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Cookie's Fic Recs
I feel like no one really does rec lists anymore! But last night I was feeling and sappy and mushy and decide to put together my own little list of fics I love. These are in no particular order, and they don't follow any real theme/tropes other than I dearly love them all, and you should definitely give them a read!
*I tried to tag everyone I could find a blog for, but if I missed anyone, please let me know I can tag them!
The Instinctual Gravitation Towards Warmth by kimkhimhant (@kimkhimhant)
This is my comfort fic. No joke, this is what I read when I want to die. It’s angsty as all hell, it’s made me cry, but it is so indescribably good. Kim is an addict going through recovery, finding love and family along the way. He hits rock bottom—arguably multiple times—but always claws his way back, always with the support of the people that love him. It’s such a beautifully written and cathartic story, I’ve lost count of how many times I’ve read it. But it’s almost certainly the fic I’ve reread the most.
Error in the Code by BlackwaterVial (@blackwatervial)
Sneaking this VegasPete onto my otherwise KimChay list bc it altered me. I think most people already know what it is, but jic: it’s a sci-fi/cyberpunk/android AU, and it’s one of the best things I’ve ever read. I go feral for androids and this fic delivers in all the best ways. The world building alone makes me weep. But all of the characters interactions, the way we get such an in depth feel for everyone despite the limited PoV, and the most satisfying take I’ve seen on android artificial intelligence ever—I can’t recommend this story enough.
Idiots & Idioms by snickerdoodlles (@snickerdoodlles)
This one is actually a series, and it's genuinely so much fun to read. For the most part it's a SocMed fic with Chay taking over Wik's twitter and making it everyone's problem, and it's fkn hysterical. This one is actually a series, and it's genuinely so much fun to read. For the most part it's a SocMed fic with Chay taking over Wik's twitter and making it everyone's problem, and it's fkn hysterical.
Silver for Truth by snickerdoodlles (@snickerdoodlles)
This fic is the Kim & Khun vs. Tawan team-up we deserve. Kim is a ruthless, demented bitch, that's too cool to beat Tawan to death bc what if he messes up his wrists right before a show?? Big, get 'im. Kim is the feral-est cat ever, leaving behind evidence and bodies for Kinn bc saying "hey bro, I still love you/look out for you" is too much emotion for him. The fic is also from Tawan's PoV which also makes it the funniest thing ever, for reason that I won't spoil <3
The Wiked Lies We Live by shubaka (@shubaka)
Oh my god, this fic. Canon divergence (technically??) where most things happen as normal... except KimChay have been bodyswaped at the start of it. The little twists Shu puts on the events of canon, given it isn't the correct characters experiencing them (such as Big being very confused about why Kim is suddenly nice to him??) are so much fun.
A Portrait of Affection by froginthesun (@froginthesun)
Kim is an artist and Chay is the part time nude model he hires. ‘Nuff said right there, except no it isn’t, this fic is beautiful. Kim’s frustration with his craft is palpable, and so is the way he rediscovers his passion through Chay. The writing is wonderfully detailed, every chapter felt like walking through a museum. And tension slowly building between them—unf.
Sunshine in My Closet by moneskin
This is an A/B/O AU that is so satisfying to read. Typical hilarious boundary violations (Chay stealing Kim’s clothes, a bewildered Kim handing over a freshly worn outfit, having barely any idea who this strange kid is) characteristic of the AU, but then the story also delves deeper into more serious topics. Chay has a history of abuse from a past alpha that he has to learn how to navigate with Kim, who is incredibly patient and works hard to make Chay feel safe and loved. Overall a very sweet and comforting read. Seriously, this fic makes me melt.
Your Body Feels Like Disrespect by Blue_Jay (@bluejayfiction)
This fic is so funny because it begins with Kim blurting out, in the middle of an Important Mafia MeetingTM, that he and Chay aren’t having sex, and then wanting to die about it. Followed by Kim’s family trying very hard to both support and terrorize him. It’s hilarious, sexy, and one of my favorite reads when I need a pick me up. (Bless Kinn’s determination to be a Good and Supportive Brother, and Vegas for being the Worst Person Ever.)
In Silent Screams (In Wildest Dreams) by BelladonnaWyck and StratsWrites
This is definitely a darker fic. There’s DubCon, Kim is generally Sketchy, but it’s very hot. And I love explorations of his character where he isn’t just outwardly psychotic and cruel. This fic shows the kind of dark that I think Kim could have been, if you just tilted his character a little to the left. He still seems very much the way he is in canon, but he’s also… a lot more calculating and cold, sometimes. I love it.
Forget-me-always by bisexualbard (@bisexualbard-writes)
I cannot sing the praises of this fic enough. I think it’s probably tied for IGTW for my most-read fics. I’ve probably read this one more often in reality, but only bc it’s shorter. But oh my god, does it hurt. Kim gets struck with amnesia post-break up, does a little light stalking, and gets Chay to help him learn/remember who he is. In the process realizes that wow his life sucks, and there’s no way he wants to go back to it. Especially if he’s the kind of person that hurt Chay. He would rather start over. (Ofc, he doesn’t get to). This fic makes me cry, it’s so good
Coffeehouse Play by AirgodSLV
This is a canon divergence AU that I adore. The KimChay characterization is on point. I love that despite everything going on around them, they also get to be two boys that hang out and play videogames and try to shove each other off the couch while Porsche makes dinner. Given the age difference it’s so easy to make Kim Older and MatureTM, but he’s still a kid, and this story never once forgets that. It felt so honest and true to his character that Kim does have a lot of plans, and he’s very smart, but he’s also still so young, and sometimes shit just goes wrong.
Want and Need by bisexualbard (@bisexualbard-writes)
God, this fic. T h i s f i c. Post-canon Chay goes to therapy and becomes a camboy (in that order) and it’s delicious. Watching the steady breakdown of his and Porsche’s relationship is so satisfying. Everything one of them does to make things worse feels awful, but is so in character that it’s hard to be mad at them for their decisions. Kim readily giving up control if it means he can be with Chay, and Chay getting a crash course in how to dom. All of it is just. So good. This is such a good fic
Your Look, Through This Lens by WildelyDawn (@wildelydawn)
AU where Chay becomes Kim’s photographer. This fic emotionally hobbled me. Just a fair warning. You will cry. But that said, the ending isn’t nearly as sad as the tags would have you believe! At least in my opinion. I think it’s fairly open/hopeful, and beautiful either way. I love the way this fic shows how Kim balances being Wik while also being part of the mafia. And I love how temperamental he is; always hot and cold, while remaining pretty even as far as how he expresses himself. Always very aloof/detached, just out of reach, with Chay never really sure where he stands/what Kim wants. But at the same time the fic happens just before Kim gets a big break, and the subtle ways he shows his excitement and nerves as things start coming together—it’s wonderful.
Love’s a Two-Way Dream by giraffeter (@giraffeter)
This fic is dark. Kim atticwife’s Chay and it’s not a good time. But!! It’s not just dark for the sake of it; Kim is a genuine sociopath, yes, but it unfolds slowly. You get a sense of creeping dread as he does things that are just a little bit off, until finally the Big Bad Thing happens. At first he seems normal, playing the part of good and respectful boyfriend. But it just goes downhill from there, and I love every word of it. The ending especially is very satisfying.
In the Dark of the Night by bisexualbard (@bisexualbard-writes)
Not to recc everything Bard writes, but… This is a rape recovery fic that I feel handles the subject matter incredibly well. There’s no gratuitous rape scenes, and even with the flashbacks, I don’t remember any of them being incredibly detailed. I think Bard handled the fic with incredible respect and grace. This is another one that’ll make you cry. The way Chay handles his past trauma while trying to have a relationship with Kim is so painfully real. And so is the way Kim wants to help him, but doesn’t really know how. But they figure it out together, and it’s amazing. (Also Kim acquires a stabby child in the form of an OC that I adore.) I just love the path Chay's recovery takes in this fic, it's so visceral and relatable. It's all around just. So good. I love this fic for the same reason I love IGTW and it's because both fics show an excellent depiction of recovery.
Chains and Crowns, A Flower Can Both Make by Sweet_William (@sweet-william-writes)
Incredibly Regency AU. Historical AUs are some of my all time favorites, and this is everything I didn’t know I needed. Sweet_William captures the essence of an Austen-esque style while still making this feel like the KinnPorsche characters. Chay is wonderfully feisty, Kim is delightfully complex, and the various family interactions always had me cackling.
Simple Little Secrets by CorvusCloudburst (@cloudburst-ink)
Chay sees the future when he touches people. Kim thinks he’s either insane, a spy, or a conman. Oh, and Chay’s visions of Kim? Always sex-related. The shenanigans are endless. What more do you need?? They’re both crazy4crazy and it’s my favorite thing ever. Their banter is snappy and fun, the writing is sexy, and it never once gave me second-hand embarrassment despite Chay’s horrible situations.
#cookie speaks#kimchay#kinnporche the series#fic rec#anyway i love all of you#I hope this makes people's days a lil brighter#<3<3<3
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hi. yes i came back for another yapping session, ironic.
i would like to express some of my feelings towards... some interesting things.
1. The Strade nazi drawing
i talked about his before, i am aware, but later (while reading other opinions as well) i got reminded about EP (Electricpuke for those who dont know him). did we all forgot HOW MANY nazi drawings he made? dont you believe that's an influence as well? if i remember correctly, Gato cut ties with him because of his abusive behaviour (there arent many people talking about this but some user are aware about his actions. sadly i wasnt in the community when that happened)
literally there are people calling Gato a nazi when she doesn't support the ideology. why did no one act the same with EP? different standards? the fact he left (probably) for good? still its not an excuse to call Gato a nazi. also she apologised multiple times. again MULTIPLE TIMES. even in the callout post in twt you can see the fact she IS sorry for drawing that. that she REGRETS it
edit: kay found a ss on tt from the user @/gorturic where Gato said this as well
again, she doesn't support any nazi shit :/
2. The way others silence opinions that they dont like
im not saying you should be forced to agree with it, but when you make a callout account, normally, you let multiple people say their opinions over that thing. you can even show proof when you see someone is wrong. thats how argument work, crazy ik.
i start to see that if you defend Gato or just leave the community because the fandom its on thin ice, you'll be harassed and bullied for your choices. first of all, HOW ABOUT WE LEAVE PEOPLE THAT DONT WANT TO ASSOCIATE WITH BTD/TPOF ANYMORE ALONE. good? literally saw multiple users being harassed by this. its THEIR decision, suck it up. also can we stop SENDING DEATH THREATS???
or the fact that if you do have a point, they'll immediately cancel it with the "oh but its not important". it can be if you have some proofs for their misinformation (just like i proved the variety of poc characters Gato CREATED. didnt talk about Ren since he's another story)
3. Lack of proof for the side allegations.
if people noticed mods harassing people sm, why didnt they talk? why arent there ss of their conversations? we dont even know (most of us) what they even commented about (aside of Pussyspieler drawing). or the twt user that was wronged. that situation was like.. kind of a "im more autistic so you should shut up" (i have to add that i asked people on the spectrum about this and that was their point of view) of course the mod shouldn't have said it like that but.. its more of a misunderstanding really.. that doesnt mean you cant be upset. you absolutely can. everyone can react differently so dont harass them for feeling down or for being frustrated.
also the spanish (or mexican idk) users that just copied and translated @/renhanasgf posts with little to no new information. just the same thing. (although they said something of Gato not sending merch to latin America. probably because of the laws back then or the fact that the transport fee would be high af. im still searching for the reason tho so ill need some time for that one).
