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What and i am just supposed to be normal after reading gitm ?!?!?!? Like i am just supposed to go back to my day to day life?!?!?!
HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THAT THESE IDIOTS ARE BOUNCING AROUND MY SKULL LIKE SCREEN SAVERS
I am crying fool is my guy they are all my guys even y/n
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I am normal about my tav <—- lying
#art#doodle#my art#fanart#bg3 tav#bg3#gale x tav#Tara#baldur's gate 3#unwell behavior#hhehehehehehehehehehe#gale of waterdeep#gale dekarios#tara scritchy face#if you please#i do this with every blorbo I get#bg3 is just very open about posting it so I’ll do it too#ocxcanon keeps me sane
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it��s being normal about dad gale hours again
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#dadkarios#galemance#your honour they are So tired#i think gale is a very ‘10pm is a late one’ kind of person so he’s not thriving#esp because cyra was Very unwell for a while so he was looking after a brand new mabel by himself#do you think he ever thought a tiny redhead pulling him out of a portal would lead to a morgue being installed in his house#it's v on brand for cyra to be literally about to have a baby and still hacking up corpses#i love that she isn't even my durge she is just like this#tw blood#cw pregnancy
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[It was nothing.]
No. It was everything.
#Baldur's Gate 3#Halsin#bg3edit#halsinedit#videogameedit#gamingedit#bg3 spoilers#otheredits#my stuff#i've said this before but one of my favourite things about halsin's speech pattern is that it's deliberate#and he says a lot with very few words#screwing around with a new gif font - idk if i like it yet#also halsin's 'it was everything' sounds so much like ifan's 'you...you are everything' and i'm unwell about that
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That one event when PC sleeps in History class and wakes up with cum on their hand. It's not the only one, but, like......
No just let me delulu okay just LET ME THINK IT'S THE HIGH CONFIDENCE ROBIN and this is the premise we need for Somnophilia Ronin okay "no one seems to notice" BUT IF YOU LOOK TO YOUR SIDE HONAY MAYBE YOU LL SEE SOMEONE IS BLUSHING JUST LET ME DREAM PLEASE SOMNO ROBIN IS REAL AND I'M SO READY FOR IT.
#I MIGHT'VE HAD VERY UNLIKELY THOUGHTS ABOUT THIS SCENE OKAY LIKE DUDE IT MUST BE YOU DUDE YOU CHEEKY LITTLE MUFFIN#Vrel please I BEG you please add like just ONE more word to this scene like not just +Stress -Fatigue but also +LUST OR +CONFIDENCE#TELL ME IT'S REALLY IS ROBIN PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEEEEE#if I can't have breast-feed Robin might as well jump back to Somno Robin I'm so unwell#dol pc#robin the orphan#lya the blossom#dol robin#dol#degrees of lewdity#dol fanart#dollya art#soft somno#cw somnophilia
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Something about Good Omens from a Jewish perspective, something about Crowley, about questions, something about how we are not in heaven, about how we get to decide the rules here on Earth, something about discussion, about wrestling with G-d, and something about how G-d is outnumbered and doesn't get a say, something about how "heaven" and "hell" don't really matter, about trying to make things better from the context of our lives, something about leaving the world a better place than you found it, something about drinking and enjoying life right here and now, something about "they tried to kill us and failed, let's eat".
#mr gaiman is Jewish and i see it#Thinking about Good Omens from a Jewish perspective has me unwell and in the midst of an existential crisis a few days before Rosh Hashanah#and i think that's beautiful#and very Jewish of me personally#the way a show about the very christian Armageddon has me questioning and falling in love with jewish philosophy again is very sexy#jewish#rosh hashanah#good omens#jewish omens#neil gaiman#mine#jewblr#Judaism
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“you said we’re not together so now when we kiss i have anger issues…. i know baby no attachments…” CHAPPEL WHAT! KLANCE WHAT! WHAT?!
