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landososcar · 1 day

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so high school ; JB5

pairing(s) ; jude bellingham x singer!reader , jude bellingham x student!reader

summary ; twitters favourite new(ish) artist drops her new album right during her school year.

warnings ; nothinggggg & mainly just fluff bc i love happy people

note ; SORRY ITS SHORT AHHAHA, i’ll post a new lando fic soon i just have no inspiration… ignore any dates that are wrong or don’t match - im lazy. also this is VERYYYY LOOSLY based off so high school lol (it’s mainly the aristotle line)

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youruser surprise !!!!! as an end of term present (for myself🤭🥳) and in honour of knowing the loml for 15 years, here’s 15 new songs for you guys to (hopefully) enjoy 😊 noah, thank you for trusting me and letting me join you on what might be one of my favourite songs ever!! i loveeee youuuu. && to my jude<3 thank you for inspiring me every single day of our lives. i love you bigger than the whole sky 🩵🩵 (guys he’s actually v v talented and he helped me write scared of my guitar, hard to sleep, and feels like) j, you are my safe place and these songs — especially the ones i haven’t let you hear yet — are for you.

ps guys idk how to only write happy songs but jude is the only one who makes me feel safe enough to express my emotions through my songs 😁 i looooovvveee him and am NOT 🙅‍♀️ breaking up with him. he is stuck with me forever💞

‘the alchemy’ is YOURS tonight at midnight 💓

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user1 WHAT

user2 YOU CANT JUST DROP THIS ON US WTF

oliviarodrigo my girl💞💞 i’m so so soooo excited😭

user3 GIRL I KNOW YOU DIDNT JUST CALL THE ALBUM ‘the alchemy’ FOR NO REASON. WHERE TF IS THE TITLE TRACK I KNOW YOUVE GOT HER SOMEWHERE

youruser jude and i love the alchemy the most out of all the songs and wanna keep her just ours for a little bit longer but maybe if you guys enjoy these songs i’ll let you have my baby

user4 YNAJDKJSKDKDIS

user5 WHATTTT songs did she not let jude hear omfg i need to know

youruser he’s heard them all except for daylight, paper rings & so high school lollll

judebellingham refreshing my spotify every minute til midnight you guys don’t understand she’s kept these songs in a VAULT

user6 jude i know you love spotify but apple music get new music 10 minutes early xxx

judebellingham just made an apple music account

user7 TEN MINS TIL THE ALBUM OF THE YEAR DROPS

taylorswift so so proud of you beautiful 🩷🩷

judebellingham I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH

judebellingham putting ALLLL of these on the pre-game playlist

youruser babe idk if some of these will pump you up before a game

judebellingham hearing your voice will pump me up idc how sad the song is xx

user8 why’s no one talking about how she’s in UNIVERSITY and dropped a FIFTEEN song album like …??? she’s INSANE. WHERE did she find the TIMEEE

user9 not to mention she lives with him in madrid and does school online coz her uni is in the uk

user10 she’s insane i don’t understand how😭😭

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youruser surprised my fav person in the uk for his england game and he scored for me 😆🩵🩵

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user1 she wrote “you know how to ball” and he said “yeah” then scored a goal and did a celebration for her😭

user2 zoom in on pic 6 and you’ll see me laying on the road waiting to be run over

judbellingham ‘unemployed girlfriend’ but you’re the greatest singer on earth while also doing online uni full time and you still make time to be able to come see me

youruser it’s coz i love you so so bad

jobebellingham you make me sick

youruser i love u too jobeyyyyyy

england our favourite visitor💙💙

user3 how does she do all this whilst going to uni😭😭😭

oliviarodrigo 💖💖💖

judebellingham I LOVVVEEEE YOUUUUU

user4 i NEED the top in pic 8 where is it from

youruser i found it on depop and HAD to buy it😭😭 i think someone made it x

chappellroan HOTTTTT (you not ur bf)

youruser I WOULD DIE FOR YOU MY WIFE💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

user5 i don’t understand how you write sad songs like the ones on your album if ur ‘in love with jude’

user6 jude deserves better than someone who’s so caught up on and still writes songs about her exes

user7 WHYS NO ONE TALKING ABOUT THE LYRICS SHE POSTED ON TWITTER IM GOJNG INSANE

user8 LITERALLY?/!;!!/;@:8@ LIKE ??????? “WHERES THE TROPHY? HE JUST COMES RUNNING OVER TO ME” IS SO JUDE CODED WHEN Y/N IS AT LITERALLY ANY OF HIS GAMES

