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theinfinitedivides · 4 months
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this is so random but i would love to hear your opinion on mydramalist as a fellow asian drama lover. because it’s obviously well known as a reliable wiki of sorts in dramaland but i beg to differ. (the only plus i feel being the summary and cast list for info)
i mean, i’ve not seen a single comsec w more than two brain cells as a whole? there’s always complaints about female leads rooted from misogyny, they are never happy about story progression, and i just find so many of them kinda dumb sorry lol. like zero media literacy to be found, insufferable arguments, etc. the star ratings are rly just given to popular dramas w high profile actors too.
and i personally find it disheartening that so many ppl end up referring to mdl when considering dramas because so many gems are then lost and not given appreciation.
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anon. anon anon anon if you know the way i sat straight the f*ck up when i saw the notification and then read through this ask bc yes. yes to everything here that is exactly it. almost three fourths of what i've watched this year was either 1. not received well by the general MDL crowd (Moon in the Day. where is the taste brethren to not like MITD and not even for reasons that actually make sense), 2. received well but had a good chunk of people bitching in the comment section, or 3. received well but had the main point of the show (and its relevant characterization) go over their heads. (The Worst of Evil aka TWOE comment section, i am f*cking looking at you. i can count on one hand the number of people who understood what that show was supposed to be about) the one fourth that managed to escape was bc the toxicity did not reach the comment section and everyone was pretty f*cking civil. alas if only it could be like that all of the time
case in point for the ratings example, since we've already briefly tackled the lack of media literacy—j-dramas on MDL are notoriously rated much, much lower than either k- or c-dramas. half of the time that's bc there are less users watching (and rating) them therefore the average is lower but the other half it's bc people simply do not understand good media when they see it. don't get me wrong there's some freaky ass sh*t in the j-drama world that i would not touch with a Grinch level pole but to see MDLers out here talking about how slow j-dramas are and that nothing's happening. have you considered that you are either watching the wrong genre or you shouldn't be watching j-dramas in the first place bc their entire setup and general narrative framing arcs are not your style. have you even thought about that for six seconds or are you too busy expecting it to read like a typical tropey rom-com k-drama with your trending oppas. (no hate on my tropey rom-coms with [most of] said oppas, i need them when i don't want to think i just want to see sh*t on my screen and scream about hot people and the Hand Umbrellas in the Rain and the Back Hold when the male lead catches the female lead before she falls and you have the fifteen second focus on their faces just looking at each other)
and the misogyny. oh God do not get me started on the dichotomy that was the Cult, as we affectionatly called ourselves, on the feeds while THEE sageuk of the year My Dearest was airing (beloved show [that i still need to finish. JangChae i'm sorry ily life hates me like the mf it is 😭], beloved commentary on the feeds. they saw the vision on the feeds) vs the sh*tshow that was the landmine field of the comment section (the takes i saw on Gil Chae, Eun Ae AND Ryang Eum respectively.......... the misogyny wasn't enough we had to add the homophobia into the mix. buy one get one free deal fr fr). you mad man. that sh*t was insane there was a point i banned myself from scrolling farther than the cast section until the show finished airing. i kid you not on average they didn't have even half a braincell. maybe a quarter of a quarter of one. f*cked up just say you are not decent people and go
this is not to say that all of MDL is like this. i have gotten tuned into absolute masterpieces of content (and have tuned others, amen) bc of a comment comparing a show i'm watching to another one or a review being posted in the feeds about a film with less than 500 people interested. i have reconsidered my choice to not watch something after having spirited discussions in private messages discussing the pros and cons of the premise and whether they managed to get it done without f*cking sh*t up. i still contribute semi-regularly by adding relatively unknown actors and crew members to the database so they can get the credit due them. if you know where to look, you can get some good sh*t out of that place. problem is most users who are new to both the site and East/Southeast Asian cinema as a whole don't know where to look, and the cycle continues, and the ratings continue to be skewed/bloated and no one pays attention to the plot, if there even is any to pay attention to.
tl;dr: begging people to not let MDL be the be all end all for their drama recs a la 'well MDL doesn't like it so i won't watch it'. babe we have said MDLers complaining about how the ratings on Viki are too high but in my entire time watching dramas i've found that in the past two to three years the Viki ratings are making more sense than the MDL ones. sit with that for a sec. when you're done branch out and see the world (literally and cinematically), i promise you will be a better person for it
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picnokinesis · 9 days
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Hi!
(A mild panic on the topic of: This is not a question, oh god, this is NOT a question. This is a recommendation of a fandom at BEST.)
So I was reading a fic one day and my brain went very quickly in succession:
a) /Oh/, this is the good stuff
b) No wonder you think so, remember spydoc telepathy edition (And you, Taka, are like an ambassador of that land in my mind)
c) Actually many fics from this fandom are like this
d) Do we think…?
So I had two facts:
1. This is a thing someone I have a great respect for would probably enjoy.
2. There was no indication Taka has seen or engaged in the fandom of Pacific Rim. Despite its notoriety in this neck of the woods due to the concept of drifting in particular.
And what I am doing with those facts is telling you this. I think you are great and I think you would like the fics of Pacific Rim. So if you feel like checking it out, it’s very low effort on entrance. Only one movie to see. Or two. Depends who you ask.
Here are two excerpts to judge for yourself. (Is this a spoiler? I know people for whom this would be a spoiler. For me it’s a tester.)
1) What’s a Little B&E Between Friends? By VoiceOfNurse (Part 20, Chapter 1)
No need to reach for the void, when he was so complete, nestled up against the part of Them that was Hermann. 
…safe… 
Newt was aware, in as much as Hermann was aware. It was difficult to separate himself out, when Hermann’s mind was locked around him like a steel trap made of numbers and chalk dust and spite. They were one organism in two parts- four lungs, drawing breath, two hearts beating in time. There was cold, and there was pain, but it was far away. 
There is no room for (masters-monsters-precursors) here. They are (insects-vermin-insignificant) when faced with (memory-language-connection). We are (brilliant-unstoppable-rockstars). We are (music-logic-science). We are (Newt-and-Hermann) and they are nothing. 
