#idek why im here anymore
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[ID: Four digital drawings of Basira, Martin, and Jon from S5 of TMA. Basira is a tall, fat woman with brown skin and curly dark brown hair. Martin is a short, fat white man with greying brown hair, a scraggly beard, and glasses. Jon is tallest and thin with silver, curly hair in a bun, a patchy beard, glasses, and scars across his body. All three are caked in dried blood and miscellaneous grime. In the first drawing, Basira stands with a gun pointed at Martin, with Jon standing nonchalantly behind him with a red glowing halo above him. Basira says “Prove you’re really Martin Blackwood”, Martin asks “How?” and Jon says “You could do a poem. >:3c” In the second, Basira looks on judgmentally as Jon and Martin embrace. Basira says “You done?” with a scribbly aromantic flag below her speech text, and Jon replies “Can we not have a moment?” In the third drawing, the three are walking side by side, Martin and Jon holding hands. Martin says “He needs to do it, and if he doesn’t…”, Basira offers “He gets constipated?” which Jon interrupts “Hardly.” Martin concedes “… actually yeah basically.” In the last, the three of them are seemingly asleep sitting up. Martin has one arm around Jon’s shoulder, his cheek smooshed against the top of Jon’s head. Basira leans against Martin’s other side. Both Martin and Basira look restless. Jon’s eyes are open, bloodshot, and leaking a suspiciously bloody substance as they glow red in the darkness. There is a red glow around all three of them. End ID.]
mlm/wlw hostility my beloved
#the magnus archives#tma#tma s5#basira hussain#jon sims#martin blackwood#jonmartin#jmart#magpod#my#saint draws#gun#blood#eyes#eye horror#OUGUUUGUGUH IM SO SLEEPY…….. idek if it’s appreciation week anymore#that was. sorta why i finished this today but. eh. here it#drops it on ur doorstep. runs away
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looking on at the ✨hype✨ about last stage like
#i wanna be excited about it too!!!!! lemme in~~~~~~~~~~#maybe it’s just bc i didn’t listen to the ‘loid version on the koishiteru album but i think im not as excited about it as i should be lmaooo#on jp twt there are fans screaming about last stage and i. feel kinda left out ngl??? fomo’s hittin’ like a truck and idek w h y#but me? im just clinging to meoto to ✨carry on✨#idk why but it kinda sounds like that song aka***ki enstrs sang to beat r****ts to a pulp in the anime#i dont even like enstrs anymore so idk why that song was the first thing i thought of when i heard the preview help#in any case!!!!! i hope the rest of the new songs get mvs!!!! especially meoto!!!!!!!!!!!!#going by the love chuchuchu(chu! kawaikute gomen—) im p sure that’s gonna be the moge mv lol#wont be surprised if their outfits in the mv are the same ones that they’re wearing in the moge-ilustrated album standees…#if that is indeed how the oshi no mahou mv is gonna go… all of you will now owe me tree fiddy >:) if not nothing happens idk#im very much looking forward to seeing where the completely new direction of upcoming lxl songs is gonna take us though#(p r a y i n g for lxl falling for each other in 4k hd p ls—)#g o d i should really get some sleep my innate state of crabbiness is creepin’ in the tags here too aaaaaa
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community is such a fucking farce. no one person is gonna want me around when i have nothing to offer; there’s simply no way i’m going to find a group of people who love and accept me for who i am bc who i am is a whole lot of nothing
#nobody cares#nobody cares unless you have something to offer then it’s like#‘no ha ha don’t be sad#you’re hot/youre smart/you art good/etc#we appreciate you :)’#and when you’ve got nothing people just get bummed out by your vibes and ask if you can be sad somewhere else#assuming they deign to notice#idek why im still here anymore#i cant even be useful. i got nothing#‘oh great’ people think irritably when i enter a space. ‘it’s *you*’#so why keep entering spaces????#why keep taking up space at all?????#who even cares?#who would even notice?#what a sad fucking existence where i could stop taking up space and nobody would notice its emptiness#i am nothing. i contribute nothing. and my presence means nothing.#hit the nothing trifecta i did#at least im good at sucking at life. or something