user7 EXACTLYYYYY HE ALWAYSSS RUNS TO HER IMMEDIATELY AFTER HES ALLOWED TO DO HIS OWN THING. ITS FUCKING ADORABLE

user8 IM SO GLAD SOMEONE UNDERSTANDS ME

user7 were both insane let’s get married

user8 dm me right now wife

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youruser lol little life update coz i’ve been m.i.a. for the last almost two months. 1: i went blonde again. 2: my man still as fine as ever. 3: got engaged or whatever lol. 4: slaying up exams. 5: i miss tour so i decided imma come back and see you all soon 🤭🤭 tour dates soon <3

ps in honour of becoming fiance or whatever🤗 the alchemy and 4 other songs are yours on the deluxe version of ‘the alchemy’ ,, out tonight !!!

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user1 WHAT THE FUCK

user2 GIRL LET US BREATHE

harrykane juudddeeeeee!!! congrats🥳❤️

declanrice mr bellingham that is a ROCK

user3 SHE DISAPPEARED FOR TWO MONTHS AND THEN CAME BACK AND DROPPED ALL OF RHAT ON HS

gracieabrams OMG WIFE IS GONNA BE A WIFE

user4 BLONDE YN IS BACK AND SHES A FIANCÉ OH MY GOD

judebellingham WIFE WIFE WIFE‼️‼️‼️

youruser not yet my love but so close🥰

judebellingham I CANT HEAR YOU MY WIFE IS AN ACADEMIC AND LYRICAL GENIUS

user5 she’s still writing break up and sad songs whilst engaged… so weird

user6 yeah and jude helps her,, he must be so disgusted right? seriously get a life and go touch grass

taylorswift so so happy for you 💓💓

youruser 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶 i love you

user7 TOUR TOUR TOUR TOUR TOUR

england juddeeeeee💙 sooo happy for you two

trentarnold ❤️❤️❤️

user8 how girl just gonna casually drop a ENGAGEMENT announcement in the middle of a photo dump

user9 REALLLL LIKE THATS A BIG ASS RING TOO

noahkahanmusic YESSSSS🤍🤍🤍🤍

user10 HOWWWW is miss girl gonna find time in her schedule to do uni, make music, keep a healthy relationship, AND TOUR

judebellingham mrs*

#Spotify #jude #jude bellingham #bellingham #jb5 #la liga #real madrid #england #nessa barrett #taylor swift #jude bellingham x reader #jude bellingham fluff #jude bellingham one shot #jude bellingham smash #smau #fluff #fanfic #jude bellingham x yn #bellingham fluff

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theoldkyokodied · 1 year

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Uploading all my Tomgreg art at once from the past few week before season 4 hits, who knows in what kind of mental state i'm gonna be once it does :')

#tomgreg #succession #dont even talk to me i started watching this show when i had nothing to do at work and now i watch it with averiel my good friend averiel #and we are going to watch s4 together and i feel physically ill from bein so excited #so ya thats what ive been up to... anyway. i love these idiots they desever nothing but the worst (affectionate)#im also a tomshiv lover btw. im the one who yells 'THIS IS HOW TOMSHIV CAN STILL WIN' while they are actively losing on screen #thats the kind of person i am #dont look at me (lying on the floor)#okay i was not going to say stuff in the tags and let the art speak for itself but i NEED to point out details in the wine Painting..#i put a lot of work into that one. thinly veiled metaphors and symbolism yknow..#greg is gripping the stem of the wine glass with his full fist. tom and greg are dressed in the same outfit (sock garters included)#greg look appalled but he is not doing anything about the spill. tom is fondly pouring greg more and more wine. he is doing him a favor #i colored the red wine the same way i would color blood :) oh and tom is not really touching greg #only holding the chair in place. greg is making himself look smaller than he is like usual #oh and @ the person who said that it's the inverse of the tom and nate scene i love the way you think. i did not think of that before #but god. yeah. i actually thought about the scene change from when roman uhh.. christens his office in s1. the one with the coffee machine #i always go insane at that cut. this is not exactly the same since it's more.. about emotions but yknow.. it can be.. the same...

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shownusfool · 2 years

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megatora covered fire flower my obsession!!!

#obbession with both separately and now they’re together !!!!!#imma listen to it once i have headphone im just screaming #im actually so excited like this feels insane to me?