4. This fandom is messed up
people when fans of horror porn games are problematic 🤯. i agree that some people are being like extreme with their reactions, but no one is perfect here. just like i approached the situation completely wrong, they did the same. of course, now if you go around and be a racist piece of shit, you shoudl just stay off the internet for a while. luckily more approach the "like the art not the artist" thing.
look. you can always block users that you dont like (just like i do to those who are either into csam,thanks for telling me ab this term anon!, or incest). i know. shocking that people can block others.
after all these fandoms are not for the weak. there may be some safe spaces in it as well but... lets be real... its still going to be problematic. if you cant handle the community or how others act around here, then id suggest for you to not have a close interaction with others. like uhm, just, appreciate the content, not every person around here. just be aware of the users, stau safe okay?
5. Will i stop yapping?
not until i will see an agreement in the fandom. Gato is a human, of course she will do mistakes. especially if she's anxious or tired. having hundreds of people around you its hard and i can imagine it. having supoortive people only to wake up with people hating you. i hope she's safe and that she wont have to go to the hospital again. i pray for her well being, and to others that got spammed with those disgusting comments.
im not saying we should forget about this like.. her poor management and emotional way of responding to things, but is it truly worth it? to force a person to apologise just because they tried to fix things?
i also dont think ill stop because i just feel like im the only one that does talk here (trying to even prove wrong on some things). if others do it as well, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TAG ME I WANNA SEE THEM😭 also because most people are still so confused about EVERYTHING. for some reason this drama its only getting more popular on tt for some reason.. which is a big no no since there are a lot of YOUNG people. i believe this should be talked here, and on twitter. (idk what to say about telegram)
ill stop here since my sickness got me. i will edit it later to add or correct myself but *sighs*
please stay safe and try to view more opinions over this. DONT SPAM OR HARASS ANYONE WHO ONLY WANTED TO EXPRESS THEIR FEELINGS. we'll see on Sunday how things will turn out.
(if i missed something out or said something wrong please correct me)
#gatobob#btd#boyfriend to death#tinr#btd2#i also got tired of this or the multiple hateful messages that i had to delete since there were full of kys#untill then we'll see. i also wish to take a break because i got ill and this axiety aint helping much#whatever happens i wish Gatobob will be safe and will come back without any more backlash.#i do realise that me talking too much wont help either but.. i cant help it. the voices are winning
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i think it’s morally correct to make content related to art made by awful people in a way that’s specifically to show and educate how fucked up their worldview is tbh. people in that fandom either already hate the dudes and have gone full oc, or they believe and support the creator and they’re in desperate need of learning why, say, adults isolating you and making you do things that you don’t like is bad (as a hypothetical, to clarify- I’m not using a specific example I feel that’d be crass). if a work is problematic I think that means there needs to be more efforts to reach out to those taken in by it, through fiction and through compassionate words, because young people being harmed by these ideas do need help before they hurt themselves. i'm not supporting the art but not the artist, im trying my best to use the art to bludgeon the creator to death and i always will. while i get there are stuff that any eyes on it are being used to spread hate and harm by its creator, in general i think engaging with problematic media by problematic authors is not just okay but helpful, because kids being taken in by that stuff need to learn from people who will not attack them. don’t give money or support to the creators, obviously, but i think one person engaging in the world and characters of problematic media by fucked up people specifically to examine Why it's bad in a compassionate way will probably help more people than a thousand people expecting people to instantly know, especially when it comes to complicated topics like abuse.
#this is about the dsmp in particular bc a lot of fans are still very young (and also I’ve ocified the characters already)#But I think this is true for most things#Engaging with a kid on why like a video game supports ableism is more constructive than yelling
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no by all means keep judging cartoon villains solely by if they get redeemed in the end. i know some of us like to talk about other stuff like characterization or entertainment value or nuance as something that makes a good villain. but i think the only thing that actually matters is if the villain ends up on good terms with the protagonist at the end. all the Good TM cartoons with Good TM creators make the villains die a Horrible Death for being Abusers or whatever. and all the Bad TM cartoons with Bad TM creators Forgive Fascists by not making them get publicly executed by the 14 year old protagonist in front of the 8 year old target demographic.
i mean im so glad that more cartoons nowadays are subverting the psyop to support fascists that a few queer artists and queer shows definitely invented in 2017. there are so many popular cartoons doing that. it's almost like there are more properties killing their villains now and in the past than there ever were of properties that didn't do this. and it's almost like whether the villain gets redeemed at the end is more about the context of the story and its themes leading up to a narratively sound decision.
but you know. a few queer shows made by trans ppl were popular and they didn't kill their fascists and even had the gall to make them nuanced while also looking into the harm they did. guess it's trendy to forgive your abusers now because like two cartoons said so. out of like 40 other similarly high profile works that just straight up hit their villains with a bus or smth. by all means. keep heaping praise onto that one show about how they "let their villain just be evil" instead of talking about anything more interesting. that's so subversive, everyone's doing it!
#shut up pandora#check off my 'monthly rant about the treatment of the creators of steven universe and she ra'#this is because of the 'praise' ive been seeing for belos btw#yes i love his panache i love how much he fucks up everything and i love how hes beyond redemption#thats not because he was Born Evil and has always Been Evil???#ppl who show baby belos going out of his way to make calebs life a living hell and evelyn Rescuing this poor blond boy from his Evil Brothe#i am sending so many bad vibes at you rn#he isnt a good villain bc dana terrace decided to be 'subversive' by not redeeming belos#JUST being subversive while writing the story doesnt mean you make a good story being subversive =/= being good#hes a good villain because while his decisions are dogshit we can understand why he made them on an emotional level#and since gravity falls seems to be the golden standard for modern cartoons i guess#bill cipher also isnt a good villain bc hes evil and they killed him#bill is a good villain bc hes entertaining in the threat he poses#what makes a character a good villain is about stuff they do while theyre being a villain#dont just sum it up with 'duhhh they killed them at the end so its good' thats entirely dependent on the story!#anyway this is specifically about modern western cartoon fandoms#if youre telling me to watch shows that arent modern western cartoons or like. read a book then know that i do that already#this stuff isnt as big of a discourse topic in those circles but im talking about this specific circle rn
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Okay!! heres outline of the first part, or chapter of my Fnaf Human Au - williams origin
sorry for some typos and werid wording.. im bad at descriptions, ill probably edit later and add more stuff
Note- Fnaf lore is always changing bruh.. I tried to fit most of the story with what we know is canon but if i get stuff wrong and this information ages poorly….. I tried T T
TW for:
animal abuse, abuse, suicide, murder, death, and child death.
To begin, we should start with the origins of William Afton himself. He was born in 1943 somewhere in the United Kingdom. From day one, William has always had an obsession with death, probably because he was surrounded by it since birth (many of his male relatives were killed during the war.. Which also contributed to him having zero paternal figures or maternal- his mom and sisters were also struggling through their own depression and financial burdens)
As he lived in a woodland area, young William would often spend his days studying the bugs on the ground and scouting for animal carcasses. He enjoyed grabbing whatever small creature he could get his hands on and basically torturing them because it gave him a sense of power he desperately lacked in his own life. As one of his now deceased brothers had been an entomologist, william had easy access to tools that he would use to dissect bugs and other animals. He especially loved targeting rabbits. William. quickly took an interest in taxidermy, though was discouraged from bringing his hobbies within the household. As the large family continued to struggle to make ends meet, he was sent to a boarding school where he eventually cut all contact with his family. At the school, William was able to master his skills of charisma and charm. However, he felt empty inside, especially since nobody really payed him any mind as much as he had wanted them to. This place was too repetitive, too dull. He needed something new. Once william had graduated secondary school, he decided to go to college in America in hopes he’d find more opportunities.
It’s at college where William met Henry Emily and from the moment they first met William knew there was something special about this guy. While their other peers were mostly interested in partying and “wasting their lives and money” (his words), Afton appreciated Emily’s similar intellect and they found they had a lot of things in common, especially their shared appreciation of taxidermy and the study of death. While Henry was a very smart man, Afton did notice how he lacked any real aspirations. Henry told William he thought about being a science teacher but was overall unsure of his life after college- but Afton had bigger ideas.. Especially after reading Frankenstein - What afton really wanted to be was an entertainer, to be adored by billions for his intelligence, and he knew if he and henry banded together they would be an unstoppable team.
Afton layed out the idea to Henry- they would develop tricks and illusions with the dead animals they taxidermied - make them really come to life again. William would never admit this outloud- but Henry’s taxidermy skills were far superior to his.. He really had a talent in making the dead look alive, he also had a great talent in puppeteering. Henry was definitely the more artistic of the two and Afton was sure this would get them attention as nobody has seen an act this before. Henry thought it was a morbid idea, but soon he was fired from his job working as a cashier for a grocery store- money grew tighter for him and he was beginning to struggle paying off college loans, he would take any chance at making money. So the duo was formed, and with Henrys intelligence and Afton’s charisma….they failed miserably. Without the proper funding, the duos act was pathetically cheap and no average person would want to see dead animals being dangled around like cheap props. So Afton started to scam. He told customers he had the power to actually revive their dead pets but just replace them with a living animal. After four years, Henry had second thoughts about the whole business, especially now that his girlfriend was pregnant and he was getting ready to be a father.. He had no time for these ideas anymore and the duo drifted apart.
