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necroticmoth · 11 months

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I think Home would be a good listener :]

Ft my silly welcome home oc

#ignore how self indulgent this is #i just really like Home #i think hes silly #ESPECIALLY AFTER THIS UPDATE #he and wally bring me great joy #and that little shaggy bug...#:D #welcome home #welcome home home #welcome home fanart #welcome home oc #wh home #welcome home puppet show #:3c #ceberart

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aeide-thea · 2 years

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on principle opposed to describing art i dislike as 'masturbatory' because even though it's an alluringly contemptuous word to sneer it's impossible to reconcile with my pro-masturbation stance

#it's such an ugly word but like. self-pleasure is good‚ actually #it's good to know yourself and what you like and lovingly treat yourself to it!#like similarly 'meretricious' is extremely tempting if you ignore the underlying metaphor #but. hard to.#language #and quite frankly i think people who whip out 'masturbatory' in this sneering sort of way #are leveraging‚ if we're honest with ourselves‚ a particular framing of it as a gross thing that boys do #because like. when have you ever heard a *woman's* self-indulgent art described as masturbatory #like don't get me wrong we absolutely still dismiss it! but we dismiss it in other ways #that are usually about how embarrassing her *yearning* is #and so even our sneering is reinforcing an idea that men Act whereas women Feel #anyway this was prompted by some things but i shoved it in the queue so now i forget what lol #so here you are getting some contextless thoughts on the use of 'masturbatory' as sneering dismissive assessment!#just what you were hoping for i'm sure :)

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firefangs · 7 months

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i am on this earth for a reason, i must be, i am right where i need to be

#art #tiger #my art #traditional art #sketchbook #doodle #markers #tigers #orange #oranges #positivity #love #lovecore #more self acceptance + self indulgent art weeee #i draw art for myself now! how cool! it is so much more fulfilling #ignore the circle where i drew an orange in the wrong place and tried to go over it in white posca .#shhhhh .

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graffitistars · 1 month

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Lbr neither of them are brave enough to make a move on one another, so Dimple intervened

#ekuserirei #serirei #mp100 #reigen arataka #serizawa katsuya #dimple #mob psycho 100 #rewatching mob got me out of art block 💪#ignore how lazy i got shading the shirts this was a doodle i cleaned up over the rewatch #it was very self indulgent i just wanted to draw serizawa flustered 😔#graffiti art #icr what my lestest art tag was 8((

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eggoatt · 6 months

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twitter meme ft. empaths

#we are all going to ignore how loudly this advertises a type i have okay. okay #i wasnt gonna do this today cuz i was super not in the mood to draw humans but then i remembered the point of the meme #is to be self indulgent #so. furries it is #art #dogyolk #sunset shimmer #athena cykes #ace attorney furries

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erineas · 1 year

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Wait, wasn’t I supposed to be posting old art? Well, there you have some self-indulgent thingie I did years ago while reading SSLL (my fav skeles then + Mutt)

And then a month ago when I started reading House Next Door (by @battlemaiden13) I found myself wanting to be in Syrup’s arms like I wanted to be in Mutt’s

#Just traditional lineart bcuz i'm lazy and I don't have real time rn to draw digitally #But yeah whatever let's ignore I got Syrup's face crack all wrong #He might not be just Syrup #But an amalgamation of many fellswaps Paps idk #Either way I still want to be in his arms #Also wow there's some difference between how I drew skeletons and myself then and now #Fellswap Papyrus #Selfinsert #Kinda simping #Self indulgent

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welcometogrouchland · 11 months

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I just think Hunter was obsessed with Willow and didn't even know it during the period from any sport in a storm to labyrinth runners. They maybe don't talk as often as they could, they're both busy and have conflicting schedules, so when they do talk, Hunter absorbs everything she says.

After roughly 3 weeks of texting (hexting? I feel like the kids would call it hexting), He knows that her favorite colour is orange, she likes her tea with extra milk and a bit of honey during winter, she likes working out to the noisiest angriest music in her playlist, her dad Gilbert is a construction witch who specialises in pottery, she used to listen to breakup songs and think about her childhood best friend (Hunter doesn't know it's Amity) and she actually has a mild pollen allergy despite being a plant witch and has to take potions for it.