2) What’s a Little B&E Between Friends? By VoiceOfNurse (Part 20, Chapter 2)
They were Drifting. Tendo couldn’t quite work out the whys and hows of it, especially now that he was being bitten to within an inch of his fucking life, but he was certain. He’d hurt Hermann by moving too fast, probably jostled the guy’s leg, actually, which was folded weirdly under him with Newt on top, but the closest set of teeth bit him. Newt wasn’t even conscious in the traditional sense of the word, but Hermann was. Hermann was, and apparently Newt’s teeth were available to rectify the situation. Newt’s urges, too, because Tendo didn’t really picture Hermann as a biter. 
HELLO MY FRIEND oh my days I'm SO sorry but I'm laughing so much because this probably happened because tumblr search function is useless but 'no indication' sksksksk, oh my sweet summer child: here's the pacific rim tag on my blog LMAO - or, even better, the entire pacrim au I came up with for s12 of doctor who one time. Also. Also. Buddy. This is so funny, I love you so much. Are you aware that I'm obsessed with the works of one of the biggest Pacific Rim fanfic writers ever? I did, to be fair, literally take their name off my blog description yesterday to replace it with Bloodywood instead, and I'm more on the Stargate Universe side of things these days - but cleanwhiteroom is one of my favourite authors, and I read Designations Congruent with Things before I touched any of their Stargate material. If, my dear anon, you've not heard of cwr, then I really highly recommend their stuff, but I'll add a link below and see if I can dig up the other fic that I really loved from back in the day. Thank you for the fic rec though!! Those excerpts look excellent haha, I shall check that fic out when I get chance because you're absolutely right I love that kind of thing.
(also, absolutely DELIGHTED that you read this sort of stuff and thought of me - that is SUCH an honour oh my days! Like...rancid spydoc telepathy ambassador....what a title, I'm dead chuffed at this haha bless you!)
I think this is just so funny to me because - you couldn't possibly know this, of course, but like you know where I got this from? This love for writing weird, messed up mental connections between people?
Pacific Rim fanfiction HAHAHAHAHA
(and, later SGU - but I mean, mostly just cleanwhiteroom tbh. I was 16yo and I imprinted okay. But there were also other fics too, and they had an influence. Guh, Newt/Hermann post-drift fics are PEAK man)
Okay but actually let me tell you the story of how I got into pacrim because I think it's hilarious. So most people get into fandoms by like, yknow. Watching the film, reading the book, seeing the show, etc. I mean, how else would you do it? I'll tell you how. I was pottering about on deviantArt, back in the the grand old year of - oh, it must have been 2014. 2015? Something like that. Anyway, I stumbled across some Newt and Hermann fanart, and I didn't know the fandom but I was intrigued and REALLY liked the artstyle (I think the artist was feriowind?) - anyway I went on their profile and was MORE intrigued when I found they'd done some gorgeous cover art for THIS FIC, which got me so curious that I decided to read it. Without having watched the film. What I did was: read the plot summary on wikipedia, watched a couple of newt and hermann fanvids/clips (LIKE THIS ONE) so I could see them/hear their voices right, and then just blitz on through the fic with google images open in another tab so I could google thing like 'the shatterdome' and 'the LOCCENT pacific rim' and stuff like that for visual reference SKKSSK. Damn this is a throwback, I'm having a great time. ANYWAY. Read the fic. Loved it. Read the sequel. LOVED IT. Started looking for more fanart and stuff like that - and found a bunch of people kept on mentioning this fic called Designations Congruent with Things. Searched it up, found it on ao3, read the first 6 chapters and it almost melted my brain LMAO so I stopped. Then I couldn't stop thinking about it and I came back to it and oh my days. Oh my days. It fully rewrote my brain and DAMN I was obsessed. By this point I was vibrating in place at the mere thought of actually SEEING THE FILM, YKNOW. The film I'd read hundreds of thousands of words of fanfic about. Anyway, my friend who got secret santa for me that year literally had the easiest job on the planet HAHAHAHA so I watched it on Christmas Day and it was so so funny because like. You probably are aware of how much damn lore this film has. Like I knew the names of most of the jaegers that aren't even mentioned in the movie, I knew about Caitlin Lightcap and Sergio D'onofrio, but I had NO IDEA what was extended canon and what was fanon and what was actually. Y'know. In the film. So when I watched it I was like BUT WHERE'S LIGHTCAP for most of it HAHAHAH, but yeah it was great. SO GREAT. Guh I love the concept of the drift SO SO MUCH it's absolutely fascinating and just. AHH!! So so good.
Anyway. Absolutely losing it, bless. Sorry this is all over the place, I'm very tired but my goodness. Yes. Talk to me about drift bonds any day of the week, I'm here for it. If you want cleanwhiteroom fics, you can find them here. I linked the other one above, but there were a couple of others I read too...like I read a LOT of fics, and this was before I had an ao3 account rip so I don't have it in my fic reading history. There was one called Occam's Razor that I read a lot of, but I don't think I finished it. OH but I also liked this one (that i thought I found but it turned out to be the wrong one, am looking again now lol), from after Pacific Rim 2!! Which, as a film, I mostly consider to just be like. A fanfic with an exceptionally high budget ksksksks so yknow. I don't hate it because I don't consider it canon as much as I consider anything outside the original film canon. ANYWAY LOVE YOU
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alienaiver · 1 year
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guys im looking absolutely adorable today i cannOT WAIT to show u pics when i arrive st the con
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sugawarassoulmate · 2 years
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Here me out, I'm gonna be horny on main for just a second. Loser!kuroo where a he hears someone talking shit when bully!reader ain't around and he do a lil something something about it. And then after the fact he come storming up into your place wanting to eat you out to feel better. You feel me?
BTW I love you so much.
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me: *doesn't write about kuroo for like 3 days* y'all: feel like pure shit 🥲 just want him back sksksksk
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words: 591 cw: fem!reader, misogynistic language, oral (f receiving), angry loser!kuroo, tetsuro kuroo: defender of women sksksk, minors dni or i’ll bite ur kneecaps
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sometimes kuroo is amazed at how easy it is for him to slip under people’s radar despite being “obnoxiously tall” as you put it. like right now, he’s getting food in the dining hall after his class ended and going over his notes when he overhears his name in conversation. that wouldn’t have been so bad if your name hadn’t come up as well.