Eventually Afton gave up his scam too and just became an average office worker that received poor pay, working from 9-5, as well as starting his own family with the first woman who showed him any interest but he was miserable.The only real joy he got was controlling his family and making them solely dependent on him. Afton didn't really care much for his first son Michael. He was too argumentative, too stubborn and really not worth his time. His other son Evan was a crybaby but followed whatever dad said without much talk back, but it was Elizabeth he favored the most. She took no nonsense from either of her two brothers, and regularly bossed them around to enforce his strict rules. Elizabeth just wanted her dad to pay attention to her, so she worked tirelessly to be on his good side, but while she was his favorite, he barely spent any time with her just like the rest of the family.
So i'm going to be honest - i'm not really sure how I plan Elizabeth’s death to be but she is the first child of William’s to die and the start of his spiral into insanity. All I will say is that she’s missing and I will leave her fate a mystery with a body never being recovered. What is known is that while Clara was busy with Michael and Evan, Lizzie snuck out while trying to chase down her dad as he headed over to work. She was tired of being ignored, tired of being silenced, and tired of her dad never really being around. She never got to confront him though. She could have gotten attacked by a wild animal, she could have fallen into a hole, or just had gotten lost, maybe even gotten run over by a reckless driver driving an ice cream truck… I mean I want it to kind of resemble her canon death with baby but I'm indecisive so this will be left up to interpretation…. but she was never found and was declared dead. She would have been 10 years old. (To clarify somethings in this timeline- at the time of Lizzies death, Michael was 11 and Evan was 2)
This left a horrible mark on the entire family. William spent even longer hours away from home, barely acknowledging his wife or kids - blaming them for everything while never considering his own contributions to the tragedy. After all- he practically left Clara to raise 3 children alone with little support… not even financial. Its with Elizabeth’s death that William realized he hated being a father. He hated the life he created. He never loved Clara, and he obviously took long hours at work just so he wouldn't have to confront his failures at home. At a similar time, Henry’s own wife had just died after a long battle with sickness. They both stumbled into each other at a bar while trying to drink their sorrows away and quickly rekindled their friendship. Seeing Henry sparked William's passion for fame and money once more and wanting a way to distract themselves from their pains, both men decided they wanted to open a restaurant together and worked tirelessly to achieve that goal.
The big obstacle was finding a location. Henry and William spent years searching high and low for a building they could settle in. They also struggled to develop a marketable company. Many of their restaurants failed due to isolated location and the fact that the building was just too boring, even with Henry's artistic inputs. The men lived in a very remote part of Arizona, but then decided to travel out of state and landed in Hurricane, Utah. This is where they came across a place that would forever change the course of their lives. A place called Fredbear’s Diner.
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uhhh im gonna ramble about my ocs now because I wanna
content warnings: death, drugs, sex, transphobia, homophobia, teen parents, potentially and probably inaccurate mentions/talk of POTS and EDS, murder, overdose, stalking, people being wayyyy too fucking chill about horrifying things, pedophilia mention maybe, ableism maybe, lots of corpse mentions, infertility, child death, probably inaccurate dutch people, America, vampires, war, scars (not sh), probably brief kandi mention, probably a bit historically inaccurate, neglect, abusive parent mention, alcoholism, prostitution, military (did i already mention that?), there's probably more but it's 1am, im tired and I just can't
the poor motherfuckers my brain has shat out:
Dexter Gray (he/she)
Florence Gray (she/her)
Iris Gray (she/her)
Ivy Gray (she/her)
Jean Gray (he/him)
Diane Turner (she/her)
Jay Aharon (he/him)
Nekoda Aharon (he/him)
Autumn Aharon-Naaktgeboren (she/they)
Lydia Naaktgeboren (would tell you to kill yourself if you asked her but she/her)
Florence (she/they)
Sasha Jordison (she/her)
Connor Quinn (he/him)
Ryan Jones (he/him)
Jack Anderson (he/him)
Adrien de Vries (he/they)
how they relate I guess???
Jean and Diane are Dexters parents
Dexter and Sasha are Ivy's parents
Lydia and Nekoda are Autumns parents
Nekoda is Jays dad, I haven't come up with a mother for him yet
Jay and Dexter are dating, Jay is Ivy's step dad
Ivy, Connor, Ryan and Jack are dating
Sasha is dead, and Florence is part of another au, but I mentioned her because she has the most lore
Florence Gray and Iris are Dexters sisters
Adrien is Autumns coworker and stalker, they end up "dating" (using the term very loosely) (it's lowkey like a qpr sort of)
let's get confusing, ages.
so I get really inconsistent here
Dexter and jay are 19 for their section of lore, Ivy is 3 at this point
Dexter was 16 and Sasha was 20 when they had Ivy
Autumn is 21
Nekoda is 45 and Lydia is 42
Ivy is 16 for her section in the lore. her boyfriends are all 17, Dexter and jay are 32 at this point
Jean and Diane aren't relevant enough to have age
Florence is 124
Florence Gray is 21 and Iris is 16, they don't really get mentioned much
Adrien is 23
Florence is the only non human, she's a vampire. Iris is pregnant, and Florence Gray is a prostitute
lgbtq+ bullshit (sighs, my silly little gays)
Autumn is a lesbian and a trans woman
Dexter and Jay are bi
Ivy is poly
Nekoda says he's straight but he's definitely fucked a guy at least once ngl
where these poor tortured souls are from:
Nekoda, Jay and Autumn are from Texas, Autumn is half dutch though
Lydia is from Rotterdam
Adrien is from France but he's also half dutch
Dexter, Ivy, Jean, Diane, Florence Gray and Iris are from Colorado
Sasha and Florence are just a mystery honestly
Connor, Ryan and Jack don't have enough lore for this yet
jobs (these change depending on what you ask me ngl, I forget):
Jay is a professional ball kicker (football)
Dexter stabs people for a living (tattoo artist)
Adrien and Autumn cut people open and play with their guts (morticians)
Nekoda is in the airforce, he's a wing commander
Florence was a nurse in the world wars
Ryan works at a music shop, he also likes making key chains and makes really cute ones for Ivy, Connor is a cashier, and Jack has rich parents, so he doesn't really have to work
Lydia is a teacher and a professional cunt
Disabilities n stuff:
Dexter has ADHD
Ivy has POTS, EDS, ADHD and Autism
Florence is a vampire, yeah I'm counting that as a disability, shut up
Nekoda has ADHD, Autism and PTSD
Adriens just fucking nuts honestly
Autumn has Autism, PTSD and something else that I haven't decided yet
Connor has anxiety
Ryan has ADHD
ok that's enough for tonight, will continue later
#deeply traumatised little assholes#i just like torturing my ocs honestly#ocs#my ocs#my punching bags#sorry#not really tho#dewey ramblings
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hi hi ! i'm m (she/her) and i'm super excited to introduce you to eileen roh! she's a new muse but im looking forward to writing with u all and developing her further :') i've got the sparknotes summary of her under the read more but hit the like or msg me if you'd like to plot! i have discord if you prefer plotting there as well
₊˙ ◌ ⁎˚ ﹒﹙kim doyeon. cis female. she/her.﹚guess who was almost late for their shift at barracuda inc again?? that’s right, it was eileen roh! it’s a wonder their job as a tattoo artist isn’t in jeopardy. the 24 year old has been working at sunset galleria for one year, and is well known for their carefree nature. on bad days, they can be rather volatile, though. when the mall is dead at night, they can usually be found playing drunk mini golf with friends at glogolf, but don’t tell their boss!
STATS / WANTED PLOTS / TATTOO WORK REF
EARLY LIFE
born and raised in new york city! feb 8th, 1999 (aquarius sun, scropio moon and capricorn rising)
her childhood was pretty fun for the most part except for her mom's strict parenting style. she was the kind to always nitpick how eileen acted and scolded her for getting hurt instead of comforting her
her parents dreams of raising a family in america were soon crushed when they started arguing and falling out of love. they decided to separate with her dad leaving and filed for divorce when eileen was 12
eileen is fond of her dad but def felt a bit betrayed by him. her mom turned very bitter at her own life and not long after moved them back to her hometown in daegu when eileen was 14
MOVING TO DAEGU & FAMILY (mentions of death tw, verbal abuse tw)
ofc eileen was not happy to be leaving her life in new york and it didn't help that her maternal grandparents were even more conservative than her mom was. they often misunderstood each other and not just cus of the language barrier
adjusting to her life in korea was difficult and she bore resentment towards her mom. she started smoking in highschool and was generally a rebellious kid (which ofc led to more fights w her family)
she played soccer to vent out her frustration but it wasn't until her family agreed to let her do a summer program back in new york that she rly fell into visual art. she was enthralled by the medium and decided that it was something she was going to do
u guessed it, her mom and grandparents were against it and eileen acted out by getting her first tattoo & more piercings. she rly wanted to do uni in the states but just couldn't afford it so she applied to a fine arts program at busan arts college
at this point her relationship w family was very rocky but she started not giving a shit abt what hurtful words they threw at her. however, art school was stressful and it was after her second year of college that she found a love for tattoo artistry. this led her to dropping out and pursuing an apprenticeship at a small shop
dropping out was truly the icing on the cake for her family and at the same time, her grandfather had passed after dealing with some health issues. her life a mess, she started isolating herself from friends. the only solace she found was with her partner at the time that stood with her through the thick of it
CAREER
at first her apprenticeship was going great but soon it became a bit of a disagreement on rates & schedule and she found the studio to be disorganized
after learning about barracuda through someone that she regarded as a mentor, she got the job there and has been working at sunset galleria for a year! they let her do her own thing and the pay is good so she's pretty happy about it
eileen’s art style mainly consists of abstract fine line work, high contrast tattoos, cyber sigilism, and mild horror inspired work. she doesn’t repeat any flashes so each piece is one of a kind and loves doing freehand stuff as well!
she has dreams of travelling and being a guest tattoo artist around the world and opening up her own studio one day but that's a future goal - she's got student debt to pay!
