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sapphirecherry · 8 months

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as promised, here is everything i thought while watching the spn pilot drunk:

(edited for clarity and also bc my phone couldn't understand my accent)

oh my jesus small sam and dean

oh my god mary

the blood dripping. the symbolism. oh my god.

"take your brother and go" what if i go feral? what if i go insane? how about that john winchester?

i should definitely not be watching this i'm going to have a stroke. i'm so not normal about these brothers, in fact i'm very much abnormal

oh my god, the original title screen...

i’m so in love with jared padalecki, it’s not even funny

dean

oh no this is way too fast for me

"dad's on a hunting trip and he hasn’t been home in a few days" *screams*

both right, don’t care. dean is right in that you have to hunt things and save people and sammy is right in that their mother wouldn’t wouldn’t have wanted this for them

i’m gonna throw up for real

"what was he hunting?" that’s my boy sam!

you know i think i’m starting to sober up. this is not good, but it’s also good, but not (i was not in fact sobering up)

how fucking long does it take to complete this pre-law degree for fucks sake

oh my god, the iconic curved sam blade

they're going to jericho california motherfucker

dumb motherfucker

"i can never go home" AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH

oh my god what’s going on?

"for one, they're cassette tapes"

"shotgun shuts his cakehole"

dad’s not dead yet idiots

i’m sorry, no one’s believing you're any kind of federal agent whatsoever

dean slapping the back of sam's head you're so iconic

this whole thing seems so rushed, but i have no idea if it’s because i'm very much under the influence or if it’s actually just kind of shit pacing

hey, let the stanford lawboy do the talking okay, he knows what he’s doing

why can't this text to speech thing, not understand my accent. homophobic.

yay dean gets covered in mud

OMG sam

hate to say it sammy, but dean is correct

sam's kind of real, for that

their voices are so high-pitched

"you smell like a toilet"

sam and his lock picking skills and his dean yanking skills, you will always be famous

fucking woman in white

"no chick flick moments"

"jerk" "bitch"

my teeth feel fuzzy

oh my god, he’s such a slut

did you just say my boobs???

get fucked, get your fucking father’s journal shoved up your arse

coordinates jackass

so excited for the sam bangs™️ to make an appearance. love the curtain bangs, but the bang bangs? forever famous

are you kidding? of course he’s never heard of it.

tragic

ha ha dean winchester 1, police 0

sammy you’re about to get your shit rocked

oh fuck

hey you bitch, get your hands off my husband! my wife!

oh my god, he’s so excited driving straight to the house. i love him please marry me sam winchester

how the fuck has it been 37 minutes already

woman in white you’re so famous, how does it feel to have set up the entire omegaverse?

obsessed with the fact that the winchester brothers look normal sized basically this entire episode because they never stand next to someone that’s actually normal sized

dean so real for that

why is there only one headlight working

no! jess! jessica! love of my life!

what i would give to live with stanford era sam winchester in a small little dorm room

oops, there goes all of his clothes and earthly possessions

he was going to propose!!!!

azazel kill yourself. shoot yourself point-blank between the eyes

"we got work to do"

#this was an experience i think everyone should undertake #i remember none of this #my favourite is when i just say dean and nothing else like so real for that #✩.txt #🗡️

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incarnateirony · 1 year

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Trying to sit here thinking of how my antis are negotiating events in their head to run from the truth right now. Spiral narrative. Tarot. Alchemy. The One. The Path of One. 13 tracks put together in a surprise order. Radio interference. Ticks and leeches. Queen bee. Art of Dying. Reflections. Rocky. The ego. Context. Traxxverse. Find the Queen. Magic Sex Chicken. All of it.

Like. OK. let's say they disbelieve origin stories. ok but what does that leave them as an option. am I just. So closely resonant to their brainwaves and thoughtforms and so good at this show that I knew all this shit in advance by a year or in some cases years?

Because like. even if I was lying about origins, I still have.... [points at all of the above]. So that still means I'm "speculating" correctly long before anything was ever released. Meaning my brain would be sharing the same story braincells as these authors.

So where, oh where, do they see an escape hatch where if they scream at me they can scream it away? Worst case in their own minds I've vibrated into the supernatural dimension to become a psychic attached to Robbie's mental basket. Or, realistically, I've been telling the truth the whole time.

Guys. The end is coming whether you like it or not. I told you LONG BEFORE my fellow worker bee did: Nothing can stop what's coming. Stand down, go home, and enjoy whatever life you have left. That's only a threat if you fear what's coming. And if you fear it, it's over, you lost, go home.

genuinely funny that for all of 2po's itk posing he's about to get blindsided. SPN ripping off the bandaid needed to flush the fandom liars, projection machines, conmen and more out. The authors are over your bullshit, guys. 100%. Direct. Like that context shit? 2po and those like him better take that as @ them personally, because this is in fact personal. They can't tell you that, but I can. You've attacked and fought them for years, and now, this is revenge. And some of us were more than happy to help.

Goodbye, you lying sons of bitches, you extortionists, doxxers, career liars and grifters. Goodbye, you agenda'ed bastards that think you can warp the truth however you want. Goodbye. It's time for a new empire. Long Live The GenderBending Queen.

(update he tweeted shortly after the post)

A terminal fandom disease, a plague, the lot of you. We're ripping out the rot at the root. We're opening that gay door. And you're going to cope. imagine if the fandom was as selfish seasons 10-13 for the Wayward fan pitch. Which antis like 2po also hide that Berens picked up AS a fan pitch, and nobody wailed about credits.

I don't find it a coincidence that the people that grift thousands out of fandom are obsessed with credits as proof. Well, yeah. People who believe in nothing but themselves and their material gain can't comprehend doing what's right for free simply because it is right.

Some of us actually stand for something. Believe in something. And fight for what we want instead of complaining all day. Even if it takes years. Even if it takes falling down again and again. There's a reason it's a representation battle, not a representation parkwalk, and that doesn't work if every man tries to be an island for himself. Sometimes, life is complicated, and sometimes, you Just Help whether you get benefit for it. Because it was what was the right thing to do. Because you knew the Truth. Because you listened.

