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People calling it a "quarter life crisis" forget that with the way life expectancy, healthcare, and food nutrient content is going these days it's probably a "third life crisis" at best.
#midlife crisis#quarter life crisis#third life crisis#percentages#i'm not even 27 yet#but I'll be LUCKY to get another 50 years#i feel like that post about hamsters#where they scurry along following a silver line connecting their birth to their death#scurrying without fear knowing with absolute certainty what's gonna get them in the end#I feel like I know how I'm gonna die#and it's not pleasantly in my sleep in my 90s surrounded by loved ones i can tell you that#i'm not in a good place right now
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I'm gonna be honest with you guys.
For a few weeks now i am having a really deep depression point. These things come and go but i don't want to do anything...
Eventhough i'd want to do so much...
I'm really close to finishing the Kralkatorrik statue
I have the scetch-plan for the next lazy comic update
I bough an old childhood game that i wanna replay as an adult (neighbors from hell 1-2)
I want to farm out my legendary gear for GW2
By all means i got things i look forward to, but atm i just don't care...
As i'm writing this it's 14:31 and i'm still in bed...
I have night shift today... i'm just gonna stay in bed till i have to go.
#delete later#just wanted to get this off my chest#i'm not in a good place right now#and it's not like something happened either i'm just... siiigh i just wish i wasn't born rn
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I hope you guys know I’m also mentally loopy I just don’t post about it in fear of having it come up years later
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Can you pls also share sleepy lwj and wwx bc I know the perfect place for them to nap as well!! 🤩
The sleepy lads, at your whims! Transparent too!
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#They will likely need to be resized#But here they are! I can't wait to see where they nap next!#I really want to make more...There are a lot of fun ideas I have.#Someone requested the nie brothers and I am most certainly Working On It!#I'm personally having a blast right now dragging them around my screen. Snoozing all over the place!#ONE DAY ILL FIGURE OUT HOW TO MAKE AND DISTRIBUTE STICKERS......I am taping them to my sketchbook like a monster.#Had a dream about making some svsss ones that apparently I was selling to support the writer's strike?#The concepts were good. I might need to make them into reality.
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"I decided it's my break day today,
Oh coincidentally, I'm gonna sit here, and watch you work."
also it's too cute how Nemo just came run at me whenever i sat on a bench
#my time at sandrock#mtas#mtas unsuur#mtas builder#mtas nemo#fanart#FHSDHdhsds tbh HIS PINNING WAS EXCITING#but after that HE REALLY DOESN'T HAVE ANY OTHER STORIES at ALL to tell during DATE HELP fhasdhdhsd#he is JUST like Sebek I'M CRYINg @sebek stop talking about ur malleus sama guard duty @unsuur stop talking only about the civil corps fshds#i'm dying my heart is faltering from the monotony; but just like the rule of thumb on every fandom; it depends to us to enrich the characte#so now i'm trying to enhance my delusional level & it's working right now when i sat there & watched him work#Maybe I was HASTY because HE WAS the first fish that BIT; andeverygamehasthatcharacterthatissoveryeasytogetbutwithlessdepthinthem#BUT thinking back#HE is REALLY A NICE GUY#WITH A NICE HEART that's just IN THE RIGHT PLACE; and HE IS FUNNY TO BOOT fshdshdj#i actually cried when he talked about what his proudest stack of stones meant to him#because the value in it hits too close to home#and when he said pls tell me if i no longer have a good personality bcs i would like to be the first one to know#AND DON'T GET ME STARTED ON THE FACE ON THE LEMON SOUP FSHDHSSFHSDH#I FELL RIGHT THEN RIGHT THERE#I FELL FOR HIM FOR ALL THE RIGHT REASONS#HE IS TOO CUTE AND SINCERE AND QUIRKY#DID YOU GUYS SEE WHEN HE JUST STRAIGHT WENT TO BED AFTER PAINTING FHSDHSDHSD I CAN'T; I LOST IT RIGHT THERE#everytime he said SET THE MOOD I'M DONE FHSDHSDH i am not sure if i should be glad or not that the music he plays when painting never retur#even when he said he's gonna SET THE MOOD again FHADHS it's way TOO FUNNY I JUST CAN'T
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this is where I'm currently at emotionally btw.
edit: some people are asking for the link, so here it is! I made this immediately after waking up this morning and still feeling sad about them. enjoy! (or not? I guess?)
