balanced dinner at 11:30pm is buttered bagel, applesauce, and ibuprofen taken with a swig of half flat diet coke

My blog has become infested with angst goblins, and they must be fed with some hypothetical scenarios!🙏💚

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Nona bath + conditioner time! 🧼 🫧 🛁

Cass Apocalyptic Series is consuming my brain— doodles the little leo in pants ✍️

there’s a little blood so peep a panel redraw if you’re not into that

CW: blood ⬇️

@somerandomdudelmao i love your dynamic scene composition but i’m not good at that— all i can give is colourful leo because i am sO normal about leo going to the future lol

It’s getting colder, so she’s getting warmer. Funny how that works. 🦇🌨️

No but you don’t understand . I need Jonsa to be a tangled mess of depravity and tenderness. Grief haunting them - the ghosts of their past connecting them in some irrevocable way, because perhaps that’s the only way they know how to bond - initially, at the very least. Estranged but bursting with love but not knowing how to show it because ‘we were never close.’ But Sansa used to teach me courtesy, and Jon used to sneak me lemon cakes when no one was watching. I love you so much but I feel as if you’re a stranger to me and I don’t know how to change that. Do you wish it was arya who walked through those gates or I should have been a better brother to you, I should have ridden north for you. Please just let me hold you in my arms until our hardened hearts soften again. Until something ineffable develops. And to their horror, they realise this raw and fresh and beautiful (damaged) bond that they have created. And then comes the angst. The yearning. The unspoken words. Religious disillusionment. Inadequacy. Shame shame shame. Understanding slowly burning brighter, until they realise how similar they actually are and oh my god , you were there the whole time and I never even realised. But she was radiant and glowed brighter than any star in the sky, how could I not ??? Now give me your hands and I’ll kiss your fingers one by one, I’ll gentle each tip the way you’ve deserved. And I’m here, I see you. I’m not leaving, but gods am I a vile being. Look at how this world has corrupted me.

I feel increasingly sick seeing the photos of children in Gaza and knowing they have not had real food in over 190 days. I want to do a hunger strike out of solidarity but logistically there is no reason for me to

Repair day

i’m losing my entire fucking mind holy FUCK

Minor spoilers for the already revealed chapters of the next A Starless Clan book Wind

angel eyes 🕊️

thinking about how lanfear interrupted a very much needed conversation between siuan and moiraine as revenge for moiraine cockblocking her in episode 4. she really uno reversed her

Underrated scene in Breaking Bad is when Mike is trying to distract a bored Jesse on a stakeout by offering him a pimento sandwich but he does it in the voice of someone trying to get a kid to eat their vegetables and Jesse just looks at him like 😒

I’m really glad to see several groups from RT being able to rebrand (the new RT pod group making Midnight Snack, Face Jam becoming 100% Eat) so I really hope everyone else, on camera and behind the scenes, is able to swiftly move on to bigger and better things