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feydfuckernation · 1 year

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a lot can happen in a year.

from the beginning of the year to the end of the year, i've been on six or seven new medications (give or take). i went from being unemployed for over a year and a half to having a part time job that pays the same as my last. i went from hardly ever leaving the house to seeing movies and going out with friends. i started doing therapy again. and i rejoined tumblr, something i wasn't sure I'd ever do again. i've never been overly fond of social media to begin with, and i wasn't sure if I was even making the right decision to start using it again. i had been in fandom communities off and on for years, with experiences far more negative than they ever were positive, and i couldn't be sure that this would be any different.

i am so very glad to say i was wrong.

i've talked about elvis on a handful of occasions now, but allow me, if you will, the chance to be sentimental about its significance one last time. prior to june of this year i had no real concept of what baz lurhmann had planned when he released elvis 2022 into the world. yet another musical biopic, this time carried on the shoulders of a relative unknown? i have always had love for baz lurhmann's artistry, but this seemed like a long shot, even for him.

still, it had my attention.

i had given up on any attempts to connect with my family after years of false promises, spending most of my summer feeling isolated from most of the people in my life for one reason or another. i decided I'd treat myself to something after the way the year had gone thus far. knowing my dad liked elvis, i convinced him to go see the movie with me on its opening weekend, thinking we both might get something out of it.

it was, without a doubt, one of the best experiences i've ever had sitting in a theater.

i went on to see elvis seven more times in theaters, each time wondering whether or not the magic would wear off and it would lose its opulent, cinematic luster. in reality, it only ever burned brighter and brighter, giving me a love and appreciation of elvis presley that i wouldn't otherwise have beyond the simple enjoyment of music i had listened to off and on for as long as i can remember. it introduced me to a talent whose performance was so captivating it made me overlook tom hanks in every scene he was in. and, perhaps more than anything, it introduced me to people who were not only like-minded in their experience with this film, but were unwavering in their kindness and their friendship.

elvis is not the entity of my tumblr experience (this being my 4th time interacting on the platform). there are many other people and types of content i have interacted with since starting this blog and, if you have made it this far, i simply want to thank everyone for the memories they have given me at a time when I needed it most.

to the people who colour my dash with their passion for the things they love most. my dash would not be the same without you.

@68special @aconflagrationofmyown @avengen @bcofl0ve @countesspetofi @fantuhsise @feverkitten @flwrs4aust @himbocampus @mamaspresley @obetrolncocktails @skinnyscottishbloke @slowsweetlove @stargiirl27 @steph-speaks @superbatson @thatonemoviefan

to the people whose creations inspired me to rediscover the joy of what it is to make art

@floralcyanide @melis-writes @nathandrqke @she-is-juniper

and finally to my friends, the people who have pulled me out of a shell i didn’t realize i was in. your kindness means more to me than you know.

@ab4eva @areacodefan @bisexualwvtson @burninlovebutler @cryingabtab @cutienerd13 @dreaming-of-hope @elvisfatass @gggoldfinch @itey @karamelcoveredolicity @lavenderelvis @lindszeppelin @lllsaslll @loving-elvis @luluthesandgoose @mxrspng @mymamalife @nora-nexus-34 @powerofelvis @samfangirls @star-shard @troubleinapinksuit and my darling artemis, who is not on tumblr, but holds a special place in my heart regardless

i never expected to have followers, or an impromptu movie club, or even a blog to begin with. i certainly didn’t expect to end the year on a positive note. i am not someone who makes a habit of being particularly optimistic, but i dare to hope that maybe, just maybe, this next year will be better. to all of you reading this, wherever you are, may you find kindness and warmth and many blessings in 2023. may you eat well and heal and continue to grow. may you find comfort in the things you love, and may your new year be rich with the love and support of the ones you hold dear in your life, be it family, friends, or pets. whatever your year may have been, i hope it ends on a better note than it began on, and i look forward to not only sharing new films, but making new memories with all of you.

in the immortal words of elvis presley, "til we meet again, may god bless you. adios."