#bruh#boooooo#screams and throws up and slides down a wall#voltron#klance#keith kogane#vld#lance mcclain#voltron legendary defender#vld fanart#klance fanart#voltron legendary disappointment#guys if you make out with ur homie you’re very in love with while drunk is it gay?#genuinely unwell about them#i don’t usually draw people kissing this was weird#oh whelp
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they continue to be Thee besties ever. number one duo spot in my mind!
#well. maybe number two#well. im very bad at ranking it fluctuates daily#Theyre One Of The Most Duos In My Mind!#anyway wally riding barnaby like a horse is absolutely Hysterical to me#giddyup pardner....#what's the reason? whimsy? to make people tilt their heads? to show wally what it's like to be tall?#so that barnaby doesnt have to walk slower? simply because they Can?#< these are the important lore questions#scribble salad#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#sometimes i think about them and then i punch my hand through a window#very casually. yes theres blood everywhere dont worry about it#its nbd. im Normal. not unwell at all!#why is there glitter in the blood? Dont Worry About It.#im simply full of microplastics
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ever thought about how aegon was alicent‘s first and her last left? your house is burning and your children are gone. except him. except him. he came back to her, unrecognizable, burnt and twisted, but he came back to her. she has him still.
i have done everything you’ve asked me to. i try so hard but it will never be enough for you. and it wasn‘t. she asked him to save their family, save the realm, save her. he didn‘t, he couldn‘t. he did come back to her. he had cursed her on the day he was born.
do you love me? you imbecile. i love those bones of you. i love you so much i have sacrificed everything to see you on the throne. i have sacrificed my youth. sacrificed my decency. sacrificed my oldest. i have sacrificed you. i love you. my oldest, my firstborn, my sacrifice.
and as he walks towards his mother like an animal to his butcher she plants a kiss on his forehead. her little sacrificial lamb, he came back. came back to her. did i do well mother? did i do enough? no. i love you. you came back.
i wonder who he thought about when the poison touched his lips.
#i am unwell and so very normal about them.#alicent hightower#aegon ii targaryen#aligon#house of the dragon#hotd#olivia cooke#tom glynn carney#asoiaf#alicent x aegon#ales.txt
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It makes me actually sick how Aziraphale and Crowley love each other SO much but they just don't talk to each other about literally anything important. Season 3 better just be six hours of them finally, properly talking to each other istg.
#good omens#good omens 2#good omens season 2#gos2 spoilers#ineffable husbands#if you can't tell i'm still very unwell about them#they're all i think about 24/7
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Two roads neurodiverged in a yellow wood, or whatever it was that Robert Frost said.
#the quarry#dylan lenivy#ryan erzahler#rylan#radioheads#dylan x ryan#ryan x dylan#THEM#I am very unwell about them#my dumb quarry memes#the quarry meme#autism bf x adhd bf
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nobody talk to me unless it’s about him
creds. 1,2 - 5,6 - 3,4
#HELP IVE FALLEN AND I CANT GET UP EVER AGAIN#JISUNG I HAVE A THING FOR ARMS AND YOURE NOT HELPING AT ALL#god i need him so bad. i have no excuses for whatever i say anymore#i really#he could#he could fix me#i need him to do a questionable number of things#can i like… touch his arm#omg he’s buff buff hehe AGHHH#i feel so very unwell right now#like i need to sit down and think about this#this is my new religion#omg i love him again :<#park jisung#nct jisung smut#jisung smut
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truly what a guy
#malevolent#malevolent podcast#arthur lester#arthur malevolent#john doe#john malevolent#my art#ahfdgfghsdd i have so many important things to do but these two have overtaken all of my waking thoughts so i'm fucked to say the least#adgfd i just wanna talk about them with someone but no one i know has the energy for that 12h long infodump#straight up today was my first truly no work day in a few weeks and what did i do? spent half the day figuring out how i want to draw arthur#still not sure if this the direction i wanna take his design in but somehow along the process he ended up as like my ideal look on masc days#tbh i don't have the time to unpack whatever that says about me ywy#john's design is very much still a first draft but i can't think about it too much or i might just actually go insane#this podcast makes me unwell(affectionate)#the universe is so evil for not letting me just draw them all day long ywy#in an ideal world it would be no diploma no uni applications only malevolent#.....i'm gonna stop with the rambling now#so yeah go listen to malevolent
