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fruixtii · 8 months

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my projecting on to diasomnia is getting so bad. they’re basically becoming me at this point.

#but also i can totally see them doing these things in canon??#they’re just made for me i guess #i can’t describe what i was feeling cause it wasn’t exactly disassociating but it sorr of felt like that.#anyways regardless that went on for like a good 2 hours and after i went ‘malleus would do this’#malleus and silver seem to be my main victims. lol #honestly i think diasomnia is the reason my week has been so horrible 💀#i’ve been comparing them too much with my own life #like. they’re a dysfunctional family. just like my own. but like atleast they actually love each other??#i don’t know. i don’t mean to get venty on here #i’m okay just give it a few days #anyways. who’s excited for book 7.5!!!! i’m so ready and not ready at the same time #(um. reading through these tags. don’t perceive me hahahaahahaha)#god i don’t make any sense sorry

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spiderwarden · 3 months

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#[ 🕷️ ] —— out of character #[ ssoooo many people have been saying this over the past few days ]#[ pls i love you don’t gO I AM TRYING MY BEST I AM ]#[ I try show just as much enthusiasm when I’m not busy ]#[ just because I’m interacting with duplicates of your muse don’t be put OFF PLEASE!! ]#[ IM JUS SLOW AND TERRIBLE AT KEEPING OOC CONTACT I PROMISE ITS NOT YOU ]#[ AND I GIVE UNIQUE INTERACTIONS EACH TIME! ]#[ ASK ANYONE FRIENDS WITH ME ON DISCORD I AM ATROCIOUS DONT BE SAD ]#[ JUST COME AT ME ]#[ THIS IS ME TRYING TO ASSURE YOU ALL POSITIVELY OKAY ILY ]#[ ITS VALID YOURE ALL VALID ]

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monards · 1 month

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i genuinely can’t remember anything from June but this one text exchange i had while under anesthesia sums it up pretty well. i think.

#i actually. still dont know what i meant.#LGAMSDOOOO #crepe under anesthesia is. not the same person #I was soooo messed up for like the. two weeks I was in icu #idk what they were putting in me but dear lord #public apology to my friends who dealt with. these texts.#making sure my phone is kept FAR away from me so I don’t make any posts this time.#I’m already incoherent; I really don’t need actual gibberish on here #LMFAO #its fiine i wont even be in there that long. itll be just. a few days #praise be!#crepes insanity #new tag #LMGAOASDHO #woman gets spine surgery and SUDDENLY she cant function :/#its okay im better now #i just. dont my have functioning nerves back yet.#GIVE ME THEM BACK #PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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paunchsalazar · 2 months

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I don’t know if I have what it takes to do this, in terms of talent and skill and willpower, but if so I have absolutely no idea what to do otherwise

#I’m okay with being a just kinda alright artistically but being just alright and unemployed can only go on for so long and the gap grows #I feel so stupid but also any other route I can imagine feels false…#I had something like a dream for a little bit maybe that’s it #and i don’t think that complacency is the whole of the problem but it certainly isn’t helping.. but it’s hard to feel motivated..#even those who I feel like are giving it their all and leveling up at rapid speeds are just as unemployed.. does it even matter #but am I wasting time by not trying harder? I have a good amount of work + relevant experience.. still not enough #whatever me and a few hundred others so it goes #I just don’t know what to do with the days and worried with each day I’m screwing myself over for the future w each choice

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coyotebrained · 7 months

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You have to think things will get better, otherwise what is the point!!! You have to hold out hope that things will get better and then maybe one day things will feel safe and be cool and everything will be fine (at least as fine as it can be)

#misc #rbs okay #I’m just so tired of the state of the world and I’m so tired of feeling unsafe every day #so tired of being tired. I have to hope my body will heal and I will feel better but it’s so hard #change has to come at some point and I have to hope I can make it to that point #I’m having a terrible time coping with the pain and fatigue and mental strain covid has left me with #I want to feel okay again so badly #all I want in the world is to make art and experience art and music and movies and live a little life with my partner in some place nice #I’m scared I’ll never feel okay enough to have that and I’m scared the world won’t ever feel safe enough again to have that #I just keep telling myself something has to change and trying to believe it so hard #if I make it through this pandemic with any semblance of health and stability I will be happy #I don’t even want to think about how much trauma the pandemic has given me and will continue to give me #I grieve everyday for the world that could’ve been and the person I will never get the chance to be because of this pandemic #my health anxiety has skyrocketed in the past four years and just keeps getting worse #I can’t hear people coughing or sneezing or sniffling without panicking for a few seconds every time #I already had emetophobia before 2020 but now I have the same panicked feeling from anyone exhibiting any signs of illness #it’s exhausting T-T everything is exhausting #sorry for vent-ish post on main ik it’s not very professional but whatever this is my blog #covid tw

