#i think it was because i couldn't stop laughing at manuel
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Always and Forever
Chapter 12:
"You know, I think I overreacted a little in the room." You murmured, already feeling completely better being snuggled comfortably against her body, as if she were a soft bed, while one of her arms hugged you and her other hand ran through your hair.
"Overreacted? Why?" Your girlfriend asked, before giving you a kiss on the top of your head and resting her chin on it.
"I had said that she had ruined my day, which is not at all true. I had such an amazing day and such a joyful start to the night. Saying that, it made me feel like your efforts to make me happy were of no use." You confessed.
"Oh mi amor, don't feel that way." She said as she hugged you even tighter, her voice so sweet you felt like if you ran your finger along the inside of her mouth, it would be smeared with honey. "You were very upset about what happened, I don't blame you, I would have the same reaction as yours. I will be really sad if you let it spoil the rest of your night, today is such an important date in your life, cherish it."
Even after so much time of friendship, love and complicity, you were still surprised at how Luisa always knew what to say. You broke away from the embrace, to look at your loved one and rejoice in how lucky you were to love her with all your heart.
"I adore you so much, princesa." You whispered, bringing your hand up to her cheek and caressed it affectionately, smiling as she returned the gaze.
"Mi corazón..." She whispered back, before leaning in and pressing her lips against yours.
You ardently kissed her back, your hand wrapped around her neck and trying to pull her even closer.
Now without all that insecurity floating around in your mind whenever you two made out, you've realized how silly you've been. How were you so apprehensive about something that made you feel so happy?
Meanwhile, outside the house, your parents were arguing with each other.
"Seriously, why did you had to ruin our daughter's special day?" Your father asked, completely indignant and angry at the memory of you crying when in that very moment you were feeling great happiness.
"Manuel, what did you want me to do when I saw her exposing herself to shame in front of all those people?" She argued.
"She wasn't exposing herself in any way, they're not like you. I was hoping you'd come because you wanted to be a better mother to her!"
"I'll never be a better mother than I am now, I worry about her, which you don't!"
"Why the hell don't get into your thick head that our daughter is fine and you DON'T have to worry about her?" He yelled loudly. He had never yelled at his wife before, but at that moment he couldn't take it anymore.
Consuelo remained silent, knowing that nothing would be resolved if she answered him, the discussion would just continue.
"Alright, let's go home and talk better there..."
"No, you go home, I'll go check on my daughter." He replied, for the first time not kissing her goodbye.
She was shocked by the cold way Manuel treated her. But even so, she held back the tears that wanted to escape her eyes and started walking back home.
You decided to go back to the party, being confused to see a very different environment than the one you were in when you went to your room. They were so happy, but now they were sitting or lying down and despondent, as if they were at a wake.
Upon noticing your presence there, they soon turned their attention to you, asking several questions at the same time and you couldn't understand any of them.
"Guys, one at a time." You said between laughs.
"Are you okay, hijita?" Your father asked looking worried, holding your hands in his.
"This is so cute guys, but I'm feeling really good, don't worry about me." You answered.
"It's like asking us to stop breathing and you know it very well." Agustín said.
"You all are sweethearts, I really love you all so much." You said with a smile.
"Well, you know, without the birthday girl, there's no fiesta." Antonio said, approaching you with an adorable shy smile and holding out his hands with a pink flower for you.
You felt your heart overflow with so much sweetness. You knelt down and picked up the flower, before giving him a kiss on the cheek. Soon after, he went to Luisa.
"Prima, am I allowed to dance with her?" He asked her.
"I don't know Tonito, she's the one who knows." Luisa replied with a smile.
The little boy turned to you and before he asked, you held him in your arms, holding one of his hands, while the other he held on to your shoulder to keep from falling.
"Please music!" You gladly requested.
Dolores, who was standing by the phonograph, nodded and turned the crank. The music started playing again and you danced with Antonio, who was amused when you twirled him in your arms.
Luisa watched delightedly how you had fun with her younger cousin, until one of her uncles also invited her to dance.
She chuckled as he approached her already sporting his dance moves.
"Oye sobrina!" Felix greeted her happily. "Would you do me the honor of this dance?" He requested, reaching out for her.
"It would be a pleasure, tío." She replied, placing her hand under his and the two joined the other couples in the dance space.
The rest of the night was more enjoyable than you thought it would be, you all had a hell of a time, dancing, talking, playing games and gorging on food.
When it was time to sing the song and cut the cake, you were surprised to see how big it was. It was the biggest birthday cake you ever had in your entire short life. Julieta explained that it was tradition to make the cake the ideal size to fit the candles of the birthday person's age.
