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pebblespillowfort · 4 months
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i lied i did another one | crow...
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demonstars · 1 month
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO US THEN
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hashtag nunkeras fanart
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sirompp · 5 months
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DROPS HALF OF AN OC COMIC AND SKITTERS AWAY REALLY FAST
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savnofilter · 7 months
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In His Arms | h. sero (ver.)
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            Pro Hero!Hanta Sero x [GN]Reader
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CONTENT WARNING(S): sfw, angst, fluff, comforting!Sero, panick attack, mentions of nightmares, slight mentions of past emotional trauma but nothing serious, established relationship.
COUNT: .9k words.
I/B: in his arms by me.
READ MORE: masterlist + [students masterlist]
A/N: i love this picture. 🥹 was gonna use a different one but i decided to go digging to find more sero pics. sero is undoubtedly so underrated it's sickening... ALSO TJIS IS EO LATE I AM SO SORRY. didnt want to make a copycat of the ojiro one yet i hadnt even reviewed what i wrote for it haha. anyways, hope y'all like it! thank you, (crairo) anon!
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The room was too bright and it felt as though everything was caving in.
Laying in bed offered you no real comfort as your labored breaths made you feel suffocated, your eyes now starting to well with tears as anxiety rose within you. You wrapped your arms around yourself and curled into a ball, a small sob coming from you as you feebly attempted to soothe yourself. Usually, you had the comfort of your boyfriend next to you to ground you, but today you were by yourself.
The cool air taunting you synonymous with the cold sheets served as a reminder that you were all alone. That the fears and anxieties from your nightmare didn't stop once you woke up, it instead followed you as you awoke.
You felt an uncomfortable shiver rack through your body as your eyes desperately tried to adjust to the bright lights in the room. You would think waking up out of a nightmare during the daytime would ease you, but you were wrong. It felt overwhelmingly stimulating and your brain and body were desperately trying to find something to ease the panic that it was experiencing.
In your shivers you're able to peek at the clock on your nightstand, the digital tool letting you know that it is soon to be afternoon, hopefully in time for your boyfriend to come get you. You couldn't coax it out of yourself to physically reach out for your phone and shut your eyes in hopes that he would arrive sooner than later. As you closed your eyes, luckily the images of what you had experienced didn't stick but the interconnectedness of the dream clung to you deeply. There wasn't a moment where your body wasn't paralyzed in discomfort.
Heavy buzzing on your nightstand tickles the back of your brain, the static-like noise in your busy mind going completely ignored. It wasn't until you realized that it had been going on for a few minutes that you realized that it was your phone making that disturbance. You open back up your glossy eyes and curl further within yourself, not ready to confront anything that could mess with your already sensitive emotions.
After a while, the jittering had stopped and you were left with the silence of yourself. Still, as you came down from your breakdown tears left your eyes although dry. You refused to move from your spot to help anchor yourself. You no longer felt cold in the embrace of your sheets, now covered in a layer of sweat and feeling hotter than ever. The switch in sensations added on to your already difficult challenge of balancing your senses.
Distantly, you hear the front door to your apartment unlock and soon enough strong and hurried footsteps quickly pad their way to your shared bedroom door; it now opens with a wild swing.
"Y/N?!" Sero, your long-time boyfriend called out in fear.
You whimper at the sound of him and don't bother to move, a sniffle sounding from you alerting him of what state you were in.
Sero softly coos at the fetus positioned lump under the sheets and gently kneels next to your bed as he takes you in.
"Another bad dream?"
You nod looking away from him, feeling embarrassed at how susceptible you were to these things. He gives your forehead a comforting kiss before standing up and pulling you up for a hug, the manhandling you were used to since it was the only way you were able to move in moments like this. As you welcomed his warm and gentle embrace, another shocked sob ran through your body as you found immense comfort in his hold.
He whispered sweet reassurance in your ear, hand rubbing your arm soothingly as if handling a baby who was shaken up. At least that's what you felt like. You had always been like this as a child and only a few people understood that the only way you could come down from your awful night terrors was by coddling like this. In many relationships, you were left humiliated because of the lack of understanding but Sero never left you hanging. Whatever you needed, he was always ready to drop everything and take care of you.
