the internet is so mean. i dont know why i still use it. it affects my mental health so much. "but its the internet, its always going to be mean what did you expect" i know that. doesn't mean its ok to bully people just because its online and not face to face. im allowed to be upset over the fact that nowhere feels safe to me. please just be kind to people, it isnt that hard.

i just wish i was living in a random apartmant building at the top and just chilling on the balcony in my pjs while watching over the city life being wild. Of course with a good ciggarette OR..or a joint with a nice cold drink. Is that too much to ask for..? (heres the answear: probably..yea.)

Things just keep getting worse and worse and I feel helpless at this point

Please, I just want J... I wish he could take my mind off things for only a few minutes. I feel terrible.

all i do is make everything worse

I feel, not good right now

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I've been "having a bad day" for so many days now.

Oh how stupid of me.

today had everything to be a good day but NOOO

I am in dire need of cat pictures

tfw you literally cannot bare to think about the future in any aspect because you didn't think you'd make it to 30 but you'll be 33 this autumn and it's scary as fuck because you haven't amounted to anything thus far 🙃

a beautiful sight 🌟 concavenator 

gonna be the last art of this year. it was a tough one, but with a glimpse of hope for the future, for which i'm really grateful. i've done a lot of art this year, personal and for the studio too. manifesting next year to be a dream come true (please let me be happy and free) happy new year everyone! 💙

Has anyone ever thought of the possibility of people in hisui getting a magazine from AFTER ingo and akari go home with either or both of them on it. Like they've already left and lo and behold in the tail end of the entire mess a magazine appears with one of them on the cover looking fresh stunning and most importantly happy. If it were Ingo i feel like he'd be all dressed up goth on the cover of like Vogue or something lmao (i don't think he wouldn't get famous if he wasn't already after coming home. Theyd want the publicity+cool extint Pokémon on the cover). If it were akari shed probably be like posing all badass like the badass teenager she is, scars in full view (she's a survivor!!!!!!). Inside is a little tidibit of their life after coming home. It would be both funny as hell to see them react to how they are in their element and like connect the dots for their strange behaviors AND bring closure to the people they left in hisui. They may never know this but the people in the past do

If anyone uses this idea tag me i may or may not read it but i want to know if you liked it enough to do something with it. I'll probably just keep daydreaming to myself about it lol

Edit: btw there's a whole section talking about everyone's battle prowess and the battle subway for the funnies. Just so you know

hey has anyone else noticed that the minotaur REACHES UP TOWARDS THE SKY DURING ITS DEATH ANIMATION because i'm really not okay about it

(disabled blood & gore to make it easier to see)