good punch, I don't wanna do too much harm, and hey if he doesn't and we fight, man win or lose idgaf, the message is that he's not gonna disrespect me for free, idgaf if it was over text. He said what he said now it's on. He better know what he started a fight with those fighting words. This fucking guy is suppose to be family but now all I can remember if that time he's hated on me, when his mom told me I had nice shoulders he came in saying it's just the jacket - being a fucking hater! But I let it go because I don't stand up for myself, I guess I gave him the benefit of the doubt, and it's hard to do it when you wanna keep the peace but I shouldn't have, sometimes I have a comeback thing to say on the spot but I won't say it because of that, and there's this other time in a party chat with his friends idk if I got an invitation but I joined in and his friends were like who is that and he said "I don't know" like hold up man I'm your fucking cousin tf u mean you don't know? Alright I see you. And you know why I remember that shit cus that shit hurt man he's suppose to be family and all he had to say yeah that's my cousin but naw, he's too cool, he's too big, too fucking jealous I guess 😂 idfk why but really man why can't you show some love to a cousin when we get along well. But what it really is is I get along with him he has some kind of beef with me for whatever dumb reason it is. Dude I'm pissed the fuck off he thinks he can disrespect me again I'm so fucking tired of this mf. This traitor offered me a job in Cali, it would be nice money to make but if this is how he thinks he's gonna treat me look man I'm not going for it then, I'll never put my respect over money. He's gonna see too. Another memory I have is my other cousin telling me he's jealous because I was singing a song in Spanish. And my cousin caught on that he was feeling jealous. And I believe that cousin bc he's a smart person. And who knows what else man. But honestly that cousin too man idk who's straight with me. He's been cool so I hope he doesn't switch up on me like this punk did. Idgaf if he was drunk neither do not disrespect me again. He thinks he's hard man ima have to punish him and in my head it would feel good to beat his ass up. Ive been fantisizing ever since.

All of this is me ranting rn. I need go get this off my chest. Haven't made a decision on my next move. I'm sorry but pls understand that im pissed off and I'm trying to release some steam

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ectonurites · 3 years

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anyways after rereading some things for the Tim's relationships chart I'm working on (in which i'm mapping out the landmark events based on publishing months with all his love interests)

I think that everyone who makes a 'tim always cheats and is unfaithful' joke without actually having read every comic issue that has to do with the relationships in question owes me money

#if you have read the issues and thus understand how much ur exaggerating with cheating jokes live your life ig but if you haven't 🔫#like. man #like its true there are several times he and another girl kiss while hes dating someone but ALMOST ALL instances are the girls kissing HIM #and end with him pushing them away or something in that vein #the only ones he initiated that i have come across are:#with steph in robin 5 when she's the person there when he just nearly died and its his 'holy fuck im alive' moment #and with jubilee in DC/Marvel: All Access 3 when they're saying goodbye #the earlier kiss with him & jubilee was her kissing him before their fight bc she'd basically fallen for him on sight since he popped into #the marvel universe in her bedroom sdgfdhgf #and that was also ya know during a whole ass situation where their entire universes were almost destroyed 🤷‍♂️ kinda a yolo thing yk #but all the other 'hey wait he's dating someone rn isnt he?' moments??? other girls kissed HIM and he was not kissing bac #like. steph multiple times. dava to poison him. cissie when she quit yj. darla before war games. why do so many girls just kiss him #even his first kisses with zo and tam were impromptu 'they kissed him' situations #also like. all the stuff with lynx. was her making out with him (though he did makeout back. but he and tam weren't like... formally dating #sorry i just. i saw another tim cheating joke on twitter and it filled me with rage #especially because i've spent a decent chunk of today rereading stuff SPECIFICALLY to do with these relationships #cheating tw

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gayerthanthee · 3 years

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tags are tw anxiety tw mental disorder tw self harm tw self laothing fuck idk just tw i cant think straight or think at al fuck im sorry