#good omens#good omens spoilers#good omens season 2 spoilers#good omens 2 spoilers#gos2 spoilers#aziracrow#ineffable husbands#Aziraphale#Crowley#they'll find their way back to each other eventually I know#but right now I just need to wallow in sadness for a bit#doesn't help that it's currently raining where I live#elle is talking again#you know I'm at a very rough place emotionally when I'm making playlist#Spotify
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You're a good show, Gen V, but you will never be him.
#know your place#gen v#the boys#amazon gen v#sky high#catching up right now i'm on ep 2#pretty good so far#marie is baby
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I'm not including a situation where someone might be injured because in that case I'm thinking the bed goes to them by default or they are nominated for it. anyone who wants to be chatty goes to join the living room floor gang.
What are your thoughts and headcanons? Do you have thoughts on how the boys tend to approach assigning beds in inns? Who do the chain choose to sleep near when camping and why? What are their dynamics like when settling down for the night and getting ready for the day?
In "Mirror Vs Open Closet Door: Fight!" by Gintrinsic (here) Four refers to the chain's decision on how to split up between inn rooms as the "Link-per-room ratio" which I find very funny. He, Sky, and Time also talk about their thought process behind why they do or don't want to sleep in a room with some of the others which I find fun and interesting.
So! If you have thoughts and want to share them! *gestures to the post!*
#linked universe#linkeduniverse#alrighty! now for my answers-#for the ranch question I think it varies which is why I'm asking in a poll. What do you think happens most often though?#each answer is a fun scenario so it's difficult to choose#but I think they'd try to act politely around Malon and Time for the first couple visits with straws or rock paper scissors#or showing generosity by offering the bed to someone else. (I bet Malon saying they're charming is quite the incentive#for more possible compliments. The chain as a whole would want to prove her right xD )#Once they're more comfortable in the house though I can totally see Wind and Legend making a mad dash for it while Wars yells after them xD#Wind probably ends up sharing with Four a lot since they're the littles#or Wind snuggles in with Wars Legend Wild etc#Wild and Twi/Wolfie have claimed the spot on the floor by the fireplace.#For inn rooms / castle rooms / camping - I tend to group them by how they're grouped a lot already#but a lil mixed up#Time - Sky - Wars are the good rest trio. they want a good night's rest please let them get their beauty sleep. often joined by Four#Wars goes between this group and wherever Legend is depending on how chatty he is that night.#Twi - Wild - Hyrule are snuggle/proximity buddies#Legend is attached to Hyrule's hip or sets up near Warriors to gossip and gripe. I can also see him setting up near Wild#in the eye of the storm as it were or just an interesting place to be. Wild and Hyrule can get to chatting about everything and anything#so if Legend wants background noise (Hyrule and Wild podcast omg)-#or a conversation he can be half a part of and jump in and out of while getting ready for the night or in the mornings-#this is a good place to be. add Wind and things get a bit more chaotic.#Wind gravitates to Wars and Legend too when curious and chatty. He gravitates towards Time when he wants something calmer.#Four tends to be near Sky or Twi or to Legend's group for the same reasons#I can see Four and Twi having a little book club going during downtimes where they talk about what they're reading. Sky likes to listen. <3#Wind thinks they're nerds but so is he and he can't resist a good story so he orbits and sometimes settles in and peppers questions.#it's funny that Time Sky and Wars want to sleep the most but Legend follows Wars to chat (and ends up bringing people with him xD )#there could be some conflict there oooo#Twi is by Time#it's almost a circle but with clusters of sleeping bags near on top of each other and filling the gaps
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My contribution to the Every Frame project hosted by @dotswithbrainrot! This was a lot of fun to do, I'm so happy and honored to be a part of this cool project!
Reblogs are appreciated. :)
#good omens#good omens spoilers#good omens 2#art#fanart#every frame matters#every frame project#crowley#aziraphale#ineffable husbands#my coloring style is in a weird place right now and it's been a bit frustrating lately#like i'm not sure what I want to do with it – I'd like to render more while still keeping it simple and I can't seem to achieve that#I also feel a bit limited by my current skill level#but I'll figure it all out eventually I guess#if you like
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YAY YOU'RE STILL UPDATING YAY!
I have no intention of stopping, in other words, even if the update schedule has been pushed to a two-week period for right this minute! To put a long story short, I've got some health issues that make it hard to stay at my desk & consistently work on stuff, & I don't quite have the means to fix those issues right this minute. So I'm pushin' through with what I've got, without putting myself into burnout! That's why it's taking a little bit, but everyone has been incredibly patient, & I'm always grateful for all the feedback I get in the meantime.