“if she lets that loser hit, she’d definitely fuck anyone,” he heard someone say, voice thick with a smugness that seemed undeserved. “i’ve been trying to get her attention but she’s playing hard to get.”
someone else snorts. “yeah, she’s stuck up as fuck, but i heard her head game is crazy. wouldn’t mind a try either.”
it goes on like that—mindless and disgusting. it’s already bad enough that they’re talking about a woman, or anyone, like that. but they’re talking about you. kuroo knows you don’t care about stupid boys saying stupid shit about someone they wish they could have, but he won’t stand for it.
getting up, kuroo dumps his half-eaten food—he lost his appetite after hearing what they said—and goes up to the table, standing tall in front of the two guys. he recognizes them from one of your classes and they’re shocked to see the six-foot volleyball captain staring directly at them, gritted teeth and heavy breathing.
“got anything else you wanna say, man?” kuroo keeps himself in check, he learned a long time ago how to not let his emotions get the best of him. no matter how much his fist is twitching.
one of the guys holds his hand up in defense. “hey, bro. we were just talking shit. we didn’t mean none of it.” his voice cracks, the self-confidence he had just moments ago is nowhere to be seen. he gestures to his friend to back him up, but gets nothing. the other boy is too nervous to say a word.
kuroo rolls his eyes. “be fucking careful with your words next time. i won’t be as nice.” they nod and quickly grab their stuff to get the hell out of dodge. kuroo likes knowing he scared them, but he wonders what else they might have said about you that he wasn’t around to hear. the tightness in his chest doesn’t leave and kuroo feels like he needs to punch something.
no, he needs to calm down. he needs you.
he blindly heads to your dorm, doing anything he can from resisting that anger festering inside him. it’s only when he sees your face that kuroo can finally calm down. you didn’t have class today and were still in your pajamas, rubbing the sleep from your eyes after waking up from your midday nap.
“did you run here? why are you breathing so hard?” you ask, scowl on your face as you take in the sight of the man before you.
“i just…” kuroo can’t form words and instead just pulls you into a kiss, pushing you into the room and shutting the door. you let out a sound of surprise, but don’t push him away, fingers tangling in his hair as you let him drop you to the bed. “i’m sorry, i’m sorry i just need you right now…”
kuroo pulls your shorts down and you think he’s going to fuck you, but he dives straight for your pussy, lapping at your slit and groaning at the taste. it’s confusing how he so quickly threw himself upon you, but you’re not one to ask questions when you’re being spoiled.
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skzhocomments · 8 months
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Broken hearts can heal - Choi Minho SHINee Fanfic - Chapter IX - Losing your temper
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Story masterlist - please consult it for the summary of the story, trigger warnings etc.
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Chapter VIII / Chapter X
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Chapter IX - Losing your temper
word count: 1.9k words
~5 months later~
You were now completely settled into the motherhood life, and you felt like you were losing your mind.
You denied Minho's request to hire a nanny during the day when he was away, and it went alright at first, but now you regretted it badly and didn't know how to really reapproach the subject without feeling like a failure.
Other mothers are able to take care of their child on their own, so why couldn't you?
You started feeling very overwhelmed, and as usual, your bad coping mechanisms were drowning all your sorrows and pretending the problem is not there, acting completely composed on the outside while breaking on the inside.
Getting Haru to eat became harder, as you had to start introducing him to solids, but you were at least glad he was starting to sleep better during the night, so you managed to get at least 5-6 hours in.
Except for the past 3 nights, because Haru started teething, and was crying non-stop from the pain.
It just so happened that Minho had to be away to film a promotion a few cities over during this horrible period of your life, and you've been alone with the baby getting no rest at all.
You were sick of his crying, and you felt like your head was about to explode, so when Haru started up again, you just felt the need to leave the nursery and just go in the kitchen, away from his sobs, to clear your head.
You cried for a good while, cursing every God in existence, and you felt you were getting bad, all the emotions getting under your skin. You dreaded looking in the mirror and seeing the prominent dark circles under your eyes, you didn't manage to eat anything for the past 2 days, and Minho not coming home meant you've been deprived of all human contact.
It was bad.
You opened your phone and noticed he's been texting, but you quite literally didn't have a moment to yourself to freaking shower.
Whatever, he's going to come back today anyway. You thought, so you instead opened Twitter and started scrolling mindlessly, until something caught your eye.
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SHINee's Minho spotted cozying next to co-star on film set.
Fans are having mixed feelings after pictures of Choi Minho holding his co-star, Hye-ri, by the waist started circulating the web.
A fan secretly took a picture and shared it on her page on Twitter, with the caption 'And he said he was married!'. The picture started being shared like wild fire around SHINee communities, with many...
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You rolled your eyes as you stopped reading. The picture was a bit compromising, but you knew the Media had a way to twist everything and make anyone look bad. They surely were just friends, so what were they on about?
Still, curiosity got the better of you and you went down to the comment section, reading what others had to say.
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"I mean, can we even blame him? Who wouldn't fall for Hye-ri?"
"lol and they said he has a wife and a kid sksksksks"
"come on we don't know what his relationship with his wife OR this actress is, stop assuming"
"he's THE minho, why would want to be with a nameless bitch lol"
"i ship him and Hye-ri!"
"lmfao imagine being his 'wife' at home seeing this what a loser"
"lol stop hating skskks"
"OMFG HYE-RI IS MY FAV ACTRESS I LOVE THIS"
"is this the end of shinee hahahah so many scandals nowadays"
"imagine being his kid and reading that everyone hates your mother lololol"
"what kid he's literally another man's son!?"
"hes just dropping bomb after bomb on us. we cant keep up minho!!"
"what, was the woman at home too ugly? skksksks"
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Enough hate for today. You sighed. You knew fans were saying nasty things about you, calling you all sorts of names ranging from whore, slut, gold-digger, witch and so on. How dare you fall in love with Kibum and have a kid with him, then marry Minho?
They didn't care to understand that you only did it for Haru.
You felt yourself tear up again, but instead, you dissociated and simply watched the front door from the kitchen table with a blank stare.
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After 3 long days away from home, Minho finally finished his busy schedule and could come back. He missed Haru a lot, he missed you, but more than anything, he missed resting. These days were so hectic he didn't even know what you were up to. He didn't have time to call, and you stopped replying to his texts a day prior.
He felt overwhelmed from all the stress at work, which was unusual. He's been in the industry for many years and only rarely felt the need to really take a break.
The day went on horribly; everything that could go wrong went wrong. First, he had an emergency meeting with the PR team because dating rumours started circulating between him and his co-star. His reputation already took a hit when he revealed he got married and was caring for Kibum's son, but he didn't care about it. He knew it was going to happen, but Haru's happiness was way more important to him. However, this was different, as it was completely blown out of proportion due to a friendly gesture he did towards a friend.
