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silly-gurl · 6 months

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꧁•⊹٭You make me go mad٭⊹•꧂

image from pinterst! not mine!

trope : bestfriends to lovers

synopsis : Niki and Y/N were childhood bestfriends. Both of them developped feeling toward the other as the time flew by. But one day, Niki does a mistake, leading to a lot of problems and his feelings being releaved.

warning : swearwords, angst to fluff

tags : bsf!niki x f!reader

It was morning. Y/N waked up feeling groggy, but she got up and looked at herself in the mirror. She sighs and go to shower while she put on some music. When she got out of the shower she washes her face and her teeth, putting on her usual makeup. After that she went to her wardrobe, picking some fancy clothes.

Then she took the bus, for her greatest pleasure, she saw Niki, at the back of the bus. She found it weird because usually he would sit in the front waiting for her, with a soft smile on his lips. But now, at the back of the vehicle, he was laughing with his male friends, as they were talking about whatever. Y/N frowns slighly going to sit alone since she didn't like his friends.

The bus ride was really long for her, even if she was listening to music the whole time, however , she couldn't remove the image of him, seeing her, but looking away quicly, without a single smile on his face, at least not for her.

When she arrived at school, she got out of the bus quickly, to catch Niki and say hi to him. As she got closer he got further away. She frowned once again letting him walk away. She rationalized telling herself that he problably didn't notice her because he was to tired cause of the video games he played all nights.

All day, Y/N tried to speak to the cold boy, but he never gave her a glance. She started to think she made a mistake and that she should apologise to him for whatever she did. So at the end of the day, when she got in this usual bus, she went to him, she took a deep breath and started to talk once she was close enough.

"Hi Niki !" She said with a smile. But he didn't respond.

"Niki?" She repeated. She opened her mouth to talk again but she was interupted by one of his friend laughing while looking at her. She glared at the guy before glancing once again at Niki.

"Could you talk to me please?" She tried again, but this time that was Niki that laughed at her face. His other friends following close, laughing their heart out. She looked at the boy that was supposed to be her best friend to reassure herself that he wasn't really making fun of her. But she only saw a guy that was hitting his friend's shoulder playfully.

She walked away, leaving with a heavy heart and a dark face. As she walk she heard a sentence, said by her favorite person:

"Did you see her face ? Haha!" He laughed loudly.

"Right, i'm sure she is going to go cry to mommy!" His friends reponded.

She got out of the bus feeling a big weight on her shoulders. Her eyes were hurting but she couldn't cry, she would not cry over a boy, even if it was the guy that she knew since she was a baby and with who she could do and say anyting.

Little did her know, that Niki, sitting on his seat, was thinking of the face she made when she heard him laugh at her. He felt horribly bad, he doesn't want to break her, his best friend, but mostly, the girl he's been liking for years.

Time passed, days, weeks and now it's been four months. For the first couples of days she tried to talk to him, denying the way he treated her in that bus. But after some time, she stopped trying and ignored him too.

Now, sitting in class, listening to Mr Park, she drew some little faces on her text book. She frown slightly when she realized that one of them looked like Niki. So she took her pencil and scribbled on it. The guy next to her looked confused while his eyes were blocked on her fingers torturing the paper.

"You okay there?" He asked quietly.

She looked at him suprised by his question.

"Um yeah, just bored i guess.." She answered looking at his eyes.

Huening Kai has always been in her class. He is a nice guy that she used to have a crush on when she was younger.

"Mr Park makes it even more boring, i can't wait to go out of this hell!" He said

She laughed along with him. But in the back of the said class, Niki was looking at the duo with furrowed eyebrows. he felt betrayed seeing her with that guy, the worst is that he couldn't deny the fact that he was handsome and really nice. The problem is that, since he last talked to her, he would never admit it, but he missed her more that anything. missing her presence, her hugs, her smell, but mostly he missed her laugh.

After class, Kai and Y/N went to a cafe, to talk about their lives. As the discussion went by, she explained to him the fight she had with Niki, or more like, the things he said to her. But her breath was cut short when she saw Niki walking into the cafe, this time he was alone. he had dark circles under his eyes so Y/N assumed he still was playing all nights long. But in reality he could't sleep because he couldn't stop thinking about her and a way to get her back.

She looked away, putting her eyes on Kai that was still talking about his class work that he didn't finish. But his words were a blur in her ears, as she saw the tall guy walking to their table.

"Hum.. Hi Y/N..." He said, looking at the floor. But he bit his lips when she didn't say anything back to him.

"Can i talk to you?" He said again.

"No, could you go away please? I'm busy right now, if you didn't notice." She answered dryly.

"Please? I just want to explain-" He was cut by her looking at him with an angry face.

"No, you are gonna listen to me, you talked to me badly, you made fun of me with your friends, you ignored me. So no i'm not going to talk with a guy thats treats me like shit when he's whith his dickheads friends because he has no balls. Now, I'm not gonna repeat myself, go away." She said calmly despite the disgusted look on her face.

Niki was stunned for a minute, never has he seen her like this, at least never against him. He watched her with big eyes before walking away, trying to stop the tears from running down his face.

Y/N looked sadly as his figure walked out of the coffe.

"You okay N/N?" kai asked nicely.

"Yeah, don't worry Kai!" She smiled sweetly at him whereas she was thinking of the way Niki's face distorbed in a sad and distraught face when she talked.

This day was normal. It's been the same since Niki and her had their first fight. She waked up, dressed up, went to school, and to the cofe or the park with Kai. But today she was feeling sad and tired, so after school she said to Kai that she prefered to go home. He insisted that he wanted to take her home so she wouldn't get harmed on the way. Thus they want in the bus, sitting at the seats Niki and her always sat at months ago. They started to talk normally, as they always did.

