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(she/her) 24 years old My current weight is horriblešMy blog can be triggering to others, if youāre triggered by my account please block me. CW includes: eating disordered vents, body checks tracking my weight loss, and self harm vents.
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Update on recovery ā¬ļøā¬ļø
Even though Iām smiling in this photo Iām actually miserably being forced to gain weight even tho I was already at a healthy rate and yes thatās an NG tube in my face. I got it removed today but it doesnāt matter really bc Iām fat and getting fatter bc they increased my food plan. Fuck recovery. I canāt fake it til I make it. When I go home Iām prob gonna relapse or kms anyways
Also the tattoos are temporary we had a group for it
#personal#b0dii chexx#b0dych3x#an0rec1a#@nor3Ć14#@na diary#@norexia#4n4mi4#4n4r3x14#ng tube#weight gain#@n4#tw an0rexia#4n@#this is me#3d blog#3dblrr#3d but not sheeren#3d bllog#tw 3dblog
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So many things I donāt want on my timeline.
I donāt want to see food.
I donāt want to see porn (how did you even get here?)
I donāt want to see food.
I donāt want to see food
I DONT WANT TO SEE FOOD
I. DO NOT. WANT. TO SEE. FOOOOOOD!!
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Iām on the waiting list for an Ed clinic called Walden n itās fueling my Ed. Everyone is going to be thinner and judging how fat I am so I need to drop this lard before I go. Idk when Iām going. It could be as long as 5 weeks
Bodycheck below + self harm tw
I can hardly eat, abusing stims, suicidal, my nails are brittle, I canāt take care of myself. Standing up for longer than 10 minutes puts me out of breath. Yet I still look like this.
Iām ashamed. Iām disgusting. I shouldnāt even go to the clinic. Thereās worse off people than me. I want to take a long walk to work on my fat thighs but (excuse) Iām too weak to do that. I have nobody. Everyone wants to fuck me. Iām beyond garbage. I donāt have a libido, why am I here if men canāt take advantage of the only use I have.
#personal#b0dy ch3ck#this is me#3d mention#4n@#b0dych3x#3d vent#4n4blog#4n4r3x14#tw 4n4#4n4blr#34t1ng d1s0rd3r#3d blog#tw 3d vent#i wanna āļøve#i need to āļøve#i want to āļøve#āļørving#āļøving#āļørve#āļøve#āļø.txt#tw drug mention
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can someone just lock me up in a basement and not feed me for weeks
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I got put on vyvanse itās making me feel like I can work again
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BOOB FACTS
Lopsided boobs are completely natural! in other words the left boob isn't always the same size as the right boob, this is completely normal and you are beautiful
that's actually the only boob fact I have so far I'm trans sorry I'm new to this
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the only time I feel in control is when the scale goes down
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I kind of hate the new slang the kids are using these days.
"Girl, you ATE"
I did what
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