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#bro fucking stupid like why did i just not look at applying to masters until now#i'm so dumb like ig it was bc i ws just like i'm not gonna do masters im just gonna try to get a job#which like how the fuck am i supposed to do that lmao but#now i dont think i can even apply for masters at my school at least#bc i need fucking letters of rec and the deadline is the 15th#and i Barely have 2 ppl i would ask for letter of rec idek if the second one counts lmfao if she's not at my school#jfc im so why do i have to think about the future :c i just wanna do glowstick club things that's why i haven't been thinkign abt this lmfa#yeah so now i dont think i can do masters here :c which also means i dont have that as a reason to hang around and stay in glowstick clublo#i could still do that but#ugh whatever im trying to write a fucking cover letter rn for a job i hate this already i've barely done anything lmfao#i dont super understand the job description which is maybe a sign i shouldnt apply lmfao but it's like#data science w my year and i feel like i meet some of the qualifications so#just gotta somehow bullshit another paragraph of this cover letter together#i also dont even know if i actualy wanna fucking do a data analyst job like#i kinda wanna work for like a non profit or smaller org kinda thing all this shit sounds hella boring that i keep seeing for bigger#companies lmao which im not saying would no be the case for smaller but#idk i jsigsdfhjlbgpidwurhgbipwdhgfudjshlk why did i start this so late LMAO#i had a job opening that i was gonna apply for that looked pretty good and i felt pretty qualified for just based on the listing#and the deadline was the 15th but it fucking disappeared the job isnt there anymore ig im so sad lmfao#as;lkfngbjifbgqipurgipqhrgfipuaf i hate this :DDDDDD#jeanne talks
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i’m about ready to lock my sibling in their room
#WHY ARE YOU WALKING AROUND THE HOUSE. WHY WONT YOU WEAR A MASK. WHY ARE YOU NOT ISOLATING OR DISTANCING YOURSELF AT ALL.#they sound gross rn which I’ve been told is a combination of the sore throat and stuffy nose they have#ive worked my ass off to make sure I don’t get sick and i don’t want their bullshit to ruin it for me#and this isn’t their first time pulling this shit! they tested negative for Covid on a home test but they came downstairs coughing profusely#one time and was like ‘no it’s fine’ and i made them take a covid test and! surprise! bright red positive!#if i hadn’t idk what would have happened#im just tired of their shit#‘i don’t wanna mask with anything other than cloth because they’re not comfortable :(‘ you have not once tried on an n95#idek if they’re masking anymore tbh. which fine whatever i don’t live here anymore but it’s also pissing me tf off that they don’t. think#vent tw
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"Welp, that was a nice, long vacation! Wonder what's been goin' on since we lef-"
"...A..."
"...I feel this shouldn't be surprising, and yet..."
"Poyo?"
"Kirby, avert your eyes!"
"...Poy?"
"Hey, why'd we sto-"
"Wah!"
"Trust me, kiddo, you don't wanna know!"
#high on invincibility candy || crack#why is this the first thing I see after months of absence#it's not like there's MINORS who use this site or anything jfc#anyway hi im back kinda#idek who's active here anymore...or where my drafts are located#I might need to mess with plugins again before I start things back up#at least drafts autosave now#that's cool#a rare improvement
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#mannn i literally assumed he ghosted-- why on earth would he text me after so long????#i was fully like 'ok the last msg i sent literally makes me cringe a bit to read but its been months so ig im never opening the convo again#it was simpler before when there felt like there was nothing else to do and easier to move on. i even had a little crush on someone else !#now i have a whole wheel of decisions to choose from#and idek what i truly want from this guy anymore bc even just platonically he kinda fucked it up like. idk#or rather i want a lot of different things and idk what to choose#i want my friend back. i want to never see him again. i want him to know every truth of what ive felt and i want him to know none of it#i want him to miss me or maybe wonder about me sometimes down the line. i want him to not spare me another thought for the rest of his life#i want to reply only 'go fuck yourself' and i want to write him a letter and i want to ghost him better than he ghosted me#i want to tell him i love him and i want to tell him i hate him and i want to say nothing at all#i want the closure i was denied. i want to protect the closure i now have#<-going insane#anyway its soooo stupid like i already grieved for this shit bro. i accepted the end of this years long close friendship#anyway idk why im doing so much processing of this in a vent post nor do i know why i always feel compelled to post these when i do#good thing i keep a small presence on here lol. but yea uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh send post#ok wait i saved this as a draft and went to go look for what i had been tagging vent posts with#[couldnt find one i had been using consistently even tho the whole point is so ppl can blacklist it if they want whoops!!]#and i saw another vent from another time he just kinda disappeared on me#and while this time was a lot worse for a lot of reasons i think its important to say this--#that the last thing that i want is to go back to square one of this stupid awful cycle#vent