"You know the guy from class A? Well last time he talked to me about the sport team, he absolutely wanted me to join. But I'm not sure if it's a good idea." kai said

"Of course it is! You are built to do sports and moreover basketball is so cool!" As she said that, she put her hand on his arm softly.

However, at the same time, Niki got in the vehicle, directly seeing them. They seemed so happy , and he feared that she had fallen for the handsome Huening Kai. He felt his face forming a deep frown as he sat just behind them, without any of them noticing him.

"You think?" Kai asked shyly.

"what? Kai did you look at yourself? You're made for this! Plus you played basketball whan you were younger! You have to join the sport team!" She said brightfully. And Niki scoffed behind them. Hearing this Y/N turned her face, looking at him. She huffed loudly while turning away.

Niki however didn't stop tapping his feet on the floor, scoffing over and over each time Kai or Y/N opened their mouths.

"Okay, could you please stop please?" Y/N said annoyed at her ex bestfriend.

"Why would I? Go talk to you boyfriend i didn't say anything!" He answered stressed.

"Woah calm down jeez, first we aren't even together and second it's annoying hearing you being angry at everything we say." She said before sighing.

"Yeah yeah, being all lovey-dovey pff'" Niki huffed looking out the window.

"what is your fucking problem?" She said angrily.

"My problem? My problem is that you make me go mad! All day i see you with this guy that isn't me! I've tried to apologise multiple time but you always turn me down instently!" he answered with the same tone.

"You're kidding right?! You were the one that made it all!" She said.

"That's because i was scared that you'll realize that i'm in love with you! And when my friends told me they saw it i got scared!" He said not looking at her. But she looked at him shoked. She didn't hear the rest of his sentence, repeating in her head his worlds endlessely.

"What?" She asked quietly, precessing everything he said.

When Niki realized what he said he put his hand on his mouth, blushing embarassingly.

"you know what, I'm not going to deny it anymore. I've liked-no, loved you since we were eight, i was just way to scared to tell you because i didn't want to ruin the friendship we built together. But now that we are not even friends anymore i don't have to hide it." He said before getting up and out of the bus, not to far from his house.

Y/N stood silently a long time, while Kai was to stunned speak too. When they got out of the bus Kai looked at her.

"That's why he did this... okay now i understand.." he said softly.

She didn't say anything back to him, and they walked to her home, where she bid him goodbye and went to her room.

This morning, Y/N waked up feeling nice, she dressed up and did her makeup, adding some details.

She got out of her house and went into the bus where she saw him at their usual seats. She smiled and sat next to him. When that was done she took his hand in her, softly. He looked at her with a suprised look. She smiled sweetly at him. And when they got out of the bus she let go of his hand, going to her first class.

But Niki felt something in his hand. When he opened it he saw a small folded paper. He unfolded it. Revealing a note, written with the writing of his dream girl. And he could read ;

"𝓲 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓽𝓸𝓸 𝓭𝓲𝓬𝓴𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓭"

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#en #enhypen #enha x reader #enha fluff #enha riki #nishimura riki #niki x reader #enhypen niki #x reader #enhypen fluff #fluff #angst with a happy ending

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ravenzeppeli · 1 month

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Chapter 29 - Willing to Forgive, Definitely Won't Forget |Soft Yandere Melone x Reader Fluff|

Warning: strong language, nudity [forced]. MA.

"I am so sorry that I've been lying to you," you told Melone as soon as he closed your bedroom door. "I didn't want to lie to you. I did it because I didn't want you to attack Formaggio or Prosciutto, I don't want you getting hurt." You spoke quickly, immediately letting him know what you truly didn't mean to lie to him. You loved Melone and wanted to keep him safe.

Melone locked your bedroom door, making you nervous. When Prosciutto locks your door, it usually means you're about to get beat. Was he really going to spank you for lying to him? Your ass still hurt so bad from last night. You only lied to protect him. You didn't want him making enemies with the other men.

"It's okay, baby," he muttered, sighing as he turned to face you, tears in his eyes. "Baby.. you need to be honest with me. How badly did he hurt you? Please just let me see it, I want to see. What if you get an infection and die?" He looked genuinely worried, tears now rolling down his face. "I need to know."

No way in hell were you going to pull down your fucking pants in front of him and show him your bruised ass, the thought of it making your cheeks heat up slighly. It was so hard being comfortable seen naked, you've never just been naked around someone.

"No," you replied softly, his head dropping. "It's.. I don't want you to have to see that. I'm fine, I promise. You don't need to worry." You weren't in any pain right now due to the pain pills that Formaggio gave you. He only gave you a few, saying he doesn't want you to get addicted, so you've been rationing them out.

"I'm sorry baby, I hate to do this," he muttered. He quickly stepped towards you, hands wrapping around your waist as he spun you around. He pulled your pants down before you could stop him, your cast making your left hand useless as you tried to smack his hands away. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry," he kept repeating as he pulled down your underwear.

Tears filled your eyes, your face turning completely red. You weren't surprised, but you still felt humiliated. "I didn't want you to see!" You yelled at him, bending down to quickly pull up your pants, but he stopped you, his grasp weak, hands shaking. You could easily pull away.. but you didn't. It was too late anyways, pulling away would be pointless.

"Because you knew how fucking bad it was!" He yelled back suddenly, letting you go. "I can't.. I.. I.." you heard his footsteps trailing off, causing you to immediately turn around. "I'll beat the fuck out of him."

