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nityarawal · 8 months

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9/23/23

"OJ"- AKA "Juice"

Morning Songs

How Many Songs

Can I Write

In A Day

Make It Short

Make It Snappy

I Overtalk

I Know

Lyricists

Cut Back

Rich Refusals

My Poetry Teacher

Said

Is It Songworthy

Put It Somewhere

Else

Maybe It's

3 Songs In One

Maybe You Have

A Voice

Where Some Have

None

Is It A Coincidence

That AI

Tells Kim Kardashian

Stories

Is It A Coincidence

Her Daddy Was The

Atty

That Coined The "RO"

For A Murderer

Mommies Silencings'

Is It A Coincidence

Kimmy Can't Speak

Will They Resurrect

Robert's Hologram

To Defend

#MeToo Please

Attys Vanity Restraining Orders

Kimmy Can't Speak

Acts Like She Can't Sing

But We Don't Believe It

Everyone's Got A

Unique Voice

Tune

If They Listen

To Hearts

Callings

Whistles

Kimmy Says She

Can't Sing

In So Many Words

But North Likes

Her Tunes

And Dances Galore

With Her "Ye"

Ears

Kimmy Says She

Can't Sing

In So Many Words

Stumbling Through

Christmas Recordings

Kimmy Can't Sing

Clearly Not True

Because

We Like Her Voice

#FanGirls

It's True

If Kimmy Just Wants To Be A Poppet

"X" Meme

Like Elon

That's OK Too

Maybe She's Being

Wise

Or Gagged

With Pleas

But Queen's In

40's

Seemingly

Behind Glass

Behind The Sidelines

Mamma

Queen Of The Globe

Influencer

Got No Pride

Your Life's Not Over

You Outlived

Your Mothers BFF

Not A Hasbeen

German

Nicole Simpson

Might've

Started As A Waitress

At 18

With A Black Man

12 Years Older

Like Me

A Nun

When Her Story

Went Down

Cloistered By

A Bipolar Monk

20 Years Older

Secretly Engaged

To My Molester

Handler

Pedophile Of Football

Clinton League

Whitehouse

Boys Stirling Cards Clubs

Co-Creating

Spiritual Center

Manifesting

Heavenly Mountain

Muses And Me

Who Thought

His Yogi Body

A Perfect Cloak

For A Tiny Football

Players Brain

He Ran Into

Every Pub

At The Mall

After 8 Hours Of

Meditation

Threw Money At

#MeToo

Shopaholics

Forgetting Us

At Banana Republic

Or Victoria Secret

Watching

Modeling Purchases

We Went To Nephew's

Football Games

Fresh Out Of Nunnery

Forbidden Love Stories

Secrecy

Thanksgivings'

3 Years

Alienated

David Kaplan Must've Gone Up

To Bat

For OJ

Like The Whole

Defense Army

Begging Him

Like Their Beloved

Buddha

"Don't Die Bro,"

They Begged

As They Chased Him

In His White Bronco

A Gun To His Head

They Tried To Shame

The Waiter

Instead

Innocently

Returning

Nicole's Mothers' Glasses

From Italian Cafe

Brutally

Murdered Kid

For Jealous

Triangulated

"Theoretically"

A Mistake

After "Words"

He Said

Bloody Mess

Stunned

His Son Later Accused

Of Murders

Anyone But Him

Not A Cop's Football Hero

To Be Confirmed Guilty

20 Years In Jail

Per Head

Like Most Civilians

Would've Been

40 Years

At Least

For Even Attempting

Crimes

His Best Friends

Targeted

Atty's Families Pay

Still

Kardashians Paraded

But The Football

Hero "Juice"

Won't Cover His Bills

"Hoe-Flation"

Tax

Candace Owen's Calls It

On ROs

For Poly Trans Losers

You Can Play

The "Barracuda

Mamma" Song Kimmy

If You Settle

#Nitya4Eternity

Estates

Uncouple My Kids

From This Blessed Mess

And Businesses

Gwen Stefani

Lady Saw

Lady Gaga

Or #FreeBritney

Might Sing For You

Anyone You Want

You Can Play Lori's

Atty Brands'

Like A Poppet

For Kardashians

If You Wish

"Lawyering"

Style

But If You Did

Some Yoga

Find Light

In Meditation

Pranayama- Breathing Exercises

Cardio

Self Oil Massage

Ayurveda

I Think You

Might Just

Find Your Voice

Too

No Need To Let

The Courts

Antagonize

"Ye"

Or #FreeBritney

You

And Ladies

All Singers

Kids

Masses

Abused Today

We Know 911

Didn't Work For

Nicole Simpson

Nor Me

We Know 911

Didn't Work For

My Latina Mamma

Country Club

Neighbor

When Militia Shot

Her Son Adrien

On Mistakes

We Know 911

Didn't Work For Me

Not Even The New

Fancy Texting

Services

We Couldn't Prevent

Domino Effect

Of A Dozen More

Murders

Idy Missing Peeps

Secrets Hidden

By Sergeant Protero

Young Bribed Investigators

Sheriff Gays

Secrets Hidden

By The Old Art Academy

Staff

Now Dead

Fired

Institutionalized Students

Silenced

My Old Therapist

Posing For CPS

To Traffic Actors

Super Geniuses

Harry Potters

Like Russel Brand

For England

Julie Anne Steiger

A Spy To Rockstar's Attys

In County Courts

How Many Murdered

On ROs

211

With Ashby Clark

Sorrenson

United Way

Judge Judith Clark

Lori Clark Viviano

911

Until Her

Scuba Diving Demise

Last Year

Was She

Charles Viviano's

Class Action Atty

Starter Wife First

Or In Walter Clark's

Gay Chain Of Attys

Marilyn

Butterballing

Lying On Radio Ads

Before

They Became A

Poly Tribe

Inflicting Sodomy

Taxing Breeders

Her Kids Keep

Advertising Her Expired

Law Scams

"Dead" Orders Now

On Bribes

Even Though She's Gone

Tweeting Onto

Twitter #X

So Can't You

Resurrect Robert

Kardashian's

#AI Hologram Too

And Rectify

Peace

Forgive

What He Did

To Restrain American Moms

From Kids

With No Domestic Violence

Hotline

Mind-boggling Them

DV's A 1-800 Data Collection Site

A Waste Of Time

On Last Pleas

Calls

Desperate Needs

Reparations

Needed

Now

Rain Rape Clerks Violate

Moms

Silencing

For Robert Didn't

Know He'd Win

He Didn't Know

He'd Make A Hero

Of A Murderer

In Loving His Brother

"Uncle OJ"

Y'all Called Him

He Didn't Know

Homeschooling

"Tweens"

His Girls Flaunted

In Court

Like Child Trophies

To Shame Moms'

Child Brides Still

He Didn't Know

His Armenian Baes

Daughters

Would Make

Civil Activists

He Didn't Know

He'd Win

Against Odds

For A Slaughterer

Who Asked Him To

Go Back To Work

Take the Sordid

RO Job

Still Murdering 25%

Mothers Annually

From Divorce Courts

Sexualising

Infidelity

Violence

Vows

All He Knew

Was His Road

On The Coattails

Of A Football

Hero

"OJ"

Capitalism

Won

Kardashian Hung His Head

When They Won

For He Couldn't

Undo

Sin

An Oath

To His Family

Bonds

A Legacy

Bartered

Peace,

Nitya Nella Davigo Azam Moezzi Huntley Rawal

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inviouswriting · 4 years

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Answers for meme

This was something I wanted to do whether anyone sent something in or my own. So my own.

1. What was your first OTP?

I can’t even remember the first one. It’s been years.

2. What is your current OTP?

These two.

3. Do you have any OT3/OT+ ships? What are your favorites?

Not really any at all...

