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#*ajedits#i'm not tagging all of them LMFAO#oc: hildegard van markham#f: van markhams#ig#anyway#ash im so so grateful for this bc i've been wanting to do something for hilda and her siblings 🙏#the family that tries to kill each other definitely... does not stay together LMFAO#messy ass hoes.#white lilies bc they're a funeral flower :) lots of death symbolism with this family#and dom is.. clearly the odd one out but he has a different mother (margareta is his only Full sibling)#anyway im tired. i have agonized over this FOR HOURS#thank u again for such a lovely template ash kissing you and loving you#OH AND OBLIGATORY SHARED CUSTODY WITH CHAR DISCLAIMER#bc they have plans for dom >:3
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i just want to say that these two have been on my mind literally all of january. the thought of the debauchery they would indulge in. bobby and his pretty boygirlfriend. using him as a decoy in robberies, his cute lil thing an easy distraction while he takes what he needs, allowing them both to easily slip away. getting to show off his pretty baby in clubs, having a sweet little thing as his passenger princess during long drives through the dessert. a doll for him to dress up and have hanging off his arm wherever they go. anyway <3
#my friend and i have coined the pairing name psychostalker bc of these respective roles how we feelin about that#im gonna tag brainrot ab this au under:#psychostalker brainrot#i'm so glad all of us are equally deranged and frothing over feminizing both felix and ollie lmfao#it's what they deserve. but i think these two characters together/bobby with any of barry's old fem characters is just on another level#the possibilities are endless and i will speak my truth no more pussy shit#bestie and i have literally written whole au ideas with these two#it's the strongest brainworm i've had in months#i can't get them out but idk if it's too niche to write a proper fic about#cattonquick#saltburn#felix x oliver#he went that way#bobby falls#quick-catton brainrot
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really love how throughout a lot of smith and jones martha is really skeptical and apprehensive towards ten (+ one of my favorite exchanges between them - "what, people call you 'the doctor'?" "yeah?" "well, i'm not. far as i'm concerned, you've got to earn that title."), not taking everything he says at face value, even doubting the fact he's an alien until over halfway through the episode.. And like. i really truly think the thing that wins her over isn't him kissing her or any of the other insane mixed messages he manages to send, it's this scene here, where he /earns that title/ in her eyes:
(+ david's bit in the commentary, where he says: "[the doctor] has actually sacrificed himself, and - i would say, that that final act of selflessness is what finally, eventually, welds martha to him. [...] and she now returns it. she returns that act of selflessness.")
this is what their relationship is built on. it isn't about martha being the second-best replacement to rose or a rebound or whatever. bc it isn't really about rose. it's about doctor-in-training martha meeting someone (quite literally, "the doctor") whose ideals she aspires to, and doing her best to be the same person to him as he is to everyone else. it's about ten in return admiring her intelligence and inquisitiveness and how she cares for human life, recovering his compassion, letting himself lean on her for support - and then remembering at the most inopportune moments that he's supposed to not need anyone and be on his own forever. And around in their little nightmare loop they go where they save each other over and over until one of them breaks
i've seen ppl look at martha and go "why she does she admire/why is she so in love with ten if he acts like that to her?" or something along those lines and like. it's not just the fact she's in love with him (in fact i'd argue she actively tries to push it aside post-gridlock). it's the fact that she knows he's the kind of person to put everyone else's lives/well-being over his own. she trusts him to save her when she's in trouble even though it's been like two days at most that they've known one another bc she recognizes that same "deep all-encompassing drive to help others" in him. and she also recognizes, much much earlier than him, that he needs someone to save him, especially when he's unwilling to save himself. and yeah for a bit she thinks he returns her feelings and is just playing hard-to-get, but she realizes pretty early on that this probably isn't the case, and i think that realization fully solidifies here:
