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someone might have already said this, I’ve been a little mia, buuut now that I have thought about it more, the couch scene actually makes so much sense?
the thing is, we’ve only been considering the couch metaphor from a meta standpoint - and don’t get me wrong, that is def an important aspect and they have been using it as such, for examply by showing us that the answer to the couch question is eddie’s couch (thank you 6x12 couch scene my most beloved <3) - but in that we are kinda forgetting that in contrast to the other metaphors (most notably heart and water metaphors <3) the couch metaphor first and foremost isn’t a meta metaphor, it is buck’s metaphor and thereby the only metaphor that the characters are actively aware of and so while the meta aspects of it definitely are at play (and in my opinion do hold up, because of course he has grown, but not yet enough and so this time the couch choice is half his own, while half still put on someone else again, and he still doesn’t see the one right in front of him) more importantly buck is actively trying to use the couch metaphor and is actively trying to put it into play by being proactive, but it also means that the couch metaphor is not infallible, because buck is not infallible
from buck’s perspective, natalia is a good candidate and he didn’t compromise on his own boundaries for her and she still came back and stood beside him through the emotional mess that was kameron having the baby even tho that was what originally made her run - of course he would want the couch metaphor to work for the two of them (people have said it before, but it bears repeating: buck is not omniscient, he does not see the narrative signs for why he and natalia are doomed!) and of course that would make him actively put the couch metaphor into play, it’s almost like a test, like him asking can we actually ‘pick a couch’ together that works for both of us synonymous with him asking if they actually fit (which is a big step up, because it IS him making that choice and him recognizing that ‘picking a couch’ kinda needs to be a both partners kinda thing and a compromise, not him accepting couches that are hoisted on him) - and only s7 will tell us and more importantly buck the answer to that, even tho we as the audience know that the couch buck is at ease on is already out there and waiting for him to see it <3
#9-1-1#911 spoilers#evan buckley#couch beloved#911 meta#buddie#kinda#couch is always buddie xD#anyways#I don't know if this makes sense to anyone#and whether or not the general idea has already been pointed out by someone else#because I have spent most of the last two days hacking up my lungs akldakjahskj#BUT#I had this realization today while thinking about the balcony couch question scene and buck's demeanor during it#he is actively trying to make the couch metaphor work for him#and that is not a bad thing#because it is him actively going into a relationship inquisitive and wondering whether it might work and NOT just letting a relationship#happen to him and expecting it to be the end-all perfect fairytale#so yeaaah growth <3 but not quite there yet#I will probs come back to this and have more thoguhts#but yeah#taht is where I am at <3
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just a quick ask to tell u it makes me super happy seeing the detail u go into when pointing out stuff u like about other people's art of ur ocs :3 it's so rare to see but it's so so motivating!! <3
Thank you! I don't take any interest for my art for granted, and if someone goes through the trouble of drawing my characters for me, I feel like trying to write a proper response is the least I can do. For a visually oriented person, receiving gift/fan art is a huge deal, it means someone considered my goobers worth their time and effort, they've probably been thinking about them more than a little and found them inspiring in a way or another, and I find that terribly flattering. It's extremely fun and interesting to see other people's takes on them. And I've drawn stuff for people as well, I know how nice and rewarding it feels to receive a response that is longer than a word or two. Positive comments like that can linger in people's minds for a long time, at least for me they do.
