God i hate it when people think that if something morally wrong happens in a piece of media (especially fan content for some reason???) That the creator believes those or the work is harmful bevause it encourages that behaviour?? First of all if reading pedophilia fanfic keeps someone woth those kinds of thoughts from actually harming real kids, I couldn't give less of a shit. I might not wanna interact with that person but theyre technically not harming anyone amd the author shouldn't be blamed for that either. As for making people think its okay, i can understand that for kids content but like. If your kids get onto the internet completely unsupervised thats not the author's fault either, and we can either as a society try to prepare kids to use critical thinking, keep kids off the internet, or maybe the kid was already in an environment where these things weren't taught as a taboo and so their view is skewed (bad, but a different problem). Other than that, any adult should be capable of understanding the difference between fiction amd reality, and if fiction "convinces someone pedophilia is okay", then that's something they probably already believed and were going to go toward whether or not they consumed the media. The problem is not the content, the problem is how people are raised or treated, as well as problems with accessible mental healthcare. If you dont want to interact with certain content or it makes you uncomfortable, there are ways to avoid it and curate your space. You need to just deal with it.

Hi hi hello! Can i request mordern high school love with thoma? Reader being a gentle and reserved person being more popular among the juniors and thoma popular for his charm and being on the basketball team. Theyre relationship isnt too open but its not a secret either. They try to keep it low key of course

Now imagine the small moments with him :( after school studying at the library, walking home together, recess on the rooftop, arcade dates on the weekend and him winning you a plushie that we know sleep with evry night :(( him asking you to prom and being a gentleman :(( him coming over after school to study but end up staying over cause of the thunderstorm outside :(( our parents love him hes so sweet

(Pls help im so delulu for him)

ngl i love. modern high school aus theres smth about the simplicity of high school and being in the in between where you're *almost* an adult but still treated like a child and knowing youre about to ?? crest smth that everyone talks about anyway idk i really romanticised my high school life and ngl all my friends are from higschool LMAOO also the whole freshman/junior/sophmore/senior thing makes no sense to me idek if i put this in the right order and i wish prom was more of a thing here bc yall make it seem so fun

Thoma is definitely that kid that people know of, but don't really know all too well. He's really nice and all the teachers and students like him, and of course being both attractive and athletic made him that much easier to admire.

You had a crush on him for what feels like forever, wishing that one day he'd notice you out of all the other people who liked him too. He had so many admirers due to how kind he was, but being his friend you knew that there was so much to him.

When he finally asked you out it was the most cliche, yet sweetest way he could have ever done it. He drove you to a place that the two of you often frequented. When you got out, you turned around to see a picnic he prepared for the two of you, thinking it was just another nice thing he was doing for you because you were a little stressed out recently but the flowers and shy look on his face told you otherwise.

The two of you didn't go out of your way to tell everyone you were dating. Thoma just wasn't as willing to let people touch him as much, and you were seen hanging around the basketball team a little more often than before. Thoma always walked you to class anyway if he could, so people couldn't really tell the difference until one day they saw him give you a hug.

By that point everyone found out pretty quick but the two of you didn't feel the need to justify anything to anybody so you'd just confirm that you were dating and that was it.

Thoma always loves taking you on various dates whenever you can. He would see what kinds of places pop up on his feed and scout them out before taking you out for a night on the town (until curfew of course).

Your parents were really trying to look for something to be wrong with him, not wanting him to distract you from your life or end up in an unsatisfactory position of your heart being broken or anything like that. However, the fact that he constantly brought you home on time and made sure to say greet your parents every time as well as bring them treats he baked himself made it hard for him to stay hated in their eyes.

He's constantly gifting you things that remind him of you. If he's at the grocery store then he's giving you a candy that you liked. If he's at the mall he found some accessory he thought you'd look good with. It doesn't matter when or where - you're always on his mind and the trinkets you've accumulated from him are proof of that.

Whenever there are any events locally he loves to take you to them. Whether it be some sort of festival or just a pop up his favourite thing to do is explore the grounds with you and spoil you with prizes or the food there. He's got no limits when it comes to you.

Exam season means crunch time. The two of you are forcibly holed up by each other to try and get studying done. He's a hard worker so he's got tons of study tips for you if you need it and the right amount of rewards too. Whenever you get a practise question right or finish a writing prompt within the time limit well he always congratulates you with a hug or a kiss.

I can see him being super into doubling too. The two of you are one of those people who are constantly on call just doing random shit together. Neither of you has to actually talk to the other person - you both just like being in each other's presence.