You pulled your pants up quickly, a low whimper escaping your lips as your underwear and pants rubbed against your ass. "Please don't!" That caused him to freeze up by the door, his back turned towards you. "Please! If you do, I'll never talk to you again!"

"What?" He muttered, his tone going dark, almost dangerous. "You'll never talk to me again? Are you fucking kidding me? You're my girlfriend!" He yelled, turning back to face you. "You will be my wife one day, how dare you say you'll never speak to me again!"

You looked down, the sudden aggression in his voice causing you to go silent. Are all seven of your boyfriends violent men? Did their lifestyle really fuck them up that badly? You're starting to feel trapped, like you can't speak freely or be yourself anymore.

Softly, his black dress shoes tapped against your floor, creeping towards you. "I'm not trying to make you sad, I'm sorry. I just love you so much, and I can't stand seeing those jack asses destroy you." He wrapped a hand around your waist, pulling you towards him. "Please don't be mad at me. I wouldn't hurt you."

It was difficult for you to say your true feelings out loud. You didn't want to express your love and one day get hurt, you didn't want for him to know how much you loved him, but you felt like him knowing that you loved him would make him calm down. You needed to tell him something that would make him calm down and not attack Prosciutto. You didn't want to cause violence amongst the group. The men fighting each other was something you did not want. You wanted all seven of the men to get along.

"I love you the most, and I loved you first," you replied. Melone likes honesty. That's exactly what you were going to give him. "I want all seven of you getting along and not physically fighting each other. You need to take into consideration that I'm stuck with Prosciutto. I want to be with you, but I'm stuck with Prosciutto, so I just have to tough it out. And you can't go hitting the other men. That stresses me out. I want you safe. Please, Melone."

You let your arms wrap around him, hugging his slender body, hoping that he wouldn't do anything drastic. You loved him, and you found yourself making excuses for his actions. Melone was really good to you, he was a great boyfriend, so you could talk him down instead of get mad at him. He deserved your love, not your anger.

"It's so good to hear that you actually want to me with me. Even if you're lying to me, I don't care, I'm so happy to hear it," he replied, voice soft as his arms wrapped around you, cool hands running up and down your back. "I want to beat the shit out of Prosciutto, but you are right. I am sad that you won't let me defend you, but I understand why. I'll keep my distance from him until I'm able to talk to him once more."

"I never wanted to lie to you in the first place," you told him. Lying to him was hard, and you regretted it, but you would lie to him if it meant protecting him. "If I lie, it's to protect you, Melone. Me loving and wanting you isn't a lie. I'm in love with you, and I love Pesci. The others are okay, and I care for them."

"Do you like Ghiaccio? He's a really good guy." Melone rested his chin on top of your head, a low sigh escaping his lips. "You need to come to me. Come to Ghiaccio. Come to Pesci. Do you really need to go to Formaggio or Illuso when you feel unsafe? You need to go to someone who won't hurt you."

You and Formaggio were starting to grow a friendship before he ended up breaking your fingers. You still found that friendship forming again, but you were cautious. At the end of the day, Formaggio had still cheated on you and hurt you, so you'll never let yourself fall in love with him. Like is as far as you'll go. Maybe if you ever get hurt again, you should just go to a hotel. Your boyfriends seem to make situations worse.

"I like Ghiaccio." You did like Ghiaccio. He was a good boyfriend to you. The two of you haven't moved past the making out stage yet, but you weren't going to pressure him for sex. He could take all the time he needed. You knew his situation with losing his fiancé and unborn child seven years ago. You were fine with him wanting to move slow. He was good to you, and his temper didn't bother you. He yelled, but he never made you feel unsafe.

Maybe Melone was right. Also, should you really run off to a hotel when you have boyfriends willing to actually treat you well and protect you? Shouldn't you be leaning on them more? It felt wrong running off to stay somewhere alone while being in relationships. Maybe you shouldn't consider that option. It might be a bad idea to run off when a situation occurs. You feel like you could start trusting Melone fully.

Melone pulled away from you, blue eyes staring down at you, his hands staying locked around your waist. "Listen to me.. you are my entire life. You are my universe, my reason for existence." His eyes landed on your lips. "You're my soulmate."

You stood on your tip-toes, planting a soft kiss on his lips, pink immediately dusting across his cheeks, a wide smile forming on his soft lips. "I love you, and you are my favorite. I'm going to be spending the night with you as soon as possible so we can spend some alone time together." You wanted to perk up his mood. You hated seeing him so stressed out and pained over you.

"Where are you staying tonight?" He muttered. "You need to be taken care of. You're hurt. I need to take care of you."

You were supposed to stay with him anyways, you were only going to stay with Illuso a second night because of the lie. "I need to go see Pesci, and then I'll just go to your place afterward." Illuso wouldn't mine, considering you already spent plenty of time with him last night, despite most of that time being him sitting in silence. He seemed off.. you wondered what he was thinking.

"Call me when you are done at Pesci's, then I will come pick you up," he said, squinting his eyes at you as you shot him a dissatisfied glare. "You aren't walking to my house, I may be only a 10 minute walking distance away from Pesci's place, but you're hurt. You aren't walking in this condition."

You were in no mood to argue with Melone, and you also didn't really feel like walking today. "Fine. I'll call you when I'm done."

He smiled, leaning down, placing a small kiss on the tip of your nose. "Thank you, baby. I'll take you to see Pesci now. You don't need to rush. Take your time talking with him."

You nodded. You were going to apologize to Pesci. You felt terrible for talking to him so poorly. He wasn't the one you should be talking to like that. You just wanted to keep him out of all the drama. You needed to hurry up and go to him, try and make things right. You hoped that he wasn't upset with you.

