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im literally going to throw up im sooooo mad i never got to trick or treat OR sleepover OR play dnd in all SIXTEEN YEARS OF MY FUCKING LIFE..... im supposed to be a TEENAGER doing TEENAGE THINGS but for some reason i CANT
#THE FUCKING TEENS IN DNDADS HAVE A BETTER SOCIAL LIFE THAN ME#WHAT THE HELL#sorry im listening to teen talk and theyre talking about key pivotal teen moments#and i literally have not been over to a friend's house in a YEAR#AND NONE OF MY IRLS EVEN WANT TO GO OUT AND PRACTICE CINEMATOGRAPHY W ME#THIS IS FUCKED#im not that mad about it though#pretty okay on my own#i enjoy the time i get to spend w myself#and i enjoy the freedom that it provides me#an di understand that i gotta make the most out of the situation i am unfortunately in#but like its so fucking hard to do things without the support of a friend by yr side...#but like being friends w someone just for the shit they provide you is kinda fucked#and if i think too hard about the power of friendship and the strong emotional bonds it creates#bad stuff happenbs#idk i just find it hard to find people who understand me#and i tend to click with people who don't share very similar perspectives on friendship w me#i just wish it was as easy for me as it seems to be for the teens#and in a way im afraid im falling behind or missing out cuz i lack a strong friendgroup to fuck around w#but i mean ive been told sleepovers are overated anyway soooo
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this show rewires you fundamentally in 60 seconds and then just goes on to have more seasons. audacity
#house md#gregory house#james wilson#hilson#screencap#s03e02 “cane and able”#imagine bringing the receipts to the ceo of bodylanguage#“does sound like you though”#“worried your wings would melt”#“god doesnt limp”#are you kidding me? this is rapid fire and im already dead#havent stopped thinking about this#I do like that Wilson is wrong about House's ego here#he tries but he doesn't really get house#idk being worried and so wrong then doing stupid shit with all that is just very human#house isnt even mad and goes along with it#long post#longpost
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the goncharov stuff was on my dash, have no idea what it is (still dont) and i just started reblogging with the mindset of “i’m sure i’ll figure out what it is in a bit”
goncharov context
#i know some people might be mad that im 'ruining the joke' by explaining it#but as someone who has both been gaslighted and has delusions and memory issues i dont want other people to#go through that because of me. theres nothing funny about it.#goncharov is funny though dont get me wrong. id argue its actually funnier with the original context.#goncharov#unreality#🐉
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Poptart to Poptart to Poptart to Poptart communication.
#nonsense#2 arms left#shakea poptart*#why are you so marketable#anyways haha uh#I have been mad busy this week#I am finally no longer unemployed!#yay job now!#but oops less free time!#so sorry about the no art the past week aha#adjusting#also the keychains took so long to package lmaooo-#im so excited for peeps to finally get the keychain though omg!
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saiki kusuo accidentally making common sayings/expressions literal by subconsciously activating his powers..
happy/giddy = "feel like im floating/i feel floaty" = actually levitating
embarrassed/flustered = "my face is on fire" = hes actually on fire
shocked = "i froze up/i was frozen in place" = cryokinesis..
angry = "smoke blowing out your ears" = ACTUAL SMOKE
glaring at someone from behind = "burning holes in the back of their head" = actual fucking laser eyes ouch dude
ignoring someone = "giving the cold shoulder" = temperature lowers every time theyre near him
#not an original thought#i know people have written about him accidentally activating pyrokinesis when hes mad or embarrassed before#idk about anything else though...#giggles#sorry this is cringe. im in shackles saiki kusuo literally has me in a chokehold help#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo#meows post
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okay just because I'm losing my mind over Major Anthony Havers and the very horrible, bad, not good day:
I'm still kinda glad that he was there witnessing Cap's death. And not solely for the Captain's sake.
I mean Cap was not really subtle about his affection and yet when he said "I say, Havers!" my boy almost gave himself whiplash (I made a long as post about what follows before but let me just summarise). Havers looks at him expectantly and when Cap doesn't bring up the courage to tell him how he feels (two times in a row at that), Havers looks dissapointed and crestfallen but manages to keep a stiff upper lip.
In short he suspected and reciprocated but from what we have seen he never really got a real confirmation about Cap's feelings for him.
(Tbh I still think he would have been so so tempted to stay if Cap had said anything)
So now skip forward a few years. The war is over, Havers got wounded at the front line, he has to attend an event and then he sees Cap.
The man who corrected his "I shall miss you, Havers" , who tried to confess something but didn't, Mr. 17 points on the agenda, his stickler for rules and authorities Captain broke into an event, stole some medals and is clearly there looking for and trying to talk to Havers. Years after they have last seen each other.