4. What is/are your favorite trope(s)?

slow burn romance.. something that builds! I want to write in this one day.

5. What is/are your least favorite trope(s)?

I am guilty of writing this one. Love interest dies in front of their s/o. Original universe. I can’t write this for fan pairings and such... but my own originals. They have hell. I also can’t stand abused as a child trope and that magically connects. Or the doomed pairings. There is angst and then there is overdone. These tropes I see them overdone so much in a way where it is stagnant. It doesn’t move a pairing forward as much when the focus is all on character A’s bad history and B is just sympathetic to it without support.

6. Do you have a certain kind of ship you’re more attracted to?

I notice I tend to lean towards soft and sweet ships. Things that have chemistry between them.

7. Are most of your ships “pure” or “problematic”?

Pure. Never problematic.

8. Who is the most shippable person you can think of?

Aymeric. He has potential to be shipped in a lot and is in a lot of pairings. Everyone comes up with beautiful things for him.

9. Are there any fandoms you don’t have any ships for?

Undertale I refuse to touch it. There is maybe one “canon” pairing but overall no.

10. Do characters have to have canon interactions for you to ship them?

I think having some interaction is kinda needed to gauge a connection or not.

11. What makes a great ship in your own opinion?

Chemistry. Something you can feel between them. It makes writing all the better and the art even more when you can see and “feel” it.

12. What drives you away from a ship?

Typical. What is the “expected” ship. I don’t really like over-hyped stuff and I tend to lean away. Also that “problematic” stereotype. Particular I can’t stand the tropes of abuse. I shy away from them.

13. Is there anything you ship but refuse to interact with the community for?

Ulquihime. I use to be in the community. Not anymore. I just enjoy it for myself.

14. Has a fanbase ever made you ship or not ship something? Why?

I have a list here. The most that stands out is anything that deals with Steven’s universe, and Black butler. I can’t and won’t get involved with the fanbases. Ever.

15. Do you like/participate in ship wars? Why or why not?

I hate them. Why police people over what they enjoy? I use to be in the Ulquihime vs Ichihime fanwar. I then grew up and decided “this is dumb when everyone should be able to enjoy their pairing in peace.” Some got downright vicious to the point me and a bunch of friends left it.

16. Are there any ships you just can’t/don’t understand? What are they?

Anything that is clear pedophilia support. You know the fanbases. The ones where there is a clear age gap. It’s illegal, it does not need that support and should be uprooted and called out for what it is. I left Undertale because of that. The amount of CP being drawn/written was so rampant and disgusting.

17. Are there any popular ships that you just don’t like? What are they?

It was Ichihime. I didn’t feel the character chemistry like others did.

18. What is your favorite unpopular ship?

My own!

19. Do you prefer fluff, angst, or smut for your ships?

Uh... obviously it is fluff and smut. I write it.

20. Do you prefer bigger fanbases or smaller ones?

Smaller ones. But bigger ones have more content!

21. Have you ever received hate for a ship you liked?

Yes. Bleach and Undertale. I got a lot of hate in Bleach. I saw a bunch of my friends harassed in UT and Bleach that drove away amazing people.

22. Do you have any ships that you ship, but would never want to see as canon?

Nope.

23. Have you ever had a ship become canon, but you didn’t like how it was portrayed?

Most of my pairings are not canon at all. Because one of them is usually dead! x.x

24. What is your favorite canon ship?

I don’t know If I have one honestly.

25. What are your favorite ships from a dead fandom?

Kamigami no asobi is pretty dead. Hades x Yui. They’re adorable.

26. What are your favorite shipping scenes?

Those rare moments where you see more than just they’re together. You see the relationship build.

27. What are your views on reader x canon ships?

I write and read them.

28. What is your best shipping advice?

Enjoy your things. Only you are in charge of what you like (unless you know it is illegal) But I see so much hate go down for popular and how people ruin others just for going against the grain.

29. Do you like OCs (Original Characters)?

I have my own universe I have created. Full of rich characters and things I visit in my head. A lot. All the stories, the fandoms, the characters we fall in love with are someone’s oc’s.

30. What are some of your favorite shipping blogs?

Yumeaino, Wind-up dragoon. Ladyramora, and some of the other writing blogs out there. But yumeaino and Kiri are becoming favorites for watching the dynamics of how they create their pairings with favorites. yume’s because she is another Aym fan like me.

#I wanted to write on this a little insight to my writing preferences

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baddcop · 4 years

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hc + parents

HEADCANON MEME. * ( ACCEPTING. )

THE REEDS.

I’ve changed their first names a million times but the Reed’s, what Gavin considers to be his real family, are wonderful people who he loves a lot. His mother is in a wheelchair, was born like that, and is pretty well off. She’s a very kind-hearted individual, an engineer and his father was a carpenter and sculptor. He also has a brother, David, who’s a PL600 who the family very much has always treated like a part of the family. In fact, that’s pretty much the main reason Gavin had such a falling out with his family in the first place. Upon getting David, they treated him... well... like a person, like their child as well. An adult one but part of the family nonetheless. Gavin, who had settled in comfortably and was doing well before David, felt threatened by this. Over the course of households before things were never loving equally, or people getting things fairly, it was whoever could get it first or overpower you or trick you into getting food, clothes, treats, and so on. Having David around he felt horribly worried that he’d be replaced or compared and so he lashed out quite a lot. His parents tried to be patient and work with him over the years but it all ended with a big blowout fight between Gavin and his dad when he was 18. David has been deviant and when he did become deviant he started telling Gavin no, and Gavin, as you can imagine, did not like that one bit. His last form of power over David was taken, and he was thereby deemed in his own eyes as beaten. Obsolete. Useless. He can’t do what David could do, he wasn’t smarter than him or stronger or more talented. There was no competition if David could be and act like a person, he was surely better than anything Gavin could be. So they got into a fight, Gavin’s father interveined and he took that as being rejected and an android being favored over him. This is, of course, a stretch but people believe what they want to when they’re hurt and embarrassed. So that night Gavin left, and he hasn’t spoken to them since and he feels deeply ashamed for how he treated his parents. They were the only ones who cared about him when no one else did, he was running the risk of being dropped out into the world with no one to care if he graduated or anything when they came along. He loves his mom, he’s a huge mommy’s boy and he misses his dad horribly. He refused to see his father on his deathbed and regrets it every day, the death of his father only driving a bigger stake into the divide between their family. Gavin feels like he can’t come back, and even though he knows his mother would accept him most likely, he doesn’t feel he deserves it and he fears how much it’d hurt if he was rejected.

He doesn’t talk about it much.

BIOLOGICAL PARENTS.

Main verse Gavin has never met his biological parents. He never reached out to them because he fears what’ll happen if he does, he’s afraid of what he’ll find or to see how deep the poison in him runs. But that doesn’t mean I haven’t developed his parents at all! His mother is a rich rather self-centered and dramatic woman who is very focused on status, maintaining reputation, respect, and prestige. His father... not so much. His father is a lying, cheating, smarmy, snarky sack of shit. Gavin looks very much like his father. He gets his big cheeks from his mom and his smile, and nose from his dad. The face claim I have for his father is Jeffrey Dean Morgan. Currently, I do not have a face claim for his mother but I know she does have dark black hair that took a very long time to grey which is another thing he inherited from her. Sunken eyes, and strong brows. Gavin hasn’t met his stepdad and quite frankly doesn’t want to after he meets his biological mother, since she basically says he was a mistake from a horrible encounter with Gavin’s father and she couldn’t stand to look at him and love him like her own. While he keeps it together in front of her, the moment he leaves with whoever he brought with him for the support he immediately falls apart. Upon getting back to work, Gavin will track down his father to see if there are any cases involving him and there’s a plethora. If he does meet his father they get into a scuffle, he’s where Gavin gets his fight and fire from so butting heads is kind of inevitable. And he stays something that rocks Gavin to his core, after Gavin knocks him down enough to handcuff him he laughs at him and claims that they’re not that different. That Gavin is just using the other side of the law and that he’s just as fucked up as him, that he can see it in his eyes. As one could imagine, this distresses Gavin and he won’t speak for the rest of the mission until reluctantly opening up after processing him. As rough as Gavin is, as wounded he is, he did join the DPD to help. He had no power as a kid and he never wanted to feel like that again, he also never wanted any other foster kids to feel like that. He knew how important the police and CPS were to him growing up, sometimes it felt like the only people who really gave a shit were those who came to scoop him up from the mess the foster parents were in. He knew he could take the brunt of the damage and still keep kicking, and he thought maybe conducting that through something good could help. But in the end, he breaks and can’t help but ask if he’s even doing any good at all, if he’s even really a good person, and how wrong is his father really?