You guys may understand the concept some day.

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The real truth you missed is that for the last several years 2po was trying to argue with me and deny real things that came true, he was basically arguing with those same authors, because some of us don't just suddenly care when convenient. Some of us fight for years without looking for attention like the scripthunt members do.

And 2po is so set on his bad biases he convinced himself he got access, rather than for example wigglebox bitching and moaning her entire time in POLOL about never getting access, and his weird spies that fled when I nailed down 2po's doxxing attack all only having base permissions like lmfao bro. Perspective. You are years behind and clueless. The sooner you accept that the sooner you're going to understand what's happening. You didn't HAVE the context to understand the double-S tweet of Berens intentional mispellings being a silly slapfight with Meg Fitz over her giant bees and the fact that she spells Cas with two S'es, that even if they aren't credited they're all idea sharing still. And you'd know it's meg if you knew meg's interests.

Deep down even wigglebox knows that I used to prioritize speaking with the authors. She did not have access to the results, and I think she only possibly saw the one voice message from Bobo if she saw any at all, but she has to be aware that I chose a different path than they did and the potential that pass opened. She just does not want to look into that opening. Because she chose the wrong path. And it's everybody in script hunt

Amazing the things that can be done if you spend your time and years treating creatives like human beings rather than robots to abuse for demands, project intention at, or try to treat like a direct info spout. You want to know the reason you guys can't get info for crap? Every single one of you sounds like a desperate fan when you try to talk to them instead of appreciating their own work or interests. That's why you guys lost. You never wanted to listen. And that's the plot.

I do not envy the trap he's made for himself and his followers. It quite literally makes them the villains of the fandom story. And he's successfully manipulated people against the truth and the creatives for years, and now they have no choice but to deny deny deny deny until the bitter end or accept the truth I've told them for years. And it's that you guys are the problem. And you need to either grow up and accept the truth or go away and find a show you actually not just enjoy, but understand.

Wouldn't it be funny if this Cult Spiral Narrative and my Cult Mythos Alchemy Bible and Cult Cas As The Goddess shit were actually already circulating the author room by the end of season 14? Like right before Bobo wrote the confession I knew about. The year he asked for me at SDCC. Yeah. That'd be really funny. You know, the things 2po harassed us underground for while we. like. talked to writers about it.

Because he doesn't want the truth. And he's always been a leader of a cult of lies projecting his sins, ideas and fears at everyone else, telling people not to look at the truth and to only listen to his perspective and telling, and boy oh boy does this plot have surprises for him.

You'd think by now he'd give up denying the obvious of what's happening both in the plot in the metanarrative, but no. He's pinned his entire fandom conman career on his current angle and if he concedes then everyone he's been exploiting thousands out of instantly drops his ass. Congratulations dude, you played yourself. Good luck hope nobody sues you off the planet.

#there is a fog #but it only takes embracing #the truth #to lift it #this is what's right #and this is the path that i choose to follow #the ostium one might say #this is the way

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izupie · 2 years

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Thanks for the tag @microsuedemouse !! <3

rules: tag some folks u wanna know better (copy and paste, don’t reblog).

last song: I am ADDICTED to Lend Me Your Voice from Belle. For as many... issues... as I had with the movie itself, that doesn't take away how much I love the soundtrack, and how much I adore this song especially. Really powerful lyrics and gorgeous vocals

last show: ohh man, I can't remember what I watched before I started on Supernatural. That thing is 15 seasons long. It might have been Little Witch Academia?

currently watching: I'm still on my rewatch of Supernatural after having binged it earlier this year - watching it at a slower pace is fun. I can't say it's even a good show, but I love how well it lends itself to headcanons and fanfiction filling the gaps to make the Good Supernatural that lives in our heads. It's just a fun time! Love all the spooky stuff and Sam, Dean and Cas are usually very solidly written.

currently reading: Alongside the absolutely ludicrous amount of fanfiction I've been consuming (thank you 15 years of spn fanfic writers) I've been reading the Lord of the Rings books! The writing style is painfully slow at times, and the character writing is actually quite weak - I couldn't tell you much about the main characters from what he's written! - But I only read it just before I go to bed so it's not like I need it to be particularly exciting or deep.

current obsession: as if it wasn't obvious that I'm going to say Supernatural ahahaha

listennn

I've always loved spooky stuff - stories about witches and vampires and ghosts and magic - and this is literally EXACTLY that. The main character roster being very small means there's some solid character writing here and there that I absolutely adore. Some of it is plain silly, and I love that too. And some of it is quite creepy (I'm easily scared by ghosts) in the earlier seasons and I'm all about that!

(I love ghost stories because I'm easily spooked by them yes I'm aware that doesn't make a lot of sense)

anyway - yeah this show is just hitting that sweet spot of it becoming an obsession for me: Good characters, pretty actor men, a ship I could talk about endlessly, spooks, an insane amount of fan content... yes pls

I'm not gonna tag anyone today, but if you see this and want to play - consider yourself tagged !!

#thanks so much for the tag! <3 #izu replies #tag games

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alivedeanwinchester · 3 years

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In his color coded speak | 1.3k | tattoonatural (read it on AO3)

The first thing Cas notices while putting Dean's body back together is the ink.

Tattoonatural: where everything is the same except Dean Winchester gets to be the tattooed man he deserves to be and Cas gets obsessed with that.

The first thing Cas notices while putting Dean's body back together is the ink.

Intricate lines etched in skin, some delicate and some violent, all joined together to form black patterns. A skull on the upper arm, that goes together with a dagger just below, a butterfly on the neck that looks fragile just like the skin there, a tiger and a wolf and a fox, a snake crawling up the wrist. Cas has never thought "beautiful" relating to humans before that moment, and it wouldn't be the last time he would think that relating to Dean Winchester.

On the course of those first encounters, Cas always gets himself trying to get glimpses of inked skin, Dean using so many layers and all. Not being able to see it again makes his own skin prickle with something that he can't name.

