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#i know they think karma was a hidden album or something but that’s a bit of a mouthful
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the karma truthers and atw10mv truthers never gave up and their faith paid off, so why should i, an evermore long pond studio session truther, not receive the same reward? what have i ever done to deserve this negligence ?
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tuulikannel · 8 months
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May I ask🏅, 🧠, and 💭, please?
🏅 What is something you recently felt proud of in regard to your writing (finished a fic, actually planned for once, etc).
“actually planned for once...” *dying of laughter* ^^;;
Yeah, so. Not that. >_> If I’m perfectly honest, there’s very little I’ve been proud of in... how long? Dunno. Haven’t finished anything, haven’t planned anything... have barely written anything. Next chapter of Caught Between (last updated in May) has practically no words, next chapter of Gifts (last updated in March) perhaps a handful. I did start a new wip and wrote ~2500 words in a day which was nice I guess, but now it’s stuck too.
Sorry, this is a glum answer for an ask that should be all positive, but seriously, I’m in a slump rn. ^^;;
🧠 What’s an idea you have that you can’t quite call a WIP yet?
Hmm... I don’t know if I’ve got many of these. I think I’ve started writing most of my ideas...
Well, there is the Mary Poppins fusion XD In which Karma & Shuu are siblings and Aguri (playing the role of Mary) becomes their new nanny.
I don’t know if I’ll ever write this thing, but it amuses me quite a bit. I guess it would follow the plot of Mary Poppins pretty closely... I only have some random scenes in my mind. Like, heh, there’s the scene where Mary’s friend Bert takes the kids with him for his chimney sweep job (and she’s not happy about that)... well, here (human) Korosensei has Bert’s role, and Aguri for sure isn’t happy that the kids would get anywhere near his line of work. ^^;;
(This whole thing is just weird, I admit ^^)
(And then of course I've this one idea for original work (a fantasy book, or two) that I've had for like past 20 years and that I most likely never write. >_>)
💭 What is a headcanon you have about your own work?
Headcanons. Uh. Those things I’ve a plenty (not) ^^; (Umm, disclaimer, I'm not 100% sure what this "about your ow work" means, so I'm just picking something that is a headcanon to me and is something that might or might not be overly visible in my fics)
So. Let's see... That contrary to the popular belief. Gakuhou loves his son. ^^ That all he’s doing, he’s doing out of love. It’s all messed up ofc. But the main goal is to make Gakushuu as strong as he can be, so that he won’t end up like Ikeda. (Moreover, I’d claim it’s semi-canon. :p The Graduation Album mentions that Gakuhou’s hidden side is that he won’t shut up if he starts talking about his son, and it hints at him being “oya-baka”, literally, idiot parent, i.e. overly-fond parent XD)
Oh. And I feel like him going so nuts over Ikeda’s death just makes no sense. They hadn’t been in any touch for 3 years, for heaven’s sake! All that “he loves Ikeda more than his son…” I don’t swallow it. But this makes me suspect he wasn’t such a balanced person to begin with. And... this might be another hc of mine... I blame his parents. They did name him “summit of learning” anyway >_>
But yeah. These are literally the only headcanons I can think of at the moment. XD (I've never understood how headcanons work. I keep on seeing those posts where people are asked to come up with headcanons about X, and then they just. do. Like. what.)
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ronsenburg · 3 years
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Since you mentioned you were looking for drabble requests, if you haven't moved on from AA already, could I request something where Apollo or Klavier is struggling against pride/feeling that his problem isn't a big deal/some kind of internal roadblock to seek comfort from the other? Maybe they lost a case they don't think they should have lost, or it's the anniversary of something sad, or they just feel crappy physically or emotionally. Any reason is fine. Thanks for considering my request ^^
vorher:
It’s nearly six pm by the time Franziska finds him, tucked into a chair in the corner of some pretentious and probably ephemeral bar downtown.
It isn’t one of his usual haunts, but the staff seem to know who he is well enough, anyway. Though he is just barely twenty-three and his tab has been approaching the four figure mark for the past hour and a half, no one has bothered to card him or attempt cutting him off yet. Of course, that may have had more to do with the sizable tips slid to whatever staff member is closest in proximity rather than his rather notorious celebrity status, but Klavier’s ego has been rapidly ceasing to care about such things in recent months. What matters to him at this very moment is less the thrill of universal adoration and more the ability to nurse his wounded pride in pseudo-solitude with a vastly overpriced drink.
That solitude is shattered, however, by the arrival of Prosecutor Franziska Von Karma. The sound of her heels clicking firmly against the highly lacquered floors crescendos over whatever smooth jazz cover they’re piping through the hidden speakers as she makes her way directly over to him.
“Are you finished with your tantrum yet?” she asks, removing her dark sunglasses and placing them onto the surface of the bar beside him without any sort of invitation.
It takes a moment for the words to process; Klavier has spent so long playing the role of the ostentatious expat that his alcohol muddled brain can barely grasp the crisp and nearly foreign sounding syllables of her German.
By then, she has already removed her long leather gloves and cape, handing them off to an employee that floats near her elbow like a well trained dog on a leash. When she slides into the chair beside him and signals for the bartender, the scotch she orders for herself is nearly as expensive as Klavier’s own. If he weren’t so chagrined by her sudden interruption, he would likely be impressed.
“Since when is enjoying a drink after work considered a tantrum?” Klavier returns, finally, and also in German. He attempts to fire off one of his charming smiles as he speaks, but the words feel so clumsy and out of practice on his lips that the gesture falls short and sounds far more like the kind of sulk that directly proves the point she has made.
Franziska raises a perfectly arched eyebrow in reaction, though whether it is a response meant specifically for his faltering pronunciations or juvenile tone, Klavier can’t be at all sure. “Since someone recently made a complete fool of himself in a court of law.”
The words strike out like the lash of a whip; Klavier winces despite himself. Franziska is only two years older than him, but when she glances away with an air of disinterested disdain to take a sip from the tumbler placed in front of her, the gap seems far wider.
“You heard?”
“I saw,” she replies, glancing over to him again just long enough to offer a small, disparaging smirk. “It was quite the performance. Do people actually pay you money to see such foolishness on stage?”
The shame he’d been attempting to shove away for the past five hours flares up just below the surface of his thoughts then, hot and bright enough that he suddenly feels sick to his stomach.
“You are just as charming as they say, Fraulein,” Klavier smiles; the sarcasm tastes false and bitter on his tongue.
In truth, he had made a fool of himself.
Klavier has always prided himself on being meticulous in his pursuit of the truth, in perfectly balancing the demands of both his prosecutorial career and his life as a musician. And, most of the time, he’d succeeded so brilliantly that it had blinded him to the subtly advancing and yet still discreet signs that he might have been slipping.
There had been issues with the band’s latest album.
With the ink long since dried on the studio’s contract and their chosen title already heavily marketed, the pressure to produce something of value had been mounting. Every song he’d written since then had seemed increasingly vapid, words that fit a theme but lacked any sort of meaning, chords that sounded deliberately catchy but were devoid of anything new and surprising. They were going through the motions, but those motions were long since stale. There was nothing of the artistic fire that had skyrocketed them to success in their early years and that alone drained any last bit of excitement he might have derived from the process.
It was driving a neat wedge through the center of the band; Daryan called him a diva, so used to having things his own way that he fell to pieces at the idea of ever being told what to do. Take the money, release an album that was shallow but on brand. They could always switch it up next time when time was on their side. You’re the lawyer, he'd mocked, you should know exactly how much of our asses are on the line here.
Their arguments on the subject had become more and more frequent as the days passed, spilling from band practice to crime scenes and, finally, to the kitchen of Klavier’s apartment. This time, it was Daryan who had packed what few belongings he’d scattered throughout Klavier’s various shelves and drawers into an old duffle bag and left, slamming the door shut behind him with finality as he’d gone.
As Klavier’s luck would dictate, Daryan had been the lead detective on this last case. While they were both professional enough not to ignore each other completely during the proceedings, the type of communication necessary for a successful indictment had been… difficult, to say the least.
And so he’d been distracted in his investigation, enough that he’d overlooked a piece of evidence so decisive in the opposition’s favor that when it had been presented, he’d been left gaping in uncharacteristic surprise from his place at the bench.
Yes, he’d been slipping, unable to see the progression of his descent until he had been standing firmly at the bottom of a tall slope.
He was only lucky, he supposed, that this was not a murder trial.
Back at the bar, Klavier rolls his eyes softly, more an aversion of his gaze than a gesture for dramatic display. Franziska doesn’t seem to be paying him enough attention to notice such things, anyway.
“Well, you can consider me scolded. Your work is done.”
“And yet, that’s not why I’m here,” Franziska returns. Ignoring the eyebrow he raises toward her in obvious question, she instead tilts the tumbler back, swallowing the last centimeter of the amber drink. “I would not waste my time and energy searching the city to scold a fool who seems to be doing an admirable job of berating himself. No, despite your recent failures, there are people in this city who seem to care about your well being. It would be a shame if you were to drown in a pool of your own vomit.”
He cannot help his rather obvious flinch at her words, no matter how quickly he endeavors to mask it. “How very touching, ja? I was expecting more anger.”
Franziska pauses in the midst of extracting a matte black card from the small handbag she carries. When her steel grey eyes meet his, Klavier suddenly understands the fear the von Karma name had once inspired in courtrooms across the world.
“Oh, I am angry,” she smiles, wagging her finger in such a way that it is clear she is mocking him. “You allowed a criminal to walk free today. But he is guilty, I am certain of that. And now he will be cocky.”
Klavier is so stunned by her words that he barely registers that she has slid her card across the surface of the wooden bar, let alone has the presence of mind to argue.
“There will be more evidence to find and new charges to file,” she continues, unperturbed by his gaping. “I will assume that next time you will have your priorities in the correct order.”
With that, she stands and turns to the attendant who is still waiting nearby, ready to help her back into the dark, cashmere folds of her cloak. When the complex ritual of donning her long gloves and sunglasses is complete, she turns once again to face him.
“I will be driving you home. You may choose, now, whether you would like to accompany me willingly or if you will require Detective Gumshoe’s escort. You have until I reach the door to decide.”
It feels as though a whirlwind has swept through the room, appearing out of nowhere to disrupt his wallowing completely before disappearing as suddenly as she had come. Klavier is not stupid enough to doubt Franziska’s words, despite the fact that he is twenty-three and more than a bit inebriated. He wavers only slightly as he finds his own feet and follows her out onto the sun soaked sidewalk beyond the bar.