Whatever, he didn't want to dwell on it. Filming was done, even if it took longer than expected and he didn't get to rest or sleep too much these past days, so he could finally go home.
But then, he started driving home, and someone who didn't see the glaring red light ahead bumped into his car, completely destroying its back. He lost 2 hours waiting for insurance to come and assess the damage, and then had to take an Uber home.
He was supposed to originally get back at 6PM, but it was now well over 9PM and he was cranky, tired, and hungry.
He opened the apartment door only to hear Haru screaming his lungs out, while you leisurely drank a coffee and ate a sandwich at the kitchen table. The house looked like a mess, there were a few things thrown around the place, some half-drunk cups of coffee on the living room table, and a few of Haru's clothes on the sofa.
"Hey." He replied coldly. He didn't want to take it out on you, but what the fuck were you doing?
"Hey. You're back." You replied with a sigh.
"Haru is crying."
"Yea." You nodded. "I can hear him."
"And aren't you going to do anything about it?" He asked, but his tone was almost accusatory, which pissed you off tremendously.
"I will. I just need a break."
"A break? You need a break?" He continued, annoyed.
"Yea. I'm really tired..." You replied, confused by his demeanour. He was normally understanding, so you didn't get where the hostility was coming from.
"You need a break? I'll tell you what, Da-Eun. I fucking need a break. I've worked the whole day, the past few days, actually, and I wanted to come home and rest, not hear the baby cry his heart out while you ignore him, for what, for a nightly snack?! Fucking do something for once."
"Excuse me?" You stared at him in disbelief. "What did you just say to me?"
"What, the crying made you deaf?" He continued. He knew it was wrong, and really didn't want to take it out on you. He was so pissed off, though, and it was hard to contain his anger instead of redirecting it to you, who were there.
"Wow. Okay, sorry I don't do shit while you work sooo hard all day long. Had fun with Hye-ri?" You asked mockingly.
You didn't know why you said that.
It was a low blow, and you knew the scandal didn't hold any truth to it. You said it impulsively.
Minho scoffed. "Don't tell me you believe that bullshit too!"
"I don't. I'm just mad and wanted to get back at you." You affirmed, not wanting to keep fighting him for nothing. It was clear both of you had a couple stressful days, so it was not productive to talk right now.
"Get back at me?! Sooo mature, Da-Eun!"
But why did he keep pushing?
"Can you stop?" You asked him, feeling a couple tears making their way to your bottom eyelids.
"I just can't understand how you can leave him crying like that and simply eat like it's nothing!" He shouted annoyed. "And the house is a freaking mess. I am gone for just 3 days and..." He gestured around him. "Can't you fucking do anything right?"
That was the last drop that overflowed the glass. You felt all the raw emotion pour out of you as you started unloading on Minho everything you felt the past days.
"You know what, Minho? Fuck you! Fuck you for coming back angry and taking it out on me! You think you were the only one with a shitty day?! Haru started teething just as you left and has been crying NON-FUCKING-STOP FOR 3 DAYS STRAIGHT AND NO MATTER WHAT I DID IT DIDN'T WORK. So I finally take a break- after 3 days of no sleep, not showering and not eating- I take a FUCKING break, which all experts advise when you are overwhelmed, by the way, and I come here to get away from his screaming and eat the first thing I could ever since you left – this fucking sandwich!"
You stood up and grabbed the plate and went directly to the trashcan, throwing the sandwich away angrily. You no longer had an appetite. Then, you continued your ranting.
"And THEN, you come back, FINALLY, and instead of being a supportive partner, what do you do? You start fucking screaming at me, basically calling me good-for-nothing, complaining about Haru, about the house. Just 3 days?! Fuck off! I'm fucking sorry I'm such a failure and such a bad mother in your eyes!"
With that, you brushed over Minho and headed to the nursery, tears streaming down your cheeks uncontrollably.
"Da-Eun, wait-" Minho tried to stop you, realising how royally he fucked up, and that he really hurt you.
"If you need a break so fucking bad, then we'll just leave!" You screamed at him again, and as much as you wanted to at least look composed, you were unable to stop the tears.
"No! I don't want you to leave anywhere! This is your home, and-"
"Look, I know I'm failing tremendously, and that Haru isn't happy with me because babies who are happy don't cry all the time, you don't have to remind me!"
"No, I never-"
"I can't do this right now, Minho. I'm fucking overwhelmed, and I don't want to talk to you or see you right now, so let go of me, and leave me alone!" You screamed at him, then went into the room and locked the door behind you.
Haru was still crying, so you picked him up and rocked him, putting a pacifier in his mouth. You were still crying at this point, so you stood down with him and begged him to shut up for once. Of course, he was a baby and had no idea what you were talking about, so he only stopped after about 30 minutes, when you finally put him down in the crib and he fell asleep without much struggle. 
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(A/N) Oop, the first argument between Da-Eun and Minho is here!
How do you think they'll handle it?
Love,
Storm
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stellamancer · 8 months
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Hello hello Niku, I'm the anon who had sent that ask regarding sending in ideas earlier today! ^^
First and foremost thank you so so much for your kind words and assurances, I'm happy to hear that sending the ask was okay, I was so scared of over stepping or that the way in which I phrased the ask would come across/sound a certain type of that I almost wussed out and didn't send it lol ^^; I totally understand not being able to get to an ask or responding within a certain period of time, life happens, you've got hobbies and there's absolutely zero obligations in any way! <:) (Oh and while I utterly adore the way you write Gojo😳 in regards to your initial response. Yes. Make him even more pathetic if you so desire. That wet napkin of a man is always in a grave need to be humbled, and I don't think anyone would complain at the thought lol)
But to get onto the whole reason I sent the ask in the first place, while the idea doesn't have much background or development, it's just stuck with me in such a way that I couldn't help but latch onto it and the possibilities that came with it!
So without further ado.... What do you think it would look like if Gojo got a mean case of amnesia? Be it permanent or temporary is completely undecided, but I just wonder how he would act. Would he be more serious/ toned down? Any more chaotic and an unabashed menace than what he already is? I just wonder about any and all differences that he would potentially have, be it personality, mannerisms, how he acted around/treated others, etc... I'd like to believe he would at the very least make enough haste to put 'remember who I am' on the To Do list, but he's just such??? An eccentric guy even with all of his memories, so it's an interesting head scratcher to imagine lol
Furthermore, because it's not enough to have one thought, but another, smaller one to latch onto the first. What if, while still suffering from amnesia Gojo essentially gets Isekai'd(?) into a world that is literally exactly the same in each and every way, but there isn't an ounce of cursed energy to be had. No sorcerers, no curses, nothing of the sort.