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teeth--thief · 28 days

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Have you seen Tetris (2023)? Unrelated: what music do you like, or listen to?

-R

I have seen Tetris, yes! Just a few weeks ago, sometime in March, matter of fact, so your timing is particularly incredible. It first haunted me in music form, believe it or not, I kept getting songs from its soundtrack recommend on Spotify.

While I usually really don't like the KGB is in your walls stuff that the Western films always insist on showing, I'll make an exception for this movie because it's pretty fun. I actually liked the Evil Liar KGB had going on, I thought it was very funny. I do have one complaint about the whole thing, though. I wish the pixel animation was utilised throughout the whole movie, not just in That One Scene... :( Just small, little bits (ha) would have been fine...

Fun (not really) fact: I was first introduced to the character of Robert Maxwell through this movie (you have to forgive me for not giving many fucks about the aristocrats of Britain). I have then immediately learnt that his daughter is Ghislaine Maxwell. The Ghislaine Maxwell. Jeffrey Epstein's partner (in crime). How delightful...

What music do I like... That's a terrible question to ask me because I'm very passionate about music... I have playlists for everything I like, even Chernobyl related one... there's not a free minute in my day that I'm not listening to something. I associate music with everything.

I mean, judging solely by the fact that my wardrobe consists of one too many Sabaton and Rammstein shirts, I'd have to say I'm particularly fond of metal. And punk. And rock. I occasionally listen to Hollywood Undead because I discovered it when I was a... young teen, much too young to be listening to that kind of stuff lmao, and so I feel oddly nostalgic about them.

I really like the... weird and experimental stuff? If it has some kind of a connection with nature, I will probably like it. I've been a long time fan of Cosmo Sheldrake - and he just released a brand new album Eye To The Ear on the 12th of April AND a new single just a few days ago... it's everything I could have expected and more, truly. His brother, Merlin (whimsical names is the theme) is a biologist and he wrote a book about fungi, which I really like, but haven't finished because I didn't have the time nor brain capacity to take in all that new information.

And continuing with the theme of slighly weird, I also enjoy video games/movies OSTs. The creepier the better. Little Nightmares (I&II) soundtrack? Perfection. I talk a lot of shit about HBO's Chernobyl but that show's OST is phenomenal (and that's the last nice thing I have to say about it 🙄). From not horror-esque soundtracks: stuff from DOOM.

I've also been mesmerised by the Polish folk music used throughout The Peasants and have been regularly listening to the whole soundtrack. I need to rewatch that movie ASAP... more on movie tracks, I also really like Mad Max: Fury Road's and Moon (2009)'s OSTs.

I also like older, classic bands... Pet Shop Boys, Soft Cell, Bronski Beat, Depeche Mode... Kult, if we're talking local... And because I AM beating the toxic masculinity allegations: MARINA, Paris Paloma, Caro Emerald and sometimes even Lana Del Rey and Mitski. Other than that, I'm rarely attached to one particular artist or band, I usually like two or three songs and hate the rest haha

I'm gonna add a bunch of songs I like under the cut as a little treat, just because:

#i forgor to post this. my bad #asker: @atomshchik #file: ask!#file: misc hunter #file: music

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drkoestersmithrpg · 2 days

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Glass of Wine Number Two

okay SO

I thought a bit about demon possession - REALLY wondered if there could be a story of some kind about parents taking their young adult son to The Lavern Healing Post seeking a cure for Demon Possesion and Peter and the Disciples...

...find out hte demon is being tortured by this kid and free it?

...find out the the demon and kid are madly in love and don't want to be parted?

something something something. But I just didn't really see how it would work.

THEN DEAD BOY DETECTIVES and I'm thinking demon possession again. Something like this:

Cute Nerdy Bookish Tony is an accademic, looking at haunted houses. He is at a NEW site which is CERTAINLY a haunted house - VERY recent reports of people saying they were possessed, suddenly going crazy, making suden accusations about the family that lived there (veyr rich family owning the house for generations, england? America? If England, writing Peter with Tom Holland's english accent)

Tony is staying at the house, but there are A LOT of peole there (the house is being renovated, or there is filming there about the Haunting) and gets the attention of a younger boy. "Benjamin" he says his name is, but his presesnce is mysterious - is he with the fimling crew? The renovation crew? He's probalby someone' s son or nephew or brother... but he makes statemtns that make it sound like he's related to the original family that owns it...

(maybe he ISN'T mysterious, tony thinks, maybe Tony was told who the boy was and didn't pay atteniton he is forgetful especially when he is hyperfocused on a project - he is researching ALL the family secrets, there was so much drama and early death and tragedy etc. etc.

There are multiple portraits in the portrait hall. Benjamin bears a sriking resemblance to Peter Benjamin Parker, the last son of the original owner, who died in prison for terrible crimes. Benjamin MUST have been a distant cousin, maybe he told Tony, Tony can't remember.

...people warn Tony to be careful... other poeple investigating the house went mad, were actually hospitalized... demon possesion is what everone says...

He knows young "benjamin" is flirting with him. He's just awekward and flustered and not really capable of flirty banter.

Which is not to say he does NOT know what to do when handsome Benjamin comes to his room [its been a brutally hot day, and he asks to cool off in Toiny's shower... or was it a brutally ocld day??? He asks to utalize the hot water in Tony's shower, then suggests they shower together because the hot water wont last long]

Tony is nerdy and bookish, but not inexperienced. There were MANY boys just like him at Yale and he's happy to take the boy to bed.