If she is smiling when she looks back towards him, it is the small, private smirk of victory. Klavier finds that he is too preoccupied with the act of placing one foot in front of the other along the uneven slabs of concrete to care. He stumbles gracelessly into the backseat of the car Franziska indicates, through a door held open by a man that Klavier can only assume is the Detective she had mentioned inside.
“Huh,” he comments before closing the door. “Somehow I thought you’d be taller, pal.”
A sharp stab of pain somewhere behind his left temple resonates brightly in response.
This is something he will certainly regret tomorrow.
nachher:
“Okay, spill,” Apollo demands, crossing his arms in a visible display of stubborn obstination that, at any other time, Klavier might find endlessly adorable.
Tonight, however, he has reached a new level of exhaustion, one that leaves him blinking back at Apollo in baffled surprise as he attempts to pivot his thoughts from their previous trajectory in order to make sense of the other’s sudden words. “Spill was?”
As his words indicate, the intended course adjustment doesn’t go very well at all.
“Whatever’s going on with you,” Apollo replies, huffing out a sigh of what sounds nearly like frustration. “You’ve been working late, you don’t eat, you haven’t been sleeping. Something’s up; I think you should tell me what it is.”
Though Apollo’s words and posture are combative, it is all for show. There is an uncertainty in his eyes and concern exposed in the way he bites at the inside of his lip in silence, waiting for Klavier to speak. The fact that Klavier has learned to recognize this expression through repeatedly causing it is a painful enough thing to shoulder; to admit to the reason behind his behavior when it will only bring them both all the more strife, however, would be far worse. Not because he doubts the limits of Apollo’s strength; it is his own resilience that is threatened by the thought of divulging the extent of his insecurities.
Klavier runs a hand through the strands of hair that have escaped the hasty braid he had tied earlier that evening and attempts an apologetic smile. “Ach, Liebling, there is nothing to tell. It is just work.”
“You’re lying.”
It is stated as a fact, nothing more. But while there is nothing accusatory in Apollo’s tone and his face is perfectly even as he says it, Klavier still feels the words as though they are the sting of an attack.
“Ja?” he responds. “And you promised there would be no bracelet inside the house, did you not?”
What he intends is for the words to sound facetious, a nod to the same kind of fond banter they had indulged in long before the intimacy of a romantic relationship. But Klavier is lying; it is not an offense often committed between them and certainly not one he has reveled in or perpetuated out of malice, now. Still, to be seen through so shifted his smile without meaning to. Klavier can feel it teetering on the edge of a sneer that feels both unfamiliar and familiar all at once.
What follows, then, is a long pause.
A lifted arm, a proffered bare wrist, is Apollo’s only response.
That gesture feels more devastating than the aftermath of an actual, physical fight. Klavier can feel the air exit his lungs in a sharp hiss of remorse, his posture on the plush sofa of their study crumbling as he leans forward to place his head into his waiting hands.
“That was uncalled for,” Klavier begins, though his voice is muffled by the skin of his palms pressed firmly against his speaking mouth. “I am sorry, Schatz, I—“
But his words are interrupted by the sudden creak of sofa springs, the cushions on either side of Klavier dipping under the newly applied weight of Apollo’s knees. There is the feeling of Apollo’s warm fingers wrapping around the skin of his wrists, gently pulling his hands away from his face.
“I know you, Klavier,” Apollo says softly; his voice is so uncharacteristically gentle that the words sound less like a statement and more the sweetest declaration of love. Maybe they are. After all, Klavier has been loved before. But being actually, truly known? He glances up into Apollo’s brown eyes, warm with determination and affection. “I don’t need the bracelet to see when you’re upset. If you don’t want to talk about it right now, I understand, but you don’t have to go around pretending everything is okay when it isn’t.”
“Bold words for someone who insists upon always being fine, ja?” Klavier murmurs, another half hearted attempt at humor that falls flat in what little space exists between them. 
Apollo still lifts the edge of his lips in a small, humored smile of concession. “In court, maybe. But not with you. We all need to be vulnerable, sometimes.”
The breath that Klavier exhales wavers under the strain of unspoken emotions, his eyes fluttering closed just as Apollo leans forward to place a featherlight kiss against the center of his forehead, against his cheekbone, against the corner of his downturned mouth. 
“You can trust me, Klavier,” he concludes. “I’ll always be here, whenever you’re ready, okay?” 
Klavier finds he does not have the words to respond, then, even as the sound of fabric rustling against fabric fills the air and the hands holding Klavier’s wrists retreat. Their absence is felt immediately in the lack of warmth as Apollo slides back off the couch and onto his feet. 
“Apollo?”
Apollo’s footsteps stall halfway through the door.
Klavier still finds he needs to clear his throat before he can continue to speak, swallowing back the sentiments that have collected there that he is otherwise unable to express. “Could you stay? Bitte. Just for a moment.”
This is a weakness Klavier should not afford himself. It is selfish to ask Apollo to comfort him when Klavier cannot even bring himself to explain precisely why he requires it. But Apollo’s eyes are soft when they find Klavier’s gaze once again, inexplicably fully of acceptance and, beyond that, what Klavier knows is love.
“Yeah,” he nods, “of course.”
Apollo stays far longer than a moment, his fingers combing through the strands of Klavier’s loose hair under the fading light that filters in though the slightly open window. They don’t speak, but the steady rhythm of Apollo’s breath in the otherwise silent room, the gentle pressure of his fingers, is enough to distract him from the tumultuous cascade of his own thoughts.
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thismads · 4 years
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1-102 thanks
1.) what’s a song you depict with your childhood? Best of both world - Hannah montana PLS 2.) did you have a memorable childhood pet? yes my angels may they rest in heaven3.) have you ever been drunk? nope, alcohol is useless and stupid4.) have you ever tried drugs?  nope, drugs are useless and stupid 5.) have you ever completely regretted what you’ve said? nope I rarely does, even when i’m angry i’m honest and people that tells that you don’t mean what you say when you’re angry you always do, it’s  just that you’re more honest when you’re angry6.) have you ever made someone cry? yes, I selena gomezed my old justin bieber :D 7.) has someone ever made you cry? yes8.) have you ever been in love? if so, describe the moment you knew it. yes, and I knew it when I couldn’t feel my cheek from smiling when he only said hi 9.) which came first the chicken or the egg? chicken, next :D 10.) are you part of the lgbtq+ community? do you support them? nope i’m not a part of it but yes I support them 298456543256543% they are superior i said what i said 11.) how many siblings do you have? 1, this little shithead i’d b nothing without :D12.) have you ever been in love with someone you couldn’t love? yes13.) are you a good cook? ask @lordbieber he would ask me to cook for him all the time haha but fr I tend to be a good cook tbh14.) what is your favorite tv show? Buffy The Vampire Slayer15.) what is the last movie you cried during? Sleepers16.) what are songs you’ve cried to when you first heard them? (if any) Anyone - Demi fucking goddess Lovato17.) do you have a middle name? Marie 18.) have you been out of your country? yes19.) are you a chocolate fan or not? DUH DOES A BLIND PERSON WANTS TO SEE20.) how many people have you kissed? a girl never reveal those ;) 21.) what is your favorite album? any P!nk’s old albums22.) what is your dream car? a porsche or Maserati23.) what is your lucky/favorite number? 624.) what is your favorite flower? roses and cherry blossoms25.) books or movies, why? books lmaoooo just because it’s superior, it comes from 26.) have you ever been on a blind date? yes thank you ophelie :D 27.) has one of your friends ever backstabbed you? DUH more than I could count28.) have you ever backstabbed one of your friends? never29.) what thing do you symbolize love with? hurting30.) do you have neat handwriting? nope 31.) do you have a friend with benefits? aaaaah lmao nope32.) do you want a friend with benefits? nope i’m too much of a helpless dumb and depressive romantic bitch :D 33.) if you could be anything in the world, what would you be? right now? toilet paper cause this shit’s gold these day LMAOOO jk but idk .. a star or a planet, as far away as possible form human kind34.) have you ever been blackout drunk? nope, hate alcohol, useless and stupid35.) have you ever met someone famous? Yes36.) how many concerts have you been to? 037.) which concerts have you been to? none38.) do you have a hidden talent? I exude dumb bitch energy for decades to come without anyone asking :D 39.) what do you do when you’re stressed? die lmao no but sleep or listening to music40.) do you think money can buy love? dunno i’ve always been a broke ass bitch :D 41.) how old would you date? up to 2 year older than me42.) have you ever done something illegal? yes43.) what is your biggest fear? spiders, horror movies and not being able to breathe44.) what is an unusual fear you have? fuits seeds lmaooo I hate those they creep me out lmaoo lemon seeds? HORROR MOVIE45.) can you drive? nope46.) do you believe in supernatural creatures? i’m here so DUH yes47.) do you believe in karma? yes and everyone should48.) what is one quality you need in your partner? loyalty, honesty and sense of humor 49.) do looks matter? yes, cause if the man looks like a hobo I won’t be too turned on lmao50.) does size matter? height speaking? yes. i’m 5′1 but other than that I mean we can manage ;) 51.) who is the last person you forgave? myself xx52.) what is your favorite ice cream flavor? vanilla 53.) what languages can you speak besides english? french, and a lil bit of spanish and italian54.) ever been on a plane? yes, best time of my life55.) ever been on a boat? yes, worst time of my life56.) is there anyone you’ve lost touch with that you wish you hadn’t? nope57.) are there any friendships you regret? nope all of the people that are in my life are meant to be there and those who aren’t must not be there at this exact moment of my life :D58.) are there any friendships you wish you could make? duh.. where is madison beer 59.) have you ever stayed awake for 24 (+) hours? yes60.) have you ever walked outside after 12 am? yes61.) have you ever seen a sunrise completely through? yes62.) are you scared of rollercoasters? nope not at all my biggest dream is too jump off a plane63.) on a scale of 1-10 how stressed are you usually? I’m not very stressed.. unless it’s school lmaoo but i’d say my peak is 2 64.) do you have any plans this weekend? It’s a quarantine time bebe so I plan on breathing which is already more than enough65.) do you miss anyone right now? yes66.) who do you wish you were talking to right now? aaaah secrets67.) if you could have any superpower, what would it be? controlling the 4th elements68.) who is your favorite superhero? Henry Cavill, yes he saves life with his accent and features I SAID WHAT I SAID69.) are you dirty minded? yes lmaoo soz xx70.) what is your favorite song from every decade starting at that 80’s?80′s (my fave era about music) : Part time lover - Stevie Wonder &  Hotel california by the eagles / 90′s: Unbreak my heart : Toni Braxton / 2000′s: Lose yourself - Eminem & back to black - Amy Winehouse 10′s ugh there’s so many bops atm i’m 71.) how many kids, if any, do you want? 272.) who is your biggest OTP? Me and pasta73.) what is your favorite food? pasta74.) do you want to be married one day? Yes75.) dogs or cats? cats76.) do you drink enough water daily? Nope I don’t drink water on a daily77.) have you ever seen a shooting star? yes the most beautiful thing the life has given us78.) if you had the opportunity to go to the moon, would you? fly me to the moon and let me play among the starssss YES I WOULD BYE WORLD79.) how many best friends do you have? I have a lot of good friends but @thisamick‘s my main bitch80.) when was the last time you cried? Idk I was watching Sleepers!81.) have you ever laughed so hard you peed yourself? YES82.) have you ever made anyone laugh so hard they peed? Yes I did it was the funniest shit83.) if you could travel any where in the world, where would you go? California 84.) what are 3 words you would use to describe yourself?  Loyal, funny and @thisamick said perfect but it’s all a lie so I’d say honest :D85.) do you consider yourself a loyal person? one of the most loyal person u’ll ever find86.) what is your favorite season and why? Fall, because the colors, the weather, the mood, the leaves on the ground, all of it87.) have you ever told anyone you loved them, and didn’t mean it? nope never omg what a horrible move88.) do you know how to play any instruments? I wish but nope89.) do like like falling asleep to music or not? yesss omg my fave, a daily routine, a lifestyle90.) what are you allergic to? life and people91.) have you ever wanted to be someone else for a day just so you could see what there life is like? yessss92.) if you could be any character from your favorite tv show would you, and if so, who would you be? yes I would def be Buffy93.) if you could be best friends with any celebrity who would it be and why? Madison Beer or Angelina Jolie94.) are you outgoing? when you know me yes95.) have you ever wanted to kiss someone, but weren’t brave enough to? duh yes96.) are you a good flirt? tbh yes lmao97.) have you ever been turned down, or have you ever turned anyone down? yes and no at least I don’t think I ever did?98.) which planet is your favorite? Jupiter or Saturn99.) are you superstitious? no100.) are you a good listener? yes 101.) are you a good kisser? hun I leave a indelible mark baby ;) 102.) would you kiss any of your friends? girl friends? yes // boy friends? nope
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sunnybimbo · 5 years
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its 4:28 am, i don’t know what this is, and i don’t know what part of me thought it up but please take it and be kind
Keith nurses his bloody nose in the dark of the hallway, locked out of his own room, and tries to convince himself the sting in his nose is from the fracture and not from the tears building up.