After eating cake and talking some more, Isabela soon noticed that you looked a little uncomfortable, despite trying to hide it, with all that delay in their coming home.
"Family, friends, I think it's late and it's time to go home." She said with a smile on her face and putting her hands together.
You just smiled at what she said, but in the inside, you made a big effusive celebration.
"I think you're right, hija." Julieta said. "Mira, Bruno, can you help me get the dishes to take home?" She asked her youngest daughter and brother.
They both nodded and went to the kitchen.
"Guys, no need, let me wash..."
"No, it's no use insisting, the birthday girl won't do anything today!" She said in a stern voice. You didn't even make the effort to argue with her about it, you didn't want a big pile of dishes in the middle of your plans for that night.
They now left your house without you having to say goodbye at the door, they were used to it.
"Well amor, I think it's time for..."
"No." You said, interrupting when you saw that Luisa was saying goodbye to you to go home. "Stay with me today, please." You requested in a sweet tone of voice, holding her hand and looking her in the eyes.
She smiled at you and took you in her arms, wrapping you in an affectionate hug.
"Since you want to, I'm not going anywhere today." She replied, before giving you a kiss on the cheek.
Before leaving, Isabela and Mirabel made thumbs up signs for you, you smiled and you repeated the gesture to them.
"Uhh what's this about?" Luisa asked.
"Oh, it's nothing, mi amor." You replied, before approaching and giving her another hug, a sigh left your lips as you felt the heat of her body. "If I could, I would never let you go."
"And I would spend all day kissing you." She said sweetly and bent down, but before she gave you a kiss, you turned away from her.
You wanted her to save her energies for the rest of the night.
Luisa was confused by your rejection of her affection, you just blew her a kiss and went to your room.
"... I don't understand, did I do something wrong today?" She asked, as you lit the candles in the lamps, lighting up your room.
"No, why do you think you did something?" You asked, going to your closet and pulling out your prettiest nightgown, quickly hiding it so she wouldn't see it.
"I don't know, you just walked away when I went to kiss you, you've never done that before." She answered.
You went to the bed and sat beside her, took her hand in yours and kissed her.
"Corazón, why would I be mad at you? Especially after today. All I can say is that you had a surprise for me and... I have one for you too." You replied, hoping she would understand.
She continued to look at you with that same confused expression, until, after a few seconds, she gaped and her eyes widened as her reasoning finally gave her the answer.
You giggled at her reaction, it was so cute you felt like biting her.
"I'm going to take a shower and I'll be right back, I love you." You said, before giving her a quick kiss on the lips and ran to the bathroom, laughing excitedly.
Even after having witnessed everything with her own eyes, Luisa still couldn't believe it was true, but at the same time she felt like she was going to explode with happiness.
"I can't believe!" She exclaimed happily. "I can't believe it." She repeated, this time in a whisper. "I can't believe it!" She exclaimed again and jumped on the bed, laughing with glee like a child given a candy.
Timeskip...
After getting out of the shower, you put on your nightgown. You had never worn that one before because you thought it was too over the top with all that lace, but you liked it more than you expected how you looked dressed in it in front of the mirror.
After admiring yourself a little more, you quickly combed your hair and sprayed some perfume, afraid your girlfriend was starting to get impatient.
"Okay, it is time." You said, before taking a deep breath and slowly reentering the room.
Luisa was reading a book, but clumsily put it aside when she noticed her presence. The gleam in her eyes resembled the innocent look she had when the two of you first met, mixed with the passion that had come over the years. Or maybe it was there all along and only recently discovered.
You tried to act sexier, but ended up acting like a shy and scared animal, your hands clasped together and smiling shyly.
As you walked closer, you ended up tripping over one of your shoes and nearly fell over. You tried to act like nothing had happened and laughed nervously, earning an amused laugh from her, but soon she was back to admiring you.
"Wow..."
"What?" You asked, looking away and scratching your arm.
"I'm just stunned, because I've never seen such a beautiful woman in my life before." She whispered and then growled, making you laugh.
"Oh no, you're just being nice." You said, as you sat on your side of the bed.
"I'm serious, I think you're really beautiful. Do you doubt it?" she asked, leaning over and kissing you on the cheek.
"No cielo, I trust you, the problem is with my confidence in myself." You replied, as you reached out your hand and gently ran your fingers through her locks of hair.
She looked at you and your eyes met, completely lost in each other's gaze as your instincts kicked in and slowly took over your actions. Your hand came down and touched her shoulder, slipping inside her shirt and touched her skin.
Noticing your notable nervousness about taking the initiative, Luisa wrapped her hand around your wrist and held it, making your fingers curl under her grip. You gulped and felt your heart pound so hard it would bolt out of your chest as she guided your hand lower and placed it on her left breast.