(Getting naked is slighly complicated - tony has scars from a bad accident travling abroad - his lover assures him he's seen MUCH worse)

BUT THINGS DONT GO AS PLANNED - after some tender hawt sex Benjamin (who reveals, when the tenderness begins, asks Tony to call him by his first name, Peter) pushes Tony down on his back and growls "THATS NOT WHAT I WANT."

Well this isn't the first time Tony has bottomed, certainly, he just didn't think the lovely young twink was expecting that, and also he must have fallen asleep because the encounter, while sexual, was also much like an out of body experience and at somepoint Peter is just GONE. He seems to have dissapeared INTO TONY but that was clearly just a dream.

The next day swet, unassuming, bookish Tony starts correcting - LOUDLY AND RUDELY -- the tour guides to thw house as they try to tell the story about the Saintly Patron that was a that inherited the whole place, a Trusted Friend of Peter Benjamin Parker 1. He suddenly knows LOTS of things - everything about Peter II, his hobies, his interests, how he felt and where he was when he learned about his parents passing, how he felt about the aunt and uncle that raised him and where/when he was when thap assed away - EVERYTHING. How Peter's main "crime" was being in love wiht a boy his age, Harry Osborn, and how that "crime" was the type of crime that was usually ignored in walthy families - how the men Peter alegedly murderd were hired guns (knives?) sent to kill him - YES they were brutally murdered but they were brutal men - Quenin Beck was NOT a Trusted Family Friend of Peter I but an interloper who produced a manufactured Will that made him executor but it was fabricated and autheticated by bribed officialls etc. etc. etc.

Finally, Tony secludes himself in a locked room. He ignores Peter's demands - some beating/bashing/woobyflying occures as Peter pummles him but he refuses to leave the room.

FINALLY, when Peter calms down, Tony talks.

He is not objecting to the possession (especially if it means getting justice for the Parker family) but he has ground rules.

1, he demands the spirit identify itself - it is CLEARLY NOT Peter II, tony suspects it IS the thing tha allowed sweet, innocent Peter II to brutalize the men sent to kill him.

2, they both went to Yale?!?!?! Anyway he's prefectly happy to tell the world the REAL story of how the Becks became owners of the estate, but THE SPIRIT HAS TO COOPERATE.

The spirit AGREES he possesed the original, late Peter Parker II, but asks to be called Peter anyway, because they were essentially one, and together most of Real Peter's life.

3 sweet loving sex ensues - Peter (still asking to be called PeteR) ask Tony to make love to him - tony reminds him of the stern professors at yale tha the has such a crush on - hawt pron etc. etc.

4 Tony explains that they are getting in his car tomorrow and DRIVE. He's not going to be seen talking to himself like a madman - they're going on a road trip and Peter explain all the details, explain what he wants in terms of revenge for the original Peter Parker, and, more importantly, THEY WILL COME UP WITH A PLAN.

THE END.

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ssuminshan-official · 1 year

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Emperor bros undercover!

Yao and Zixuan: *entering wearing normal clothes as disguises* how do we look!

Mo xuanyu: aww stunning!

Su she: remarkable.

Xue yang: smoking hot.

You look hot too, Xuan Huangdi.

Zixuan: *opens fan* do we still look rich?

Su she: yup.

Yao: don't worry, Zish. We're still goodlooking.

Su she: do you wish to hide your dimples?

Yao: nah. I think I want to live on the edge!

Su she: ok.

Fuying, can you aid the ✨️majesties✨️.

Fuying: sure thing.

Xue yang: make sure that Zixuan is still breathing. The guy doesn't look like he gets out of his Mansion.

Fuying: *laughing slighly* of course.

Zixuan: I do! To check up on my people. Along with A-Li.

And mostly A-Li does all the talking, because I'm shy. Anyways peacock spirits are contented people.

Mo xuanyu: that's so cute Xuan gege! Yang gege, don't tease him.

Xue yang: how do you buy something in a city? Xuan?

Zixuan: you have to buy something????? I thought they run on tips.

Su she: oh goodness. J

Yao: *facepalms*

Mo xuanyu: of course Xuan gege.

Xue yang: guess we have to tie Zixuan to Jiggy.

Zixuan: when I want something, I just ask for it. And then I would give them a tip. Maybe a golden tael or something.

Xue yang: do you use normal silver taels?

Zixuan: only when the service is poor.

Su she: well you aren't a diva.

Xue yang: don't lie to him.

Mo xuanyu: what you expect from a Huangdi. Xuan gege, it's fine to give them tips. At least you're giving them golden taels.

Yao: yea! I don't see anything wrong in that.

Xue yang: you keep defending your brother, lol.

Xue yang: Anyways!!! Jiggybun, xuanyu and I were thinking of a pseudonym for you two.

Yao: aww, tell us!

Xue yang: you're Yao McJiggyDimples. And you're just Zixuan.

Yao: lol! Such a funny name, Chengmei.

Zixuan: I'll use Xuan just to he safe.

Yao: and I'll use Yao. As it's a common name.

(T/n: here 'Zixuan" is a rare name. Yao is common, but if Ayao uses Meng Gongzi, or Mengmeng, then that would blow his cover, as it's the imperial name.)

Xue yang: you're no fun, JiggyDimples.

Yao: *opens fan* shall we go?

