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temporarywoundz · 1 year

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hii srry 4 the inactivity as always,, heres some silly leon sketches while im workin on a sorta bigger piece involving em:))

#wasnt gona post em but i think they look real cute actually:)) happey #spooky month #leon manson #looove bein the top blog on that tag lol certified insane person #scrawlz #anywayz idk if ill finish the piece actually like ill try obvs but ehhh i never finish anythin so well seeee #god i love leon if anyone has any leon requests PLEASE send em my way im obsessed w him frfr #its fine if u dont ill keep leonposting anyway LOL #the quality looks like dogshit cuz i was drawing reaaaal small LMAO

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myymi · 21 days

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Why don't you like shadow???

he's a boring character who doesn't need even half as much screen time as he's given.

do you know how cliche it is to have a guy who lost a girl try to destroy the world?

people like to think that shadow is some tragic character but he's really not. he lost one person. there are characters like knuckles and silver who lost so much more and people just don't seem to care

shadow's story isn't unique to him. there's a character exactly like him in just about everything that exists.

also: there is literally no reason to include him in every piece of media that comes out. him being in sonic prime was such a stupid decision when they could've used silver for the role, which would've made so much more sense. it's all fan service and im sick of seeing him.

he takes away other character's spotlight because he's the fan favorite and it's so annoying.

shadow should've stayed dead after he fell from the arc in sa2 and i will die on that hill

#this isn't exactly explained in the best way but you get my point #there are so many characters who are a million times more interesting than shadow but they just never use them #im willing to bet money he takes over tails's role in generations too #because he takes over fucking EVERYTHING #anon #myyanswers #im not gonna tag shadow because i dont want to deal with people who are obsessed w him and can't take criticism for their favorite character #all in all he sucks as a character and i wish his death was real #fuck shadow give us someone whos actually cool

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unexpectedbrickattack · 1 year

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👀🍕..

#chattin #i am AWAKE from my nap. and i have thoughts #thinking of that damn 🍕head bc i keep seeing him in my dash…and people draw him w others so well….#i want him to be like just a silly guy #but a silly guy thats got something a little fucked up wrong w him #mentions of stalking and obsessive behavior ->#like i think i am going to settle w 🍕head being a bit (ALOT…AWFULLY ALOT) obsessed w peppino #like summing it up wo writing an essay;#he wanted peppinos shop and got rejected TWICE. he tried hiring peppino and got chased out of the shop #and it went from ‘i want the shop’ to ‘i want peppino’ to ‘if i cant have the shop neither can he’#to ‘if i cant have him…well actually thats not an issue at all’#imitation is the sincerest form of flattery yknow #the peppibots came first bc its like ‘okay i cant have the damn shop but i can just Make a shop w bots that work like him. that cant be too-#-hard RIGHT??’ but the bots are so volatile and unresponsive and they explode everything they touch #and pizzahead is like ‘no… :(‘ peppino looks so angry but makes his food w LOVE…he does NOT explode his food!!!#he doesnt want to scrap the idea but it Is a bit disheartening #and hes like OKAY. WHATEVER! WE ALWAYS HAVE OTHER PLANS….!#theres gotta be cloning labs right? no i dont care about the morality of that shit u sillywilly. FIND ME A LAB.#so now theres little peppino clones everywhere. and they look SO close to the real thing #and pizzahead is like. hol up. i think something is happening that i dont want to happen right now. but im going to put that away for now :)#by this point peppino has already relocated to his Current Spot bc theres literally NOTHING available 😭#‘enough. to the Woods with you’#and pizzahead is like there is no fucking way that chump that IDIOT that extremely handsome IDIOT took the damn plot next to the tower #and immediately is like ‘well if im already making the bots AND the clones then i really REALLY dont need u! at all! not even a little!-#-I dont care! i really dont! who needs a strong and smart and handsome man like u around???!!!!!!’#and pizzahead is like that fucking dumbass😏 watch that shit explode in 6 hours. only um. peppino is storming the tower #and hes like WAIT OH SHIT. KEYS. KEYS WHERW ARE THEY??? THE CLONES! WE AINT GOT NO TIME THE FAT MAN IS COMIN #YOU. ECCENTRIC ARTIST. FIGHT THAT MAN. ‘okay’ YOU WEIRD CHEESE MAN. SHOOT. ‘mkay’#like hes panicking and throwing shit in the air and running in circles in his little camera room #NOOO im at tag limit…pizzahead hates this man he loves this man he is obsessed and maybe wants him a little carnally. its all good okay bye