He casually drops all this info piece by piece during their stay in the human realm and willows like. Well I can't not marry him. It'll have to be a winter or fall wedding to account for her allergies </3

#ramblings of a lunatic #the owl house #toh #hunter toh #willow park #huntlow #Hunter is often ignored and hides and compartmentalizes his identity in order to survive and be respected = his love language is listening #he doesn't just go quiet around Willow bc he's shy (tho that's definitely a factor) he's also like wow everything you say is amazing #i want to listen to you 24/7 #(Willow realizes this and thinks back to how often she was ignored and isolated-#-and how it made her feel worthless and she's like. i must make him my bride)#i haven't rewatched in a while so i can't exactly tell how much of this is self indulgent and how much is like. actually character accurate #it's in limbo but it feels true to me #we don't know the details of their text exchanges beyond him sending her (presumably) a cute pic of flapjack #I've seen ppl argue that they didn't talk much over text bc she's slightly suspicious of him at first in labyrinth runners #but tbh I've always chalked that up to the general mindfuckery going on at hexside at that time #ergo she couldn't immediately trust that this was actually Hunter until he mentioned something specific about Gus #so i like to imagine it was semi-frequent chatting but i payed lip service to the idea that it wasn't super duper close #playing both sides so I always win etc etc #this is really just a covert way of babbling my willow headcanons

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northstrz · 1 year

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#bluesey #blue sargent #richard gansey #the raven cycle #trc #the raven boys #the dream thieves #blue lily lily blue #the raven king #self-indulgent long-haired blue>:)#also ignore how awkward the sidewalk is i needed a visual to justify their foot placements >__>

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lizstiel · 1 year

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Dean’s sitting at the kitchen table eating meatloaf when it all sort of hits – and he’s desperate to remember it exactly how it happened.

With his fork raised halfway to his mouth, a dollop of meat and sauce perched precariously on the tines, his eyes wandered over to where Cas stood by the sink in a pair of ratty pajama bottoms and one of Dean’s old t-shirts. (One of Dean’s old t-shirts, because once Cas gets his shoulders into them they never really sit the same way.)

He’s got soap up to his elbows, scrubbing methodically at the dishes Dean just dirtied, his brow a taught, concentrated line. He’s bringing the same kind of meticulous focus to the dishes that he used to bring to leading the armies of Heaven; that singular kind of attention, both unnerving and admirable. (Dean had once tried to explain that he didn’t need to wash them quite so vigorously, to which Cas had deadpanned, “Do you know how many food particles remain on the dishes you wash, Dean?” It quickly became his job, after that.)

It’s early July. About 6:30pm. The window over the sink is cracked, and the front door is wide open, letting the sound of cicadas and crickets drift in with the summer breeze. The sun’s starting to set behind the field, casting the world in that particular orange glow that has always made something in Dean ache. In the other room, the record player Sam got them for Christmas plays a beat up Janis Joplin record he’d found at a secondhand store in town. The opening chords of Me and Bobby McGee have just started, and the cicadas are humming, and the crickets are singing, and the sun is setting, and Cas is standing in old pajamas washing dishes Dean just used to make them dinner and –

Cas tilts his head.

This isn’t revolutionary. He does it a lot. A very ingrained behavior, some might say. But he isn’t confused, he’s reacting. To the song. He doesn’t react to music the way Dean wants him to, never has, but in his own way, it’s almost like he’s leaning closer to hear it. An infinitesimal thing. The smallest gesture. The corner of his mouth twitches, and Dean has never loved him more than he does at this moment: backlit by a summer sunset in their house in the middle of nowhere, hand washing dishes and listening to Janis Joplin.

Cas turns when the sound of Dean’s fork clattering on the plate sounds, but Dean just scoops him into his arms, chases any worries away with a kiss, and then another, and then one more for good measure. Cas laughs against his mouth, desperately trying to keep his soapy arms away from Dean’s dry clothes. “Dean,” he chides, squirming and chuckling, trying to extract himself from Dean’s grip. “I’m not finished.”