(this is when she's listening to ten talk abt gallifrey). And idk it might just be me but i think this expression isn't just her empathizing with his loss. it's also guilt, for wanting something from him that he's clearly unable to give when he's wracked with so much grief. (and you see it in the next episode, where tallulah asks if they're together and martha says for certain that they're not, and that he doesn't know about her feelings for him. she keeps everything to herself bc she now knows that when he shut her flirting down at the end of 3x01 it was the genuine reaction of someone who a) isn't interested and b) is scared of getting close with someone else again)
freema described their dynamic as "she's keener than him" and i think about this all the time. martha doesn't really take what ten throws at her. what she does instead is constantly poke holes in his already-failing front of "i will show someone the wonders of the universe so i can ignore what is wrong with me". what she does is stand up and fight him when he tries to go off on his own. what she does is put aside her well-being in favor of helping someone - just like what she saw him do for the people in the hospital when they first met. tldr, that's the doctor and his doctor and rip martha you would've loved who's gonna save u now by rina sawayama
#THIS ISNT ABOUT ROSE WE CAN STOP THINKING ABOUT THAT WHITE GIRL FOR 1 SECOND. IDC#ALL SHE DOES W REGARDS TO MARTHA IS REMIND HER THAT TEN ISNT GOING TO FALL IN LOVE W HER.#ALL SHE DOES W REGARDS TO TEN IS REMIND HIM THAT EVERY TIME HE LOVES SOMEONE HES FATED TO LOSE THEM. WE CAN IGNORE HER PAST THIS. GBLESS#martha jones#tenth doctor#dr who#ten and martha#'theyre like a rebound' shooting you with my laser eyes sorry. martha says it when she still thinks he's taking her on dates#if he hadn't opened up about gallifrey she would've been totally fine w him taking her back home#and meanwhile ten is very unaware of any kind of romantic element until like the fuckinn. last possible moment lmfao#they are doctor and mentally unstable bus driver. Or perhaps grieving man (genderneutral) and their One (1) friend that has to support them#um idk what this post is. i wanted to pick apart martha's brain for a hot second.#edit:#it's not like 5 am and i'm reading these tags and they're a lot more mean than i meant to put them down as#Not changing them bc i already wrote so much it's out there in the world already sorry. just imagine i'm saying this all nicely#10 era
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into the deep end - 30k T orufrey fic, focusing on memory trauma, disability, and romance.
the sweet oblivion of the victim, the poisoned freedom of the other.
for one moment - it had felt like two parts returned - the needed reunion of two disparate halves. no more secrets, no more pain.
the moment you get to give back what you never wanted to take. that moment, under the night-blooming flowers, when they had both let out the same single broken sigh of relief.
but they were never whole to begin with, were they?
qifrey swore he wouldn't say 'sorry' to this man any more if he could help it - sorry is cheap now. he didn't want to be in a position ever again where you only have 'sorry' left. so he just looks down into the threads of his blanket, strains his eye until it hurts, feeling his insides - his throat, heart and head - burn with pain. he expects more, but olly says nothing.
olly says nothing.
#witch hat tag#orufrey#sorry i wanted to make a new post for my fic since the first illustration is new.#*stands in the middle of a desolate field in the pouring rain* Please Read My Tale...Blease..Oh god please..*collapses to the ground*#someone asked if there's spoilers in it. Um...yes. Sorry...it's about everything#maybe i should describe it more? it's about qifrey becoming more and more disabled - as i feel is his canon trajectory#and both of them processing the choices that have been made. it was necessary for me to explore this in order to fully understand orufrey#and for them to have the cathartic conclusion-that's why this is important to me for my witch hat fanwork making life. this connects it all#and having dived into qifrey's mind and lived through oru's feelings i was able to get to a place that is possible for them.#the hit/kudos ratio is so pathetic idek what happened. ppl opening it realising its long and saving it for later or just bailing lmfao#idek any more i hate advertising my writing i hate trying to get more ppl to read my long fics it's so hard 🥲#i'm so much prouder of this than my art...i was able to sink deeply into the orufrey feelings i had always wanted to fully explore#so. it's there lol.........i reread the date/kiss segment today after trying to forget about it thinking maybe the fic is just BAD lol#and like.....nope! i like it very much and this is what i was trying to get across. and it's always there to be read by anyone who wants to#and i will always remember the bliss i felt while writing when i was just lost in their world and living as them. dear GOD i love them.#i'm grateful to myself that i put in the work and love to make this so that i can always come back to it. i wanna illustrate scenes properly#but i'm never satisfied with drawing things i've written because i just can't capture the vivid experience in my mind. maybe one day.