"I thought something went wrong; I called your phone like a million times." Sero jokingly mumbles against your temple, his hands and arms giving you another squeeze before allowing you to slowly untangle yourself from his hold.
"Am sorry…" You pout and wipe your tears, his hands are more than happy to replace yours and wipe the excess himself.
"Don't worry about it, 'kay?" He gives you his signature, warm smile, and holds your hands in his as he places his forehead against yours. There's an urge to laugh at the comical angle he provides you. "You still up for that picnic? I was thinking of getting us boba on the way there."
If you were by yourself you would've stayed the whole day in your apartment, drained. But thanks to him, he always knew how to make your life easier.
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epersonae · 4 months
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25, 23, and 21 for the ask game!
21. most memorable comment/review
I have to say, the very first thing that came to mind is this from @thegreatzeldini from the first chapter of for the benefit of all the broken hearts:
BITCH TJIS IS HOW THE STEDE BLWOKKB IN THE KITCHEN STARTDX TOO AAAAHHHHHH
Which I love both for the "yay somebody noticed the parallels!!!!" of it all and also for the sheer incoherence. Audrey ilu, thank you for being the best commenter of all time.
23. fics you wanted to write but didn’t
I really did want to write that Perry Mason/OFMD crossover, but I think what might happen is that I'll outline some plot for @frommybookbook and they'll write some scenes and maybe between the two of us it'll happen. (they have a courtroom scene with Lucius as a witness that is [chefkiss])
25. a fic you read this year you would recommend everyone read
I hope it still counts if I was a beta reader and also one of the authors is someone I absolutely adore (the other author has been a delight to get to know!), because I have to recommend Wave Hello to the Void by @zacharybosch and @mxmollusca. It's very heartfelt and adventuresome and funny, and also the ending made me cry in the good way.
[fanfic asks for the end of the year, get em while I'm laid up in bed/couch with a broken leg]
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mmyashas · 6 months
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i dont really think this counts as spawnkilling but i can tell Why people think so. to me spawnkilling is like . Repeatedly hunting someone down without even letting them move in spawn but Tjis was a deal. hmmmmmmmmmmm
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lokilysolbitch · 5 months
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yeah so my childhood friend of 15 years chronically leaves me on read especially after i have a lot to say which really sucks ass because i actually used to have a whole system of different apps i texted her through so i wouldn't overwhelm one chat with all my spam and she would have time to read it when she wanted. but then a few years ago she was like "no you can spam me in the main app !! you can infodump and vent whenever you want !!" so i said "omg cool !!" and infodumped. and she fucking. left me on read and NEVER acknowledged it at all. and she still does it !!!!!!! that's actually partly why i post on social media at all, especially tumblr bc there's some random person who will want to read all that. anyways yeah im on read again and it's been twelve hours. she HAS spoken in a group chat where i can see her talking tho. which is even more sick rad and cool/sar
but yeah i'm gonna use tumblr for what i made it for, here's my bullshit. they're separate thoughts for the most part:
i'm keeping a count of eyelashes that fall out my eyelash bc for years it's seemed kind of excessive. yesterday was SEVEN. ALL AT ONCE. today is five. also all at once. i think the shedding ones get stuck in my lashes tho and don't come out until i try to get a single oddly placed one out of the way??? so maybe it's normal ???
me, whenever my playlist of my favorite songs plays my favorite songs: OH MY GOD I LOVE TJIS SONG
bro i found nail polish from when i was fucking SEVEN and that shit still works oh my god. the youngest polish i have is from when i was in middle school and most of them are still good. i wanna paint my nails again and i WILL be using these. the shimmery ones are fucking gorgeous.