#fuck i dont want to succumb into being such a dick #im so filled with rage rn #i want someone to hurt #fuck fuck fuck i hate tjis #fuck this fucking cruel cufk #i dont know what to think fuck fuck my hands are shaking #i just cut my fingernails immediately because i sensed the feeling of wantinv to skin myself alive fuck #i was starting to scratch myself like i did when my close relative/uncle died #thankfully i only have swelling streaks on my arms #idk about my neck tho #i hope its not too red #im fucking shaiking fuck hahahahhshhs #fuck this is so humiliating im fucking terrified i might go insane fuck #fucjfuck why am i so angry no fuck fuck #fuck i dont want to be that kind of persob fuck i should think better fuck this is so fucking low of me fuck i shouldnt be here anymore fuc #fuck i dont know what the fuck im saying anymore fuck fuck no i feel so impulsive #i dont want to open my mouth i might say awful things #fuck im such an awful eprson #why the absolute FUCK do i want everyone to be in pain RIGHT NOW FUVK THAT SHOULD BE ME FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT SHMFMR #fuck im sorry i might hide this later fuck im so sorry #i feel like a fucing monster fuck i hate myself so much more rm #rn #currently eerily calm rn but im so afraid of exploding fuck i dont want to throw shit and break things ever fuck no fuck i can do this fuck #please fuck im so sorry #fuck i deserve this negativity fuck im the most bastardized person in this fucking world fuck

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vaudel · 2 years

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𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 ; 𝐉𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑

summary: you end your relationship with James right where it started after he cheated on you with Lily.

warnings: mentions of sex, cheating, angsty, breakups

word count: 0.8k words

a/n: imm sorry that i cant post much i dont have my laptop or phone so im dying rn :(

reblogs++comments appreciated!!

The garden was were your relationship had first begun. Long glances in the hallways, daydreams of one and another picking up on the tides of your thoughts, the brushing of one's hand against the others in the library and blushes hidden in the crook of his neck faded into the past as you and James laughed, smiled, held hands together and kissed eachother on the highway of life.

But every drive ends, sooner or later- doesn't it? For you and James the drive ended right where you started- the garden. Water sprouting from the heart shaped stone which you loved to paint wasn't the only thing which had water falling from it.

The chirping of the birds which you'd admire with James as his head laid in your lap and your hands ran through his hair fell silent, the only sound came from the trickle of water of the fountain that was stripped of its glory to a moss covered pile of stone, with water which had been etched with the memories of sparrows as they spalshed around.

You couldn't look anywhere in the garden without the invisible pit in your gut going deeper, infecting more of the memories of your hapiness. You couldn't look at the trees which were withering into dry logs, you couldn't look at the dry and dead flowers which would soon be swept away by the wind. You couldn't look at James the same, the very handsome face with sharp features which once filled you to the brim with joy and love made you feel nothing but regret and misery.

"I'm sorry" he spoke with his head hung low. His apology felt pathetic to you, two words couldn't make up for him embracing another woman in his arms, not once but multiple times. Two words couldn't make up for him taking a dagger and driving it into your chest, right into your heart which you so blindly trusted him with.

"It's too late for that James" you spoke, barely a whisper as the tears stopped and molten rage flowed through your veins "I trusted you- I loved you, and yet you took that for granted, you took it for granted when you slipped your cock into another woman's girth!" you exclaimed, venom dripped in your voice as your pointer finger was on his chest.

You truly looked straight into his eyes for the first time, ones filled with guilt- not because he felt guilty for what he did- because he felt guilty he couldn't play this charade any longer and keep two things to himself. Things- not people was the right term for how he treated you.

You truly looked into the eyes of the man you gave away your heart blindly to, the man who was your first love, the man who you'd spend hours in the hands of, the man who you knew with a mask. But once that mask was removed you saw him for what he truly was. A liar, a cheater and a manwhore.

"I can't do this anymore James" were your final words before turning around to leave, but were stopped when James clutched your forearm, preventing you from leaving him. "Please don't" he spoke, his voice shaky as tears fell from his eyes with agony etched onto his face, you wondered if it was an act, just like the act he'd put on when he said he was going to the library to study with his friends but actually went to thrust his cock into Lily's pussy.

"I love you- I need you, please" he spoke between sobs. "I-I'm-" you began, but couldn't quite formulate a proper a sentence. You were quite surprised at how pathetic he was. You were surprised at how pathetic you were as your anger shook for a quater of a second which faded into pity.

Looking at the man who you once loved, how much he was in distress made you want to cradle him to sleep after giving him loads of kisses. But that quater of a second was when your brain had shaken off the memory of how he hurt you and the molten rage flowed through your veins once again- this time much stronger and hotter.

"You hurt me too much James" you spoke, with tears of anger flowing down your cheek and meeting the ones of misery "Now you'll have to be satasfied only with Lily's cunt" were your last words before you shook his hand off your arms and trudged out the garden's rusting iron gates.

You walked out the garden, just as you walked out of yours and Jame's relationship, leaving them both to wither away only into a past memory, you thrived with them full of hapiness and life, and left them in the dust with the hope that they wouldn't taunt your mind again. Your chapter began at the garden, and that is where it ended as you moved deeper into the book of life hoping to have a happy ending someday.

