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birthday boy!!! 🐳🥕🐳🥕🐳🥕
#genshin impact#childe#tartaglia#i love him so much i want to throw him into a wood chipper.#okieee srry for disappearing for like a month had some family shit#idk im probably back on my bullshit for now i missed drawing too much :’3#my art
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that thing where pet owners look like their pets
#uhhh warmup i guess? im just tryna draw the bros in a way i like <//3#submas#subway masters#subway bosses#ingo and emmet#pokemon#subway master emmet#subway master ingo#subway boss emmet#subway boss ingo#anyways tho. now im convinced the devs chose their pokemon specifically to look like the bros....#also i probably missed some pokemans idk i just looked on their wiki </3
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Can I request reader waking up to being big-spooned by Ei and trying to sneak away?
a/n: tysm for requesting!! i do apologize for the lateness of this request!! I've officially graduated highschool and was postponing yhe requests
a/n 2: I got sick and was barely writing my request, still kinda sick but I'm trying to finish these request as quickly as I can. I do apologize if there is mistakes
The birds chirping tells you that it's morning, but still early. The room is still dark and that early morning coldness is still present.
As you go to move to stretch, you notice that you are not able to move...at all. Turning your head your met with a the top of Ei's head, nuzzled neatly into your chest. Her arms wrapped around your waist and a leg thrown over yours. You try to wiggle out of her grip but it doesn't seem to work, just causes Ei to tighten her grip.
Sighing, you try to figure something out. Maybe you can just wait until she wakes up or maybe she'll loosen her grip if you move enough? While going though a number of plans, you remember something. Ei had one time said that archons didn't really need the samee thing mortals did, such as eating or even....
"Ei, I know you're not actually sleeping. Can you let me go so I can go make breakfast?"
After a few minutes, you feel Ei's grip tighten and then loosen allowing you to get up and get ready for the day.
#.💌.🍓.#men and non sapphics dni#genshin impact#genshin impact x reader#genshin impact headcanons#genshin impact hcs#x fem!reader#x female reader#x gn reader#raiden ei#ei x reader#genshin impact ei x reader#genshin impact ei#genshin x reader#raiden ei x reader#raiden shogun#genshin impact raiden shogun x reader#genshin impact raiden shogun#idk what tags im missinf but im probably missing some
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God i’m thinking about how easily and unknowingly strangers can grant you salvation like i found it in how my old classmate told me once that i was a kind person and it was the first time i’d ever believed it
in how a coworker once said that i always seem so happy and have a nice smile and i cried about it when i got home since i’d always been told i seem too serious or mean
in how someone once told me i was good at comforting them when i’d always thought i was bad at it
Just god they’re out there somewhere and i barely remember what they looked like and we’ll never cross paths again but they changed me so deeply, they’re out there but they’ll never know how often i revisit those memories and think of myself even just a little more kindly they’re out there and i don’t know them but they’re the most important people in the world to me somehow
#me?? having a Night™️?? more likely than you’d think#im missing the people i never really knew#and im stuck echoing their words to myself#it’s honestly so important to hear things from people who don’t have an agenda to hurt you#who didn’t form a perspective of you at 14 and never let it go#i dont know#it’s just insane how badly ive always felt about myself#how inherently true i thought it was that i was mean or cold or unlikeable#only to have so many people tell me differently the past few years#and i still feel so mean and cold and unlikeable so often because of the people close to me!!#and i probably will forever to some extent!!#and it’s such an awful feeling#but just knowing even one person saw me as kind or happy is such a balm to that pain#that even if every person i meet from here on out found me flawed#there was at least one that saw kindness and joy in me?? that’s healing#idk#idk im emotional and tired and just want to believe i can be a good person sometimes#and sometimes i feel like that one ‘you’re so nice’ i received three years ago is the only thing holding me together sometimes#god just ignore me
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the thing about javier. at some point I think he really just couldn't live with himself. at some point he had to get rid of everything that reminded him of the past and maybe he stopped caring about his appearance as much because it seemed to have no point anymore maybe he was simply too tired maybe he felt he didn't deserve to be like that anymore ... maybe he felt he didn't deserve to pretend to be the man he thought he was.
