Oh girls It seems I just overthought everything!!!🙄 (nice Soah lol)
Even today, I was expecting that we would just say hello to each other in the corridor, but now he came up to me and asked if I would like to have a coffee with him, to which I said yes, a little reluctantly, but happily.😳😳 omg omggg
Then we sat down in the yard and it was just him and me, away from everyone so no one could hear us. He turned to me and while drinking his coffee, he stroked my head kindly and you can imagine girls... he started talking. He apologized for behaving differently than usual, told me that he was in the middle of moving and that he had to spend a lot of time on this, and that he had taken on a lot of extra work at the university and that he really wanted to buy the kitten soon. He initiated me into things I didn't even think about and I felt very guilty that I "attacked" him in a selfish way, that he doesn't take care of me. I started to respect him even more and I also apologized to him for not being respectful to him.🥺
Then he jokingly pushed my shoulder and I remember his words:
"I would never be mad at you for something like that, because we're friends…or something like that, right?"
I just smiled to my embarrassment and said yes we are friends or something like that. (????? YEAHH?? OR MORE THAN?? OR WHAT)
So now we're fine and I'll be a smart girl (i promise) I'll respect his boundaries and I won't force him attention, I'll let him approach and if I see that he's allowing me, I'll approach him again, but carefully.
I really love this man.
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Finding myself reflecting on what is often the public’s incorrect understanding of mine and Sigurd’s relationship.
So many people (often cis men) see me with a big, often excited dog and love to talk down to me because they perceive the situation as less controlled or “under one’s thumb” as they expect/desire their own dogs to be (which is often complete shut down control).
In reality Sigurd is the most difficult dog I own. He is aloof, incredibly intelligent, very low biddability, and requires a very specific and curated relationship to do ANYTHING for you. He knows his size and he is in excellent shape. If he wanted to truly drag me and do what he wanted on a walk he would. He does to anybody that’s not me, including Mr D who he will often nip and manipulate to get his way. I am the only one that’s ever been able to get this dog to do work in my hands, be it sports or obedience. These men that negatively “joke” on my lack of control while my dog stands by my side and listens when I hold him back from his excitement would have no idea what to do with him. He would baffle them.
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after seeing someone's post about this I'm suddenly really tempted to rewrite a few ddadds routes (namely Brian, Mat, and Hugo) so there's more character development because I feel like all 3 of them are lacking in that department (especially Brian).
I feel like part of what is a little baffling to them lacking development is the fact that, like, ... they are dads. in a cul-de-sac. it should be relatively easy to write more stuff for them considering they are surrounded by people that could be used to help further their development and show who they are as people. they have children, and their relationships with their kids can very easily be used to show their personalities and provide interesting dynamics.
like. we see very few of Hugo & Ernest's relationship, even though I feel like that could've been a big point of Hugo's character: his son hates authority figures, and Hugo is like a double authority figure. he's Ernest's dad and a teacher at Ernest's school. hell, I bet part of a reason of that resentment Ernest has could be a sense of embarrassment that he sees in having Hugo as his dad. his dad is an english teacher at his school. an english teacher that has to teach middle-schoolers like Colin and his friends, who are probably transferring part of what they do to Hugo onto Ernest. why couldn't we explore something like that?
I can only remember 3 times we saw Hugo and Ernest in the same room; 1 at the cookout. 2 on Hugo's second date. 3 on one of Damien's dates. and on that same date with Damien, there was Lucien. and we got to see part of their relationship with one another. why couldn't Ernest and Hugo be afforded the same? their relationship isn't the same, but could be similar. I'm assuming Ernest isn't actively choosing to be mean to his dad just cause it's funny or it's somehow easier than being nice. I'm assuming there's probably some other social stuff going on there. -- I mean, it'd be quite interesting to have something against authority figures as a middle-schooler who has a dad who teaches at your school, to the point where there'd be both a kinship and a disconnect with other kids like that (Colin) because while Ernest is like them, he simultaneously has proximity to the authority they dislike (Hugo), and it wouldn't surprise me in the slightest if Ernest was caught in the crossfire from time to time.
surprisingly, we see even less of this with Mat & Carmensita to the point where it's almost staggering. yes, it focuses mostly on Mat and how he is widowed, but why can't we see how Carmensita feels about it? that's her mom. and it's clear that Mat is working past the grief and is moving on, but what about Carmensita? maybe she is, since the game says that Mat is a supportive parent -- but we don't see it. we don't see any supportiveness, but we don't see any neglect -- we just don't see anything at all. so, we can probably assume they have a good relationship with each other, but as far as the game showing us this we don't have anything.
honestly, Brian is a whole different bag of worms on his own. not only do we not see much of his relationship with Daisy, his entire character is overshadowed by the dadsona's inner conflict. that's not necessarily a dealbreaker, it's fun to have inner conflict -- but what do we really know about Brian? we are told that he likes to fish, grill, and go camping. but we mostly see that he likes to fish and... win competitions. and that's it. we don't get to go camping with Brian, but we get to go camping with Craig.
I feel like a lot of Brian's character should've gone into his relationship with his daughter -- after all, his dadbook clearly states that he spends a lot of time thinking about how much smarter she is than him. and it is extremely obvious that Daisy is autistic. and to me, I think part of what makes Brian come off as rude\egotistical is also autism, but maybe he was\is better at masking than Daisy is, or he doesn't even know he's autistic. so, there could be a disconnect of them being similar but different in ways that Brian may not be able to adapt to very well. he still wants the best for his daughter, obviously, but he doesn't know how to help.
anyway those are just my silly thoughts about hot fictional old men (again). :3
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I'm thinking about Construction worker Kreese and Silver from my tags.
Johnny walks past the site they’re working on every day. Shorts so short they might as well be panties and tight tops so tight they can see his damn nipples through them.
He smiles at them prettily every time, even when They catcall him—whistle appreciatively and shout, "Hey, doll, where you running off to without us?" (Silver’s calling is more ‘Let me buy you something even sluttier to put on and show off.”)
Sometimes he’ll drop something on purpose and bend over right in front of them to pick it up.
Then they lured him to come closer and talk to them—and oh boy, was it an even better view of that sweet, lithe body—strong but a total joke in comparison to them. That waist in itself, is the span of Silver’s hand.
He’s so giggly and pink when they keep giving him salacious compliments. All long and fluttering and pink down to his chest.
Of course, they let him into the site and fucked him behind some plywood. Put him on his hands and knees and took turns using his holes while he moaned, squeaked, and arched.
Dribbled spit and cum from how hard they went on him and shook. (They might have had to drive him to school.)
They both loved how that lovely mouth looked stretched around their dicks and how tight his hole clenched when he choked.
They have to keep him.
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more digital barry sketches? on my blog? it's more likely than you think
not too sure what's going on with the way i drew barry here but i like it :) he looks a bit wobbly though
i like this one :) my little scruffy man....
this is an older sketch from a couple weeks ago that i meant to post but just,,, forgot.... he's like "sorry for stealing the jetpack, it will happen again....." also why's he got that weird pocket in his blazer.... wait does barry even have pockets?? i know he's got pant pockets but does he have any in his blazer??? he opens it up and there's just 30 pockets full of spare sleeves and machine gun bullets and he's like "you want The Stuff kiddo"
+ bonus derpy doodle i drew yesterday
she's so silly :)
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