all my love to you, 🦁❤️

#ily all ya nelly #lion.txt #follow forever #also if i forgot anyone i am literally going to lose sleep tonight please be gENTLE WITH MEEEEEEE #basically if you're reading this? hi. hello. i love you. i hope you're drinking enough water today #never ever doubt your value and your worth as a person #you are a beautiful wonderful human being and i hope you find the love and peace you deserve in 2023 #see you all next year 🦁❤️

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ghostboyjules · 2 years

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song letters: M O T H :^)

hiiiii Mooooth :3 🥰💖 Oooh 20 songs 👀 this could be a whole ass playlist.. maybe I'll make it one 🤔 anyway, here goes;

M- (god there are so many M songs that I love this was painful 😫)

1. Maneater - Nelly Furtado

2. Man in the Box - Alice in Chains

3. the Mara Effect pt 3 - Spiritbox (all parts are good but 3 is my fave)

4. mary magdalene - FKA twigs

5. Misled - Kool & the Gang

O- (also a hard one 😔)

1. Oblivions - The National (this song, y'all... god I love this song.. "it's almost like you're not afraid of anything I do... how I want you... here..."

2. The Ocean - Linnea Olsson (this is purely instrumental but it's gorgeous.)

3. Oh No! - MARINA (obvi)

4. Once In A While - Rosegarden Funeral Party

5. Over and Over Again - the Used

T- (not counting The's in this)

1. Tech Noir (Carpenter Brut remix) - Gunship

2. Teen Idle - MARINA

3. This Too Shall Pass - Danny Schmidt

4. Three Futures - TORRES

5. Two Slow Dancers - Mitski

H - (HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO PICK OUT OF ALL OF THESE OMGGG pain)

1. Hate the Club - Kehlani, Masego

2. Hayloft - Mother Mother

3. Heartscam - DBMK

4. Heat Lightning - Mitski

5. Helena - My Chemical Romance

there ya go Moth!! hope this introduced you to someone new! I think I could probably do this exact same thing again and use an entirely different 20 songs, ugh ajdjsjd this was hard 😅 thank you for the ask :3 ily 🥰💖💙✨

#jules.answers✨#jules.songrec✨#my beloved mutuals ✨#lmk if you actually do want these in a playlist #I'll definitely make you one! 🥰

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gggoldfinch · 1 year

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goldfinch i literally just wanted to pop in here tonight and remind u how much i love you and seeing u on my dash. i know for a FACT we're gonna be yelling at each other more the closer we get to dune pt 2 but in the meantime i hope u know how much i treasure our accidental first meeting and how fond i am of it. ilu to bits and i think someday you may be responsible for getting me into ghost (i don't just hunt down ghost cosplayers and ask to take a picture with them for a friend for just ANYONE u know). i hope ur having a good day/night wherever u are. ily ya nelly 🦁

LION ILYSM YOURE SOOOO AMAZING AND PERFECT AND ADORABLE MWAH MWAH MWAH this made my night fr I love you I love you I love you ❤️❤️❤️

I feel dreadfully sorry for all our followers who will have to witness us go fully fucking deranged when we eventually start dune posting together in the coming months LMAOOO 👹

ALSO GEHEHHEJR YESSS SUCCUMB TO GHOST 😈

#ask

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lindacelestemonroe · 3 years

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my lauren lopez character playlists!

i LOVE making these and at some point want to have one for every character but as it stands, i have 10! these are also changing constantly but here are the current tracklists :)

playlists include linda monroe, emma perkins, agnes florentine, emdroid perkins, tanya freemont, rory sampson, esther, lieutenant taz, zazzalil, & cynthia houston

click the section titles for the spotify links!