OH don't get me started on my fucking catching fire nail polish that i got when i was idk 12 because i loved and love the hunger games. don't get me started. okay fine i'll start IT IS SO PRETTY AND SHINY IT FR LOOKS LIKE FIRE LIKE ITS GOT RED YELLOW AND ORANGE GLITTER AND WHEN THE LIGHT HITS IT AHDJWIS SKWW SKEDID
and there's also my mockingjay blue polish. one time i painted my nails with it and scrawled "mockingjay" on it with fine line black nail polish and i only regret it not looking neater tbh. i WAS the cringe hunger games kid and not much keeps me from becoming one again
i have so much pink nail polish. i've never in my life liked pink like That tho. why are there so many. the pale pink does hit tho i'll give it that. goddamn it's pretty
the ac in my room doesn't work rn and it is quite literally. 50 something degrees in here. i have raynauds. i just want to feel my fingers again
all i'm saying. is they should make the dsm 5 less relatable idk. i am winning the put a finger down challenge but at what cost
it's really weird how no matter how you feel about someone you'll still see stuff at the store and think "they would like this"
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okay i got tired i'm stopping now
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hypnoneghoul · 4 months
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i told my roommate i have a friend who has 26 exams tjis semester…
he said you should give a tedtalk on how to survive it…
well uhm technically if we count the whole semster then i also had midterms... but also i did not have 26 finals now, there was a few (like) subjects that were without exams but needed some written works turned in ahsfghasfwa
also i genuinely dont know how im managing, i think its the "i really don't care" mindset. im very whatever happens, happens lmao
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lazarus---rising · 2 years
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DUNNO IF TJIS COUNTS AS AN EDIT BUT ITS DONE. MASSIVE SPOILERS FOR TRIAL TWO. AND ITS MY FIRST TIME EDITING ANYTJING SO I THINK ITS DECENT FOR A FRIST TIME [SPOILERS UNDER CUT] [PLEASEEEE TELL ME THIS DIDNT BREAK]
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welcome new followers!! i think this id a good time to add a reminder that im currently running a other poll so tjis one probably wont start until the second half of april or early may.
in the meantime, im still taking nominations indefinitely (ill have an update on the current count tomorrow!), and ill keep reblogging any polls i see w tma characters to this blog + reblog more fanart.
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ihophashbrowns · 1 year
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2022 is ending and the public needs to know what your most & least favorite kpop releases were this year! there was good stuff, bad stuff, underwhelming stuff, growers, etc. lets hear yours! :D
the way it would be easier to count the stuff i liked vs the stuff i disliked 😭😭 anyways here's my favorite releases this year...
20. generation - tripleS
fun, upbeat, the mv has a nice laid back "aesthetic" feel to it. the only ppl who didnt like it were miserable newjeans stans! 😭
19. hair cut - xdinary heroes
i actually liked the chorus... doesnt have much replay value but i do listen it whenever it comes on
18. antifragile - le sserafim
i DID love this one, it had to grow on me but its catchy af! 😭
17. forever 1 - snsd
this one had to grow on me too! but its super cute and sweet!,
16. mascara - xg
people who said they didnt like this are liars!! have you considered not messing with your mascara..?
15. nabillera - hyuna
there were a LOT of growers this year! even when i first listened to it i thought she was going for babe pt.2 and when i started liking it i knew that was in fact the case!
14. stupid cool - dawn
i got it on the first listen. i love the beat and i thought the lyrics were absolutely adorable :(
13. talk that talk - twice
pop perfection! the chorus is everything
12. aria - yerin
u either get it you dont! the two gfriend soloists deserve so much better it surprised me how much buddys slept on this release. but i was SEATED!
11. dice - onew
father was fathering through the whole album IDGAF!!! like every song is so good and well made, well sang. this is the superior kpop song named dice that was released this year. lol.
10. maison - dreamcatcher
its catchy af and the message is so REAL! ngl at first i thought they made that word up for the song but i looked it up and its french for "home" so 😭😭 extra points for making me think they came up with that word themselves
9. illusion - aespa
its cunty! catchy! i definitely got it on the first listen! (points off for the yummy yummy yummy in your tummy tummy tummy line tho)
8. bop bop! - viviz
if u hate this song you hate fun tbh! the thing i loved about this song is that it felt less like a debut song and more like a comeback song. we love you viviz.