#this comes with a big serious disadvantage though#it often takes me a long time to write that response#my social batteries are extremely small and a lot of the time by the time I go online I feel too worn out to engage with people properly#I'm autistic anxious and severely depressed my spoons are in short supply at the best of times#I've always had really hard time putting my thoughts into words in a way that I find satisfactory#so I keep putting off reblogging gift art#because most of the time my brain is too smushed to formulate that meaningful comment I want to give#maybe that sounds dumb and fake#but this is something I've struggled with for years and I feel extremely guilty for keeping people waiting like that#often weeks sometimes months even#and potentially making them feel underappreciated and unnoticed#I'm also genuinely very scatterbrained and unorganized and I miss and forget things I'm supposed to do all the time#not to mention that I tend to have trouble keeping track of my mentions and dms and asks I'm only one person#so if you've ever drawn something for me and I didn't/haven't responded yet#please know it's not personal it's entirely my fault I'm kind of a mess#and chances are I'm still very much attempting to get back to you#feel free to remind me if you feel like I might have not noticed your post I really don't mind at all it often helps me a lot#and please if you can don't delete the post even if it seems like I didn't see it#because again sometimes it takes me a long time to respond#thank you to everyone who has stayed endlessly patient with me though I appreciate it#sorry this spiraled into a list of apologies and excuses this is actually something that bothers me a lot#because it's largely a mental health thing but easily comes off as ungratefulness#I'm trying to work on that#answered#anonymous
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every time I watch a movie where rich ppl are awful to each other I want to write an IF inspired by it help
#I started one called murder in the hamptons but. Well.#I already have two published ones and then lost interest bc it was more rich ppl might or might not have killed someone but they don't know#I mean those classic stories where ppl go relentlessly after someone and it comes back to haunt them#I want Mc to go after them. Break up families. Burn their fortunes. Smile at them over wine as the story leaks how they made out with their#cousin twice removed three Christmases ago#I've seen some ifs inspired by means girl movies float around but none ever dropped a demo#I can't believe no one has gone there yet#The classic revenge tale of ppl so far removed from reality it's comical#Gossip girl but make it more raunchy and destructive
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Thinking about her (Karina Braun)
#I do not like her in the slightest#But also want to explore Reiners feelings toward her post rumbling#Her 'oh yes i only want my son' bullshit is not flying with me (nor is it flying with jean AHAHAHAH)#Karina used Reiner as a tool to further her own desires#Putting a clear expiration date on her only son as the ripe age of ten#She sees him coming back from his trip to hell depressed suicidal self harming and does not care lol#She also gladly pushes gabby toward the same fate (and we know how Reiner feels about Gabby)#So yes propaganda propaganda but goddamn the amount of damages she caused her only son (a literal CHILD)#Reiner is somewhat aware of all that but feels conflicted about it and might kind of push it away#Cause god he has already lost so much#She would have AT BEST troubles reckoning with the full extend of it and properly atone for it#And at worst be a nasty bitch about it and straight up refuse to admit anything but still insists on having a relationship with her son#Idk man wherever she ends up falling on that spectrum Reiner is in for a fun time#(cause i do think he'd want some sort of relationship with her)#(also i think she wouldn't be fully on board with her son kissing devil men (yes jean) on the mouth so that's a problem to add to the list)#Interested about how jean would fit in all of that cause of course he'd be there every step of the way#(they're in love your honor there is just a chance they don't know it yet)#Between his mom being so not karina#his foul mouth#big heart and burning desire to prevent reiner from being trampled yet again#That would make for some fun discussions#So much possibilities... the juices are jussing#do i have the braincells to discuss all this with the nuance it deserves at this ungodly hour? no#hopefully at some point i will#reinjean adjacent#rambling
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You ever just want to talk about Bertl,
#i . ooc .#The tags got so long just warning U now!#OK I know his appearance wasn't the longest but like. I'll never stop talking about him because he doesn't get enough credit? rip.#I know it's not really relevant any more because post-timeskip everyone is a lot better but. Referring to everyone's skill as of pre.#Reiner said Bertolt was the strongest of all of the shifters but he held himself back. He came 3rd without giving his all. Or really trying#I hc he held himself back to try not to let too much of his strength show bc people forget he had military training b4 joining the 104th.#And ofc. Also to not bring too much attention to himself bc of who he really is???#The way he mastered his Titan straight away and also has such a good handle on it.#Out of the 3 shifters he was the one that stayed true to the mission. Despite his reluctance he's got the strength and commitment.#People are so quick to say he relies on Reiner too much. And while he does at times. Reiner relies on him just as much if not more. Even if#Reiner doesn't realise it. Bertolt keeps him on track and has no one supporting him at all.#In COTT arc... U see him dodge Mikasa who is an Ackerman and seen as one of the strongest characters in the series...#And the same in RTS. Everyone gets too distracted by Mikasa to actually pay attention to how he dodges her 4 times?? Even tho she attacks#from behind? And the way he lands a hit on her. I just *screams*. I love how many times she tries to kill him. lol#How effective he is when he abandons his guilt and this is sort of irrelevant but. It's so special to me because as someone who is#a quiet person irl round people I don't know well. Who has it brought up a lot. I just adore when a character that remains in the#background just comes out and says enough is so hhhhh I know his reasons aren't good BUT RTS BERT... AH.#Also gotta talk about his marksmanship skills in a thread at some point?? Maybe Mp bert I J UST..#Anyway I might do a cheeky revamp of graphics n icons and that. Dunno yet. Need to actually write that'd be good lol.#This account is a lovebot didn't U know.
