its so strange…. this game didnt change me. it was like…. normal. natural. i was able to kinda play myself. be silly and crazy and stupid and pathetic. and kim stood by. and ppl were a bit weirded out or thought i was stupid or even made fun of me, but? it was still fine! i still solved the case. i still connected to people. i even laughed w ppl i thought were jerks. i managed to befriend ppl who wanted to beat me up. this game allowed me to be my pathetic self and still do my thing. its so awesome i wanna cry. nothing is gonna compare now no other rpg can do that. damn. im not a hero… not a saviour of the world…. nope, just a pathetic, sad guy who gets high and drunk and threatens to kill himself but who can also help people. in small ways. its so…. real. i really like how they did the characters.

even compl jerks. you cant hate all of them completely. they are people. some of them are stupid fucking racist people. some of them are very nice and v lowkey racist people. some of them are huge jerks but justified cuz they care about one thing a lot. this game is a love letter to humanity

spoilery below

and i LOVE how basically EVERYTHING i did mattered. every thing! every single thing! even if it seemed stupid and pointless and like a waste of time! talking to those two old guys playing boule? it mattered!

and i loved how.... real the people were. all of them. they really were. i think a lot of people would have written a lot of these characters very, very, very differently. i was mad that evrart was that way. but he was real. and that made... everything, every conversation, every decision more real, because everything was complicated, just like in real life. theres ideology and political theory and theres reality. theres a really, REALLY nice old lady. but shes racist. lowkey. but she is. and thats.... its disappointing, but its real, you know? what are you gonna do? stop talking to her? but shes so nice. and theres an interesting quest. these conflicting feelings - so real! just like in real life. do you stop talking to your nice neighbour because she made a racist comment? its messy. and then you meet complete jerks and you already write them off, you are basically waiting for your chance to "pay them back", but hey, look, they are actually decent.

the secret is like.... getting to know them and learning about the one thing they care about the most.

and you can go and try to build communism (wooo, 0.0002%!!) and you meet these young guys, its just. yeah. thats exactly how it is. fucking beans.

and the thing is: you gotta work with them. all of them. even the jerks. even the corrupt assholes.

because you cant burn bridges with every bad person. because they are all part of society, whether we like it or not. and its not like you are without fault. ur a fucking pig, as some love to point out. thats done. cant change that, no matter how much u want to, lol. the past is the past and u gotta move on.

and u can talk all u want all day long. what matters is what u do.

i keep thinking about cindy. standing on the outside hallway, looking at the city, at the people - people she hates. right below the radical youth hangout. thinking about the perfect, perfect slogan. and the two communist students, judging her for not being educated. in the end, shes the one who does something.

anyway. its nice to play a game where u are the literal incarnation of karl marx. (its canon, okay?)

hands you all this cal to announce i’ve FINALLY finished fallen order (by which i mean i finally picked it up again after those couple hours i played a few months ago and then finished the whole game in 2 days lol)

Spring has come to the imperial palace~ 🫶🧡💜🌸🌷🪻💓☀️🌙

28/01/2024

stars don't twinkle moon doesn't shine

big thanks to @nahrgles for finishing this for me after i hit a wall with colors bg and effects- chromatic aberration blew my fkn mind

pre edit transparent version under cut because i spent too much time cleaning it loll

"Let's make sure that we never let time just slip by us... Okay?"

p3r release!!

whenever i listen to the fire is gone i am filled with such love for this game and i really cant explain it. something about this song. i'm always reminded of how it felt to play the game for the first time and how happy it made me. i dont want to call it nostalgia but it sure is something

OOH YEAH BABY! PARTY TIME BABY! MUSIC! DRINKS! SOCIAL PRESSURE & A PSYCHEDELIC BREAK DOWN! WELCOME TO VAMPIRE SOCIETY MOTHERFUCKER! ARE YOU SCARED? DO YOU UNDERSTAND YET? ITS OKAY IF NOT. FIRE DISSOLVED IT! ITS ALL GONE NOW. HAVE FUN!

Have you ever seen something so beautiful?

Spy x family chapter 86 you will always be famous

The future belongs to us!

My send-off piece to this era of Xenoblade

patchy patchy who has stars in her eyes!!!

[Image description: digital art of Junpei from Zero Escape: 999, Kyle Hyde from Hotel Dusk: Room 215 and Sissel from Ghost Trick, each one of them drawn inside a retangular frame. From left to right, Junpei is worried, furrowing his eyebrows and clenching his teeth, and is holding a key close to his chest with his left hand while the other hand rests on the frame, as if it is a wall. Kyle has an annoyed and slightly angry expression and is writing on his notebook. And then Sissel is smiling as he looks to the camera, one of his hands is slightly lowering his glasses so one of his eyes is shown, and the other is pointing to the viewer, a blue flame-like shine is coming out of his point finger. each one of their respective game titles are written under their portraits. end of ID].

games that know you can do many things with the dual screens of the nintendo ds 👍

don't talk to me or my son ever again

faye…

been watching alot of videos on mario kart i love Mario kart i love all the rainbow roads and how silly some roster choices were in the past (ROB, Honey queen, wiggler) I have alot of good memories with both mkds and mk7 I literally bought mk8d again Just because tjey added mk7 rainbow road to the dlc (one of my favorites ever) its so pretty AUUUUUGHiLOVE MARIO KART!!!!!! FUN GAMES!!!!