Plainly speaking, the jujutsu world has played a part in each and every aspect of Gojo's life, no matter how much he despised and fought it. So the idea of someone losing their memory is already quite unfortunate, no matter who they are, but to have to even attempt to re learn who they once were but also in a different world, one that is familiar, but distinctly off just enough, especially considering what exactly it is that's 'missing' in his case, sounds so incredibly lonely and isolating :(
Because realistically he would have no one to fall back to, to help him. It'd be a miracle if he stumbled upon a samaritan kind enough to give him the time of day. I imagine it'd be super overwhelming, and the ever growing sense of his existence just being so inherently 'wrong' would be?? Horrible (Because yes, he garners attention. He's pretty. But would anyone he approaches honestly take him seriously? Maybe readers the first one to finally take his words for what they are, maybe they meet when he's passed out outside of their job as they're closing up for the night and after an intense bout of screaming and a hurried sad excuse of an explanation on Gojo's part, some kind of odd understanding is had between the two)
(And in regards to the mentioned Isekai, I don't really know why/how this would happen, maybe when being sealed away he was literally just express mailed to our world, maybe he manages to finally beat the antagonist of the story/fulfills his role and the universe just??? Presses the evaporate button. Hell, considering all of the wild cursed techniques and energies going on in all of these intense fights it wouldn't surprise me if it made the worlds oddest cosmic cocktail and rips open a wormhole or smth lol)
Sksksksk that was an absolute monster of an ask, once more I hope that's okay lol ^^ hopefully my rambles weren't too wild and coherent enough, this train of thought has been going rampant in my head for the past couple of days and I just!!! Had to share it! Thank you so so much for your kind words and time, once again please know there is never any rush or pressure to respond, simply being able to write and send the idea off is more than enough for me! <:)
Oh, yes, I must make him more pathetic then. I'm actually not quite sure how, though, actually. I guess I would need to put him in a situation where he can display his pathetic loser tendencies (maybe I should consult Morgan over this…)
I'm gonna put the rest under a cut.
Anyway, Gojo with amnesia… I guess that depends on a couple things, like how deep is this amnesia going? Are we just wiping memories or does it run deeper and has he lost some character development too because I think there would be differences depending on these two scenarios. That said, I think that either way he would be more serious, maybe not necessarily more toned down, but a little less joking because he's missing his memories. But on the other side of that is that I don't think he'd be freaking out, or anything; he'd probably outwardly try to look like he's perfectly fine and nothing's wrong.
Then to be isekai'd. Your brain's really going for the double whammy there. To lose your memories and be transported to another world… I'd assume that he probably still can use his CT and stuff, though the amnesia also begs the question of how skilled he is with those. If anything, the Six Eyes probably still work, so he'd probably know right away that things do not look 'right.' Actually, I think he'd probably still need to use jujutsu because, like, then if he rememebred bits of pieces of his life while he's in this other world… he might think he's going insane. The mind-fuckery potential is wild! You could really play up the horror factor and I think that would be a lot of fun!
And then having a reader who is kind and open-minded and… I do think he'd try to do things on his own because he's kind of like that, so I think a reader would have to be like "I am helping you and that is that."
I think that using his boxing would be a good way to, like, easily whisk him away. But, if he's there temporarily it does seem a little bit sad. I mean amnesia, I feel like, usually ends up being an angsty trope so… are you a little angst gremlin anon? I mean how else do people get isekai'd… Gojo vs Truck-chan… who would win? LMAO. An other worldly wormhole could be good too… I think that gives the chance for other characters from JJK to pop up. I think if any of his students came for him and he asked them 'well who are you guys?' they might actually think he was fucking around and not actually amnesic. LMAO.
And no worries on ask length! I'm happy to soundboard for you or anyone else for that matter! I mean I did input some opinion, but I hope you don't mind that. But thank you so much for sharing with me!! uwu
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{We have icons, y'all!}
{I am exhausted for today because it has been one doozy of a day, so I think I will wait just one more before I start posting memes. However, we are so close and I just want all of you to know that I'm back here rubbing my fly hands together waiting for the day we get to interact. I'm just a tired biddy after fall break and tending to Sibling.}
{I eventually plan on typing up a modern verse for him as well at some point, but I don't think I'll have much brainpower for that one until I've really gotten my hands dirty with him and interacted with him a bit. All I really have as far as his personality goes is explosive, happy uncle skalwsf. I'm excited to try him out but this little lamb needs some rest first sksksksk. I'll see y'all later just know I'm comin' for ya soon.}
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stvknt2 · 11 months
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🔞This is such a dumb fucking post that absolutely doesn't need to be made but I am feeling particularly insane today so oh well, I'll delete this out of embarrassment later sksksksk
So someone on R*ddit posted about his wife not liking his uncircumcised penis and that got a lot of people talking about uncut and cut cocks, whatever. Not important to me! If my wife ends up having a penis I don't care what the hell she has going on. Turtleneck or not, I will love my wife either way sksksksksk.
I'm not getting into my m3 penis headcanons because THIS IS NOT THAT KIND OF BLOG sksksksk BUT it made me wonder if Genevieve or Ivy Nicole would be weirded out by this type of thing.
I found out that in a lot of other countries uncut penis is like the norm! So lots of turtlenecks going on out there, and apparently the United States is odd because we have not many turtlenecks going on (sad probably, not gonna get into it but why take off their turtlenecks :( unless it's for religious purposes of course! Idk man I'm an atheist I don't think much about religion sksksks so I don't know if like idk the politics around circumcision. And probably won't ever know tbh unless I have a son I guess. Idk. I see no reason to get into this truly) but I don't know if that's a newer thing or not. Anyways here are my thoughts:
Ivy Nicole: She finds uncircumcised cock fascinating! Cool even! Woah, push a little bit of skin back and out comes a mushroom? Pretty cool to her. Cut cock is a little odd looking to her, but she doesn't mind much. In general she just thinks penises are goofy lookin' but she loves them nonetheless.