FOSTER PARENTS.

tw for mentions of abuse, neglect, trauma, domestic violence.

Now, as I’ve stated before, Gavin went through quite a few foster homes and nearly aged out of the system while still in Highschool. If the Reed’s never found him, he really doesn’t know what he would’ve done. But before them, there were tons of people, some alcoholics and drug abusers and dealers, some just neglectful. There were a lot of cases were he suffered abuse either by the hands of the foster parent of the other foster kids, some families were good but they just couldn’t deal with how hard Gavin was to have around. After everything he’d seen and been through he was jaded, scared and hurt. He felt like no one was going to protect him, like he had no power. How many times was he removed from a home by the police? How many times did he have to be questioned at 3 am on a school night when you should be in bed by 8? How many times did those fluorescent lights haunt him with their bright glow and their horrible hum? How many domestic abuse situations did he witness or hear and that kept him up? How many times was he laid out on the ground struggling to breathe after a grown man sucker-punched him and kicked him in the ribs hard enough to bruise? How many times can a child take such a horrible life where no one cares before they finally decide to take their life into their own hands.

So Gavin grew up in fear, in anger and jealously, ostracized by most of his peers because what really could he have in common? More than anything, foster parents and his childhood made him angry, he still to this day feels like it’s not fair. That he was wronged, and angry about how many people seemed to shirk off his life and then be shocked or saddened at how someone should’ve been looking out for him. It’s why Gavin is so protective of children who end up in the precinct, why teenagers don’t scare or piss him off, because he’s lived that life and he knows how small and scared you feel. Breaking past all of Gavin’s walls, all he’s ever wanted is to feel safe and in control of his life, and because he fears going to therapy and actually confronting those thing, and would rather ignore and keep his front up, he’s very much still hurting because he hasn’t even processed through a lot of what he’s been through.

#hi I'm sorry I went apeshit on this pls forgive #tw: abuse #tw: neglect #tw: trauma #tw: domestic violence mention #// abuse #// neglect #// trauma #// domestic violence mention #rkfinale #* [ headcanon. ] » ⟨ 𝘿𝙋𝘿 > 𝙤𝙛𝙛𝙞𝙘𝙚𝙧 𝙛𝙞𝙡𝙚𝙨 > 𝙙𝙚𝙩. 𝙜𝙖𝙫𝙞𝙣 𝙛. 𝙧𝙚𝙚𝙙. ⟩#* [ character study. ] » ⟨ 𝙄’𝙢 𝙪𝙣𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙩𝙧𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙖𝙗𝙡𝙚 𝙚𝙢𝙤𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙡 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙤𝙩𝙞𝙘𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙥𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙡. ⟩

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codeblve · 4 years

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howdy y’all ! lilac’s the name, writing trashlord character’s the game. i hail from a lil island known as australia... so in essence, i am never gonna be online at the same time as anyone else dkjfghdkfjgd. but !! don’t let this deter you. like a lil ol’ boomerang i’ll eventually find my way into your dms and hopefully we can plot/write with all your incredible muses. <3 a lil info about me though, i’m a tea connoisseur, sims enthusiast, and i talk daily about how i consider the barbie films cinematic masterpieces. if i haven’t scared you off and you’d like to get to know my sweet and memey tough boi, please press that readmore to complete your transaction.

⌠LUKE HEMMINGS, TWENTY ONE, CISMALE, HE/HIM⌡ welcome back to gallagher academy, BLUE HAWTHORNE! according to their records, they’re a THIRD year, specializing in AWARENESS TRAINING, BREATH CONTROL, HAND TO HAND COMBAT + COVERT OPERATIONS (CP); and they DID NOT go to a spy prep high school. when i see them walking around in the halls, i usually see a flash of (a smiley face traced into the precipitation on a mirror after a long and warm shower, a constellation of bruises strewn across your body, impatient foot tapping in the hallows of detention, chopsticks fashioned into walrus tusks over a meal, climbing higher and higher with no sign of stopping). when it’s the (aquarius)’s birthday on 2/13/1998, they always request their CHEESY NACHOS WITH EXTRA GUAC from the school’s chefs. looks like they’re well on their way to graduation.

( PERSONALITY ! )

( for more details about blue, check out his stats & hcs here ! )

he is playful, jocular, impulsive, and honestly? immature lmao. he is honestly a Soft Jock™

he’s always been looking for the childhood he never got to have, y’know? he does this in the way he’s always cracking jokes, a bit of a class clown, disruptive. a wholesome prank or two.

he gets in trouble in school more than his fair share, simply for daydreaming or sneaking out. he doesn’t let the institution define him, but he can take orders when needed. he can be very loyal tho, and much like eggsy in kingsmen, if someone asked him to choose between his dog or orders ?? he’s always choosing the dog kdjgf

he is secretly very insecure and always has a need to please. if someone doesn’t like him, he’ll tear himself apart to figure out why.

he’s always telling jokes and always laughing. he’s known for his Memes and is always a good time to be around. social butterfly, gregarious. chances are if you don’t know him, you’ve heard him dkfgjdf

he’s also a bit Anti-( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ( sex lmao ) because ya boi has commitment issues so high they’re floating out there in space

he can also be very maternal when the need arises. he is not good at talking about emotions but he’ll give you a meme or a hug to Heal You

he very much reminds me of the human embodiment of a puppy. cannot be alone for very long, has a short attention span, and craves validation lmfao. give him a squeaky toy and he will be Contented

as a soon-to-be spy he can be Tough in the field when he needs to be but he’s also v sensitive. most see him as a macho, just genuinely happy kinda dude but, he truly feels a lot. he won’t let you know that, though.

he struggles academically as he has a short attention span most of the time and thinks too little of himself. however, he’s a lot brighter than most people give him credit for. he’s incredibly creative and a lateral thinker. maths makes him want to die, tho. he does shine in physical trials at least, which is something !

also what’s money? blue does not know. he grew up with hardly anything, and has been working since he could. for this reason he’s quite frugal and struggles to throw things away.

blue’s troubled past ( explained below ) is something he doesn’t acknowledge, and not a lot of people know about. to many, he’s known as the local Meme Dealer. but to a lucky few, he’s known as a friend who would do anything for you.

most just know him as the moron named after a colour tho. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

( HISTORY ! ) - tw: illness/cancer, death, substance ( alcohol / drugs ) & depression.

blue hawthorne, who never goes by his birthname bc he hates it dfkjgdgdf, was born in the town of sparks, nevada !

it was always just blue and his mother, margarette. he never met his father and he was gone long before blue’s mother could even tell him about a pregnancy test. cut off from her family due to having a child out of wedlock, the pair started a life for themselves. all they had was a humble abode in a trailer park. material possessions were lacking, but blue never felt like he went without.

blue’s mother was by very definition blue’s best friend. they both shared a love of music and ballet, and margarette worked as many jobs as she could to allow for her son to take lessons. starting quite young, at the age of four or five, blue was actually quite good. the usually mischievous and erratic child found structure in the discipline, and it was the thing that brought him the most happiness.

as a child blue was often teased for his interest, and the fact that he was so close with his mother. despite being incredibly short and frail at the time, he was also very outspoken and strong-willed, and never let his peers get the best of him. he danced, he laughed, he bruised his knees at any given opportunity. made a lot of mistakes. what he lacked in possessions he gained in the abundance of joy he felt in his heart growing up. his mother and a few of his close friends were his world.

when blue turned fifteen, everything changed.