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theshippirate22 · 1 year

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every now and then i get hit with the idea of what might happen if Joyce found out about the sins of s1&2 jonathan

#she would lose her shit #WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU TOOK PICTURES OF THEM HAVING SEX????#WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU KNEW THEY WERE TOGETHER AND SLEPT WITH HER ANYWAY???#things would go down in the byers house that night #nancy wouldn’t be excluded from the yelling either because she was the cheater and HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU DO THIS #meanwhile steve is like please it’s fine it’s just me i deserved it #and she about gives herself whiplash to turn around and tell him that’s bullshit and he absolutely didn’t deserve it and #WHY THE FUCK WOULD HE SAY THAT #and then nancy would get all like sheepish and just leave and steve would end up with like an edible arrangement and shit a few days later #meanwhile jonathan is getting SCREAMED AT #she pulls out the i Am sO dIsApPoInTeD iN yOu #Will!!1!1!#i swear to good if you EVER do this to a someone you’re gonna regret it!#THEY GAVE STEVE A FUCKING COMPLEX #steve is like i can hear you i’m right here #sorry sweetie you know i’m right though #then she turns to argyle and eddie who have been sitting there the whole time #YOU TWO #argyle screams a little bit and eddie chokes out yes ma’am #(never forget this is the woman that punched a politician and took an ax to her own walls okay she’s CRAZY)#YOU TWO TAKE STEVE HOME. WAIT NO TAKE HIM TO BASKIN ROBBINS THEN TAKE HIM HOME #*angrily pulls cash from her wallet and hands it to them*#STEVE I LOVE YOU YOURE VERY IMPORTANT TO ME PLEASE COME TO DINNER ON THURSDAY #argyle mumbled good luck to jonathan on the way out and jonathan is like please don’t leave me here alone 😭😭😭😭

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lesbiansanemi · 4 months

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Had to drop gf off at the airport today :(

#will be inconsolable for days #I had to try really hard not to cry a few times on the drive to the airport :’)#it is okay hopefully I can go visit her in March #no not hopefully I AM going to and if my job tries to give me grief about the time off #I’m just gonna tell them I will not be there either way 🤷🏼‍♀️#all fun and games getting close and ending up dating one of your frequent commenters #until you have to reckon with the living 18 hrs apart #it’s okay I’m just being dramatic and I’m a little sad but ya know #it was just nice so nice having her around for almost two weeks #kaz rambles

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mattodore · 4 months

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seeing them side by side is so sexy

#river dipping #didn’t really notice until now but the colors for their blogs compliment each other well #anyway… eye am going to go write <3 #spent some time reading and a bit of time on here #but my goal today is to get some writing done and then i want to get to editing this mattodore screenshot i took #i wanna give it the full treatment so it’ll take me a bit probably #but if i have no luck with either of them then i want to either get in-game and take more screenshots orrr get in blender for a new pose 🧑‍#i just really want to create something today while my eyes are okay and my mood is good #i did decide to take a break from the oc question prompts i mentioned in one of those asks i answered a few days ago #i might scrap it tbh… idk should i share some parts… i did actually get like 1k of writing done on each doc. for mattodore but idk.#i just wasn’t feeling it i don’t think #so i’m going to find a new set today!#…if you see me on here again in anything less than two hours pleaseeeeeee yell at me !! that is not enough time to have written anything !!

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louisarmpits · 5 months

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I feel like all of my coworkers got their vacation approved for the holidays and they didnt approve mine (: they didnt even give me ONE of the days off 😃🔪

#and funny that the people who are on vacation took multiple days/weeks off this year #meanwhile i only took one vacation. all year. and it was only for 5 days.#and these people who are off this week and next week have taken multiple days and some people even tooks MONTHS off #and they couldnt even give me one fucking day lmfao #i asked for 4. okay i get not giving me all 4 bc we’re busy #but they couldnt spare 1 day?? 2 even???#i’m at my breaking point #i barely take vacation days and i save them for times like this #this is my third year working Christmas and i never took holidays off #i mean i have christmas day and boxing day off #but i wanted a longer break. I’m so tired #I’m so tired and its so busy #i just wanted a few extra days #the bad thing about being good at your job: they want you to work when its busy

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dyna-myght · 6 months

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Is it possible for a fixed female cat to like. Go through some form of a faux heat where she wants to sort of mark her territory? Like which bed is her favorite at the time she will pee on and then she likes to pee on my clothes….