Your room and bed are both filled with tons of things that Thoma gives you and he can't help but grin to himself whenever he comes over and sees it. He's got photos commemorating everything on his phone, glad that you like the things he gives you as much as he likes you.

Thoma absolutely adores you and I can see the two of you being high school sweethearts. He comes to your events and you to his, and the two of you end up living a perfectly happy life together, glad that one day oh so many years ago the two of you were assigned lockers next to each other.

good evening, lovie!! this cat TT it's so cuute 'the general consensus is that is morning' girl 11.... 11 timezones... 'i will always reply to you i promise' i love you TT my overthinking isn't really your problem so.. but i appreciate your kind words and your answers<з 'I LOVE THAT FOR US' big brain cells love johnny in this house!!! fun fact: in the russian search engine johnny is the only one from nct whose name is written in english LOL so yeah. do you stan any other group, btw? 'THE EARN YOUR FIRST BILLION WAS SO RANDOM' do you want to? 'not that im saying you hated this song' it's ok i didn't even know it hfhfjd that time i was listening to some 'cool' rap and absolutely crazy remixes about being a depressed child... yeah. no idea why im what i am now... 'stabbed in the gut by someone mid wartime' OMG how completely opposite TT i was so sure about the childbirth thing, actually... 'thus why Daemon managed to find a sorcerer' lol he's the prince and the rebellious one, always travelling and doing things so i thought he kinda just... omg my wife is dying go find that sorcerer in the woods! it's quite funny but also ig that's the magic of writings? everyone has their own image. but SO opposite? lol men (derogatory). fact. 'add as many ideas as you told me into the story' omg what a monster it should be with ALL ideas. actually it's so very sweet TT thank u TT doing my best for you TT i understand you didn't mean like ALL the ideas but imagine... imagine a work with all the shit i've said... it should be scary and so chaotic ig TT i believe in you and your talent, so i'm waiting and readying myself to write a long as hell reply! god bless your imagination! also this bear gif reminded me of the summer when we had like.. 3 wild brown bears in the town... they were cutie. and this gif is cute too. 'you can send me alien songs id still listen to it' i used to like it SO MUCH in 2020. you're so cute for this though TT thank u sm TT 'SACRIFICE SACRIFICE' no but i have high temperature now and i really need a sacrifice TT 'someone else could write it so i could fucking read' girl... if you can wait for a real lifetime..... bc i don't now when and even IF i'll ever write something.... it's not a promise, pls dont see it as one. 'i made the key not so high and she still messed it up' oh poor girl. hope she's doing fine now. rip. what key though...... i'm really bad at music, i'm sorry TT idk if it's like a music word or not... 'idk you know what time im sending this from <3' yeah i see the time you publish it... that's how i learned your time at first before you said where you live. it must be 20:58 for you rn if you're interested. so guess good night or good morning!! love you!! good luck with your soprano!! take care<з

BESTIE HIIIII!!!! I just finished writing a daemon fic it's super fluffy you might like it

have a kitty gif!

LOVE LETTER TOIME

good evening, lovie!! this cat TT it's so cuute

youre so good at knowing my time lol HAHAA also yes that kitty was sososososooso cute

'the general consensus is that is morning' girl 11.... 11 timezones... 'i will always reply to you i promise' i love you TT my overthinking isn't really your problem so.. but i appreciate your kind words and your answers<з

I MEAN IT WAS MORNING WHEN I SENT IT SO ////: HSFHASLHFLAHF HAHHAHAHH also its fine i understand overthinking cos i do that too but i have been getting better at managing it though <3 so relax its all good

'I LOVE THAT FOR US' big brain cells love johnny in this house!!! fun fact: in the russian search engine johnny is the only one from nct whose name is written in english LOL so yeah. do you stan any other group, btw?

BIG BRAINERS LOVE JOHN. THIS GIF 😃

also the search engine HAAHAH that's johnny's american powers for you HAHAAAHH. i do stan a lot of groups actually but i think my mains would be nct svt bigbang shinee then i also like exo super junior tvxq got7 and a bunch more im too lazy to think of them all AHHAHH

'THE EARN YOUR FIRST BILLION WAS SO RANDOM' do you want to?