He’s not a young ‘punk’ anymore, but he’s right back where he started anyway. He’s older, wiser— or he was supposed to be— but being a defender of the universe didn’t stop him from getting mugged on the side of the road in the middle of the night— because of course it wouldn’t. No one was immune, and Keith was stupid.
He’d been lost in thought so deeply that they’d managed to tackle him to the ground easy. The rest after that was less easy, and he’s sure he’d given them back twice as much as they’d done to him— knife wound to the thigh and bloody nose, obviously— but they got away with his wallet and his keys, and
His dog tags. Shiro’s dog tags, actually, because they’d gone to a dinky little store and gotten them privately engraved, maybe as a joke or maybe as something more. But now it was gone, lose to the abyss of petty crime, and Keith’s neck felt ripped bare without it. He should’ve kept it safe, kept it in his room and hidden out of sight until he needed it, but he was too cocky these days.
It was a wake-up call, but he wishes it hadn’t been so expensive.
He knows if he turns to Shiro— goes to find him and ask him to nurse him back to health— then Shiro won’t stop until he gets back what Keith lost. It won’t be worth it, whatever resources Shiro spends, least of all his time, but he wouldn’t care— and that’s why Keith is having a mental breakdown in the middle of the hall of the dorms. He didn’t even live here, technically. More of a courtesy for them, the paladins, to always have somewhere to come back to, but Keith was pretty sure that the sheets they’d been given were still stacked neat at the foot of the bed, waiting to be slid onto the mattress.
Keith slept at home with Shiro, cuddled against the cold under a plush duvet, pressing his cold against Shiro to suck away. And he always did, even if he pinched and tickled Keith’s sides in revenge.
Every time Keith remembers one moment out of the hundreds like that, he’d always been wearing those damn dog tags. Maybe it was karma, for showing off what wasn’t even his— Shiro’d never officially made a ‘statement’ after all. Never said Keith was his, or that he was Keith’s, and Keith usually wasn’t allowed such great things anyway.
Keith knocks his head back against the locked door. Blood rushes back up his nasal cavity, nearly drowning him, but he allows himself to wallow in the self-pity (and red-tinged mucus) for a bit longer.
Footsteps echo down the hall, just one pair of feet, and Keith shoves his shirt back up against his nose, readying the glare he’d shot at a few cadets a few hours past. He’s sure it’s not them— Galra purple eyes are terrifying at 3 a.m.— but it was still a public hallway.
But it’s not a cadet, not a nurse sent to come drag him to medbay, not even a ghost come to punish him. It’s Shiro.
He’s haggard, half put-together like a ripped page in a photo album. He’s stressing the edges of his hairline as he turns the corner, and his eyes— those beautiful cloud-grey eyes—lock onto Keith immediately.
He has blood on his shirt.
Keith shoves himself from the floor, letting his uniform drop flat against his belly again. He can feel his hackles raising like a threatened dog— like a feral cat ready to defend its own.
“What happened?”
He’s surprised at how rough his voice sounds, but it makes sense. Choking on blood and forcing yourself to stop crying does that to a voice box.
Shiro has a million things to say to that question. Keith can tell. He darts forward, and then forces himself to slow. Marches forward to crowd into Keith’s space, and just hovers. He says none of it.
His palms press warm circles against Keith’s cheeks— filling them red as they pleasantly heat up. Garrison halls were kept cool for some reason or another, and Keith had subjected himself to it for a number of hours.
Keith lets himself lean into the touch— the friendly touch— and doesn’t resist as Shiro checks him over. He finds the scratchy, jagged knife wound on his thigh, and sounds as if he’s gotten physically punched in the gut as soon as he passes over it. Keith tries not to flinch away as he’s examined, but Shiro is gentle enough that he doesn’t need to.
“What happened—” Shiro repeats, dropping to his knees to study the injury. Keith had wrapped his t-shirt, the one he wore underneath his uniform, around it, so it’d long ago stopped bleeding. “— is that you’re an idiot.”
Keith flinches at that, instead.
“I know.” He agrees, thinking back to the way they’d jumped him. If only he’d been watching his back instead of having his head in the clouds— if only he’d brought his knife instead of trusting Earth’s streets. He knew better.
“I don’t think you do know.” Shiro says. When he stands again, he’s all sadness, eyes red and lips pink as he worries them with his teeth. “Why didn’t you come find me? Why are you here?”
The accusations sting, and the tone is like a cleaver against bone. “Didn’t wanna worry you.”
If Shiro were a weaker man— if he hadn’t died and been brought back to life and fought a dictator and a sadist and saved the planet— he probably would have stumbled back and fainted on the spot.
He repeats Keith’s words back, quiet. When he reaches for Keith again, the grip is stronger. He circles his arm across Keith’s shoulders and tugs him close, helping him balance even though Keith didn’t really need it.
“Sorry.” Keith says, only partly so. “They took your.... Your tags.”
He’s proud of himself for not choking on the words, even as they twine up in his throat like weeds.
Shiro goes quiet, lost for the briefest second. It almost disappoints Keith— cements what he’s already assumed and made true in his mind, but Shiro lights up again. “You kept them?”
“Of course I did.” He says, aghast.
He steps wrong on his leg and he goes down without a pained noise. Shiro catches him before he face-plants, but his hands shake as they press against the small of his back.
“Tried to, anyway.” Keith adds, teeth gritting.
“Oh, Keith.”
Shiro stands again, hooking himself further under Keith’s arm. He carries him like that, drags him some of the time as the rush of pain drains Keith of all his strengths and all filters.
He trusts Shiro not to take advantage of that— knows he wouldn’t.
Kosmo is waiting outside the front step of their studio apartment. Shiro had insisted on not needing that much space, and Keith had liked having the open floor plan— less dangerous that way— and Kosmo liked being able to watch them from every angle.
Keith is near the point of passing out when Shiro drags him inside. Once they’re past the threshold, and there’s more room, He hooks Keith’s legs over one arm to carry him easier through the living room.
He’s laid on the bed, bloody mess and all, and Shiro leaves him.
Keith doesn’t panic, only because he can see Shiro’s figure— blearily, but enough— as he whirlwinds through the bathroom.
He returns with towels and painful spray to keep away the infection— and a shirt of his for Keith to change into. Keith struggles to sit up, to peel himself from the cloud-pillows he’d sunken into, but Shiro easily urges him back down with one touch.
Keith drifts, and Shiro fixes him. He wipes away the blood, picks at the lines that had dried and crisped at his nose, and washes it away with a warm rag. He passes his lips across Keith’s cracked ones to kiss them better.
Keith didn’t want to be oblivious, but he didn’t want to read into it, either. Not if Shiro would pull away— not if it would get wrenched from him after dangling so close.
Shiro wipes away the hot tears that spill over, and Keith is grateful that the heat blends in with the washcloth.
When he’s wiped up, and Keith has nodded off a couple times, only to come back to life when he sinks to deep and finds himself scared of falling, Shiro still stays.
He watches Keith doze, watches him come out of it ready to fight, and watches him accept the gentle touch to his chest to calm down.
Shiro aches all over, and he wishes he could take away the hurt in Keith, too.
He drags his finger through the thick, long hair that’d grown out of Keith’s head. It’s not a surprise— it’d always been thick when he was younger, but it’s smooth and easy to card through, and Keith’s shoulders relax as he scratches along the scalp.
Shiro braids it up. Into something loose, just to keep it out of the way, and it’s messy in the back where he doesn’t want to lift too much and disturb the lulling rest Keith gets in the early morning dusklight.
When he finishes, Keith’s irises peek at him from beneath his lashes, swimming and dark. Shiro gathers his hand up and squeezes, palm to palm until it feels like Keith isn’t going to float off and disappear on him.
“I’m sorry I lost your dog tags.” Keith whispers. Ashamed.
Shiro fingers at the blood spot on his shirt. Digs around his pocket. Plucks a chain of silver and dangles it in front of Keith’s face before he sets it down against Keith’s shivering palm.
He doesn’t explain how he got it, doesn’t explain the wallet and keys the he plucks from his chest pocket, either, and Keith isn’t sure he wants to know.
From the back of his mind, he feels a self-satisfied rumble echo. The Black Lion and the Atlas-Captain used to be the same person, after all.
Keith lets the trinket dangle in front of his face, would be shocked silent if not for the unbidden whimpers that build up.