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#i hate that im such a 'suffer in silence' type of bitch#i tried texting a crisis hotline but they took forever to assign me a counselor#so i gave up and just decided i didnt wanna deal with it anymore#idek why im posting this here probably for some kind of cry for help#who else am i supposed to go to when the shit im stressed about is such a broken record at this point#and honestly the fact that im dealing with it is my own fault so#im here by my own doing#so how can i go to someone when its my fault im suffering#i made my bed now i have to lie in it
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#he sounds anxious#and i have a lot to say also at the same time idek what to say#im also curious about the cut#by sounds i mean looks#his hands are#yeah#whateves#im glad for those who left#and who a rent active here anymore#arent*#also his answer idmf for word to word what antis say lol or what we repeat#my first reaction to it was to laugh#theyvhad kept it under wmthe wraps no one was talking and arguing about it#the fandom was chill in its corner#and now its reactive and discussing and talking about it so if they wanted to put it to rest they can stop mentioning about it#and everything would just fizzle out but no it stirrs the fandom it gets talking and goes active#ot works as a double edge#love how i come back and keep adding to this as the time passes when i said i wont talk much about it anygays moving on#this interview is from brazil and why are we only finding this out now that he is done with the latam interviews#when was it released#and why they held this one back and others were posted immediately#did they think ir would pur a dampen on the further interviews and m&g experiences if so then they are well aware how this fandom works
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#i want to move but i cant#i want to leave but i cant#i want to actually have a life but i cant#i want to go make friends but i cant#i want to go on dates but i cant#like i want to fucking scream#and now im losing my health insurance on top of all of that yayyyyyyyyyyy#why didn't i leave#how did it get this way#i am never going to get tf out of here#at least i have weed hahahahiwanttofucmingdieeee#at least i get to dissociate#couldn't tell you the last time i actually hung out with someone#probably middle school?#everyone else just kept me around do to things for them or to get something from me#ghosted me when they didn't need me or had literally anything else to do#idek anymore#at least im losing weight#idk why but i hope its cancer
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everyone else gets: ...bells?
i get: my dashboard not working at all anymore (just an empty white page)
#i had to download the app this is horrible (why is everything in the middle? ads?? endless scrolling???)#at least im at my parents for chrisms so i can stea- uh borrow my moms laptop#i came here yesterday like ah i better leave early while it’s still light at least some of the way! wow the weather is really shit!#pick up my 90+ yo grandma! wow the weather is even more shit i literally cant see more than two meters in front of me am i even on the road!#i have to stop on this bus stop to clean the windshield wipers form the ice! yay done we can keep going now! ...oh no. the car wont start!#wait. try again! the car wont start! wait! start calling people like my parents an figuring out if we should take a taxi to the nearest town#and wait there for my dad to pick us up in 3+ hours itd take him to get us! call idk what u call them hinaaja! try the car again! it starts!#yay!! but oh shit! theres so much snow in that bus stop that we’re fucking stuck! try to kick some snow away from the tires! no use!#the road people say theyll be there in a half an hour or so! after half an hour or so they call and ask where are we ok we’ll be there in#a half an hour or so! after an half an hour or so someone comes and manages to easily unstuck the car! yay!! after like 2 hours we’re#finally on our way! and while we sat there in the snowbank the snowing and hailing has calmed down into a normal level! it’s ofc dark now#but i can actually see the road! yay!!! and then. we manage to drive like two kilometers before the road is blocked by an accident?? idek#theres just a queue of a hundred meters of cars now moving an inch we cant see whats happening on the road ahead! so we have to wait#another hour! i guess there were some trucks that had just... idk... frozen on the road and we had to wait for someone to clear the snow#from between the lanes so we could go past them idek?? but at least after that everything went smoothly for the rest of the way and at#that point it wasnt snowing at all anymore! but it did take us like 7 hours to drive that normally 3-4 hour trip!#anyways merry chrsimgs everyone!#im gonna go watch the snowman soon and maybe try to see it i can make 9 chrimsm cards in like two hours bc i did not put off doing that til#the last minute ha ha h a ... . . . .#i say
