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adrianasunderworld · 2 years

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The usual “Mc gets turned into a small child through some magical mishap.” But instead of jumping into the typical cute tomfoolery, Mc does not remember anything past age five, who these people are, or where they are and why, and they are terrified. Mc is looking around the alchemy classroom, all these strange people are staring down at them, and they start bawling their eyes out.

Their friends try to comfort them, but nothing works. Floyd gets the bright idea to pick Mc up, because kids love being picked up, right?! “Come on, Shrimpy, no need for that!” But all little Mc sees is this big dude with needle sharp teeth and they start screaming and thrashing in his arms. Crewel has to take little Mc away from Floyd and try's to get them to calm down in vain.

“I WANT MY MOMMY!” They keep sobbing at the top of their lungs. (Or daddy, grandma, brother, whatever best suits your Mc.) It gets to the point where Crewel has to put a calming spell on them and they doze off almost immediately, because absolutely nothing they said or did worked. According to him, the effects of the potions will wear off on their own, but that takes a few days.

As the rest of the week goes on, little Mc is passed around from staff member to staff member so they don't distract, or get scared again, by the students. Usually they will be sitting coloring in Crowleys office, or in the back room of Sams shop playing with some toys he had in stock. But even so, that doesn’t stop any of their friends from trying to see Mc. Grim is the first one to get close again to Mc. Crewel explained very calmy that this...cat was their friend, and it was a magic cat that could talk, so don't freak out. Mc thought it was like in their shows back home. Like Jiji from Kikis Delivery Service. So they were okay with Grim despite the initial surprise. Their more human friends, like the Heartsybul and Scarabia gang were not that hard to get used too. Especially when Trey brought cookies, and Kalim being Kalim.

The issue arose when the students with not so human features got involved. Mc absolutely refused to go near Floyd, and by extension Jade. The one time Idia left his room, he ran into little Mc who was left to play in the courtyard under Silvers watch. (He had fallen asleep, but his woodland friends had taken over.) Idia, to his credit, had heard how scared little Mc was of everything and tried not to be spotted. But sadly he was. They both stood frozen in wide eyed horror staring at one another. Silver woke up and found the odd sight, it would have almost been funny if both of them didn’t look like they were about to cry. Mc hid behind Silver and Idia bolted.

Jack wasn’t going to hold it against Mc if they were wary of him, at the moment he was a stranger to them after all. But Ace, Deuce, and Grim made a big show of how Jack was their friend, and look how fluffy his ears and tail are! Mc at this point was more curious then scared, and asked nicely if they could pet his tail. When Jack gave the ok, Mc wasted no time in petting it. Jack tail started to wag, and Mc laughed from his tail floof hitting them in the face. It kinda remined Jack of playing with his little siblings. Leona absolutely avoided Mc, he wanted no part in any of this. So of course, Ruggie told Mc there was a grumpy lion man around here that needed some cheering up. Then set them loose in the dorm. Cheka 2.0.

Lillia had taken to looking after Mc. This wasn’t his first rodeo. Despite the fact he looks like a vampire, he befriended tiny Mc relatively quickly. He is, after all, a parent himself and knew how to calm down a crying child. Mc picked up his paternal vibes and now they're besties. Lilia loves to coo at the Diasmonia boys, “Oh this takes me back. I remember you all were this small.” They have to hide Mc at snack time though

“Uncle Lilia is going to go make you some mac and cheese!” he exclaimed before leaving.

Silver scooped up Mc and ran for it.

“But I want Mac and cheese!”

“Trust me, no you don’t.”

Malleus, like Jack, wouldn't hold it against Mc if they were afraid of him. But part of him really didn't want to find out if that was the case. Sure normal Mc wasn't scared of him, but he didn't really want to see five year old them sobbing at his presence like they had with some of the other students. Lilia had prepared for this though. "See that tall horned fellow over there? He really wants to be your friend. He doesn't get invited out to play very often and it make him sad. So I think it would be very nice if you invited him."