7. good boy gone bad - txt
i had to pretend like i didnt get it on the 1st-and-a-half listen bcuz i was still very much in my txt anti era. but now im normal so i can appreciate what this song means to me ❤
6. jikjin - treasure
why were so many people pretending like they didnt fuck heavy with this song. perhaps broaden your mindset like. [korean korean] jikjiiiiiiinnnn woooooooooooooo. anw it feels like pop rocks to my brain and in the best way possible so its here.
TOP 5. These were the objectively best releases of 2022!
5. last sequence - wjsn
thats gay clubbing music baby! something about this song feels so... not 2022. more like i opened a time portal and went back to mid-2017. idk why. but i love that vibe.
4. shut down - blackpink
the lyrics, production, that violin, everything about this song was an instant hit. no im not just saying that because blackpink was my first group. their comeback this year ate and served cunt severely. we love you blackpink.
3. 2 baddies - nct 127
i like thot music! the way ppl complained about it was so 😭😭 its an nct song what were you expecting. shut up. you either rock with it or you dont. like the song was made BY baddies FOR baddies. so if it isnt hitting...
2. pop! - nayeon
ms. im nayeon put the POP in kPOP with tjis song! and it was her SOLO DEBUT? PLEASEEEEEEE........ i love the girly cutesy bubblegum-y fun of this one. so. so. so. much. like everything about it SO iconic. she not only solidified herself as a capable soloist but as a pop princess too!
1. brand new - xiumin
are you surprised? im an exol after all! but fr this song had me GAGGED since the mv TEASER dropped! everything about it is so good, the beat, the lyrics, the vocals... everything! when it comes down to the mv minseok had $10 and a dream but he still made it work. that song was MADE to be a hit!! when i heard it i knew NOTHING ELSE released this year was gonna top it!
very honorable mentions that didnt make the list for lack of space :( (imagine they are in 2nd place with pop by nayeon)
i don't even mind - chen, invu - taeyeon, hurdle - suho, feel my rhythm - rv, candy - nct dream, gasoline - key, gingamingayo - billlie, loveade - viviz, dreamers - jungkook 🤪,after like - ive
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tinogiehd · 1 year
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i was gonna say i bet dnf have had esex in public before (not counting on stream) because i've seen people do that shit with completely straight faces, but then i remembered dream was holed up at home for like 3 years and george can't actually control his expressions when it comes to dream so uh
tjis is such an evil evil concept and i hate thinking about it Thanks
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duckulamoved · 4 years
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randomhomosapiens · 4 years
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Oh my fucking god how expensive it is to get your hands on some dumb scientific information is annoying and unproductive af
I'm a student I'm broke I don't have your 50$ I need to know what you know about damage on osmosis membranes plssssssss
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theanonwriter · 2 years
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from the dining room table: part one
an: hi all!! this is a new series im making! i know its new and your taking a chance on me but promise you wont be disappointed. i know tjis part is a little slow but it’ll speed up soon. also, be warned that more darker themes will be in this story, along with eventual smut. 
word count: 2.2k
warnings: slight angst, foreshadowing to darker topics, kissing lmao, some fluff
pairing: fez x reader, maddy x reader (platonic), cassie x reader (platonic)
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fez, nine-thirty-eight pm: 
yo
been hearing sum shit that’s makin’ my heart hurt
ash tried callin’ you too but you not picking up
lmk if i can help you at all 
i feel helpless rn with all this shit goin’ on
It had been four nights since Fez had opened the door that night. You’re still not sure why he did it, as you hadn’t talked in a year and a half. Thinking about the way you acted, the things you said, makes you want to smash your head against a wall. How could you be so stupid? 
If this all played out a year ago, you wouldn’t have been embarrassed in the slightest. You and Fez had been friends since first grade, when he helped you convert between ounces and pounds. But things changed. 