Getting more accustomed to humans, he learns that those are tattoos, a process where a professional artist inserts ink into the second layer of skin creating images or drawings, he learns that some people give meanings to their tattoos and some just do it because they think it's pretty. Cas keeps wondering which one is Dean's case.

The first thing Cas notices when Anna kisses Dean in that barn is her ring finger, there's a tiny delicate cross tattoo in it, he even gets the irony. The next thing is the way her hand cradles Dean's cheek and that makes his stomach turn in a bitter way that he doesn't quite understand.

Even in the middle of an apocalypse in the making, Cas' curiosity continues to grow, but he seems unable to ask Dean about it. He finds his opportunity in the name of Sam Winchester.

They're sitting on a motel room table and Sam's sleeve lifts when he goes to grab his beer.

"Is that a camomile flower?" he asks.

"Uh... yes" Sam answers frowning.

"I apologize, didn't mean to-".

"No, it's okay, just... uh... it reminds me of Jess, that's all", and Cas waits while Sam strokes his inner wrist where the tattoo is.

"It was our first date and we got a little drunk. There was a tattoo parlour around the corner and she kinda dared me to do it. She even got the idea and the place ready, asked the artist to put some color on it and I just did it... because even then i already knew I'd do anything she asked me too".

They don't talk about it anymore, but Cas can't shake it out of his mind for days. He wonders if someone dared Dean to do it too, if he touches the Orion constellation in his right arm or the compass wind rose in his shoulder and thinks about that person like Sam does.

The night after they try to kill the devil and fail, when everything goes to shit and they lose Ellen and Jo, Dean grabs his arm and takes him downtown, where there's a place in a dark street with a green neon sign and a broken window. Inside, there's a pool table and antifascist posters on the walls. Cas leans on a wall while Dean sits with Joe - a tattoo artist, Cas learns as Dean introduces them - and ruffles through a notebook. He points at something on the page and goes lay down on the tattoo stretcher, his left arm outstretched.

Eventually, Cas approaches them, he sees needle breaching skin and leaving ink behind, he sees the way Joe gets serious when doing a tough line on the drawing, the way Dean looks at the ceiling and seems to be at peace. Later, Cas remembers thinking Dean never looked so beautiful, enduring the only pain that is not forced on them, the pain he allows himself.

Dean doesn't explain anything, doesn't show the new anchor sitting on the inside of his arm to anyone but him. Cas doesn't know if he cares so he doesn't tell him, but anchor tattoos mean stability, peace, strength, determination and passion, some things that dean wants and some things that dean already has but ain't aware of. Cas thinks he understands the feeling, the want of something to focus amidst of chaos, the controlled pain and the mark that stays.

Cas thought that once he had understood, he would stop thinking about them, but he doesn't. He starts wondering what he would do if he would to mark his flesh like this. He doesn't know where this is coming from, but it's always present.

There's always this want when it comes to Dean. He wants to know more, he wants to watch and memorize every feature, he wants to listen, but most of all he wants to touch. That urge is so intense that sometimes he lets his hands linger when he's healing Dean's wounds. He keeps wanting even when the world keeps ending around them.

When they get back from purgatory, Cas does something about it.

Dean finds him in front of a mirror later, with his shirt up and a tattoo sitting on his ribs. They just stand there for a moment, Dean's eyes keep going from Cas' face and his torso and he seems stunned. Cas knows him well enough now to realize what he's thinking, "how contagious can I be to fuck up something holy ", but he doesn't say it, he reaches for it.

When his fingers ghost Cas' skin, he asks "Can I?" and Cas just nods because he doesn't know how to say that there's nothing that he wants more.

Dean touches the letters very softly, alis grave nil , "Wha- what does it mean?".

"Nothing is heavy to those who have wings".

Dean keeps his touch very gentle, he traces the yellow and white lines that resemble a halo and the letters again and Cas just stands there breathing.

"Why? I mean, Cas, it's beautiful, but... I didn't know that you... ", he's standing upright now and looking Cas in the eyes and Cas wants.

"Because I wanted Dean" and aren't they all in this mess because Cas dared to want things he couldn't have, because Cas dared to feel and to fall?

Dean reaches again, his palm against cas cheek. They breathe together for a moment and then Dean kisses him.

Cas always dreamed about telling Dean that it's okay to want things, that he deserves good things and that he isn't broken, and that even if he was, Cas would choose him over and over again, but he never knows enough words for that.

So he shows him. With the softness of his lips and the wetness of his tongue and the grip of his hands. In the way he pulls Dean's hair just enough to hear a moan from him, in the way he pushes him to bed, and sits in his lap, the way his fingers drag on Dean's side when he lifts his shirt. In the soft way he opens him up and fills him in and in the hard way he thrusts when Dean asks for it.

Dean started tattooing himself when he was fourteen because he needed the needle pain to ground him, something he could control, something that was only his. To prove the universe that his body belonged to him and not to his father or the violent life he was going to live. Cas started tattooing himself after he raised a soul from perdition and fell so irrevocably in love that he needed to manifest in his body where he really belonged. Not in Heaven or Purgatory or the Empty, but at Dean Winchester's side.

Cas gets to want things now and to have them and Dean learns to ask for more. And if Cas gets to trace Dean's tattoos with his tongue these days, neither Heaven nor Earth get to know about it.

#spn #supernatural #destiel #deancas #drabble #spn fic #zuzu writes #my writing #tattooed dean winchester #tattoonatural #i'm obsessed with the good spn that lives in my head #dean gets to have tattoos and sam gets to dress like a hippie #the most ooc dean moment is him having only one canon tattoo #dude is mentally unstable it's obvious how he'd be addicted to needle pain #i'm right and i should say it #spare a reblog please i made with love <3 #destiel fic #destiel ao3 #spn ao3

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michaelmilligan · 2 years

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Sooo I was tagged by the wonderful @klayr-de-gall for a Fic Authors Self Rec thing. Which means I have to choose five of my brain babies fics as my faves for this list.