Mc wasn't very sure, but if Lilia said it, it had to be the case, right? So Mc took whatever toys they had been playing with and cautiously walked up to him. "Um...excuse Mr. Malleus sir. Um...do you want to play with me?" They held out the toy him and Malleus was surprised, but gladly accepted.

When Mc finally turned back to normal, everyone was so relieved. For one they didn’t have to feel like they were walking on eggshells around them anymore, and they no longer had to babysit. Mcs memories of the past several days were hazy at best. But the sight of Floyd scooping them up and seeing row of sharp teeth was vividly familiar. “Were you bored without me, Floyd?”

“You were no fun small, Shrimpy.”

#twisted wonderland #twst mc #twst yuu #twisted wonderland x reader #twst x reader #idk i was a cry baby as a kid #if i was reverted to my child self around them i would have just sobbed

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ipostmysimpingstuffanonymously · 4 months

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May I humbly suggest pregnant Shoko carrying Gojo’s baby 🙏 😆

I never drew a pregnant person before :OO This was fun!

#headcanon that yuji calls himself the babies godfather #but its actually megumi #and nobara and yuji both dont understand why such a booring dork could be choosen as the godfather #but it was satorus wish #may or may not be placed in a scenario where only satoru dies and all the kids survive #dont cry im sorry idk why i put suffering into the world #but yeah they boinked before the fight and since there must always be a six eyes in the world..... (idk if thats accurate it is in my head)#anyway #shenanigans with the first years #this one is from tiressian: Nobara “stop rubbing your face on it your stupids gonna rub off on the baby”#shoko ieiri #nobara kugisaki #itadori yuji #megumi fushigoro #jjk #fanart #IPMSSA_FoundFamily!Fanart #IPMSSA_SatoSho!Fanart #IPMSSA_Shoko!Fanart

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ghouljams · 10 months

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My brain does weird things. Anyways, I think Love would steal Liebling’s seed (assuming she didn’t throw it out) and plant it for her. That just seems like a very Love thing to do.

This is really dubiously canon... Love had sticky fingers and her luck finally runs out, or does it?

You stare at the sprout pushing its way out of the dirt in your little terracotta pot. You spritz it with water, and watch the leaves curl happily. Like fingers.

"Hey Si?" You call over your shoulder. You've made some... well you hesitate to call them bad, but questionable decisions in your life. Usually your luck carries you through, but you think it may be running out on this particular gamble.

Simon hums from the couch, half listening as he sketches the monarch wing you'd found into your journal. You don't know if this is really worth his attention. You don't really know what it is. You sort of... stole it.

"Is it stealing if it was technically trash?" You ask, without really thinking. Simon's sketching stops, and he turns to look over the back of the couch.

"What did you steal?"

"Weird seed the bestie didn't want." You poke one of the leaves, letting it wrap around your finger. That gets Simon's attention. He's quick to get off the couch and over to you, pulling your finger out of the plant's grip.

"Christ Love, is that what you've been nursing all week?" Simon looks over your hand with concern, you nod until he kisses your palm giving it the all clear.

"What is it?" You poke Simon's cheek to get your hand back. He lets you go to pick up the pot and inspect the new growth.

"No clue," he tells you, "did, uh- shit-"

"Lieb."

"Works well enough," Simon pokes at the plant, watching the leaves move, "Did she tell you want it was?" You shake your head. He pinches a leaf between his fingers, inspecting it. "Doesn't look dangerous."

"Then I'll keep watering it." Simon shakes his head but settled the pot back on the windowsill.

"We'll keep an eye on it."

"We?" Simon flashes you half a smile, you return it in full force, "I love when we do stupid stuff together."

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You don't know how long it's supposed to take flowers to grow, or even how they're supposed to grow, but it feels like this is going really weird.

You stare at the giant flower bud that's blossomed in your little terracotta pot. It sort of reminds you of a cabbage. It feels like a rose when you pet it, the petals under your fingers silky and soft. You don't know quite what to do with it. Simon sets a cup of tea next to your head where you're resting it against the windowsill.