Thanks for sticking it out with me! 🧡
#mod post#mod draws#what i'm saying is w/o getting too into it: i'm too broke to get the things that would fix my ergonomics problems#so i'm working with a bad setup right now#when i get that fixed i can safely say i'll have more energy!#regardless i'm doing a lot better than i was a few years ago. my brain's in a good place to keep going with this
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#Finally got this outta my folders!#This is what I call a refined doodle#Feels good to color Skulk again#Then again I always enjoy drawing him...#Kitty and Ember are friends right?#So Skulker and Johnny could be to!#(I think they are you can't change my mind)#With that said I see them breaking the law or robbing places#But with Johnny the way he is somethings Kitty would pursue them only to end up like this from time to time#( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)#Better hope GZ's finest ain't after them#Danny Phantom#BlackCat and Hunter'sFlame need to go on a double date. That would be hilarious!#DSD577art#Drew a Skulk! I'm satisfied for awhile now
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You guys ever see something innocuous that still hits you like a freight train? I got to work this morning and I had to walk behind the main building to access a supply room. I was looking at my feet as I walked because the path was narrow and there were plenty of gnarled tree roots to snap my ankles on, when suddenly I saw a single weed growing among the gravel. It was a thistley little thing, a sprig of grass with a tiny purple flower sprouting out of the tip. I don't know why, but that flower broke me. I almost started crying right then and there. The purple was so bright, so out of place among the browns and grays and muddy greens of the alley between the motel and the chain link fence, that seeing it filled me with a dreadful sense of melancholy unlike anything I've felt in years. It was like the floodgates opened, and I have no idea why.
It probably won't even be there if I go back, some lizard has probably eaten it already, or it was flattened by the rain. This really messed me up, something so stupid and insignificant...
#my day#work#my job#flower#weeds#plants#mood#i am unwell#i'm not in a good place right now#mental health#emotional health
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THE BEST OF SHENKO 1/?
The end of the world has a way of reminding you of all the things you forgot to say do.
Mass Effect: Legendary Edition (2021)
#mira makes gifs ✨#kaidan alenko#sophie shepard#EDI#shenko#fshenko#mass effect#mass effect legendary edition#dailygaming#OTP: you're real enough for me#i learned i am physically incapable of creating less than like 20 gifs at a time#but shenko stonks are up right now!!#gif’ing my favorite bisexuals gives me joy 🥹#even though ME2 is dry as shit for shenko content like it’s literally the sahara desert#like a whole ass 10 minutes max of cutscenes between shep and kaidan like come on#like 2 minutes in the prologue and like 8 minutes of cutscenes on horizon#and then an email and looking at the picture in your cabin before the suicide mission#i'm so sorry y'all ME2 shenko canon is absolute shit (besides kaidan being rightfully angry on horizon) which is why we ✨ignore it✨ 🥰#but i rant about ME2 VS treatment too much so i will not write another essay about it in the tags#i will say the EDI line isn't the exact quote from the game but i think about it a lot tbf#same with the quote i borrowed from anderson too lmao (which is also a tiny bit paraphrased)#i just love EDI asking shep for relationship advice when you get to follow shep and kaidan's relationship/struggles across 3 games#and anderson's quote about all the things you forgot to do in relation kahlee to is just *chef's kiss* when you think about shenko#like whether it starts in ME1 or ME3 shenko has some really fantastic moments across the series#two characters with strong morals who realize that they're falling in love and literally start to become each other's strength??#their soft place to land?? their support when they need it?? shenko will always have my heart#also the shenko quotes you get are the most fire thing in the world#you're real enough for me?? you make me feel human?? i want to be your strength- your soft place to land?? shenko you will always be famous#I FORGOT IM GONNA FIGHT LIKE HELL FOR THE CHANCE TO HOLD YOU AGAIN TOO LIKE??#but i’ll stop ranting now bc i do that wayyy to much in my tags lol. have a good day wherever you are! <3
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I haven’t been here long. What irritating changes have been made?
Credit where it's due, some changes have been good, like polls and stuff! But the big recent changes thus far that I would classify as irritating are:
- The UI change. This one may be less irritating for newcomers because it's basically the same layout as twitter and instagram, but for a lot of folks who've been here a long time, it feels cramped and like a loss of identity for the site. For many, the appeal of tumblr is that it ISN'T an algorithm hell like twitter or insta. Also, there's the annoyance of having to relearn where everything is, because it all got moved around.