Unsurprising to no one, most of these are all Midam fics because. I love them. And also because I only started uploading on AO3 last year and out of the 21 works I have, 19 are Midam. 😂

So without further ado, my favourite fics I've written:

The Best damn Thing

High School AU, my beloved. This is the only entry on the list that's not finished yet, but I try to (and so far have manage to) update every two weeks. I just wanted Michael and Adam to be soft and sweet and a little awkward and I think I'm mostly succeeding. 😁

Come (back) for me

This is one of my drabbles (though does 1.5k still count as a drabble?) and it's mostly smut but after reading this fic I had 'What if possession was kinda sexy' brain worms. So naturally, I had to write smut with some sappiness on the side.

Penny for your thoughts

Midam in Germany. (As in, they moved there after the secret good SPN that lives in my head where everyone lives.) This fic was partly an excuse to mention the iced coffee you can buy at a particular supermarket in Germany and was overall very fun to write. There's also a demon and Rowena appears.

Everlasting

Royal AU my beloved, aka the fic I started posting on New Year's Eve last year. (And that is by now finished.) Prince Adam is pining for Prince Michael, who is unattainable for him. Or is he? 👀

It's my life

Alright, I had to include ONE Destiel fic (out of the two 😂). This is the first fic I started posting on AO3 and also the first I finished. I can't believe it hasn't even been a year, because it feels like a lifetime ago. Back before my obsession with Midam.

This is an alternate S14 because fuck S14, all my homies hate S14...

Anywayyyys, that's my list. Now if @tuometarr, @majesticnerdynerd and @openpolarsea wanted to do this too. 👉👈 (Also anyone else who wants to! Go ahead. :D)

#Thank youuuuuu for the tag!#These are my silly little fics that silly little me likes :D #Quick writing

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moonsdancer · 2 years

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I'm completely baffled how a fandom always latches on the resident soft emo boy of a franchise/show. Like c'mon! Next to the mentioned emo boi you've got a beautiful, well-written woman and a himbo with a heart of gold and who does the fandom choose to pair up with each other and obsess over? It's all fine and good honestly and everyone can consume media however they want but in the case of Arcane, those tendencies do get rather transparent! I appreciate the hell out of you spreading MelJayce love on my dash and hope that season 2 will give us even more thirsty moments between those two! Mad respect for you doing the lord's work, king! Love hearing your thoughts and AU ideas :)

hey anon. don't be baffled, i think this show is full of very shippable characters, and we sort of know how fandom 'taste' tends to go with latching onto certain characters, so i wasn't really surprised or baffled to see how dominant vikjay is (i think they're cute, have a tangible dynamic, and they also had fans from the lore, so there's that). it is what it is.

and, like you, i genuinely think people should just love and ship whatever calls to them. like shipping is so irrational, embrace that irrationality and live your life. and do not try to justify your ship ~preference~ by framing it as a somehow ~morally superior~ or ~just~ choice bc the usurping evil woman in the equation is ... well... supposedly evil. or re-write actual textual canon to support your ship and then downplay if not erase another ship's textual canon when it's convenient, which i see a lot of in this fandom, etc. etc.

but i will remain forever bitter about the legit campaign that certain shippers / folks went on to not only absolutely shit on and minimize meljay but mel as well. from the jump. and that was really deliberate and we're still dealing with the messed up narratives, erasures and "head canons" that were set up in the early days of fandom, and i don't think we'll ever really be free of them... maybe if mel dies like a lot of folks want her to. (because then we'll be treated to the retroactive fandom collective amnesiac ~mourning bonanza~ where everyone who hated her and her association with jayce will pretend that they luvved her all along, and beat their chests at the show's writers for killing her off. i still rmr my blessedly brief time in the spn fandom, we know how this plays out, lmao).

anyway, thank you. mel and this pairing in particular have inspired me in ways that i haven't been for fandom in a long time. especially fanfic bc i went over a year really struggling to even write a sentence for anything fandom related. so i'm thankful for that, and hope that i can keep contributing with fan works where possible. also there's fun to be had with small / rarepair ships bc the community for them tends to be really safe, enjoyable and supportive, and that's a cool thing, too.

i've decided to serve some 'cup half full' realness this week, apparently. let's see how long it lasts.

#meljay #otp: fox and forge #otp: nothing feels impossible when i'm with you #the fact that we're still dealing with ppl who don't even consider mel a character #let alone a character worth analysing and exploring with equal narrative value to others is indicative of a lot #fandom is always gonna fandom #esp when a character of mel's particular make up is involved #what was that tag i stole from lau?#bigoted migratory slash fandom #mel medarda #jayce talis

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msmarvelouswinchester · 4 years

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Never Gonna Lose You

Summary - Even with Chuck's danger hanging over the heads of the Winchesters and the Reader, preparations for Dean and Reader's wedding start in the bunker

Pairing - Dean x reader, Sam x reader (platonic)

Warning - Fluff, just pure tooth rotting fluff (yeah ik it's highly unlike me) and maybe a bit of swearing

Word Count - 1.5k

A/N - This is the sequel to Don't Wanna Lose You as requested by @miss-nerd95 (I finally wrote it)

This is the first time I have attempted to write a fic with a wedding ceremony in it so I hope it turns out okay. (Also if there is any rule wrong in the wedding ceremony, please let me know because I wrote the rules of the ceremony after I saw it on the internet and from movies).

Spn divider by the amazingly talented @talesmaniac89 (if you can, check out her blog. She is so good)

"Hey! I came back to the bunker to find it empty. Where were you both?"

You were trying your best to stop the large smile that was threatening to spread on your face.

"We were uh..out", you gave Sam an innocent smile.

"Oh no. No I don't want to hear about my brother's sex life", Sam scrunched up his face in pure disgust.

"Get your mind out of the gutter Sammy because we have some news", Dean said with a stupid grin on his face.

"Please don't tell me Y/N's pregnant because I can't handle a mini Dean right now in the bunker", Sam said.

"What no! I am not pregnant-"

"We're getting married!" Dean declared proudly.