linda monroe

adore me - starkid productions

ex's & oh's - elle king

sex with a ghost - teddy hyde

charming - amber gray

someone gets hurt - taylor louderman

dark horse - katy perry

circus - britney spears

beggin for thread - banks

flood on the floor - purity ring

bad guy - billie eilish

i know what boys like - the waitresses

i kissed a girl - katy perry

me and my husband - mitski

ghost - halsey

heather - conan gray

sorry - halsey

bubblegum bitch - marina

superfreak - suprefreak

maneater - nelly furtado

agatha all along - wandavision

oh ana - mother mother

it's tough to be a god - annapantsu

world burn - taylor lauderman

killer queen - queen

toxic - britney spears

wiggle - starkid productions

emma perkins

new americana - halsey

get out - chvrches

chained to the rhythm - katy perry

jessie's girl - rick springfield

heartsign - purity ring

amber - 311

hey there delilah - plain white t's

superboy and the invisble girl - next to normal

begin again - purity ring

drugs - upsahl

verbatim - mother mother

cecilia and the satellite - andrew mcmahon in the wilderness

even the nights are better - air supply

bad at love - halsey

burning pile - mother mother

love song - 311

we come running - youngblood hawke

hey, soul sister - train

always the sun - the stranglers

everybody talks - neon trees

don't stop me now - queen

agnes florentine

lovegirl - jim and the povolos

valerie (feat. amy winehouse) - mark ronson

the beauty is - the light in the piazza

ily (i love you baby) (feat. emilee) - surf mesa

it's been a long, long time - harry james

i hear a symphony - cody fry

august - taylor swift

please notice - christian leave

ophelia - the lumineers

mr loverman - ricky montgomery

solar eclipse - jim and the povolos

space girl - frances forever

the moment - jim and the povolos

emdroid perkins

gasoline - halsey

the mother we share - chvrches

you should see me in a crown - billie eilish

circus - lindsay mendez

stranger than earth - purity ring

all mixed up - 311

hey ya! - outkast

stillness in woe - purity ring

meant to be yours - heathers

body - mother mother

girls on film - duran duran

livin' la vida loca - ricky martin

gasoline - leyla blue

another one bites the dust - queen

devil in me - halsey

arms tonite - mother mother

repetition - purity ring

space and time - 311

lofticries - purity sing

we are the champions - queen

tanya freemont

boy toy - the hot girls

wannabe - spice girls

don't you want me - the human league

girls just wanna have fun - cyndi lauper

tiptoe - boys world

lovefool - the cardigans

betty - taylor swift

what a shame - leyla blue

the benefits of being my man - mary kate wiles

woman (feat. the dap-kings horns) - kesha

video killed the radio star - the buggles

teenage dream - katy perry

material girl - madonna

donatella - lady gaga

rory sampson

hayloft - mother mother

pompeii - bastille

girls in bikinis - poppy

cuz i love you - lizzo

wake me up - avicii

dust hymn - purity ring

anna sun - walk the moon

radioactive - imagine dragons

bad blood - bastille

we didn't start the fire - billy joel

esther

ants marching - dave matthews band

just can't get enough - depeche mode

rebel yell - billy idol

uptown girl - billy joel

love shack - the b-52's

we built this city - starship

hotel california - eagles

africa- toto

welcome to the jungle - guns n' roses

o my heart - mother mother

just another day - oingo boingo

rosanna - toto

iris - the goo goo dolls

lay all your love on me - erasure

sharp dresed man - zz top

thunderstruck - ac/dc

gimme all your lovin' - zz top

life is a highway - rascal flatts

lieutenant taz

get back up - starship

make party - jim and the povolos

strike back - talkfine, starkid

suavemente - elvis crespo

galactic love - jim and the povolos

wrecking ball - mother mother

greased lightnin' - grease

99 luftballoons - nena

committed - jim and the povolos

karma chameleon - culture club

hit me with your best shot - pat benatar

living on a prayer - the lights

zazzalil

never gets old - jim and the povolos

dancing queen - abba

it's a beautiful day - michael bublé

cupid's chokehold / breakfast in america - gym class heroes

walking on sunshine - katrina & the waves

firebringer medley - starkid homecoming

come on eileen - dexys midnight runners

don't stop believin' - journey

i'm gonna be (500 miles) - the proclaimers

time warp - rocky horror picture show

kids - mgmt

cynthia houston

take me to church - hozier

a change of scene - mary kate wiles

eyes on the prize i - lauren lopez

she blinded me with science - thomas dolby

the sun always shines on t.v. - a-ha

hot n cold - katy perry

plastic hearts - miley cyrus

madness - muse

suburbia - pet shop boys

vienna - billy joel

tainted love - soft cell

missionary man - eurythmics

renegades - x ambassadors

a little respect - erasure

poker face - lady gaga

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fairylightsandthings · 5 years

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I HAVE BEEN SUMMONED BY THE NEW ASK LIST AND THE “anon question spam” THINGY!! So here’s some questions off the “weird but say a lot about you” question list if ya want! 1,2,5,7 and which ear is it always in/on?,8,9,14,18,23,26,27,29,40,41,43,44,50,52,65 and how you got them if it isn’t triggering?,67,69,70,73,88 and why?,89 and why?,92,93 Have fun with these!