- The users being lab rats for various tests the devs wanna pull out of nowhere without consenting to beta testing new site features- like the one that took away user icons on the dash for like half the site. They finally put them back after getting enough feedback that said NO, but users were so used to their feedback being disregarded that they were half expecting the change to be pushed through anyway.
- The Netflix tie-in advertising being pushed even to people who had PAID tumblr for a no-ads experience. Complete with them somehow thinking it would be a good idea to put an unescapable-by-scrolling spooky clown on peoples' dashboards that u had to use ublock to get rid of. While I'm not scared of clowns and often find them quite charming, it sucks that staff didn't take coulrophobia being a common fear into account.
- A wave of fully sfw trans posts being wrongfully marked Mature and staff doing little to nothing about it. Not sure if this is still ongoing, but it destroyed a lot of trust and good will. (LGBT+ users have been having to fight a constant war against censorship ever since the adult content ban on tumblr, so yeah... Nevar 4get the list of banned search words that would bring back no results, like 'girl')
- The site gradually moving away from customization. Tumblr is a BLOGGING site. But it seems to have lost sight of that fact, because most new users don't even know you can fully customize your blogs with css and stuff (an option that is now off by default for new accounts!), because of the in-dash viewer giving you only how blogs look on mobile, which is a lot more uniform. There, it's more like every other site- you get a banner and icon. Oh, but you can change colors and fonts from a drop-down list too, that's cool I guess. Though they recently took away custom color schemes on Message windows, just another little bit of personalization taken away.
- TUMBLR. LIVE. Basically tumblr teamed up with a skeevy dating app partner to allow for livestreams- but not the cool kinda livestreams like on twitch where you can draw or play games, no- to a site full of people who value anonymity, they decided to push phone cam only livestreams. Not only that but by agreeing to the terms, you're giving out tons of personal data including your location to said skeevy dating app partner and all of THEIR third-party ad partners. Needless to say, most people didn't wanna use it, so instead of users it's flooded by p*rn bots (which is ANOTHER issue we've been dealing with for a long time and have been getting an even bigger influx of FROM tumblr live) and scammers. And thus, since tumblr likes to put a carousel of current streams on people's dashes, you often get softcore p*rn thumbnails from the bot streams with no way to avoid it except for toggling off tumblr live entirely.
- Oh wait. That's right. You CAN'T toggle it off. Because you can only snooze it for a while until BAM, you're jumpscared by a carousel of ladies licking your screen again! But hey, at least they made the snooze 30 days instead of the 7 it used to be, right? Yeah, except for the fact that you can't get rid of the tumblr live button itself on the app anymore, and now it's front and center with a NEW notification tag on it, overlapping your dash and cramming useful stuff like the search button out of the way.
NOW- A lot of this stuff CAN be at least mostly fixed on desktop by installing ublock and xkit and tampermonkey + dashboard unfucker... But that's a lot of stuff just to make the site usable, you know?
#this isn't even a comprehensive list but hopefully that covers all the big ones#anyway i get tumblr has to make money and it's currently not doing that#but burning through the remaining good will of the people who stuck around through earlier bs doesn't seem like a great idea either#ah well... i'm still here regardless#i've already had to leave deviantart behind because it became an ai cesspit... and it sucked. I had a lot of good memories there.#it sucks to uproot everything and move. so unless something equally bad happens here i'll probs be going down with the ship lol#also there's like nowhere else to go right now which is a huge problem;#i've been trying to look for other places to post too but none really have the same laid-back feeling tumblr does.#also i love the asks system too much. more sites need that honestly#anyway i rambled enough hope this helps u get an idea of why people are angy#asks
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Conversion (Part One) and Therapy (Part Two)
I've been thinking about this fic for close to two years. I finally wrote part one and started dropping it in August of last year and I've dropped the final chapter of Part 2.
It's complete.
I honestly can't fucking believe it. But now I get to write something different (no pressure). So if you are feeling like you need a fic you can sink your teeth into and want 120k words of slow-burn religious angst and eventual sexual revelation, give it a read. Part one is a T-rating, part 2 has an E rating.
I'm super proud of myself.
#sc fanfic#david x patrick#patrick brewer#david rose#schitt's creek#patrick x david#fuck i love them#schitts creek#fanfic writers#fic writer#writers on tumblr#ao3 writer#female writers#creative writing#I wrote a fic that's long enough to be a novel#I'm in a good place right now
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clockwork may have been on hiatus for 8billion years but by god i'm still designing characters for it and writing about it all the time
#clockwork#ngl its probably not going to continue until i move to a different place#the place i'm in right now is just not good for me mentally#doodles
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