PERSONALILTY
she's pretty easygoing but def the type to rely on friends to set up plans (she most always says yes but lacks the effort to initiate plans/bad at keeping up with friends)
silently affectionate like she'd get you a cake bc it's your fav flavor but you would only find out she's allergic to the green food coloring in it after you're halfway thru eating. def an acts of service gal
pretty opinionated esp when it comes to her family or when someone's very traditional. she's open-minded but will make her opinion heard (def talks back to elders if they're being rude lol)
despite their complicated relationship, she can't bring herself to hate her mom or fully close her off. at times she pities her. after all, having her grandparents as parents? she kinda gets why she is the way she is. her relationship with her dad is distant but she wishes it was better (last she heard he's in a steady new relationship)
bisexual + demiromantic (meaning she rly has to feel a strong connection with someone before developing any romantic feelings)
always listening to music, and always sketching new tattoo flashes. has picked up pottery as a hobby as of late! loves going out drinking with friends. her stats page has some more tidbits about her!
PLOTS
i have some wanted connections up on her page but also love love brainstorming together and doing interconnecting plots (so if ur muse has any imp relationships lmk cus i love hearing about them and interweaving them into their dynamics!) ok im super excited to read abt ur muses & write with you all thank you for reading all this!!!
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I feel like Hajime's parents probably wouldn't like any of his friends except for maybe Chiaki lol
Also I am Intrigued by your thoughts on Nagito's parents and would like to hear more if you wanna share 👀
Oh gladly !
I kind of think the opposite! I think that Hajime’s parents are very, very fond of talent. I think his father especially. I think that because they don’t have talent themselves, they really look up to those who do, which is where I think Hajime got a lot of his insecurities around being talentless from. So, I think that Hajime’s parents would love that Hajime is friends with people who have talent. I think they’d have some…Reservations about some of them (Souda LMAO), and I think they’d 100% have to lie about Kuzuryu’s talent but overall would totally approve. With Komaeda, its reservations and him being unsettling and holding huge signs of trauma and abuse that they, especially Hajime’s mum, can spot from a mile off, on top of him not even having a real talent that they become less fond of him. Plus, Komaeda is just a weirdo. So whereas Kaz would be able to overcome the reservations they have towards him by just being himself, Komaeda…Well. NKQDNKQNDKWN. But oh, Nanami????? Yeah, They Adore her. They’re always asking after her. Hajime’s mum is always trying to get her to come over, even makes her bento sometimes which is SUPER embarrassing for Hajime but Nanami finds so touching even if she doesnt understand why they like her so much.
Im actually kind of thinking of writing something that lightly explores Komaeda’s relationship with his parents, so i’m still working out the kinks here and there but im very invested in his parents and childhood and upbringing. *puts on badge that says I’m Sorry I Have A Masters In Psychology*
Idrc to know what Komaeda’s parents did for a living. Im not rich enough to know the jobs that people do to get rich. Its probably just a long line of a family being rich. But i like the think that they were artsy.
I think Komaeda’s dad was a proper jokester, prankster, dad-joke dropping nuisance. I imagine him being the life of the party, and loving to entertain people. I think he was very musical, with him being able to play the piano really well, and his wife being able to play violin and they do it together at these big parties they constantly throw. I think he’s very proud that their first child was a son, and boasts about how he’s going to be talented and have something amazing about him. Very loving and doting in the early years when this is still a possibility. Komaeda is almost like a trophy child. This lessens as the time goes on and no talent (that they can recognise) surfaces in Komaeda. But not consciously, if that makes sense. He still loves his boy very very much.
A side tangent on whether they themselves are talented, im stuck on it. I think maybe not though, because I think Komaeda is supposed to mirror Hajime like this. Hajime and Komaeda are like the same character, so I think it makes the most sense that Komaeda’s parents also not be talented. Also side side note, the only thing i can remember about Komaeda’s parents being discussed in canon, other than their death, is Komaeda saying that his mum never called him pretty or whatever he says. If theres anything else thats why theres contradictions.
Komaeda’s mum is a very graceful woman whose also very artistic. Like i said, i think she can play violin to compliment her husband’s piano playing, but I think she’s more of a painter. I think she’s quite sly, able to cut through her husband’s joking sometimes in a way even he doesnt realise but others in the room do. Its very hard to tell sometimes when she’s being genuine in her words or if she’s actually making fun of you, especially because she smiles so easily and so prettily, it makes it easier to forget that she could have any ill intentions. I also hc Komaeda to be mixed race, and his mother to be French. She leans on the excuse of Japanese being her second language to get herself out of tricky mishaps she gets herself into and it only sometimes works LMAO. Her husband has to step in to defuse half the time. I think Komaeda’s birth was very very complicated and a really rough process. They both really really wanted a baby, but Komaeda’s mother was told it wasn’t going to be possible. Komaeda was a bit of a miracle baby in this sense, but also I think his mother struggled A LOT a lot. Postpartum depression out the wazzo. I think the lasting scars of this develop into postpartum psychosis and manic depressive episodes that sort of change her completely from the person she was before he was born. This leads to her being very distant from Komaeda when he’s really young because she simply cannot handle caring for him, meaning the care was left mostly to nannies. This slowly got a bit better, and by the time he’s walking she begins to build a relationship with him, but its still difficult. I think she was probably very hot and cold towards komaeda in a way he couldnt understand. One minute she’d be loving, brushing his hair and complimenting him and reading him stories, then the next day or even a few hours later he’d ask her to read to him and she’d be catatonic, or acting strange and scary and then the nanny is pulling him away and saying she’ll read to him instead. I think she really does love him though, and in the moments where she feels enough that she can she shows it, she’s super affectionate, half through a guilt bc of how she treated him, half genuine love for her miracle boy. Komaeda really lives for these moments. He’s super helpful around the house, and runs to boast to his mum about how helpful he’s been because most of the time when he does she’ll give him attention for it. When his luck starts to show through, and terrible things start happening, Komaeda’s mother’s anger can be explosive towards it all or completely numb. Komaeda takes neither very well, but her lack of reaction always hurts the worst.
I think Komaeda’s father was in no way equipped to deal with any of this. He was ready for a child, but not for what it did to his wife. He sort of just shies away from it all, scared of and unable to understand whats happened to his wife and not really wanting to accept it either. Its especially hard trying not to blame Komaeda for it, especially on harder days. I think he pushes for Komaeda to smile a lot, and has no time for Komaeda’s negative emotions, often getting angry and frustrated when Komaeda is upset but he cant make him stop crying or calm down. When things do happen because of Komaeda’s luck, and it upsets Komaeda, he defaults to trying to find the brightside of what happened to make him feel better. He’s very focused on positive emotions, always laughing and smiling and never letting anyone see him down, to the point where he wont let himself feel down and always takes another view or another perspective on things to make the situation good again, even when its really really not appropriate. Mega mega toxic positivity. He’s way too unserious a lot of the time, and too away with the fairies to be anything solid and reliable to even begin to combat how much of a ghost of a person Komaeda’s mother can be sometimes. He likes to think he makes time for his son, but what he doesn’t realise is the only time this is is in front of other people for performance purposes. Even then, half the time he’s more invested in the guests than he is Komaeda.
Image is very important in the Komaeda household, so keeping up appearances of everything being fine was rlly important to them both. They tend to focus on this more than Komaeda, so Komaeda is roughly forced into performing the act of the perfect, docile, well read young man and is basically ignored throughout the performance except for when his dad wants to boast or rare, odd moments where his mum will sit next to him and ask what he’s reading and compliment him on it.
I think they’re also really involved with talent, in much the same ways that Hajime’s parents are. They really wanted Komaeda to be talented, and wanted him to be friends with people who are when they started to think that maybe he wasnt. I think that, in a universe where they survive, they would still love Hajime at first for appearances sake, which just slowly develops into genuine affection when they get to know Hajime. Also he’s like the only person Komaeda’s ever brought home, so they instantly have a soft spot for him because he’s Komaeda’s first friend so they try and push away any biases they have towards him not being talented. They also have the buffer of living comfortably, which Hajime’s parents don’t.
But they didn’t survive so this doesnt matter LOL.
Even so, i think there was maybe money or family stressors on them that made them really want Komaeda to be talented. I think Komaeda maybe had this on his shoulders as well, and felt this directed towards him but like didn’t really understand it. He just understood that talent was really really important. And that all good people are talented and non-talented people are bad.
Wow that was long. I hope that was interesting at least ! Thanks for giving me an excuse to blabber about that LOL
#oh pee#danganronpa#long post#there i komaeda-posted on his birthday. are u happy now slashuz? will u leave me alone?#happy birthday or whatever komaeda 🙄🙄
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Just reread your ocs and I missed them 🥺
Hope we see more of them , Im actually curious have you made any new ocs ? You mentioned something about Kid 🤔
ooh have you got any art on Saffron maybe even Willow?
I wonder how did she get pregnant by Maria , did Maria ask Ivankov to change her into a man or is Maria secretly a futa?
For Willow I find her very interesting , I wonder though what’s gonna happen to her when Roger gets Executed , Rouge died at childbirth ( will Willow be Ace second mother 👀)
Does Willow get a bad ending like Roger did or will she be sailing the seas with shanks or buggy maybe she be staying with Rayleigh and shakky ?
last thing to say is that I hope your doing ok 💗
🌺Anon
Aww, that’s so kind of you to say, flower friend! It makes me happy to hear that you missed my OC’s, it makes me feel like they’re really good characters!
Anywho, yes I do actually have other OC’s! Multiple actually! I have a lot of fan-kids but I never intend to post about them on this blog as I don’t think that those characters should be present on a blog like this, it would make me feel weird personally
But as for my adults, I have 20+ of them! There’s quite a few of them and I mentioned in another post who they are but just in case you didn’t see that or haven’t seen it at the time of this post then lemme repost who they are alongside their S/O
Sleepyhead Estelle and Caesar Clown
The Snow Woman Talvi and Dalton
Infiltrator Thalassa and Magellan, Sadi-Chan, Domino
Investigative Reporter Honey and Big News Morgans
Time Traveller Paislee and Joyboy
IRL Girl Vanessa and Baccarat, Whitey Bay, Wanda, Hina
Clothing Designer Morticia and Law, X-Drake, Hawkins, Sanji
NSFW Star Nova and Oven
Travelling Selkie Lorna and Laskey
Community Leader Esther and Garling (DON’T LOOK HIM UP IF YOU DONT WANT MANGA SPOILERS)
Glass Artist Soleil and Cobra, Pell, Chaka
IRL Artist Ariel and Kalgara, Herb, Noland, Acorn (Noland’s Wife)
Something Something Water Ember and Sabo, Ace
Morticia’s Model Unnamed Goth Bunny and Penguin, Shachi
I know that I have mentioned Kid but his S/O is one that I’d rather not talk about so unfortunately you’ll never get to see them so my sincerest of apologies but anywho… Let’s get into it!