I'M SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG, ILY💞

1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?

TEA CUPS AND WINE GLASSES, but i also like Coffee Mugs!

2. chocolate bars or lollipops?

Chocolate Bars! Lollipops sometimes give me headaches.

5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?

Cans!!

7. earbuds or headphones?

Earbuds, i usually keep one in my right ear if they're not both in.

8. movies or tv shows?

Movies, definitely. I don't always have the attention span for tv shows unless it really catches my interests!

9. favorite smell in the summer?

Fresh cut grass, pool water, sunscreen, crackling bonfire or rain!

14. favorite non-chocolate candy?

Probably sour skittles!

18. ideal weather?

Warm but not too warm, a nice cool breeze!

23. strange habits?

Uh, i set up my bed the same way every night, and get antsy if it's set up differently unless i change the pattern myself.

26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?

Swim, or go for long walks with friends!

27. favorite activity to do in cold weather?

Curl up in a nice cozy sweater, with hot chocolate and Christmas movies!

29. best way to bond with you?

Make me laugh!! Or if we talk regularly is a good way to bond too.

40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?

I was Homeschooled! I don't remember much about when i went to public school, i was really young when i was pulled out!

41. last person you texted?

My friend Nellie, i was sending her a meme.

43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket?

All of them tbh? I love hoodies a lot though

44. favorite scent for soap?

Mm, fruity scents or soothing scents, I'm not picky. (Although my face wash is Lemon, and my shampoo is Apple, my bodywash is Strawberry)

50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?

Well the hardest i laughed that i remember was last night on two occasions. One when i said Darya seeing her Initals (DLS) and saying it stands for *Downloading Software*, and when Leris said "This isn't Alabama" i just fucking lost it.

52. favorite font?

I like cute cursive fonts, but i just like what catches my eye that i can read.

65. any permanent scars?

I do! Above my right knee, i have a scar i got July 20th 2015, when i took a knife to my leg back when my head was really bad.

67. good luck charms?

I don't have any, but I'm sure they work for some people!

69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned?

donde esta la pala means Where is the shovel, and I've been saying it for years

70. left or right handed?

Right handed! My left hand is useless sometimes!

73. favorite weird flavor combo?

Cheez-Its and Nutella!

88. your greatest wish?

To live a life i love, to travel where i want to go, and thrive with my chosen family

89. who would you put before everyone else?

My niece and nephews, and my sons. Every damn time.

92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights?

Fairy lights💞 (If my url says anything about that~)

93. nicknames?

Liz, Lizzie/Lizzy, Fairy Mom, Mom, Tinkerbell, Little Bear, Baby Bear, Blossom, Angel

Weird Asks That Say A Lot

#liz answers #ask game #anon ask #tw: self harm mention #tw: self harm

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sheerioswifties · 5 years

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35, 37 & 41 (ily and I miss you! 💞)

Hiiii ily too and same!💕💕 OK I just did 41 and then;

35: What bands I've seen live? Oof a lot but like a lot of small/local/not well known ones which I'll skip cos that could go on forever and like festivals like Bumbershoot& Vans Warped Tour same thing. Okay then let's see (and I always forget some. I went to a ton of concerts from like 17-19 and several repeated) Backstreet Boys, Ed Sheeran, Taylor Swift, Yellowcard, Dashboard Confessional, Flogging Molly, the von Trapps, Tove Lo, Everclear, Echosmith, Sleater-Kinney, Hot Hot Heat, Sarah McLachlan, Nelly Furtado, MXPX, Pink Martini, ummmm I think those are all the bigger names.

