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puppyeared · 8 months

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man ok so you know the spiciness scale on menus that show you how spicy a dish is so you can order based on your tolerance. can we have that for sauces too please

#im being serious btw. the sauce to rice ratio is very important and sacred to me #whenever i eat at home i get to choose how much sauce i can have with my rice because i dont like absolutely dousing it but i still wanna b #able to taste it yanno. i dont do well with slippery/saucy foods and ive given up trying to understand it. it might be a sensory thing #i am so sorry to admit this on the soup website but i cant handle thick/chunky sauces or curry. forgive me #the worst part is that i actually can handle and even enjoy some like caldereta and congee. but its so hard to tell people ill eat this but #not that.. its embarassing because it feels like im making exceptions. which i am!! because its preference!! but alas #but anyway with the sauce scale. i was thinking it would be nice to include a scale for how much sauce you want with a dish #rather than just skirting away from a food because you feel like you cant handle the texture or feel unsure about it #sauce could be adjustable without completely changing the recipe so it would be more like a matter of quantity or serving size #also i feel like i can make cool names for the scale. like “light drizzle” to “sauceageddon”#im asian so when i eat sauce i pair it with rice and it works because the rice kind of cancels out or makes the sauce more tolerable for me #with caldereta i make it an even 50/50 because i can taste it in the rice without the texture getting in the way #but with pasta and sauce its normally 1/3 sauce because the pasta normally isnt enough to cancel it out #i also grew up with relatives making fun of my eating habits and i really really hate eating at restaurants and gatherings because of it #maybe its because they want to make sure im eating right but!! you dont have to call me out for my 1/3 portion of spaghetti sauce!! damn!!!#anyway im not sure if anyone feels the same abt this and maybe its just me. but it would be really nice to have this a normal thing #without judging ppl for their eating habits and preferences. on god #yapping #food ment #EDIT: ASKING FOR SAUCE ON THE SIDE. MY EYES HAVE BEEN OPENED. I DIDNT KNOW THAT WAS A THING

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tangledinink · 7 months

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I relate to the

“I have things to do, better take my medication”

“but I need to eat”

“Okay no medicine”

“but things to do-“

loop SO MUCH

I typically just eat right before I take medicine- that doesn’t solve having to cook but you can always just make ramen or get microwaveable meals

I dunno why I sent this- it probably won’t help much- uhh-

yeah no i feel that. = 3 = I try to do that but;;; idk! i feel! bad about only eating dumb microwave meals and stuff. like. i worry about it not being very healthy or financially wise and shit like that, y'know? and then i'll like. be awake in the dead of night trying to fall asleep and be like.

omg.... you know what would be so good...? soup.... i would love to make soup i haven't made soup in forever it's FALL WEATHER i should make SOUP ugh it would be so fantastic i should do that i'll make soup...

but then the morning comes and it's like... ah... well... the desire for soup still somewhat persists, but....

#and then sometimes ill like. BUY INGREDIENTS and shit at the store #not even like COMPLICATED INGREDIENTS but like. fucking. shit to make sandwiches with #and then i wont fucking eat half of it #and it goes bad #and i FEEL BAD coz i DONT LIKE WASTING FOOD but AHHHHH ITS HARDDDD #screaming #cooking is so hard sometimes and ill be like #OKAY IM GONNA COOK BEFORE I TAKE MY MEDICINE OKAY LETS GO #and it just... it just doesnt happen. despite my best efforts #and ill give up #i also tend to like. make food and start eating #and then take my medicine while im eating because im an idiot #and then i get distracted while im eating so its taking me forever coz im doing other shit at the same time #and then the meds kick in #so i dont wanna eat anymore #but i still have the food that i made right here #and then i just end up #spending the day sitting around with a fucking. bowl of pasta #that i just slowly nurse over a period of like 8 hours #idk man its ridiculous #it might be better when i have a new job and likeee have a routine again idk #asks #anon #i bought potatoes to make soup i HAVE SOUP STUFF... but... but soup takes so long... and... and what if i dont eat it... then ill be sad..