"Looking good Love," You hum at the kiss he presses against the top of your head, "How's the cabbage?"

"She's fine, still overgrown and weird." You sit up, grabbing your mug and letting Simon take over the daily plant inspection.

"Doesn't look deadly yet."

"Yet."

"Yet," he agrees. You both sip your morning cup and stare at your poor decision making skills.

"You haven't put any magic in it to make it big." You confirm for the thousandth time.

"Not a drop, gardener must've dreamt this up." He reminds you, also for the thousandth time.

"Maybe we can enter it in a gardening fair or-"

Simon yanks you away from the bud as the petals quiver and bloom. You're very quickly put behind your very tense partner, forced to look around him at whatever is going on. You've never seen a flower open up that fast, but you think gravity must be doing the lions share of work. The actual rose is huge, far bigger than the bud would've suggested, and heavy enough to finally break the little pot it had been growing in.

Simon is faster than you, grabbing the flower as it's weight causes it to tumble off the windowsill. You tense, your breath caught as you wait for him to do anything, move any muscle.

"What? What is it?" You whisper after too long a moment without a breath.

"I don't-" He mumbles, catching the end of his sentence behind his teeth so he can curse, "Shit."

You peak over his shoulder, hoping you won't see your weird plant smashed to bits. Instead you stare down at a baby. The smallest thing you've ever seen cradled gently in Simon's arms, blinking big brown eyes and white lashes up at both of you. Your heart swells.

"Holy shit," you breath, watching it yawn and wiggle in its rose petal wrap. It's perfect little nose scrunches with the motion and you need a second to adjust to how cute that is. "Did we do that?" You press closer against Simon's back, and reach to stroke your fingers over the downy hair on the baby's head, "I mean she's got your eyes, it's gotta be-"

"I don't know," Simon mumbles.

"Well what are we supposed to-"

"I don't know!" He snaps, and you finally look at him. At the absolutely confusion and concern dripping from his eyes and rolling down his cheeks. You've never seen him cry before, well not like this at least.

"Give her to me," You tell him, sitting back and holding your arms out, he looks unsure. "Please Simon," you soften the ask, pulling a tether so he knows you're sure. He's so careful, if a little clumsy. You have to adjust his hold as he's passing the infant to you and it seems like he's watching the way you shift her in your arms for his own reference later. You hold the baby close against your chest, feeling that strange comfortable purr rise in your throat as she blinks her big eyes closed.

"What the fuck do we do?" Simon whisper yells at you.

"Call Soap right the fuck now and text Lieb that I'm gonna fucking kill her," you coo at the dozing baby in your arms. Simon nod and scrambles to find both your phones.

#fae!Ghost #oc: love #this is fluff for them since they didnt get to experience changelings #idk do we wanna give the disaster couple a baby?#i feel like Love would be the mom from mean girls? like 'if youre gonna drink id rather you do it in the house'#the cool mom that everyone thinks is insane #she is kinda insane tho #simon ghost riley #simon ghost riley x reader #ghost x reader #cod ghost #ghost mwii #cod x reader #x reader #Ghost crying because he doesnt know what to do in the most extreme way anyone has ever not known what to do #i do think hed cry over his and Love's kid though #and i think those could potentially be tears of joy at having a baby with Love even if neither of them know how it happened

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lavender-temult · 4 months

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why do baby otohan’s colors look like fuckign TOOTHPASTE in this version 😭😭😭