#james potter #james potter x lily potter #marauders #james potter x reader #the marauders #james potter x you #james potter fluff #james potter angst #james potter x lily evans #marauders angst #angst #vaudel #harry potter #james potter imagine

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multi-kpop-fanfics · 2 years

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wonwoo accidentally using ur insecurities against u in an argument .. idk im in an angsty mood rn 🙁 + if wonwoo begs on his knees for u to come back to him Holy Shit 😔

my heart is breaking into tiny million pieces as we speak😔

"For the last time, I didn't look at him! He just came next to me and started flirting!", you defend yourself, chasing your boyfriend to the kitchen.

"Then why didn't you tell him to leave?!", Wonwoo raises his tone, visibly angry. "But I did! I even told him I was with my boyfriend, which is you!", you point out with an angry gesture. “Is that why you were so close to him?”, he retorts and your blood is boiling with rage.

“Are you seriously questioning me?! I would never cheat on you, Wonwoo! Let alone with a fucking creep at a bar!”, you yell and Wonwoo scoffs, running his hand through his hair. “This is almost funny”, he chuckles with irony. “What is exactly funny to you?!”, you nearly whine.

“How you’re exploiting the blind trust I have in you, Y/N”.

And you freeze.

No, he didn’t just say that. Not after what you’ve been through in the past. Not after being betrayed by your ex-boyfriend and your former best friend in the worst way possible. Not after the months it took you to finally trust a person again and let your walls down.

Not when that person was none other than Wonwoo.

“Oh my God, Y/N, I’m sorry, I didn’t-”, “Mean it? Then why did you say it in the first place?”, you give him a tight-lipped smile, fighting back your tears. He wants to answer, he wants to stop your tears from falling down, he wants to call himself a fucking asshole for using your trauma in such a heinous way-

But the words are stuck in his throat. And they never make it out.

“I thought so”, you let out a breathy, defeated laugh, and turn on your heel, picking up your discarded coat and shoes, putting them on and grabbing the door knob, ready to press it down and open the door.

“Y/N, wait, don’t go, please!”, Wonwoo tries to stop you, his hand on your wrist. You look at it and back to his eyes, noticing his brown orbs being filled with regret and tears. But you can’t bring yourself to forgive him - not tonight.

“I suggest you don’t call me tonight, because I’m not going to answer”, you clear your throat, but your tears are still running down your cheeks. You softly pull your wrist out of Wonwoo’s hand and you open the door, walking out, but a soft thud catches your attention and you turn back to see your boyfriend, on his knees on the floor at the doorstep, his own tears running down his cheeks.

“Baby, please...Don’t go”, he sobs with a hushed voice and it makes your heart break into millions of pieces.

But he already broke it once with his hurtful words.

“Goodnight, Wonwoo”, you say and leave the house, a new set of tears staining your cheeks. Wonwoo is still on the floor, his fists clenched on his knees, biting his bottom lip, hoping he’ll drown the cries that threaten to leave his mouth.

But Wonwoo fails. And he breaks.

“I’m so sorry, sweetheart”.

#wonwoo angst #svt wonwoo #jeon wonwoo #svt angst #seventeen angst #seventeen #answered✨#ugly sobbing as we speak

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matchablossomwrites · 3 years

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Hi, I really like your writing!! Can I request Mikey and Izana (u can add more if u want to) react to them hitting their s/o during an argument and how would they apologize ? Angst with comfort, also gn!reader pls (im craving for angst and fluff rn :DD) U don’t need to if u don’t want to write it ofc :)) I respect ure decision ^^ thanks for ure time ❤️

Hey hey hey! Thank you so much for this request! I had a ton of fun writing it ^^ I hope it's up to par with your expectations. I'm so sorry it took this long. I've had an incredibly busy week with my new job and college, but I did my best! I hope you have a wonderful day/night.

Sano 'Mikey' Manjiro

"y/n I don't want to see you right now. Just leave before you regret staying here any longer" he warned "Leave" The air grew more and more icy with each word that came out of his mouth.

You just wanted to check up on him. He'd been so distant lately and this is how he thanks you? You were so worried. Anger boiled up inside of you as you stared at the man in front of you.

His expression was blank. He was going to snap soon. patience was wearing thin for both parties. He didn't exactly have a good day. Things went terribly wrong today and Baji Keisuke had died a few months prior and he was cycling through the stages of grief. The last thing he needed was for you to show up out of the blue like this and confront him now

But it's not like you knew this. You knew Baji had died and you were still easing through grief yourself. God you missed him, but you were coming to terms with the fact that there was no way to turn back time and save him. Mikey was still coping with this. They were best friends. of course this was something that would affect him way more than it would affect you.