Thank God for Maddy and Cassie. Without them, you’re sure you would have been sent to some wilderness farm in Kansas. The girls had taken you in when you were at your lowest junior year, and the rest was history. Cassie had played soccer with you until sixth grade when she was cut from the school team, claiming she wasn't upset because now she could spend the new time skating. Thinking about the way you met makes you laugh now, because the thought of Cassie getting sweaty for any reason seems completely crazy. Lexi, Cassie's little sister, had been your study buddy and partner in scholastic crime for as long as you could remember. You never really had been the closest of friends, but you had a strict schedule of tutoring at six and book-talk and seven-thirty at the Howard house every Thursday. You’re glad you found them when you did.
“Bitch, since when did you live here?” Maddy asked, eyebrows raised as she shook her head in disbelief. The first time someone came over to your house was always the most anxiety-provoking, as you could tell automatically who was interested in your money and who was interested in you. “I don’t know? Always?” You asked back, nervousness lacing your tone. Maddy's head turned around fast, reading your face as you reddened under her gaze.
“Cool. Do you have like, juice or something? I’m so fucking thirsty and water would just not hit right now.” Her tone was cool, and it automatically soothed you. You knew she wouldn't care, but still, the whole situation frightened you. She marched over to the fridge and swiftly opened it, searching for juice. “Found it! And it’s the good stuff, no pulp. I fucking hate pulp.” Your dad had a job as a lawyer at a private practice, and your mom had been organizing closets ever since he hit it big. They have always been such good parents to you, showing you the way to treat people you love and people you hate more. 
“You want a cup?” You questioned, your eyes narrowing as a smile spread over your face. “Bitch, I want three.”
And that's how you ended up here. Maddy was taking a quick shower and getting ready in your bathroom after babysitting Theo for a couple of hours. Charlie, a boy in your grade, was hosting a party that night and Maddy was adamant on dragging you there. 
“And then Theo was all like, ‘Don’t leave Mads! Will you be back tomorrow?’ And I was all like ‘You couldn’t keep me away if you wanted to.’ I actually believe this boy is the most precious baby ever.”
She told a different variation of the same story every Friday night. You loved her though, so would never say anything. The way she spoke about Theo made you so happy, and seeing the joy on both of their faces when you came over to swim with them was the highlight of your days. Theo had been your neighbor since his family moved in a few months ago, and your sunny memories with him were laced with happy giggles and the smell of coconut sunscreen.
“That's great! Are you ready yet?” You yelled back, finishing your makeup and you looked yourself over in the mirror. It wasn’t your best work, but you still looked good as fuck.  Exactly as you should. Purr. 
“Almost! Can you get me some edge gel? Also, do we have mixers left?” Maddy asked, popping her head out of your bathroom door. 
“Yes to the gel, no to mixers. Why?” 
“Fuck, Cass said the parties out. Fucking idiot, all he’s been talking about for weeks yet can’t plan a fucking party.” Maddy groaned, rolling her eyes and getting back to her makeup. 
In fear of making her take longer, you sprayed extra perfume on your neck, between your collarbone and neck making sure that when you walked by people knew it was you. Maddy storms out of your bathroom wearing a little pink dress and black heels. She picks up her keys and grabs her purse before turning around to look you in the eyes. “Get in the car bitch, we’re leaving.”
The ride to the party was loud and chaotic, making you genuinely smile for the first time in almost a week. Maddy had already nearly crashed into two cars, screaming at drivers and slapping the horn every time someone got a little too close. You made the mental note to never let her drive again. 
As you drove some more, Maddy took a turn down a street that automatically filled you with dread. “Charlie's house isn’t down this road.” You expressed, fiddling with your seatbelt as she drove in the parking lot. 
“Duh. I’m not stupid. I’m getting mixers. Remember?” She turned off the music but left the car on. As she turned to face you, she sighed and shut her eyes. “Look, I’m sorry. But this is the only place open for twenty miles. You coming or not?” 
You reluctantly stepped out of the car, your feet narrowly missing each other as you stumbled to the front door of the gas station. You didn’t even drink that much before you got in the car, but being here heightened your senses and made you feel so out of your depth. 