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silenthillbunni · 19 days

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#1st my sister was passive aggressive bc i was boiling pasta when she wanted to make her dinner #so she slammed stuff nd chopped veggies aggressively #nd i felt my heart rate spike nd my body go tense nd i always get clumsy nd drop things nd hurt myself when i get that way #but they think i deserve feeling awful bc of mistakes in the past so i cant ask them to stop #i've been walking around w lots of heavy things nd im barely keeping it together #nd i got so mad bc she wouldnt stop so i started slamming the cabinets nd then left when i was done #then my mom nd other sister got home nd i just wanted to ask my mom smth #when i open my door my other sister goes 'omfg already?'#'immediately when we get home i never get a break. it's almost disgusting'#i just got so.. i realized how pathetic nd childish i am so i just went into my room #but then apparently my sister said to mom that *i* was the only one being passive aggressive #so she comes in to talk when i was having my dinner so i said that i plz just wnna eat my dinner #she didnt know nd she's never cared but i wanted to hurt myself so badly i was struggling not to #but then she started screaming at me for being childish nd passive aggressive nd that i never do anything #she left my room. she still talks to my sisters so i know it's onlg me shes sick of #idk.. today is bad bc i cant talk to her nd i dont have ANYONE else to talk to im all alone #and now i barely even wanna go outside my room bc apparently my family thinks i wnna mess w them just for going to the bathroom lmao #i hate myself so much. im so pathetic. im 25yrs old living at home being a burden #nd im just a pathetic nd childish person. i 'need' to talk nd vent nd rant nd #like if i buy some things i have these need to like do a mini haul or if i get books from the library #i wnna show my mom what books i got #it's so childish. i do feel bad for my mom to have to deal w me nd my annoying personality #why cant i jusy be normal. no wonder why i can never keep friends or my family doesnt wnna talk to me. everything abt me fkn sucks #anyway im just feeling so bad and so alone bc my moms mad at me so now i have no one to talk to

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magdalenas · 6 months

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i don’t like being told that i look “skinny” when the only reason is because i have been in too much pain to eat for over two weeks like that’s not a compliment i am miserable

#actually it’s triggering #it’s like when i moved home in june & had lost / was still losing a lot of weight bc i had been like actively suicidal for the past month #& frankly still was & all my family could talk abt was how skinny i looked even tho again .. the only reason i looked thin was bc i was so #mentally ill i couldn’t eat & was throwing up all the time .. like it doesn’t feel good :(#and ofc as soon as i walk in the door from work today … mind you it’s the day after my extraction like i am in legit pain atm ..#my mom immediately wants to start arguing over the food shit again like the pasta shrimp stuff … girl you’re only doing all this bc yk you #were wrong … if you thot ur actions were justified you’d stfu abt it like literal days l8r #gd just leave me ALONE

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biteapple · 5 days

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hungruy 24/7 ahhhhhhHHHHHH

#ive been eating a lot of fast food because i havent gotten groceries because i havent had time to plan groceries and getting them #because ive been working so many hours and i also havent had time to clean my fridge out #and honestly im kind of afraid of my fridge at this point because it needs like a LOT of cleaning out. there's some nasty shit in there now #usually im pretty good at keeping things tidy in there and in general but i havent set aside time to clean it #and NOW i need to set aside time to DEEP clean it #i literally made myself dinner today and i finished two bowlfuls of my pasta and im STILL hungry now.#and its like okay well im at an impasse. do i make the rest of this box of pasta or do i get takeout or do i brave my fridge #its like fuuuuck #usually i just eat a protein granola bar to soothe the hunger atleast for awhile #one of the biggest upsides and downsides to the testosterone is the hungerrrrrr #ive been gaining weight i think.? its been nice

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apollo-cackling · 3 months

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idk how to feel about how many google translate sings songs I can still sing from memory