37: My idea of a perfect date? Hmmm. Something more relaxed where you can just have fun getting to know each other like the classic dinner and movie and dessert or movie night in with cuddling. OR the complete opposite which ya gotta do at least once in your life where you go somewhere that is super formal so you have to (get to!) dress up super fancy and dance and take pretty pictures. Other perfect dates- going to a comedy show or going to take a dance class together then dancing the night away. All including food at some point of course. But trying/experiencing new and adventurous things together is awesome too! One of my favorite dates ever was going and doing a night art class and then getting gelato after. I guess any date is perfect depending on if you're with the right person, heh.. then it's all great❤

Ask me things! (Numbers from below, this or that, favorites, or whatever!)

#yes mail #number asks #feb 2

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soul-music-is-life · 5 years

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I love your tumblr page and I love your writing and I look up to you as a writer. Today I was trying to write and I was listening to music and I was wondering since you are "soul music is life" what is on your writing playlist (if you have one) and if you listen to music when you write. ILY

First of all, thank you. I look up to you for being awesome.

I actually don’t listen to music while I’m actively writing because it distracts me because all I want to do is sing along. However, I do have a playlist that pumps me up before I decide to write. It varies from unknowns to big names. I have a pretty eccentric taste in music. I’ll provide a link to each song (and my playlist at the end for ya), because I’m all about introducing my jams to others.

Effortless- Sabrina Ddumba

Next to Me- Emeli Sandé

Fireworks- First Aid Kit

All I Need- AWOLNATION

You’ve Got Me Running in Circles- Sonny Cleveland

Always- Andy Grammer

Thunder- Imagine Dragons

Put it Together- Langhorne Slim and the Law

Perfect- Ed Sheeran

Like I’m Gonna Lose You- Meghan Trainor and John Legend

One of Us- New Politics

Waiting Game- Parson James

Battle Scars- Lupe Fiasco

Next to Me- Imagine Dragons

The Night We Met- Lord Huron

Slow Hands- Niall Horan

Million Reasons- Lady Gaga

Killing Me Softly- The Fugees (Ah, Lauren Hill…)

Changes- Tupac

Just a Dream- Nelly

The Book of Love- Peter Gabriel

Trouble is a Friend- Lenka

Stand By You- Rachel Platten

I Think I’m in Love- Kat Dahlia

Save Tonight- Eagle Eye Cherry

I’m Goin Down- Mary J Blige

Only You- Yazoo

Story of My Life- OneDirection (Judge me, I dare you)

Can’t Help Falling in Love with You- UB40 (love the OG too)

Just Give Me a Reason- Pink (ft Nate Russ)

Just My Luck- McFly

Some Nights- FUN

Never Had a Dream Come True- SClub7

A Thousand Years- Christina Perri

Then I got my OG classics:

Sam Cooke- literally anything (though I have a soft spot for“A Change Is Gonna Come” and “Bring it On Home to Me”)

This Old Heart of Mine- The Isley Brothers

Let it Be- The Beatles

Who’s Lovin You- Jackson 5

Always- Ella Fitzgerald

Stand By Me- Ben E King

Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow- The Shirelles

Uptown Girl- Billy Joel

I Guess That’s Why They Call it the Blues- Elton John

The Rose- Bette Midler

In My Life- The Beatles

Dream a Little Dream of Me- Ella Fitzgerald and LouisArmstrong

Cryin- Aerosmith

For the Longest Time- Billy Joel

Heart and Soul- Bea Wain

What Becomes of the Brokenhearted- Jimmy Ruffin

My Girl- The Temptations (admittedly this one hassentimental value to me, as I can recall my Grandmother dancing around in herkitchen singing it into a wooden spoon when I was little)

And my broadway mind of course…

Mamma Mia- Mamma Mia

One Day More- Les Mis (I literally sing ALL the parts) and On My Own.

The entire Hamilton Soundtrack (I can smash Lafayette’s rapin Guns and Ships)

Take me or Leave me (RENT)

And this is totally random, but I heard “Devil in Disguise”by Elvis today and all I could picture was someone doing an edit with AlisonDiLaurentis and couldn’t stop laughing.

Youtube Playlist of my dorky mind HERE

#asks #music #writing #Emison writing #writing music #don't judge me #seriously don't #I'm a fanatic about my music

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panda-noosh · 7 years

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Hey!! Can I get a scenario of fem!reader and matt dancing to something 2000's (like let me blow ya mind by eve or hot in herre by nelly) in the mafia hideout and they're making fun of mello by dancing together cos Mel is super srs and tryna plan, but then he starts to get a bit jealous so he stands up and starts singing along -like knows all the words rapping kinda thing- and dancing like a goddamm stripper with the reader & everyone is just ?!?!?!?!?!!!!!!! S h o o k 😂😂 thanks! ily

I love stripperMello sorry.