You slowly opened your fingers again and held it in the palm of your hand, then wrapped it in a shy grip and gently brushed one finger over the prominent nipple showing through her blouse.
You lifted your gaze to look at her, enchanted by the expression on her beautiful face, she looked a little nervous like you, but at the same time she was ecstatic by your actions. Your cheeks flushed heavily, there was nothing in the world you wanted to do but kiss her.
You stood up, brushing the tip of your nose against hers so she would look at you.
Your eyes met again and happy smiles spread across your faces as her arms roughly pulled your body closer and your mouths touched again.
Your arms wrapped under her arms and hugged her back, desperately tugging at the fabric of her blouse as you two kissed with intense desire, eating each other from the inside out.
Almost out of breath, you took your hands lower and pulled the blouse that part of it was inside her skirt. She broke way from the kiss, but you still didn't pull too far away, your hands resting on her waist. She grabbed the edges of her blouse and undressed.
You looked on fearlessly, admiring how unique but at the same time perfect the shape of her body was, her skin looked beautiful lit by the lamps. The bra seemed to perfectly flatter the shape of her breasts, but what you wanted most was them out of your way.
"Ay Luisa." You sighed passionately, wanting to kiss her feet.
She looked as touched as you made her feel like the most beautiful woman in the world. You leaned against her hand as she brought it up to your face and caressed your cheek.
"Are you sure you really want to do this?" She muttered.
You turned your head to the side and kissed her palm.
"I've never been so sure what I want in my life. I love you so much." You said softly. "But... I don't think I know exactly how it works."
Luisa just smiled and gave you a tender kiss on the forehead.
"It's okay, I'll teach you." She whispered, so sensually husky it sent shivers on every inch of your skin.
You remained still, as she carefully took off your glasses and put it on the little desk on the side of the bed.
You leaned down and pressed your lips together in another passionate kiss, as you slowly laid her down on the mattress.
It was just the beginning of the happiest night of your life. You finally understood that phrase they always said: "To love at all is to love entirely".
No matter how many times your mother tried, you loved her and you would never give up on her.
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Hello Honey!!!
I'm sorry if this is a bit weird but had you ever thought about writing a fic about Loca and Dusan Vlahovic? They kinda have a vibe going on.
Maybe Dusan liking Moca and then he realizing that he's with Pateo... 🤔🤔
Thank you! Kisses!
Anon, it took me weeks, but I did it siamo_tutti_sotto_choc.gif
Dusan was tying his shoes when he saw two feet approach and position themselves in front of him.
"Good morning Dusan, are you ready for a new exciting training day?"
His eyes slowly moved from the feet of his teammate to his muscular legs and finally Dusan's eyes laid on his crush's face.
"I'm always ready, Manu," he said, winking. Dusan was desperately trying to radiate the confidence everyone expected from him, but he really couldn't stop thinking about how perfect those curls that fell on his forehead were.
"The first one who arrives at the gym buy dinner!" Manuel yelled before running away from the locker room.
Dusan watched him go smiling and gave him a few seconds of advantage because he would have offered dinner anyway.
After lunch, training had moved to the field. Dusan had managed to get himself teamed up with Manuel and, without any effort, had managed to make a hat-trick just to be hugged by him. Those exultant hugs, holding him in his arms, the beard scratching his face, the words of encouragement whispered in his ear, kept him company when he returned to the JHotel and remained alone in his apartment. And this has been happening for months now.
Pathetic.
Actually, doubly pathetic because he did not have the courage to confess. If only people knew that the bold Dusan only existed on the pitch and that the reality was quite different.
Nobody knew the real Dusan, nobody knew what was going on in his mind or what troubled his soul.
And it was better that way because they wouldn't understand. The wall that he had raised around his desires was so high that he was now almost afraid of finding someone who understood his needs. Fear of letting go completely, of putting his soul stripped of all prejudice into someone else's hands, his body eager to be tightened, his heart left alone for too long.
He knew that Manuel couldn't give him what he wanted, but despite this he liked him and, after all, it would not be the first or the last time that he would have left on the background his desires.
"Would you like to get a coffee? Afterwards I have to go to JMedical, but it's still too early."
"Sure," Manuel looked at his watch, then started counting with his fingers, "I have to go to Milan, but I gladly drink a coffee."
"In Milan? So, no dinner offered by me tonight?"
Manuel laughed and patted him on the shoulder, "It will be for another time!"
The only thing Dusan managed to do was smile at him and order two take-away coffees, "Would you like to drink it outside?"
Manuel nodded and the two walked towards one of the benches on the sideline.
"Did you read that we bought a new player from Fiorentina? A certain Chiesa."