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"In a night of silence
I'm settled by your sounds
In a dream of quiet
Contentedness surrounds
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Delightfully exhausted
Willingly this way
Always yours, always yours I'll stay
With you, my muse"
-My Muse by Sarah Jarosz
#jel/reth#jel x reth#palia#palia reth#jel omiata#HAPPY VALENTINES DAY YALL!!#THIS PIECE TOOK ME SO LONG#but I had it done unintentionally in time for the holiday#I’m very much pleased with how it turned out tbh#I am unwell about these dumb gay boys#s6 plz let me play match maker I’m dying
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Things I am never ever going to be normal about: the gripping the back of the neck
#i am unwell about literally this entire scene ofc but i am always susceptible to gripping#and then the pulling him down with him in the last one wow very unfair to me and my heart#there are palpitations#bj hunnicutt#hawkeye pierce#hunnihawk#beejhawk#hawkbeej#m*a*s*h#mashposting#mashblogging#ain't love grand#s7e25
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Fernando Alonso & His Relationship With Cards
I'm sure we're all familar with the cards on the back of Fernando's Vegas GP helmet by now, but did you know his relationship with cards goes a lot deeper?
I. Magic Tricks
You've probably seen or heard someone at least mention Fernando's propensity for card tricks. As far as I can tell he was doing them(publically) as far back as 2003 all the way to as recently as 2018. Even once performing a card trick, with a condom and a teddy bear(!??!?!??!!), in front of Valentino Rossi who said "How was that possible?"(x)
But how did this start? According to James Allen, "Fernando admits to having been heavily influenced by his grandfather, a mercurial figure, who taught him magic and card tricks, still one of his passions away from the race track."(x) And I'm not sure the validity of this one, because I couldn't find an actual source, but apparently he once said: "My parents are responsible for the two things I like doing most - driving and magic tricks. They bought me my first go-kart and a magician's kit."
In several interviews he described it as his hobby off track, and that he loved learning new tricks and surprising others in the garage with them! So clearly cards are pretty important to him both as a hobby but also to who he is as a person since they've been with him just as long as racing has.
II. Card Symbolism in His Helmets
This is the reason I originally made this post, but I thought I should also explain the origins of his card fascination first. As I said, we probably all remember the cards on the back of his helmet in Vegas, but did you know that wasn't the first time he had cards on the back of his helmet?
From 2008-2013, he used to have a pair of cards on the back of his helmets. The symbolisms of the cards themselves as well as the evolution of their design is really fascinating to me! Even more so with the recent development of the card choice in 2023.
Fernando said he wanted to reference his two titles in some way on the back of his helmet and after his friend sent him several ideas, he decided on having two cards(an ace of clubs and an ace of hearts, sometimes pictured with 05 and 06 on them as well), saying: "I picked the cloverleaf [the ace of clubs - Ed] to give me luck, but the only pity is that it doesn't have four leaves!"(X)
2008.
Here's the very first appearance of the cards! They're displayed flat, with the 05 and 06 clearly visible
2009.
Very similar to 2008, but with a slightly different design, and they're maybe a bit more straight with less shadow?
2010.
This is the first major change! I was sad they didn't have the years on them anymore, but then I realized they're sparkly to match with his signature lightning bolts on the top of the helmet!!
2011.
Honestly I'm still somewhat unsure if this is the actual 2011 helmet? It's pretty difficult to find clear photos of the back of helmets from older seasons. It's easiest to find them on replica sites or auction sites so I'm not 100%? But anyways, I like that this has the championship years on the underside of the cards
2012.