I don’t actually have any art on them that isn’t made in Gacha but I do however have aesthetic boards that I’ll post at the bottom of this post! I hope that you enjoy them!
!-MINORS DO NOT INTERACT FOR ANY REASON-!
!-POTENTIAL TRIGGER WARNINGS-!
Futa, Strap-On’s, Impregnation, Abuse, Isolation, Death Mention, Dream Crushing, Hallucinations, Dark Fairycore Imagery
!-POTENTIAL TRIGGER WARNINGS-!
!-MINORS DO NOT INTERACT FOR ANY REASON-!
So when it comes to a lot of female characters that I ship with my OC’s, I like to imagine what kind of children they would have together and also I have an easier time writing and imagining sex with someone who has a dick and someone who has a pussy versus two people who have pussies
As a result, Black Maria getting Saffron pregnant is usually explained via Devil Fruit shenanigans or just isn’t explained at all, Black Maria isn’t the only one either as Ulti is also capable of getting Saffron pregnant and each of Saffron’s S/O’s want to be able to make her have their babies
But yeah basically, that’s why so it’s safe to assume that if I’m writing fictional women having intercourse with my OC’s then it’s either strap on or just that they have a dick so that’s the explanation
I guess in unexplained scenarios, those two scenarios of Ivankov changing the female into a male or them secretly being a futa could work but typically I try not to think too hard about it beyond weird side effect of Devil Fruit or something as then I think too much about it and the smut idea that I had winds up going nowhere
I think the furthest that I’ve ever thought about it is that after sex, the dick just kinda goes away and now there’s just two women but anyways that’s enough of that sort of talk now
Willow is by no means then strongest member of the Roger Pirates like she’s pretty tough, don’t get me wrong but she’s nothing compared to the people on Roger’s crew and considering the bounty on all of them it caused some pretty strong people to be after them
So considering that it’s very likely that she has a bounty on her head, it’s likely that Willow could get a bad ending where she’s captured by an enemy and locked up but considering Rayleigh is also her husband, I doubt that she would be locked up for long
I have mentally played around with the idea of Willow returning to the island where they found her after Roger’s execution only to find her father gone so she lives out the rest of her days in solitude but absolutely none of her S/O’s would allow that so her only bad ending winds up being beaten to death by her father after she didn’t meet Roger and them
As a result, she’s likely alive and in scenarios where Rayleigh and Shakky raised Ace then I can see her acting as another mother to Ace like if Rouge is 1st Mom and Shakky is 2nd Mom then Willow is 3rd Mom plus honestly I can see her telling the best bedtime stories about witches flying through the night and using magic
In scenarios where Ace was raised by Dadan then I can imagine that Willow might be Rayleigh and Shakky but she might also be with Gaban, I can’t really see her as being with Shanks and Buggy like I can see her remaining in contact with them but probably not going with them as despite having a love for running through the woods at night and wanting to be a witch, Willow actually does value calm times
Speaking of Witch by the way, I forgot to really expand upon her so I’ll give a quick explanation as to who she is and why she matters when it comes to Willow and her character
Basically when Willow was young, Willow wanted to be a witch so badly when she grew up to the point where she would pretend cast spells and run around with a broom but her Dad crushed her dreams and forced her to give up on that in favor of being a farmer who takes care of all their needs
These years of isolation and living with only a shit father to keep her company caused Willow’s mental state to take a hit so this prompted the creation of what is kind of like a hallucination and it’s an entity known simply as Witch who embodies everything that Willow wanted to be when she grew up but couldn’t
Witch is her entirely own separate being as she appears to be able to react to things that Willow can’t actively see but despite that, she comes from Willow and refuses to elaborate beyond that on what she is and where she came from
However luckily Witch is incapable of interacting with anything, she can’t even touch Willow and is basically a ghost as she can’t touch anything or be seen by anyone as even Rayleigh doesn’t know when Witch is around however he is aware of her existence
No one but Willow can see Witch but the Roger Pirates are aware of Witch’s existence due to Willow telling them, Witch also encourages her to be a version of her that she wants to see like if Willow happens to disobey someone or take that extra minute on a break from her duties then Witch encourages it
But she’s also a bit of a little shit as she enjoys scaring Willow and just popping out of the weirdest places, Witch has gotten a lot calmer though ever since Rouge chewed her out and trust me as being chewed out by a beautiful lady who can’t see you but is clearly pissed at you is terrifying
And that’s it! Here are the Aesthetic Boards that I promised you as well!
#the rain talks back#minors dni#one piece#read the trigger warnings#one piece oc#oc#original character#🌺#oc x canon
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1, 8, 10, 11, 22, delear's choice on fandom 👀
choosing violence :)
i'm gonna go dc themed for this one (when it applies) thanks for the ask archie!!
also, as a disclaimer, it's stuff i personally dislike for whatever reason. i've filtered tags and blocked the majority of people who say/talk about these things, but occasionally posts do escape through my filters bc a lot of the shit i'm annoyed by with DC are SUPER common among the fandom (which is partially why im annoyed)
the character everyone gets wrong
BATMAN. god. not even the actual writers can write a batman i can tolerate. there are like. maybe five(?) fanfic authors whose batman takes i actually enjoy? the others are so hit or miss. i barely even browse the tags anymore it's too much emotional effort to filter through the fics that are left even if i use stringent filters
8. common fandom opinion that everyone is wrong about
that clark/bruce can't have a dad bod or be pudgy or be fat. like there are SO many artists who draw them in these ways, and also? Strength isn't defined by how dehydrated you are when you flex? you need fat to pad out the muscles, or else you're going to REALLY hurt after working out so much. yes, even clark. besides, the soft look is sweet. i like it a lot. i know i draw them a bit more on the 'hunk' side, but i will defend the dad bod/chubby/fat bruce and clark truthers to my death
10. worst part of fanon
the sheer number of people who try to heteronormify a literal gay pairing
no actually it's two things: clark being nothing more than an idiot (he's allowed his himbo moments but he's also very competent!!) and bruce being... abusive? verbally or physically?? there's like two sides of fanon bruce that i strongly hate: the bordering on abusive bruces and the bruces who are aggressively baby-ified. both are. not fun. a certain amount of pathetic is fine in a man, whatever, i love rene and he's a super pathetic man, but there's like there's a point when it stops being 'ah yeah just a sad little man' and starts being 'the author is REALLY piling shit onto him and putting ALL the responsibility on the other character to fix him'.
11. number of fandom-related words you've filtered
ok depends on fandom but for DC? like. four? i think. no wait five, although the fifth is like sometimes hit or miss bc there ARE a lot of major character deaths (and undeaths) in canon and like i don't really care as long as it's not permanent?
but i filter a/b/o (and related tags), mpreg, incest, and rape. all are self explanatory, but just filtering the first two ALONE absolutely guts the fic count and i stare at the fic counter the way you might watch a horror protagonist just barely get away from the killer without realizing it. am i saying the fandom has rank-ass taste? yes. actually. who knew so many people had a kink for bioessentialism?
22. your favorite part of canon that everyone else ignores
in THIS big of a fandom i feel like there isn't a lot that people ignore? like there's something for everybody, and i mean everybody. although i do feel like a disproportionate number of people prefer batman and the batfam over superman and the superfam and im really sad about that bc people automatically write them off as 'good is boring', and the canon writers often do the same. which like. guys. cmon. it's not 'boring' to put your entire (superpowered) might into uprooting the deeply entrenched weeds of oppressive systems in the world and looking forward to a brighter future. that's why we fight?? isn't it? so we can have a better tomorrow??? superman isn't boring at all, happiness and hope isn't boring. hope and happiness find meaning in knowing that they are not the default, that we have to work hard and struggle for it!! anyways. i do follow some people who talk about this so it's not entirely ignored, but like in the wider ship spaces i do NOT see enough people talking about this specific element of superman. i think they all just think he's hot. which i agree with. but i ALSO think he's cool and interesting and more than just his appearance.
#not art#ask games#i could commit further violence but i think ive trashed my least favorite tropes for long enough#let's just say that bc of the fandom's kink for bioessentialism it feels a little unsafe to be trans in this fandom#which is ridiculous bc we're literally shipping a queer ship#it's so fucking prevalent that people post about it WITHOUT TAGS#i LITERALLY can't even FILTER it#like maybe im tired of being told i 'can't do x y z' bc i'm a 'woman' as 'dictated' by my biology#so like sorry not sorry i DON'T want to read about society having an even more extreme version of it in FICTION where i go to ESCAPE realit#and for it to be portrayed POSITIVELY it's so fucking bad i hate it so fucking much#not much triggers my dysphoria these days but THIS does especially when it just APPEARS with zero warning
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Bird Song Headcanons
headcanons for lydie, vinnie and the rest of the main characters !!