Dusan sat down, his mind crowded with a thousand thoughts, "I didn't know anything about it, but in my defense in this period the less I read things on the internet the better I am. Let's hope I can fit well into the group."
Manuel nodded smiling and in that instant Dusan lost all inhibition. Without thinking too much, he placed a hand on his cheek and kissed him.
Dusan was able to taste the coffee and feel the softness of her full lips, but he was also able to feel the kiss breaking too soon and Manuel moving away.
"Dusan..." Manuel whispered, his eyes wide open and his fingers on his lips.
Fuck. Why had he done it? What did he have in mind? "I'm really sorry, I shouldn't have, I don't know what's gotten into me!"
"I'm engaged."
Dusan swallowed hard, eyes fixed on a distant point on the field and hands clenched in fists.
"Matteo. We're together since the Euros. I thought you knew it..." no, Dusan did not know, "I hope this doesn't change things between us," Manuel placed a hand on Dusan's knee, "I found a true friend in you, I don't want to lose you."
Don't show your emotions, Dusan thought as he turned to Manuel, "It won't happen, don't worry," he assured him, smiling.
Dusan was sincere. He loved Manuel very much and would do anything to have him in his life. Even just as a friend.
"Now I really have to go, otherwise I risk delaying my visit to the JMedical. See you tomorrow afternoon!"
Manuel took him by surprise, hugging him, "See you tomorrow!"
Dusan thought he was late and instead found himself waiting outside the doctor's office because apparently there was the new teammate doing the usual medical examinations.
When the door swung open, Dusan found himself out of breath.
"Federico Chiesa," he introduced himself, extending his hand.
Dusan was pleasantly struck by Federico's strong handshake and his eyes fixed on his. He was almost intimidated, but at the same time drawn to that confidence, "Dus-"
"I know who you are," Dusan was taken aback, "Don't blush for such a little thing," he said with a grin.
And the only thing Dusan could think of was oh!
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❛ A BABY IS COMING ❜
Headcanon
with Neron ‘Creeper’ Vargas.
Request: I LOVE THE BABY ON BOARD WITH GILLY SO MUCH I WAS WONDERING IF I CAN REUQEST THE SAME HEADCANNON BUT WITH CREEPER??!!
BY @imanerdychubbyqueen
Warnings: appearance of a LGTBI character (I don't think that this needs a warning, but if you think that I need to warn it because bothers you the appearance of a LGTBI character, please, unfollow me, thank you). 🏳️🌈❤✨
Word count: about 1.4k
Aurora says: this writing hasn't been edited, you may find some grammar mistakes, I'm sorry about that!
Gif credits: to the author, I found it on google.
Masterlist.
Whilst Bishop, Tranq, Taza and Riz were extremely Happy knowing that Creeper and you were expecting a baby, the guys just made jokes.
“Man, you are a fuckin child, how is supposed that you're gonna take care of a baby?”
“Did she really let you get her pregnant? Or was it a ball to the goal?”
“'Am sure cops are gonna stop you, if they see you with a baby, carnal. They will think you stole it or somethen'”.
Creeper didn't care about their opinion, but about yours.
“What do you think, ah?”
You were three months pregnant, and you were pretty excited and stressed at the same time, choosing some names, even if you didn't know yet if it was going to be a girl or a boy.
“Sorre, mama, I wasn't listening”.
“Something bothering you, papi?”
“Nah, you know… just the guys being fucking assholes”.
“Neron, you're gonna be the best dad ever and I don' need to tell you why. I just know it. You trust me, rai'?”
The gender reveal was simply amazing.
All the charters came. Your husband was erratic placing his motorbike in front of all, because the answer was inside the exhaust pipe. It was enough to start the engine and hit the gas. And he did. A blue smoke flooded the yard, between loud cheerings, hugs and kisses. Leaving away his motorcycle, Creeper ran to you, lifting you up between his arms screaming how happy he was. Actually, he didn't care about the gender, he would be this excited knowing it was a girl too.
He used to spend his free time assembling all the bedroom furniture, finding him sleeping a lot of time on the floor with the instructions on his chest.
Every night, he lied down over your belly, carefully to not hurt you, to sing him his favorite songs because the doctor said that it was good to talk to him.
He didn't care about what time it was whenever you had a craving. If he was in bed, he just jumped out of it. And if he was with the club, Chuckie was in charge of it. Everyone was delighted with the idea of having a new member.
In childbirth, he was the most supportive man on earth, holding your hand and filling your face with a bunch of gentle kisses.
And you have never seen him cry, but when the doctor gave him his baby, he was crying more than your son.