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devotional-luv · 2 years

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sitting in his room and waiting for him to get home from work is one of my favourite activities. it makes me feel so loyal and giddy, like a puppy !! the sound of his key turning in the front door, his footsteps on the stairs, the smile he gives me when he opens his bedroom door and sees me perched on the bed...it's all so beautiful♡

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boxwinebaddie · 4 months

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how many piercings does rm stan have?

...so many, anon.

So...So...Many.

he also quite literally wants more but management implemented a urgent ravenstanban on him putting more holes & reckless, ~juvenile~ piercings on the 'Face of PunkRock Super Band Crimson Dawn'.

he complained soooo much!!!! he was like Okay But Kenny Got To—and they were like raven, kenny is kenny!!!! kenny plays bass and wears the skull face mask, you are The Lead Singer Of The Band, smh.

laaaaame!!!! whack!!!!

why does everyone hate fun and Hot Boy Shit?

speaking of!

welcome to the ravenstan piercing whore couTOUR. <3

( i got weirdly specifically & passionate abt this — soz )

so he has his eyebrow pierced — it's his left one. one of my favorite things i've written lately is that the two dots go from being a colon to a semi-colon when he furrows his brow, haha. he also does wiggle his eyebrow at little kids at the childrens hospital to make them laugh. also the eyebrow piercing has no significance...i just think its cool, lol. but pep!stan wanted to pierce his eyebrow so raven is living his dream...which is actually a nightmare tbh...being a rockstar sucks. :/

i think his nose is pierced in two places? i want to say he's got a lil nose ring on the left side also and his septum is pierced...love u rae. i feel like the nose ring is usually just a lil silver ring moment or its a stud if he...can't find a nose ring...he loses everything, jersey does organize all his lil emo boy hot topic jewelry later btw. i think that happens even before they are dating bc kyle worries abt him, aaa!

anyways! i think the septum is also p standard, like usually its just the little spheres on the ends, sometimes cool spikes happen? i think they were stars once bc i love starboy stan -- but i also saw this really sick one on pinterest that is bat shaped and i got OBSESSED w/ it! i think that happens sometimes on special occasions bc its COOL!!!!

okay...uhhhhh, so his ears are pierced like Everywhere. in every possible place. i think a lot of them are also just little ring moments, studs and stuff, but his industrial is in and i do think R-A-V-E-N is engraved on it, also sometimes there are little lightning bolts or spikes or xs or lil emo boy crosses hanging off the armada of ear piercings on ravens ears that match the big cross earring which i feel like...looks like this? when the big cross isn't in i feel like its usually something sick like OMG ONE TIME IT WAS A BIG SWORD??? or like a skeleton guy hanging off!!! an anatomically correct human heart?

speaking of skulls and skeletons and things!!!!! THE ICONIQUE RAVEN LIP RING!!!!!! it is just a normal ring sometimes like everything else, but i think the ravenstan signature is the one that looks like a sick ass skeleton hand like??? HELLO??? HES SO COOL?

speaking of being rlly cool, if hes feel really spicy, i feel like he breaks out the crazy hot boy lip ring chain that connects to his ear? idk how to explain that...like This? like the edgy lip ring chain cuff? either way, i am obsessed, he is giving half mexican rockstar miyamura from horimiya. and that's so real bc izumi is gods secret emo angel tbh.

the lipring chain thing...does make kyle extremely feral, btw. like the lip ring in general already makes him feral but...Whew! also i do think he has a little chain that matches the sun and moon one on kyle's glasses BC THEY ARE GAY AND REALLY EXTRA AND MATCH!!!!