The bell jingles as you walk in, alerting the child at the front desk of your presence. 
“The fuck are you doin’ here?” Ash asked, shaking his head in disbelief. 
“Buying...stuff. Why?” You replied, following on Maddy’s heels as she led you through the store, holding one of your hands in her own. 
“Why? ‘Cause we own this place. Where have you been? He’s been worried sick.” He snapped back, attempting to get your attention as Maddy placed your shit on the counter. 
“She's been with me. Can you hurry, please? We’re in a rush to get to a party.” Maddy reciprocates, annoyance in her tone as he rings up your stuff slowly. 
You watch Ash’s face turn from puzzlement to smugness. Why does he look like that all of a sudden? Did your awkwardness entertain him?
“Well, have fun. You might wanna limit the drinkin’ Y/N. You're already looking a little deer-legged.” He chirped, putting the bag on the counter and shoving the receipt into the paper bag. 
“Have a great day! Cunt.” Maddy whispers under her breath. “Ready to go?”
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You couldn’t lie, you were drunk as fuck. You had lost Maddy a while ago to dance with Cass, and your feet at this point were practically all blisters. You finally found tranquility in Cassie's arms, grinding on her as the music bumped in the speakers. 
“I need to pee! I’ll be right back.” You slurred, kissing her on the cheek before running off in search of a bathroom. You felt so lightheaded, but your need to pee pushed you forward. Stumbling through the kitchen, you were met by a set of piercing blue eyes that you could never forget. Typical. 
That’s what Ash was laughing about.
Automatically, he’s by your side. “Yo, you okay kid?” He asked, placing his drink down on the table to get to your side faster. “I’m fine.” You replied, pushing past people to get away faster. Being that close to him made you shy, still not ready to process the feelings that resurfaced because of that night.
“Hol’ up! I’m tryna talk to you.” He chases you into the hallway, matching your steps as he jogs next to you.
“Where we goin’?” He questions, looking side to side as he nods to people as they pass. “Somewhere quieter. Can’t do this here.” You answer, shaking the anxious feeling growing in your stomach as the situation dawns on you. He promised he wouldn't say anything. 
As you enter a small room with just a desk and some bookshelves, you take a deep breath and plop in the desk chair. This must be Charlie's dad's office. 
“Holy fuck, you can’t take a hint, can you?” You pester, narrowing your eyes and you look anywhere but Fez. “I obviously don’t want to talk.” 
“I don’ really care.” He sits in the chair adjacent to you. You both sit in silence as you refuse to speak. You can hear him let out a breath, and the sound from the party downstairs leaks through the floorboards. Surprisingly, you don’t feel uncomfortable. You always feel safe around him. 
“You see the karaoke machine?” He prods, nodding down the hall. You cock your head to the side, shaking your head as you go back to staring at the wall.
“That’s ‘ight. I’m not finna leave you.” 
“Is that right?” You question, setting him up. 
“Yeah?” He answers, brows furrowing as you laugh drily. 
“You already did. Last year.” You gain the nerve to look him in the eyes. 
He sighs. “That was different. Look, I'm not fightin' witchu. I just don’ wanna leave you alone right now.”
“God, I’m fine!” You complain. The babying from all your friends had to stop. It was driving you crazy. “I’ll talk about anything other than what you want to talk about.” You bite out.
“Uh..did you hear about that new girl?” He asks, pulling a blunt out of his shirt pocket and lighting it. He takes a few hits before offering it to you. Extending an olive branch. You take it.
He always has the good shit. You cough as you inhale deeply, feeling the world's problems get smaller as you relax back in your seat. As you go to take another hit, he snatches the blunt out of your hand. 
“What the fuck? I wasn’t done.” You whine, giving him puppy dogs eyes and making grabby hands.
“Nah. You said you fine. You gettin’ treated like you fine.” He laughs, blowing smoke out of the corner of his mouth as his smile grows. "This, this is mine."
You slump your shoulders and roll your eyes. “Your brother was a dick to me today.”
“I heard. He said you wern’ too fond of him either. Yo friend? Maddy? Called him a cunt.” He looks you in the eyes. “You know he like twelve, right?”