“Mama, look”. He said fascinated, sitting on the edge of the bed, pulling down a little the Mayans' towel Vicki wove for him.
You were exhausted, feeling pain all over your body and about to fall asleep, doing a last effort to hold your newborn.
“He has your nose”. Creeper chuckled, leaning towards you to kiss your forehead.
The first day of Kid Garden, your husband insisted on bringing the whole crew.
“Okay, Manu, listen”. Neron squatted to his son, placing both hands on his tiny shoulder to put on well his bag. “The mission is to make more than ten friends. If you do it, papa is gonna give you a surprise tonight, deal?”
“Yeah, papa”. He nodded excitedly, before jumping into his father to hug him as strongly as he could.
“Hey, buddy”. Bishop called him, leaning next to your husband. “Don' be a casanova like your dad, ah?”
“What's tha'?”
“Obispo!” You laughed rolling your eyes, lifting up your son between your arms. “Have a good day, mi amorcito”.
“You too, mama. Are you gonna miss me?”
“Of course yes, baby. All the time. But we will pick you up in a couple hours, okay? You just… have fun, make friends and don't forget to eat your lunch”.
“Okay, mama. I love you”.
“I love you too, Manuel”.
“Bye, tíos”. Moving his tiny hand, once he was back to the floor, he ran to his new teacher to come into the school.
“Man… you two do an amazing job, I couldn't”.
“Yeah, Angel. But don't be jealous. You're our baby too”.
But the worst and, at the same time, best day of his life was when he found Manu crying for the first time.
You were standing up close to the door of his room, waiting for Creeper. You had been stalking him for almost thirty minutes, not knowing what to do, but knowing that your husband would know it.
“Hey, mama, what's up?”
“Dunno… He's just… there. Crying”.
“Okay, let's see”. Neron knocked on the door, before coming in, followed by you more worried than ever. It was breaking your heart. “Hey, buddy”.
Your son quickly sat up on his bed, cleaning his tears with the back of his hands and shaking his head. His father dragged the chair over the floor, to sit on and put you on his lap, surrounding your waist with both arms.
“Cariño, you know you can… talk with us about anything, right?” You said carefully, while Creeper placed his chin on your shoulder.
“You will not understand”.
That. That was the sentence that made you understand. Turning to your husband, you smirked at him, before getting up to sit next to your son. And you hug him like never before, kissing his cheek a lot of times until he stopped crying.
“Hey, Manu, listen. We're your parents, and your friends. We will never, ever, judge you. Unless you're gonna tell me you did something bad to an animal”. Creeper's speeches were the best. “Cause you didn't, rai'?”
He shook his head, almost smiling.
“I just… I…” Manu looked at you with his lips trembling, licking them and trying to comfort himself. “I am gay”.
Creeper traveled his gaze from his son towards you, shrugging a little, before sitting by his other side.
“So, what? Anyone told you shit about it?”
“No, no, no… I just… was scared of your reaction”. Bowing his head down, he seems too ashamed.
“I love you more now, than one minute ago. Because you're deciding to live your life as you want. And we're very proud to be your parents, buddy”. Creeper said, pointing his chest, claiming for his attention.
“Yes, baby. And never let anyone tell you what you have to do, or how you have to live your life, you hear me?” You added, while he was raising his head.
“We will always love you, exactly as you are, Manuel. Never forget it, okay?”
Everything has changed since this day. Manu left away all the pain he was feeling because of believing that you wouldn't accept him, to be the most happy boy on earth. He also told it to his tíos, and they had the same reaction. Everyone was proud of him, and supportive to the extreme.
The day that your son told you that he was going to bring his boyfriend for dinner, Creeper was more nervous than you.
“Yo! Mama! Do I look good?” He said turning around so you could see the whole outfit.
“Neron, everyth—”.
Before you could continue talking, you heard the door getting opened and closed, followed by some nervous whispers.
“Oh, shit, they're already here. Okay, mama, keep calm”.
“I'm pretty calmed, papi”. You laughed palming his chest, before going downstairs.
“Hey, mama! This is… Dani”. Your son wasn't expecting you this soon.
“Hi, Dani, welcome home”. You said with a huge and dearly smile on your lips, giving him a warmth hug. “Manu told us a lot about you. It's like if we already meet you”.
“Really? Oh, ah… Thank you. It's a pleasure to meet you too”.
“Where's papa…?” He asked somewhat nervously, making you laugh.
“Your father is more edgy than you”. Whispering, you leaned towards them.
“That's not true!” He tried to say, with his voice breaking a little. “What's up, buddy?”
Neron hugged your son tightly, noticing that he seemed as if he was about to cry, before turning to Manu's boyfriend.
“I am… Daniel… Dani”.