ravesey is truly a opposites attract-ive uber fine as hell mega sexy power couple i love them so badddd!!!! pleeease kiss me aaaaa

okay so listen hES NOT ALLOWED TO GET HIS NIPPLES PIERCED AND RAVEN WAS LIKE BOO YOURE ALL SO LAME!!!!! but hes quite literally not supposed to draw attention to the chest area ( which...is that why they put him in the tiny little pants? but also they do still put him in the tiny shirts...however as scandy as he is 25/8 no one has EVER seen raven of crimson w/o a shirt on and everyone is down absolutely horrendous about it...kyle...included...*sprays w/ water* )

also the ex cd guitarist ( who was also a college student, particularly in the area of pre-med/being a surgeon ) was like so i did a lot of research and after top surgery, trying to get pierce things around there is not a good idea, its not super safe also, ur nips could fall off.

and ravenstan was like omg ur being Paranoid!!! itll be fine and then one day, oh my GOD, it was just the guys being dudes and it was 147309473 degrees in the CD manwhoresion bc its old af and ravenstan whipped his shirt off and everyone was staring at him and he was like Jesus Christ You Guys Quit Objectifying Me skdlhs and they were like rAVEN YOU ONLY HAVE ONE NIP SLKHDSLKDLSKHDLKHDS AND HE WAS LIKE EXCUSE ME AND WAS LIKE OHHHHHHH MY GOD WHERE THE FUCK IS IT????

when i tell you they were screaming, crying and throwing up, on their hands and knees searching high and low, HEEEELP!!!! also dw, they found it BUT OHHHHHH MY GOD IT WAS SO FUNNY, he had to get it surgically reattached, all was well...but that dream died with like all of the sensation in his chest area p much...amazing.

but like…

are you really bros if u don't drop everything to look for ur other bros nipple graft & give him positive affirmations during his panic attack?

when i tell you the crimson dawn boys were soul bonded....i mean it. they were literally brothers, i love them but shit happens...smh.

OKAY LASTLY THO!!!!! so i think c.d. was raising money for charity bc they are my charity kings and kenny, being very unhinged, was like okay if we get This Many streams on blood moon i will pierce whatever part of ravens body u guys want wHILE RAVEN WAS IN THE BATHROOM?! IM FUCKING??? he came back and was like ok why is everyone laughing wtf was going on and kenny was like, dw worry just uh...how is ur pain tolerance...and do u have an innie or outie belly button for science and he was like eXCUSE ME KHJSLHS

anyways...they were sloshed, as per usje, it was NOT management approved they did it ON STREAM HELP, raven like PASSED OUT, incredible...oh my god. but now ravens belly button is pierced lmaooooooo, i am crying he was not stoked but he put the cool ass pentagram belly button piercing in and it matches the sick waist chain and hes kinda feeling himself tbh...hes so Fine...pray 4 kyle.

i think...that's it? he do b thinking about that nose chain piercing or the labret kENNY WAS TRYING TO HAVE HIM GET THE HIP ONES AND HE WAS LIKE KENNY NO MORE PIERCING THINGS ON THE LOWER HALF OF MY BODY GO TO HORNY JAIL!!!! like i personally think he would have slayed that w the edgy hip tattoos BUT ANYWAYS HES STANBANNED FROM PIERCINGS! but thats ok the only piercing hes looking forward to rn...is jerseys piercing gaze.

amen, gaymen, live laugh love ravesey world domination and hot boy ravenstan with all the fruity emo boy saucy lead singer boy piercings!