You and Matt alwaystook the piss out of Mello whenever he was working.

It was just yourthing. Your habit. Your hobby, the thing the two of you enjoyeddoing. It made you two laugh to see Mello try his hardest to ignoreyou both.

Mello wasdefinitely the worker in the group. The leader, if you will. He spentmore time glued in his desk chair, in front of stacks upon stacks ofpapers than he ever did doing anything he planned. His planning phasewent on for months, leaving you and Matt to be the ones to protectthe headquarters whilst he was away in his own world doing whateverit was he was doing.

You neverquestioned it. You and Matt got the plan a few days before it was dueto be done, and that was all you needed. You didn't need to hear thenitty gritty of how he came to the conclusion that you should gothrough the back door guns blazing.

But there weretimes when you and Matt simply couldn't hold back. The three of youwere best friends back at Wammy's House, meaning you had aneverlasting bond that nobody could break – nobody but Mello,apparently, and it always seemed that way. Despite you knowing fullwell he loved you – whether it was in the way you loved him or not– he still made those tiny efforts to be as far away from you andMatt as he could get. Locking his office door, only going shopping inthe night, completely ignoring the two of you at breakfast so hecould escape into his office quicker than usual.

Little things likethese which completely broke your heart, because they're not whatyou're used to. Leaving Wammy's was the biggest decision any of youhad ever made, and the more you looked at Mello's deterioratingstate, the more it seemed like the worst decision any of you had evermade.

That was why youand Matt were currently inside Mello's office, having got in beforehe had the chance to lock it, dancing around to Hot in Herre byNellyville on a loop.

“Can you two shutup?” Mello exclaims over theblasting music, one hand tangled in his blonde locks whilst the otherholds a pencil so tightly his knuckles are turning white.

“Comeon, man!” Matt yells back as he does a small twirl in the centre ofthe room. You giggle, flipping your hair over one shoulder as thebeat kicks in again for the fourth time since the song had repeateditself. “Loosen up a little bit. Today's a good day!”

“Agood day?” Mello scoffs. “It's a Wednesday.”

“Wednesdaysare good days,” you insist, jumping towards Mello's chair andspinning it around. You laugh at Mello's shocked expression, yourface close to his, the music being the only thing keeping you fromcompletely shining with embarrassment. It was taking over your body,the good vibes becoming the most important thing at the moment.

Youdon't get long to gaze into Mello's beautiful eyes before Matt haswound an arm around your waist and is tugging you into his chest. Itwas playful – you and Matt had discussed the sexy dance movesbefore coming in here – and yet Mello's eyes still widen uponseeing such an action take place. The way Matt's hand trails up yourstomach as the lyrics talk about sensual subjects, the way you moveyour hips, tilting your head back to lean on Matt's shoulder with theuncontrollable giggles taking grasp. Matt's own hearty laugh mixes inwith yours as your shirt rides up just a little bit beneath hisfingertips, revealing a lick of skin that has sweat clinging to theback of Mello's neck.

Fucking hell,Mello finds himself thinking,his eyes suddenly trained firmly on the performance in front of him.Two of his best friends – actually, scratch that. His best friendand the girl he had fallen madly in love with, were dancing to such asensual song, hands all over each other and he was just watching.

Itmade him angry. And it wasn't just the type of angry he was used to,the type of angry that he often got whenever Matt forgets to put thelid back on the milk, or the type of angry he gets whenever youinsist on throwing yourself in front of gun fire to protect others.

Thiswas a type of mad that made him slightly embarrassed. Embarrassedthat he was mad at all, because to everybody else, there was nothingto be mad at. With the milk bottle, and the gun fire issues, peopleknew he didn't likethose. They expected him to get mad at such things because they knewhe didn't like dealing with the repercussions, but this was somethingelse completely.

Hewas getting mad, and the only way he could ease his anger was bybreaking up the performance himself. He couldn't yell – that wouldmake things far too obvious.