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funniest (/s) irony about my pains is that the only painkiller that actually helps (mostly, not entirely) likely also makes them worse in the long run. i just love having a body and being alive!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#i don't know what to do 😭😭😭😭😭 i have a doctor's appointment tomorrow ig I'll ask him#since i don't have an actual diagnosis yet idk if it's actually a big no-no like it is for ppl with the disease i MIGHT have#but given my symptoms match up and keep coming back despite me supposedly taking medicine to help#i think it's safe to assume i should at least treat my body as if it has it#(also when i say symptoms i mean more than pains like. i mean actual internal inflammation n shit like that)#god. god I'm so tired. i have to take a painkiller every day bc it's just so unbearable#but ik taking them this often isn't a good idea. and i can't mix them up with others bc like i said it's the only one that helps#I'm so so tired of being in pain. and being scared to do basic things my body needs in order to function bc they make the pain worse#fucking drinking water makes the pains worse sometimes 😭😭😭😭 but it's not like i can avoid that#and every source i read said an unstable mental state makes it worse so that's just great.#bro the pains make my mental state worse!!!! this is a neverending cycle!!!!!! i want to fucking dieeeeeee#vent#medical //#ask to tag
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Part 1 ( I'm too sleepy to finish it also it's kind of long)
Neta: ok so You're planning on performing at the party. That's great! Yes, so it's going to be tomorrow night around . I can help you set up everything you also got aquasonic performing and chirpy chips are going to perform as well..... Yes, no problem Yoko see yah
Warabi: so the party plans are going good.
Neta: yep and I want you guys to be on your best behavior. Okay, this is not some sort of rager or house party. This is a dinner party it's my first time hosting that's actually really nice.
Mahi: this is like business casual right? Like we don't have to dress up or anything
Neta: It is all business, no casual and there's going to be a lot of managers, producers and artists. A lot of very wealthy people who are going to be here....*sigh* I can't fuck this up. The theme is gingerbread so you have to wear some browns, whites and cream colors, a little bit of green and red but only a little. And they have to be dark like maroon or four green!
Mahi: hmmm so specific
Neta: we're literally in a mall, find something! Also If you can, it's okay if you can't. Can you bring something like a tray of appetizers or hors d'oeuvres doesn't matter.
Warabi: I can make salmon bites with cheese in it and jalapeno
Neta: That sounds great!........ Baja can come too. I'm pretty sure he would love to meet up with these artists he can tell them obscure facts about their music careers... And scare them a little bit. How the fuck did he know about me and Big EZY??
Mahi: is mizole allowed to come
Neta: he already got an invitation in the mail along with his other bandmates. I've been playing this before you guys are even dating.
Warabi: fancy invites. How come we didn't get any fancy invitations??!?
Neta: check your mailbox. Should arrive today
Candi: Netaaaa look at you these fancy little invites. It's so cute! I have one question. Am I able to bring my son?
Neta: yay! You can bring Bowie That's fine but the party is going to last until 1 If you could sleepy you have a small place for kids just in case...... What time is it? 3 All right we got to close early. I'll see you guys around 6 at the arowana Mall and...... this is going to be the first look of my second rock shock store. I can't believe it. It's actually happening.