“I— didn’t realize you still had them.” Shiro admits. Ashamed. Keith’s were probably lost to space, taken and burned along with everything else Shiro had had on him when he was stolen from Pluto.
“Always.” Keith breathes. He presses the engraved metal against his lips, breathing in the sharp tang of aluminum. “I love you.”
It comes out reflexively, brought forth by the habitual practice Keith had taken to when he was much younger, and he’s mortified how easy it slips out.
Shiro sighs. He rests his head against the bone of Keith’s hip, savoring the heat Keith radiates. “I love you, too.”
“Like a brother.” Keith replies, wryly. He presses the tags to his chest, to calm his heartbeat.
A gentle touch, to brush away the hair that’d fallen out of its braid.
“I love you,” Shirogane Takashi repeats, “The way you love me.”
He’s sure of it, from the way he says it. Keith didn’t want to be oblivious but— he shakes as Shiro kisses him again, soul heavy and spilling like an overflowed pool.
Kosmo climbs onto the bed to settle beside him, staring him directly down to the core. Keith lets his head fall back, and Shiro pulls back with one more squeeze. The covers tuck across Keith’s chest; the shirt useless now, because Shiro isn’t sure how he’d get it on without disturbing him again.
Keith wasn’t sure how he was allowed to have something so great— something so precious as love from the one he loved, too, but
The dog tags were a pretty good reminder.
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Years & Years star Olly Alexander: 'The landscape has changed for queer artists'
Growing up in Blackpool, Olly Alexander lived next door to a church. As a young gay man, that presented him with a dilemma.
"I was always aware that, in the bible, homosexuality was viewed as sinful and that's always stayed with me," says the singer.
"But I really love religious iconography and religious language because it's so powerful and so evocative... so now I love to play around with that and subvert it."
He certainly achieves that goal on Years & Years' recent single, Sanctify, which characterises being gay as a sacred act. ("Maybe it's heavenly," sings Alexander in the bridge.)
"I love a bit of drama," laughs the singer, "and it doesn't get more dramatic than sanctifying your sins when you pray."
The 27-year-old was inspired to write the song after a brief relationship with a straight man.
"He told me was straight and we became friends, and at a certain point the relationship tipped over into something more intimate - and it felt like we were becoming lovers," explains the singer.
"And suddenly, there was just an explosion of pain and conflict."
The lyrics acknowledge the central tension of the relationship - with Alexander playing both the devil who tempts his lover to "sinfulness" and the angel who "walks through the fire" to help him explore his sexuality.
"I've been out as a gay guy for nearly 10 years, and I know how that journey of coming to terms with your own identity can be really painful," he says.
"I wanted to write something that spoke to that experience."
The single - Years & Years' first new material since 2016 - forms part of a larger, mainstream cultural movement addressing sexuality and gender fluidity; via films like Call Me By Your Name and Love, Simon, and the lyrics of gay and queer artists such as Frank Ocean, Christine & The Queens, Muna and Troye Sivan.
"The landscape has changed dramatically for queer artists," says Alexander.
"In the past, we've all been familiar with pop stars coming out in the middle of their careers, or after they've become huge and that feels like a heavy narrative to queer people.
"Now it seems to be really changing that artists can be out from the start of their career; and it's not some sort of sensationalised headline.
"Of course, there are people who still really struggle with being out, and I know some artists think it might damage their career - but I don't think the tabloids making a splash about sexuality would still happen.
"I think - I think - we can call that progress."
'Barriers to overcome'
Alexander made headlines himself recently, after revealing he was advised to keep his sexuality hidden at the start of Years & Years' career.
Was he surprised at how widely the comments were reported?
"I understand why it's a story," he says. "I think lots of people are shocked when they hear about homophobia, because they think, 'Oh, it's 2018, surely everything's fine now?' But queer people know that it's not.
"There's so much stigma still around being who you are, and there are still so many barriers to overcome.
"So it's an exciting time - but we've got a long way to go, and I think we need to stay vigilant".
Alexander has emerged as one of music's leading voices on sexuality and mental health since Years & Years won the BBC's Sound Of 2015.
"A lifeline to troubled young people," is how the Observer described him in 2016; while Gay Times wrote he was "one of the most influential gay pop stars of this generation," adding with a flourish: "All hail the King!"
The singer has spoken candidly about being bullied at school, and how he was burdened with anxiety and depression because "society taught me being gay was not normal".
Even now, he says "romantic relationships [are] quite hard because there's a lot of emotional trauma and emotional baggage that is kind of present".
"I'm kind of a self-sabotager," he says. "And there's so many reasons for that - but I should save those for my therapist."
Or for his lyrics...
Years & Years' second album, Palo Santo - launched this morning with a short film featuring Dame Judi Dench - is an intoxicating brew of streamlined, kinetic electro-pop that's haunted by bad relationships.
From the boyfriends Alexander dumped or was dumped by, to his estranged father and the "enemies" he battles on a song called Karma, it sounds like the star's been put through the wringer over the last couple of years.
"Oh, does it?" he says, surprised.
"I always present a confident, optimistic front in my daily life, and I try not to let negativity come through. But in songs, that's how I process those emotions and complex feelings. So I don't know that I've been through the wringer, as much as this is just how I process my experiences."
Still, there are quite a lot of break-ups on the record.
"Actually, you're right. It's quite a petty album," he concedes. "When I listened to it all the way through, I was like, 'Wow, I was so angry!'
"But it's good to show that stuff, you know? I think it's human."
Not everyone agrees. Someone close to the band recently told Alexander his lyrics were "not accessible enough".
He won't say who - but they're wrong. Alexander's unvarnished account of his demons, desires and doubts is what makes fans clasp Years & Years to their hearts.
The best pop music, after all, is written by outsiders for outsiders.
"I think so," he agrees. "Pop can be a Trojan Horse. You can dress it up as a dancehall banger but actually it can have a deep meaning inside of its shiny coating."
That's exemplified on Hallelujah, a frisky disco track about the joy of dancing with strangers that also looks at the loneliness of random hook-ups.
"I used to go clubbing a lot, and a lot of that time it was because I wanted to meet somebody," explains Alexander.
"I just wanted to find a connection and it didn't matter who it was, sometimes. There was a real, almost dark energy that was propelling me to keep going out. But there was also a redemptive quality to doing that.
"I think a lot about how clubs are almost like queer churches. You go and congregate and you dance. That's always been a sacred experience for me, although it's been both positive and negative. I wanted to write a song that flitted between those two things."
Does he still go out clubbing, or has fame made it impossible?
"Not as much as I used to, for sure. There have been a couple of times where people just want to take pictures of you.
"And the last place I want to have my picture taken," he says, a grin spreading across his face, "is when I'm embarrassing myself in a sweaty drunk mess in a club."
As for relationships, Alexander says "all options are on the table" - but one in particular stands out.
"What I think would suit me was if I was in a thruple and the other two guys lived in a house nearby," he laughs.
"I could visit them every now and then and they'd cook me dinner, and then I could just go home and watch TV by myself."
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1-102 for the ask thing
1.) what’s a song you depict with your childhood? doesn't remind me- audioslave
2.) did you have a memorable childhood pet? Ophelia!!! She was a beautiful and amazing cat
3.) have you ever been drunk? Ya
4.) have you ever tried drugs? U bet
5.) have you ever completely regretted what you’ve said? Yep
6.) have you ever made someone cry? Yeah
7.) has someone ever made you cry? Yep!
8.) have you ever been in love? if so, describe the moment you knew it. Yeah, the first time I fell in love I knew because she just gave me this feeling like I only wanted the best for her regardless of if she was with me or not (but it was awful to see her with anyone else)
9.) which came first the chicken or the egg? Chicken
10.) are you part of the lgbtq+ community? do you support them? I'm queer af
11.) how many siblings do you have? 4
12.) have you ever been in love with someone you couldn’t love? This is gay culture/ yes
13.) are you a good cook? Eh
14.) what is your favorite tv show? the Gay and Wonderous Life of Caleb Gallo!
15.) what is the last movie you cried during? Tbh that one with Robert pattinson where he dies
16.) what are songs you’ve cried to when you first heard them? (if any) Space Oddity- David Bowie
17.) do you have a middle name? Elaina Dorothy
18.) have you been out of your country? Yeah I've been to the US, France, and Spain!
19.) are you a chocolate fan or not? Yaaa
20.) how many people have you kissed? Not counting truth or dare kisses with friends- 11? At least
21.) what is your favorite album? Rn probably Digital Druglord or Nothing Above Nothing Below
22.) what is your dream car? Something old and aesthetic
23.) what is your lucky/favorite number? 9
24.) what is your favorite flower? Baby's breath?
25.) books or movies, why? Books bc they've always been there for me
26.) have you ever been on a blind date? No
27.) has one of your friends ever backstabbed you? High school in a nutshell
28.) have you ever backstabbed one of your friends? Probably
29.) what thing do you symbolize love with? Making people watch heathers
30.) do you have neat handwriting? Noooo
31.) do you have a friend with benefits? Sorta
32.) do you want a friend with benefits? Depends on the alternative 
33.) if you could be anything in the world, what would you be? Not mentally ill
34.) have you ever been blackout drunk? Far too many times, far too often
35.) have you ever met someone famous? A couple musicians ?
36.) how many concerts have you been to? A bunch
37.) which concerts have you been to? I can't remember things rn
38.) do you have a hidden talent? ;)
39.) what do you do when you’re stressed? Masturbate/smoke/cry/run repeat
40.) do you think money can buy love? Not real love
41.) how old would you date? 20
42.) have you ever done something illegal? Shoplifting+ tresspassing
43.) what is your biggest fear? Being alone and unloved
44.) what is an unusual fear you have? Idk
45.) can you drive? Less can you, more should you
46.) do you believe in supernatural creatures? Sorta
47.) do you believe in karma? Yes
48.) what is one quality you need in your partner? Independence 
49.) do looks matter? Yes (not conventional beauty tho)
50.) does size matter? Nah
51.) who is the last person you forgave? I'm more of the one to be forgiven 
52.) what is your favorite ice cream flavor? Coffee or caramel or chocolate 
53.) what languages can you speak besides english? French-ish
54.) ever been on a plane? Ya
55.) ever been on a boat? Ya
56.) is there anyone you’ve lost touch with that you wish you hadn’t? Yep
57.) are there any friendships you regret? Yes
58.) are there any friendships you wish you could make? Yeah
59.) have you ever stayed awake for 24 (+) hours? Yep
60.) have you ever walked outside after 12 am? Yes it's my favourite thing
61.) have you ever seen a sunrise completely through? Yeah!