"What? That's great! Congratulations you guys", Sam literally ran towards you both and pulled you and his brother into a bone crushing hug.

"That's enough Sam", Dean groaned.

Sam let go of you both, "So when's the wedding? Where's the ring? Show me the ring".

"When did you become so girly Sammy?" Dean teased Sam which resulted in him getting a glare from the younger hunter.

"I'm just very excited for you both. Welcome to the Winchester family, Y/N. I am very happy for you Dean but Y/N not really, you could have done a lot better", Sam smirked.

"Ow", Sam yelped when his brother smacked his head.

"So when's the wedding? Did you tell Cas and Jack? Where will be the wedding?" Sam started to fire different questions at you.

"Hold your damn horses, Sammy. I don't know when's the-"

"We are getting married next week," Dean said, cutting you off mid-sentence which made your eyes go wide.

"Next week?" You exclaimed, "Dean are you crazy? We can't get married next week! There is so much to do! It's a goddamn wedding! Decorations, dress, catering - are you out of your mind, Dean Winchester?"

"We'll manage, sweetheart. It will be fine," Dean tried to assure when he saw you had already started panicking.

And damn did he make sure it was fine. The week went by a blink of an eye. With every passing day you were growing more anxious even though Dean did his best to make this the perfect wedding.

Growing up as a hunter, you never thought marriage was in your cards. You always thought that you would be long dead even before you meet the man of your dreams but it all changed when you met Dean.

Your meeting with Dean was out of pure luck. Your car had crashed into his when you were on a run from a monster. They immediately found out that you were hunting the same nest of vampire that they were. They were quite taken aback when you told them that you were a solo hunter.

Although as much as Dean was furious at first because you damaged his beloved Baby, you and him slowly became good friends. So when Sam invited you to live with them, you agreed without any second thoughts. Sam was like the younger brother you never had but Dean was another story. After several months of dancing around the fact that you both had feelings for each other and also because of Sam’s annoyance, Dean decided to ask you out.

Now, today as you looked at your reflection in the mirror, tears started to well up in your eyes. You never thought you would be able to see yourself like this - wearing a beautiful white gown as your would-be husband takes a stand at the altar, waiting for you to walk down the aisle.

“All done, sweetie,” Jody said as she put the final touches to your makeup and hair, “you look beautiful.”

You took a final look at yourself in the mirror. Your eyes travelled south, eventually finding the beautiful engagement ring on your hand. Dean had given it to you on the same night he had asked you to marry him. The ring was perfectly kept in the pocket of one of his coats - he wanted to ask you for a long time but he always would chicken out at the last minute until that night. After he had put the ring on your finger, Dean had pulled you close, whispering “I love you” into your ear a thousand times. That night had ended with you and him in bed, entangled up with each other, panting and mumbling ‘I love you’s into each other's ears.

You smiled when you remembered the soft memory from that night.

“Jody, just don't let me fall while I walk down the aisle,” you said, standing up. Claire and Alex helped with the gown.

“Oh honey, I won't let you fall but if I do Dean will be there to catch you. That boy will always catch you before you hit the ground,” Jody said.

Jody Mills, you met her after you became a permanent resident of the bunker. She was a good friend of the Winchesters but she was more like a mother to you than a friend. She was there whenever you needed to talk. She supported you always so when Dean asked you about who will walk you down the aisle, you went straight to Jody’s house and asked her the question. She was surprised but eventually agreed, with tears in her eyes.

“We're ready,” Donna poked her head into the room and said.

Alex and Claire walked out of the room before you.

You linked your right arm with Jody’s, taking a deep breath, you tried to calm down your racing heart.

“Let's do this.”

You walked out of your dressing room and started to walk towards the garage where the wedding crremony was being held.

When you reached the garage you saw a carpet was spread out for you, with flowers sprinkled over it. You looked up and saw Claire and Alex standing on the side, Jack standing there with your wedding bands. The few guests you had invited - Bobby, Charlie, Rowena, Donna sitting at the front. You saw Sam standing beside Dean, he had a black tux on. He was looking right at you with a small smile on his face. Just beside him, stood Dean, a soft smile playing on his lips.

You started to tear up when you saw him. This was all you ever wanted - to spend the rest of your life with the man you love, your soulmate.

You walked towards Dean, Jody letting go of your arm. He extended his hand at you. You took his hand and stood beside him. You looked up at Dean, your eyes locking with his jade ones. His eyes were moist and you were yourself trying not to cry.

“You look beautiful,” he said softly, a shy smile playing on your lips.

“Should we begin?” Cas asked. You had asked Cas to officiate your wedding because who would be better other than an angel?

You and Dean nodded.

Cas began the ceremony but you weren't paying attention to what he was saying. You were too mesmerised in Dean's eyes. You mind wandered off to all the times you had spent with Dean, hunting with each other or just spending a lazy day in bed with him.

You were broken from your thoughts when Cas asked if you wanted to say your own vows. You both nodded and Dean started to speak.

“Y/N, five years ago, when your car crashed into mine I didn't know then that I would be standing at here with you today. I love your coffee obsessed, nerdy self who is also a badass hunter who doesn't take any bullshit from others. Being with you brings the best out of me. I promise that I won't let anything happen to you ever even if I have to walk through fire to keep you safe. I promise I will never take you, us for granted. I promise to love you as you love me, through all hardship, darkness, and pain to reach for our joys, our hopes, and always with honesty and faith and lastly I promise to never make fun about how much you love the Harry Potter books.”

You wiped the tears that were now rolling down your cheek. “Y/N.” You heard Cas say your name and you started to speak.

“Dean, today when I woke up I had to catch my breath to believe this is real, that I am really marrying my true love, my heart's desire, my soulmate. I couldn't make myself believe that it was all real and not one of Chuck's plans, but after seeing you standing here, waiting for me, all my doubts flew out of the window. I promise to always love and cherish this relationship even when you are annoying me. I promise to always protect you and keep both of us from harm's way. I promise to always love and support you. I promise to always leave the last slice of my pizza for you and lastly I promise to not roll my eyes everytime you say a stupid movie reference.”