And I think in that moment Havers got the confirmation he wanted. So when Cap tries to finally vocalise it, he stops him because 1.) The man should really not waste breath right now 2.) They are in danger because of where they are and whom they surrounded by and 3.) He doesn't need to say it. Havers finally knows what he kinda knew all along. What Cap just did to get to him speaks louder than words and it's finally a clear confirmation on how Cap feels.
And then to go even further Cap adresses him by his first name. Not his rank, or his last name. He adresses the man behind the uniform as an equal. And Havers does the same. No Captain, no Sir, just the name of the man he loves who is now dying in front of him.
And it's heartwrenching and horrible to think about but we all said that at least Cap died knowing that he was loved.
And that's why I'm a bit glad about it happening that way because now Havers has some closure as well. He can now live his life after all the horrors at least knowing that yes he was loved through all of it.
#Im sorry I say gnawing on drywall#I have so many emotions about them#Though me going Mad about Havers really isn't something new#My soft boy and my creaky boy#Caphavers#Capvers#bbc ghosts#bbc ghosts spoilers#BBC Ghosts series 5 spoilers#Redlever#Tis I your local Havers lunatic#<-bringing this Tag Back because it's more relevant than ever#Sorry If the Post isn't coherent or Well explained
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its sooo fun how dungeons reveal the psyche of the dungeon lord like. thistles dungeon was so planned and meticulous but so full of ghosts and unravelling at the end. mithruns dungeon was apparently so convoluted and 'made out of jealousy, lies, anger and inferiority'. marcilles dungeon was like.... that lmao, everything being brought to the same level with no real regard for what that might do to the ecosystem, and laios' dungeon ultimately ends up spilling out onto the surface. becoming one with it you might say
anyways if you were a dungeon lord what would your dungeon look like
#your dungeonsona. if you will. ur dungeon lordsona?#dungeon meshi spoilers#dungeon.... does not look like a word to me anymore.#dungeon meshi#me realising i never answered my own question. in my dungeon i force u to make ur own dungeon#to be real though probably a lot of dead ends both ways#realising that there are probably desires antithetical to. having a dungeon#but also desires that if eaten first would drastically change someones outlook/goals#and maybe even dungeon...?#i suppose a demon might eat that last though. seemed the case with thistle#so probably a very inconsistent dungeon tbh but in an unfortunately (for me) predictable way#in the sense that some areas would be like. fleshed out and detailed and others are just not good....#we cant all be thistle or laios!!!!#how quickly would someone be able to crack my dungeon?? another good question#i would be super mad if people solved it quickly#but im thinking harder about it and. that demon might starve to death dhfbbfbf#would not be an ideal target .......#but playing in the space where somehow im convinced to become dungeon lord
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big man big fan
#splatoon#splatoon 3#inkling#big man#flosart#hes so hoodie shaped it was an easy conversion#alright i have to finish an essay now lol bye (HE MAD!)#update: ty for 100 notes! :D i will note that i made this design in the perspective of how convenient id be for me to sew it#so it is relatively simple its just a hoodie with big sleeves and a shaped hood#the hardest thing (to me) would probably be the patterns on the fabric but you could always paint it on!!#im particularly fussy about my sewing projects... so id prbably do sublimation printing#though AGAIN. painting is always an option and whenever i see painted clothing it looks cool af. im just BORING!!!#back again like a day later i just realized you could just cut out fabric pieces in the shape of the pattern and sew them on#and itd have like a quilted (??) sewn on kinda look#thatd be so cute
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no mikey and raph ep going into how they were besties and have grown apart
no donnie and raph bonding ep
no leo and raph vs the returned evil dentist ep
no raph asks draxum for help w his mystic stuff and it turns into a whole Thing ep
no raph centric movie + rat king as villain = actual potential for exploring what raph and splinter’s relationship is like outside of scenes that primarily focus on raph comforting his dad about something, i’m just
#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt raph#rise raph#EVERY DAY IM SO MAD ABOUT ALL THE RAPH CONTENT LOST#yes im also mad mike n don didnt get more development n movie time etc#this aint about them though#leo and splints got an ep donnie and splints got an ep mikey and splints got one#april got 2+ eps w him CASE GOT A SPECIAL BOND W HIM#raph got the last 3 mins of mrs cuddles and trying to comfort his dad about stuff like#it is so unfair bc there is so much i wanna know about this specific dynamic im so mad
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let me COOK with this one also everybody clap at least the thumbnail isnt purple
#i posted the different sketchy thumbnails for this a couple hours ago but i deleted it after 5 minutes cause the colors were bad bad#i want to try smtg a little more realistic lighting wise but i just know the bags and the fridge will take me forever#i will get so fucking mad. i am prepared#i love the idea for this though im planning a few more illustrations with elias brooke and diamila of like casual vampirism#both to practice storytelling in illustrations and environments#this is my art improvement year i could care less about uni or my future we need to get to pro levels in time for artf*ght#wip
