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avo-kat · 4 months
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its so strange…. this game didnt change me. it was like…. normal. natural. i was able to kinda play myself. be silly and crazy and stupid and pathetic. and kim stood by. and ppl were a bit weirded out or thought i was stupid or even made fun of me, but? it was still fine! i still solved the case. i still connected to people. i even laughed w ppl i thought were jerks. i managed to befriend ppl who wanted to beat me up. this game allowed me to be my pathetic self and still do my thing. its so awesome i wanna cry. nothing is gonna compare now no other rpg can do that. damn. im not a hero… not a saviour of the world…. nope, just a pathetic, sad guy who gets high and drunk and threatens to kill himself but who can also help people. in small ways. its so…. real. i really like how they did the characters.
even compl jerks. you cant hate all of them completely. they are people. some of them are stupid fucking racist people. some of them are very nice and v lowkey racist people. some of them are huge jerks but justified cuz they care about one thing a lot. this game is a love letter to humanity
spoilery below
and i LOVE how basically EVERYTHING i did mattered. every thing! every single thing! even if it seemed stupid and pointless and like a waste of time! talking to those two old guys playing boule? it mattered!
and i loved how.... real the people were. all of them. they really were. i think a lot of people would have written a lot of these characters very, very, very differently. i was mad that evrart was that way. but he was real. and that made... everything, every conversation, every decision more real, because everything was complicated, just like in real life. theres ideology and political theory and theres reality. theres a really, REALLY nice old lady. but shes racist. lowkey. but she is. and thats.... its disappointing, but its real, you know? what are you gonna do? stop talking to her? but shes so nice. and theres an interesting quest. these conflicting feelings - so real! just like in real life. do you stop talking to your nice neighbour because she made a racist comment? its messy. and then you meet complete jerks and you already write them off, you are basically waiting for your chance to "pay them back", but hey, look, they are actually decent.
the secret is like.... getting to know them and learning about the one thing they care about the most.
and you can go and try to build communism (wooo, 0.0002%!!) and you meet these young guys, its just. yeah. thats exactly how it is. fucking beans.
and the thing is: you gotta work with them. all of them. even the jerks. even the corrupt assholes.
because you cant burn bridges with every bad person. because they are all part of society, whether we like it or not. and its not like you are without fault. ur a fucking pig, as some love to point out. thats done. cant change that, no matter how much u want to, lol. the past is the past and u gotta move on.
and u can talk all u want all day long. what matters is what u do.
i keep thinking about cindy. standing on the outside hallway, looking at the city, at the people - people she hates. right below the radical youth hangout. thinking about the perfect, perfect slogan. and the two communist students, judging her for not being educated. in the end, shes the one who does something.
anyway. its nice to play a game where u are the literal incarnation of karl marx. (its canon, okay?)
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stil-lindigo · 3 months
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reverb in an empty hall.
prints (all proceeds go towards aid for Gaza)
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speakofcompersion · 14 days
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For jjong month ♡ part [3/4]
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fuck JKLMNOPQRST for @aprylynn (cr. namuspromised, doolsetbangtan)
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dalkyum · 4 months
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yugyeom ✶ iconsiam countdown 240101
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duskerot · 1 month
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i disappear inside myself / my friends don't know it can't be helped
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kim-woonhak · 1 year
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JIU 💕 happy birthday @pvddins-art i love u lots 💕
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STILL INTO MINGYU ⤷ asked by @hansolz ♡
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vulturedimension · 2 months
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you know what time it is
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spohkh · 5 months
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like truly when the catholicism hits...
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127luvr · 5 days
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Hi it's me the roleplay person. Can i change it to doyoung doing a menpa but then finds his childhood friend he had feelings for? Then he found out that they both liked each other?
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doyoung x male reader
you knew it was a shot in the dark. sending doyoung a question on twitter just the same as his thousands of fans. but it was better than trying to reach out to him privately, his direct messages on all platforms locked to anyone he didn't follow. this was assuming he had changed his number a dozen times over after the several years you hadn't seen him.
but it's no more than five minutes later when you feel your phone buzzing nonstop next to you, the sudden mass of notifications causing your heart to race.
it takes you a minute to turn your phone over--to read doyoung's response. he remembered you. remembered your name. his response was soon followed by him following your account back, the action only causing your skin to itch in anticipation.
doyoung wasn't just your classmate--and band mate--from all those years ago. he had established himself as an idol in a group--as well as a soloist. you'd have no idea how much he'd changed.
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the reunion didn't take long to plan. with youngjae, jihoon and dowoon more than excited to hear from you after so long. the most the four of you had ever interacted were to wish each other happy birthday. conversations never exceeding more than two messages.
but here you sat, sitting across doyoung. who is wearing a beanie that covers the top of his eyebrows and glasses with thick black frames. he's all you can look at. his cheekbones sat high on his face now without all of the baby fat, lips just as pouty as you remember them being. you were being hit with all of the feelings you remember having as a teenager.
but you were an adult now.
"how much do you get paid, doie?" doyoung almost spits his drink out upon hearing the nickname--one that you originated--come from youngjae's mouth. you find the question silly--to put it simply. you wanted to ask doyoung about his members, about how close they all were. you wanted to ask him about the lyrics to his songs. you wanted to know him personally again, instead of continuing to idealize him as the 15-year-old you once knew. you wanted to know doyoung outside of that--outside of his idol image.
doyoung doesn't take offense to it, he brushes it off with a joke--a quick 'you think i'm getting paid?' slipping past his lips before he can stop himself. he makes the group laugh, but he focuses his eyes on you, watching your mouth drop open in amusement over the rim of his coffee cup.
you maintain the eye contact with him, your heart beat quickening. and you know he can feel it too.
the feeling that comes with knowing what the two could have had if only one of you confessed all those years ago. this wasn't something you would be able to brush off and continue being friends with him. eventually the feelings would come bubbling to the surface again--like bubbles forming on a boiling pot of water. if something wasn't done fast--it would boil over.
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coffinwoodx · 2 months
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oh fictional man… how i wish you were real
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speakofcompersion · 21 days
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For jjong month ♡ part [1/4]
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lunetual · 10 months
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GYUVIN ✧ 230713 ENDING FAIRY
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minijeong · 1 year
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D-3 to winter's birthday (2023) winter x tumblr tags
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