62.) are you scared of rollercoasters? Yes
63.) on a scale of 1-10 how stressed are you usually? 6
64.) do you have any plans this weekend? Take a bath, call Addison, see my friends! And work :-(
65.) do you miss anyone right now? Yeah
66.) who do you wish you were talking to right now? Jade or Simon or Addison or Avery I miss Avery sm tbh
67.) if you could have any superpower, what would it be? Super good memory
68.) who is your favorite superhero? Spider-Man tbh
69.) are you dirty minded? Ya
70.) what is your favorite song from every decade starting at that 80’s? Can't pick just one
71.) how many kids, if any, do you want? MAYBE one
72.) who is your biggest OTP? Me n mental stability 
73.) what is your favorite food? Is latte foam food 
74.) do you want to be married one day? Fuck that but also yes ya feel 
75.) dogs or cats? Both 
76.) do you drink enough water daily? So much
77.) have you ever seen a shooting star? I think
78.) if you had the opportunity to go to the moon, would you? Nah
79.) how many best friends do you have? 1 soulmate, 4 best friends
80.) when was the last time you cried? Yesterday
81.) have you ever laughed so hard you peed yourself? I think so
82.) have you ever made anyone laugh so hard they peed? Maybe?
83.) if you could travel any where in the world, where would you go? California 
84.) what are 3 words you would use to describe yourself? Gay, anxious, loser
85.) do you consider yourself a loyal person? Yep
86.) what is your favorite season and why? Fall! Perfect weather for my fav clothes+ halloween
87.) have you ever told anyone you loved them, and didn’t mean it? All the time my dude
88.) do you know how to play any instruments? Yeah! Cello guitar bass uke and piano
89.) do like like falling asleep to music or not? Yep
90.) what are you allergic to? Healthy stable relationships
91.) have you ever wanted to be someone else for a day just so you could see what there life is like? Yeah
92.) if you could be any character from your favorite tv show would you, and if so, who would you be? I'd be Jon snow bc he pretty
93.) if you could be best friends with any celebrity who would it be and why? He's not really a celebrity but I wanna hang out w Matt toka 
94.) are you outgoing? Trying 2 b
95.) have you ever wanted to kiss someone, but weren’t brave enough to? Story of my life
96.) are you a good flirt? Good? Debatable. Flirt? Yes.
97.) have you ever been turned down, or have you ever turned anyone down? Ya and ya!
98.) which planet is your favorite? This one
99.) are you superstitious? A bit
100.) are you a good listener? I think so
101.) are you a good kisser? Apparently! I've been told that quite a bit
102.) would you kiss any of your friends? I think I have kissed all my friends (who live within kissing distance)
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DO ALL THE FUCKING ASKS YOU PIECE OF NERD
HELL YEA LETS GO (luv you beb)
1.) what’s a song you depict with your childhood? Pinball Wizard by the Who2.) did you have a memorable childhood pet? my pupper who passed away, julie
3.) have you ever been drunk? naw just a bit tipsy4.) have you ever tried drugs? i smoked the weeds once5.) have you ever completely regretted what you’ve said? lmao yes6.) have you ever made someone cry? yes :(7.) has someone ever made you cry? LMAO yes8.) have you ever been in love? if so, describe the moment you knew it. i think i have. it was a gradual thing and the more i knew him the more i loved him9.) which came first the chicken or the egg? the vagina10.) are you part of the lgbtq+ community? do you support them? i am indeed. i am a non-binary bisexaul11.) how many siblings do you have? 112.) have you ever been in love with someone you couldn’t love? yee the person mentioned earlier13.) are you a good cook? idk man14.) what is your favorite tv show? BATES MOTEL15.) what is the last movie you cried during? the last movie i remember crying at was the Danish Girl16.) what are songs you’ve cried to when you first heard them? (if any) black bird by the beatles is the first one to come to mind17.) do you have a middle name? Eve18.) have you been out of your country? nope19.) are you a chocolate fan or not? hell yes20.) how many people have you kissed? 4? 5?21.) what is your favorite album? sargent peppers lonely hearts club22.) what is your dream car? an old volkswagon beatles23.) what is your lucky/favorite number? 7 and 1324.) what is your favorite flower? sunflowers25.) books or movies, why? books because its a co-op experience between the author and the reader26.) have you ever been on a blind date? nope27.) has one of your friends ever backstabbed you? yup28.) have you ever backstabbed one of your friends? i dont think so29.) what thing do you symbolize love with? handholding. lol long answer the goes along with it that i dont feel like typing right now30.) do you have neat handwriting? not reaally31.) do you have a friend with benefits? nope32.) do you want a friend with benefits? naw33.) if you could be anything in the world, what would you be? a big asss spider34.) have you ever been blackout drunk? nope35.) have you ever met someone famous? yup, my favorite being bob saget36.) how many concerts have you been to? i wanna say 9?37.) which concerts have you been to? twentyone pilots, melanie martinez (x2) frnkiero (x2), panic! and the disco, fall out boy, lady gaga, flaming lips, etc38.) do you have a hidden talent? lol no39.) what do you do when you’re stressed? scratch and fiddle40.) do you think money can buy love? no41.) how old would you date? im not sure. i’ve tried to date 4 years older so i guess…?42.) have you ever done something illegal? ehehe yes43.) what is your biggest fear? failure44.) what is an unusual fear you have? im not suree45.) can you drive? yeee46.) do you believe in supernatural creatures? i believe in ghosts and aliens47.) do you believe in karma? yee48.) what is one quality you need in your partner? humor 49.) do looks matter? i mean yes? i would want to be attracted to a person to be in a relationship with them50.) does size matter? *wink wonk*51.) who is the last person you forgave? someone who hurt me52.) what is your favorite ice cream flavor? i like coffee and mint chocolate chip53.) what languages can you speak besides english? im learning spanish54.) ever been on a plane? yup55.) ever been on a boat? yup56.) is there anyone you’ve lost touch with that you wish you hadn’t? yes unfortunaly57.) are there any friendships you regret? no not really. all friendships that have ended badly have shaped future friendships 58.) are there any friendships you wish you could make? absolutely59.) have you ever stayed awake for 24 (+) hours? lol of course60.) have you ever walked outside after 12 am? yup61.) have you ever seen a sunrise completely through? yes and its beautiful 62.) are you scared of rollercoasters? nope i love rollercoasters63.) on a scale of 1-10 how stressed are you usually? like an 864.) do you have any plans this weekend? yup!65.) do you miss anyone right now? yes :(
66.) who do you wish you were talking to right now? my friend bean who is streaming
67.) if you could have any superpower, what would it be? remember that post about the power of probability? 68.) who is your favorite superhero? i love wonder woman, storm, and jubilee 
69.) are you dirty minded? hehehe yes70.) what is your favorite song from every decade starting at that 80’s?o jeez. take on me,  semi-charmed life, mr brightside, make up your mind71.) how many kids, if any, do you want? idk if i want kids but maybe 172.) who is your biggest OTP? me and my happiness73.) what is your favorite food? i love mac and cheese74.) do you want to be married one day? i think so75.) dogs or cats? cats76.) do you drink enough water daily? prolly not77.) have you ever seen a shooting star? yes and it was amazing78.) if you had the opportunity to go to the moon, would you? yES79.) how many best friends do you have? 3 and 3 close friends80.) when was the last time you cried?this morning81.) have you ever laughed so hard you peed yourself? yes82.) have you ever made anyone laugh so hard they peed? yes83.) if you could travel any where in the world, where would you go? london or india84.) what are 3 words you would use to describe yourself? bitchy, tired, emo85.) do you consider yourself a loyal person? oh yee86.) what is your favorite season and why? autumn cause the colors and the spices and the leaves are just erotic87.) have you ever told anyone you loved them, and didn’t mean it? no88.) do you know how to play any instruments? i play piano89.) do like like falling asleep to music or not? i cant fall asleep listening to stuff 90.) what are you allergic to? i dont think anything91.) have you ever wanted to be someone else for a day just so you could see what there life is like? oh absolutely92.) if you could be any character from your favorite tv show would you, and if so, who would you be? lol i wouldnt want to be anyone from bates motel93.) if you could be best friends with any celebrity who would it be and why? sasha velour (yes shes a celebrity)94.) are you outgoing? yea probably95.) have you ever wanted to kiss someone, but weren’t brave enough to? yes96.) are you a good flirt? i dont think so lol97.) have you ever been turned down, or have you ever turned anyone down? yes and yes98.) which planet is your favorite? i like neptune99.) are you superstitious? not really100.) are you a good listener? yes101.) are you a good kisser? wanna find out? *wink wonk*102.) would you kiss any of your friends? hell yes my friends are beautiful
thank you very much to one of my beautiful friends for making me do this :)
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I wanna be *that* person just once... answer all of the questions
Lmao well if you are gonna be that person you better read my answer to every single one of these questions 😂😂😂 (I’ll leave the ones I’ve already answered)
1.) what’s a song you depict with your childhood? N/A
2.) did you have a memorable childhood pet?
Yeah I had two cats and a border collie ♥️
3.) have you ever been drunk?
Fuck yes 
4.) have you ever tried drugs?
Yup, nothing hardcore tho 
5.) have you ever completely regretted what you’ve said?
Pretty much everything that I say 24/7??????? Yeah probably when I told that guy I loved him and he didn’t love me back Ahahah
6.) have you ever made someone cry?
Yeah, though it’s usually from being really funny or making them sad-happy cry 
7.) has someone ever made you cry?
All my friends and most of my family 
8.) have you ever been in love? if so, describe the moment you knew it? N/A
9.) which came first the chicken or the egg?
Considering I believe in god, I’m gonna go with the chicken. 
10.) are you part of the lgbtq+ community? do you support them?
I identify as bi and support all the lgbtq+ community. Everyone deserves to have a support system and find people who are similar and have had similar experiences to them 
11.) how many siblings do you have?
Just the one 
12.) have you ever been in love with someone you couldn’t love? N/A
13.) are you a good cook?
I like to think so, though the number of dishes I can makes probably wants expanding 
14.) what is your favorite tv show?
Omg don’t ask me this 😭😭 Supernatural, Criminal Minds, The OA, 3%, Brooklyn 99, Arrested Development, Broadchurch, Whitechapel, Orphan Black, The Get Down….I have so many and I don’t have a singular favourite! 
15.) what is the last movie you cried during?
Idk, probably beauty and the beast (animated version) I always cry watching that
16.) what are songs you’ve cried to when you first heard them? (if any)
Omg a youtuber who does videos mainly taking the piss. Is actually super into music and can sing and I heard a cover he did of a one direction song and cried! 
17.) do you have a middle name?
I have two even 😂
18.) have you been out of your country?