#anyway i think what happened at the end of rdr2 broke him#i mean maybe you could argue he was just an asshole all along and hiding it but i dont think that makes much sense#i feel like. maybe even JUST after everything went down he realized#but before that. he couldnt handle the idea that this was the end..#that what he regarded as his family was never going to be what it was before#dutch loves us so well be alright#or whatwver he said#i think he knew that was bullshit. but he had to pretend it wasnt#FOR HIMSELF#this is probably incoherenr and bad english#thats why i shouldnt write long posts#and theres so much more that could be said... theres so much missing herw#anyway#sorry for unleashing this upon you feelinf some type of way#carpathians.txt#BUT MAYBE IM WRONG IDK IM BAD AT KNOWING PEOPLE AND CHARACTEESF
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i'm still coping
#lisa definitive edition spoilers#lisa definitive spoilers#lisa spoilers#lisa rpg#i haven't gotten around to joyful yet so i can't comment#i DID love a lot of what we got in painful DE im just... bummed we're missing scenes with these guys#birdie especially (obviuosly) since he seems like such an omission thematically#(like. mad dog and olan get scenes about fatherhood but not birdie? the only non abusive dad in the series?)#and rooster could have easily been in the brad haters scene#but harvey is what is driving me nuts tbh. EVERYONE loves harvey#again i DO love a lot of what we've gotten i'm just bummed they forgot some guys#anyway carp and dick could probably go in the birdie 'they technically show up in a new scene but do nothing' tier#but idk at least the rave is an event they participate in. birdie just sits there and nobody acknowledges him
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hey does anyone wanna bounce bellhands/they all went to pirate school together ideas with me? im trying to figure out the missing pieces of my personal set up and it might be easier with someone else!
#if youve never spoken to me before please be aware i will type a whole paragraph in response to one (1) sentence#but if ur down for that! please.#ive got like. the start and the end and a couple bits in the middle fleshed out but it doesn't f l o w#this is the problem with trying to condense more than a years of ideas into one cohesive narrative. i usually swap and change things as#and when it suits so im like. i don't know what i need in this#its just for my silly little tumblr post but#i would appreciate it <3#i can send you what ive wrote and we can go from there or we can start from scratch bouncing ideas or u can just ask me questions#or something to help fill in gaps idk whatever works for u! what ive got is like. a fuckin mess honestly its ramblings and half finished#thoughts and just. its. a complete state and thats not even touching on whats missing (like. anything that matters in the middle basically)#nyxtalks#ofmd#bellhands#sam bellamy#izzy hands#israel hands#if you're unfamiliar with the concept: its Hornigold era stuff; jack + ed + izzy + sam all sailing under him and learning the ropes togethe#im not trying to go into too many details; just the underlying structure that is what I think of when i think of them#its probably not something anyone else cares about but i think i need it for some of the more fun 'what if Izzy went with sam' posts#i realised if i wanted to say what the divergence point was i Needed to establish all this lol#'oh yeah its when izzy chooses sam after the mutiny despite their argument' NYX WHAT ARGUMENT. you need to tell us what u mean
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always love it when i go through a Major Crisis but you wouldn't guess from the way i post <3 anyways I'm going through a Major Crisis
#will probably need to visit a crisis centre in the next couple of hours I'm just waiting for my mum to get here#its always like 'this cannot continue' and it always does and it always makes me feel shitty in the long run#i feel like im missing some kind of component that other people have#like i genuinely dont know how people manage to live life#when im on the verge of kms like every single day even when I'm 'happy'#i just want to die all the time#like thats not great 👍#and unfortunately its hard for other people as well not just me#and i keep getting into these situations when others worry about me and idk what to say like 'dont worry' is a lie. but also like#i dont want them to worry#you see
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kinda funny the genshin impact designers using fanart of first hassan from fate grand order, klara from pokemon sword and shield, suzie from little witch academia and both official and fanart of soriz from granblue fantasy to design their characters but also puts way more validity into that one claim that they used belial granblue fantasy as a reference for a character, which is also funny
#genshin impact#fgo#pokemon#lwa#granblue fantasy#billion dollar company using fanart to design characters is insane#not even the official work bro fanart#that artist better get some money idk how this would work#they specifically used soriz in the fundoshi im dying#probably missed some others bro how do you use gramps turn him into an anime girl and then sap out what makes him cool that's insane#gramps as in first hassan
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tired girl hours i’m just ranting bcos i don’t have enough time to cry