Zixuan: *smile* sure.

~~~

In the city!

Zixuan: Yaoyao, your Jingjing is very beautiful. You're an amazing Huangdi.

Yao: thank you.

Zixuan: *glaring at a stall* hmm, I should get a pendant for A-Li.

Yao: good idea! Let's go.

Zixuan: ugh but there's a crowd. Fuying.

Fuying: clear the crowd, got ya.

Yao: wait wait wait. It will be too obvious. I think we should join the crowd.

Zixuan: *sarcasm* yea and then we'll bathe with them too, A-Yao.

Yao: *laughs* oh Zish.

Zixuan: ah, let me try to go through the crowd. Wait for me here.

Yao: mn.

Fuying: but Gongzi, you're an expert, compared to Xuan Gongzi.

Yao: because I had a humble beginning.

I memorized all the streets in Yunping as a child. And now here.

Vendor: what would you like?

Zixuan: I want that Jade lotus flower pendant.

Vendor: that will be one tael.

Zixuan: gold or silver?

Vendor: you have gold?????

Well you do look rich.

Zixuan: *sigh* obviously.

Vendor: ok, well one gold tael will do.

Zixuan: ok. *opens fan*

*smug look*

Vendor: pay up! You're keeping up the line.

Zixuan: I don't walk with money.

Vendor: .............

........... what?

Why the hell didn't you being money!

Zixuan: my assistant sometimes pay on my behalf.

Vendor: are you mad? What assistant?? And I don't see any.

Zixuan: how dare you question my mental state. I'll destroy you!

Fuying, have him arrested!

Vendor: try to arrest me!

This is the town of hulijings.

We can suck out your energy if you appear as a threat.

Zixuan: my brother is your Hua--

Yao: *runs and covers his mouth* I'm very sorry.

I'll pay on his behalf. Xuan gege, what are you doing?

Zixuan: talking to this rude sack of bones.

Yao: oh my.

Let's walk away slowly.

Calm down.

Zixuan: he called me mad.

What if I don't carry money on me.

Yao: *laughing* Xuan you look so cute when you're angry.

Zixuan: Yaoyao, would I ever survive?

Yao: of course.

Now Zishie. *grabs arm* how about we have some street food.

Zixuan: would it give me acne and a stomach ache?

Yao: no. Your A-Yao is here to prevent that from happening.

And if you do vomit, I'll hold back your hair.

Zixuan: trying street food is too risky for me.

And A-niang used to forbid me.

Yao: aww. Are you afraid of Madam Jin?

Zixuan: never!

Yao: *laughing* come, I'll buy you some at an inn.

Zixuan: but......is it lavish? A-niang told me that lavish food would make you live longer.

Yao: ahahahaha, Xuanxuan that's not true. And no I'm taking you to a very affordable restaurant. Like the commoners we are.

Zixuan: omg Yaoyao, don't say that word.

Yao: *giggling*

Zixuan: hmmm....I don't think that's my style.

Yao: *pouts* you won't refuse your cute little didi, won't you?

Zixuan: oh not that face. I can't resist.

Yao: *pouts harder*

Zixuan: Yaoyao.

Yao: *tugs sleeve*

Zixuan: fine! Let's go. You're too too cute.

Yao: *smiling* good!

Yao: Zish, what would you eat in the town if I wasn't here.

Zixuan: the town might eat me instead. Or I may go to a 5star restaurant here.

Yao: and sleep there too?

Zixuan: yea.

Yao: lol.

Xuanxuan, after eating, we should go check on some people, while in our disguise.

Zixuan: sounds like a wonderful idea.

Yao: mhm.

Suddenly a group of people crowded. them.

Zixuan: what's this.

Yao: omg.

Zixuan: can't a person go for lunch in peace? But it's a price to pay when you're gorgeous.

Yao: I know right.

*people crowding Yao and Zixuan*

Gongzi, you both are so handsome.

Smooth skin!

High cheekbones and thick eyelashes.

Pink lips!

Did you see his dimples.

So deep!

Yao: thank you, thank you.

Zixuan: *happily enjoying his compliments, while flitting his fan.

They look so rich and elegant!

Are they from heaven?

*touches* Gongzi.

Zixuan: please.....don't touch me.

Why Gongzi??

Zixuan: I don't like it. I don't know where your hands were.

And also I'm married.

Really?? But you're so young!

Gongzi is very rude. But so hot!

Zixuan: yes yes, I get that a lot. I'm very handsome.

*awestruck* Oh my goodness!

Gongzi *turns to A-Yao* you're very very cute and handsome.

Yao: I'm flattered.

Your hands are so soft. You must be from a wealthy family.

Yao: sort of. I would say that we're more happy than wealthy.

You two are soo adorable! My heart!

Someone to A-Yao: Gongzi, what's your occupation?

Yao: I'm from a rich family, but on the sideline, I'm a dancer.

Zixuan: and I just spend all my parents money on clothes.

Ohhhh you two are really rich then!

Yao: yea heehee.

Anyways, it's a pleasure meeting you. We got to go have some lunch.

We'll buy it for you!

No we'll cook for you!

Zixuan: awww.

Yao: lovely. But perhaps another time. We're planning on getting some street food, then we'll go to a restaurant.

Ohh.

Zixuan: see you soon, we take your leave.

Yao: yea, bye for now.

Byee!!

You two are really hot!

Afterwards~~

Both: *eating sweet dumplings near a stall*

Zixuan: Yaoyao *feeds him*

Yao: *does the same*

Ah, so delicious!

Zixuan: take a another.

Yao: but I'll eat all yours, lol.

Zixuan: then I'll grab yours.

Yao: I see. You're a sneaky peacock.

Zixuan: *squishes face* learnt from you.

Yao: you need more practice.

Zixuan: teach me, laoshi.

Both: *laughing*

Yao: Zishie this is so fun..

Zixuan: yea. I wish that I could have fed you street food during our childhood.

Yao: mhm. I would love to mess around with you.

Zixuan: for real!

Now, shall we check the restaurant.

Yao: sure. Let's go. These sweet dumplings were only a dessert.

Zixuan: ahh yes! Dessert after lunch?

Yao: well we are emperors. We can do whatever we wish.

Zixuan: have a point.

At a restaurant....

Waiter: what would you two be having?

Zixuan and Yao: the healthiest meal you have. And yes, there should be no oily food.

Zixuan: it gives me pimples.

Yao: yea it's not good for the skin.

Waiter: I see! You two are surely brothers. Maybe twins? No?

Zixuan: yes, he's my younger bro. Just by a couple of hours, but different moms.

Waiter: oooo, just like Huangdi and the emperor of peacock spirits.

Yao: you got it! Just like them!

Zixuan: they're icons, right!

Waiter: yes. Very iconic and fashionable.

Waiter: anything else?

Yao and Zixuan: rose petal tea with a dash of green tea leaves.