( illness / cancer tw ) the jubilant, mischievous, but altogether kind-hearted boy was given the heart-breaking news that his mother had been diagnosed with cancer. margarette hawthorne, much like her son, was a fighter - and didn’t let such a diagnosis keep her down. despite their dwindling lack of funds now going towards medical bills, and the fact blue began sacrificing his own childhood as he took to the role of a caretaker of sorts for his mother, he never took his time with her for granted.

things were okay for a while. there was a point where the doctors were convinced that she was going to make it. blue was a fool. blue believed them.

at the age of sixteen, blue lost everything. he lost his place to live, he lost his childhood and lust for life, and he lost the person he loved most in the world. he lost his best friend.

it wasn’t long before the overbearing sympathy from those around him soured blue. he was sick of being bullied, people not liking him, and altogether not being in control of his own life. most of all, he felt so hopeless as his best friend in the entire world was starting to fade. so what did this boy do ? he quit ballet (the thing he’d loved since he was able to stand), he started drinking, he got involved with a very bad crowd and became a frequenter of the local police station. blue became a certified Bad Boy™

blue was sent to live with the grandparents that despised him and never acknowledged his existence before that moment, having met them at his mother’s funeral. righteous and conservative in their views, they had cast aside their daughter when she had blue, and only reached out to her in her final months. for this reason, blue despised these people (he refused to call them family). he tried his best to be appreciative of a house and food ( which was much better than anything he had growing up ). but he was cold. always cold.

( substance tw ) in his latter adolescence, blue fell into a rapid succession of bad decisions. still small, still frail in stature, he found himself at a dissonance with his image and began growing insecure about his looks, the years of torment weighing on him. he found anesthetic in the party scene outside of school, taking to alcohol and drugs as a sedative from the life he felt forced to lead. he couldn’t decide if he hated himself or he hated the world more.

at the age of 17, his rap sheet seemed to grow with each rise and fall of the sun. he was hardly ever ‘home’ and couch surfed. at the age of 17 he’d gotten his own car and lived more out of that than the stuffy house on top of the hill where he was supposed to be. his grades were debris lost in his tumultuous storm, he was always looking for validation from the kids he hung around with and made some very poor decisions in the hopes he’d be liked. in the hopes he’d find a new family.

the partying, the stream of hook ups, his criminal record (mainly with petty theft, a few write ups for public intoxication and fighting), the instability of his living situation and his future all came to boil just before he turned 18. physically he’d started to fill out, and look more like the man people know today. he was no longer frail and no longer weak, and when asked, he used to his fists to forge that path he thought he wanted.

after a dark night, it became apparent to blue that his path of self destruction was hurting no one but himself. things had to change.

through nothing short than a McMiracle (sponsored by Ronald McDonald, bc no one else is rich enough to pull it off lmfao) blue managed to scrape by and complete high school. not well by any means. but he did it.

it was about now that blue had been informed of a small school called blackthorne academy. details were scarce, but what drew the blond’s attention was the tuition ( or lack thereof ). his acceptance cited his physical capabilities as seen through his many years of dance and explained why he was of particular interest to the school. he was suspicious, to say the least. but blue knew he wanted to become something, and to go to this school would not only take him away from a life he wanted to forget, but he would become self sufficient, and be able to leave his toxic family situation on his own terms.

bidding farewell to the grandparents he was only beginning to know, his grandfather saw no reason to extend her kindnesses, and cut blue off. at the age of 18 he was homeless, with nothing but a car and a handful of pokemon cards he’d had as a kid. not worth anything or even particularly sentimental, he just likes pokemon kgfjfd.

living in his car for a while before eventually crashing with a close friend, blue managed to absorb his days in work before eventually starting his tenure at blackthorne. although blue’s wild days are behind him, there are some things locked in his past that still haunt him. there are doors he never hopes to open again. but he got his fresh start, and is determined to live the life a young blue would have wanted for him, and one his mother could be proud of. and who knows, maybe he could go on and save the world.

( WANTED CONNECTIONS ! )

all of these are absolute trash, and i much prefer plotting with specific characters in mind to cater it to our muses and make it unique to them. (~: but i do have a few wanted connections here as a starting off point !! if any of them really call to you though, please let me know as i would adore to have anything listed !! with that in mind, i wanted to include a sample of a few of the connects on the page here to make things a lil easier.

— *. ; ( co-workers ) || this connection is a little up in the air as i understand that students aren’t allowed to leave campus without staff supervision, and tuition isn’t awfully high if you can’t afford it ! however, blue has no money, and if at all possible he would try and get some sort of job whilst at blackthorne/gallaghers. whether that be doing odd jobs as part of his covert ops classes, or even working for the campus doing things like lawn maintenance, working in the stables, or literally anything that was open ! ( his ‘job’ could even be bringing in dkfjgdf some sorts of contraband to sell to other students, lmfao. nothing illegal, just stuff you can’t get on campus ). this connection is meant for any muses that may also be employed, or want them to be, and these two could be co-workers ! with an admin blessing we can figure out what is logistically possible within the plot, and if your muse already has a job i’d be very interested to have blue be a coworker if you were at all interested !! <3

— *. ; ( protector ) || there are two things blue hates most in this world: liars, and bullies. as an older ( and arguably large ) student, he comes to find someone who is going through a rough time assimilating to life at the academy for whatever reason. on the surface neither of them have anything in common, but the pair form a sibling like bond, and blue is willing to do anything to protect their friend.

— *. ; ( aggressor ) || blue is very mild mannered for the most part, save for any jokes he likes to make. however, there is someone on campus who absolutely makes his blood boil. whether this person dislikes blue for his lack of wealth and sophistication, his inherent need to never pick sides, or his immediate abandonment of respect for blackthorne once the truth came to light. or perhaps he made a joke in their early days that rubbed this person the wrong way, and a toxic environment has persisted since then. i imagine this relationship has escalated to violence, and for whoever picks this up i’d really love to delve into their hatred and flesh out their angst !

there are plenty more connects on the page and like i said, i am literally happy to plot anything under the sun. (~:

thank you so much for reading ! if you made it all the way here ?? you’re a h*cking legend lmfao. if there’s anything here that stood out to you please hit me up either on tumblr dms or via discord ( my user is lilac 🍕#1835, or kjgdgdf the person with the crying squidward icon in the gc lmfao ). as there are quite a lot of members here, please like this here intro if you are interesting in plotting/writing with me so i know !! i’ll check out your beautiful intro and Throw (or rather, gently pass you) some ideas your way if you haven’t messaged me first. <3 but thank you so much again for making it to this point, here’s a proverbial cookie for your troubles. it’s double choc chip, enjoy it. (~:

#gallagher:intro #this was... so long aND IM SO SORRY #thank y'all for all being literal angels and making me feel so welcome (':#( ooc ; i have the power of god & anime on my side ! )

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I'm apprehensive about Iris being pregnant already, simply for the reasons that others have stated (it's too soon, what if she gets side-lined, etc.). But actually I think they could work it into her reporter storyline pretty easily. If she's pregnant in the finale, most of her pregnancy will happen over the hiatus and she'll probably have the babies in the midseason finale. (1/2)

(2/2) A good portion of her jobs are monitoring at a console or typing on a computer anyways, so it would still be easy to show her working, whether at STAR Labs or at CCPN. Even when the babies are born, she could still do that (or work from home). Or it’s easy enough to even just say they’re with a babysitter, so they don’t have to be shown all the time. So yes, I might prefer if she wasn’t pregnant yet, but I don’t think it’s the end of the world if she is. I trust Todd to do her justice.