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So uh… I might end up with a live action f/o…
#okay so I was watching clips of this one show#mostly because I was curious#and then afterwards I went to listen to some music and caught myself daydreaming about the one character#and I panicked#I don’t know if this character will become a thing but uhhhhh… im having conflicted feelings#just… well… i being vague because it’s embarrassing#like pretty much all of my f/os are animated and I never had a live action f/o before#and the character is silly and over the top but……..#*groans*#and I don’t think it’s like a celebrity crush type of thing#like I usually separate a animated character from the VA but to see the actor is… hmmm#and I’m just sitting here kinda wanting to watch this show even though it’s very cheesy#just to learn more about this character#like I already made sketches of the character and I’m MAD#god I hope this makes sense because I’m struggling trying to explain this#💬 chy chatter 💬
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this is such a solid show so far, i dont even know what to say. episodes feel long, but they're not boring. they're lingering, they last. it takes everyday emotions and everyday experiences and lets them play out; it confers importance to the small things. the story and overall plot-per-ep is simple yet genuine, and everything and every character feels so lived-in. i like the mix of fun and serious, i like the steady growth and trust between mork and day and the little buds of tension starting to bloom. i love the way the camera brings things to the forefront of the viewer's attention, the way expressions are shot and how long those shots are allowed to last on screen...you really feel the emotion coming through, and it really impresses me from both an acting and directing standpoint.....im just rambling but the jist of it is that i'm really enjoying this
#*gestures wildly* p'aof makes this shit look effortless#he comes up with the most original things and then makes them feel justified and ordinary#like the inflatable dinosaurs - oh yeah those were from a costume party years ago#its all just to show day having a little fun and i love how that...gets attention#like theyre not *trying* to build the romance theyre just telling a story#does that even make sense??? bc obviously the story is building the romance#it just all feels really natural and believable even though its only been 3 eps#it feels like its been longer#the characters are already changing but it doesnt feel like its moving fast#MAN. MAN!#last twilight#jimmy and sea are really selling it and so is everyone in the supporting cast#it all feels very entangled while still giving the most focus to the mains -you really see the story from their perspectives#IM. IM ALMOST MAD ABOUT IT P'AOF MAKES THIS SHIT LOOK EASY
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As someone who enjoys religion blogging/discussions, I've come to realize that it's a good practice to be aware of the general signs/symptoms of religious-OCD thinking (aka scrupulosity), because if the conversation is taking on all the hallmarks of scrupulosity, it's actually a definitive sign that we cannot meaningfully and compassionately engage in a conversation about religion in a healthy way. I've actually had this play out a significant number of times online, and when I realized what it was, I also began to realize that the intrusive thoughts/obsessive and compulsive thinking are only ever fed by continuing the discussion with that person.
[[ Important edit to clarify why I am saying it's not healthy — made after I went back to look for more concrete facts about OCD or anxiety (I have GAD, not OCD, but many resources overlap since they're both anxiety disorders):
When Reassurance is Harmful — this explains how/why reassurance-seeking specifically about an OCD fear is a compulsive behavior, and engaging with reassurance-seeking interferes with recovery/management/treatment.
This table from the Anxiety Disorders Center lists key differences between Information Seeking and Reassurance Seeking.
This IOCDF page on Scrupulosity info for Faith Leaders identifies "symptom accommodation" as enabling. Two of the examples of doing this by participating in the OCD behavior are: "Engage in excessive conversation focused on if-then scenarios (e.g., "If I did this, then would X or Y happen? And what if Z was involved? How about W?")" And, "Repeatedly answering questions about ‘correct’ religious or faith practices."
That page also goes on to outline more info about reassurance seeking. "Although providing answers to (often simple!) questions may seem harmless, providing reassurance serves to maintain the anxiety disorder cycle." (This BMC psychiatry article cites a lot of related studies establishing this.)
The IOCDF page on What is OCD and Scrupulosity? ]]
Imo, the responsible thing to do is to recognize that (even if the other person hasn't outright stated it/isn't diagnosed)* the conversation is not about religion, it is about needing mental health support from professionals and experts. Talking to me, the layperson who enjoys chatting theology and my religion — is not only not helping, but is actively harmful. I'm not just talking about the person who I replied to today, either. Like I've said, I've seen this happen dozens of times in various online forums.