#first version was a red-orange to vaguely green yellow analogous palette then i messed with the clothes a little and now i am failing at #color theory. help. this split complementary teal(ish) color and orange(ish) and pink(ish) is NOT working out #i do like my og colors so I’ll recolor this clothing version with that palette. but make otohan’s skin more saturated lol #i always desaturate skin so much 😭 it looks okay after rendering but OOF. light skin especially fucks me up WHY IS IT SO HARD TO DRAW #but yeah back to the original point I’m definitely gonna try out a bunch of different color palettes #i like the new clothes. i was definitely NOT an outdoorsy kid so idk what I’m doing here but #for the purposes of giving her a pointy stick I hc otohan to be that. i love the outdoorsy toothpaste baby. that’s a normal sentence to say #about otohan thull who is not depicted to be ANY of those things canonically. can you imagine if she was though. toothpaste killed 3 of bh #while screaming and crying and flailing around as babies do. can you imagine #… can y’all tell it’s INCREDIBLY late lmao?#wait i think i have a “late night art rambling” tag one sec #anyways that’s that for tonight’s late night art ramblings lol #<- THERE IT IS!#art ramblings

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dirtytransmasc · 10 months

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no cause miles is just so young.

he calls his dad, cause he's scared and upset and overwhelmed and he just wants to hear his voice.

he hugs him, even when he's "not supposed" to, when he's not his son and instead spiderman, when his dad has no idea who he is and only sees a vigilante.

when he hugs his dad, he presses into his chest, cause he's too short to rest his head on his shoulder, and he squeezes his eyes shut, cause he's no doubt about to cry (and we can't really see it, but I'm pretty sure he can't fully wrap his arms around his dad, which kills me).

when he dad hugs him, he's practically able to fit Miles's head in his hand. and the way he ran into him in a split second, and before his dad even knew what was wrong, he just held him????

I can't do this today, he's just so little, he's a baby, and he's been through so much, it's not fair, just look at him, what did he do to deserve any of this?

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theloveinc · 5 months

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caitie let me bug ur inbox rq 🥳 i can't stop thinking abt how ppl would assume deku would have a nice sweet baby and bkg having the opposite, but when they do have their kids it's the other way around and deku's baby is so mean to EVERYONE even tho they're literally a couple months old or smthing, just mean mugging ppl and not letting them touch or hold them except deku or you.. then they see how bkg's kid is so much nicer and sweeter and loves to socialize and walks/crawls up to ppl and smiles and lets them carry them and loves to laugh and everyone just thinks,, did the babies get switched at birth? 😭 but their kids look just like them so they know that isn't true but idkk i just think deku with a mean baby is so €}!*]€~ bc he's just like "haha idk where they got that from :D" or "wdym they're a sweet baby?" and the baby is just frowning at the person taking to their daddy 😭 anywho gnn~

AW :( Deku's baby isn't mean!!!!!! Just sensitive!!!!!!!!!! And colicky, and cranky b/c they need sleep, and picky, I mean... they just have preferences!! It's not their fault they love their parents more than anyone!!!! -Deku, at some point, probably smh...

No but it's funny because... EVEN BAKUGO thought he'd get the mean one and was so ready to like... provide discipline and therapy for his child for YEARS, only to not need it even remotely (at least, for his first, maybe)... and then there's Deku who, out of everything, never even dreamed of the possibility of having a mean baby... and there he is suddenly having to pull out all the stops just to get them to stop swatting at strangers and then later, hiding behind your legs at parties. Man is STRESSED as all hell.

("safe hands, baby. SAFE HANDS--" and he's grabbing their little fist at supersonic speed to stop it from going straight into Iida's glasses. Thank god he's not offended (because the babe can pack a real punch for someone no bigger than a watermelon)... even if for the first time in, almost ... EVER, Iida's looking back at Bakugo with some kind of genuine respect. Who, meanwhile, is just smirking proudly about it.)

asdnfjkasd even Bakugo's kid is a little wary of the Deku's baby... which Baku finds absolutely hilarious because it was kind, uncle Deku's 8-monther that was able to make his sturdy two year old cry just by refusing to be held (he was mad about it at the time though lmao because of course he was).

But Deku's kid never quite gets over the mean streak, don't you think? Has a good heart but is still just as grumpy and cranky, w/ a permanent frown, except now they can verbalize their excuse... just like their dad. "What do you mean, I'm mean? I'm just sensitive >:(" they say, because that's exactly what they've been hearing their whole life. And to be fair, it's true... just, very poorly expressed.