warnings;; vinnie is vinnie, swearing, cig smoking and alcohol drinking, parent deaths, drug overdose (parents), child abuse, vinnie being the best older brother, normal outsiders warnings,
VINNIE
vinnie is so AHHHHHHH
best way to describe vinnie is malewife
he cooks, he cleans and he takes care of lydie
if im being honest, i based him off of darry if darry wasnt constantly on ponys case
but anyways
vinnie was born vincent frank rockwell on june 18th, 1945 in tulsa, making him twenty years old at the beginning of the story
he is older than lydie by four years
he works at a cafe on the west/northside and is a barista
he is a neutral greaser, he doesn't fight in rumbles but he hangs around Tim and Buck and Veranno (his hcs are further down)
vinnie has some pretty terrible childhood trauma, from witnessing his mother overdose from a prescription pill to his father beating him and lydie
he started smoking cigarettes at the age of twelve, he calls them cancer sticks and exclusively smokes menthols
he thinks they make him better than everyone else
70's! vinnie would absolutely love the doors, jimi hendrix and all of those artists/bands
70's! vinnie moves to california and tries to live out his hippie, stoner, runaway fantasies
anyways
vinnie is dating a neutral chick from the west/north side
maude monroe, a twenty-year bartender at buck's
vinnie and maude are always hip to hip when they're together
vinnie is absolutely obsessed with her
he helps her dye her hair platinum blonde and he will bend over backward to make her happy
that being said lets talk about maude
MAUDE
MAUDE IS A GIRLBOSS ICON
she was born lara monroe on february 7th, 1945 in New Jersey, to her single mother, who worked in a bar when maude was younger
maude had changed her name to maude in memory of her mother, maudie
she moved to tulsa after her mother passed and the idea of still living in Jersey made her stressed out
BUTTTT once she moved to tulsa she met vinnie and lydie at one of buck's parties
she dresses in a minimalistic greaser style
she adores marilyn monroe, audrey hepburn, bette davis, and all of the og girl bosses
she and vinnie have dressed up like holly and paul from breakfast at tiffanys for halloween at least twice since she has seen the film
maude and angela shepard are bffs
absolute besties
if maude isn't with vinnie, she is with angela
70s! maude and vin get married after they move to cali
70s! maude gets into very cringy and shitty horror/ thriller films and she dresses very similar to stevie nicks
maude and lydie defo smoke weed together
they hotbox in maudes and vins stolen chevy impala
anyways let's get to lydie
LYDIE
our main bae
alr first things first
bae is an angry, angsty sixteen yr old who was born on august 29th, 1949
she and vinnie have always been super close especially once their mother died
lydie is in tenth grade with ponyboy, she and pony have study sessions
anyways enough of that boring shit
lydie listens to nina simone, julie london, ella fitzgerald, billie holiday and most of the music greasers listen to (not saying that the greasers listen to nina, billie, or any of the people I listed )
lydie will say that she loves one song and then go back on that and claim she loves another song, she cannot decide what her favorite song is
her fav song is april come she will by simon and garfunkle
she is a very smart person, like she and pony are some of the smartest greasers regarding book smarts
she is definitely one of the more responsible greasers
she isn't respectful to authority but she is more kind to others compared to dallas for an example
anyways
she mostly hangs around pony and johnny with the occasional dallas and soda
SPEAKING OF DALLAS
she and dallas have full-on brawls
dallas will say something completely buck wild and she will fucking go off on him
throwing punches and slapping and just a full-on beatdown between the two at least until they're broken up
vinnie or darry pull them apart and make them apologize
lydie and dallas have a very complicated and complex relationship
lydie will say she absolutely fucking hates him
and dallas will be like "shes so wonderful"
its his mommy issues
its fine tho cuz ultimately they fall in love after a near death experience and lydie is like "nah im just in love with what he did" but in reality...
she is in love with him, period.
also read dallas' hcs right here
alright last but not least, lets talk about veranno
VERANNO
my sweet baby
veranno is literally the dirtiest and most raunchy greaser out there
he is always in and out of jail, constantly getting into arguments and fights, and he's never quiet
never a relaxing time with him
veranno was born veranno gerard bianco in new york on april 27th, 1945 making him twenty years old
he is an orphan who was never adopted or cared for
he hangs around anywhere, in alleys, in ditches, in vans
he is everywhere
he mostly hangs around vinnie and his friends when he isnt in jail
like dallas, he has been in jail for squatting and breaking in several times
lydie writes to him all the time, especially when his stay is longer
he travels a lot, he visits nevada and arizona a lot, just to get away from tulsa
regarding what music he's into, he exclusively listens to chuck berry, elvis, and all of those fifties artists
he makes fun of people when he overhears them listening to bob dylan, the beatles or simon and garfunkle
he thinks they are "pussy musicians"
lydie will defend them so hard
dallas is very jealous of veranno and literally no one knows why
most people think it's because of lydie and how close veranno is to her
but dallas will deny it every time its brought up
anyways
last but not least
veranno has a big soft spot for children
when he was a teenager (13-15)
he babysat this rich families children and these children changed him
he treated them like they were his own
i luv veranno sm
thank you for reading !!
likes and reblogs are appreciated
pls do not steal my work or repost it anywhere as for that is plagiarism and that my friends is a crime !!
#the outsiders#🚬 dallas winston#♠️ the outsiders#anyways enjoy my hcs#the outsiders headcanons#my ocs are my babies
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i hate the “we cant censor art” debate bc its always framed in as vague ways as possible in online spheres when in reality in most applications no censoring is underway and is instead deplatforming. and im not here to say if you’ve ever been told your work is inappropriate or offensive the other person was right but this is almost always a stupid ship debate abt something gross like minors/adults or incest. and let me frame it to you like this.
i dont think no subject matter should ever be banned from being talked about. but more sensitive subject matter will have to be approached with caution. because child abuse and incestous abuse are not hypotheticals or thinks the average person will have no way of encountering, they are shockingly common forms of abuse millions of people experience. but people are incapable of pulling their heads out of their asses when we just talk about that, so instead, lets make a hypothetical.
someone wants to write a story about gay people. it is a story RIDDLED with harmful ideas and stereotypes that ultimately will lead to people taking some of those ideas away. sure, the story isn’t TELLING you to hate gay people, it isn’t calling to exterminate gay people, but it is a pretty offensive depiction of gay, lesbian, bisexual, and pansexual people that portrays all same sex attraction as uncontrollable, animalistic, dangerous, sinful, taboo, and borderline predatory. regardless of intention, you cant help but question some of the harmful ideas about lgbp people the author has, and you know SOMEONE is going to take some of those ideas with them. thats the matter of fiction. you decide to point out these harmful facts, and and the fans and authors decry that your a censoring lunatic who cant separate real lgbp people from fictional ones and are trying to censor ART when the author has SAID they dont condone hurting real gay people!!!
or a story of disability, where in a fantastical utopia everyone’s disability is cured and the ones who cant be cured are humanely “put down” and the human race instead evolves to be super powered and amazing. disability rights activists say this is a harmful portrayal of disability and sees it as something to be “fixed” and is flat out just eugenics. fans decry that its not REAL and the author would NEVER advocate for putting down REAL disabled people!!! look, SOME disabled people say they wished their disabilities could be cured just like this, therefore nothing can be criticized about the story and you are trying to say no one is allowed to write about disability ever and you are CENSORING ART.
my point here isnt to say authors and artists deserve death threats or anything either (because i know some people will level that at me) but that if you want your content to be treated as “art” then it will be critiqued. as art. if you want to write about sensitive, real life subject matter that will be critiqued. you cant write a disgusting story of a lesbian being “tricked” into becoming straight without getting your ass roasted for it, then you cant romanticize abuse either. because what you write and draw matters. and i know for a fact most of the people who advocate for weird ship fics actually do roast and critique homophobic, transphobic, ableist, and racist fiction when they see it. because it spreads harmful ideaology even without being a direct call to action. even without authors specifically saying they condone the actions of it. if you write romanticized depictions of abuse for the sake of titillation you should come to the realization that you’re not writing anything more than some offensive shlop and you need to take a look in the mirror and think about how you would approach someone writing offensive fiction about any other sensitive subject matter and then what that means for you.
because for most harmful/offensive content it means deplatforming. it means websites might not wanna host it. it means people will critique it and sometimes have a lot to say about it (besides harassment). and if you think absolutely 0 content should be deplatformed or criticized no matter what uhhhh well,
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Mon 01/29/24
1:57am
it's been more than a year. damn. couldn't write all year bc i have been so ashamed & traumatized.
back in school for electrical engineering & honestly i hate it. at least im (slowly) learning some useful things from within the massive amounts of bullshit. when does this end...
if i could have seen into the future, i would be so ashamed & sad to know what im doing now. maybe i wouldn't have made it to today. maybe i would have just done better. what a mess.
it's a bit painful to relive but here are the facts:
terrible teaching job. rude, dirty, sick. kids were funny. one kid won the spelling bee (we would practice together in the hall) & told me she wanted to be an artist. one kid never talked & had bad spoken english but wrote a rly good reflection essay abt boarding schools & american education (postscript "im hungry"). one kid told me stories abt learning to drive a motorcycle with his dad in DR & bragged to all the other kids that i was a great help for his high school application. that is all.
went to taiwan w the roomies. it was ok. really beautiful, wish i saw more of the mountains & oceans
terrible nonprofit job. abusive, useless, malicious. spent a lot of time studying soc*alism w chinese ch@racteristics & material origins of class society. honestly developed some optimism for human progress. fired for working too many hours & representing the org extremely well on a panel where the other panelists and audience really lifted up my perspective. everyone respected my work except the narcissist clowns. i met a nice friend named alan. that is all.
went to china, & felt saved & relieved to see people standing up. this time there was much less air pollution, especially near the coastal cities. luoyang had a bit more, but the city was a giant network of parks. i counted five rows of trees on each side of the streets. my uncles are so smart with critical analysis of history, human progress, world politics, and local affairs. sigh... feels bad to be treated like a dog in this backward country. i realized that i need training that prepares me for the realities of this strange world.
applied to school for electrical engineering. studied python & calculus in the meantime-- & thank god i did... i honestly felt good abt the decision, knowing that i need to develop myself if i want to survive in this world.. & i have reasons or energy to do it instead of waiting for death. is that the end of depression?
hung out w adele, erica, & tracy a bit bc they were all in town for the holidays. i missed my friends. they were rly nice to me.
started school in january. it fucking sucks. ppl r so stupid & rude. ridiculous. im tired & angry every day. i am running a huge marathon full of sloppy, impossible problems that take hours longer than they should. overworked & mad every day.
some reflections i guess..
emmy has been really hands-off with my life. idk if they dont have ideas or dont want to step in, or they r just observing what happens. idk. i dont feel like emmy approves or disapproves of anything. maybe relieved when i escape the shitholes i dug myself into. i hope emmy can help me become someone i feel proud of. i helped emmy apply to masters programs but idk if its the right step for emmy, & they dont have strong reasons honestly. they got accepted by the committee a few days ago. sigh.. i desperately want emmy to have my back.
im back to being so depressed. unsure abt what im doing, feeling doomy abt past present & future. will things get better? im in trouble if i need to tell myself that to cope w the present. im stronger than i was before, i think....
hang in there, love.
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I love learning about Kestrel! Does he feel more comfortable in his own skin as the game goes on? (Can’t wait to learn about the lute)
Super long answer btw!
Short Answer: Yes, but, he's def one of those people who care way too much about what others think of him, and he hides that behind this kind of arrogant, flamboyant/ grandiose mask (not unlike Astarion... they clash at first because they are fairly similar in this regard).