That’s basically how I feel about it. I wouldn’t be expecting a pregnancy announcement this season if not for the hints we’ve gotten, and even then it could just be foreshadowing Dawn’s reveal. But either way, the whole point of bringing back Iris’ journalism in 4.16 is to commit to that as her career in the future. And trust me that they had already decided whether or not she’d be pregnant next season before returning to it.

Do you think Westallen are gonna have twins or it will be just “Dawn”? I would love it if they keep the twins for the show, but that diapers line from Barry, i think it might be cause of Joe/Cecile’s baby, and then Iris finding out she’s pregnant too, so hence more diapers. But then, he said “we”, as if he’s talking about him and Iris. So Twins or not? Having 3 babies on a tv show might be a lot of work, and more expensive. We’re not gonna see them much, but still a lot of babies!

I expect them to have twins, because that’s what the hints have been thus far and that’s a pretty iconic part of the speedster family tree. 3 babies won’t be that much more work than 2, and we’re barely going to see Joecile’s kid imo.

I saw you responding to that pap on twitter and I hate to be the bearer of bad news but its pretty clear HS was filming for the last episode. Both HS and CP posted pics of filming with Danny who came back to film for 421.

No worries! I’m pretty sure Hartley posted an old photo of Danny Trejo from 4.17 to throw his fans off, and I bet Candice followed suit with a flashback in order to help him out.

Candice also tagged Kevin Smith in her photo of Danny with Zoe, so her photo must be from 4x17 and I'm sure Hartley's was too.

That’s right! I forgot about that part, thanks for the reminder.

Not only has Hartley not been in Vancouver, but Neil Sandilands actually HAS been. So I’d say Devoe has definitely taken over Ralph’s body and morphed back into his original body by now.

I hope we’re right, and I can’t wait for the end of 18 lol.

I don’t get why CP keeps responding to all these peeps? This is the 3rd 1 in a short while. What’s even the point? I get having enough once in a while, but this is almost constant. There are so many people who would be so happy if she responded to their their tweets, drawings, questions, so I don’t get why she keeps responding to these random negative people, one after the other

She responds to fans, too. She responded to a cute dog post from a fan two days ago, she asked for and responded to a meme of herself two days before that, she shared an airport connection story as well as a candle recycling how-to guide… I can’t pretend to know what’s made her want to respond to hate, but I don’t think it’s fair to say she isn’t responding to fans. Send her more love and you might get more responses.

@ “don’t post” anon:

I’m sorry it’s stressing you out! Honestly, the easiest thing to do in that case is mute. You’ll still know when something positive happens because we will let you know and you’ll still be following for support, but that way you won’t have to see things you don’t want to.

As for all the other stuff worrying you, it more than likely won’t come to pass. The worst of it was purposely dragging down 4.16′s star rating on IMDB and they did that with no prodding or help; just because their fragile masculinity was threatened by the episode description.

#the flash #anonymous #tatiana's thoughts #more asks under the cut #long post for ts

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writer-and-artist27 · 6 years

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How about 3, 5, 7, 9, 13, 16, 17, 18, and 20? For the fanfic ask meme?

:DD Friend, you are wonderful. Thank you for the ask!

Anyways….

3. What part was most difficult?

For Civilian Pianist, what always gets to me is writing any angst scenes, just because of how my heart really empathizes with all the tension and so on. The second half of Kannabi was especially hard for me to write at the time, because the fan in me really wanted Team Minato to come out all okay, no injuries aside from the faint grazes for the sake of everyone being happy. This is also why I was so sensitive during the Satoru Arc, because some of the feedback that came back, especially after writing such an emotionally difficult arc, was so negative and upsetting to the point I ended up nearly snapping with the Announcement.

This is why Chapter 52 of CP is taking so long, because writing Tomoko’s long-awaited confession to her loved ones about her vow of silence is hard, more so with college weighing on me as always.

The same can be said for The Sea and Stars, since the differences between Tomoko and Kei really become more obvious in later chapters and how they react to things.

5. What do you like best about this fic?

I always love writing fluff and teenage floundering when it comes to CP, because the hugs and eventual kisses between the main couple really warm my heart when I have bad days. It just kinda shows that the ninja world has its soft side too.

For S&S though, I just enjoy being able to work with Lang and Os when brainstorming for this fic. Catch Your Breath already has so much crammed into each chapter, whether it’s character development and worldbuilding, and trying to put my own twist to it with Tomoko’s civilian perspective really is a nice challenge. Not to mention, giving the CYB cast some well-deserved love and appreciation.

Not that Lang and the other fans have been doing so already, but still. :) I’ll always see S&S as my letter of appreciation to Lang and Os, and to fans of CYB and CP.

7. What’s a reference you made no one has picked up on yet?

What really gets to me in general is how barely anyone really comments on the humor, fluff and other emotional twists I put in The Sea and Stars, or comments in general, aside from some nice people, sob, because there’s just so many sides of kid!Tomoko I get to show off that wasn’t shown in CP originally. Example being her large duffle bag in Chapter 16, since that was an obscure reference to K-On! and how Ui, Yui’s younger sister, tried to carry tea to the main characters despite suffering from a fever. The girls at the time naturally panicked, and I drew from that scene when writing the duffle bag, because I know Tomoko would be more than willing to do the same thing.

9.) Favorite line(s) of dialogue?

For CP, taken from Chapter 49. It’s more mental feedback than dialogue, but I think it counts:

Aaaah!

What in all heck are you supposed to do when your best friend and apparent love interest asks to kiss you?!

Past memories don’t prepare you for the absolute real thing!

Tomoko-chan, just say it, or I’m taking control here.

Hisako, please don’t.

You’re seriously tempting me, though. Just letting you know.

Dear lord, someone save me now.

Hehe.

For S&S though…Chapter 9:

The civilian in front of her blinked. “…Um, did I say something wrong?”

“…No,” Kei said flatly, leaning back on her cushion with a sigh. “I’m just… surprised? Shocked? All of that?”

“Uhhhh…” Tomoko responded, lowering her hand.

“Then again, if it worked in Macross…” Kei muttered, putting a hand on her chin. “It could work…”

“Ummmm…” the civilian started turning an embarrassed pink while inclining her head. “What’s Macross, Kei?”

The ninja blinked while glancing over at her. “Mecha anime where the universe is saved through singing, I think.”

A pause followed.

Tomoko turned a bit redder as she shook her head. “W-Well, I’m not trying to save the universe, and I don’t have a mech, Kei,” — and then a lightbulb seemed to go off in her head — “Though if mechs existed in the Narutoverse, how many missiles would it take to blow up the Ten Tails statue and Madara…?”

Tomo does have a morbidly curious side. :>

13. How many drafts did the work go through?

Hm. I don’t really count off drafts because I try to write as much as I can for a chapter, then if I hit a block, I consult someone, and then keep writing. Usually once I finish a chapter, I read it over, put it into Microsoft Word to check grammar, call up either Leo or Josh on phone, or Lang on Tumblr, as well as Os and Abalisk occasionally, and then just post it up on FFN without thinking on it too much. Usually end up going to class or sleeping after that.

16. If you used a beta, what did you agree or disagree on?

It’s interesting that you say that because to be honest, almost every close friend I’ve talked to has been a beta in my mind. I don’t have an official beta, like how Lang can count on Os, but the people I interact with help a lot. Leo, Josh, another friend who I’ll call “Ash”, since I’m not sure if she’s okay with me mentioning another name and so on, Lang, Os, and Abalisk. Those 6 people really help me out when I’m floundering. Most of the time, they give suggestions, and I end up taking them into consideration. I’ve never had full arguments for this kind of stuff.