Waiter: coming right up.

A few minutes later.....

Zixuan: *sitting upright*

Yao: are you going to eat?

Zixuan: yea Yaoyao, one second.

I'm waiting for someone to hand me my chopsticks.

Yao: *laughing slighly* oh Zishie. Your chopsticks are right next to you.

Zixuan: *sigh* right.

Zixuan: what's next, Foxy?

Yao: you decide!

Zixuan: your empire.

Yao: ok fine. Maybe we can experience things with the people.

~~Afterwards~~~

They went to someone who was doing pottery and making other crafts.

Yao: ohhh, you do pottery!

Can we help?

X: Yea sure, go for it.

Zixuan: your paint is really pigmented.

X: thank you. It's our hulijing specialty. We have the best of the best material to make beautiful things.

Zixuan: aww.

Yao: lovely. I do know about the talents of the fox spirits here.

X: mhm. Gongzi, are you going to start.

Yao and Zixuan: Yes!!!

X: *pointing to Zixuan* I don't think that Gongzi is able to do pottery.

Zixuan: why not?

X: because you look like you hate getting dirty.

Zixuan: well.....but I would love to experience doing it.

Yao: yea! Xuan gege can definitely do pottery. Like, look at those knuckles. They're perfect for molding.

Zixuan: really, Yaoyao?

Yao: and look at that face? He would look so amazing with mud on it.

Zixuan: I think that's it.

Yao: shhh. Have you heard of a mud facial. It's good for the skin.

And besides Xuanxuan grew lotuses for his lady friend once.

Zixuan: *blushing*

X: *confused*

#jin guangyao #dimpledlianfang #jin zixuan #emperors #the huli jing emperor #bros

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aphrodite-would-be-proud · 3 years

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I blame you sunshine anon for this sin I'm committing.

Armin having a crush on you while you're with Eren hc

{ Armin x reader, implied Eren x reader | tw:possessive tw:unhealthy-friendships, tw:lowkey-toxic tw:jealousy | pinning, angst, drama, thirst | modern }

{ "The pool by the garden gate" by Thomas Edwin Mostyn 1864-1930 }

You met outside the library, he's was looking forward to relaxing after a long day with his new stack of books he just checked out, too lost in his own daydreams that he didn't see where he was going when bumping into you.

Quick to apologise, he helped you up. Instead of getting mad you chuckled at his clumsiness after he explained what caused him to not pay attention, and for some reason the sound of your laughter made his heart just beat a bit faster.

Summoning all the courage he's been building up, he invited you to the nearby cafe, his treat.

Armin doesn't do well with strangers nor small talk but by whatever miracle, talking to you at that cafe didn't feel uncomfortable at all. Listening to you talk about the weather while sipping on his strawberry milkshake was actually quiet nice, your voice was quiet nice.

He thought you were quiet nice and lovely.

The two of you ended up exchanging numbers after that, he went home that day with a little more bounce to his steps and a little more curl to his smile.

You ended up texting all night. And by the end of the week, you've managed to keep a streak of daily texts and calls despite your busy schedule. He listened to every voice message, he reread every sweet text, he admired every picture you sent.

And by the second week, the two of you agreed to meet again. So he took you to the nearby beach, you had a nice walk, collected some really pretty seashells and shared an ice cream and he was enjoying every second of it.

By the third week, you called him at 3am for a really important reason. He listened to you despite how tempting sleep was, he was understanding and compassionate, he managed to relate to your worries and calm them at the same time.

Despite it being around 5am when the call ended, he found himself not really minding it or even bothered by it, because it was you.

And by the end of the month, when the two of you drove to a farm to pick up fruits together, he realised how deeply in love with you he has fallen.

You couldn't look more perfect under the sun with a basket full of strawberries if you tried. You looked like an angel in his mind.

He was in love, and every thing you did together just made him fall more and more for you.

You went on walks together, he got you into playing chess and you introduced him to your hobbies.

Hanging out with him was the most comfortable, you'd listen to music while each of you did their own thing. Maybe even watch a murder mystery movie or two after and trying to guess who the killer is together.

Day by day it only got better, it was going good..no scratch that, it was going great actually. He's never felt so in rhythm with someone before, so comfortable to be his true self while still trusting you wouldn't judge him.

So he decided to push things to the next level, he wanted you in his life and to tell you how he felt. It's been three months since you've met and so far you've showed nothing but green flags.

That's when he decided to confess, but before that he had to introduce you to his friends, the most people he cares about in one room! What could possibly go wrong?

Everything, apparently.

More specifically, introducing you to Eren, the biggest mistake of his life.

Because instead of the usual teasing Armin would get for being late to his friend's house or texting them less frequently, It was Eren getting the teasing.

The only difference is, Eren had no shame, he didn't feel a need to justify himself for hogging all your time, for ditching the plans he makes with Mikasa and Armin just because you called.

If anything Eren had all the audacity to pull you to sit beside him whenever they hang in a group, or to just casually wrap his hand around your shoulder, even interrupting your conversations with Armin just so he can tell a joke to make you laugh.

And that turned into Eren being the one driving you back home despite Armin bringing you here.

Somehow and for whatever reason, Eren seemed to latch on to you. Taking you to movies, late night drives with him, even introducing you to his mom.

Armin likes to think the best of his friends, and Eren is his childhood friend, even his first ever friend. So you can't blame him for hoping Eren would read between the lines and take a fucking hint.