As time goes on and he gets more comfy around the companions, he's able to let more of himself through if that makes sense. The biggest thing that keeps him from fully accepting himself is his trauma but again, as the game goes on, he is helped through it!
Long Answer: STORY TIME! Under the cut cause there's A LOT (I tend to info-dump, so don't feel pressured to read this by any means! Marking this mature since I discuss sexy stuff)
So, way before the events of the game, like just a little over 10 years before, he and his lifelong friend Barrin*(1) escaped Baldur's Gate when they were 17.
Kestrel, throughout his childhood, was very open about being trans. It was others (his parents, the noble he was betrothed to*(2), and even his fans as "the Siren") who forced him back into the closet, so to speak. So that's why his discomfort is more external.
To actually answer the question (lmaooo), he likes the way his body looks, especially after top surgery. But he struggles with being in it, if that makes sense? He is a little ashamed that he likes bottoming (liking the way vaginal sex feels), or that he really enjoys sleeping around (and boy did he get around as a traveling bard). He def gets over this! Over time, he learns that his wants and experiences don't make him any less of a man.
Because of the way he carries himself, he sometimes gets misgendered (it doesn't happen a lot, but enough to be at the back of his mind; to most people, he's just a fruity lil guy tho).
*1. Barrin's face is "worn" by the guardian; I have a hc that the 'guardian' rummaged through the companions' thoughts to find a trustworthy person to emulate.
*2. A noble in the city took a liking to "the Siren of the Wide" and, well, some pretty awful stuff happened to Kes 🥲. The scar across his lips was from the noble's onyx ring for one.
The betrothal really upset him - the guy was just an awful person; entitled, abusive in all senses. On many occasions, Kestrel tried to escape the manor, but the Flaming Fists were always called to wrestle him back.
The night before his wedding he robbed his husband-to-be's personal safe, faked his death (by way of an altered Invoke Duplicity spell set to look like his dead body rather than just a duplicate), and fled. He bumped into Barrin who at that point he hadn't seen in years. Barrin worked shipping goods to small towns across the Sword Coast via horse and carriage and promised to help him escape BG for good.
They made their way to Beregost (the city to the south of Baldur's Gate, near Candlekeep) and made a new life there with all the money and baubles Kestrel stole from his betrothed. You'll meet Barrin in the comic!
They bought an inn with that money and the leftovers were used for Kes's top surgery. The inn was also used as a front for a fencing/ money laundering operation since they were still pretty involved in the "underground" scene. Basically from there on out he lived his best life as a traveling bard. Of course, until he was captured by mind flayers!
~Act 1 and 2 spoilers ahead!~
On top of the lute origin story, Im also writing a drabble (of sorts) of the party's reactions to Mizora's surprise visit and Wyll's transformation (it's pretty much almost done so that will be posted first - still very raw as im a better comic artist than writer).
Wyll had compared Kestrel to Astarion in personality (oops), but after a while, he realized that it was a wall that Kes had put up when it came to new people as a way to protect himself.
Kes has this saying, "People take what they want from you. Best show them only what you want them to see." In other words, trust no one and feed them bs. He's an arcane trickster/expert illusionist by trade so he embodies that a little too literally! He unlearns this during the events of the game (through the power of friendship uwu)/j.
Wyll sees that deep underneath the bullshit, Kes is actually a sweet person (saving several tiefling kids, helping Alfira finish her song, saving people from the fire in Waukeens Rest, etc). This drabble shows that Kes and Wyll have met before (will be posting soon - just polishing it up)!
He gets set back pretty badly by 1.) the idea of having to return to Baldur's Gate after being free of it for so long and 2.) seeing his abuser again after 10 years at Moonrise as a cultist (more on the noble in that drabble-thingy).
He regresses a bit by Act 3. The walls go back up and he's more... cagey. I havent finished the game yet bc im having a bitch of a time with the end of Act 2 (I'm trying so hard to keep Jaheira alive but she keeps getting one-shotted anyway by the black-hole spell)!!!!
So I will have to get back to you on how he's doing in Act 3! Lmaooo!
Again, thanks so much for the ask! I love talking about my ocs and dont get to do it a lot (on account that I dont post much about them. All my oc lore is trapped in my head lol).
#ask#oc: kestrel everdusk#long post#im def gonna try to post more content caus i have so much in my head an a little bit of art but i trip myself up bc of anxiety#for instance i stop myself from posting stuff sometimes cause its either not perfect or i wanna be mysterious lmaooo#and im so not#im literally so awkward and bumbling irl#when i say not perfect its absolutely me being super nitpicky and perfectionist about my stuff so much so that by the end#ill end up hating the thing whatever it may be#so im working on stopping that clown shit#bg3#baldurs gate 3#baldur's gate 3#my ocs#god how many times have i editted this ask?!?#im just really bad at articulating things lmao
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hello everyone!
this is a catchall blog for all my osc related content/characters. be it ocs outside anything, or in one of my planned shows such as bfac or bftp or That other one without a name yet. i will occasionally post osc art on here and will blog abt them sometimes. heres some rules for the blog!
WHO CAN INTERACT?
this is a catchall for planned shows. i cant control their fanbases so any ages are fine! but i would prefer you being over 13 at least as some of these shows contain darker topics and themes.
but basic dni criteria still applies, ok? and no endo systems. no opinion on mspec lesbians because i dont know anything about them.
WHAT ARE THESE/WHEN WILL THEY BE RELEASED?
these shows (or games? ;]) are things i plan to release sometime in the future. but NOT the near future. likely years from now as i do not have the time/resources/skills/etc to make them right now and i have a project that will take priority over osc things first.
WILL THIS BE LIKE SOPI?
no. youre free to ask about the characters and ask about their designs/personalities/etc but i won't be releasing any like uhh... blog canon content for this. so basically, i can tell you about planned canon things. but im not gonna be telling you the story and whatnot.
CAN I DRAW YOUR CHARACTERS?
YES!!!!!! i am always willing to receive content of them. be it art, aus, ships,* or anything else, im willing to receive art! tag me in it! send it to me! hell even ASK which ones to draw!
*dont draw anything that would be bad. no incest, pedophillia, abuse, etc. no bad ships.
IS NSFW OKAY?
of non-minor characters, yes. just don't tag me in it/send it to me. youre free to put it on like paheal or r34 or whatever though. and no, i don't have a problem with seeing it. youre free to draw it. i encourage drawing it. i do it myself. i just dont want it sent to me unsolicited or without warning. if i wanna see it, ill seek it out, ok?
CAN I AUDITION FOR YOUR SHOWS/CAN I HELP WORK ON THE PROJECT?
sadly, no. i am not near ready for any help, nor production. i cant even start the show yet, and i don't have any way to really plan it right now. i am not looking for auditions or artists right now.
WHAT'S THE DEAL WITH THAT ONE SHOW?
[currently unnamed] is a show somewhat inspired by hfjone, lots, and the waiting room (the show, not the place in hfjone). with object characters having real human names, or going by other names (like absinthe) to conceal their identities. i haven't fully fleshed it out yet, but it will be darker than my other shows.
ARE YOUR SHOWS INTENDED FOR CHILDREN OR A MORE MATURE AUDIENCE?
my shows are not intended for any particular audience. but as i write darker content in other projects and they might stumble across them, it might not be recommended to small children without parental guidance. [currently unnamed] is not recommended for children or "potentially sensitive" audiences.
my non osc projects are not recommended for children, "sensitive audiences", or those who are sensitive to very heavy topics including heavy/extreme blood/gore, violence, death, abuse, sexual content, extreme trauma and psychological horror.
i will not be posting about these non-osc related projects here, and any mentions of osc-related projects with any themes that could potentially be upsetting or triggering will be tagged with related tags such as "blood cw" or "gore cw" or "trauma cw". if i forget to tag these, please let me know. nobody's perfect, not even me somehow (/silly)
any darker fanfics, aus, or other content will be tagged with such tags OR posted the blog .inanimatez, and be wary as these aus WILL CONTAIN DARK TOPICS, INCLUDING ANIMAL DEATH.
but i am not likely to post about those here. if you ARE interested in that go follow the aforementioned blog!
WHAT IF I DRAW A SHIP WITHOUT KNOWING THE CHARACTER IS A MINOR?
well, that's not very likely. and yes i know this is a weird question. but i get the feeling other people didn't realize rocky is potentially intended to be a child at first (NO I DIDNT SHIP ROCKY WITH ANYONE!!! NO I DIDNT DRAW R34 OF HIM. BEFORE YOU GUYS EVEN ASK.)
if you draw a ship with a child character without realizing i won't despise you for it, as long as you didnt realize and stop doing it, and never do it again. that is NOT an excuse for pedophilia or proshipping. i will not tolerate proshipping, pedophilia, or suggestive or pornographic content drawn of ANY child characters, ESPECIALLY not my own. not in any project i make.
(honestly that above part really only applies to when the shows first begin. once its been a while youre just a sicko cause it will have been obvious by then.)
shipping teenager x teenager is fine. its a bit weird if youre not a minor. but its fine nonetheless, i dont care. its no different than shipping like i dunno danganronpa characters or something. (i Think theyre minors?)
this being said most of my characters in this are not minors, and i will generally specify if they are. if you draw any of that shit with child characters from [currently unnamed] you are not excusable!! i will have specified characters' ages in that series and you can't just ignore that. also they literally act like kids and like five of them are toddlers. it is OBVIOUS.
CAN I REQUEST CONTENT OF OTHER OBJECT SHOWS LIKE BFDI OR II?
yes! im more than willing to draw osc content in general, as long as i dont have art block. writing, too, but it may take longer cause i have writer's block more than art block for some reason. most of my drawings are on whiteboardfox, and sometimes i might literally just give you a whiteboard. i can't draw on the device i use tumblr on. its a long story dont ask.
i can't do icons/moodboards/edits/etc though. sorry. if you want moodboards i recommend @happystar-sz and theres a lot of icon blogs out there!!
CAN I REQUEST YOU TO MAKE ME AN OBJECT CHARACTER/GIVE ME IDEAS/HELP ME MAKE A SONA?
sure. i made my friends sonas. ill help you out, no problem! just know i dont know how to draw everything, so i may or may not be able to draw it if it's something more obscure. also i cant draw wings for the life of me but i try.