“I’ll get ‘em tomorrow,” Dean promises, peppering sweet little kisses down the line of Cas' throat. He hasn’t shaved in a couple of days. It tickles all the way down. “Love you so much,” he says, because he wants to. Because he’s so full with it he’s overflowing. Because if he doesn’t tell him right now, in this moment, and every moment after this one, he might die. He needs him to know. It’s vital that he knows.

Cas’ laughter warms, and he slides one soapy hand to the back of Dean’s neck, eyebrows raised in challenge when he shudders at the sensation. When Dean doesn’t immediately shoo him away, he slides the other soapy hand up Dean’s arm. “Dean?” He’s not worried, the timber of his voice is honey-smooth and light, but he’s confused. Not that Dean doesn’t tell him often, and loudly, how much he loves him, but to be fair this did kind of come from nowhere, so he understands. It’s just much too much. It’s not enough and it’s everything. It’s everything in the world Dean has ever wanted.

Janis Joplin is singing freedom is just another word for nothing left to lose, and Dean’s arms are loose around Cas’ waist, and he loves him, god he loves him so much, so he kisses him on one corner of the mouth, and then the other. Janis says, nothin’, don’t mean nothin’ hon’ if it ain’t free, no, no – and he rocks their bodies together, slow, to the beat of the music. Cas’ arms come to wind around his neck automatically, and his smile starts to sprawl into something reserved for only the really good moments. Wide and gummy and for Dean – and feelin’ good was easy, Lord, when he sang the blues. He presses his forehead to Cas’ and they just sort of sway there like that, smiling at each other like this might be the last chance they ever get.

Cas says – “I love you, Dean,” just as Janis is singing, you know feelin’ good was good enough for me – and it occurs to Dean that he’s dancing in the kitchen with the love of his life. He thinks back to the longest, loneliest nights he spent staring up at the night sky, believing wholly he’d die bloody and alone on the backend of some random hunt, and how the smallest (but loudest) part of him had wished for exactly this. For someone to hold him and see him and dance in the kitchen with him, barefoot and covered in soap.

He kisses the tip of Cas’ nose, the lines under his eyes. Doesn’t realize he’s crying until Cas is wiping tears away with the pads of his thumbs and soothing hands through his hair. He’s crying, too. Laughing and crying and telling Dean he loves him, he loves him so much, he’s loved him from the first moment he saw him.

It settles in Dean then – really settles deep, and true, and good – that he was meant for this. He wasn’t born to be a weapon. Wasn’t born to be a son, or a father, or a brother. Wasn’t born to save the world or to end it – was just meant to dance. His arms were meant to hold. To sway them both around the cheap linoleum floor, to sling low around Cas’ waist and spin them both ‘til they were dizzy with it.

They laugh and kiss and Janis is saying – good enough for me and Bobby McGee – and Dean is thinking – Yeah. Yeah, it really is.

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sinclairstarz · 3 months

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for the cinephile byler truthers. i made the party’s modern au letterboxd accounts

in my head mike wheeler is the film bro cinephile of the party. hes a big brad pitt fan and fincher is his favorite director if you even care.. dirty dancing would be in his top 4 if he was honest. he went to see dune cause hes a scifi nerd, ended up hating it so much and complained about it to will but still gave it 2 stars cause it was pretty. did leave a very mean review. very critical rater but mostly leaves high ratings because he just doesn’t watch things he doesnt wanna see.

