JEON YEO BEEN and SON SUK KU in

BE MELODRAMATIC (2019)

Once the hyper fixation kicks in no one is safe

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drawing based offa this prompt list i saw

it's not always going to make sense, and it's going to be hard, and the way that you feel her push through your ribs will make the rest of you ravenous. you will be standing in your tiny kitchen looking down at your feet and the loneliness will spray in buckshot over your whole life until you are a crimescene and you will still have to remember to get groceries. you will think about her hair, the wheat, how she has stained your life in yellow, and how before her you were almost-happy but now somehow you are starving. you will think of her weight in your hands and over your skin and her impossible grin. you will want to force your entire fist into your hand and bite down, but you won't, because you're an adult, and you only cry at funerals. so much of her reminds you of fire; the shock of her hair and the swordblade of her laughter - so you sigh and drink water instead. you have emails to send around the shape of her. you have chores to do that avoid remembering the last time she held you. you have to take the trash out and avoid the sensation that she is hanging in the air, all that desire in the back of your throat. you will have to apologize to your dog. i promise. i'm trying. the way you want her is almost reverent, an amber crescent. she has annexed the whole apartment, has made her way under your fingernails. and yet you still have to pay rent. you still have to pay bills.

I have had this show as my main hyperfixation for 4+ months and I have not finished it and I don’t know if I ever will </3 I do not handle sad media well and I was not aware it was a tragedy going in until I was much too deep in to get out 💀 for a while it straight up negatively affected my mental health lol. look I do love the ending and I think it was very well written and just ough…. very good but also damn. damn I wish it had a happy ending

TBH that’s why I’m not listening to protocol either. At least not yet, bc I like the open ending of tma bc I can pretend that they’re happy somewhere else and I don’t want that to be proven wrong :’’’) no amount of fanfiction can fill the gaping void in my heart…… why doesn’t my mental illness induced apathy extend to fiction too istg I would enjoy so many things so much more if I didn’t get horribly depressed by them 💀I get that some people like that but I’m not one of them…. Alas this is nothing new. I always get hyperfixated on tragic stories despite being the #1 happy ending enjoyer, why does this keep happening

anyways that one dream sweet in sea major animatic and that one animation of last words made me lose my shit. go watch those lol this fandom scares me but god if it doesn’t have the coolest animatics ever <33

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silly things I've done the past few days

moony centric post ! needed some design clarity

i wanted it to make more sense that for a longgg time they depend on being 110% covered up, bc their physical form beneath is invisible; the only part u can see is their gem. when they get scared or zone out they fade into thin air completely. plenty of measures have been taken to assure he stays on other gems' radar & its honestly killed his stealth, but that never really mattered in the current era.

p.s. this canon concept art for the moonstone we only saw in a corrupted form has always been my inspo..SHES SO CUTE

he saw a flower and had to give it to you….

me when this dude has the gall to flirt with me when i’m clearly committed to fictional men

friendship with the outsiders ENDED ❌

new friendship started with THE QUARRY ✔️

Tell me what your favorite wttt ship is idk if they haven't even had a single fuckin "canon" interaction or if they're this close from a literal fist fight. Pitch me them like you're on fucking shark tank, open my EYES, give me a VISION, pass your local heathen a tiny crumb of good FOOD. CONVINCE ME. Let me see what you love about them. Speak. FEED ME!!!

IF YOU DONT WANNA DO A SHIP TELL ME UR FAV STATE ALSO, IDC IF ITS THE ONE WHERE YOU WERE BORN OR CURRENTLY LIVE OR IF YOU JUST THINK THE WAY THEY'RE PORTRAYED IS NEAT, LET ME LOVE THEM GIVE ME A REASON TO

Don’t ever let Booster pick out a disguise by himself (Based on that actual disguise he wore in BG vol 2..you know the one).

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h*zbin h*tel already has a huge toxic fandom and when the show goes mainstream it’s going to get even bigger and even more toxic and i will not be able to escape it. im not even in the fandom but it finds its way onto my feed on every single social media platfotm no matter what i do. because the algorithms know i like animation. i hate it here

the current controversy about angel dust is like…. oh boy if THAT’S a huge problem for yall, wait till u get a load of the entirety of v*vz*epop’s work……

chipspeech taking over my incredibox fixation (took over bigger than anything)