#my rambles #the other matt-crow-well they know they are just alcohol and bamboo #dude. do not worry. I will have to attack again #or the havana one I still have like the entire 2nd verse memorised I'm pretty sure ghjdkslhgag #jyephphyr / only the graduates of atlanta are out of the blue / ATLANTA WILL BE INTERESTING FOR THE STUTTGART (all caps) /#atlanta new east was without a new curse (cars sound like a trap) / yeah. it hurts. SAM'S GIRLFRIEND IS HERE /#gimme the curry GIMME THE CURRY (I eat) / is he waiting for me (why?) / satan takes me to the pasta (the horror) (why me?) /#open space closed space. B / if a million dollars worth the price I (I) / nina mulan baby #yup. still got it. for some reason.

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moomoorare · 2 months

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I'm so mentally drained dude I feel like a dry plant BURNED by sunlight

#fell asleep two hours tonight and im still tired #for my mental weelbeing im gonna actually go out to buy something good to eat some comfort foods or something ifk #*idk #and the stretch will maybe help its also sunny it cant hurt #i need all the comfort i can get #my head hurts so much too #i will try to take a nap after im back #i have a complicated relationship with food #i love food. and im not really picky. except. i eat only for the flavour #i need something to be flavorful otherwise if its bland my body will outright reject it #cannot physically bring myself to eat bland foods #and its not even like they have to be seasoned #i love eating fruit and veggies with no additions or salt jusy saright up carrots tomatos and cabbage #but also. for pasta for example. or meat. or anything really .#idk.#anyway i just need food.#because goddamn. ive been having one mesl per day too with how bad my sleeping schedule has been #rare rambling

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no-one-hears-me · 9 months

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really thinking about how my only options are to continue starving and stay skinny or eat but gain weight. I can never be normal

#ed tw #today I saw a video of someone showing what her friend eats #and it was a whole pizza and then pasta and whatever #how are some people capable of doing that #realistically some of it is my fault bc I've slowed my metabolism by restricting too hard #and the only way to fix it is to eat more BUT that will cause weight gain #and yeah I can lose it but I'd rather not gain any in the first place #also I'm genuinely not able to eat that much anymore #today I ate a fairly small amount of food and my stomach starting getting uncomfortable halfway through #even though that was the only thing I had in awhile. idk #I'm kinda proud that I can't eat anymore but that's kinda cringe idk #anyways. I really just wish I could eat normal amounts of food but still have a really low weight #I don't want a healthy weight tbh so yeah it makes sense that I can't eat healthy portions #still sucks tho #ALSO it sucks that alcohol has calories but tbf I don't need to drink much if I haven't eaten anyways #and my tolerance has never been high actually bc I don't drink that much #Sera

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dykefever · 3 months

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it's a slight overreaction but one of the most everyday annoying things about british ppl 2 me is they leave their leftovers out for despicable amounts of time and then eat it and they say ohh the temperatures in winter are fine for it

#i can guarantee our kitchen has not been below the danger zone temp since we didn't have the heating on and it was like 2 degrees outside #ALSO never in my life have i heard so many casual complaints about stomach trouble that have no 'cause'#idk it's just a bit gross 2 me and also i have people arguing about the food safety and like do what you want it's not actually safe to eat #but yes .. you definitely could be fine UGH like this doesn't effect me but i find it so annoying 😭#it's like explaining reheated rice syndrome isn't a thing it's because they leave the rice out for way too long or in the fridge for too #long.. okay anyway excuse me this was prompted by my housemate leaving his chicken pasta out for 12 hours #it's still on the counter

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starbuck · 1 year

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Hey friends! I recently got my driver’s license (FINALLY!!!!!), so, if anybody has any recipe recommendations—particularly dinner recipes of easy-to-moderate difficulty OR healthy snack-type things i could take to work—i am ALL ears because i’m about to enter my Meal Planning Era.