Eren had to know, he had to. But he's a good friend, he wouldn't steal someone Armin made it clear he's interested in right.

....right?

1am, Armin has been sitting up in bed for a while, he can't sleep. The project he's been working on is doesn't want to work out right and Armin is slowly losing patience with the deadline creeping over.

He doesn't even realise how long he's been lost over-thinking in his head till the laptop's screen turns black and goes into sleep mode, he stares at his tired reflection.

He feels lost and stuck at the same time, he closes his eyes and tries to clear his mind.

You pop into his mind, he glances at the phone for a good minute before dialling your number.

It rings, and rings, he's getting anxious.

It's alright, he tells himself, this isn't the first time he called you late at night, you actually called him at really late times too so what is he stressing about.

Why is there a feeling of dread in his chest.

The ringing stops, you pick up and for a second he seems to light up a bit.

except it wasn't you who picked up the phone.

It was Eren, answering him from your phone, sounding like he just woke up.

At 1am.

And it was Eren walking around with hickies on his neck the next day.

Armin felt emotions he never thought he'd ever feel towards his best friend when he got out of the shower that day, marks and hickies littering his skin.

Very, very ugly emotions.

Mikasa asks what is Eren getting ready for when he begins dressing up fancier than usual. "Date with y/n" was all he said before leaving

Armin still swears Eren looked at him with a knowing look just before he left.

He tried to reason with himself that it probably wouldn't last long, Eren is either messing with him intentionally or it's just a fling that's taking too long right?

...right?

It's been 6 fucking months, Armin has been counting.

And you're still with Eren, and he's still just as clingy and possessive as when you first met. Apparently the honeymoon phase wasn't a phase because he still insists you only sit near him, he still acts like you're the only two in the room with little regard to what's socially appropriate.

Armin internally cringes whenever Eren wraps his arm around your waist, or puts his hand on your thigh.

His stomach turns whenever Eren whispers something in your ear, his fingers dig in his palm whenever you look away flustered and slighly red after that.

He's not jealous, he tells himself while scrolling through the third picture Eren posted of you on his story, you're laying on his bed, his head on your thighs as he looks at the camera with smug eyes.

Armin almost cracks his phone screen.

"It was supposed to be me" he thinks each time Eren pulls you for a kiss simply because he felt like it.

It was supposed to be him surprising you with a gift on valentine's day, it was supposed to be him kissing your neck after getting a little too drunk, and now it's Eren doing it instead.

It was supposed to be him...it was never supposed to be Eren, it's not fair, he knew you first.

It was supposed to be beach trips and funfair dates, it was supposed to be reading books together and watching mystery movies, just you and Armin.

Not fucking Eren.

why, why would this happen to him? He was going to confess to you, he even prepared a letter and date plans and everything.

It's not fair how much it hurts, how much he misses you.

He knew you first, he wanted you and goddammit he still does even with you dating his bestfriend, he still wants you with every part of his body and mind.

And it eats him up at night, the guilt and bad thoughts of knowing just how wrong it is to wish Eren and you would just break up already, to wish he could just swoop in and take you from his arms.

It's a constant cycle of feeling high on love, feeling anger and then feeling the crushing guilt.

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markflrt · 3 years

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02:57 | park sunghoon × fem. reader [angst]

warnings: mentions of cheating

a/n: it could have some grammar mistakes. i'm sorry. ty for reading.

second part here

if you could describe your relationship with sunghoon it will be strange or maybe uncommon. since the first time you meet each other you felt the strange but addictive feeling of adoration and admiration for him.

you didn't wanted to do something about it anyways, enjoying the secret looks you give to each other, the playful smirks and having his attention on you.

you never tought about do a move. but he didn't tought the same.

"i think i have a crush with you" he said out of the blue, and that was the beginning. and to be honest nothing was wrong with that affirmation.

well, something was, you were his best friend girlfriend.

but instead of getting mad at him, or tell your actual boyfriend about that you just smiled at sunghoon.

"maybe i have it too" you said.

"i know" he smirks "what we are going to do about it then"

what are you going to do? the obvious answer was nothing. absolutely nothing. you didn't answer. and it gave a slighly sign of hope to sunghoon.

suddenly the looks became small touches when no one was watching, the playful smirks became kisses that you share in the darkest part of the party you both went and all the attention he gave to you became a need.

you were lost. it was so wrong. and you knew it better than everyone.

but you just ignore all the alarms in your brain that keep saying "let's end this" you wanted to say that three words. but your heart wasn't hard enough to pronounce them.

you wanted to keep him with you as much as you can.

"do you think we are wrong?" you asked one time when you were lying on his chest.

"maybe" his raspy voice make you lift your head to look at his eyes "but as long as no one else know it we'll be ok"

it was the most egoistic and illogical thing you ever heard, but you decided to believe in his words.

#enhypen scenarios #enhypen angst #enhypen imagines #enhypen reactions #enhypen x reader #sunghoon imagines #sunghoon reactions #sunghoon scenarios #sunghoon x reader #sunghoon angst

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