alternative movies i considered putting: pulp fiction (5 stars), the killer (1 star), se7en (5 stars), across the spiderverse (5 stars), nope (5 stars) , the batman 2022 (4 stars), once upon a time in hollywood (5 stars), inglorious basterds (5 stars), the matrix (half a star)

the thing is so good and he has a poster of it on his wall in canon so it felt right. it just feels wrong not to do ghostbusters (plus its one of my favorite movies…) and yall need to hear me out on brokeback 😭😭😭 ur telling me he wouldnt bawl his eyes out??? ur wrong. will byers is a jake gyllenhaal lover. he watches dirty dancing a lot for mike, and loves ghibli movies a lot. he cried during rain man. honest rater but doesnt take it too seriously, mostly 4/5 star ratings

alternatives: saltburn (half a star), asteroid city (5 stars), blackkklansman (5 stars), the force awakens (3.5 stars), the perks of being a wallflower (4.5 stars), back to the future (5 stars)

rogue one because lucas has taste. its the best star wars movie, if u care. he would love how fun and goofy ghostbusters 2 is. in my head Wes Anderson is like the party’s claimed director and they all watch his movies together and do marathons because the weirdness, comedy, and emotional commentary is a perfect mix for them. so. bottle rocket. lucas’ favorite wes anderson is the grand budapest hotel if u wanted to know. he rates things pretty highly and isn’t super critical.

alternatives: dodgeball (5 stars), scream 5 (4 stars), the matrix (3 stars), good will hunting (5 stars), jurassic park (5 stars), die hard (5 stars),

likes making lucas watch gone girl on valentines day and telling him shes gonna do that to him next time he annoys her. v for vendetta is her favorite romance movie and shes a big marvel fan (in a cool way. kind of .) but thor ragnarok is probably one of her fav marvels, along with spiderman far from home and iron man. i just know she watches Casino Royale and decided she hated James Bond and then ended up watching all the Daniel Craig Bonds with Mike and loved Skyfall so much. the song is on her playlist and she did cry after No Time To Die.

Alternatives: Superbad (5 stars), baby driver (5 stars), bottoms (5 stars), 10 things i hate about you (3.5 stars), scream (5 stars), kill bill (5 stars), lord of the rings: the return of the king (1.5 stars)

also a bit of a film nerd. i considered giving him a star wars and i know in my heart he’d probably have empire somewhere in his top 4. but star wars is lame and i wanted to give him se7en so he fucking gets se7en. he knows john wick is objectively dumb but he doesnt care hes just here for a good time. the party probably watched saltburn together and all fucking hated it. I just know hes a kurosawa nerd and always goes when the local theatres do very rare special showings of his movies.

alternatives: baby driver (4 stars), the ewok adventure (5 stars) hot fuzz (5 stars) harry potter and the sorcerers stone (4 stars) legally blonde (5 stars) spirited away (5 stars) dazed and confused (5 stars)

she likes movies that make her feel all warm and fuzzy and hopeful. i wanted to give her breakfast club, but i think she’d honestly like sixteen candles more (even though breakfast club’s better). she cried at almost every movie in her top 4 and makes max rewatch juno with her like once a month. she gives most movies 5 stars unless she really hates them, and loves any movie thats fun to watch, even if its bad. she likes movies with pretty girls and fun colors.

alternatives: barbie (5 stars), legally blonde (5 stars), inception (2 stars), heathers (5 stars) pretty in pink (4.5 stars (she was mad andi didn’t end up with ducky)) my neighbor totoro (5 stars)

in conclusion if you haven’t seen They Cloned Tyron (2023) go watch it it deserved the oscar

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ghost-bard · 19 days

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Hiyaaa my FHsona’s silly outfits, inspired by @cloudmancy giving his fhsona fun fits!

Image I.D. in alt text!

Fun fact, the pants in the adventuring fit are just. another pair of sweatpants, but slightly modified. comfort trumps everything lets gooo, more fun facts under the cut as per the usual!