-uncle nina, who is surprised my son's belly button piercing did not get infected because that was seriously unethical and unsterile, also i'm still laughing abt raven losing a nipple, that was so unserious

#sorry this was so weirdly detailed #i am very passionate about all the ravenstan piercings #they are very cute to me #like the lip ring w the lip ring chain is my favorite thing ever like he is soo fione there is no reason for that level of harlotry #when i tell u kyles type is literally just cute pathetic goth boy #with all the lil emo boy piercings and the combat boots and the cool dyed hair but is also gods sweet angel #thats so real of him tbh #when u think raven is when u have scary dog privledge but its actually just jersey who...ok ill go into it later #but he pierced One Ear...he was too baby to get the other one pierced like he got swindled into it bc someone was like You Wont!#which is u say that to kyle he is like OKAY BET #but yeah no he had a panic attack in the claires he could not do the other one THEY SAID THEY WERE PIERCING ON THREE THEY PIERCED IT ON ONE #he was not having it omg so its like the only thing abt him thats asymmetrical but the same way that kyle having stan ask for stuff #helps him get confident kyle having things abt him that arent completely level or perfect help him fight his ocd and control issues #love them omg #my sons #also all the raven jewelry is silver w like red accents sometimes bc crimson dawn nation we are UP #when his hair was a little red...truly immaculate content #literally if stan is in gold jewelry its not his and its probably like a kyle necklace or sometimes he steals the other gold kyle sun dangl #earring when he misses him and its the only thing he doesnt lose besides the red heart glass vial necklace #ANYWAYS IM DONE NOW IM OBSESSED

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nyxi-pixie · 2 years

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nah cos why are straight people Obsessed with seeing sad gay characters its actually so weird like they fully romanticise gay people getting rejected and hating themselves about it🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨

#this is about #byler #but like i feel it applies elsewhere too #but esp w will people are literally OBSESSED with his 'tragic unrequited love' and its like #1. mike literally smiles at will like he invented happiness and you guys think hes just a bropal homie bestie #okay.#but 2. stop with the 'aww its so sad for him my poor wittle baby😣🥺🥺' it actually makes me want to jump off a building #when will the infantilisation of sad gay people end🙏🙏🙏#like will has so much more to him than sad pining too i just ugh i despise #people make his whole thing so dramatic and its like.#stfu #idk i get expressly uncomfortable when straight fans talk its because im heterophobic #real not fake /j #will byers

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redstrewn · 11 months

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Sorry i just keep thinking about the line "his nice guy act is bullshit" like that seriously is living rent free in my mind like. Like. Leader is not nice.

#his real personality...im obsessed w the idea of his real personality.......i want to know him sooooo bad #yes i will probably not like what ill find #but you know what #my mind is illogical i want to know anyway #redstrewn talks #curiosity killed the cat. the question is if satisfaction will bring it back.#what does he actually care about. other than himself. what does he actually give a shit about really. other than power.#“love will never end” “did you think this would end?” what the FUCK do those MEAN #WHAT DO YOU MEAN. ALONG WITH THE DEATH REBIRTH CYCLE AND IMMORTALITY. WHAT DO YOU MEAN.#how does he actually think about people....is he actually cold and calculated? or is he actually toxic and judgemental?#no no....cold and calculated doesnt seem to fit his savior complex doesnt it?#more like.....fake compassion? like he may be fooling himself.

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perenlop · 1 year

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king dedede @ magolor after arriving on halcandra

#egg engines is kinda a hellscape LMAO #dangerous dinner aint much better #its either abandoned mechanical wasteland full of sewage or Lava Place #no wonder he just stays inside the lor all the time #this actually factors into my own hcs abt him actually like. he grew up on halcandra so long after the ancients left it decrepit #and he grew up being told stories abt their exploits and abt galactic nova and hes named after the lor itself #(hes trans in my hc but didnt change his name bc he likes the honor and its not gendered)#so he expected to be just like the wizards who came before him and trained all hus life but ultimately was judt a shadow of what they were #and his planet is near uninhabitable and he also grew up alone after a point in time #so he wanted to live somewhere else but bc his ego is so inflated by him being a descendant hes like. a conquerer and a bitch #this isnt me woobifying him hes still a villain in the first game very much but he’s egotistical and has no people skills #and he thinks hes supposed to be this grand inventor wizard who everyone should bow down to #hes got a complex is what im saying #and he was wayyyy in over his head and he literally nearly dies from the master crowns possession #echoed voice #also think hes really close to the rtdl gang and lor post redemption bc theyre the first real friends hes ever had #i mean the lor lets him fly it still so i think it likes him. i think it finds him endearing bc it did know the ancients #and hes like…. wow i have friends now. im gonna break my back trying to impress them’’ and builds multiple theme parks #styled after him ofc bc hes still obsessed w himself he just knows not to pull that shit now #rtdl liveblog #damn this was a meme post and i went blorbo mode on magolor sorry. lmao