Tears were now flowing freely down your cheek. You didn't even bother to wipe them. You looked at Dean and saw him sniffling. His green eyes clouded with emotions. He mouthed “I love you”.

“It's time to bring in the rings,” Cas announced and

Jack walked in with the rings, “Y/N and Dean will now exchange rings to symbolize their commitment. Dean now you may take Y/N’s hand in yours and repeat these words after me.”

Dean repeated the words after Cas with a grin on his face, and took the ring from Jack, putting it on your finger.

“Y/N, please take Dean's hand and repeat these words.”

You repeated the words after Cas, with a smile playing on your lips. You smile got bigger when you took the ring from Jack and put it on Dean's. You and Dean said your I do's, your heart heavy with emotions.

“I now pronounce you husband and wife. Dean you may kiss your bride now,” Cas said and for the first you noticed, he had a big smile on his face too.

Dean pulled you into a kiss, the first kiss as husband and wife. You immediately melted into the kiss. Cheers erupted throughout the garage but you didn't pay any attention to them. You were finally married to Dean, the love of your life and that was what mattered the most. Dean finally let go of you and looked at you with a stupid grin on his face.

“Hey Mr. Winchester,” you whispered.

“Hey Mrs. Winchester,” Dean said.

“We are married.”

“We are married, sweetheart,” Dean sighed.

“Now let's go save the world,” you smiled.

“Let's go save the world, together.”

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cobbbvanth · 3 years

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Tagged by @sunshine-jack (ages ago and completely forgot to do it) thank you Julie!!

Answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you are now obligated to get to know better :)

Name: Kate

Gender: is a social construct <3

Star sign: Sagittarius baby!

Height: 5′5

Time: 10.12pm

Birthday: Dec 16

Fave bands: 5SOS, SIX60, Queen, AC/DC, Panic! At The Disco, Credence Clearwater Revival, One Direction (yes I had a one direction phase literally 10 years late and I am not going to be ashamed of it)

Fave solo artists: Ben Platt (boy owns my whole heart, voice of an angel I tell you), Louis Tomlinson (ditto), Billie Eilish, Michael Bublé, Jack Johnson, Bob Seger

Song stuck in my head: Corner of the Sky - Ben Platt. I’ve been listening to him on repeat for about 4 hours now because of this one <3

Last movie: Captain America: Winter Soldier (god tier film)

Last show: Finished showing my family Parks and Rec the other week, currently working my way through It’s Always Sunny in Philadelphia

When I created this blog: July 2014?

What I post: mostly spn stuff here now, but also marvel/star wars/six of crows/anything im obsessing over at any given time

Last thing I googled: “Ben Platt” to confirm he is the same age as Harry Style (talented kings)

Other blogs: @artemismarvel to separate my non-spn stuff (and to have somewhere to run away from spn sometimes) come say hi!

Do I get asks: Hardly ever, but I LOVE when I do so please send me literally anything <3

Reasoning behind my url: wanted something spn related when I gained the courage to actually join in here lol, and this comes from reoccurring Sam and Dean aliases Agents Page and Plant (I like plants better sorry to Jimmy Page)

Following: 273

Followers: 273 (apparently I like to keep it balanced haha nice coincidence)

Average hours of sleep: 6 or 7? I’m slowly getting better at sleeping a normal amount

Lucky number: 5 and 16

Instruments: learned harmonica at school, taught myself basic guitar and piano, currently working on drums!

What I’m wearing: my softest grey tshirt, blue sweatpants, and pink bed socks with bees on them (it was an at home day today)

Dream trip: have always wanted to do Europe, especially Greece, Rome, France, Britain and the Netherlands. Recently I’ve been interested in seeing Asia too!

Favourite food: hot chips/fries mmmhhh

Nationality: Kiwi! (or NZ European)

Favourite song: September - Earth, Wind & Fire. Back in Black - AC/DC is a very close second. They’re just both absolute jams and feel good songs

Last book read: As You Wish - Cary Elwes. The Princess Bride is my favourite movie, so this was just a fun listen. Last fiction book? The Princess Bride - William Goldman haha

3 Fictional universes I’d want to live in: Star Wars, Shrek, Star Trek (THEE big three, obviously)

Favourite colour: it’s been yellow for a very long time but I actually think it’s forest green now

Tags! @chocolatecakecas @chef-of-a-mind @piinktearxs @captainmmarvel @queerbaiter @casjpg @casdeservesallthelove @masterobiwans @wafflelovingbatgirl @dropmysword @casthyelle @wemakeitupaswego @byedean @jellydeans @castielsbeeslippers @asmolbeane @smiledean @casslicker @detective-diaz @today-your-my-little-bitch @proserpinesque @violareys @hhistoryhuh @waywardlyfe (so yeah basically all the mutuals, love you guys ♡ no pressure to do it and I'm sure a bunch of you have done it before lol but I had fun doing it)

#tag game #guys i can't explain how much i enjoy tag games I'm so sorry if you don't care just ignore me haha 💘

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flowernerdcastiel · 2 years

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I posted 1.650 times in 2021

33 posts created (2%)

1617 posts reblogged (98%)

For every post I created, I reblogged 49.0 posts.

I added 69 tags in 2021

#supernatural - 16 posts

#spn - 13 posts

#destiel - 11 posts

#mitski - 6 posts

#nov 5th - 5 posts

#castiel - 5 posts

#mitski comeback - 4 posts

#november 5th - 3 posts

#this. - 3 posts

#i'm screaming - 3 posts

Longest Tag: 96 characters

#i also found a lot of other bury me at makeout creek referencres both in the clip and the lyrics

My Top Posts in 2021

okay so cas is a lizzo fan, right? then jack gotta be one too

One day, in the middle of the night, jack is walking in the bunker bc they’re having insomnia. Cas, as the worried father and sleepless angel he is, asks jack what’s bothering them so much.

jack: they don’t know cas.....

cas, tilting his head in confusion: who, jack? what do “they” not know?

jack: the reason, the REAL reason she’s doing everything for...

cas: who is “she”?

jack: LIZZO, CAS ! THEY DON’T KNOW SHE DOES IT FOR THE CULTURE ! WHEN WILL THEY KNOW???