“Finally, mate!” Creeper hugged him, palming his back pretty excited. “Yo! Yeah, I'm fuckin' nervous, sorry”.
When you were already sleeping between his arms, after the dinner and a long talk about your family and Dani's family, your husband decided to wake you up at four am.
“Hey, baby… Mama”.
“Fuck, Neron… What the hell do you want?”
“Do you think that Dani likes us?”
“Oh, fuck off, Neron! I was sleeping”.
“Yeah, yeah. But, now that you're not, what do you think?”
“I'm gonna make him don't like you, if you don't let me sleep”.
“Yo! Mama! Why would you do that?” He asked, starting to feel tense and insecure.
“Jesus Christ, papi… He likes us, a lot actually. Dani told me you're pretty cool”.
“Really? Does he think tha'? Damn…”
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THE DARK ARTIFICES AS VINES
(TID as vines)
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Kit, Ty and Livvy (in blankets and sunglasses): *dancing to it goes around the world just nanananana*
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Julian: I don't sing in the shower
Julian: I PERFORM
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Cristina: hey babes happy one year
Mark and Kieran:
Cristina:
Cristina:
Mark and Kieran: we're 27
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Horace: what are you thinking about?
Zara: H*tler
Horace: hm
Horace: me too
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Julian: let me see what you have
Tavvy: a knife!
Julian: nO
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Cristina: would you rather kill Zara or–
Emma: yes. kill her.
Cristina: I didn't say the other–
Emma: I don't need to hear it
Zara: feeling a little unsafe...
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Mark: go to del taco
Mark: they got a new thing called..
Mark: fr esha vo–
Mark: fresh–
Mark: fre sha voca do
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Dru: hey everyone today my brother (Tavvy) pushed me so I'm starting a kickstarter to put him down
Dru: the benefits of killing him would be I would get pushed way less
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Julian: and just remember...
Julian: nobody is gonna hate you more than you already hate yourself
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Horace: no off topic questions
Horace: because I don't want to
Horace: no tha– no
Horace: permission denied
Horace: that's an off topic question, next
Horace: you have been stopped
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Diana (teaching): Kit has 19 bottles of soap–
Ty: wait why does Kit have so much soap
Kit: mind your own business, Ty!
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Mark: HEY HEY HEY
Julian: sshhhhhh tavvy is sleeping
Mark, whispering: sorry
Julian, also whispering: what's up?
Mark, still whispering: there's a fire
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Dru: when there's too much drama at the institute
Dru: all you gotta do is
Dru: walk awaaAaYyY
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Mark: I wanna be a cowboy baby!
Kieran: hell yeah
Mark: I wanna be a cowboy baby!
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Kit: hey how much money do you have
Ty: 69 cents
Kit: ha you know what that means
Ty, almost crying: I don't have enough money for chicken nuggets
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Diana: hi I'm renata bliss and I'm your freestyle dance teacher
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Zara: you wouldn't like me before my coffee
Emma: great cause I fucking hate you
Emma: all the time
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Mark: road work ahead?
Mark: uh yeah I sure hope it does
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Kit: don't fuck with me I have the power of God and anime on my side
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Julian: I am the sand guardian, guardian of the sand
Emma: Poseidon quivers before him!
Julian: fuck off
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The blackthorns: *are loud*
Aline: hey hey kids KIDS
Aline: PATRICIA
Aline: honey can you be quiet
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Random guy: Whats the hottest Uber driver you ever had
Mark: uhh I never went to oovoo javer
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Julian: well when life gives you lemons
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Mark: vitamin c is Spanish for vitamin yes
Cristina:
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*at the downworlder-shadowhunter alliance*
Alec: I love working here it's just – we all have a lot of laughs
Alec: fuck off Maia I'm not going to your fucking baby shower
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Jia: Zara what do you want to become when you grow up?
Zara: I wanna become president
Jia: awww
Zara: so I can make slavery legal again
Jia: oooHHH o.o
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Diana: mark, could you read number 3 for the class please
Mark: no I cannot
Mark: whadupp I'm mark I'm 19 and I never fucking learned how to read
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Livvy: TY! is that a weed?