Thatwould make his feelings far too obvious.

Sohe does the one thing he can think of doing. In seconds, he hasgrunted, shoved his chair away from the desk and is stumbling towardsyou and Matt. You and Matt both pause, Matt's hand resting on yourshoulder now as you both sway your hips to the beat of the song,though all movements come to a stop whenever you see Mello'sglowering face coming towards you.

Abubble of excitement overtakes in your stomach, your smile growingthat little bit wider at the sight. Was Mello actually havingfun?

Hisfrown said otherwise, but you took what you could get.

Yoursmile fades into a grimace of confusion whenever Mello's hand grabsonto your bare arm, and suddenly he's pulling you into him likeyou're a ragdoll. The action makes you stumble, your hands spreadingout across his showing chest to stop you from falling completely. Hishands feel so warm against your arm, his fingers wound tightly intoyour skin yet not enough for it to hurt.

“Mello,what are you-” you begin, but you're cut off by his gruff voicebeing thrown behind you.

“Matt,turn the music up. I like this song.”

Youhave to bite back the laugh that is crawling up your throat – theidea of Mello listening to anything other than heavy metal deathmusic is amusing to you in ways you can't explain.

Inseconds, the song is starting up again, and the humour from themoment has drained out of the room. Because Mello doesn't seem to betaking any of it as a joke – not as he tugs you closer to him, hislips grazing your ear as he whispers the words of the song, his warmbreath fanning your skin and making goosebumps arise under yourleather jacket that you had stolen from him years ago.

“Hot in... Sohot in here.... So hot in....”

You'realmost positive you're going to faint. Your eyes dart to Matt,begging for him to give you answers but he's too busy bobbing hishead to the tune to even care at this point.

Youreyes turn back to Mello's deciding to drink in this moment as youcan. As soon as you see him properly, it's like your legs are goingto give in, because never once have you seen him look so good.

Hairswept to the side, lips out in a pout as he growls the words intoyour ear like you're the only girl in the god damn room.

“I was like,good gracious ass bodacious,”he grunts, before flinging himself to the left a little bit. Thiscatches Matt's attention, and soon the two of you are gawking at amoving Mello, his feet working beneath him like he had worked on astripper pole his entire life.

“Flirtacious,tryna show faces. Looking for the right time to blow my steam.”

Splits.In this moment, the bitch does splits.

Hisentire body plummets to the floor perfectly, legs outstretched withhis arms stopping him from completely ripping himself in half. Youlet out a squeal at the sight, cheeks burning red as he looks up atyou with eyes like fire and a small half smirk on his face.

“Man,when did you learn how to do that?” Matt yells over the music, eyeswide. You nod in agreement to his question, but Mello doesn't answer.He's up again in seconds, swinging his arms above his head and movinghis hips in the most sensual way you had ever seen. His body glidesalong with him as he dances over to you, one hand going to your chinand flicking your cheek, just like he always used to do whenever hewas being playful.

Youmissed the sight of playful Mello.

“It's gettinghot in here!” Mello howls asthe chorus hits. You and Matt are cheering, jumping up and down inyour spot, though you quickly go silent whenever Mello's arm shovesyou into his desk chair and he is wrapping his legs around your lap,pushing his chest into your face. “So take off all yourclothes! I'm getting so hot. I wanna take my clothes off.”

Hisfingers loop themselves in the collar of his leather vest, tugging itdown to reveal the pale skin underneath. You choke on air as Matthowls in laughter, though Mello ignores him, stands up, turns aroundbefore bending down, dragging his hands down his legs to give you afull view of what he is presenting.

“Mello,”you let out, eyes wide but you can't take them off of him. The way hemoves is like a flower blowing in the wind – a very sensual flower,but graceful nonetheless.

Thesong ends all too soon, leaving the room in silence as Matt quicklyswitches it off to stop it from looping. Whether it be because hewants answers or because he doesn't want to see Mello lose controlagain, you are unsure, though that doesn't hide the disappointment inyour features at the fact that you won't get to see him dance again.

Mello'sfrown is back on his face as soon as the song stops. He pants, takesone look around the room before he's pulling you out of his chair andreplacing you with himself, turning back to his papers.

“Nowget out.”

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