*[while I am against diagnosing strangers on the internet, it's important to realize A) lots of people don't know what Scrupulosity is, so it's possible they've never considered this is a mental health concern that could be treated, and that B) for the purposes of my concern, it doesn't matter if they actually have diagnosed OCD. The only thing that matters is that their thought-process causes them genuine distress/fear, and every response given to them seems to only incite new/additional distressing questions/thoughts, or further entrenches the original distress.]
Ultimately, any discussion aside from "you might want to speak to a mental health professional about scrupulosity OCD" seemingly puts me in the position of feeling as if I am being used for their self-harm. I hate that feeling. I do not want to be leverage for fear and pain. I have GAD, I despise the idea that I am making things worse.
No matter how much I love religious discussion, the answer in these cases is always "please reach out to an OCD specialist/mental health professional. I am not qualified to discuss this." And then to stop there. I have never once seen anyone stuck in this compulsive thought spiral be reassured or feel any better by hearing from someone else's approach to theology handled with things like empathy, compassion, logic, or even atheism. It doesn't matter what we say, how we say it, or how we relate to our own religion. The urge to engage in this kind of conversation in order to chat about religion is a sign that we are not equipped to help.
You can't have a conversation here, because intentionally or not, ten times out of ten, you are adding fuel to the fire. Just like people can't simply tell me something that would erase/talk me out of my ADHD/depression/anxiety disorder, you also cannot simply argue/reassure/persuade people out of scrupulosity. We should not try. We have a responsibility to consider that it's outright harmful to do so, and to disengage.
#this is a massive pet peeve of mine#im not mad at the people who responded about religion and religious thinking bc it took me time to realize what this was too#like im sure i used to view these kinds of questions in a more...idk flippant light when i was a teenager and maybe even in my 20's#as i became more educated about my own mental health though i started to realize the pattern in these fears#and like many of you i probably originally started replying to people with scrupulosity or similar religious anxieties genuinely#not realizing at first that replying to their fears or questions was inevitable harmful#not realizing that hey actually this is far above my paygrade#ocd/obsessive thinking and anxiety spirals can be crippling life ruining and immensely painful#and unfortunately my love of theological discussions sometimes tripped me RIGHT into what was essentially self-harm#so im not mad at other people for also making that mistake - but i am asking everyone to think about this actively#its too easy to leap in without considering if the discussion is healthy to have for our discussion partner#its definitely too easy to contribute to the pain and fear while only meaning to genuinely help what is misunderstood as a mere “worry”#bc these arent just small fears or worries but thoughts that are causing them immense pain
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Okay, I gotta know,
Does Dragon Wally have the zoomies? And happy year of the Dragon btw!
no, i wouldn't think so... i imagine that he's too Calm of a soul for that... maybe he just fluffs up & gently flops around?
#he lays on his back makin' air biscuits maybe#or perhaps wally's version of zoomies would be sitting stone-still and staring intensely at a single thing/point#or is that just normal wally behavior#does he purr? he should purr...#dragons should always have the capacity for purring...#i imagine that julie gets zoomies though. she flings herself around and wally is just off to the side vibrating intensely#no... not vibrating... well yes. but hes purring so hard it physically shakes him!#a silent but incredibly powerful purr!#dragon wally's silly mode is a very gentle silly mode i imagine#wh dragon au#rambles from the bog#ALSO HAPPY YEAR OF THE DRAGON <3#its finally here! yippee!!!!#i intend to Celebrate it!#oh if only i was born a year earlier... i would be a dragon... but no im a horse#not Mad about that but man. Dragon.
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i want to leave asks open for comments but please for the love of god stop submitting bands there it clogs up my inbox i dont know how to be any more clear than literally labelling the ask button DONT SEND SUGGESTIONS HERE how are some people still missing that! how
#im not even mad im just like. exasperated. ive tried everything#maybe if i post about it though??#there is!! a google form in the pinned post!
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INQUISITOR MARROK NATION WAKE UP
#Marrok in Tales of the Jedi S2 was not on my character cameo speculation bingo card but I am NOT MAD IN THE SLIGHTEST#I always believed my boy could be more than a throwaway in Ahsoka#Im so proud of him he is back#and presumably alive#Manifesting we get his brother rank#Mark my words now i think he’s the Eleventh Brother#I actually called him that for a while before we knew his actual name#Knowing plague doctor inquisitor’s name and rank would be cool too ig#Marrok is priority though#Wouldn’t mind seeing the face under that helmet either#I’M NORMAL ABOUT THIS MAN I SWEAR#tales of the empire#tales of the jedi#inquisitor marrok#star wars
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