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#i need a quick rant and i dont want to talk to other people about it rn#im so anxoous i have a psychiatrist appointment tomorrow cause mt therapist tjinks i need medication#i have an exammfor a job in a week and i have not prepped at all cause i just cant and wont#my father is being difficult yet again jt hasnt been like a month since he last stopped eating and screamed and hit us so thats nice#my neighbour constantly yells and hits her five year old kid who geew up in our house so it hurts like abhicj to losten#idk what im doinf with my life at all#im gonna die alone and miserable lmao#this isnt about romantic crap#i just feel disgustingly lonely#idek anymore#im forcing myself to not apiral or think suicidal thoughts#but boi is it hard#my fucking body image ossues are coming back wotha vengeance#i may be hanging out witj het guys too much it was mich easier to feel comfu in my akin when i was woth queer people#idk why het men ralking about women just vibes so wrong#even the good guys i like#im so anxious rn lmao#i maybe having a panic atrack#but all i can do is type here#so many bad feelinfs pooling rn lmao
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#someone tell me why my new building management has decided to undo the prev managements decisions#and turn off all the building heating#it is...6 degrees celsius. soon to be 0. this building is drafty as all fuck. literally why#i am. so mfing cold#pls imagine me w like 6 fuzzy blankets wrapped round me like a sentient 5th grade volcanic science experiment#im on a high floor and my windows dont seal correctly this is actually hellish#i legit have restricted bloodflow lmao this. this is a bad time#also genuinely in the 3 days theyve been here the new management has#1) broken an elevator 2) locked themselves out 3) had a crying breakdown in the lobby#what....is goin on lmao#idek anymore
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quick and lazy sketches
#my art#huh. not dcmk for once#i went through an svt album and kinda just eyeballed it bc i feel like i havent drawn people in too long#idk what faces look like anymore and i think thats why im dissatisfied w all my detco doodles. they look too..... idek#probably shouldve properly referenced these but. oh well!!!!#thats too much effort + i dont really know how to do that#i just wanted to open my phone look at a photo and then put screen to sleep#i am Not transferring them from phone to ipad bc#this is silly. bc ipads got like Only genshin dcmk and photos of my dog at this point#i do not want anything other than fictional characters and dog on here
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the wilt of the rose ︴dr3
🥀in which.. they just cant talk to eachother
pt1! pt2!
danielricciardo just posted!
did you think i didnt see you?
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danny what the hell is going on
are you and yn like seriously over
im so confused
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yeah everytime i go on insta something is going on with you two
pls clear up the rumors
papaya cult member
danny i can see you reading this
maxy paxy #1
DANNY TELL US
DANNY RIIIC
idek tbh
papaya cult member
im gonna punch you
DANNY RIIIC
STOP i just dont know whats going on
like we went for that date and everything was fine and then the stuff about her and some guy came out
like idk
papaya cult member
ok but who started it
maxy paxy #1
yeah who cheated first
papaya cult member
be so honest rn
DANNY RIIIC
..me
papaya cult member
DANNY
WHAT THE FUCK
maxy paxy #1
dude..
DANNY RIIIC
HEAR ME OUT
papaya cult member
NO???
DANNY RIIIC
NONONO LISTEN
LISTEN
IT WAS HER FIRST
SHE CAME ONTO ME
maxy paxy #1
danny slow down
give us the full story
DANNY RIIIC
it doesnt even matter anymore
i just want it to be done
i miss her
i fucked up so bad you guys
papaya cult member
no shit sherlock
DANNY RIIIC
like
what am i supposed to do?
maxy paxy #1
mate im gonna be honest
i dont think you can fix it
DANNY RIIIC
what
why
papaya cult member
BECAUSE YOU CHEATED ON HER YOU FUCKING DUMBASS
DANNY RIIIC
yeah i know that but like
is there fr no way back?
maxy paxy #1
ok lando back off
ok?
take a breather
papaya cult member
k.
maxy paxy #1
danny.
you betrayed her trust
so so much
like you will have to grovel your way back
DANNY RIIIC
ok
ok i will
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Yknow i kinda feel like I live in ur ask box but I just cannot get enough of how you write 💟💟 I suppose I’m feeling mischievous because, how do you think the monster trio would react to you asking them to open a pickle jar because ‘you can’t open it’ but in reality you glued it shut as a prank 💀
a/n - anime you can live here rent free if you want 💜 oml everytime you request im excited!! your requests are so funny 😭
Warnings ⚠️ - crack, g/n reader
- idk if there’s a jar he can’t open but- you were determined to make this one absolutely impossible to open
- super glue always seemed to work, so you glued the cap onto the jar and ran over to find Luffy lying on the couch, napping away as usual
- you tapped his nose and he sat upright pretty quickly, rubbing his eyes
- “Hey Lu, can you open this for me? I cant open it.”
- He grinned, flexing his arms with a laugh, “Shishishi~ gimme it!”
- he took it and expected for the cap to fly off, but instead, it stayed put while his hand spun around the cap
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- the silence was so loud 💀
- “AGHHHHH WHY WONT IT OPEN?!”