This is when I started getting weirdly emotional about the helmets. Do you see how they've progressed from being a centerpoint to being curled up and sad at the bottom of the helmet? Not listing the year anymore??
2013.
Same thoughts as 2012. And after this season, they cease to exist (just like his ferrari chair in the garage, WOAH CALLBACK), until cards make a reeappearance in his Vegas helmet, albeit in a different form
2013 Monaco(Honorable Mention):
For some reason 2013 helmets were easier to find proper pictures of, so I happened to witness this absolute beauty. The creativity of this helmet genuinely blows me away??? Wanting to keep the card motif, but making sure to incorporate it into the rest of the puzzle piece design?? Mwah! There was another special 2013 helmet but they didn't change the cards at all so I really applaud this one
2023 Las Vegas(The Return of The King):
The magnificent return! But look! The cards are different cards! Instead of being two aces, it's now an ace of hearts, a four of hearts(his driver number of course!) and, the, now iconic, representation of himself as a Joker. I literally could not believe my eyes when this helmet was released and I saw the Joker card, what a fucking silly old man....I really wonder if he felt nostalgic having cards on his helmet again or if he didn't think about it all and was just like, "ah cards because Vegas!!!"
III. Why Does This Matter?
*The rest of the post was factual, this is moreso my personal thoughts on the symbolism of the cards/designs
This post spawned from me recently watching the 2010 Bahrain gp and noticing "hey wait a minute...are those CARDS ON THE BACK OF HIS HELMET!?" It's a really tiny detail that's unfortunately covered up by the HANS device pretty much whenever he's wearing the helmet, so it's really difficult to spot! But I became fascinated with the fact that he had cards on his helmet before that recent helmet, and now here we are!
There's something to me about how the design of the cards evolves over the course of six seasons from the cards being front and center to being smaller, more folded up and closer to the bottom of the helmet. As I said, the 2012-2013 ones genuinely made me depressed because it feels, symbolically, like his hopes for getting another Ace are becoming more and more unlikely and falling away until they eventually fall falt and fade away entirely after 2013 and disappear for basically a decade.
But when they return? They're not the same cards! Instead of representing Fernando's championships, they now represent him as a person, displaying his driver number and his persona of being a Joker!! Though I do think it's interesting he happened to keep the Ace of Hearts, even though he talked more about the Ace of Clubs before. I'm not sure it's actually this deep in reality, but I like to think that it's him not letting his championships(and the lack thereof) define him, but rather letting who he is as a person shine and be the centerpoint instead! But on a sadder note, as @suzuki-ecstar said to me, maybe the Aces aren't there anymore because he's lost all hope for a chance at a third Ace entirely :(
#yes its finals week and im up to my eyes in coursework but instead decided to spend like 5 hours researching and writing this post#nah bcs i actually genuinely put more work into this then I think I have all semester dsfjdskjg#that thing about him using a condom and teddy bear in a magic trick genuinely had me crying with laugher. actual tears rolling down my face#<- HOW!?!? WHAT WAS THE TRICK?? its literally inconceivable to me what he did. oh if only there were pics UGH#anyways!! this post was a lot of fun to make!! i really really love the symbolism and design of helmets so this was a rly fun project#and i also went down a lot of rabbitholes while make this and saw many very weird articles from yore#i feel like i make an equal amnt of deranged posts abt seb and nando but i dont know why nando is gifted w all my well researched projects#<- i.e. chair post. that was the same level of research as this one but at least this one i could find actual sources about....#idk theres smth about the extremely long history of nando's history that evokes research posts like this KLAJSLSKDJ#theres just so much that i dont think I ever really see people discussing! so i must create.#haha what was that joke tag i wanted to make abt my researched posts? I think:#normal posts that catie normally makes in a normal fashion#<- one day ill go back and actually tag posts w that. bcs the amtn of research compared to my actual schoolwork is so unwell#fernando alonso#fa14#f1#formula 1#catie.rambling.txt#we do a little bit of f1
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