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hnrye · 1 year

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ok well. i can never be normal again btw ❤️

#watched the episode... its sooo <3 #agh. now i want to change pfp to willow but i just changsd to this tome one so i'll leave it a little longer.#ohhh theyre all so :-) theyre so theyre so #god. i dont think i can have. super coherent thoughts yet. im going to go to sleep and tomorrow i'll watch it again and form real opinions.#but god :-) i liked it.#rewatched ftf as well since i forgot what happened in it. wasnt a big fan the first watch but it was a bit better second time around.#gosh :-( all their future redesigns made me so. i love them.#ESPECIALLY HUNTERS Um um um. erm i am looking respectfully.#gosh. ok actual spoilers in the tags ahead beware.#obsessed. w the titan guy. gave me asgore vibes a bit but like if asgore was sillies.#ummm. ok sorryg realizing that yea i for sure dont have a ton of coherent thoughts yet.#collector was so good in this episode. bit where luz realized that he genuinely doesnt understand death fucked me up a little.#ALSO UM. WELL SPEAKING OF. LUZ. DID THAT!!!!!#it didnt affect me a ton when it actually happened since i didnt think itd be permanent at all. but obsessed. w eda and king in that part.#eda is soo good in this ep methinks also btw. her and king r so sillies i love them :-)#what else. did i mention already how much i loved collector... hes such a little guy your honor hes just a little guy :-(#god. i felt so sad 4 him.#ok. thats. all the thoughts. for right now. goodnight ^-^#shut up henry #toh spoilers

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juuheizou · 11 months

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Throwing this concept @ you (age swap igggg????) imagine if Mutsuki was Juuzou’s mentor 🤭🤭🤭

This isn't the first time I've thought about or started and not finished something of a role-reversal in this way, and let me tell you: mentor!Mutsuki that poor, poor fool. I give him 11 minutes, not just to mentor, but to survive.

Like he would have the beautiful kind heart to see a human being behind the bad things his fellow investigators say about junior investigator!Suzuya and specifically want to give him a chance, but I mean, think about where he would be at Suzuya's age without Suzuya mentoring him. Assuming he continued to be an investigator that long without him. Paired with Suzuya where he was at Mutsuki's age at that time? That Suzuya would eat that Mutsuki alive.

#not to compulsively talk around my new just-okay-but-im-obsessed-rn movies but #the sheer chaos of classical music playing while the wrong turn brothers incite a hospital riot #and seizure the very well-intentioned baby doctors poor sweet doctor brain into a fried ready-meal w the ect machine #before any of them were even teenagers #thats kinda how i see moderately accomplished senior investigator Mutsu's attempt to teach rank three Suzu going #not necessarily the massacre part but the disastrous energy of it all #i don't think suzuya would actually kill him because some real part of him wanted to leave that behind #for his relationship with shinohara to work #but with absolutely zero respect for the person in charge of him he would be pulling the strings in that relationship #forget knives the guy would pickpocket mutsuki's credentials off him and use them to steal some big boy quinques #mutsuki however would quickly realize how out of his depth he is solving cases with suzuya #and he has all this knowledge and skill even though he can't verbalize it the textbook way at first #and he would honestly let it happen #answers #snow-dropps #he could possibly maybe bring out the best in suzuya but his life would be a living hell for a while first

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steaksex · 1 year

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I NEED TO THINK ABOUT CODEPENDANT TOXIC GAY SEX WITH MY OCS RIGHT FUCKING NOW.