But in terms of agreeing or disagreeing, I don’t know what I can say to that. Leo is the closest person to me that disagrees with me on things, but it’s really on the brainstorming of the Danganronpa Crossover I’ve been planning for S&S, and he’s the self-proclaimed Danganronpa/Sci-Fi expert. Said disagreements don’t last that long though, since they’re more of things to consider and not force.

17. Did anything surprise you during the writing?

Really, the fan reception and reviews. I was not expecting CP to nearly overshadow S&S, nor how reviewers overall were really nice to me with the longer time intervals between updates. I guess the past Announcement and reception to the Satoru Arc were really the only negative things, and even then, the CP and S&S fanbases have been kind overall. That’s the nice thing. I can’t help but feel touched every single time someone says they felt happy or some other emotion from my writing, because it shows my floundering is paying off and I’m helping someone!

18. Were there any alternate versions of this fic?

Of CP? Look no further than The Sea and Stars!

Aside from that… Well, there is the Danganronpa crossover I’m still brainstorming/working on. And what I mentioned in a previous ask. There was a time where I considered writing Tomoko as an actual ninja, paired with a nicer, more Leo-like version of Satoru and Josh’s own ninja going by the name of Sho, but since it required all three of us to work on it, and Leo’s own apathy to it, we never really did finish. But the ideas stayed. :)

20. What did you learn from writing this fic?

For both stories mentioned above? Emotional reactions to various situations, including those of war (including PTSD and how one might approach it); how to properly respond to feedback and criticisms (especially when it comes to mean reviewers); and how to avoid ableism. The last one I attribute specifically to Os, since writing the aftermath of CP’s Kannabi meant addressing that issue, and their advice really helped.

#ask #deathnotehyperness #thank you for the ask!#fanfic ask meme #civilian pianist #the sea and stars #writing #personal thoughts #long post

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carolightpenvenys · 7 years

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unknown number- penvenys au

thanks for your patience, relax and enjoy, leave some feedback x

Unknown Number 6:58 where's the dog food?

Caroline Penvenen 6:59 oh what the fuck sorry you must have the wrong number- i have dog food but maybe not what you're looking for?

Unknown Number 7:00 Ross quit playing I know it's early but I have a shift!! Where's the damn dog food I need the damn dog food. It's your bloody dog I'm pet sitting I just can't believe

Caroline Penvenen 7:02 can absolutely guarantee this isn't ross ! sorry xx

Unknown Number 7:03 Oh. No Ross would never use kisses I'm so sorry But you wouldn't know where my mate Ross has put the dog food?

Caroline Penvenen 7:05 do i look like i would

Unknown Number: 7:05 Potentially, I can't actually see you

Caroline Penvenen 7:06 touché xx

Unknown Number 7:09 You can't say someone doesn't look like something when you can't see them

Caroline Penvenen 7:10 what

Unknown Number 7:10 Never mind

Caroline Penvenen 7:12 no i wanna understand come onnnnnnnnnnnn :( X

Unknown Number 7:20 Search memes Just to let you know! Found the dog food!

Caroline Penvenen 7:21 you use way too many exclamation marks gives a girl a headache but congrats on the dog food, stranger x

Unknown Number 7:23 I think we are more than strangers now. And if I didn't have a shift starting in about a quarter of an hour, I would definitely tell you a little bit about myself So bye Until then Stranger

Caroline Penvenen 7:45 omg no i was in the shower come backkkk my name is caroline and i am tall blonde and handsome!!!!!

Caroline Penvenen 10:10 fuck Caroline stared down at her phone screen. Who cares if they woke her up at the crack of dawn, she really thought they had something going there.

She sighed, truth was, she was really lonely. She had some half arsed friendships with Demelza and her so called boyfriend Ross but after cutting her family out, she was left with very little to do. A text on her phone was rare.

She sat watching Horace dig a hole in his bed and she sighed, deciding sitting on her phone waiting for the stranger to text back was just too sad to contemplate.

Didn't mean she wasn't going to do it.

She had put her hair in a messy bun but lay in bed still, her MacBook in its Cath Kidston case on her lap as she furrowed her eyebrows, trying to look at “memes.”

She got a text from Demelza asking if she wanted to come to a party tonight- there was someone she might want to meet.

Fed up of terrible matchmaking, Caroline declined without a second thought.

This was just about the worst party Dwight had ever been to.

It was one of those ones, you know the ones where everyone who is invited as a bit of an agenda, where people are invited tactically rather than because they're actually liked.

And he was actually done with watching the sad affair that was George Warleggan and Ross Poldark’s relationship as he sighed, sinking into the couch with his lukewarm beer and phone in hand. After an 8 hour shift he'd pretty much like to be anywhere else.

“Hey!” Demelza sat down, speaking drunk and enthusiastically. “Having a great night?”

“Yeah.” Dwight replied half heartedly.

“Well you look like you're having a shit night.” She leaned in closer. “Youwannaknowasecret?”

“Last time you told me a secret Demelza it was that you were wearing granny pants.”

“And I still am!! Anyway. I know you're so depressed and lonely and your only friend is Ross’s dog who he lets you pet sit because you're lonelyyyyy.”

Dwight would contest this later. “Continue.”

“So I invited my beautiful model friend to set you two up and she RSVP’d no… how sad!”

She continued to babble but Dwight was looking down at his phone where he'd just received a text.

Unknown Number 22:06 found a meme btw when they don't text you later xx

“Yeah.” Dwight smiled up at Demelza. “Tragic.”

Caroline was sat on her bed, watching Ten Things I Hate About You and contemplating how Kat was a feminist icon when she got the text.

Unknown Number 22:07 I am at the world’s worst party so at least I can be happy knowing I taught you about memes.

Caroline Penvenen 22:07 omg spill how awkward is the party! It’s probably more fun than my night that i spent alone with m&s pasta and illegal streaming websites for films js not porn never porn X

Unknown Number 22:10 I just changed your number in my phone to “Unknown who is NOT using porn”

Caroline Penvenen 22:13 that is way too long i am changing yours to stranger plus you know my name is caroline !!!!!!!!

Stranger 22:14 silly me “caroline who is NOT using porn”

Caroline Penvenen 22:15 have fun explaining that to anyone that sees your phone xxx

Stranger 22:18 After much thought and consideration “Caroline”

Caroline Penvenen 22:22

Stranger 22:23 I regret telling you to research memes.

Caroline Penvenen 22:30 goodnight stranger X

When Dwight opens his phone about 24 hours later after perhaps the longest shift of his life, he’s bombarded with about 37 texts from Caroline.

Dwight Enys 22:00 Sorry I’ve been working all day! Hope you had a good one.

Caroline 22:01 what are you?? batman?

Dwight Enys 22:03 Close, I’m a doctor.

Caroline 22:05 wHAT that’s so cool what a wonderful day for saving lives people!!

Dwight Enys 22:08 What?

Caroline 22:08 it’s grey’s anatomy!!! you would definitely be dr mcsteamy or mcdreamy or whatever i don’t know i don’t watch it

Dwight Enys 22:10 Imagine though like Dr Dwight McSteamy hahaha

Caroline 22:10 dWIGHT your name is DWIGHT that’s adorable really you sound like a little old man that reads newspapers and puts too much milk in his tea

Dwight Enys 22:13 Well not that far from the truth… I mean how much milk is too much milk

Caroline 22:15

Dwight Enys: 22:16 Ok that tea looks cold for a start Not really fair on me But yeah Would drink Ps. Does this mean you’re in love with me??????

Caroline 22:17 you’re disgusting p.s. piss offfff takes more than that to charm caroline penvenen.