#she’s already been through a faux pregnancy so honestly I wouldn’t be surprised #but yeah this happens every so often. idk how often #I’ll probably start actually tracking it #but it’s like she will be so so so good #and then for a few days to a week she’ll act out and do this #and I’m just trying to figure out how a cat who is so trained will always end up acting out like this #I joke it’s just some form of retaliation from her #like she’s just being a moody teenager mad at her mom for not giving her extra food #but like. I’m starting to think it might just be a faux heat bc of it actually genuinely being so out of character for her #it’s not super regular for her to this #it’s just happened enough times throughout a few months for me to be like okay there’s something happening here #and this time it happened in time with the other cats heat

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dahldahlbills · 6 months

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nano day 2 & 3 update

day 2

Total Word count: 1689; 1421 towards a fic, and 268 towards my main wip

Did a lot of handwriting so I wasn’t able to see exactly how much I wrote until I typed it up today (hence the late update)

day 3

Total Word count: 1603; 901 towards a fic, and 702 towards my main wip

I did two sprints towards my main wip and got ~350 words for both 20min sprints, im kinda proud of that ngl

I’m making steady progress and for the most part on track for that 50k which is kinda neat! (still not what I’m going for tho so i can’t let it get to my head lol)

but overall I’m feeling really good so far I’m excited to see what I accomplish tomorrow :D

#bet you all thought I gave up after day one huh #but no!! i was just too busy last night to give an update lol #‘you all’ being the three (3) people who know I’m doing Nano #the fic writing kinda dominated the past few days #Im hoping the oc brainrot will kick in at some point bc I really do want to prioritize that #‘i just need to get this fic out and then I’ll be good’ I say but then watch me say it again next week with another fic #it’s okay tho I’m not in a huge rush for cryptids wip #like i kinda should be if I’m aiming for 2025 but it’ll be okay #i don’t want that pressure at such an early stage #anyway I don’t expect to get a lot of writing done tomorrow bc we’re having Guests 😬#but i will try my best #my drawing will also be dropping SIGNIFICANTLY this month #i say as if it hasn’t already the past several months 💀#but Im not feeling that bad about it compared to before bc there’s no Events that are adding pressure to my creating #any time I do draw will be in my sketchbook. it’ll be a nice break from digital #i Can finally make some progress on those jojo spreads I’ve been dying to make #and by make progress I mean I’ll barely finish one lol #(i dont mean that negatively. I’ll be having fun the whole time I’m just making fun of how slow I am)#anyway #dahl does nano 23

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southislandwren · 11 months

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I deeply love the freshman but she just called twice to ask if could jump her car at a location 30 minute drive away, I am pajama’d and blind in bed . No I cannot dedicate over an hour of time when it’s already my bedtime because surprise, I wake up at fuckin 4:25 am 🙃

NO FUCKING WAY was I awake typing this godforsaken post and my other friend called me for 30 MINUTES!!!!! You fuckheads I work on a farm do not contact me after 7:30!!!! Arggghhhhhh okay goodnight and anyone else who calls me is NOT getting an answer I am asleep GOODNIGHT !!!!

#and last night I got like 5 hours of sleep and I didn’t take a nap today. I shouldn’t be fucking driving anyway because I’m SLEEPY sleepy #I was like give me 30-40 minutes and she was like uhhh I will call some other people… yeah do that .#like if I do go for a drive this weekend I’ll still invite her but I’m getting a little sick of her antics #diary post #ugh. anyway if you find this E I do deeply love you fr but I told you I wasn’t going to be a good friend this summer #and I didn’t mean like teehee I can only hang out on Saturdays #I meant the likelihood I text back or see you in person more than twice a month is VERY low #and yeah this is on me for picking a stupid fucking job but like. I need to be sick of farming before I head to a city for 5+ years #I am exhausted down to my core. I relapsed in my bad habit on Saturday. I am barely functioning.#I don’t think I’ve eaten anything that’s not fruit or dairy products in the past 3 days. I am desperately waiting for an incident at work.#begging to the universe to let me get kicked in the head or something so I can have a few fucking days off PLEASE #anyway goodnight. now im all wound up and I’ll get another 5 hours of sleep #also ironic the second friend who called me was gossiping abt this guy at work that should just shut up sometimes #and im sitting there on the other side of the phone YAWNING after picking up and answering I am already in bed #and my friend is still rambling on about stupid inane work bullshit that I do not care about.#okay goodnight for real. I hate everything

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arthur-r · 1 year

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heads up it turns out a lot of the new jukebox the ghost is actually really great!!!! i was out here thinking their music had just gotten worse but it turns out just a couple songs happen to be terrible and the rest is good