"Huh? Are you really telling me this? Mikey I've been so worried about you and this is the thanks I get? I came here to check up on you and even took the day off to spend it with you. I could've been spending my time in so many other ways but I came to check up on you because I care about you!" you yelled you were angry to the point of yelling. Things were getting more and more tense.

Anger boiled inside of him. it was becoming unbearable. "And guess what? I don't care. I don't care that you took all this time off for me. Absolutely no one asked you to be a tragic hero and try to fix me. I don't need fixing. So, I'll say this one more time because apparently you don't know how to take a hint. Go. away." he hissed as his smile turned into a frown.

"Baji wouldn't have wanted you to push us away, you know. He would have-" you began.

However you weren't able to finish your sentence as you felt a stinging sensation on your cheek.

"Shut up! You don't know what he would've wanted! I don't know! You don't fucking know either! Ok?" he hissed as he narrowed his eyes at you. "You don't understand now and you'll never understand! So don't tell me that he wouldn't want me to act like this or whatever! Got it! Because you will never FUCKING know." he growled as he went to point at you.

Suddenly, he was brought back to reality by the sound of you whimpering as you covered your head, attempting to protect yourself. You were too afraid to say anything else to further upset him. You tried so hard not to cry, but with the stinging paired with fear tears cascaded down your face as you attempted to protect yourself from him. "Please don't hurt me.. I'm sorry" you apologized

"Oh god..." he trembled. "oh god, oh god, oh god. what have I done? y/n I'm so sorry." Mikey's eyes widened as he looked at your shaking form in front of him. He attempted to reach out and hold you, however his sudden movement scared you, causing you to flinch.

It was then that he realized the damage he'd done. Guilt hit him like a semi truck. "baby please don't cry. I'm so sorry I let this happen. I never meant to hurt you." he choked out, voice wavering. At that moment all of his emotions that he had been bottling up came pouring out like a waterfall. all the anger, despair, loneliness, and guilt finally made themselves known.

Seeing him break down in front of you made you realize how much he was truly hurting. "P-Please don't go. I'm so sorry." he whimpered. "I never meant for you to see me like that. I'm a monster god I'm so sorry." he apologized. The more you saw him break down the more you realized how bad he truly felt about this.

So, you resigned even though alarm bells were still softly blaring in your head and allowed yourself to be embraced by him. "Don't leave me... please" he whimpered. At this point you both were crying, though neither of you cared that your jackets were getting wet. you weren't sure what to say.

So, you decided not to say anything and let him calm down as you attempted to calm down yourself. Once you both calmed down, Mikey pulled away to look you in the eyes. "Please don't go... I can't lose you too" he begged as he held your face in his hands. He was trembling, absolutely terrified of what he'd done to you. You were his lifeline. He needed you. "I've got you. I promise I'm not going anywhere. I care about you, Mikey, and it hurts to see you like this." you sighed as you gazed at him with a soft expression.

It was then Mikey broke down again. though not for the same reason. It was because he was so grateful he had someone like you by his side. Someone so forgiving and compassionate. "I love you" he whimpered. "Thank you"

"I love you too"

Izana Kurokawa

Things weren't always like this. You were sure of it. But lately your nights were filled with screaming and harsh words. Despite this it was never anything too bad. Either he'd apologize with a bouquet of red tulips, white orchids, and purple hyacinths or a teddy bear and chocolates

But this... this was too far.

You don't really remember how it happened if you were honest. One moment you were having a peaceful conversation. However the moment you brought up Mikey since you'd recently met him at your school.

That's when the mood got sour. He'd said a few things and you retorted with your own set of phrases. Soon the fight grew personal. things were going too far. Both of you were saying things you really didn't mean, but since you both were in the heat of the moment there was no longer a filter stopping you from saying those harsh words and phrases.

Things peaked when he harshly shoved you against the wall in a fit of rage. You were terrified of him, but you didn't dare let him know that. you tried to shove him away but he slapped you. That's when you have had enough. You packed your things, not saying a word to him. Then, when he was asleep you quietly made your escape.

When he woke up however he was shocked and scared. He looked around the shared apartment. there were no signs of you anywhere. His chest rose and fell rapidly as he tried to figure out his next steps, but his thoughts were preventing him from doing so.

Has he finally done it? Had he finally driven you away to the point of never wanting to see him again? He understood if you did. He knows that what he did wasn't right, but he still wanted to make one final attempt at reconciliation and if it failed, all he could do was accept that.

But where have you gone? He had no absolute clue, however he knew you were good friends with Kakucho, so he dialed up his best friend, praying to whatever cruel god was out there that you were at least still alive and safe.

