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tcmmykinard · 1 year

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CHRIS EVANS as STEVE ROGERS CAPTAIN AMERICA: THE WINTER SOLDIER (2014)

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d1gnan · 4 months

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#fight club got me thinking about how when i was younger me and my friends would play this stupid game #where u get like 8 or so people in a big circle and put your hands in the middle one on top of the other and whoever is on the bottom of th #stack winds up and smacks the top of the stack as hard as they can #if u remove your hand from the stack youre out #and the game goes until two people are duelling each other which usually ends out of like boredom cuz the games would go rlly long since #nobody wanted to chicken out #but wed do it for so long my hands would be like bloated and purple cuz ppl actually used like full strength to hit the stack #there was this really buff kid who would wind up and ppl would drop out from fear of his move alone and after he hit the stack #the whole circle would like tremble #ive seen ppl talk about playing bloody knuckles but ive never actually witnessed a game of that #idk im curious what kind of stupid shit like that yall did #cuz that was like a core memory for me #tumblr polls #my polls #fandom polls #polls #poll time #in the polaroids i just posted too theres a before pic of our hands but someone else has the after one

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achillean-knight · 4 days

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I'm not gonna indulge too much in my Undertale AU on Tumblr, I am gonna just keep it private as I do wanna keep my main focus on my FNAF AU, but here y'all go

It's a little rough, but people really liked my Mettaton AU design so I wanted to desperately draw him :')

It's not the best, but I wanted to draw something today.

#i spent all of today mucking around with my art fight #changing profile pics for characters and editing all 90+ of my attacks to have updated thumbnails #aswell as adding characters and such--- it was alot #so this was a nice random sketch i did just to wind down.#I also randomly painted an eyeball out of boredom so THAT'S something #but yeah i hope this is ok #its rough like i said but theres a charm to it.#a little about my AU mettaton as a treat:#he is heavily posessed. he ran away from alphys halfway built between ex and neo #and has to power himself by using his actual ghost alot of the time #he salvaged his charging supply (or batteries idk what makes him run)#but the body is insufficient with power so he has to rely on possession alot of the time especially #when the body ages.#his eyes flicker pink when hes posessed and his ghost self does make himself appear outside of the suit #but with his soul still bound to the body #he can only go so far before he cannot anymore. he is literally tied to his body now HSGSVSV #he also goes by Hapsta in my au. a play on Hapstablook and also to avoid toyhouse sniping me #tho you can call him mtt or mettaton anyways idm lol #mettaton #undertale #undertale au #undertale oc #mettaton au #my art #my oc art

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vilochkaaa · 11 months

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rest.

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julemmaes · 4 months

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"I think—" a breathless sob cut through her words, his hand instinctively reached for her face. Nesta stepped back, her sight blurring. "—I think I convinced myself I could love you."

"You do, Nes." It sounded like an order. He sounded so sure when he spoke. Cassian was looking at her like she'd just wrenched open his chest, his eyes reddened and his shoulders rising with every difficult breath. "You've been loving me for the past six months."

"But I never told you—"

"You don't need," he sounded pained, like this conversation was hurting him, "to tell me you love me to do it."

Nesta blinked slowly, turning her head to the side. This wasn't how she wanted their night to go. This was the furthest thing from what she'd envisioned for their date.

"Nesta, please, don't do this to us." He begged.

Her throat closed, her head spinning with torturing panic.

"Don't do this to me," he whispered.

She couldn't bring herself to look at him. And she needed to leave right now, or she'd have stayed there for the rest of their life.

"I'm sorry."

#nessian #angst #i guess #idk what this is im just so bored #ik i have plenty of prompts and requests in my mail to take inspo from but #eh #well see where my boredom takes me #nesta archeron #cassian

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acircusfullofdemons · 3 months

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Having a paracosm for 7ish years has spoiled me. Trying to not only start but keep a new paracosm going is just. insanely difficult. who are you people what is going on why am I here. all boring answers till everything gets some real development i hate it so much.

#paraportal #system: eternal labyrinth #system: dream a little dream of me #decided to start fleshing out my secondary paracosm universe. which doesnt have a lot going for it #its basically just the scraps of whatever i couldnt fit in eternal labyrinth somehow #like yeah brain...a shitty r0tg rewrite fanfic/au will save us from boredom. sure. why not.#i mean ive had morphues for a while so its nice to put him in action again (same w cloud).#and harper seems cool so far i guess #idk my cosms have v broad concepts (phanta - video games / maac - superheroes/comic books / ff - fairytales)#and daldom is dreams . so far. so i just gotta figure out a way to work w it #maybe add some scifi since i dont typically do that kind of stuff #this'll probably just be like. the opposite of what i typically do/like. just to add some spice yknow.