- man tried opening it with his feet 💀 Idek if you wanna eat the pickles anymore bro
- he could easily break the jar, but he didn’t want to waste the pickles 😭
- while he was fuming about it in the corner, sobbing about how he’d become so weak because he can’t open the jar, you switched it out, grabbing one you had already opened before
- “Oh i got it, nevermind!”
- he literally shot up, staring at the open jar in your hands
- man was sobbing 😭
- “I’VE GOTTEN SO WEAK Y/N- I don’t even deserve to be your boyfriend anymore-“
- you felt so bad- so you ended up giving him the entire pickle jar to himself which made him forget about this incident
- you promised yourself never to do that again because he cried for a solid 45 minutes about how he wouldn’t be able to protect you anymore and how useless he is 🫠
- you could ask him anything and he’d do it without thinking twice
- a full 7 course meal? Please, that’s easy
- a whole bouquet of hand arranged flowers? Of course!
- opening a pickle jar would be nothing, or at least he thought so
- you decided it’d be funny to see his reaction if he couldn’t open the jar because you had glued it shut beforehand
- after you borrowed some glue from Usopp, you went to ask Sanji to open it
- “Hey Sanji, can you open this for me? I was gonna make egg salad!”
- he took it with a smile. The thought of eating the food you made fueled his motivation and strength to open this jar
- he was actually pretty confused why it wouldn’t open when he tried to screw it off
- he tried several more times before he hurriedly rushed off to the kitchen, ransacking the drawers for a jar opener, pliers, anything
- he did literally everything- banging the jar against the counter, using the pliers, twisting it with the jar opener, and at one point, he held the jar opener so tight that he broke it in half😭
- he even tried stabbing a hole in the top!
- nothing succeeded
- he was at this for about 15 minutes 💀
- when he came out with such a depressed look on his face, you couldn’t help but regret playing this little prank on him
- “Sorry- I couldn’t open it..”
- he was about to cry I swear 😭
- you gave in, how could you let him feel so sad?! It was just a joke after all-
- “It was a joke Sanji don’t worry- I glued it shut beforehand.. Sorry for joking about it-“
- 1, he was kind of sad that you’d play a prank like that on him. And 2, you really weren’t gonna make the egg salad?.. 🥺
- “Can you still make the egg salad though?”
- his eyes were sparkling- omfg how could you say no?!
- you made the egg salad for him with the other jar of pickles, and made sure to give him lots of hugs and kisses afterwards 💜
- you always made everything better. even if you’re the one who made things worse in the first place
- is there anything this man can’t do? he can’t take a shower or find the bathroom.
- anyways- there’s almost nothing that this man cannot do
- you’re a shit stirrer (affectionate) so you decided to superglue a jar shut, expecting him to struggle with opening it
- “Zoro can you open this? I cant open it.”
- he took it with a yawn and tried opening it the first try, and it wouldn’t budge
- man almost opened his other eye from shock, why tf wouldn’t it open??
- he kept trying it before he used his sword to slice he cap off quickly
- you were about to start wheezing, zoro couldn’t open a jar of pickles
- “Shut it y/n I know you’re laughing” that sent you to heaven and back omg you were on the floor, struggling to breathe
- “SHUT UP!”
- his pride was gravely wounded after this- roronoa zoro, defeated by jar of pickles
- he was sulking for a while, ignoring you like a big baby
- “Zoro it was a joke- it was superglued shut.”
- he pinned you against the wall, leaning close to your ear, “I’m gonna show you what happens when you play jokes on me like that.”
- his tone was almost a growl, and he started dragging you back towards the room
- this is when you realized, why weren’t you in the hallways by now?
- “ZORO- THE ROOM IS THE OTHER WAY DUMBASS!”
- “I- WELL- YOU DIDN’T TELL ME THAT.”
- “DON’T GET ALL SEDUCTIVE AND THEN FORGET WHERE THE ROOM IS YOU IDIOT 💀”
a/n - pls zoro is so dumb sometimes
#one piece#one piece hcs#one piece x reader#anime hcs#roronoa zoro#zoro x reader#zoro#zoro one piece#zoro headcanons#zoro x y/n#zoro x you#straw hat luffy#luffy x reader#luffy x you#luffy x y/n#luffy one piece#mugiwara kaizoku#monkey d. luffy#luffy headcanons#luffy#kuroashi no sanji#sanji x reader#sanji x you#sanji x y/n#sanji#vinsmoke sanji#sanji one piece
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