Lmao definitely 
19.) are you a chocolate fan or not?
Fucking hell yes! I’d die without chocolate tbh 
20.) how many people have you kissed?
Maybe 4????
21.) what is your favorite album?
Forest Hill Drive - J Cole & 4 your eyes only - J Cole 
22.) what is your dream car?
Either an Classic American Muscle car or something from a James Bond film
23.) what is your lucky/favorite number?
18
24.) what is your favorite flower?
Forget me nots or baby’s breath (?)
25.) books or movies, why?
Depends, I love books. But I watch way more movies! So probably movies 
26.) have you ever been on a blind date?
Nope and wouldn’t be that keen to try
27.) has one of your friends ever backstabbed you?
Yup, should have know they were a snake 
28.) have you ever backstabbed one of your friends?
Not purposely, no!
29.) what thing do you symbolize love with?I’m not really sure 
30.) do you have neat handwriting?
Depends on what pen I’m using honestly 
31.) do you have a friend with benefits?
No ahahahah
32.) do you want a friend with benefits?
It would be cool to try, but I feel as though I wouldn’t be able to cope with it 
33.) if you could be anything in the world, what would you be?
Rich
34.) have you ever been blackout drunk?
No, but I’ve had some nights that have been a bit patchy 
35.) have you ever met someone famous?
I met the all blacks team once 
36.) how many concerts have you been to?
One and going to another in October 
37.) which concerts have you been to?
I went to see The Cure and and going to see J Cole soon 🎉
38.) do you have a hidden talent?
I can poke you exactly in the belly button, even if I can’t see where it is 
39.) what do you do when you’re stressed?
Sleep, or procrastinate to the point of even more stress 
40.) do you think money can buy love?
No
41.) how old would you date?
Well I’m 18, almost 19. So I probably wouldn’t date past 25.
42.) have you ever done something illegal?
Probably 
43.) what is your biggest fear?
Being alone 
44.) what is an unusual fear you have?
I don’t really have one 
45.) can you drive?
Yeah but only in New Zealand 
46.) do you believe in supernatural creatures?
For sure 
47.) do you believe in karma?
Definitely, I’m just waiting for a few people to get what they deserve 
48.) what is one quality you need in your partner?
Humour 
49.) do looks matter?
Not particularly, but they definitely help. But in the end it doesn’t matter 
50.) does size matter?
Nope, as long as you are happy
51.) who is the last person you forgave?
My best friend for cracking not even 2 days into Junk free June. Something we are suppose to be doing together lmao 
52.) what is your favorite ice cream flavor?
Oooooooh! Ben and Jerry’s Peanut Butter Cup or Mint chocolate chip 
53.) what languages can you speak besides english?
Unfortunately just English 
54.) ever been on a plane?
Yes, I love planes 
55.) ever been on a boat?
Yeah! 
56.) is there anyone you’ve lost touch with that you wish you hadn’t?
A few people, but it is what it is
57.) are there any friendships you regret?
Surprisingly not that many, but there are a few I wish could have been avoided 
58.) are there any friendships you wish you could make?
Probably with my mutuals and a few people I went to high school with who seem really cool! But it’s too late to try and initiate anything now
59.) have you ever stayed awake for 24 (+) hours?
Yes, and like with my 48 hours awake. I died. I love sleep too much 
60.) have you ever walked outside after 12 am?
Yeah, to get Maccas and because i was too broke to taxi and it was to late for buses 
61.) have you ever seen a sunrise completely through?
Yeah, me and a friend specially got up to watch it! Sat on the room in out sleeping bags to see it! 
62.) are you scared of rollercoasters?
Ahahahahah yes but I still love them 
63.) on a scale of 1-10 how stressed are you usually?
Currently it’s pretty low probably a 2 
64.) do you have any plans this weekend?
Might go clubbing but also might sleep
65.) do you miss anyone right now?
@dysfunctionalgroup
66.) who do you wish you were talking to right now?
I’m already talking to the people I want to be talking to! 
67.) if you could have any superpower, what would it be?
Mind Reading
68.) who is your favorite superhero?
At the moment Iron Man and Wonder Woman 
69.) are you dirty minded?
Ahahahah yes 
70.) what is your favorite song from every decade starting at that 80’s?
Red Red Wine- U2 (80’s)Don’t Speak- No Doubt or Ready or Not- Fugees (all of the 90’s have some good vibes tho so…)Fuck You- Lilly Allen (00’s)Stay with Me- Sam Smith (2010’s) 
71.) how many kids, if any, do you want?
2 ideally but I wouldn’t be opposed to more or less
72.) who is your biggest OTP?
DESTIEL 
73.) what is your favorite food?
All food 
74.) do you want to be married one day?
It would be nice!
75.) dogs or cats?
Both but I probably would go for a cat 
76.) do you drink enough water daily?
I drink so much water, I’m currently at about 3 litres a day 
77.) have you ever seen a shooting star?
Yeah, they are cool! Sadly none of my wishes have been granted 
78.) if you had the opportunity to go to the moon, would you?
I guess 
79.) how many best friends do you have?
I think 4?????
80.) when was the last time you cried?Like 2 days ago, I had really bad period cramps 
81.) have you ever laughed so hard you peed yourself?
Yes ahahahah, it’s always a major concern of mine!
82.) have you ever made anyone laugh so hard they peed? N/A
83.) if you could travel any where in the world, where would you go?
Well I want to go back to New Zealand, but also really want to go and visit Italy again 
84.) what are 3 words you would use to describe yourself?
Funny, Kind and Cuddly 
85.) do you consider yourself a loyal person?
I like to think so 
86.) what is your favorite season and why?
Summer, I love the heat and the fashion, I like going to the beach and chilling by pool! I like day drinking and being lazy! I like seeing the sun and having long days! 
87.) have you ever told anyone you loved them, and didn’t mean it?
Yes, and there are few who I know have done the same back 
88.) do you know how to play any instruments?
I can technically play the piano but not very well
89.) do like like falling asleep to music or not?
Depends on my mood and the music 
90.) what are you allergic to?
Nothing that I know of
91.) have you ever wanted to be someone else for a day just so you could see what there life is like?
Yeah, anyone famous or rich tbh
92.) if you could be any character from your favorite tv show would you, and if so, who would you be?
I really don’t know 😒
93.) if you could be best friends with any celebrity who would it be and why?
Definitely want to be friends with Rhianna or Chance the Rapper they seem like a lot time honestly! And can’t go wrong with someone who’s always gonna have good music going! But also love to have Misha Collins as a bestie 
94.) are you outgoing?
When I want to be! 
95.) have you ever wanted to kiss someone, but weren’t brave enough to?
Yes 
96.) are you a good flirt?
When I’m not being awkward and putting my foot in my mouth yes! 
97.) have you ever been turned down, or have you ever turned anyone down?
Yes to both
98.) which planet is your favorite? N/A
99.) are you superstitious?
A little bit but not majorly 
100.) are you a good listener?
I think so! 
101.) are you a good kisser
I don’t know, probably just average! I don’t get that much practise 
102.) would you kiss any of your friends?
All of them!!!!! Well @dysfunctionalgroup and maybe a couple of others who I know wouldn’t take it seriously if I kissed them!
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msf-diamond-dog · 7 years
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1.)-102.) !!!
1.) what’s a song you depict with your childhood?Invert by Blindside!
2.) did you have a memorable childhood pet?Yeah we had a black German shephard named Akiva but she ran away
3.) have you ever been drunk?Yeah
4.) have you ever tried drugs?Nope
5.) have you ever completely regretted what you’ve said?Not completely, no. I try to choose my words carefully
6.) have you ever made someone cry?Yeah
7.) has someone ever made you cry?Yes
8.) have you ever been in love? if so, describe the moment you knew it. Yeah. When I decided to stay through the difficulties
9.) which came first the chicken or the egg?You can’t just have “CHICKEN”
10.) are you part of the lgbtq+ community? do you support them?Not a part of it but I support it!
11.) how many siblings do you have?Two! One younger and one older
12.) have you ever been in love with someone you couldn’t love?No??
13.) are you a good cook?I don’t think so but other people say I am so idk
14.) what is your favorite tv show?At the moment, Fresh Off the Boat!
15.) what is the last movie you cried during?A movie never made me cry
16.) what are songs you’ve cried to when you first heard them? (if any)Genosha by Project 86, Snuff by Slipknot, and Gold and Silver by Stavesacre
17.) do you have a middle name?Yeah, Jacob
18.) have you been out of your country?Sadly, no :C
19.) are you a chocolate fan or not?Yell heah.
20.) how many people have you kissed?Zero
21.) what is your favorite album?Issues by Korn
22.) what is your dream car?Blue 68 Mustang 👌👌
23.) what is your lucky/favorite number?7
24.) what is your favorite flower?Orchids!
25.) books or movies, why?They’re both very different to me, so I can’t choose one over another
26.) have you ever been on a blind date?Never even been on a vision one.
27.) has one of your friends ever backstabbed you?Yeah
28.) have you ever backstabbed one of your friends?No
29.) what thing do you symbolize love with?Patience, kindness. Selflessness.
30.) do you have neat handwriting? Generally yes
31.) do you have a friend with benefits?No
32.) do you want a friend with benefits?Nah
33.) if you could be anything in the world, what would you be?A rock
34.) have you ever been blackout drunk?No
35.) have you ever met someone famous?Yeah
36.) how many concerts have you been to?10 I think?
37.) which concerts have you been to?Smithfield, disciple, love and death, korn, slipknot, rob zombie, Marilyn manson, project 86
38.) do you have a hidden talent?Nah
39.) what do you do when you’re stressed?Work through it
40.) do you think money can buy love?No
41.) how old would you date?Mmm 26 maybe?
42.) have you ever done something illegal?I’m sure I have but I’ve never like murdered anyone or anything
43.) what is your biggest fear?Losing family or friends
44.) what is an unusual fear you have?Trypophobia
45.) can you drive?Yeah
46.) do you believe in supernatural creatures?That’s kinda a loaded question for me. Kinda.
47.) do you believe in karma?To an extent
48.) what is one quality you need in your partner?They care about me
49.) do looks matter?I’d say no but like that doesn’t sound right. If I love you then you’re the beautifulest person ever to me.
50.) does size matter?Idk bro its all preference
51.) who is the last person you forgave?Idk. I don’t hold grudges really so I don’t keep track of who I forgive and when. I try to forgive everyone.
52.) what is your favorite ice cream flavor?Strawberry!
53.) what languages can you speak besides english? None :C
54.) ever been on a plane?Nope
55.) ever been on a boat? Yeah
56.) is there anyone you’ve lost touch with that you wish you hadn’t? Yeah!