DO YOU DO COMMISSIONS?
nope! i do my stuff for free. prolly will for some time. i don't have any need for a buncha extra money right now, and wouldn't have any way to acquire it. [peter griffin voice] i dont have a credit card....
CAN I JUST TALK YOU?
yeah sure. i'd prefer people over like 20/21 not trying to be my friends, though. just makes me uncomfortable. youre free to interact with the blog/make requests/draw stuff/etc though, i don't care. i am also uncomfortable with fans of cfmot/ion/modern objects. you can still interact with the blog, yeah. id just prefer you werent my friend though. i dunno if the shows themselves are bad shows honestly they just remind me of trauma stuff. sorry russian people but you make me uncomfy
DO YOU ROLEPLAY?
eh, not really, apart from specific roleplay blogs. i don't like to do just one-on-one roleplays, but i do like askblogs and stuff. if i do roleplay one-on-one its usually with friends only, sorry.
IS THERE ANYTHING ELSE I SHOULD KNOW?
i am arospec, and a minor. please don't dm me lookin for sex, or for relationships, or overall weird shit. no i will not show you my feet. no i will not talk about sex to randos, even though im hypersexual. even i have standards, ok?
i use tone tags [such as /j, /lh, /nm, etc.] and i would appreciate it if you did so with me.
i have adhd, ptsd, and ocd, as well as like a buncha other issues. and i am currently (as of april 2023) pretty unwell, and dealing with it. i may be slow to respond to messages/asks/submissions/etc. and i may be inactive overall as i am busy sometimes. please be patient with me.
if i don't respond to something, and have been recently posting online, contact me within 12-24 hours of recent posting! i might've not seen the notif, and since i have like....i dunno, 18 blogs? maybe...20? i do a lotta stuff ok. mostly roleplay.
i have several osc related roleplay blogs. if you go to @silva-spoon or @oscullator you can find a bunch.
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Hai, Um.
Do you think you can do modern Morro x shy/anxious and clingy reader headcanons?
I mainly want basics. How they met, first date, etc. you can add NSFW if you want to. But I do have one special request.
Can they be the type to wear a lot of soft clothes? Both in color and texture. I read that Morro would like someone wearing a lot of pastels, so I’d appreciate it if you can do that! ^^
Thank you!
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Hello. Thank u for requesting as it is the first time someone ask for a favor and sorry it took a while to write this as im still in sickbed. Well, here it goes...
Morro X OC ( Woman/ Man/ Non- Binary) HeadCanons in Modern AU.
Credits to @artist
GENERAL
- Since this AU where there's no myth, elemental powers, dragons as well as evil magical creatures, this takes place at around North America or Canada cause it seemed more peaceful and relevant to the environment.
- Morro is a freelance paid hitman or a mafia who run a motorbike gang, who went to university to pursue his study in Old Literature cause he's also interested in primeval history and the language as well as to keep his personal life and risky life separated.
- Speaking of literature, he had long been interested in medieval and mythology culture and history and had kept some swords he purchased via black market.
- Fluent in English, Russia, Ukraine, Japanese, Korean, Siamese and Indonesian. He read some language books in the library where he and his gang usually went to work on their last minute projects.
- From child, he is self taught in swordsmanship and hand to hand combat. This could be convenient whenever danger lurks in.
- He resided in an apartment at a very dangerous alleyway, but he shrugged it off as he’s accustomed to hardships.
- You will see him in discreet with his friends, Wrayth, Banshaa, Soul Archer and Ghoultar at the parking space where they all placed their baddass motorcycle, the college barista or the lounge where they will reluctantly attend if there's any mandatory meeting or seminar.
- He's actually quite gifted for someone hardly lay an eye on books as he manage to enter the university in ease with A's and B's, not to mention he hardly pay any attention to class.
- He is very well aware of how royally fucked up the society is and how it molded the people mind. He accepted the fuck up reality the moment he was born, despite being born in one of the worse alley, having a loving mother for a brief moment before her death less than a year, a deadbeat piece of crap of father who left and made himself more trashier, Morro was placed in foster care who keep dumping him back at foster home due to his 'angsty' or 'sassy' demeanor. Morro is actually quite bitter but manage to hid it in his cocky smirk and blunt remark.
- He can actually be charming and seductive if he wants but he made abundantly clear he doesn't want to make commitments, especially to potentially backstabbers. He also does not believe in abusing it, seeing how it screw his mother and some women he witness.
- By 16 years old, he made a vow to live by himself by forging documents to make it him a legalized adult and manage to dupe the court, social services as well as the cops. He succeed in throwing them all off for 2 years straight and by the time the social service tried to reach out for him, he show cased the real document with a smirk that says "I'm free, Dumbasses."
- Is actually a high tolerance for drinking.
- Doesn't do smoking or drug. Just doesn't want to damage his body.
- Is actually a cheeryboy (still has V- Card) and can put a facade that he's a lady killer, whereas those women are his secret circle that they meet to pass info regarding his job.
- Yes, his meeting rendezvous is always at casino or at bar, which reeked alcohol or women, but he is actually a very self sufficient, cautious and observant of his surrounding who can blend in and doesn't mingle with random people as he is very well - guarded.
TYPE OF PARTNER THAT SUITED HIM
- Someone who is empathic and impartial about him as well as about the society and the world. The person must be extremely understanding about him as well as his circumstances. Someone who is also open minded who understand how his mind worked.
-If you display as a bitchy Karen, voyeur John or a bigot genius wannabe/ asshole bully, sayonara to his first impression!
- Someone who is calm, collected, soft spoken and quiet. He doesn't like someone who is excessively chatty for nonsense topic as he just want to spend the remaining hours in peace and quiet.
- Someone who’s also timid and shy, especially with him specifically. He will feel pride and joy to have a sense of security as his OC looked up to him as their Alpha.
- Someone who is also self sufficient, responsible laced with boldness. The partner must know he cannot be with them for 24/7 and thus must know basics.
- Someone who is selfless as fuck! Who will try to help the need!
- Someone who knows that Morro is the dominant partner here. So, the partner must looked up to him as their alpha.
OPTIONAL
- He does not care if the person is taller than him. He will find it alluring as it stood to sexiness.
-He will also appreciate if the person is self taught about defensive combatant or being studious. He will be incredibly blessed!!
- He will also like it if the partner will do the cooking. Not trying to sound sexist but he already is a horrible cook.
- He does not care about appearances. Only merits matter! (But in this HC the partner is slim, slender, tall with long black hair)
- He also likes if the person is athletic ( side talent) and if the person is major in ocean based, he will marry them!
HOW THEY MEET
-Let's just out of the blue, in order to randomly attract Morro's attention, there must be a click with the same bizarre vibe as him. Morro will eye sided them briefly over the random encounter, such as the library, the chancellor hall, the barista. It wasn't obvious as Morro mastered in the art of discreet however, his circle of friends are aware of it and Wrayth always teased about it.
-One day, Morro happened to be the only one who entered the class and dumbfoundedly sat at the end of the table where he and his gang usually sat. A few minutes later, the person who he had laid eyes for a few months ago entered the class and sat at the front of the seating. The person is not a pariah or unpopular but most of the time just rejoice to solitude, like him.
- Both did not know that the class is cancelled and the person suddenly stood up and strike a conversation with Morro, who both checked their phone to find out about it. They both laugh about it.
- Morro took the chance to strike a move by asking for their number and they both exchanged numbers before Morro ask if they want to grab a coffee together.
- Much to Morro's joy, the person is also a discreet person who keeps a small group of friends. Morro makes a schedule to spend time with the mysterious person due to his secret life, as well as his own alone time to do his hobbies.
DATE
- Morro usually bought a bouquet of roses for every date they make.
-Morro may appear tough and fierce but he can let his guard down with his OC as he usually lay his head on their lap and let them brush his hair.
- They both usually do picnics on the mountain as both enjoyed the privacy.
- They both usually eat at bar or barista, not lavish dinner you think as they both enjoy simple meal as they both treasured time more.
CLOTHES
- We all know Morro's clothing is a grungy or delinquent style (black bomber jacker, motorcycle jacket or denim jacket), cargo pants and white plain t shirt and a boxer to sleep.
- OC clothes consist of black abaya dress in different styling during regular day/ work/ class as OC is actually modest in dressing, long black plain t shirt and black stirrup pants during leisure at home or going for sport related workout and white loose button up blouse and blue skirt for sleep.
- Morro used to love wearing pastel color during childhood days but loose hope in brightness as time goes by. He doesn't mind wearing any pastel clothes as long as there is any relation to the event for the day such as Christmas or autumn day.
NSFW
- Despite both of them being virgins, it would be a lie to say none of them felt the sensation of heat thorough time to time again.
- Morro will first make a move by leaning forward to kiss, earning timid and quiet gasps from the latter, most likely when he suddenly become preoccupied with his anger and suddenly just want to release it…
- Morro can be very convincing to ensure that his partner felt comfortable doing it.
- I'm guessing both lose it at a random motel or somewhere dangerous as they both love the thrill.
- Morro is very rough and slow. You'll hardly see him in gentle pace.
- Morro will let out a husky moan that is in average level, his partner on the other hand just gives quiet moans and gasps.
- He can be quite considerate despite how often he want to do it.
- He will leave deep love bites around their neck and back.
- He will usually be turned on by having OC roleplay and sit on his lap, with hair brushing to stimulate more heat in the mood, not care whether in a bar or in his room, he will become aggressive.
- He rarely masturbate (doesn't find a reason to) but he knows some basic due to some colleagues give a few hints.
- He can do it at both risky and private place, but ensure his partner safety and comfort so they won’t freak out.
- He loves it if OC wears a lace lingerie or the lingerie dress from Victoria secret.
- He usually initiated first as his OC is often shy and hesitant, he did not mind to take things slowly.
- He is flexible as he can do it anytime, despite how much ounce of self control he have mastered, as well as his sexual urges as he always kept well guarded.
- He likes to do it rough to feel his partner and he usually lasted for 4 times in a row, in about 3 hours.
- He enjoyed having his OC pinned down and rarely let his OC dominate him. If they ride him, he will still lead the situation and placed his hands around her hips for leverage, often teasing OC as well as consoling her timid nature.
- He loves to have his partner lay their slim body on his chest side to see their pretty face, having their face facing his as Morro wrapped an arm around her.
- He usually take a few minutes as his OC usually passed out after the coitus to gather his breathe and whispers love to his OC before he drifted to sleep.
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