Candi: awww we're so happy for you boss. You worked so hard for this
Neta: yeah...*sniff* everything's falling into place ikkan graduates next year, married in 2 years, moving out of the city... buying my first house.....*sigh* surprised I got this far.
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Mahi: what about this?
Warabi: hmmm try a darker brown and a burgundy tie.
Mahi: ok .
Warabi: sooo babe what are you wearing??
Baja: I have a maroon suit at home I just need to get a brown vest and cream dress shirt.
Warabi: mmm bet you look good in that?
Baja: I hope so. What about you? What are you wearing?
Warabi: I got a nice brown and beige outfit planned out with a green tie.
Baja: that sounds nice........ Hey Warabi have you talked to Mahi yet? You know about maybe moving in or-
Mahi: how about this? I feel like this is nice, just pants and a shirt It's formal right? This is formal?
Baja: maybe try a turtle neck with the blazer....... I can just get my own apartment if it's too much I don't want to intrude on
Warabi: nonsense you're not. I was thinking of moving to a big apartment maybe a two bedroom. I can talk to my parents about-
Mahi: I think this works. It works right. It doesn't look stupid. I don't look stupid do I?
Warabi: looks good! Here.. a little green pocket square aaaannndd perfect! You're ready for the party! I need to go to the grocery store. I need to get some salmon, cheese, jalapeno..... Toothpicks.... Puff pastry and ......
Baja: cream cheese
Warabi: and cream cheese. Thanks [kiss] You two get go home get ready I'm heading over to ikkan's after.
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Mahi:.........
Baja:............
Mahi: so. You and Warabi huh?
Baja: he took me out for dinner and I didn't realize it was a date until we kissed. I just kinda went with it..... I still am......It's nice
Mahi: seems like something he would do. So you're planning on living here where you staying right now
Baja: military base let me stay there until I can find a place to settle.
Mahi: hm...................
Baja:...........................
Mahi:...... Well we should start getting ready! You want to use the shower first or?
Baja: yeah sure it'll.... Get to that.....
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Neta: ok I have the wines and spritzers. I just called the caterer you're going to be on their way... Mom's fruit punch bowl got it. I need to meet up with the band members and help their setup....uhhh I need to call the bouncer to make sure he has all the invites, names and faces.....ok Everything is going great. It's perfect......
Ikkan: Babe I'll head over to the mall and help with the equipment and talk to the cater. Okay just get dressed [kiss] and take a breather. Come here......everything's going to be fine you're doing a good job. [Peck]
Neta: *sigh*.... Okay I'll get ready........ Cirrina! You want to go with ikkan to the mall to help him set up?
Cirrina: yeah! What do you think? Do you like the dress? I went shopping yesterday.
Neta: it's beautiful honey!!! How much was that?
Ikkan: 200 Gs
Neta: ikkan I told don't spoil her
Ikkan: what? she looks nice... [Kiss] get dressed and help Warabi with his food tray or whatever don't have him burn down my kitchen.. bye!
Neta: bye.............*sigh* Warabi! What takes you so long to get ready!? I need to use the-
Warabi: all your. That shower...*sigh* .. I miss proper water pressure and hot water. I have to wait 10 minutes for my shower to run hot in that crappy apartment.
Neta: have you decided what you guys are doing? I have an empty place in my apartment building.
Warabi: *sigh* I'm just worried that mahi won't take the news very well. They're so used to it just being used two I don't know how they'll react.
Neta: It should be fine Mahi's an adult I think it'd be good to have another roommate.
Warabi: but it's more than a roommate. He's my boyfriend. I'm going to have to be....... A boyfriend. I don't want it to feel like I'm replacing them with Baja
Neta: well that just seems like something you two need to talk about and figure out for yourselves.... Don't you think Baja moving in seems a little too fast? I mean you still don't really seem..... Close
Warabi: Oh we are. He's my boyfriend. I told him that we were dating and he agreed to it.
Neta: so you just told him that He's your boyfriend and he didn't argue with it
Warabi: yep hehehe such a cutie
Neta: ok ...