“He was acting like a cunt.” 
“Watch yo mouth. That’s family.” He replies. “I saw you doin’ real good in soccer this year.” 
“Meh. Could be worse.” The weed has started to mix in your system as you and Fez are suddenly interrupted by a couple stumbling in and shutting the door behind them. You can hear them gasping and laughing, but they don't seem to care about you two. 
“Yo. Occupied.” Fez says, shaking his head. You go to look at the faces-
“Maddy? Nate?” 
They both step apart quickly as Nate wipes his mouth clean. Maddy looks at you sheepishly, smiling boldly and she grabs onto his bicep. When she looks at the boy in front of you, she loses her smile quickly.
“Is that Fezco? What the fuck are you doing?”
“Oh hell no. We’re leaving right now.” You answer, getting more and more aggravated as the conversation starts to turn on you. You stand quickly, grabbing her wrist and you storm down the hall. 
“Wait, Y/N, I don’t want to leave yet! Me and Nate are-”
“You and Nate are toxic.” Maddy looks at you again, venom starting to show through her face. You’re both intoxicated, and this can't end well. You know what you have to do, but your morals stop you for a minute. 
Screw this.
“Look Maddy, you wanted to be here. Not me. I can’t do this anymore. I'm so sick of being out. I wanna go home. Please?” You will your eyes to fill with tears, and with the strength of God they do. Her eyes widen and then her face morphs from irritation to pity. 
“I’m sorry baby.” She wraps you up into a hug. Her nails scratch your back lightly, and you swear you could fall asleep in her arms. “Let's go home.” 
You search the room one last time in search of Fez, but you can’t find him. You spend the rest of the night punching yourself for not saying goodbye. 
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As you wash your makeup off, your phone rings. The screen lights up and fills your bathroom. As you look at the phone and see his name, you swear your heart stops. Maybe he’s thinking about it too?
fez, two-thirteen am:
do they always follow whatchu say?
you, two-thirteen am:
no, barely ever. I’m having a bad week tho, remember?
fez, two-fourteen am:
i believe you. well, goodnight
it was real nice talking to you btw
we should do it again soon 
when you sober or not crying 
You leave it on read. 
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thats all for now! see you soon! :)
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mejomonster · 2 years
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Not to be fucking annoying but I KNEW IT
This show has no connection (I know of) to silent reading. But it is nailing exactly the general aesthetic I am very much hoping for in the silent reading drama whenever that's made. This is the kind of aesthetic a lot of the fan made movie edits for silent reading on bilibili have. You got the reference to outside art, the getting into people's minds, the long hair Fei du aesthetic, the butterfly, yhe very natural tones in the visuals - pale and duller but like a day with a grey sky, not intensely dulled, just closer to earthy and greys palettes versus something more vibrant. (If I were a video editor I'd be tearing tjis show to pieces for the visuals to use for a silent reading edit ToT). I am desperately hoping the silent reading drama goes a similar visual direction to this. I am... really loving the visual design of the show....
Other things: I like that the detective seems quite intense right off the bat in his first scene. So far both leads are giving me distinct vibes not reminding me of anything else. Which is exciting.
I'm already beyond hype to see Tan Jiancis acting again
I am wondering if this show will be an Anti Fraud League situation sort of thing (or I suppose a mriad sort of thing). In the sense that like.. I am unsure if this is an original script but it seems like it, and I suspect if there's any intense relationships then it's sort of born of the show itself ans nothing else (I suppose killer and healer counts too as an original script that ended up thst way but like KaH was REALLY firmly intended to be subtext bl from the jump, whereas Anti Fraud League I just think Felt a certain way due to acting choices and writing just a finished result).
I'm eager to see how art is used in this cause it opens on tan jiancis dude painting faces and lol most of what I prefer to draw is faces so it's kinda fun seeing someone painting a Bunch and wow I wish I WERE painting a bunch of face murals
Anyway. Literally the exact aesthetic I was hoping the show would have.... I'm very happy...
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