57.) are there any friendships you regret?Nah. Even the shit ones help you learn things
58.) are there any friendships you wish you could make?Not really. I love the friends I have
59.) have you ever stayed awake for 24 (+) hours?Yeah.
60.) have you ever walked outside after 12 am?Yes?
61.) have you ever seen a sunrise completely through?Yeah!
62.) are you scared of rollercoasters? Nope
63.) on a scale of 1-10 how stressed are you usually?6 prolly
64.) do you have any plans this weekend?Not really! Going to cook dinner for fathers day tomorrow but that’s it
65.) do you miss anyone right now?Yeah
66.) who do you wish you were talking to right now?I’m talking to them!
67.) if you could have any superpower, what would it be?Fuckin aqua man powers. I’d never leave the ocean
68.) who is your favorite superhero?Batman!
69.) are you dirty minded?Sometimes
70.) what is your favorite song from every decade starting at that 80’s?My favorite songs change all the time but for now, For Whom the Bell Tolls by Metallica, Decend by Circle of Dust, Here to Stay by Korn, and Genosha by Project 86
71.) how many kids, if any, do you want?I’d like 2!
72.) who is your biggest OTP?Really don’t have one
73.) what is your favorite food?I really dont have an all time favorite!
74.) do you want to be married one day?Yes, very much
75.) dogs or cats?I love both but I like dogs a bit better
76.) do you drink enough water daily?Probably not
77.) have you ever seen a shooting star?Yeah!
78.) if you had the opportunity to go to the moon, would you?Hell yeah
79.) how many best friends do you have?Like 1?
80.) when was the last time you cried?Uhh about a week ago
81.) have you ever laughed so hard you peed yourself?No
82.) have you ever made anyone laugh so hard they peed?No
83.) if you could travel any where in the world, where would you go?Germany and Australia!
84.) what are 3 words you would use to describe yourself?Big fuckin disappointment
85.) do you consider yourself a loyal person?Yes
86.) what is your favorite season and why?Winter cause I love the cold and nighttime
87.) have you ever told anyone you loved them, and didn’t mean it?No
88.) do you know how to play any instruments?Bass guitar
89.) do like like falling asleep to music or not?I do!
90.) what are you allergic to?I don’t think I’m allergic to anything
91.) have you ever wanted to be someone else for a day just so you could see what there life is like?Not really, no.
92.) if you could be any character from your favorite tv show would you, and if so, who would you be?Whoever ain’t got depression
93.) if you could be best friends with any celebrity who would it be and why?Is I man. Probably some band member or another.
94.) are you outgoing?I’m pretty shy.
95.) have you ever wanted to kiss someone, but weren’t brave enough to?Yeah
96.) are you a good flirt?If I want to be
97.) have you ever been turned down, or have you ever turned anyone down?Yes, yes
98.) which planet is your favorite?This one??
99.) are you superstitious?Nope
100.) are you a good listener? Maybe? Your have to ask someone else
101.) are you a good kisserNO ONE KNOWS
102.) would you kiss any of your friends?Yeah prolly
Thank you Jana! C:
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shinya-ren · 7 years
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do all the "ask me stuff !!!🌞☁️🌈" questions
1.) what’s a song you depict with your childhood?None in particular2.) did you have a memorable childhood pet?No, I never had a pet, because my mom doesn’t like animals3.) have you ever been drunk?yes4.) have you ever tried drugs?yes once and it was not worth it5.) have you ever completely regretted what you’ve said?mostlikely yes but I can’t think of a particular situation6.) have you ever made someone cry?In therapeutic setting yes, but I don’t think that counts7.) has someone ever made you cry?yes, I cry a lot8.) have you ever been in love? if so, describe the moment you knew it. yes, because it just felt different than anything I felt before and I knew that until that moment I actually never had feelings for anybody9.) which came first the chicken or the egg?chicken10.) are you part of the lgbtq+ community? do you support them?no part. And I am not against them, everybody should do whatever they want, but I would not go to a pro-demo or something like that11.) how many siblings do you have?one brother, one sister12.) have you ever been in love with someone you couldn’t love?I don’t understand the question... if it means, have I ever been unhappy in love, the answer is yes13.) are you a good cook?yes, I think so14.) what is your favorite tv show?gotham15.) what is the last movie you cried during?no idea, but I cry during nearly every movies, so probably whatever the last one I watched was16.) what are songs you’ve cried to when you first heard them? (if any)quite a few by matenrou opera and yami ni furu kiseki by D’espairsRay, hurt by Johnny Cash17.) do you have a middle name?Yes, Edith18.) have you been out of your country?Yes, quite a few times, I go abroad about twice a year19.) are you a chocolate fan or not?definitely yes20.) how many people have you kissed?good question, I have no idea... something around twenty maybe21.) what is your favorite album?anything by Matenrou Opera, but I can’t decide which on... maybe kassai to gekijou no gloria22.) what is your dream car?Chevrolet Camaro transformers edition23.) what is your lucky/favorite number?2124.) what is your favorite flower?I don’t like flowers25.) books or movies, why?movies, because I just can’t get as much emotion and imagination out of words26.) have you ever been on a blind date?yes, kind of, but I was not informed otherwise I would not have gone because I was totally not interested in the guy my friends brought along27.) has one of your friends ever backstabbed you?yes kind of28.) have you ever backstabbed one of your friends?I would say no29.) what thing do you symbolize love with?honesty, trust and safet30.) do you have neat handwriting? god noxD31.) do you have a friend with benefits?no32.) do you want a friend with benefits?no33.) if you could be anything in the world, what would you be?a mom34.) have you ever been blackout drunk?no, I usually remember35.) have you ever met someone famous?yes36.) how many concerts have you been to?I don’t know, too many to count37.) which concerts have you been to?only j-rock, but all kind of different bands38.) do you have a hidden talent?no39.) what do you do when you’re stressed?get hectic40.) do you think money can buy love?no41.) how old would you date?like maybe 5years older than me42.) have you ever done something illegal?yes, f.ex. speeding, I do that quite a lot43.) what is your biggest fear?fire... or open water, I can’t decide44.) what is an unusual fear you have?I don’t think that any of my fears are unusual 45.) can you drive?yes46.) do you believe in supernatural creatures?no47.) do you believe in karma?not really48.) what is one quality you need in your partner?honesty49.) do looks matter?yes50.) does size matter?yes51.) who is the last person you forgave?err... colleague at work maybe, we usually fight a bit when it’s hectic but always make up afterwards52.) what is your favorite ice cream flavor?that’s difficult, anything that tastes like chocolate (like snikers or kinder) or like cakes or cookies53.) what languages can you speak besides english? german, a little japanese... I used to be able to speak some french and spanish but I haven’t in years so I think I forgot everything54.) ever been on a plane?yes, quite a lot to be honest. I love flying55.) ever been on a boat? yes, about three times, but I hate ships, I am super afraid of going by ship56.) is there anyone you’ve lost touch with that you wish you hadn’t? no, I mean I lost touch for a reason57.) are there any friendships you regret?not really, you can learn from everything58.) are there any friendships you wish you could make?no59.) have you ever stayed awake for 24 (+) hours?yes60.) have you ever walked outside after 12 am?yes61.) have you ever seen a sunrise completely through?maybe, not sure62.) are you scared of rollercoasters? no63.) on a scale of 1-10 how stressed are you usually?7-8 is my baseline I guessxD64.) do you have any plans this weekend?yes, work and weekend courses at university65.) do you miss anyone right now?my sister66.) who do you wish you were talking to right now?noone really67.) if you could have any superpower, what would it be?flying68.) who is your favorite superhero?batman69.) are you dirty minded?dependsxD70.) what is your favorite song from every decade starting at that 80’s?that’s like the most difficult question ever80: Spandau Ballet - Through the barricades90: anything by backstreet boys (they were my first favourite band)00: D’espairsRay - Yami ni furu kiseki10: Matenrou Opera - Justice71.) how many kids, if any, do you want?one or two, at least one boy72.) who is your biggest OTP?none73.) what is your favorite food?icecream74.) do you want to be married one day?yes, maybe75.) dogs or cats?definitely dogs76.) do you drink enough water daily?yes, I try to at least77.) have you ever seen a shooting star?yes78.) if you had the opportunity to go to the moon, would you?yes79.) how many best friends do you have?two maybe80.) when was the last time you cried?I’m not sure, but mostlikely within the last week81.) have you ever laughed so hard you peed yourself?no82.) have you ever made anyone laugh so hard they peed?I don’t think so83.) if you could travel any where in the world, where would you go?tokyo84.) what are 3 words you would use to describe yourself?difficult, hard-working, honest85.) do you consider yourself a loyal person?yes86.) what is your favorite season and why?spring if it is warm, otherwise summer... because I like warm weather and hate rain and snow87.) have you ever told anyone you loved them, and didn’t mean it?no88.) do you know how to play any instruments?yes, I used to play flute and clarinet89.) do like like falling asleep to music or not?I usually don’t listen to music when I go to sleep90.) what are you allergic to?nothing91.) have you ever wanted to be someone else for a day just so you could see what there life is like?not really92.) if you could be any character from your favorite tv show would you, and if so, who would you be?nya, I don’t think gotham would be a good place to live, but I would choose Babara if I had to93.) if you could be best friends with any celebrity who would it be and why?Ayama from Matenrou Opera, because he seems to be a nice person and is quite intelligent94.) are you outgoing?not really95.) have you ever wanted to kiss someone, but weren’t brave enough to?yes96.) are you a good flirt?nya97.) have you ever been turned down, or have you ever turned anyone down?yes and yes98.) which planet is your favorite?jupiter99.) are you superstitious?no100.) are you a good listener? yes101.) are you a good kisserI don’t know... nobody complained yet, so maybe yesxD102.) would you kiss any of your friends? no
Thank you^-^
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musicreviewsforfun · 7 years
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Radiohead: OK Computer
9/10
Radiohead’s landmark 90′s album is brilliant. Dealing with themes of isolation, the increased need for technology in the modern age, aliens, romeo and juliet and even karma. They handle these topics in the kidst of some of the most unique production I’ve ever heard. That’s nott o say the albums sound is completely original, it borrows from My Bloody Valentines Loveless in its’s huge sound and gives me a little bit of a Joy Division vibe? Go listen to Joy Division’s closer. It has an equally cold feeling to it. 