Bye.

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Thank you for buggin me with this, anon!! I hope I did this lovely idea justice... I enjoyed it very much <3 sleep well + lovely dreams to you🥰

#deku #bakugo #deku's kid is just like him just with a terrible temperament #you wouldnt know because they have a permanent pout but they cry over the littlest arguments #asd.kjflad it's so funny but it's also AWW :(((#esp cuz i feel like bakugo's is so social and kind and believes in all the right things #and then gets home an is it 'i wish ua would burn down'#and bakugo is horrified LMFAO #idk you're the boss anon... do u agree???#things would change if u have more than one for sure #tbh tho we all know this baby came from deku's pent up rage and survival instincts #meanwhile he's just giggling abt it while he stretches their legs to get them to fart bc... they're nice to him :)#kguykjgujhgkjgk #i love u anon!!! thank u again!!#caitie things #kids tw #gen #anon

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ch3rie-pop · 4 months

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Guys.

There’s something wrong with me. Like I cannot let go of these goobers for the life of me. They’re like my babies now. I cut off the tag on their bums because I have sensory issues but that felt like snipping an umbilical cord or something to me idk.

That doesn’t sound too crazy but I’ve literally had them while I was scrolling through media and was like “Don’t do that when you’re older kids,” or, “ Whoop- not for children.” I am regulating my own feed now like what-

Also I cried when I saw a video of a baby seal which is crazy. Maybe I’m just emotional idk

As I am writing this I hold my children close to my chest making sure they can breathe and that they’re not too warm or cold.

#I’ve alresdy cried numerous times with these dudes in my arms in the practically two days I’ve had them #Wally Darling #cherie talks #am I going crazy?#I LITERALLY JUST CAN’T STOP HOLDING THEM #IT’S CONCERNING #THESE AREN’T REAL BABIES BUT THEY LOOK LIKE SOME KIDS- IDK #RAAAAAAAAH #I’M TOO YOUNG TO BE A MOTHER 😭😭😭#GO AWAY MATERNAL INSTICTS!!!#LET ME LIVE MY LIFE #side note #I’ve been taking time off of my phone just to cuddle with them #which is good I guess #but then I start crying sometimes about random stufff #man.#okey I’m tired gn y’all 💕💕💕#wally plushie

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mimiatmidnight · 11 months

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Will you be commenting on the Taylor drama?

I love the way this was worded, like I'm one of the siblings on Succession and the press has cornered me outside my penthouse to ask if I'll be releasing a statement on my family's latest scandal. Hehehe anyways.

Sorry but I just don't understand how anyone is shocked. Truly what has that woman ever done to successfully convince people that this is out of character for her. Like I don't want to diminish anyone's pain or anything but I see all these stans on here and over on Twitter in all this distress, having their very first epiphanies like "Hold on . . . does Taylor . . . suck??" And I kinda just have to chuckle at them cause like bless your hearts babes, but omg catch UP 😭

Lol because 1) she is a severely emotionally stunted person who thinks edgy British "bad boys" are hot like she's 12 years old, 2) she has no true deeply-held moral principles outside of issues that directly affect herself, and 3) truthfully, she seems to be suffering from a serious crisis of identity after the end of the longest and most significant romantic relationship of her life, and in my opinion is pretty clearly desperate to prove something to the world/her ex/herself.

The first reason is cringe but not news to longtime viewers, the second reason is pathetic but also not news (to those who can be honest with themselves), and the third is . . . understandable in some sense, but not pitiable enough to make me willing to humor this insufferable little episode she's having. I wish her luck on this humiliating rebound journey, but she is gonna have to walk that road on her own.