Genevieve: Uncircumcised penis is natural. It's normal. A penis without a turtleneck is cold :( warm it up immediately!!!! She struggles with penises anyways but thinks they should be kept natural. She one hundred percent understands religion and what their reasoning is so like, she gets it then, but if you're not part of the religion(s) that requires that... keep the turtleneck on ya know? She thinks it's cute❤️
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ladytsunadehime · 1 year
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What is your opinion on Tsunade's feeling for Jiraiya when they were young ? If it does not bother you, could you elaborate on how her feeling developped through times from the moment they met to his death against Pain.
How young are we talking Anon? (Again so late to the party 😭 lmao hopefully you are around. I horde asks and then never got to them when I disappeared into thin air.)
As children? Friends! With maybe some developing feelings~ but they we kids. 🤷‍♀️ they trust each other and loved each other and knew that they had each others backs!
Teens? Was their relationship COMPLICATED. Jealousy, favoritism, being mean to each other on purpose, etc, etc. but still the same faith and trust in each other.
I think that’s important to note. They (JiraTsu) had a whole lifetime together but always held onto the same faith and trust they have in each other. Always knew the other would be there for them until one of them died.
My favorite version of the Sannin is probably when they’re young adults, it’s the second war, and all that jazz. (Aka read I’m lazy to keep going haha) but this where I think personalities, life, love, and everything in between really starts to shine through. Tsunade and Jiraiya have been together on a team for AGES. There is something that just makes me go 🥹🥹🥹 thinking about them like this. They’re so young and “free” full of love and hope and all the dreams they want to complete and see one day.
The shit hits the fan- and I’m lazy so I’ll skip until we get got the Jiraiya and Tsunade we see in the manga/show.
They’re broken but the sharp edges arent so sharp with each other but they can make each other bleed a lot easier then they realize. At this point for them they have a very clear idea of the rules and games they play with each other. But still it’s filled with so much love. Everything they do is about that.
Like Jiraiya seeking out Tsunade to be the Hokage. He knew. That old frog man knew that she needed home. That Tsunade would be amazing as Hokage and that Konoha needed her. She didn’t just return because of Naruto but because of Jiraiya too.
Same with how Tsunade let Jiraiya leave for Ame. There was no stopping him and she couldn’t leave behind the village to fend for itself. It was a death sentence so she sent Jiraiya off in the only way she could because a love confession would of been to heavy knowing that he wouldn’t be returning.
Then for when Tsunade gets news of Jiraiya’s death- it confirmed what she already knew but hoped again all the gods it wouldn’t happen. He would of never left her unless it was death that took him. Tsunade in my opinion never got to properly grieve and that still tears me up today. She lost one of the people who knew her since childhood. Who loved her no matter what and stuck around/near/knew what she was doing no matter what.
And when their paths were finally settling, finally merging into something MORE life was cruel and took one of them away from the other. Because no matter what they would always be tied together in a way.
I will never shut up about JiraTsu I am sorry sksksksk.
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theinfinitedivides · 10 months
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totally obsessed with king the land and i need to rant about it somewhere and i figured this would be a fun place because i love your takes and can i start off by saying i've haven't seen someone as down bad as gu won in a really long while. to think he realized his feelings because he took a quiz a few weeks back and look at where he is now, confessing his love on a rooftop to the woman he falls in love with more and more every second.
ep 10 was honestly one of the most fulfilling romantic escape episodes i've ever seen in a show, like the locations were stunning, the chemistry was chemistrying like crazy and god the way won looks at sarang? the way he smiles so wholeheartedly? it's like she helped him rediscover what happiness and love feels like.
one thing i really loved from the earlier eps is how won always gives in and tries new things with sarang and realizes how much he enjoys it. also, the way sarang's grandma is such an important figure to both sarang and won now makes me so happy. i love how won takes all of her advice to heart and actually works on his communication.
i also absolutely loved how this week's eps focused on them just being in love and enjoying their dating era, the quality time and the constant need to touch each other and express their affection is something so precious. can't wait to see what's in store for them in the weeks to come. 🥹
i cannot tell you how honored i am to be the recipient of this little love letter to KTL bc you!!!! you get it anon!!!! i'm going to be addressing some of your points but i should warn you that it will be all over the place so i hope that doesn't confuse you once you get around to reading this sksksksk
first off, i think Won automatically gravitates towards Sa Rang's halmeoni bc in some ways she is that mother figure for him. we still haven't been told exactly what happened to his mother btw, but considering the age gap between him and his half-sister Hwa Ran you would think that after eomma "disappeared" (using that term for now) Hwa Ran would have stepped in. their relationship is so, so f*cked up, however, that she's never actually treated him as her actual sibling (as seen by her dangling the pocketwatch his mother gave him out the window/breaking it by letting it go. he still carries it around, even after all of that.) and so there is no love lost between the two of them. she has always viewed him as a competitor, someone to be wary against in her struggle for their father's company, and even though Halmeoni acts as if he is also one (for Sa Rang's hand) the way they interact says differently. (there's so much to unpack about why that is, namely the way that Gu Il Hoon treats his children and the lessons he's instilled in them, but that's not the point rn and i don't have energy to write that essay today)
so when Hwa Ran tells him not to try anything in terms of the company bc he won't be able to do anything substantial anyway, he listens, bc that fear has been bred into him. he's learned early not to expect anything akin to affection from her, learned that the only reason he's allowed to come so close is bc she knows his weaknesses (ep 3 publicity interview/panic attack anyone?) and uses them to keep him on a leash so he doesn't get in her way and he's tired. he says as much when he tells her '나 싸우고 싶지 않았어' — 'i didn't want to fight' during their convo in the lounge in ep 8 (have some slightly unrelated commentary on that scene here, although in the more recent eps after meeting Sa Rang he has begun to buck against her incessant emotional abuse). but when Halmeoni tells him to do something, he listens, bc he knows, instinctively, that whatever she's telling him is not going to sabotage his relationship with Sa Rang. she's not out to get him, and she does not loathe his entire existence—she is treating him like the grandson she does not have, and she in turn is the mother that he has been deprived of for so long.