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More from Part One.
#solas#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#dai#da:i#solas dragon age#solas rp#darp#dragon age: inquisition#i should have a special tag for these because one day i know im gonna wanna find them all#and listen guys- come here- ok? let's have a small chat#I'm sharing these audio clips so we can all just have a bit of fun ok#so let's all just enjoy them#Just let Solas whisper sweet nothings into your ears okay?#like just let this happen#anyway my favorite comments from you guys is those of you#who don't even like Solas being like *chefs kiss* lmfao#like haha got u :3#Solas audio
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Thing that I spent entirely too much time on.
Song -> Snowflakes by Shihoko Hirata (NARASAKI remix) from Persona 4: Dancing All Night
#ffxiv#ffxiv video#my video#ffxiv oc#oc: nomin tal kheeriin#flashing#flashing lights#i couldn't get the camera mod to work#so this is all me manually recording each angle#and then stitching them together#you can see one transition where my stitch failed#i did my best to make it a replicated visual of the dance in p4dan#the tag game i decided to lose myself on this for will come out eventually lmfao#i'm just deciding to be super extra about it#nomin is also cosplaying yukiko amagi
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Finished the Seashells collection a couple of weeks ago, so I drew my girl who did it all possible.
#neopets#neotag#neoart#aisha#god i HATE RESTOCKING SDFG#I have fun memories now that weeks have passed and this drawing is kinda old and forgot to upload it#but my gods was it a nightmare on the last stretch HSHJS#i actually finished the shenkuu one too before i finished this drawing oOOPS;#anyways aishas are fun to draw just found out#unrelated how did the ogrin drawing got 250+ notes like what????? ?? ??#I wasn't even that proud of it#but to everyone that commented nice things i've read you all and have made 100% of the motivation i've been having lately hahaha#I should draw my neo characters more ofter but;;; hmmm...... I'm still working them outttttt#and i don't want to present cringe on the neotag HASJKDAS#at least not for now LMFAO#vin doods#to whoever is reading my tags by this point i'd love receiving requests in my inbox#I'm always in look for ideas#art trades as well!!#although i know no one here i'm still open for them ahaha#ok too much rambling
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Might do some more tomorrow but for now here yous go ✨
Personal favourite;
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like i should not have to say in the notes of my fics on ao3 'this is a gen fic, it is clearly marked as a gen fic, it is not meant to be shippy, please respect that' when the fic is already clearly marked as gen and with tags indicating the dynamics are not romantic/sexual.
and then it still doesn't work. people still do this shit, no matter how loudly or clearly people say that on their fics. nobody can make you read and interpret a fic a certain way but what is it gonna take for you to understand other people's gen fics are not about your ship and you absolutely should not be saying things about your ship to the author based on their gen fic. most of fandom is already about you and what you're interested in can you not be happy with that and leave me and my fics and every other gen fic out there the hell alone.
#gav gab#is it not enough that most of this is already for you? does it need to be ALL OF IT?#the entitlement of people who think the point of fandom on the whole is shipping is off the charts#and it often speaks to how they view real people and relationships too tbh#look at any anecdote on this website involving affection or acts of care or going to extraordinary measures for someone#and the tags and comments are full of people being fucking weird about it#if the nature of the relationship between the people spoken about is explicitly nonromantic#which as an aromantic. lmfao.#if people cannot be normal about my gen fic#i definitely cannot trust them to be normal about my marriage#is all i'm saying
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I'm SO obsessed with them.