Normally, I always roll my eyes when people make these kinds of jokes, but given the circumstances I feel justified in saying: I can't wait to hear the breakup song about him, sis 🤡

#the great thing about disliking your own fave is that they simply do not have the power to disappoint you lol #like her stans (at least those who arent complete sycophants—which sadly is not most) are breaking down over Babys 1st Cognitive Dissonance #meanwhile im just over here chilling lol #ive also just NEVER been particularly invested in her personal life anyways so im gucci on that front too #i didnt even realize specific songs were about specific celebrity exes until *several* years into listening to her music #thats how unplugged i am lol #she is unusually extremely visible in the collective conscious right now cause of the tour and this insufferable PR blitz #but the absolute best thing for me is when she disappears and i dont have to perceive her -- the actual person -- outside of her music #and then it can just be me and my lifelong companion the fictional character “taylor swift” (c)(r)(tm)#so personally the only real threat this hangs over my head is the thought she might put him on an album #like that does strike real terror in my heart im ngl #ESPECIALLY any of the rerecords oh my god #and given the way hes been tailing her in and out of that damn studio . . . its not looking good for me kids 🥴#i cant believe she would be that dumb after making the same mistake with joe on folklore #cause even tho now she has to suffer the indignity of sharing a grammy with her ex (LMAO)#at least we can understand that at the time she thought they were in it for life #but if she pulls that shit again with a REBOUND??? just to like stick it to joe or further delude herself or whatever?#idk im gonna need interpol or somebody to step in and do something drastic like this is a cry for help #did you guys see that euphoria meme someone made about her deranged “ive never been happier!!!!” speech the other day?#it was SO funny ill go find it

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rosysins · 2 months

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OOC.

i saw a twt wondering what happens to our ocs if we die and i couldn't sleep in anymore.

#♡. 「 ooc 」#crying because are we gonna all die together like a pharaoh and his servants????#or are they gonna be up for grabs #if so i need to prepare a will #if someone mischaracterises my babies im gonna come back to life #i asked a few friends and one said 'they'll get reincarnated to be someone's kid!' and like... THATS SO CUTE #but another said that they get left behind and im just :''D #pls i know i made these characters at 3 am when im having a mental breakdown #BUT I AM ATTACHED #oh but shoutout to that friend that promises to keep giving eri devious backshots after i pass #mfer a real one #idk where im going with this #i just needed to ramble EHE

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hauntingblue · 9 days

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Stampede aka another episode of luffy turning haters into dick riders just with his kind and big heart

#i might understand all the robin law fanfare... its been 26 minutes of stampede......#frobin reigns supreme imo still.....#VICEADMIRAL MOMONGA TOCAME LA PORONGA??? HELLO #THE LOG POSE TO LAUGH TALE???? and hancock arrived ❤️❤️#usopp saving luffh omg.....#blonde buggy..... why are we doing this to out beautiful women...#fujitora is on his own frequency... here you go a meteorite.. whatever happens to all of you and our troops happens goodbye #mihawk intervened bc zoro couldn't do it omg.... nami keep watch he is going to end it all tonight jesus #also persona following mihaw for a second movie ajdjaks.... i love them together honestly #brosalino is the kuma guy's uncle????? nepotism......#calling this guy the heir of the demon.... taking blame off ace akdjsksn.... you know whats funny in movies garp is very like thoughtful and #comprehensive of others peoples issues and then you get to how he raised luffy and like.... wouldn't that have been good there....#and with ace too lmao.... i mean he didnt have abandonment issues but just wait and see to a 10yo asking if he is worthy of living idk...#i get the meaning of it and what he meant but we all know ace didnt get that at the time until luffy got there #usopp.... see how when oda writes the movies it feels different.... first steong world with namo and now stampede with usopp...#the relationship moments really hit.. i was gonna comment about zoro and the cursed sword but that was just focusing on him #well this one wasnt written by oda but supervised i will take it....#hina taking the kids aldjakskal...... smoker and hina best straight ship behind frobin imo..... baby 5 x sai number 3 spot #sabo....... actually thank you bc smoker thinks he can take anybody #hancock and buggy AJSJAKAKLQQ omg usopp dont cry....... luffy will KILL that guy for making usopp feel like that lmao YEAAAH!!!!!#law smoker sabo the luffy lover squad..... each in their own way lmao #hancock its been so long how are you <3 omg law what are you doing here <3 my brother sabo hello.#crocodile made the plan of course.... luffy lover member too #usopps bullets omg....#sanji and zoro against lucci omg..... YEAAAHHHH #wait a second straw hat crew costume by uniqlo design team??? THE DRIP!!!#luffy seeing ace beside luffy with the fire goodbye.... he is EVERYWHERE #talking tag #watching one piece #watching one piece movies