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Mahi invited @fish-at-fish-fish-resort to the holiday party as well
#Warabi and Baja I don't know their dynamic yet but they're dating but like in an aro type of way#We get a glimpse of the new store. yay!#most of Neta's holiday parties ended up being wild house parties. someone gets drunk. someone gets arrested someone's puking in the bathtub#but not this time. this is a mature banquet hall full very wealthy and successful people#you might see some special guests from splat band members. maybe even some call back and come back from others#but there's going to be some drama as well
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#are we ready to have a conversation about the definition of “best goalie in the world” yet?#i'm being a bitch but i've held off on this#on the upside at least we were never shut out and we don't have to play fucking *******#to my first point this is the problem with not having a consistent league#international play is so limited that you cannot judge based on that and you cannot judge based on college#i mean tbt to last year's red stars#we should also have a conversation about how obsessed we are with shooting the puck low#and every other team has a couple of snipers#and if we sniped a little more instead of doing the fake outs we might be in a different place#im just so tired#and not to rub it in but we were never going to win the cup#like somehow every team plays their best against us#i hope erin ambrose still gets defender of the year#and i hope ******* ******* does not get 4 awards#like if you see someone coming at you 1-1 have you considered moving back in your crease a bit#i would also be interested to know if the order gets shaken up#because again if you are only playing internationally with the best defenders protecting you#then how much are you really tested#same could be said for campbell though#i maintain that montreal's biggest enemy is their brains#and he was way out of crease on a lot of these#and if you look at frankel or campbell's positioning they are never that far out#also we have to talk about the face offs being atrocious tonight#like i said i'm glad it's over#and like i said before i think i prefer the winning the league situation instead of the playoff setup#maybe minnesota pulls it out#but at the end of the day we are undefeated in regulation playoff hockey#brings me to another point which is would it not make more sense that you have to get 9 of 15 points in a playoff series#and so then the score would be 3-6 and we'd still be in it#like continue with the points system
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Having issues with drama club rn got inspired to make this
(I am part of backstage crew btw and there's literally only 2 of us working back)
#literally wtf is the instructor doing#might quit drama idk yet#This is mostly based off the fact that my amazing actor of a friend got only a singular role which contains like 4 lines of dialog#while some dude with no experience what so ever before hand gets a major role with 6-10 pages worth of dialog#also back stage crew gets ignored alot#she won't let backstage crew come to rehersal practice#which is odd because you can't rlly have a play with out backstage crew#Btw theres only 2 main crew members#me and a friend's gf#please tell me how this woman expects backstage to just magically know what we're supposed to do#i have prior experience working lights and shit#but the other crew member doesn't#Idk#I lowkey feel like and ass for making this post but oh well#This play probably gonna flop like the last one (chirstmas play)#Doesn't help alot of the actors plus the instructor don't take constructive criticism very well#blud thinks we like Hamilton#nero blabbing
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I don't think I'm mentally prepared to go through this voting ordeal again with Amane because. I know deep in My Bones she's gonna end up being the first prisoner to receive 2 guilty verdicts isn't she. Isn't she.
#milgram#I completely understand where amane guilty truthers are coming from but have you considered: I will cry#when the time actually comes I'll say more about my thoughts on her + we haven't even seen her MV + song + voice drama yet and--#--that might change everything!#however I am very confident that if that girl gets another guilty verdict there is No coming back from that.#people are insistent that we can just 'give everyone a forgiven vote in trial 3' and fix things BUT... that has never been established#we don't know how this voting system works!! is it whichever got more guilty/innocent votes overall? so 2/3 guiltys = guilty overall??#it. scares me a little ;w;#ALSO besides that I actually think amane will simply refuse to engage with us or take anything in at all if she gets guilty again.#like I know she's not the most compliant or flexible person but we haven't even given her a chance to change? like at all?#anyway. at the end of the day people will choose what they think is right and I cannot change that ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#capri talks#I always make a whole essay in the tags asdfghjkl
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Wow, I have a fic description and a fic title before I've even established a proper fic plot
(this is probably because I'm very excited about this fic and it's potential...)