Ty: no that's a crayon
Livvy: I'm calling the police
Livvy: *dials 911 on a microwave*
~911 what's your emergency?~
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Julian: hey can you toss me my stele
Mark: *throws a printer*
Julian: I said my STELE
Mark: I thought you said printer
Julian: why tHE FUCK WOULD I –
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Emma @ the cohort: why the fuck you lyin
Emma: why you always lyin
Emma: mhh oh my god stop fucking lyin
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Zara: haha tHAt is nOt coRReCt
Zara: because according to the encyclopedia of fjsosnxjoalahz
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Dru: Dear Diary, today I couldn't find my diary
Dru: so I'm writing this on both of my kung Fu Panda 2 DVDs
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Tavvy: an avocado thanksss
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Manuel: Zara your speech was so good
Zara: omg I didn't even try and it was like improv
Manuel: oh my god why don't you just take the frickin complemEEEEEE–
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Cristina: so I am confusion
Cristina: why is this one Kansas but this one is not arkansas
Cristina: America explain what do you mean with arkanSOOO
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Emma: what would you do if there was a child right on front of you
Zara: *pushes it*
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Tavvy: I smell like beeef
Tavvy: I smell like beeef
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Manuel: stop saying I look like chicken little
Manuel: he's dumb and he's a coward
Manuel: and I'm NOT a COWARD
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Cristina: bitch don't step on my toe with your fucking cowgirl boots bitch disGUSTING
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Diego: people are constantly asking what it's like to be a sexy –
Diego: *trips and falls*
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the blackthorn kids: *being mean to Helen*
Aline: NOT ON MY WATCH
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Zara: YOU FUCKING DIE
Emma: I'm a bad bitch you can't kill me
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Julian: livvy? livvy?
Julian: oh my fucking god she fucking dead
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*Julian's parabatai rune hurts*: AA
*Emma gets black marks*: AAA
*Julian and emma turn into fucking giants*: AAAAAAAAAA
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#the shadowhunter chronicles#tsc#cassandra clare#tsc meme#tda memes#tda#the dark artifices#lady midnight#lord of shadows#queen of air and darkness#incorrect tsc quotes#incorrect quotes#incorrect tda quotes#vine quotes#vine#vines#julian blackthorn#emma carstairs#cristina rosales#blackthorn#carstairs#blackstairs#kierarktina
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Helpless {Lams} Part 3
Part 1 Part 2 Part 4
Summary: [Lams High School & College AU] Alex, a mute high school student, finishes his senior year at Lin-Manuel Miranda High School. He ends up meeting John Laurens, a sweet boy who manages to make Alex feel safe. But love doesn't always come easily. It becomes clear to them very soon that Helpless has more than one definition.
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Alex's POV
John and Laff were standing in class, introducing Alex to Hercules and Peggy. Mr. Lin, their theater teacher, was giving them a free day because they had already finished their last play of the year.
"These fools are Peggy and Herc," Laff said, taking a seat next to Alex. A short girl with curly brown hair and a tall muscular boy stood in front of them.
"I'm Peggy," the girl clarified.
"He never would have guessed," said the boy sarcastically, taking a seat next to his boyfriend.
Peggy placed a hand over her heart dramatically and gave Herc a hurt look. "Well forgive me, Mr. Sassy Pants," she said. Alex could already tell he was going to like her. (Not that way. We can't have Alex cheating on our cinnamon roll)
"Ouch, Pegs. I worked hard on these pants," he said, wiping away a non-existent tear.
Laff patted him on the arm, playing along. "Its okay, mon amour," he said gently, "I think your pants look hot."
John looked to Alex, pretending to be sick. By this point, Alex was working extremely hard to hold in his laugh. I'm Alex, he signed to Herc and Peggy.
They all talked for the remainder of the class period up until the bell rang, then Alex waved goodbye to his friends and headed in the direction of law class.
He was very satisfied with his day so far. That was until Lee stopped him in the hall, pulling him off to the side with a friend of his. "Look, Hamilton," said Lee, "you wouldn't want your little secret getting out, would you?" Alex tensed up, remembering what Lee had told him the week before, which he had tried so hard to forget.
"Did it make you happy to see your cousin hanging from the ceiling? It could have been avoided, you know? You should have just spoken to him, Alex. Your a murderer. Are you going to kill the Washington's next?"
He shook his head desperately, tears gathering in his eyes. Lee smirked, having gotten the reaction he'd hoped for. "This is my friend, Aaron Burr," he said with a smile, "And here's the thing: Aaron really likes you. Do you like him?"
Alex shook his head slowly, trying to make sense of the situation. Lee's smile dropped and his eye went dark. "Let's try this one more time," he said threateningly, "Do you like him?" A few more tears escaped Alex's eyes as he reluctantly nodded. Lee had him backed into a corner. He had nowhere to go.
Lee smiled widely and clapped Burr on the back. "You've got yourself quite the catch, Aaron," he said before walking off.
Burr grabbed Alex's hand in his own and started walking him down the hall. It felt wrong. "There's this movie theater down by city hall that we should go to this weekend," he said confidently, "What do you say?"
Alex's breath caught in his throat as Burr squeezed his hand in a painful grip. He nodded hurriedly, wishing to be anywhere else in the world right then.