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cosmicrhetoric · 10 months

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why am i crying. this is a filler and im on my lunch break

#naruto lb #its the one about iruka first taking over his class and being so so so so so so so mean to him that im like actually upset a bit #throwback to idk how long ago when all this started and I was like haha ill watch the first ep for kicks #and i almost started crying cause i have nieces and nephews now and they are doing this 12 yr old so dirty #the swing shot is overused now sure but after like. 10 years of separation i saw it in ep 1 and immediately started losing it #no i think it was the shot of him as a baby crying in an empty apartment that had me violent #sorry when i was 11 and watched this for the first time i didnt have a concept of hey thats just a kid

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zouisalmightie · 3 months

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i just realized tomorrow would be my grandads 84th birthday. and i would have called him and asked him what did it feel like to be 48 cuz ever since he was in his 70s he switched the numbers around and thought it was so funny. and i can’t remember exactly what his laugh sounds like anymore and my heart is hurting so bad.

#id cal him and he would jokingly go ‘oh my word is that today?’#and when id ask him how it felt to be 48 he’d chuckle and go ‘well baby ill tell you’ and he’d tell me a rambling story that somehow got #back to the grace of god cuz he is a reverend thru and thru and loved talking about god #and I haven’t felt god since he died like my world makes no sense like how am I still here and he’s gone?#like I get he was old and im so thankful I had him as long as I did but fuck. he’s not gonna see my sister get married or meet any of our #kids and he would have fuckin LOVED to have met his great grand kids from me and my sibling like my cousin had some #but like the 5 of us grew up in his house it woulda been different for us man #idk im sad and i cried twice already and ill cry a few more times tomorrow #I just wonna hear his voice man

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vampire-fanboy · 4 months

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theres two sides to me one where im so sad we didnt get branch as the one who got captured and had to be saved in the third, then theres another part of me thats happy he wasnt the one who got captured JNJGNDSJ

i feel it would've been so much more emotional if branch got captured? but at the same time idk how they couldve done it/made it work with how the current movie goes along w other stuff

idk theres a lot to it but im so YAAAY and NOOO that he isnt the one who got captured n it stayed a concept jNJGDJFS

#issak.txt #i feel we wouldve gotten more floyd if branch was captured too oop #no what nooo one of my reasons to wanting it isnt so i'd have more floyd noooo #nooooooo #whyd you think that?#silllyyyyy #remembering that tho makes me miserable even imagining the end when they save floyd tho if its swapped #idk all i can imagine is branch becoming clear gummy lookin yk hes like. Dead #and then u have poppy and floyd both rushing over to him #and theyre Miserable #poppy is self explanatory i dont need to explain how that'd be affecting her #but floyd? i imagine such GUILT hits him. given the context/idea they all still left branch when he was a baby #hes just kneeling there holding branch as he starts to cry regretting how he never came back sooner how he wish he came back sooner and #hes so sorry and regrets *everything* bc he loves branch so dearly and just #UGH SORRY #im getting too angsty but anyway yeah you get the jist of like. why i think it'd be a good alternative #then i remember its a kids movie and that shit hurts too much and the franchise is way more light hearted then that #so i dnt think i could handle it JNGJFDNGJSDN lord

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theood · 1 year

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Gonna be entirely honest from what ive heard abt New Soupernatural it honestly feels very unfitting for Dean to go around actually saving his mom. Like. Im SORRY to say it but the way John raised Dean and how John shaped him to be Sams Protector to be There For Sammy to raise him with the burden of "you may have to kill him for me, Dean. You're going to need to watch Sam and I need you to promise me you'll shoot him if he goes south" is really fucking integral to why Dean is Dean.

