i’m so fucking scared to open any of my social media in front of anyone, it’s all ana related.
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I want to look like I haven’t touched food in months, I want people to be worried, I want people to make jokes about how the wind could take me away, I want to occupy less space possible, I want to be picked up with the minimum effort, I want to be skinny
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okay…. stats and my rules for those interested 🩷
Height: 5’4
Age: 17
Pronouns: she/her
my name is juliette!! (jules for short)
HW 138lbs
CW 112lbs (i went up from 108 in recovery for a little while🤧)
LW: 103.4lbs
UGW: 100lbs (for now)
DOWN TO 110 (4/25/24) ✅
105 (soon)
103 (SOON.)
100 (💋💋)
then what..
rules:
- ALWAYS TRACK. EVERYTHING. Even if it’s just a bite of candy, those calories COUNT
- Self care! You’re not fueling but it doesn’t mean that you shouldn’t be taking vitamins, doing skin care, drinking tons of water, and exercising
- EXERCISE!! (when you’re thinking about food, when you’ve eaten food, when you haven’t eaten food. LITERALLY WHENEVER. Aim for about 1.5-2 hours a day! Cardio, strength, endurance, it’s all important)
- don’t go too low in calories. I’m a distance runner… i do happen to be insanely active so i’ve got to keep in mind a high protein/low cal diet, but not TOO low
- 800-1200 calories a day, aim for 60ish grams of protein!
- the scales (both food and body) are your friends 🩷
- don’t tell anyone. it’s how i’ve happened to lose this and gain weight EVERY. TIME. i can go down and i can STAY DOWN.
-don’t ever buy sweets. like SERIOUSLY and if you tell enough people you don’t like them you’ll trick yourself into not liking them also 🥳🥳
PSA: i am pro recovery for OTHER people. it’s just not for me and i think that’s okay, cause i’ve tried it. i’ve done programs, inpatient, therapy, the whole nine yards. it just isn’t for me, im happiest when im starving
this is all i can think of for now
dm me if you wanna be my friend and help keep each other in line 🩷🩷
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