You're a murderer, he told himself, You deserve this.
Throughout the rest of the day, Aaron walked Alex to all of his classes. The worst part was when they passed John in the hall. He looked so heartbroken.
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John's POV
John could tell that there was something wrong with Alex. He looked scared and nervous, not to mention the fact that he was holding hands with Aaron Burr. Burr has a reputation here at Lin-Manuel Miranda High School as a player. He's broken the hearts of many boys and girls here. Now it seems his new target's Alex.
Just the sight of the two of them together caused John pain. He knew he liked Alex from the moment he first saw him and seeing him with another boy felt like a betrayal.
We never even started dating so quit being dramatic, he told himself. Still though, he couldn't help but wish that it was him that Alex was holding hands with.
The worst part was how scared he looked. His free hand was fidgeting with the hem of his shirt and his gaze was fixed firmly on the ground as if he couldn't bear to look anybody in the eye. His brow was furrowed and his lips were pursed in the same way they always were when he was worrying over something.
Burr noticed John staring and smirked, turning Alex's face toward him and placing his lips on his. Alex's eyes were wide with surprise while Burrs were closed. Alex never kissed back.
John's heart stopped and he held back tears. He felt sick to his stomach as if somebody had punched him in the gut. In a way, Burr had done exactly that.
——notexactlyalinebreak——
Alex's POV
No, no, no. This can't be happening, thought Alex. Burr's chapped lips felt gross and dirty against his own. Finally, he let go of Alex's face giving him the chance to look around in shock. But then he saw John and tears pooled in his eyes.
"I love you, Lexi," said Burr, letting go of his hand to allow him to sign. Alex kept his hands firmly at his side, not wanting to sign those words to the sick person at his side. Then Burr gave him a dark look and Alex felt the tears spill from his eyes.
I love you, too, he signed, looking to John and pleading with his eyes for him to understand. John visibly deflated and looked at Alex with pain in his eyes before running off into the bathroom.
Alex wanted to run after him and tell him everything, but he couldn't. He was trapped and he had no way to escape.
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I'm officially 25 and it really happened and I'm still whole, I still have legs and hair and two hands and the world didn't implode and life really goes on wether you want it or not. Yesterday was hard but not harder than the days before and 'cause life doesn't get worse just because you feel worse. It's not up to me. My coworkers surprised me with lots of groceries, canned lentils and rice 'cause when your world is falling apart you sometimes forget things like eating or sleeping or drinking enough water and they were really caring and nice to buy me food. I still wander what did I do to deserve it, maybe I look too desperate maybe people can actually be nice. And they were. My mom told me for the fist time that she's got it and I don't have to worry and I believe her even though it's half a lie half the truth. I spent the afternoon on the phone, playing over and over again the video of my two little girls singing happy birthday with a funny voice, misspelling every word and I never felt so loved. I'm 25 and it feels too much, too lonely, too behind, too little time spent having fun and too much spent worrying, working, having paralizing nightmares. People wished me happy birthday and I didn't puke but felt grateful, the proof that I can be too dramatic sometimes, expecting the worst when it can be simple. Happy birthday, thank you dear. See it's easy. I kinda relapse from self harm in the last week but it doesn't matter 'cause it's almost autumn and it's over and I forgive myself for not knowing how to cope. My baby seems to feel better today but I'm afraid of saying it out loud. I'm leaving in 4 days and I need to be strong for when I'll be there, I won't be able to skip meals, cry on the couch all afternoon or make people feel sorry for me once I get to my parents' house it stops being my tragedy it's our tragedy and I won't be the main character anymore and it's fine by me but I need to be prepared. You know when they say you don't know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have.. Well I don't think it applies to me, I still won't be strong but I need to look strong 'cause being sad is a luxury my mom and sisters don't have now so why should I. Yesterday one of my sisters texted me that it was extra hard having all the kids around at my mom's, playing and laughing as kids should while everyone couldn't stop thinking about Manuel not being there with them. And no one could cry, or scream or yell or get angry and snap. They were all dolls playing a part and I was the only one being my self, allowed to feel the pain. A part of me whishes everything will be alright by the time I get there so I can enjoy the happy bits, Manuel coming home, my sister getting a night of sleep, my mom will crush tho I already know it and I'll be there for that at least. She's always so strong until she's not anymore, then she's a kid, she needs feeding and bathing and sleep but that's okay I want to be there for her. I'm 25 and it doesn't feel real, it was strange even before all of this, knowing I'd be 25 in 2020 and thinking wow sounds like a little to much. But I made it somehow and if you think about it it's no different than 24 or 23 o 22. Seems too much until it's over.
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