(frankly i think the best way to describe Hwa Ran and Won's dynamic with the influence of their father coming into play is uh. 'but business is business! / and business runs in the family' from Amanda Palmer's Runs In the Family. fair warning the video is a bit all over the place and the lyrics may be triggering but i highly recommend listening to the song if you haven't already)
building off of that, i think Sa Rang is also another outlet of love for him that is making up for what he has lacked. the way she and her circle of friends, much like her halmeoni, treat him when he is around (even after a bit of a false start in the first episodes) is in contrast to his sister as well—it's implied, albeit not explicitly, that he has the tendency to attach himself to people other than her once they show him any kind of care (standing up for Sang Sik taking him with him from the internship after Sang Sik tried to help him adjust in case he got in trouble, for instance). he trusts them even if he doesn't say it, since he does not trust her, and in some ways the kind of fear he has around Hwa Ran has been rechanneled into the need to keep his eyes on Sa Rang, bc he is afraid he might lose her. and he does not want to lose her, bc he has loved someone, for once, almost as much as he has loved his mother. and so once he realizes that that is what it is he tries to tell her as much, every chance that he gets, and we get to see that in the touches and glances and the small things that he does, an opening up to her as best he knows how. i spoke more about that here, but one of the best comparisons to their relationship that i can think of (other than Mitski's Come Into the Water and KK's Aankhon Mein Teri that i have already made a post about) is this line from Lee Hae Ri's gorgeous song Maybe that she sang for the OST of Her Private Life ('어쩌면 그게 사랑 일지도 몰라 / 반복되는 일상 / 그 속에 나를 보듬어 준 네가 / 조용히 떨리는 심장이 말해 / 너를 보고 싶다고 말하래' — 'maybe it [this feeling] is love / you who've cared for me in my repetitive everyday life / my quietly trembling heart tells me to say that i miss you'), bc that is just Won telling Sa Rang in the pool in the gloriousness that is ep 10 that he missed seeing her face in so many words and God. God them!!!!! laying face down on the ground and sobbing they're too much for me
despite all of this i know something has to give in the upcoming episodes, though, and while i am not asking for heavy angst (no devastating messy breakup arc i am on my knees begging at this point) i do hope we get to explore more of that kind of dynamic between Sa Rang and Won and get a cathartic moment for him while we're at it. (if you're not going to send him to therapy to address his childhood trauma [possible panic attack trigger i see you in the ep 11 preview] then let the man cry ffs) looking forward to whatever they do as much as you are, anon <333
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beej-hunnicutt · 1 year
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I have been REALLY wanting to do traditional art lately. And I finally called it quits on my prior sketchbook it's like ~basically~ filled up and I rlly had that thing since 2018 and I think it's more than time to start fresh. But I have this absolutely beautiful handmade sketchbook I CANNOT GET MYSELF TO USE. I want to use it. It rlly inspires me...but it's just too damn pretty!!! Sksksksks. I think I'm gonna use the illo I have lying around and maybe pick up the pretty sketchbook when I feel a bit more confident in my traditional art again.
Like I don't think you need to have a 'ugly drawing' and 'pretty drawing' sketchbook I personally can't do that. And I know you're suppose to open up yourself to your sketchbook and I was happiest when I truly felt I did that BUT ITS JUST SO HARD.
My sketchbook really became a safety after I could draw again post surgery. I had to use my sketchbook or else I couldn't draw (it was physically too painful digitally; don't ask me why I dunno) but when that shift happened and it became physically too painful to draw traditional and I had to switch to digital (yeah....Idk...grr) I really have never been the same since 😭😭😭
Though I truly value and love traditional art. I wouldn't have improved like if I didn't. Like before I did a lot of traditional I COULD NOT draw on my iPad. I always said it just felt """"too much like traditional""" but now? I only draw on my iPad and feel I could actually feel the skill transfer which is nice. Like ohmygod. My like pages and pages of just John and Lincoln studies were so good to me and I know is why I feel comfortable drawing them today. Which I wouldn't have been able to do digitally I just know it. But also, I don't think I really could draw like I do today if I didn't do digital? You know. Like I love that just as dearly and was very important to my early years especially (and still now of course) of figuring out anatomy bc of the ability to tweak thing.
But um. Long story short. If I'm getting the craving to traditional I think I need to tap into that. Even if that means I have to draw less to have more fun. I think it'll be worth it.
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star-mum · 8 months
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Criminal Minds 3x10 - Live Star Reaction
I have not seen Malcom in the Middle ;-; so I would like to know the relation to this ep (idk if it’s a cameo or references but still)
Also even before i hit play, I’m assuming by the title theres gonna be a black out of some kinda
“No one sees true night, what’s really there in the dark” Oh shit maybe not, then
Okay I am really scared of the dark, I hope this episode doesn’t fuck me up
A NOIR DETECTIVE THEME ???? FUCK IT UP SKSKKS
IS THIS MALCOLM ??? THE ONE IN THE MIDDLE ?? It wasn’t really a close up but I think do recognize the guy sksksksks (I’ll check the cast)
OKAY ALRIGHT, SO— (this sentence was intercepted by Derek and Pen being cuties)
OH MY GO AND NOW DEREK IS OPENING DOORS AND STAYING BEHIND TO WATCH OVER HER ????
“Will you stop with the ‘uh’?” LSKSLS NOW KISS
IT IS THE GUY FROM MALCOLM IN THE MIDDLE
OKAY SO THIS DUDE IS AN AUTHOR AND HE WROTE A FANTASY VERSION OF THOSE KILLINGS
either he’s testing the actions out for his comic book OR he’s “dreaming” of the things he’s doing without being truly aware of it
Im gonna assume the pretty flashback gf is dead (that could be the stressor) or shES WAS NEVER REAL AHAHAH (I’m joking, mostly)
If she did die, the way his agent is acting is weird (why wouldn’t he be a mess? Why wouldn’t his art be darker/more violent?)