Lets seeee some fun info about him because idk its fun

the name rain is from my usn on every other social except for tumblr (and ao3 but i dont think that counts-), and they use any (and all) pronouns :]]]]

they do community service after certain school days and on the weekends

i imagine they're part of some sort of gaming club

very chill person, although they are a bit antisocial

and she's usually found playing on their switch

all in all, wow she just like me fr (but literally)

anyway, what if, teehee, i got sent some fhsonas... to maybe draw with my lil guy... and they interacted... wouldnt that be crazy... just kidding haha... unless-

#d20 #d20 fhjy #dimension 20 #fhsona #fantasy high sona #fhjy #dimension 20 fantasy high #fantasy high #d20 fantasy high #my art #my sona #oc #digital art #character design #whats the likelyhood of someone doing a fhsona zine.....#fhsona zine.... anyone...#anywayyy fun fact this lil guy is lowkey helping me through some art block lmao #i think i just like drawing tabaxi's and or cat people idk tho #tangentially related i was hardcore debating on being a hater today #but ive decided to be a lover (posting art instead of my slight haterisms)#truly the most self indulgent thing ive done in a while i just like drawing lil guysssss #actually ill be a lil hater in tags-#drawing my fhsona to ignore how hard the ball dropped in the most recent episode #IM SORRY i think im allowed to dislike certain things that happened bc different opinions EXISTTTT #im never touching main d20 twt fandom every time i see them say something im baffled and i need to turn my phone off they terrify me #ok im done being a hater (for now)#apologies if anyone read these its been a rollercoaster

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acidic-potato-piss-water · 1 month

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Nothing to see here, just two cringefail loser men that deserve eachother <3

@divorcingjimmatthews infected me with The Worms (the mental image of Jim having a drunk breakdown after the end of s2 and Jade reluctantly helping)

(line art only, just for funsies)

#just a silly little self-indulgent comic for the jim/jade enjoyers out there #anyways stan tom #from epix #fromblr #from spoilers #but not really #jade herrera #jim matthews #jimjade #my art #from 2022 #from mgm #i went back and forth on whether to post this here or on my art blog #but i wanna start doing more fandom specific comic stuff like this so i figure ill keep it to separate blogs #ill probably reblog this on my art blog anyways but. fuck it we ball #good lord tumblr OBLITERATED the quality #ignore how empty the bartop is. i aint drawin all that #i am. 'ow you say..... lazy

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distortedhumanoid · 9 months

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listened to on avery island for the first time the other day

#madakana #ignore how self-indulgent this is #madara mikejima #kanata shinkai #ensemble stars #enstars #meteor impact #neutral milk hotel #this is technically inspired by nmh so i’m tagging it lawl

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lesbianslovedata · 1 year

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daforge playing poker ?

#daforge #data soong #geordi la forge #star trek tng #star trek the next generation #i dont know how poker is played ignore the card amounts #this is so self indulgent #hanan art

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trash-can-sam · 4 months

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Completely entirely self indulgent art but I’ve been playing rimworld except with pathologic characters and this random Anthropleura, (I think it’s from the biomes! Prehistoric mod) which is like a giant prehistoric millipede, randomly joined the colony. And I just think that Artemy is very displeased that Daniil doesn’t want to get rid of this massive weird bug especially since he’s the one who has to take care of animals. (She is entirely passive and kind. Her name is Hocus-Pocus and she wouldn’t hurt a soul.)

#pathologic #pathologic 2 #artemy burakh #my art #pathologic rimworld goes crazy honestly #peg leg andrey might be coming soon #ignore how the shading is bad and the coloring is lackluster I wasn’t feeling it #so incredibly self indulgent and will not make any sense to anyone but like #what else am I supposed to do.

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royaltrios · 1 year

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i think kazuma had early exposure to english from genshin and therefore hes always had the language faculty for it. ryuu only began to learn it in uni (maybe like late secondary school even) but hes more inclined towards the humanities and generally takes to it quickly. his classmates are jealous of how much of a knack hes got for it. but ryuu still doesnt think hes all that great because he compares himself to kazuma who like, doesnt need to think as much to speak it. kazuma will help him study for speaking exams by talking to him only in english for the week beforehand. he thinks the way ryuus accent comes out moreso when hes nervous is charming so he will intentionally say embarrassing things to him in english. kazuma tested out of the first few levels of english to catch up to ryuu and take a couple classes with him. together they are the bane of the english department

#ignore me im indulging myself completely atm #asoryuu #capcom: theyre in england so they all speak english relatively well i guwss. its fine were not thinking about it #me: how did susato ryuu and kazuma all individually learn english and how does this affect their sense of self

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