YES, we see Dean multiple times wanting a white picket fence life. We know he doesn't want to hunt. But for him to completely rewrite time. Alter a timeline feels. So disingenuous to who his character was.

Dean didn't deserve to die how he did, but what he's doing in Heaven is no better. Deans story should have ended differently yes, but not how it's going in The New Show

#im.not gonna tag this bc from what I've seen its an unpopular opinion but 8/ like. idk I (#Know Dean. And I think like truly as much as I love the show we DID stray from what he was. WHO he waz because og #John. Because he lost his mom #There was always a split between him and Sam bc of his mom. And we know Dean early on got the role of protector thrust on him #and he viewed himself as killing his mom. I don't think its right he finally gets to fix that. It doesn't feel right.#Dean is. Narratively a tragedy. His happy ending is happy but his true wants aren't fufilled but by the end he should have learned #to let go. To mourn truly and wholely and properly. Family doesn't end with blood. He can cry.#idk. I'm being preachy over the show I didnt watch bc it looked kinda shitty and I really didnt care for #follow baby boy john b4 he abused his kids and blamed them for mommys death #But I also really fucking hated Marys return on SPN it felt so dumb. Its such a dumb fucking arc to me #IDK. Hashtag Castiel kinnie has feelings on his source material but like man this ain't it #spn posting

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girlwithfish · 9 months

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exhausted yayyy :3

#again!#Last two hours r worst part of the day lol. i get left alone w like 8 kids then it goes down to 5-6 and they become a nightmare idk whyyy #they hit each other sm fight over toys cry when i take a toy away from them or when i played a baby shark video for them #they cried after i wouldnt play more videos its soooo #Frustrating ig #this one girl n boy r always beefing w eacj other i s2g😭#she was pushing hrr body against his against a door and i told her to move and like gently moved her off him and then she tripped and fell #and started crying which pbv i felt bad abt but it wasnt rly my fault like babies just fall alllcthe time nd i def didnt push her or move #her roughly at all but i still feel bad and a parent was there too and comforted her for me even tho i didnt rly ask her to so i kind of #feel like embarrassed idk cuz i cld have done it lol. (it wasnt her parent a diff parent etc lol)#Idk.#Its annoying they like turn into demons by the last hour or two bc its the end of the day. cant get them to etop hitting each other #Ugh.#Idk #whateverrr

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wings-of-angels · 10 months

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#vent #tw vent #tw transphobia #parents made me cry 😍😍😍#its kind of my own fault cos i was arguing with them about trans ppl #but it still makes me upsey #like i love my parents. they can be shitty but i still love them #and it hurts that they dont view me as nonbinary and see me as a girl #my dad fully said getting the surgery would be mutilating my body which... fucking sucks #trans bodies are beautiful #and it sucks that hed view my body as mutilated #and he also wants me to have kids and it just.. ugh it makes me so fucking mad that dad views having kids as the One True Purpous of Life #its such a fucking sad view of ppl that he just views afab ppls Purpous solely as baby carriers 😍😍#anyway idk i dont care about my dad as much idk.. hes always been distant but he also buys me nice stuff and hes my dad #hes not malicious neither of them are but #and my mum kept saying how trans ppl were deluded and just mentally ill and how she wouldnt want to lose her daughter #and she doesnt even mean it in a mean way like she means it in a caring way. she views me as genuinelly misguided and wrong #but its still upsetting :(*#i love them but it hurts and it makes it worse #i wish i could have their support as i transition but im going to have to do it all on my own #not entirely on my own cos my friends will help <33 #but its not the same as like.. having parents there to help with phone calls and driving me places #anyway sorry sad post #just made me very upset and i cried a lot

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