#nsft #ocs #sorry the sterling shower slimes made me think of it #i need it to be deceptively tender i need it to be fucked up. there doesnt even have to be sex for real just the vibes #i need sterling to lather fancy gels and creams into someones hair. his hands are perfectly smooth and his fingers are long and hes gentle #if you pay close attention theres a callous on the side of his middle finger where he holds his pencil but its barely there #and hes chatting idly even as his fingernails gently brush across your scalp and hes explaining what each thing does #talks about where he got it and what the price was and its all just a reminder that he has money thats all it is #(im obsessed w the themes of dora being able to get up and leave and escape when harry cant could you tell)#and again no actual sex happens sterling may not even get undresses but its disgustingly tender #and its made worse by the fact that it works. you have to live with that fact. your hair is so soft and perfect #you smell like a gentle spring day and its the same way sterling smells and hes proud of his work #like hes fixed you. if only for a moment.#but soon enough him and his fancy hair products are gone and now that you know that luxury the absence is apparent #sorry this is SOOOO nothing its not even gay sex.#but do you see my vision. the intimacy. the window into a kinder world.#someone who sucks but hes beautiful and its distressing and disgusting but undeniable #this is so nothing but gahagahagahagha im rotating these thoughts so much. sterlings been my little babygirl lately

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k0kichiimagines · 2 years

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he's so beautiful hes so pretty and handsome and lovely and kind and sweet and funny and brave and kissable and marryable actual love of my life i am obsessed i am head over heals in love my darling my love my sweetheart my precious saeran mwah

#the urge to spend the rest of my life with this man #ok so like he'd never cheat he's not that kind of person at all but i get it now why people stay in relationships after cheating and dont #want to end them. cause i would with this man #he wouldnt ofc but you get my point #look i dont even know if i can have one child but if he wanted seventy i would try to have seventy #i am in love #obsessed #his voice? his face? his heart? kissing him rn #im tired but these thoughts are non tired me thoughts #every night i think of this man right here #urge to fall asleep in his arms every night #i do actually . mentally and emotionally ‼️#nah now i can't actually fall asleep unless im hugging my pillow and thinking of him #💓💓💓#i want to see him happy #its selfish but i want him to b happy w me yknow i want him to be real so i can hug him and kiss his head #saeran my beloved #saeran saeran saeran #i think id be so happy w him #like the world could be terrible and i could have no friends and no job but id have him and i think id be okay #mentally and emotionally I'm w him ‼️#so i am w him yknow officially we r lovers going public now #goodnight and sweet dreams to saeran and saeran specifically #🍓... saeran #i haven't slept in many hours how could you tell

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barredandromeda · 2 months

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imsoo normal about guys byw

#sprry this is the start of my downfall im actually going to theow up and vomit and die #fronting daily actually sucks!and i have no restraint on my curiiusity and i have to figure shit out and i literally want to die #cause like i found out shit i didnt want to and its entirely my fault too bro i cant even be upset cause i went looking for it ughhh #i should be allowed to die afterschool so i dont have to feel anything else tbh thatd be a pleasure great thing whwatever #this is genuinelky the repeat of my downfall again literally september all over again and its just march jesus fucking fhrist bro need todi #the nervous system is so dumb what is ooottfvgvsh or whagevr i hate that dumbass acronym i hate healrhcare #serenity save me 🙏 save me serenity 🙏 come home #everyone keeps sayng that but qith donald trump #anyway back to me i need to scream and not just to serenity cause i feel bad🤭 no emojis are tood enougu anymore bro im going to kms #killing myself so fucking hard like a vampire driving a stake through his heart sort of shit ykwim like a siren drowning ro sokething poeti #save me sid 🙏 sid save me actually hed laugh at me for hthis lowkey which is soo deserved cause real bro why am i breaking down at midnight #on a dchool day too bro again and again i dont want to go to mf schooll and be obsessed w k. hes fine but i genuinely cant do my work #lowkey would iet be weird to talk to my ex ab my relationship with him cause like yea i miss him ykwim and i need closure but i got a crush #cause like on one hand its like i was the one who brokenup ykwim like even if the circumstances werewei4d whatever its like why would i hav #the right to even bring it up and i alr crushed on a new guy and like ignoring the uguult i do like him ughh broni want to kms #i love love i just dont love lvoe for myself cause ugh bro i hare one guy idc ab his crushes but he made me hear ab them lke idc idek him #sorry u had a bad experience w bi girls like idk what u want me to say ??? surprise me too ??? tff ugh i hate love girls #i need a gf but the thoigjt of liking a girl genuinely deeply scares me to my core cause i like girls but ppl dont like that i do ykwim #all mu friends are fucking gay bro idek why im so worried ab liking girls like who is there to disappoint but myself and my entire family #noo pressure qt all being oldest and queerest like ok yeah its midnight happy new years. i need this blanket tobsuffocste me #sleep wrappedup alr like a borito burito i dek and its not enoughh i need a soul crushing embrafe to sleep #ok im done i got post vent clarity i need to sleep #post #erics tag #delete later #serenity needs this as a ref in the morning #i beed my mom to cry to but j cant tell her any of this id rather be eaten alive by bugsbro and if i just cry to her without a reason #shell fs go througj my phone and fimd out why anyway so wjats the pointtt my god i tqlk too much and vent too much #gota flair forbthe dramatics ivguess mb