“They hate me at Hero World” yeah I wonder WHY MILLO
Okay Vicky is a real person, she could’ve just dumped him
This is already so fucking interesting (and I can’t tell I’m not gonna be able to figure out what’s happening to our boy Malcolm before the brainiacs do)
“Did you know that a domestic cat loose on a normal neighborhood is the equivalent of a small scale ecological disaster?” “...excuse me?” YEAH UH WHAT? REID PLEASE ELABORATE
Derek if you cut him off to focus back on the case i SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD, I NEED TO KNOW WHAT THIS MEANS
OOOOOHH ALRIGHT THAT MAKES SENSE
Oops ran right into Rossi, kids gonna get got very soon
All things considered he pretty much just walked off getting hit by a car
“Who?” “Vicky!” “...Johnny...” ooooh Vicky dead, oh Vicky real dead
PREGNANT ????? Ooooohh boooyyyy, that’d be a stressor alright
Do you think (you who has already seen this ep) she was murdered? That’s why this new character is a “vigilante” type thing, why he “sees” people as monsters during the night
There’s also the extreme reaction to all those camera flashes, which would probably be awful to anyone with that many people on your face, BUT it could also be a ptsd response
I was in the middle of typing that (and I was gonna say he could’ve been with her, he feels he “failed to protect her” since he made and she didn’t) BUT the next scene pretty much showed us exactly that so :/ I was robbed of my huge brain today
He keeps having visual and auditory hallucinations and he “forgot” she died, idk exactly what this could be (if I had to point a specific disorder) a lot of things can have those symptoms
I mean ptsd is the most obvious one but that alone wouldn’t make someone kill people
“Street name was Reaper, guess why” he had a sick ass skull tattoo? 🤔
Okay so he IS targeting criminals, which would require a level of research, i mean if I was a high up gang leader I wouldn’t broadcast my home address you know?
Also,,, where the fuck is the murder weapon ???
“You have a fiance?” Oh boy 👀
OKAY OKAY OKAY WAIT WAIT WAIT
WHAT IF, HEAR ME OUT !
what if Vicky did exist BUT they never had a relationship? Maybe he’d seen her around and fantasized this entire relationship with her and HE IS THE ONE WHO KILLED HER ???
His brain could’ve registered enough of what happened for him to seek out to her and know she’s hurt but not enough where he knows he’s the one who hurt her
These little snippets of her voice we keep hearing could’ve been her talking to him directly, screaming at him to stop
I was about to ask “where’s Emily?” hi baby ! She’s laying low for an episode that’s okay LSKSKS one line this far
Is the agent gonna hand in the drawings? Yep guess he did, good job honey
Derek talked to him so softly 🥺
“Did you find the murder weapon?” “Didn’t need to” I WANT TO KNOW
“We believe you took Mr Hill with you when you left?” TOOK HIM WHERE ???
“You’re not gonna wanna miss this” Well would you look at that, our first “good for him” episode (I’d say we let him walk 👀)
THIS IS SUCH A GOOD EPISODE !!! Also by focusing on the unsub more than the investigation, they really made us feel like an outsider to the team
Like when we get to the station, they have a whole profile ready and we’re just thrown in there as confused as Johnny is, which is normally the opposite of what happens
The only other ep that comes to mind that we see none of the investigation play out in real time is the first one with Frank, cause Gideon is telling us what happened
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stayarmytinyzenmoa-l · 10 months
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omg crys hi you’re back!!! and im super late but congratulations on graduating im so happy for you!!!! now tell me why i just found out without is a trace is a finished??? i really need to catch up on it sksksksks i have a test tmr so i will cramp everything today and catch up tmr eeeee im so excited rn u have no idea!
I'm back!!!!! And no worries ahhhhh thank you, love! Also yesss I just finished it! (Finally lmfao) But yes focus on your test first then you can celebrate with our fave vigilantes hehe
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Hi, Erika! 😁 Is there any way you could please add me to your Eddie Munson taglist? 🥺 You write him so well (and I need to read some of your newer Eddie pieces too). I hope you have a great day! 😊
Hi Allie!! Added, and thank youuuu ~
sksksksk the masterlist is... growing! Working on the nyctophobia piece! Not sure it'll be out TODAY but I'll try💖
Thank you muchly for the support!!!
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sukirichi · 3 years
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*smiles at you, thumbing your bottom lip and forcing it into your mouth until it holds it open, resting it on your tongue*
You please me very much. Don't worry your little head.
How about a kiss? A token of my appreciation to you? Would that be enough to quell your fretting?
-Naoya
*blinks at you innocently*
I am delighted to know I please you very much, Naoya-sama, nothing would make me happier. A good night kiss sounds amazing 😳☺ Token of appreciation??? You appreciate me?
*cries and tries not to hug you because you might push me away*
Yes I would like that very much of course, I need my husband’s kiss to energize me for tomorrow and so I can sleep well tonight 🥺 that would be more than enough yes yes...but do you think that maybeeeee 😗 if I fret once more, you’d also give me more kisses? HEHEHEHEHE
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heesgf · 5 years
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😱💘💕💓
#literally SO MUCH happened today i feel like!!! i need to Spill It All omygod#zip it zeen🤐#ok first things first??? i woke up to a call from one of my guy friends??#zeen: Hey—#him: IM TAKING U TO PROM👊🏼👊🏼👊🏼#and even though we’ve VAGUELY had this convo before i was like.. in a DAZE😵😵 bc HELLO wheres ur !! style !! ur CLASS#other prom dates: will u🏀🏀🏀 shoot ur shot and go to prom with me??? can we 🥍🥍🥍 laCROSSE paths at prom together????#my prom date: IM TAKING U TO PROM😤😤😤😤😤😤#im not complaining or anything i just think its FUNNY SKSKS#[also we are just friends!!! he has a gf and shes super cute and i love her🥰]#just like!!! chivarly is DEAD huh 😪😪😪😪#and then at school there was just so much shit to do to prepare for our grad#**grad movie night#so much prep😫😫and i had to make and pay for the food order and it was .. An Experience😳#then i had work and came back to event LOLOOL#but before that!!! as i was leaving work!!! i saw this BOY 🥴#and we have history ig bc around this time last year i thought he was super cute and tried talking with#him and stuff !! and hes a year older so now hes in uni#but yeah basically just.. me embarassing myself😰 and him not liking me sksksksks#so seeing him today i was so MORTIFIED#and we had this really awkward to the point where is was almost funny eye contact omygod#and idk it was just so weird and surreal ?!?! like u guys.. last year i was SO WHIPPED for him omg😫😅#and i was so Desperate for Love ™... i rlly thought he could be !! dating material 🥺🥺#but its ok i guess it wasnt meant to be sksks [uhh a common theme in my love life!?? rip ]#anyways!! weird but interesting :’-) i feel like ive grown a lot since then and thinking abt the Old Me !! im like 😱😱😱😱 EW#but also good for me for being so courageous LMAOO!!!! i rlly went shot for the stars and landed...... idk where i landed but i landed HARD#ok i need to shut up ????? BYE I LOVE U GUYS💘💘💘💘#(perhaps he's still cute to me  but#... shhhhhh!!!)#martial arts boy
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