HAHAHHAH YES GIMME A BILLION RIGHT NOWWWWW 😈😈😈😈

'not that im saying you hated this song' it's ok i didn't even know it hfhfjd that time i was listening to some 'cool' rap and absolutely crazy remixes about being a depressed child... yeah. no idea why im what i am now...

well ur my cat now duh 🙄 my cutie lil baby that i keep in my pocket. also HAHLDHASKHD It's so funny that you were blissfully unaware of the rap being cool HAHAHHAAH

'stabbed in the gut by someone mid wartime' OMG how completely opposite TT i was so sure about the childbirth thing, actually...

hehe lol thats fine

'thus why Daemon managed to find a sorcerer' lol he's the prince and the rebellious one, always travelling and doing things so i thought he kinda just... omg my wife is dying go find that sorcerer in the woods! it's quite funny but also ig that's the magic of writings? everyone has their own image. but SO opposite? lol men (derogatory). fact

yes yes truly the magic of writing! daemon BETTER look for a sorcerer if his wife is dying of labor /: mid. men (derogatory) [real]

'add as many ideas as you told me into the story' omg what a monster it should be with ALL ideas. actually it's so very sweet TT thank u TT doing my best for you TT i understand you didn't mean like ALL the ideas but imagine... imagine a work with all the shit i've said... it should be scary and so chaotic ig TT i believe in you and your talent, so i'm waiting and readying myself to write a long as hell reply! god bless your imagination!

it would be such a monster tbh T_T HAHAAHA so long so painful so tiring but so good T_T i'll do m best but im starting my classes so it will take a while. i truly would be a chaotic masterpiece. i believe in my skills too 😌🤩💅 purr. God bless us all. im excited to see what you think of what i'll end up with.

also this bear gif reminded me of the summer when we had like.. 3 wild brown bears in the town... they were cutie. and this gif is cute too.

TEDDY BEAR SNUGGLES IF BEAR DEADLY WHY SHAPED LIKE FRIEND

'you can send me alien songs id still listen to it' i used to like it SO MUCH in 2020. you're so cute for this though TT thank u sm TT

OMG I LOVE AKMU THEYRE SO TALENTED this is the first time im listening to this song. its fine HAHAAH i much prefer this song of theirs. Also this one. i randomly downloaded a bunch of their songs and i fell in love with these ones in particular

'SACRIFICE SACRIFICE' no but i have high temperature now and i really need a sacrifice TT

T_T oh no my love i hope you get well soon [sending you love and my high... idk what its calling in english... resistance to getting sick??? well im sending that to you] GAAAAAAAAH GET BETTER 🤬🤬🤬

'someone else could write it so i could fucking read' girl... if you can wait for a real lifetime..... bc i don't now when and even IF i'll ever write something.... it's not a promise, pls dont see it as one.

HAHAHAHAHAHA as i said i would love to read anything you gimme. its ok if you dont come around to writing. i cannot wait a lifetime but for you i'll always be ready to read whatever lol. i mean i like writing but GOSH DAMN SOMETIMES IT SHOULD JUST WRITE ITSELF!!!!

'i made the key not so high and she still messed it up' oh poor girl. hope she's doing fine now. rip. what key though...... i'm really bad at music, i'm sorry TT idk if it's like a music word or not...

T_T IM SORRY I THOUGHT YOU MIGHT NOT KNOW ABOUT KEYS EITHER ASFKHASFKASFA IT BASICALLY MEANS HOW HIGH OR LOW A SONG IS!!! AND I MADE OUR SONG NOT SO HIGH BUT SHE STILL MADE HER PART HIGH!!!!! KHASFKAF WHYYY??? IDK she's doing fine but T_T my ears T_T im sorry it- yeah imma leave it at that

'idk you know what time im sending this from <3' yeah i see the time you publish it... that's how i learned your time at first before you said where you live. it must be 20:58 for you rn if you're interested.

lol good for you HAHAHAHH i think i received this at around 21:00-ish already so !! yeah pretty spot on HAHAHAHH

so guess good night or good morning!! love you!! good luck with your soprano!! take care<з

good night my love! or morning for you? idk whatever it is GET SOME SLEEP 👿 EAT WELL 👿 EXERCISE 👿 TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF 👿 THAT IS A THREAT 👿 and my soprano T_T yeah good luck pray for me AHHAHAHH i hope you get better <3

xxx

consciousness streaming

i am only just finishing reading chapter 4 of inffqth

and when i tell u i have fallen for this dream and been brought to tears i mean it, u have created something so fucking beautiful, i am speechless

not just him, but specially him,

i also love how u have given them all different built-up emotions and now they gotta re-build them again the right way with help from loved and trusted ones,

and then u just make me identify with so many different bits of all of them, it's amazing

there's also this line that is making my brain go haywire istg,

— I don't get sick of you. If you got into working on cars, I'd want to know what attracted you to that. I might not like it enough to do it with you all the time, but if you see something in it, then there's something good there, you know?"