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rxttingawayy · 5 months

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listening to his playlists rn and its so cute ALKJSDFLKJ he has songs from his band on a lot of them ... his driving playlist has underoath and obituary on it .... mr worldwide but for music genres

#him being punk guy im obsessed w rn #yk. u wouldve thought after i started dating a real actual boy who knows i exist and loves me. i would calm down about guys in bands #HOWEVER. ive been in love w band guy since 2015. and i finally saw them live last week. this is a puppylove honeymoon phase i SWEAR.#kieran.txt #🎃🏒

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nervousyoungtwinfantasydog · 1 year

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grrrr

#vent #actually borderline #im so Empty #i cant motivate myself to do anything #it’s like i’ve completely shut down #im trying to get out of survival mode #but i keep being overwhelmed to the point of just shutting down #idk everything feels like too much #im just exhausted #idk i cant bring myself out of freeze mode #im also dissociating rly rly bad #i never feel like life is real #lately i feel like i’m living in a dream #or watching myself from a third person perspective #also i’m supposed to see my FP tmrw #hopefully #we’re going to a school event tmrw but it’s supposed to rain all day #hoping i can hang w him and our other mutual friends if that event gets canceled #also hoping that by having others there it’ll help me to like not obsess #that’s what i’m hoping will happen #anyways i’m just Skrungly but also Empty

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nyxi-pixie · 2 years

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SORRY I NEED TO YELL ABT SMTHN REAL QUICK IGNORE IF U DONT LIKE REFERENCES TO DUDES BEING VIOLENT

thinking abt the time i was waiting outside my science lesson and some kid in my class straight up choked me against a wall (not in the good way. we were 13. and i dont like men) idk why he did it either i think i was being annoying or smthn but like. what the fuck. LMAOOODHASJFHUIA i fully forget abt this so often and then it just like returns to the forefront of my mind and refuses to leave for 8-10 business days.

#this and the dude that wanted me to call him mommy. idk why he said that bc im into women and didnt actually know who he was #anyway choking guy was str8 up obsessed w me like girl why do u hate me That much literally all i did was tell u maybe to stop saying slurs #i was like tiny so he straight up like picked me off the ground by the throat it was actually quite disturbing #and i fully forgot it happened for like 4 years #LMFAOOOO #it comes back to me occassionally and im just hit with like a wave of omg wtaf is wrong with men #tw violence #?#personal #sorry needed to yell abt this somewhere bc i feel like im going insane every time i remember this happened like #wdym some guy i used to talk abt lotr with as an 8 year old fucking throttled me when we were 13 #talked w an irl abt this a couple months ago cos i wasnt sure if it was real or not and they were like omg i remember that wtf #lowkey passing this as a joke as if it doesnt make me incredibly uncomfortable LMFAOOJDHFUI its not like super deep or anything but its jus #weird

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