Dwight tried to fight it but he was just too curious. He turned the Facebook app on and was ready to scan for infinite Caroline Penvenens.

Turns out it didn’t take him that long.

Caroline Penvenen

25 mutual friends including Ross Poldark and Demelza Carne

Dwight was absolutely stunned.

Like literally stunned.

He scanned through her photos even back to 2008 and she was still the most flawless human being he had ever seen. It couldn’t be the right Caroline.

It just couldn’t be,

How did Demelza and Ross even know her? How hadn’t he heard about her?

Well to be honest, he did massively zone out of all of their conversations.

Her profile was surprisingly open and he saw the last place she’d checked in was about five minutes from his house.

Not that he was stalking.

“Oh my god.” He sighed. “I’m being catfished by some kind of ethereal woman.”

Caroline 22:35 ok have given you adequate stalking time!!!! did you find me!!

Dwight Enys 22:37 Ok Caroline this is going to sound so weird but… You know Ross and Demelza??

Caroline 22:38 um yes i didn’t realise you’d stalked me with that much intensity should i be worried?

Dwight Enys 22:41 Oh God no sorry let me explain myself. Ross is actually my best friend He’s coming up as a mutual And so is Demelza haha

Caroline 22:42 omg who are you dwightttttt i am gonna stalk the hell out of you!!!

Dwight Enys 22:42 No please don’t

Caroline 22:43 it’s only fair brb omg let me send a screenshot is this you???

Dwight Enys

25 mutual friends including Verity Poldark and Ross Poldark

Caroline 22:47 hey dr mcsteamy your radio silence makes me feel like i have found you which makes me wonder how have we not met though?? maybe this is fate intervening like um guys it’s about time you met or whatever anyway guess the jig is up wow it’s going to be soooo awkward when we finally meet trust i am such a good actor no one will know i ever met you if that’s what you want ok bye

It took about a week before they undoubtedly crossed paths.

Horace was ill and Caroline was screaming down the phone to Demelza that she needed someone to come and sit with her whilst waiting for the vet.

“I will be all of two minutes, I still have my pyjamas on and I’m getting in the car!” Demelza insisted before hanging up and Caroline wept into her silk pyjamas with CP printed on the pocket as Horace continued to groan in pain.

“My poor baby.” She stroked his inflamed stomach. “My poor poor baby.”

Her doorbell rang and she raced to get it but there seemed to be an animated conversation happening as she opened the door.

“Demelza, I’m pretty sure this isn’t Sainsbu-” The voice cut off when they locked eyes with Caroline.

Dwight Enys as she lived and breathed.

“Where’s Horace?” Demelza demanded, marching straight in, a brush physically wedged in her hair and dinosaur onesie on.

Leaving Dwight and Caroline stood either side of the door, smiling awkwardly, barely able to make eye contact.

“Hi.” Caroline barely whispered. “Come in.”

“Thanks.” Dwight’s smile was tense but genuine as he followed her upstairs where Demelza was already stroking Horace.

She looked up. “Oh yeah sorry. This is Dwight. Dwight Caroline, Caroline Dwight.” She waved between the both of them and they shared a pained smile. “I offered Dwight a ride to Sainsbury's but he's a doctor so he could be of some use here I guess.”

“Well. I don't really do animals.” He shrugged. “But wouldn't hurt to try.”

He kneeled down next to Horace who immediately growled at him.

“That's so weird.” Demelza shook her head. “Horace is normally lovely.”

“Eh,” Caroline shrugged. “He's got a side.”

Dwight placed his hands on Horace’s stomach before nodding to himself. “It seems his stomach is a little inflamed from too much rich food.”

“I told you Caroline!” Demelza pointed accusingly. “Dwight she feeds him steak!”

“I can't believe you just ratted me out.” Caroline recoiled. “Only occasionally.”

“Well don't.” Dwight laughed a little. “Horace isn't seriously ill. The vet will give you a few things to make the inflammation go down but honestly, just stick to dog food.”

“And you say you aren't a vet.” Caroline teased, testing the waters.

“I'm really not. Would really appreciate a second opinion from an animal expert right now if I'm honest.” Dwight shrugged but he had a smile on his face.

“Well now we have tranquilized Caroline, we may as well go and buy you your ryvitas and other vegan shit you eat.” Demelza told Dwight. “But I've desperately got to go to the loo first. Meet me downstairs.”

She left in a hurry and Caroline stood up, suddenly very aware how much of a mess she looked with puffy eyes and creased pyjamas covered in dog hair.

“Well thank you anyway.” She looked him right in his cool blue eyes this time. “Dr Enys.”

He followed her down the stairs and she explained. “I knew we were bound to meet one day, I just didn't think I would look like,” she indicated to herself, “this.”

“Like what?” Dwight was honestly confused. “If my dog was ill, I would look a whole lot worse than you do. You should actually see me after a twelve hour shift.”

They both laughed at the thought before Dwight spoke again. “You know, I think Demelza has been trying to set us up for a while.”

Caroline began to link the dots in her head. “Seems about right.” She shook her head. “She's too cunning for me. But you never replied to my texts though.” She shrugged.

“Because I couldn't think of an answer. Maybe until I met you.”

She stood closer to him, slightly cutting his personal space. “Do you have one now?”

He replied. “No, but I have a question. Without the interference of our friends and fate, would you like to go on a date with me?”

I think we all know the answer.

Dr McSteamy 12:07 x

Caroline 12:08 xxxxxxxxxxxxx

#poldark #dwight x caroline #dwight enys #caroline penvenen #au #fic #jdisvidwfvb hope u like it

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killin-villain-blog · 7 years

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Rules: Answer the questions (or don’t! No pressure!) Tag however many blogs you like.

I was tagged by @bleakdecemberbittermarch <3

1. Nicknames: jam, pj, jammers, jamjam

2. Gender: female/male for now.. I'm just confused uwu)

3. Star sign: leo

4. Height: 5′4″ ??

5. Time: 5:17 PM

6. Birthday: August 15!!

7. Favorite bands: panic! at the disco, glass animals, caravanpalace, studio killers

8. Favorite solo artists: kflay, joji (pink guy) is he a solo? idk

9. Song stuck in my head: gooey - glass animals,

10. Last movie I watched: cries Gnomeo & Juliet I LIKE IT OK

11. Last show I watched: Game of Thrones?

12. When did I create my blog: August.. September of this year?

13. What do I post/reblog: CP/Slenderverse, photography, my art/other peoples art, memes

14. Last thing I googled: ‘Marble Hornets Jay shot’ I WAS LOOKING FOR REFERENCE ALRIGHT

15. Do I have any other blogs: yep, my main @kool-aid68, @ask-maskedfreaks, an ej blog that I forgot the name of... yeah p much it.

16. Do I get asks: ye for me ask blogs!

17. Why I chose my url: When I made this blog is was going to be about the show Villainous and so my name is killin-villain, but then I fell in love with CP and Slenderverse again so.. here we are.

18. Halloween costume: Jack Skellington

19. Fave vine: “Two bros, chillin in a bathtub, five feet apart cus theyre not gay-”

20. Average hours of sleep: uh 5-6 hours. recently anyway.

21. Lucky number: 9!

22. Instruments: nope. I'm not talented haha

23. What am I wearing: New York hoodie I got while I was in New York and really really soft grey cotton shorts.

24. Dream job: I honestly don’t know. It kinda scares me ah.

25. Dream trip: NEW JERSEY AND CANADA

26. Favorite food: BURGER OR PIZZA

27. Nationality: American!!

28. Favorite song right now: oh gosh.. get it started - black eyed peas

29. Last book read: “Symptoms of Being Human, Boy or Girl? Yes.” - Jeff Garvin. I loved it, it’s about a genderfluid teen and their experiences.