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fluentisonus · 6 months

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#I just feel so like. idk how to even describe my state of mind.#it's like I've gone from depressed in a dull helpless way to depressed in a hysterical way but sometimes for a #little bit I'm also normal. i feel like the most boring person in the world & also like I'm losing my mind.#i genuinely never thought i would actually really get to this point in my life ever. not in that i thought I'd die per se it was just never #real to me it never felt like something i could feasibly accomplish & now I'm there i feel like i just stepped off into the deep end of #some alternate universe world i shouldn't even exist in like i don't belong here.#like when i pictured my life as a kid reality just ended here & everything else was fantasy I realistically knew I never could do #& I'm Trying so hard to get myself a job so i can do smth with my life beyond sort of stewing in boredom & existential terror mixed but #i do not feel like a real person who could feasibly do that. like i just thought I'd disappear or something I don't know what I thought.#like someone would just close the picture book of my life because I'm not someone whose capable of living a normal life.#like I've failed the test (just like I always expected to!!!) but I'm still stuck here they forgot to take me out of the experiment.#<- sorry I'm okay mostly I'm just. really going through it w the transitional stage of life thing

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dawnthefluffyduck · 4 months

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Hand is still hurting, so here's some doodles from work when they gave me the wrong start time for that night's shift the other week

#ooh i was so mad #i messaged my managers and nobody replied so i was sitting in the middle of a factory for half an hour doing absolutely nothing #and the shift hadnt started yet so it wasnt like i could clock in and get paid for my boredom #i guess its technically not my wrist #the muscle around my thumb and my entire forearm just feels really tense when i pick up a pen #i can't afford to go to the doctor so if it doesn't clear up soon then uh #sucks for me I guess #idk what to do about it other than rest #i want to say it wasnt the sun drawing specifically that did this but i guess it didnt really help #idk just a bit frustrated #doodles

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thenwethrowitonthefire · 26 days

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Shout-out to everyone who survived a "fun" easter with the family

#fucking hell #it started with finding out my dad smoked in my car when I picked up my sister #who was equally dreading the day #my mum turns into the world's tensest and judgemental presence. worsened by my aunt #then hell for autistic people (of which there are multiple present)#multiple deaf people means one uninspired conversation that isn't interesting in any way.#combinations of passive aggressiveness and people not saying a thing because they can't participate. voice volumes too damn high #weirdass food situations. Very full table. so many smells.#this goes on for over an hour. wishing for literally anything but being there. soul crushing.#then you still have to sit in that room for 2.5 hours. it just goes on and on.#my autistic deaf dad physically looks like how I feel. my mum and aunt keep piling on top of him to demand his mental presence #i leave the room once (to get my phone to show pictures to my uncle) and am immediately followed upstairs by my mum #who demands I don't leave the room (What's next. following me when I need the toilet?)#me and my sister are so bored we start throwing paper planes and fake fighting.#Which amuses the bored and the deaf #but of course my mum and aunt have opinions and this is not allowed. only soul crushing boredom allowed #they complain to each other over it while aggressively doing dishes #finally it ends because my mum and aunt start insisting my dad should go to bed if he's 'that tired'. *sprinkle on some additional ableism*#still sitting through a conversation about allergies one of my sister's friends has. my mum preaching that people should take that seriously #(meanwhile i had to cook for myself for 9 years because when my allergies were really bad no one bothered to check if i could eat something)#me and my sister go sit upstairs to discover our mum has made things we care about vanish in her room #and made things appear that should not be there #I've washed the interior of my car and hope the smell will go #you think it's over after that. but woke up with the realisation that even more things have disappeared from my sister's room.#i can't remember a time when things left outside of my room didn't disappear #I don't know why we do these family gatherings at all. no one has fun on days like that.#the housing crisis isn't making these things easy. my sister is losing her place to live again as well #she'll go hiking for a month and then work on a campsite over the summer #maybe I'll go house sitting again. idk.#can't make commitments a few months in advance like that because I'll cancel everything the second Sparks announces anything important

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wtfcl0ud · 6 months

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the cruel of cycle of feeling overwhelming disgust for self inflicted scars and dealing with the guilt shame and disappointment by self inflicting more scars. but also the beautiful cycle of kind hearted admiration for self inflicted scars and creating more in hopes they will be equally as pretty.

#bestie you're almost 22 that's 11 years do you really still live like this #lmao losercore for real #tw sh related #cloud nonsense #it's the most fucked up when it's not doing it bc negative emotions or hypomanic like emotions or even mind numbing boredom n ennui #but just bc genuine oh i wonder what wil happen if i did this or tried this how wld it look hmm #lol idk it was just an experiment #now my arm's fucked up lol #sigh pwease dont let me get in trouble

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blackberry-jam · 11 months

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My theory here is not that HABIT and Vinny are the secret gay heroes or whatever my theory is that I think HABIT is so in love with the idea of change- a thing neither he nor Vinny can achieve- that he wills himself into believing that if Vinny kills Evan, truly believing himself to be the hero, it will break the cycle. He wants the one thing he is incapable of having, and he places all his bets on the only other person who cannot change to make it happen! It’s pathetic! It’s cruel! It’s so, so sad!