After this I believe they are both equally as unhinged as the other, just opposite ends of a spectrum about it HAHAHAHAHA
Also...
More micro organisms.............. (FAVE PANEL TBH LOOK AT THEM)
#fire emblem#feh#I LOVE THEM BOTH. SO MUCH. SO DEARLY#i'm SO obsessed w how alfonse just. really did go 'i'm not doing that.' and made sharena deal w it HAHAHAHA#little exchanges like these really makes them shine as siblings i think! they're both so funny LMFAO 🥺#AND SHARENA. HER UNMATCHED WLW SWAG. SHE'S TOO POWERFUL#also if you haven't played the recent chapter don't let my comic deceive you.#it does sort of look like al is telling sharena what to do in that panel where they're whispering to each other#but no. al was just reminding her of some advice. essentially a riddle. sharena did that all on her own.#THE POTENTIAL THOUGH.... of goofy sibling antics..... deploy the more outgoing and conventionally cutesy one to achieve A Goal#i really do love how it feels like sharena has been playing bigger roles/has more agency lately 🥺🥺#it absolutely feels more like she and alfonse are a team now. instead of just tagging along.#not to mention it feels shari really has been growing into her own!#carefully considering her position and what she wants for herself... seeming more focused and resolved....#ough. finally. intsys is being nice to her 🫡🥲#sharena#fe alfonse#fe nerthuz#my art
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most days I'm so chill with the fact I'm non-contact with my father, it was the best decision, I hate him, my life is so much more peaceful without him
then bam it's a random Tuesday at 8pm and I'm sobbing because I miss having a dad, like, excuse me what is this??
#im ping ponging between its all his fault he made all those decisions to maybe he was doing what he thought was right#i barely ever had a dad so i dont know what im crying for pff#if he died tomorrow I'm not sure I'd go to his funereal I don't want him at my wedding#but sometimes I want him to just hold me and read me narnia like he did when I was 9#my parents were terrible but its cause they didnt know what they were doing but i dont know how to make peace with that#would it have killed them to be nice to me?#this is very simplified but yk#gonna go read some draco scorpius centred fanfics now to make me cry more cant wait!!#i hate him i hate him i HATE HIM I HATE HIM#but i didnt always and i dont want to but there are things you just cant take back#anywayz thats enough trauma dumping on main lmfao#if anyone has any father child centred fanfictions do let me know and give them to me plz thanks#daddy issues#are screaming#scorpius malfoy#and god do i hate his new wife#this is way too many tags im sorry to anyone whos made it down here lmfao
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scrapped pose from theo's birthday edit
little koala 🐨
#river dipping#theodore doe#matthias evanoff#echthroi#a burning house to live in#ts4#blender#...that's just my general tag for pics of their sims but this is them in blender so it feels weird to use that... oh well lmfao#i'm waiting for sim ripper to load one of the outfits i need for this pose i wanna make so. i'm just in blender spinning mattodore around#i could start working on the pose now and apply the armature later but i'll just wait#ignore theo's weird knees btw........... it's just blender the pose looked fine in game when i tested it originally#do NOT ignore matthias's pancake ass tho! for some reason these slacks just do that to his ass. it's sooo criminal!! he has a bubble butt!!#anyway... theo is like. openly sobbing but his face is literally buried in matthias's shoulder so you can't see his expression#he's so wounded here... i mean obviously since this was originally gonna be in the edit but........ :/#yk that bit from the caption on the edit where theo gets flashbacks and describes the breeze and the looming darkness.....#and then to have matthias see it all... like that recognition of a part of theo's self that he doesn't even turn his own face toward... ugh#he needed that comfort yk... and he needed to be held. at every age.#UGHHHHH okay okay i'm letting myself get emotional here let's go back to thinking abt matthias's pancake ass in these pics haha funny#insert that screenshot of roman texting ''i am going to kill myself'' to gerri
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weird little birthday thing i spent way too much time on while simultaneously not working very hard on anywayyyyyy shout out to the first one piece character i ever drew aceeee
#one piece#portgas d ace#monkey d. luffy#sabo#asl brothers#i've never drawn sabo from the front and i'm not about to start now#its pointing out things in my own art time: ace's top surgery scars are shaped like anchors bc i'm hilarious#arguably this would be a funnier joke w luffy but i have a whole different trans luffy joke so#my new years resolution is to uhhhhhhhh draw more fcking backgrounds so i can get better at them lmfao#opart#technically this can go in the#doodles#tag bc i did not clean it up at all
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My sample pins arrived!! 🤩👽🐰
The other three in the Summer Blubbin' set are drying bc the pinbacks came off with their rear protective sheets and I had to glue them back on. 😭 I'm pretty happy with their sizes overall! Bogos binted came out kind of large and the raygun came out kind of small by comparison though, so I'll probably see what I can do to fix them. And with the Blubby pins, I might lower the opacity of her blush, it printed kinda dark.