#tw rant#studying med is no joke. ik it was gonna be a commitment n that it wasnt gonna be easy n i thought i was prepared but im not#its my passion. i love what im studying and ive dedicated myself to this path but i just. its so hard n i just want to cry. everyday feels#so tiring. morning to night classes. when i get home i have to read 4 chapters MINIMUM n the books are so thick + exams almost everyday#i feel worse knowing there’s this 1 girl in my friend group that cant decide whether she likes me or not. one moment shes complimenting me#n asking where i get my outfits or my nails done or my earrings or whatever then praising me that i probably study the least out of everyone#yet still reach high student rankings but its not that im lazy im just so exhausted n its hard to have motivation... lowkey envy how my#friends study minimum 4 hours a day. we’re all tired n sleep deprived. even taking 30mins to eat makes me feel guilty. cant even watch 1 ep#of an anime bcos ill be thinking about the amount of work to do. and i have sm plans. i wanna be more active and have a healthier lifestyle#but i cant find it in me to wake up every 5am to go to the gym when i just wanna get as much sleep when im lucky to finish my studies today#i also dont see my bestest friends everyday anymore. some of us move to diff unis or some in diff majors. i just miss them so bad it hurts#and i miss the girl i used to be when i still had time and energy to indulge in my hobbies. i miss playing genshin and writing fics#just when i got back to writing and enjoyed it LOVED IT i had to go back to uni. i feel terribly lonely even when im always with people#im afraid ill completely lose grasp of the little things that make me happy bcos the weight of my responsibilities are heavier#im afraid ill be too focused on success again like i was when i was 17 and forget that its okay to relax too but idk#and i wanna meet more people make more friends have new experiences. i wanna feel alive again. and theres sm i wanna talk to or get to know#but im so afraid of people hurting me or disappointing me or people getting to know me only for the friendships to fail or we’ll dislike eac#h other. i wanna date and fall in love again and experience the romance my peers have. i wanna have someone to call my own person but the fe#ar of having someone only to lose them someday scares the hell outta me. im not ready for another heartbreak so i isolate myself and watch#people from afar. uni gives me sm freedom to do everything else and form my own identity but i dont wanna be Perceived. I wanna be heard and#seen n connect with people. but w my curreny state idt i can handle being vulnerable with others. it feels so lonely that the things i want#are out of my rrach but idt i can manage my time to meet new people and make new memories. i console myself by shopping a lot and going to#spas to relax yet i still find it hard to sleep. im afraid im wasting my time. im not as brave as i used to be. im not as efficient as i was#i get older and more tired and while i never questioned if studying med was the path i want i do question what will happen next#“is this all im ever going to be?” im good at what i do but day by day i lose sight of tje girl who knew how to laugh n smile. ik what makes#me happy but i rarely smile genuinely anymore. im so tired and want to sleep for a long time but i dont wanna fail. i dont wanna be NOT good#but it makes me cry when i know i can do many great things but i dont feel loved. people compliment me but dont approach me bcos they say im#intimidating or that im too quiet in class. i wish i could tell them i wanna join their parties too or i wanna meet their friends n hangout#but what if it doesnt work out? what if i wasted my time getting to know someone id eventually regret? what if im the disappointing one?#the days are getting shorter but it always feels like a long day. im ashamed to admit i want someone to hold me yet refuse to have anyone
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Arghhh i remember why i hate staightening my hair cuz im worried more of my hair is getting heat damaged
#Been getting my hair straightened for the past week#and i like it but#Im worried that because of the heat my curls end up loosening or straighten permantely#From heat damage of some sort#Cuz thats what happened to my bangs#And it makes me mad as hell#i miss my curls bro#planning on going bald in the summer so i can restart#Even tho ppl i told are against it#if you couldnt tell i do not like and never had liked my hair#Well that was before i started growing fond of my curls#but the random strands of straight bothers me so much it genuinely makes me unhappy with my appearance#definitely going bald#I'll just cover it up with a wig or a scarf#Idk man im just babbling shit#this uh#is probably dysmphoria the more i think abt it😶#b's txt
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gave my first notn dragon a proper bio after 2 years lorum ipsum'd
#flight rising#scribes#my dragons#wort#nocturnes#the sun eaters are tian and his gang idk what im calling their faction yet#bc sun eaters is too on the nose and has no pizzazz#the skin is the souls of his soldiers <3#trapped fighting alongside him in death <3#he is missing: primal claws. breakup. glimmer.#might see abt getting him some art for the next dtday i do?#i need to make a list of like honorifics for the gods#lightweaver is frequently ''our most glorious mother'' and similar#but shes the easiest for me bc shes the reason i started doing it skjdfds#i think earthshaker is probably ''grand father'' and ''great father''
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I JUST SAW SOMEONE CALL PETAR BLAGOJEVIĆ .. PETER PLOGOJOWITZ ????