30. Fictional Universe You’d want to join (top three): AOT (yeah I have a death wish but... that’d be so fucking thrilling.. yknow?), Harry Potter (didn't really read all the books but hey- I WANNA EXPERIENCE THAT SHIT), and South Park (life would be so fucking f u n)

for ppl I tag: @socially-awkward-admin @filthy-5inner @totthearrk @creepypastaheadcannonsxd and anyone else who wants to join in if ya want

#don't need to do this #ALSO THANKS FOR TAGGING ME DASHBOARD BUDDY

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the-jester-who-likes-to-pester · 4 years

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Ok even though I just got on board with wandering eye, I’m still gonna do this (https://lacertae-dreamscape.tumblr.com/post/157039337687/otp-question-meme) cause it’s fun.

1. Who’s more affectionate? No shit it’s wander. He is the more affectionate of the two, even though peepers can return it a little rougher.

2. Big spoon/little spoon? Peepers is the big spoon, he likes that title. he clings on to wander from the back while they cuddle and he just falls asleep like that. Wander likes it tho

3. What’s the most common argument? Its less arguing and more lovingly nagging at eachother. Mostly about the little things.

4. Favorite non sexual activity? They both enjoy traveling. For different reasons of course but wander can’t help but marvel at everything and wants to make sure the peepers is included.

5. Who’s more likely to carry who? Wander can carry peepers and vice versa. Sometimes wander has to save peepers from being beaten to a fine paste, and he carries peeper’s unconscienced body.

6. What do they admire about eachother? Peepers admires his ability to do about almost anything, he’s good with advice, he (can be) much quieter than lord hater, and wander actually respect peepers like a person instead of treating him like 2nd place. wander loves his determination, charm, and wit. He loves how peepers reacts when he’s affectionate, and he trusts him with lots of personal stuff and he knows if he says “don’t say anything about it,” peepers will remember and keep his mouth shut.

7. What’s the first thing that changes when they first realize their feelings for eachother. Wander is completely confused when he starts to think of peepers differently. He had never been in a romantic relationship let alone ever had any romantic feelings towards anyone. He was alone for most of his life, nobody told him what romantic feelings are and how they work. so at first he had a hard time expressing how he felt about peepers, but he started to get it after Sylvia tried to explain it in a way that he might understand. When peepers finds out he’s super angry at himself. He is mad at his brain for choosing that wandering weirdo out of anyone else. But he starts to accept it and realize slowly that wander shares his feelings. It’s rocky and tense at first but it calms down the more they see and interact with eachother.

8. Nicknames and how did they originate? Wander always calls peepers, peeps, or cp’s. He doesn’t use them often, but especially uses them when the two are nagging eachother. While peepers prefers to use teasing nicknames for wander. Like fuzzball, wandering weirdo, or something related to goofball.

9. who worries the most? It’s actually a mix of both. Peepers is more vocal and obvious while wander can only try to hide it for so long until he has a full blown meltdown.

10. Who remembers what the other orders at restaurants? Again it’s both. Peepers has taught himself to never forget requested items. Even though that forces him to remember moments that he never wants to live through again, it’s not all bad. Wander can remember your favorite food and store it in his mind where he will never forget it.

11.who tops? Peepers, 100%, but the thing is, he doesn’t think wander knows what sex is. Sure, peepers loves to tease wander in sexual manner (it makes wander flustered as hell and is the only thing that can wipe that dopey grin off of his face in a flash). But he doesn’t think he is comfortable with the idea of sex yet. He wants to atleast try to introduce the idea to wander, just so he can try to get a little more used to the idea. Wander is extremely confused about sexual activities but he understands when peepers does something to him that might seem suggestive. He knows what sex is and he’s just scared of it. He’s afraid of accidentally hurting peepers or himself or how it was even going to work or if he would damage something internally and he’s just not interested for now, just gentle suggestive touches are ok.

12. Who initiates a kiss? Wander of course, they always catch peepers by surprise and get him all flustered.

13. Who reaches out for eachothers hand? Peepers would try to make a move but it always makes him nervous to hold wander’s hand. He doesn’t know why but it just gets him so giddy and worried.

14. Who kisses the hardest. Again peepers, wander is very gentle and quick, loving the reaction it gets out peepers and the rush it gives the both of them. But peepers goes for long, hard and meaningful kisses. Leaving wander speechless sometimes immobile for a short period of time because of how overwhelmed he gets from them.

15. Who wakes up first? even though both wake up super early in the morning, wander wakes up a bit earlier than peepers, and he tries to keep him asleep for longer than usual because he knows that peepers gets very little sleep.

16. Who wants to stay in bed longer? Peepers would like to, but he feels like he’s much better prepared if he gets up early in the morning. Though he’s not as grumpy in the morning if he gets a good rest (which wander will do anything to help him sleep better, just so peepers feels better in the morning).

17. Who says I love you first? wander and he is surprisingly a nervous wreck while doing so. He didn’t want to make peepers uncomfortable, or mad or disappointed. He just mentally begged that peepers wouldn’t yell at him for the confession.

18. Who leave little notes in the other ones lunch? Wander (duh lmao) they usually remind him of something or give him advice like “if you bring a treat, Captain tim will less likely love-bite you to death! Xoxxo -wander”

19. Who tells their family/ friends about their relationship first. Wander again because he trusts Sylvia enough that she wouldn’t overreact. But she did knock peepers out cold before wander could tell her anything, and after he tells her the reason why he’s been asking about romantic feelings so much, she’s just like “oh, whoops,”. Peepers cannot let hater find out about that he is in a relationship with hater’s most hated enemy or else he’s be arachnomorph food. He tries to keep quiet about it and has even paid one of the smarter watchdogs to wear a spare commander outfit and take his place, while he ran away for a few days to stay with wander.

20. What does their family/friends think of the relationship? Sylvia is skeptical of peepers and will show no mercy if he does something to wander that looks like it’s gonna hurt him. But he hasn’t hurt wander, not even once. But she’s happy that wander seems to be enjoying his first relationship. Hater is completely oblivious and peepers wants to keep it that way. The watchdogs could care less.

21. Who would start dancing with the other? Wander would start dancing, peepers would try to dance with him but he can’t keep up, he would sit out and let wander spaz out on the dance floor for a while.

22. Who’s better at cooking? They are both very good at cooking in their own ways. Peepers prefers following a recipe step by step while wander enjoys experimenting with what he’s got.

23. Who comes up with the cheesiest pick up lines? Eh, both of them will throw them at eachother, occasionally it’ll get a chuckle out of peepers, but they always get wander, by the time they’re done, he’s catching his breath because of how hard he laughed. But peepers does enjoy watching him laugh.

24. Who whispers inappropriate things in eachother’s ears at inappropriate times? Hands down, wander, he would do anything to lighten up someone in a dark and serious environment.

25. Who needs more assurance? A little bit of both, peepers needs assurance from wander, to make sure he hasn’t lost his head. And wander needs assistance from peepers, to know if he is going too far with obsessing over a minor problem.

26. What would be there theme song? Shit dawg idk.

I’m skipping 27 I’m sorry🥺😳

28. What do they do when they’re away from eachother? They just go on, but peepers is a little sadder without wander because in the skull ship, he’s a target for torment, he is unappreciated, and overworked. While wander, misses him dearly, he misses the affection, the cuddles, even the teasing. He just feels like something is missing when he’s gone.

29. Head cannons about this OTP that breaks your heart. I headcannon two things, 1. Wander was abandoned by his parents and left to die when he was super young, so he has abandonment issues, and 2. I believe he is a chaotic good immortal being so he is going to out-live peepers. (Wander knows this, but he’s not going to let it bother him).

30. One headcannon about this OTP that mends it together. My headcannon about this couple is, wander would not try to convince peepers to become good or vice versa. They’d love eachother without a care on what side they’re on.

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