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1 DAY.

One day.

ONE MORE DAWN

ONE MORE DAY

ONE DAY MORE

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Guys it's about destiel.

19 notes • Posted 2021-11-05 11:53:43 GMT

Day was normal

Until these two grown ups with the syllable "mi" (mitski and misha) decided to end global warming and every problem in the world by just tweeting something

Oh yeah also mark broke his house computer

23 notes • Posted 2021-10-05 02:22:18 GMT

I just finished supernatural

I’m speechless. Tbh I already knew a lot of the things on the finale bc of tumblr but actually watching it??? a WHOLE other experience

I’ve lived those 15 years in 4 months (3 if I hadn’t wacthed the 12th season so slowly) and wow so many feelings

In the beggining of the year I wasn’t going to therapy bc it was too expensive and we couldn’t find a good one, but everything passed through me like a storm and would feel everything and nothing. By the end of july, I started the show.

A friend of mine used to talk abt it all the time and I told her I was willing to watch it bc y’know, something to pass the time and I was already part of the superwholock fandom but only the sherlock part of it. After we saw the first and second episodes together, I was obsessed. In the first ep, Dean got introduced and every damn thing he said, I saw myself. It was really weird bc for the first time, it wasn’t like with glee or haikyuu, when I saw rachel berry and oikawa tooru as a kid/preteen and decided they would be my personality. No, Dean was me and the consequences of everything that happended in my life until now; but with fantasy stuff ofc. It would be my therapy.

So, I started to binge watch the show. A lot of awful things happened to me during this year and for everyone, I had the next 5 episodes of spn waiting for me. I had Carry On My Wayward Son, I had Cas, I had characters that got me so fucking emotionally attached to, that gave me strength to carry on. The fandom really is something.

Tomorrow is ENEM, the huge college exam to students in Brazil and I was so damn nervous(still am), so I decided to finally end spn. The ending was TERRIBLE, like REALLY BAD; everyone knows that already. Although, I cried a lot, bc when all those feelings came to me and I could breathe.

All there is to say, is a huge thank you to everyone involved with Supernatural, but specially us, the fandom. I never would have thought that a freaking fanfic(and this, your living kiss) about a 15year show would make me actually work my trauma. I’ve got a therapist now and she’s really good. Ofc I do talk a lot abt spn with her and is actually really helpful. Anyways, that’s the road so far.

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tinkdw · 7 years

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This may be more of a commentary on the fandom and their reactions to 12x15 and the preview for 12x19 than the show itself. When 12x15 rolled out, I saw a lot of comments that are somewhat anti-Dean-ish in that Cas doesn't owe Dean explanations or need his permission to do things/go to heaven. Now with the preview I'm see anti-Cas-ish comments because Dean is hurt/angry. I'm not saying one is right over the other, I think they're both valid in a way. It's just interesting 1/2

… how different factions view the same situation. Especially when some of those views/comments attack those who disagree with them … i think i wandered off topic. Anyway, just an interesting thing I’ve seen come up. 2/2.

Hi,

I agree with you that it is so interesting how people can see the SAME THING and come away with completely different view points. This can be said for so many things, well, actually ANYTHING. Politics, food, art, even people - I mean there can be a general consensus that Jensen Ackles is the hottest thing that ever was hot, but some people would massively disagree, I mean most straight guys would say he’s good looking, fine, but that Scarlett Johanssen or whoever is the hottest thing to ever hot, or whatever, my point being that people can derive hugely different opinions based on the SAME INFORMATION.

I find this fascinating, I studied Classics, Archaeology and Marketing because I’m fascinated by people and I think that’s in part why I love SPN - because the characters are so layered and fleshed out in comparison to most tv shows, movies, even a lot of books!

What is NOT OK is when people hate on others for having a different opinion. This idea that you’re either with us or AGAINST US and I will ATTACK you for being DIFFERENT.

Imo the people who watch this show and enjoy it’s message (which is LOVE by the way, NOT HATE, THAT IS THE WHOLE FREAKING POINT!) are the one’s who enjoy it most and seem to lead a happier, less hateful existence.

It’s a terrifying and despotic way to live your life and it makes me so sad that people can be like this. For themselves but more for the people they attack maliciously and with intent to hurt.

I think with this fandom people also stick to their favourites in a way that doesn’t happen in *ahem* less obsessive fandoms with less layered and interesting characters. People identify so much with a character and see themselves in them and so they are sometimes rabidly protective.

I won’t go into how I personally view in relation to the characters as it IS wanky, I’m sorry, against certain preferences of character just from what I have pieced together, but I’m not going there.

But I think the important thing is to try to enjoy the show based on what it GIVES US, what we see on screen and what we love to love. If the characters love each other LET THEM LOVE EACH OTHER.

If Dean decides to go to Hell for sam and tells Sam there is NOTHING he wouldn’t put before him - don’t negate this!

If Cas tells the brothers that they are his family and he loves them, while they tell him (and others btw to hammer the point home) that he is their family and they will fight FOR him - don’t negate this!

These are also not mutually exclusive btw, JFC I’m so sick of this.

I mean there was this weird Sam jealous of Cas thing going on in season 8 and how did it end? BADLY. Sam learned his lesson, that Dean wouldn’t put anyone before him, but also in later seasons learned to let go of Dean too, and never, ever questioned Dean’s profound bond or whatever with Cas again. If anything he just laughs and goes along with it now, supporting Dean specifically when he is emotional about Cas (e.g. 10x05, 11x15, 12x10, 12x17).

Yes, Cas doesn’t OWE it to Dean to tell him where he is etc. But given their situation as best friends he kinda should expect a backlash if he doesn’t.

Yes, Dean should tell Cas that he appreciates him more (and by the way so should Sam) but this isn’t a part of who Dean is yet.