this line. is so special to me. i even took a screenshot and saved it on my favorites so i can go back in the future and gush abt it

idk how to explain it but i guess it's just,..wao, i wish somebody would love to listen to me talk abt my interests like dream does, and not be all critique and judgy abt it,

it's always "pls tell me abt urself" and then when it's ur turn of talking abt the things u like u r scared they wont be interested or it'll bore them? idk, something along those lines

but, dream. that line plus when he decides to sit with george's mom and ask abt what she is watching even if he doesn't have any interest in reality shows, it broke my heart, im just gone for him

he is beautiful, ive said it alr but he just is,

imma pull an all-nighter for this fic and hope that i dont get too shy in leaving a comment on it, cus i feel like imma have so many things to say by the end of it

thank u for sharing this story with us! <3

I love that’s the quote that’s stuck out to you at this point. I think when I was working that scene out I had that part written down first because I wanted to get that idea across and made the rest of the scene work around it. I’m glad it stands out <3

You’ll find those people, I promise. It took me until my junior year of college to find my best friend and she loves me like this and I love her like this (though not romantically lol). She doesn’t care about mcyt at all but will ask me what they’re up to, she remembers details about me that I myself forget, and she’ll randomly tell me to check my front porch because she sent me a box of lush products that just got delivered. She is a safe space to brag, to talk shit about someone, and to be on my side even when I’m wrong (though she will gently tell me this haha).

I’m glad you like this dream. Let me know if you still do and if anything changes as you keep reading. I’m interested to see your take!

Thank you for your sweet message. I may have screenshotted it so I can keep it close 💚💙

heyy dude! i really don't want to trouble you but like im a tenth grader and will be taking medical next year and i was wondering if there are things that you think i should know for my upcoming two years?!

heyy junior, haha!

Hmm so everything I'll say is solely based on my experience and yk not necessarily will it work for everyone.

So i wasn't really sure what i wanted to do as in careerwise back in 10th so i did not join any coaching. In the lockdown, 2021 i was like yes i wanna be a doctor so 2 weeks before neet 2021 i was like aah this is it. Then i revised whatever i could, gave a few mocks and gave the exam. I scored 350. It wasn't 'bad' for a first attempt without any preparation. So I decided to take coaching this year and also get enrolled in a college cause 'just in case' yk i didn't wanna take a chance. So now I'm badly stuck between coaching and college and I've put college on a backfoot rn.

1. I told you my lifestory cause i feel if you're a one hundred percent sure that you wanna go for medical you should take some coaching with school. Yes, it'll be a little hectic but trust me it'll be worth it.

2. I feel healthy competition is very important to keep you going. You're not gonna be internally motivated 24×7 yk so external motivation is necessary. Just one thing to keep in mind is that you'll not always be doing the best so take it in a positive way and try to improve. Don't demean yourself.

3. Stay consistent and don't go feral. Like doing 12 hours a day just because you're motivated in the beginning and then not doing anything for a week is the dumbest thing ever.

4. Don't take too much stress. You don't have to do everything since 11th. Just try getting your notes in place. Even if you fall behind on some concepts, good notes are your knight in shining armour.

5. Your friends matter A LOT. If you feel they're distracting you pls pls let go. You need to prioritise. You cannot have best of both the world yk. But this does not mean that you have no social life at all. BALANCE is the key.

6. (If) Since you're starting from 11th itself make sure to build your concepts. 10th to 11th is such a major change it's difficult for almost every student to cope up so make sure to not create loads of backlog.

7. Take your tests VERY VERY seriously.

8. Don't burden yourself with 50 books, try to revise the same book 50 times. And NCERT, holy shit that book is lethal. Idk if it happens with everyone but everytime I read a page i find something new than i did before. It is so annoying lol.

9. Also very important thing is to choose your teachers and stick with them till the end if you take any online coaching like unacademy or PW etc. I made the mistake of not sticking to the same teacher initially and ended up wasting two months so that is important.

10. Just wanna let you know that yes this exam is important but it's not the end of our lives so we don't need to make it a big deal. Just go with the flow.

Also I'd like to say that only choose this if YOU want to be a doctor. Not because someone else expects something from you or because you want to be rich lol. That's literally the biggest misconception about being a doctor.