In addition to these I got a few extra designs for funsies. Some TMBG pins based off the Hotel Detective MV for my friends and I who are going to see them this year!! 🤩 One with that WTTH photo I did a redraw of, just for me. And two JFKs (Clone High) bc I thought they'd make funny collar pins hehe. I keep meaning to watch the new season but I want to watch the original again first... hard to find the time!!
#I have drafts for a bunch of the other original clones too. Maybe sometime down the line I could do em all up.#I think they'd be kinda niche for the events I table at tho???? 😭#I've been having a rough month so these cheered me up today... :')#Further rambles here in the tags:#I'm still waiting for the mini gacha machines I ordered to ship out... im so impatient haha. but im so anxious about them too lol.#worrying theyre going to cancel the order or something 😨😭 idk!!!#ill tell you what though. next time im doing acrylic pins these badboys are going on clear acrylic.#get the fun coloured acrylic he said. it'll look great he said.#it does look great. but the cost is crazy compared to clear. especially bc there are two colours#i know the alien backing colour looks kinda orange but theyre pink!!#also not sure about this but im considering producing the summer blubbin set at all???#or maybe doing that set down the line. just bc the aliens kicked their ass on every interest poll i did LMFAO#or maybe even swapping their backing from orange to the same pink the aliens are on???? 🤔🤔🤔#many things to consider#grafftalk
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So... I did... something. Several things. Take
#live a live#shitpost a live#slight nsfw?#question mark?#no way i'm tagging all these characters lmfao#anyway#i really hope everyone likes these#it's my first time doing something like this#i wasn't sure on some parts of them#once i found where to get the sprites there was no way i wasn't gonna jump on the shitpost train#choo choo motherfuckers#go to bed rosie#also going back and tagging pairings because... reasons i only *just* learned#oersted x alethea#oersted x alicia#if you prefer the fan translation#masaru x lei#a little bit#sorry!
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i found the lifesteal fanfiction (my ace ass still can't comprehend relationships and how they form lmfao i'm living in some wild qpr fantasy of my own creation)
#this is all /lh btw#i'm not gonna main tag this#the handwriting next to clown and branzy reads “them in the streams” btw#for some context i read two banger ass (unfinished) fics that had some flavor of clownzy thrown in there#and they just started busting out the shameless flirting n stuff and i was like “WHERE'S THE DRAMA???? WHERE'S THE BUILDUP???????”#and then i rewatched the s3 videos and realized oh this is exactly what happened actually lmfao#anyway i'm perpetually two seconds away from going “fine i'll do it myself” but the only thing holding me back from exploding is-#-the fact that i'll make this huge ass interconnected timeline and character dynamic and then when it comes time to the actual writing i'll#-just never get anything written#the clownzy bit is the funniest thing i've ever seen btw#the jester's art#the jester's sketch#if you guys want links to the fics i found i can throw them in the comments i have not stopped thinking about them since i read them
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