Yes, Dean is hurt by Cas going away unannounced, but Dean also just stood there looking angsty and repressed and kind of angry when Cas was spilling his innermost in 12x12, while it was Sam who had to step in and say something supportive, and if that was ME dying I would have all kinds of thoughts going around my head like “OH, ok, well THANKS A BUNCH”. I think I might decide a little alone time isn’t a bad idea.

Yes, Sam is the most important person in Dean’s life, but Dean also needs to let go of the reins for himself and for Sam.

Yes, Mary is behaving in a terribly ‘bad’ way but she is struggling with LIFE.

I mean all these characters have a lot of stuff going on!!!! They are not perfect, Chuck that would be boring. So of course they sometimes do stuff that is gonna make us and the others mad, thats how drama is made. Sheesh.

I’d rather be a part of the LOVE crowd please, no matter what anyone ships, hate has no place in any of it.

#asks #wank for ts #Anonymous

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queengeek · 6 years

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FACTS ABOUT ME

1. I N T R O V E R T

2. CONCERT QUEEN... sa banyo

3. Guitar acoustic player

4. 5 footer and PROUD (at least CUTE!)

5. Dancing Machine

6. R E G I S T E R E D N U R S E

7. Geek. Period.

8. Bookworm

9. Potterhead (from books to movies)

10. Short tempered. (Lalo na kung height pinag uusapan... make a joke, and I'll make sure that's the last thing you've ever done alive)

11. Kpop Fan since 2012 || SHAWOL || MVP

12. Mentally, emotionally and physically weak, di lang halata.

13. Good swimmer, kahit bansot

14. Wala akong favourite colour

15. Mahilig sa HepaFoods

16. Dog's Nanny || Surrogate Eomma

17. Ninja

18. Pikon. Nananapak!

19. 55.5% na maganda, lol

20. Obsessed kila Stitch at Pikachu

21. When drinking coffee, pinapalamig ko muna ung hot water saka ko sia iinumin

22. Never kong naging hobby ang smoking at drinking, pwe!

23. Pango, tanggap ko naman

24. Mahilig kumain, baboy eh

25. Binge-watcher, mapaSeries man (American, English or even Korean) or movies (Sci-fi, RomCom, Book adaptations, horror, suspense)

26. Mahaba pasensya, pero mahirap makalimot (you've been warned)

27. MCU Fan (movies lang though, nakakalito kasi if pati comics maexplore ko na)

28. YouTuber (subscribe to Corina Cesar)

29. Mahilig sa spicy foods.

30. Madaming CRUSH, malande!

31. SoKor is my dream place, I wanna live there someday.

32. Frustrated chef.

33. Almost all of my songs (phone) consist of OST's, don't blame me! I just love them.

34. Love the songs of Silent Sanctuary and E Heads.

35. Madalas magka-crush sa babae

36. 55.5% tamad

37. Dream ko din mag doktor, but I have money and time issues, so we'll see.

38. Kalog, when surrounded by people I am comfortable with.

39. 50% Optimist, 50% Pessimist

40. Psychopath, I could kill you a hundred ways on my mind (savagely, painfully, intimately and slowly), scary person

41. Instagram: czarcorinne.rn (follow me)

42. Tamad mag suklay (messy hair dont care)

43. Slow poke, sobra

44. I prefer sunrises than sunsets

45. I write journal entries sometimes, pero walang natatanggap.

46. Spoiled brat (minsan)

47. Back in elementary, on our Christmas party, I spent my savings to give personalised Xmas cards to all of my classmates and teachers (good girl eh)

48. Near death experience happened to me back in Olongapo City, nung namimili kami ng big sister ko ng fireworks, when nagkaroon ng stampede, turns out may nagsindi ng sigarilyo sa mga paputok, and everyone panicked.

49. Loves prinitong galunggong (toasted)

50. Poor sa sports, allergic sa bola.

51. Weird manamit.

52. Poor sa math. Realtalk.

53. May second lead syndrome (kdrama fans can relate)

54. Wears eyeglasses, minsan eye contact lenses (far sighted), pasintabi sa mga naiisnob, di kayo makita that time, probably.

55. Prefers rubber shoes than heels

56. Prefers pants than skirts.

57. Always on pajama party mode.

58. Never natutong magdrive ng wheels.

59. Learned to play guitar after college (school - focused kasi before)

60. Loves brownies.

61. Pizza addict.

62. Takot tumawid sa daan. Realtalk

63. O T A K U

64. Hugoterang frog

65. Late bloomer

66. Goal Digger

67. Asawa ni Lee JoongSuk. Ambisyosa.

68. Bunso sa tatlong bibe. Lol

69. Moody 100%

70. GOT, SPN, Greys and TVD are my favourite American Series

71. Sherlock and Broad Church are my favourite British Series

72. Ka- age ko lang mga pamangkin ko

73. Pinaka bunso sa lahat ng magpipinsan (maternal side)

74. Takot sa Flying IPIS

75. Professional bitter. Choss

76. Mahilig sa souvenirs, hoarder.

77. 50% love for cats, 50% love for dogs.

78. Alam ko mag bike!

79. Versatile sleeper (kahit saan, kahit kailan)

80. I consider numbers 3 and 9 as my lucky #'s

81. Topnotcher in high school.

82. Madalas magka- crush sa bakla

83. I used to be bullied back in elementary.

84. Wala akong kakilala na kamag anak sa paternal side ko.

85. Favorite subject: Science

86. First dance ko back in JSP was my crush on school (lucky girl)

87. I'm trying my best to live life with no regrets. YOLO kase.

88. "Work hard, sleep HARDER." Motto in layp

89. Prefers Baguio City than Manila

90. Sakiting bata.

91. Madaldal.

92. Admin sa barangay page namin (Taga Macarcarmay Kami ♡♡♡)

93. Dream ko gumawa ng vlogs about the places and first time experiences ko.

94. Sometimes, mas mature daw ako mag isip than my siblings.

95. Book collector ng book series (obsessed eh)

96. Maka mama. Wala kayong pake!

97. Dream ko matuto ng sign language

98. Likes Retro music

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