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Here are my tags because I started explaining the plot and want it actually in the post rather than just the tags lol:
#Aziraphale gets removed from the book of life is like...the main plot#and - through various means - it is Crowley remembering him and bringing him back#(with guest star appearances from Adam and the Them on a school trip to yo London; Warlock#running away from his parents for the third time; Muriel who is cheerily *not* realising that they used to be a very powerful angel before#a mind wipe; Maggie and Nina dancing around the fact that Nina might very well be ready for that next step; Beelzebub and Gabriel both#visiting Crowley separately for couple's counselling (although *why* he cannot fathom; and the second coming of Christ#although she is not at all what heaven was planning - in fact#heaven didn't know she existed yet)#but it is also Crowley being miserable and lonely and kind of not knowing why#but being reminded of something until things start to fall into place#and then history is a bit weird until they defeat Metatron (fuck 'im) and put Aziraphale's name back#(this fic *really* makes me wish I could draw because a big part of it is that Eve#- the second coming of Christ - keeps getting visions of the past as it was when Aziraphale still existed#since she's technically God and i think God is probably the only one to whom edits to the book of life don't affect#and Crowley finds it#and I think it would be so cool to have like pages of notebook and sketches in between the fic writing)#GO2#Good Omens Season 2#Good Omens#Ineffable Husbands#because I wrote an essay in the tags of my own post instead of in the main body (like a fool)#Fae Rambles Into The Void#How To Make A Nightingale Sing#<- the current working title
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the 2010s sure were a time in my life
#there's just....... there's just something about that time#it might have something to do with 2011 being the year i started high school and 2019 being the year i finished my BA#and also the last year before the pandemic#I DON'T KNOW I JUST. THINKING BACK ON IT THERE IS THIS MYSTIQUE TO THAT TIME. THIS STRANGE EXCITEMENT#which is most likely a result of me finally beginning to feel like i can shape my own life and who i am and daydreaming abt a better future#and like exploring myself. in 2010 i turned 14 and fully realised i'm bi and throughout the decade#i experimented with a variety of different like...... identifications and imaginations of who i am#some of those were quite consumer identities (e.g. i strove to be and was a very hipster teen) but nevertheless#i don't know dudes like. the pandemic took a lot from me in terms of ability to be excited about what's to come i think#even though my life is pretty good i'd say#but also maybe that's just what it's like to grow into adulthood and get a job etc. SIGH why am i writing an entire fucking essay#abt my 2010s teenagehood nostalgia#like majority of those years also SUCKED because i had zero real irl friends and was really lonely lmfao#it felt like life didn't really start for me yet#and i was constantly waiting to burst into it. maybe that's the mystique. constantly hoping i am on the precipice of smth extraordinary#is nostalgia for one's teenage yrs inevitable? even if you feel like you missed out on most experiences considered quintessentially teenage?#i only started having Teenage Experiences™ when i went to uni lmfao (i.e. early 20s)#but idk it's such a loaded period psychologically and it's horrible and frustrating when you're living it but then you think back on it#and you're like man..... sure was a time huh. wow#but idk my experience could also be influenced by so many other variables#e.g. smartphones and social networks becoming widespread and common#that was also a pretty significant thing that happened#anyway i think i'm abt to run out of tags so. that's it#sry this shoulda gone into my diary probably but i inflicted it on you instead#neptalks
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Look, sometimes I just need my favorite characters to have a good cry. Like I want to see the tears flowing, the sadness in their heart, the pain. Let them cry, like really ugly cry, because sometimes that's just something you gotta do and maybe you'll feel better afterwards. So please just let them cry because they want to I can see it and also because I want them to
#okay so this is about#adam schürk#that dude needs a good cry for real come on just let him have it#leo hölzer#he needs even more of a good cry like he had the tears in his eyes last episode now i want to see them fall down his pretty face#a lil break down might be good for him#willie jatp#again the tears were there now i just want to actually roll down his face#such a sad sad ghost he should be allowed to cry a little#also#alex mercer#he cried in the dark room now let me see it too please#he wants to cry i know it he just pushes it back down so his friends don't see :((#enid sinclair#her too#idk i just feel like she also wants to cry a little sometimes#steve harrington#him definetly#he has been through so much traumatic stuff it's actually kinda unreal that he hasn't broken down crying yet#also let robin comfort him#but she should be crying too because i feel like she cries too if her friends cry#that's it so far#but i feel like a lot of times there's so much potential to just have a character CRY and then it's just not used#idk anyways other than that i would love my favorite characters to be happy actually <33#lea's random thoughts