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b4kuch1n · 1 year

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I actually for real feel like my phone's scanning quality has dropped monumentally while I was away on thing so that's a fun thing to figure out now. anyways

#sk8 the infinity #kyan reki #hasegawa langa #renga #answering of ''sure'' whenever they ask ''are you gay'' strikes again #gods. genuinely at least on the export the quality of these dropped like to half. whats up with that #sorry if these are impossible to parse #anyways. scribbled these during ''holiday'' ''vacation'' ''getaway'''#sometimes it really is the simple things. hallucinating vividly about the casual life of a pair of teens to survive being in a car for 6hrs #WITH da family #so glad I picked up scribbling on paper again. I actually got stuff to do digitally today and!! literally it feels so much cleaner #like I feel like I relearned a bunch stuff doing traditional ink again for a sec #but yeah. u guys should know by now how much I think about food as a concept #took 3m off last year to write about it in fact. but now Im just microdosing by drawing langa #I'm also actually so insane about reki being a scaredy cat it's so. something. it means so much to me #this of course means koyomi is a jumpscare champion. among siblings that are close in age there must be #the one who sleeps in the lower bunk. and the one who ties a doll to a string by its neck and lower it down to be next to the others face #'why is that so specific' no further question. thank you #gods okay. I need to lay the fuck down it is now my time. to be in bed #Im onto some real exciting stuff rn! and when this piece is done I'll return to ink for a sec #so uh. ink comm maybe not this week. but the next #happy late labor day! seek and destroy. have a good night

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hella1975 · 5 months

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i feel like i need to do laps of the house rn i have so much to talk to you guys about and idk where to start

#going from insisting on updating you freaks on every stupid little detail of my day to NO CONTACT for two months is insane actually #im here like 'i NEED to catch them up on my life' when in reality it's like. i want to tell you about my breakfast #but there was also fandom shit that i missed like HELLO LIVE ACTION ATLA TRAILER. HOW WE FEELING #INSANEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE i hate to clown on myself but. i am excited #i know I KNOW it's gonna be bad stop YELLING AT ME but i literally teared up watching the trailer whatever WHAT EVER!#those are the sillies. MY sillies. zuko is right there. with his weirdly small scar 🤨 AND AZULA!!#a lot of people are hating on the casting choice bc of how young she looks but personally i LOVE IT #like it's harder to convey that kind of youth in animation and i think that's why her character gets done so dirty by the fandom so often #so knowing we're gonna be forced to see a girl who actually LOOKS YOUNG is bonkers im GOING to cry #i can barely survive the last agni kai as it is. im just a girl in the world #OH AND ALSO. AFTG FANDOM HOW ARE WE. I REACTED REALLY NORMALLY ID SAY #VERY AVERAGE REACTION FROM ME

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sinecosinewheel · 5 months

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just found the ash lake in ds1 for the first time. god damn.

#wheeltext #dark souls posting #like i had found the great hollow but i forgot to actually gonna through it #its insane to me how there are still things i havent seen in ds1 like i know i havent finished the dlc but in the main game??#anyway ash lake is fucking beautiful the environment is insane the hydra??? yhe fucking hydra????? i didnt know there was more than one in #the whole game!!! and its mobile???? the bitch jumps????#THE ARCHDRAGON?????#im used to getting spoiled for everything in a souls game at this point so seeing this was nuts it made me so happy #i had also never seen the area in darkroot garden with the red frog mushroom things before which also blew ny mind on a much #much smaller scale #im numero uno thalassaphobe and deep water scares the piss out of me so this area was very effective #the roots/branches you see coming out of the trees way above you look just enough like the hydras heads and tails to make me wonder if #there were more floating above #the skull was kinda weird though #is it supposed to imply there was a before even before the age of the dragons? with big tooth guys #mixed feelings on that but still!!!! exciting!!!!!!!!

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sodagendered · 5 months

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im gonna throw up /neutral

#on one hand. hlvrai 2. on the other hand... hlvrai 2 #im so excited that i feel dissociative about this like DUUUUDE IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS FOR YEARS #i never expected them to actually do it #it makes me crazy. i feel so crazy. i feel insane!!!#shut the up soda

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misfortunegirl · 1 year

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obligatory photo to sum my feelings up