HOW DO YOU MESS UP THAT BADLY
#like iget it#for ppl who dont know serbian or anything similiar it could be hard to say it#but ... PLOGOJOWITZ ???#IT DOESNT EVEN SOUND SIMILIAR#LIKE AT ALL#YOU COULDVE WRITTEN SOMETHING LIKE. idk#blagoyevich ?#i mean no thats not how its written like just write it as it is#but still#or is there some other specific context im missing#idk the article was just about this random petar guy and how hes related to the origin of vampires#serbian#yeah there is probably some context im missing
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Hey there's this girl in my class who's been writing me (outta 250 ppl in our class).
At the beginning it was to have sum information about a trip she couldn't go to, but now she keeps writing me without a reason n all my friends think it's bcuz she likes me but she didn't make my gaydar blip or anything... Actually she looks hetero 100%
How do I understand if she's being gay or just polite wtf please send help🙏☠️
Ahh the good ole “is she flirting” dilemma gotta love it
Unfortunately (again) i am really not the person to ask as i am both Oblivious™️ and lacking like most of the other context to this but if I had to give advice i would say:
Don’t discount her on stuff like gaydar like maybe mine is just faulty af but i get it wrong CONSTANTLY lol I learned really quick to just not try and guess and let people tell me themselves. And then also just be patient with it! Maybe she’s interested in you romantically or maybe she’s interested in being your friend! And both are great things to have :) either way if she keeps reaching out it sounds like she’s been enjoying talking with you so maybe just persue the connection naturally and see where it goes!
Idk maybe try inviting her out to a casual lunch and see how it goes, it’s hard to tell if a relationship will develop without first developing the base relationship at all imo
I’m really sorry I can’t be of any actual help but good luck with it all!!
#asks#for those keeping count i am now 0 for 3 in terms of advice asks😌#putting the useless back into useless lesbian frfr#i usually tell my irl friends things similar to this when they ask me advice#but then they say ‘no that’s not how it WORKS’#so i can only assume i’m misunderstanding some fundamental part of dating at all times#idk like even if you start dating early i always feel like you gotta be friends first#so there’s no harm in trying to be friends with someone while ALSO trying to figure out if a dating relationship is on the table#again though i’ve been told i’m missing something there so i’m probably wrong somehow lol#oh and by friends first i mean just like establishing a friendly connection beyond like school or work communication#do NOT mean people have to go through months of friendship to date#to clarify#idk im really out of my depth with this kind of thing if you can’t tell😓#🍀 <- four leaf clover to wish you luck!
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im home and already swallowed by despair. can you believe i was in CHICAGO a few hours ago. and now im here. lol
#i know i know. and i need to let the anguish motivate me to get out of here. but it feels like i dreamed it all#purrs#chicago#i had a rough time getting out of the hotel and through the airport to my gate and also im bad at math so i fucked up the calculation about#when my flight lands bc of the time zone change and i gave my parents the time in central time not eastern time so my dad was waiting for m#for like a half hour and texting me and i wasn’t answering bc i was still in the air and he was pissed at me and snarky in my texts with hi#and i was sitting there on the plane and could just feel his words ripping into me and the horrors rushing back in and i still haven’t#recovered from it honestly. it wasn’t that big of a deal he just said something that i misunderstood as him saying he was giving up waiting#for me and going home bc id already wasted his time and even though that was not what he actually said it just kinda burrowed into me that#my parents were mad at me and were probably also mad at me for not communicating with them AT ALL the entire time i was in chicago. and it#just was eating me alive. im home now and we haven’t talked about it but they did say things disapproving of the fact that i did a lot of#stuff by myself which i probably shouldn’t have told them. idk. it’s not even that bad i just am torn apart by their rejection of me and#utter inability to just like be happy for me without criticizing some part of it or restraining me. plus the house is just as much of a#biohazard as it was when i left and all the broken things are still broken and it’s like. a lot. i miss the hotel LOL#i think im just sleep deprived and not in my head right today but i do not want to be here. sinking in quicksand unable to breathe. but i#have to be the one to get me out of it and i should have learned how in chicago but i didn’t it was just a break and now im stuck again#delete later#kind of terrible that instead of being so proud and happy about what i did my immediate reaction is to be miserable that im home now lol
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bailey school kids covers that made me gay
#the bailey school kids#there are some im probably missing these r just the ones i knew off the top of my head#bc im gay and remembered fucking. years into the future.#not my pictures idk where my fucking books went. hell probably.
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