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you'd think the percy jackson trailer would make me excited to watch it but no it just reminded me that actually i hated half of the characters from the book
#i know that annabeth is a popular character but I cannot stand her percy deserves better#he really said annabeth was the most powerful demigod like percy you blew up a volcano nico can command armys of the dead#was she even the most powerful because she is smart? not really everyone demigod in that series is smart#justice for grover though he deserves better#am i going to watch it to see my boy nico? oh yeah absolutely#now that I'm past my im not like other girls phase i can safely say rick did the aphrodite cabin dirty they also deserved better#you know who else deserved better? sally jackson#posideon was still into sally she absolutely should have gotten back together with him and then his wife undersea polycule#i might not watch the series but i will watch the part where sally gets rid of gabe#poseidon really speaks of sally in such a reverent tone he respects her so much and sally gets married and is pregnant again?#absolutely not rick did her dirty sally deserves to have a god in her back pocket#i did hate that some of the demigods got together and the excuse was oh theres no dna so its technically not in*est#come on their 12 and in need of therapy let them not date#the clarisse/silena achilles/patroclus parallels though *chefs kiss*#wow i really got long winded in the tags but you know percy deserves better and so does sally#and percy should unionize the demigods and people should stop being mean to the hades kids#because they are the best and also have the sickest powers hello they can travel through shadows? my anxiety is jealous#i also disliked thalia yet i don't know why#percy nico bianca and thalia should have teamed up and been like see dads it's entirely possible to get on
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The tarot card reading Jester did for Lucien... god, that was amazing. The numbers rolled, the cards pulled, Lucien's reaction afterwards... I have a very, very strong feeling that the part of Lucien that became Molly just got a little bit of a wake-up call.
"I've always been curious from a distance about such strange hobbies." Well yeah, of course you were, and when you died, that part of you took over the body.
#I know some spoilers okay? I know that they come back I just don't know how it happens#but if it's jester and the godsdamned tarot cards that do it I might cry#I know it's not yet either#but still!!#morrigan.text#morrigan watches#morrigan watches: critical role#critical role#critical role campaign 2#the mighty nein#cr2#also Taliesin is a genius for coming up with the in-game tarot card system. It's so cool!!!!#and I will never not be heartbroken over the fact that Molly was making their own cards and that he had one for everyone in TMN.#fucking hell I love this show
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mmmph you can tell if negative feelings are persistent if the song you always jam out to is not helping with them
I was distracted by Several Happenings in the process of making this post but i'm still saying screw it and posting it
#a call from the void#posts made by me#unfortunate echoes#is that still my tag for this sort of thing?#I suppose it's probably a good thing that I haven't used the tag for so long that I've forgotten what it needs to be#anyway though!! i've been stuck in a bit of a bad way for the past ages but I figured if I didn't say anything it might go away#except it hasn't. so now not saying anything feels like i'm holding myself back! so I will stop doing that#TLDR nothing is engaging anymore and writing (either ask answers or full-on pieces) has become impossible#I feel like i'm hiding and I do not know whether going back to uni is going to help with any of this either or just make it worse#I also feel like i can't come across as seriously/sensibly as i'd like to#it's!! not a nice feeling!! there is nothing outright wrong and yet I feel like I have a mute button and it's been pressed#no ability to create!! no ability to contribute to conversation!! no ability to answer questions!!#if I can sort of do it on discord (and can talk on discord) then why can't I do it on tumblr!!#I don't know how to describe any of this most accurately and I feel like a petulant young child for attempting to#and this is all a terrible note to end the night on but i've gone past the point of caring!!!!!!
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