After a few rings Kakucho picked up. In a panicked state he began explaining what he had done, though Kakucho stopped him. "they don't want to see you right now. Leave them alone." he replied, clearly feeling bad for the other party. "Are they with you?" he asked. "No" he replied. "Are you lying to me?" Izana asked. "no." he sighed. "Where do you think they would go if they had no where else to go, Izana?" Kakucho asked.

Their parents. The answer was glaringly obvious but he was so panicked it didn't even cross his mind. "But, Izana now is not the time. Please. Give it a few days. Imagine how they feel." Kakucho replied. "fine..." he sighed.

The next few days Izana spent thinking of what to say and how to apologize. The more he thought over that night, the more he realized he fucked up. As he sat at a table at a cafe that had been your first date with him, he saw you crossing the road, talking with Kokonoi and Inui who also happened to be your friends.

However the more he looked the more he realized that even though you were smiling it wasn't reaching your eyes. It then dawned how much he had truly hurt you. He then raced towards you, not caring if others were watching.

He didn't give a fuck about how crazy he looked in that moment as he sprinted towards you because he knew that if he prolonged this any longer it would only hurt you even more. "y/N!" he yelled, causing you to jolt, effectively capturing your attention as well as Inui and Kokonoi's as well.

"The hell do you want?" Kokonoi hissed as he protectively put his arm in front of you. "Can't you see they don't want to see you! You slapped them and hurt them and you have the AUDACITY to come out here and follow us!?" "Koko... it's ok. Thank you for caring about my safety" you smiled softly at the taller man while Inui glared at Izana. "Fuck this up and I promise you, you won't be allowed to be even within a continent of them" Inui growled before they walked away, allowing the two fo you your privacy.

The two of you then decided to talk it over at the cafe he'd been sitting at. As the two of you sat down, it was then you finally got a good look at him. There were bags under his eyes, his hair was disheveled, and he was distraught.

"y/n I'm so sorry. You deserve so much better... It wasn't your fault to begin with. This whole mess was my fault and... and it wasn't your fault. It was never your fault. I was out of line. God you must hate me... you can't even look at me in the eyes." he mumbled as he let out a sad chuckle.

He felt his chances growing smaller and smaller with each passing minute. He was sure this was the end. The more he thought about it, the more he should've seen this coming. He was so harsh to you, spewing insult after insult at you, yet you always came back to him every time.

The silence was suffocating him. 'Just end it already' he thought to himself as he gazed up at you. 'I can't take it anymore. It hurts.' "Izana '' You spoke up finally, causing him to jolt as he slowly looked up at you. "I think I finally understand you… you’re scared.” you looked down at your lap. Just where were you going with this? He didn’t know. “You’re scared of being happy because the last time you were happy everything came crashing down like a castle of sand… That’s gotta be the reason you keep hurting me right? That’s what I keep telling myself anyway. But every single time this happens the harder it is for me to trust you. To trust that you even care about me anymore. You always tell me you love me, Izana, but I don’t know if I believe it anymore” you sighed as you began tearing up.

The more you spoke the more he realized how badly he fucked up. “I thought this was real, was this real? Or were you just using me just like everyone else? Were you using me to get happy? It’s getting difficult and I’m not sure how long I can keep doing this… especially after you won’t even allow me to meet new people” you muttered. “y/n… I’m so sorry” he sighed, running his hand through his hair. “I never realized you felt this way… god you should’ve told me” “You never cared enough to ask” you muttered.

Izana then got up from his seat across from you before he took you in his arms. He knew the damage he’d done was irreparable, but at least he could try to make it up to you in other ways. “I’m so sorry I made you think I never loved you. God I never meant for that to happen. You’re my home, y/n. I should’ve been more open… I shouldn’t have let my fears take over, I’m sorry. And I know ‘sorry’ isn’t what you want to hear from me right now, but I promise I still love you and I promise I’ll never let this happen again” he choked as he shook his head, truly feeling bad for what he’d done to you. “Izana… please can’t we just go back to how things were when we first fell in love?” you whispered. “I’m sorry… I don’t think that’s possible, but I promise I’ll give you the best possible future.. Just don’t leave. Please” he begged, his voice growing softer towards the end of his sentence.

“Ok… Just know that I’m going to make sure you keep your promise” you smiled, the same smile he’d fallen for when he was child. “I will. Thank you” he smiled.

“You idiot… you broke our promise” you sobbed as you knelt at his grave, holding a bouquet of red tulips and stargazer lilies close to your chest.

A/n: Thank you for your support

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