#youll be bawling out your eyes in front if people who promised to treat you better and theyll just look at you like your а piece of fucking #chewed gum they found under the desk #people never change!!!!!! never!!!!!!#they don't change #they just learn to hide the shitty parts of themselves!!!!#then im the one whos at fault because i got upset and showed “”“”weakness“”“”#fuck you.#anyways. back to texting cute nerd. (⁠~⁠‾⁠▿⁠‾⁠)⁠~#yesterday maybe??? or so i bumped into him accidentally and ended up brushing my hands over his again.. accidentally while apologizing #i got so flustered girl. i need this shit #i need to feel the excitement of pursuing someone new and them actually showing interest #also he has nice hands.#and soft skin for like the 0.2 seconds i touched his skin #anyways gurlies heres to hopinh hell answer soon. i need that dopamine rush only flirting with guys gives me #what do you mean thats not a good coping mechanism i have B (ig) P(ussy) D(isorder)#its just a part of my charm. i can work it. hell its the only fucking thing i can do #also i was bawling my eyes out at the GYM🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️#everyone was looking at me like im a fucking insane bitch<- is a fucking insane bitch but not because i was crying #also why do i look so that good when i cry. lana del rey said it. cuz im pretty when i cry #not That good but Damn good. fuck LET ME EDIT TAGS #/⁠╲⁠/⁠\⁠╭⁠(⁠•⁠‿⁠•⁠)⁠╮⁠/⁠\⁠╱⁠\

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rosykims · 1 year

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hey.... hi....

#coming back to tumblr after one of my trademark hiatuses always feels like. the walk of shame out of ur bedroom when extended fam is over #'oh wow shes still alive !' and so on and so forth #BUT ANYWAY. HI. IM BACK. I MISSED U ALL #I TOOK A BREAK BC I WAS SAD BUT ALSO HOPEFUL ABT THE FUTURE AND WANTED TO GET MY LIFE SORTED #AND YEAH IT ACTUALLY KIND OF WORKED #my partner and i escaped the rent trap somehow against all odds and we bought our first house together 🥺#we're still exit cleaning the old house and unpacking everything but we're HERE and happy and im tired as hell but things are good #i also am 95% sure i got a job but that 5% of doubt is driving me insane. i have to go thru security clearances before i hear back #but yeah. if i get this job its like..... 90% of my problems disappear #so uh prayer circle for me ig !!!!#ANYWAY. IM HAPPY. THINGS ARE GOOD AND IM FEELING GOOD (LIKE ACTUALLY DEEPLY GOOD) FOR THE FIRST TIME IN YEARS #EXCITED FOR THE FUTURE. STILL DEEPLY UNWELL ABT ROSY. ALL IS GOOD IN THE WORLD

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colorsinautumn · 1 year

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#i hate to be gushy but i will anyway because love deserves to be express #expressed*#im not rewriting that tag just to fix a typo #anyway i love my partner so much #like i could not have asked for a more supportive woman to come into my life #because like #the past few days have been mentally rough for me #and when i let her know im not doing so great #and its never because of her #she just shows up and shows she cares and does what she can for me while i put in the work i need for myself to be okay #and its just so lovely #insane how much of the work i've done on myself this past year has directly made an impact on having a romantic relationship this time arou #the work has shown and i feel like im actually showing up as the partner i should be #anyways korrie ily #also im seeing so many people at opening night and im just losing my mind #so excited to see so many friends

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yourlocalrabidraccoon · 10 months

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taking anti-depressants is like stepping out into the warm sun after years and years of being cold. it takes a bit to feel the difference, and then when it hits you, you’re overwhelmed. taking anti-depressants is like being underground with stale air, and starting to make your way to the surface. beginning to feel the fresher air coming in, and realizing you could never go back down.

taking anti-depressants is being excited to shower to use the new body wash you actually enjoy, and not just tolerate. taking anti-depressants is looking forward to things, and not just being in a permanent gray zone of detachment.

being on anti-depressants is leaving the house and volunteering for things willingly, not having to be forced. being on anti-depressants is starting projects, hobbies, after being disinterested in things for years. being on anti-depressants is hanging out with friends and enjoying it. being on anti-depressants is creating things.

being on anti-depressants for feels like waking up for the first time in years.

#my post #i have feelings okay #it's so fucking crazy noticing the difference for me #ive been on a 50mg dose for like 5 months now and it's insane #i started working out! consistently!#ive been making little felt creatures and welding and DOING STUFF #i volunteered for clubs and stuff at school!#ive spent like 7 or more years in this fugue state of cynicism and disinterest #and now im excited to do stuff and im finding out what i actually like and dislike #and it's so amazing #sorry not sorry for word vomit also

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toastsnaffler · 8 months

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this new sufjan album is going to fully rearrange my brain chemistry I can already feel it