#I’m okay with being a just kinda alright artistically but being just alright and unemployed can only go on for so long and the gap grows
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I don’t know if I have what it takes to do this, in terms of talent and skill and willpower, but if so I have absolutely no idea what to do otherwise
#I’m okay with being a just kinda alright artistically but being just alright and unemployed can only go on for so long and the gap grows#I feel so stupid but also any other route I can imagine feels false…#I had something like a dream for a little bit maybe that’s it#and i don’t think that complacency is the whole of the problem but it certainly isn’t helping.. but it’s hard to feel motivated..#even those who I feel like are giving it their all and leveling up at rapid speeds are just as unemployed.. does it even matter#but am I wasting time by not trying harder? I have a good amount of work + relevant experience.. still not enough#whatever me and a few hundred others so it goes#I just don’t know what to do with the days and worried with each day I’m screwing myself over for the future w each choice
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