#emh #emh spoilers #idk I just think there is something so compelling about this vicious blood-spattered beast who cannot change because he cannot understand #wanting to change so badly that he etches the cycle even more indelibly into the earth #he won’t change what he does or how he acts #but he believes things can be different every time #like that’s INSANE. that is the DEFINITION OF INSANITY. and yet #he never gives up. he keeps chewing off his own foot thinking this time the blood will grease the wheel enough to escape #HABIT you are so pathetic. all that power and you can’t even change yourself. weak little man breaking under the weight of boredom #anyway. sorry

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poisoned-pearls · 4 months

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you know, Idk if I have to say it, but, cut off those people who drain you. You shouldn’t always have to text first, your friendship shouldn’t end because you stopped talking.

And I know it sucks, that feeling of crippling loneliness. But when shit was absolutely the worst for me, when everything had fucking crashed and burned, I met a few people who finally reminded me what it meant to have someone care, and you’ll get it soon

#This is nothing like what I normally post but like #No genuinely. It fucking sucks and I may have been like #the most depressed I’ve been in my life #Fighting only the time I was with my ex for top place #But like. I’m also getting better. I only text like three people regularly but it’s better than having like #8 people who didn’t give a shit about me #And like #idk I think adhd makes you weak to just #wanting ANY kind of connection because otherwise you become absolutely bored and boredom is painful #The energy drain kills you #Also general red flag in people though I hate using that phrase #If someone won’t let you be in pain #watch out. When I dealt with someone manipulating an old friend into believing I was a horrible person a ‘friend’ slowly got annoyed at me #Trying to deal with it without ever offering help or advice #When someone’s first response to your pain is “oh my god will you shut up about that” they will not care about your pain ever #Also in general. Don’t hang out with straight men who appropriate gay culture #because they’re still like. Patriarchal and sexist assholes with a fake cover #Because Guess what!! When you say homophobic shit but your not gay #your just homophobic!!!!

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jonny-b-meowborn · 8 months

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Okay I've been thinking about the lil cute therian fic I've been writing, and I think I know how I wanna end it and it's like. Very much self indulgent not really accurate to the mechanisms canon and way too cute but the thing is I can do whatever I want forever so I think Im gonna do it (I'm only like idk 1/3 done tho so don't get too excited fjdnfjndn)

#okay like im gonna spoil it in tags #this is my warning there will be nothing else in the tags #so basically in the fic youre a dog that got kidnapped by the mechs with a bunch of your coworkers #a heist just for fun and to kill some random people out of boredom #but you survive on the ship bc you hide #but then Tim finds you and at first jonny tells him to kill you like the rest #but tim is like. hold on. that person is not a human i dont think. i don't wanna kill an animal #and jonny is like this is stupid. but whatever. were gonna put it back on earth were not keeping it timothy #and thats pretty much all i have for now #but then you just kinda. hang around on the aurora while youre going back to earth and you meet a few of the other mechs #they all have different reactions to you but in the end everyone somewhat accepts that youre a dog #and i wasnt sure how to end it #one option was to just go back home and be done with this silly little adventure and go back to living a normal life as a person #but youre happy you finally met some people that accept you for what you are even if for a moment #the other option would be to stay on the ship kind of as a pet #but that felt a bit off to me because youre not a literal dog youre a human that is a dog yknow. and that feels a bit too. idk weird #but i think i got the solution #what if. you get mechanized #and your human body is replaced with an anthro dog. so you can still be a thinking person you were but with a body that makes sense #like kind of like a permanent fursuit but more metal #and yeah that doesnt make much sense in the mechs canon like thats too nice of them and ill have to think of a good reason for that #but wouldnt that be just. so cute #like thats honestly the dream #i love robots and i am a dog so. if i could get mechanized to be a steel furry id agree right away like not even think about it #kind of like in that one love robots and death episodes with the kitsune #that scene where she transforms into a robot fox is my favorite in the whole ep i think and it honestly gives me species euphoria #so yeah i think im gonna ignore canon for that one but and give the reader/mc a sweet happy ending #and now youre a doggy pirate in space surrounded by people who are okay with that!!! isnt that the best #therian #bee buzz

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socialbunny · 7 months

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you guys wont believe whos memories im doing

#chat #doing this for nothing in particular and something in particular. :)#need to backup a copy when im done doing these bc i always mess up the hoods out of boredom 😭 and doing this is so tedious to m #some of these might be redundant idk what the descs r #he knows nina and dina too i was just so tired of doing that met sim thing it was really giving maxis

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usereddie · 5 days

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#redownloaded bumble for reasons of boredom and trying to work out whether i’m actually ace or just out of practice #and lazy #but like. everyone tries to be cool. idk. that’s what my friends say.#they don’t reply right away and they swipe just for the validation of getting matched and that’s nice sure but like #idk how to not be talkative and. me. my bumble profile has a lot of answers abt fandom and shit cuz that’s what i like!!!!!!#i don’t wanna be fake but i also don’t wanna be a try hard?#my sister says it’s pretty privilege bc i’m funny and quirky and not weird and lame #idk if i’m pretty enough for that but i’ll take it lol

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audino · 18 days

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i got bored of pretty much my only main obsession/activity right now and i just

#a boredom like no other #idk what to do with myself #just sitting in a big arm chair twiddling my thumbs in an ominous way #bun txt

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