The album opens with the epic ‘Airbag’ which comes across like a louder Nirvana until after that initial burst of electric guitar, where the synthesizers come in and you notice the albums chilling production and feeling. I cannot stress enough how cold this album makes me feel. Thom Yorke talks about having survived a car crash, and that he is born again. A metaphor for surviving a near death experience. I think the driving nature of this song is just amazing, mostly because it adds to the flow of the album as a whole, but also because it is so loud yet so cold. I think the moment where it gets the saddest are when the backing vocals come in. They don’t even say anything, its more like a “ahh, ahhh, ahhh” in a very soft and rather melancholy way. But its with so many people making this noise that it feels like a much larger misery. 
The second track, Paranoid Android, is very complex for anyone who has never listened to it before. The song has three parts, doesn’t use anything to hook you into the song other than pure melodic bliss. (The structure of the song is complex so puts the majority of people off). The album itself consists of songs that are complex, take multiple listens to fully grasp but are brilliant. 
The album receives a lot of praise but this praise isn’t entirely met by the album itself. I personally find it is perfect up until the change between ‘Electioneering’ and ‘Climbing Up The Walls’. Electioneering being a huge, fast rocker and Climbing Up The Walls being a slow, acoustic build up to a climactic finish. The rest of the album afterwards feels like one huge outro from ‘No Surprises’ until ‘The Tourist’. This wouldn’t be so bad if the track before ‘Electioneering’ wasn’t an interlude. 
Other than the awkward track listing in the second half, the album is incredibly good. The song writing is stellar from beginning to end. Thom really knows how to write a dark song. One of my favourite tracks here, ‘Let Down’, has a lyric about growing wings and them being ‘Hysterical and useless’. The wings possibly representing biblical imagery and then crushing it but in such a genius fashion. The song ‘Exit Music for A Film’ is another fantastic track here (all the tracks are fantastic) and it was intended for the modern take on Romeo and Juliet. The scene where Romeo kills himself and Juliet does the same, is supposed to be captured by this song. And you can really feel the tragedy.The song is miserable. I love how in the fist verse he sings ‘Today we escape, we escape.’ But in such and hopeless tone. As if he’s recalling what he promised a love one before watching them die. 
The tracks are all brilliant in their own right, but ones that really deserve mentioning in my opinion would be ‘No Surprises’ and ‘The Tourist’. No Surprises is quite the tragedy itself talking about a perfect life, or what society tells you is perfect, yet revealing a hidden melancholy. In my opinion, this is a reflection on the idea of a perfect life we have built being displayed before us in complete honesty, displaying the greatest flaw of it that as humans we are fragile, and aren’t all content with the idea of a perfect life, handed to us by society. And Thom brilliantly conveys that trapped feeling and possibly even ideas of suicide. 
‘The Tourist’ deals with the main theme of the album. Technology. The lyrics talk about a character driving too fast and being told to ‘Slow Down’. The way Thom puts so much emphasis on the words “Idiot, slow down. Slow down.’ His message is clear. It is a warning that we need to slow down our progression into this technology driven world. Perfectly capturing the anxiety created by this change. 
The album has something to give on every single track. And I mean every single one. They all have a hook and lyrics you can look deep into. They are all masterpieces in their own right. The only thing that holds it back from a ten is simply the awkward flow in the second half. 
Thank you for reading.
(Apologies for the messy structure and flow, this is my first review).
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fystarlust · 7 years
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all the ask me stuff questions 💕
1.) what’s a song you depict with your childhood?the 'bang on the door' song if there is one, my room was c o v e r e d
2.) did you have a memorable childhood pet?yes, my bunny and my first dog
3.) have you ever been drunk?a little bit
4.) have you ever tried drugs?no
5.) have you ever completely regretted what you’ve said?yes i say things i dont mean n regret when im upset, angry, or hurt, bc i feel emotions v deeply n lash out, which is smth i dont like about myself
6.) have you ever made someone cry?yes
7.) has someone ever made you cry?yes
8.) have you ever been in love? if so, describe the moment you knew it. yes, i knew bc i thought about her so so much, always wanted to talk to her, she'd be the only thing getting me through the day n being with her i always wanted it to be like, more
9.) which came first the chicken or the egg?well idk bc apparently some dino's evolved to lay chicken eggs but then apparently some dino's evolved into actual chickens so ?¿
10.) are you part of the lgbtq+ community? do you support them?i havent labelled myself or my sexuality but i think im part of it?? regardless i support them v much and always will
11.) how many siblings do you have?1, i want more tho
12.) have you ever been in love with someone you couldn’t love?well at first i thought i couldnt love my best friend bc it just wouldnt happen realistically but here we are
13.) are you a good cook?i cook the best crispy bacon so, im decent
14.) what is your favorite tv show?the walking dead
15.) what is the last movie you cried during?oh god uhh i cant remember, i typically avoid sad films
16.) what are songs you’ve cried to when you first heard them? (if any)small bump by ed sheeran
17.) do you have a middle name?yes, rachel
18.) have you been out of your country?yes!
19.) are you a chocolate fan or not?yes
20.) how many people have you kissed?im not counting primary bc i was a fetus so, 2
21.) what is your favorite album?i really like the most beautiful moment in life: young forever by bts
22.) what is your dream car?i want an audi but realistically anything cute n reliable
23.) what is your lucky/favorite number?i dont have one im too indecisive to choose
24.) what is your favorite flower?roses!
25.) books or movies, why?movies, i struggle with reading consistently
26.) have you ever been on a blind date?nope
27.) has one of your friends ever backstabbed you?yes
28.) have you ever backstabbed one of your friends?probably a few years ago bc i was quite a biatch sometimes
29.) what thing do you symbolise love with?i might be misunderstanding this question but i symbolise love with happiness, trust, communication, loyalty etc
30.) do you have neat handwriting? yes 💅🏻
31.) do you have a friend with benefits?no
32.) do you want a friend with benefits?no
33.) if you could be anything in the world, what would you be?a dragon
34.) have you ever been blackout drunk?no
35.) have you ever met someone famous?not personally
36.) how many concerts have you been to?6?
37.) which concerts have you been to?5sos and 1d
38.) do you have a hidden talent?i have a long tongue
39.) what do you do when you’re stressed?either shut down or go into extreme work mode
40.) do you think money can buy love?nope
41.) how old would you date?idk, not smth i think about
42.) have you ever done something illegal?probably but not like, prison time illegal
43.) what is your biggest fear?d e m o n s
44.) what is an unusual fear you have?getting bitten by rodents, honestly im more scared of being bitten by a hamster than i am of a horse but its not the pain its just the suspeNSE
45.) can you drive?not legally but yes
46.) do you believe in supernatural creatures?some of them
47.) do you believe in karma?yes
48.) what is one quality you need in your partner?honesty
49.) do looks matter?tbh looks matter to everyone a bit 
50.) does size matter?be more specific
51.) who is the last person you forgave?my brother like everyday for being an asshole
52.) what is your favorite ice cream flavor?vanilla
53.) what languages can you speak besides english? none yet 💔
54.) ever been on a plane?yes
55.) ever been on a boat? yes
56.) is there anyone you’ve lost touch with that you wish you hadn’t? yes
57.) are there any friendships you regret?yes
58.) are there any friendships you wish you could make?probably?
59.) have you ever stayed awake for 24 (+) hours?yes
60.) have you ever walked outside after 12 am?yes
61.) have you ever seen a sunrise completely through?i dont think so actually
62.) are you scared of rollercoasters? yes
63.) on a scale of 1-10 how stressed are you usually?7?
64.) do you have any plans this weekend?ride my horse
65.) do you miss anyone right now?my gf
66.) who do you wish you were talking to right now?the pet store person ready to get kubo
67.) if you could have any superpower, what would it be?flyyyyyying
68.) who is your favorite superhero?iron man, if he counts
69.) are you dirty minded?yes n it makes me uncomfortable but i cant help it
70.) what is your favorite song from every decade starting at that 80’s?i dont knOw
71.) how many kids, if any, do you want?2-4
72.) who is your biggest OTP?sowon and eunha
73.) what is your favorite food?everything
74.) do you want to be married one day?yes
75.) dogs or cats?dogs
76.) do you drink enough water daily?no
77.) have you ever seen a shooting star?no
78.) if you had the opportunity to go to the moon, would you?no
79.) how many best friends do you have?2 including my gf
80.) when was the last time you cried?almost this morning bc im v proud of jess
81.) have you ever laughed so hard you peed yourself?yes but just a trickle
82.) have you ever made anyone laugh so hard they peed?yes but again just a trickle i think
83.) if you could travel any where in the world, where would you go?Africa
84.) what are 3 words you would use to describe yourself?STOP THISQUESTION
85.) do you consider yourself a loyal person?yes
86.) what is your favorite season and why?spring or summer bc i love sun
87.) have you ever told anyone you loved them, and didn’t mean it?nope
88.) do you know how to play any instruments?piano but not well
89.) do like like falling asleep to music or not?not music but to noise yes
90.) what are you allergic to?nothing, apparently penicillin but its a mystery
91.) have you ever wanted to be someone else for a day just so you could see what there life is like?yes but i cant think of an example, probably a celebrity
92.) if you could be any character from your favorite tv show would you, and if so, who would you be?michone but id skip the whole getting with rick part
93.) if you could be best friends with any celebrity who would it be and why?niall horan
94.) are you outgoing?no
95.) have you ever wanted to kiss someone, but weren’t brave enough to?yes before i was dating her, my gf
96.) are you a good flirt?no HAHAHHA
97.) have you ever been turned down, or have you ever turned anyone down?in primary lol savage
98.) which planet is your favorite?im not sure
99.) are you superstitious?yes
100.) are you a good listener? i think so
101.) are you a good kisserask jess ;)
102.) would you kiss any of your friends?noah fence guys but no
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blushedaesthetic · 7 years
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1-102 😏
Thank you omg!! This is gonna be so long lol
1.) what’s a song you depict with your childhood? - sk8r boi by avril lavigne was my favorite song from ages 3-8 lol2.) did you have a memorable childhood pet? - YES!! my bby max. I got him when I was 8 and he just passed away this past october. He was my best friend nd I miss him :(3.) have you ever been drunk? - yeah lol4.) have you ever tried drugs? - yup5.) have you ever completely regretted what you’ve said? - yeah a couple times. 6.) have you ever made someone cry? - yes7.) has someone ever made you cry? - yes8.) have you ever been in love? if so, describe the moment you knew it. - yes. It was after a top concert and we were laying in my bed and I just got this feeling in my chest like I was connected to them. It was crazy. I’m still totally and completely in love with them. S/o to monet lol 9.) which came first the chicken or the egg? - neither 10.) are you part of the lgbtq+ community? do you support them? - I’m gay as fuck my dudes11.) how many siblings do you have? - 212.) have you ever been in love with someone you couldn’t love? - I think so yeah13.) are you a good cook? - nooooo14.) what is your favorite tv show? - the office or sons of anarchy or naruto or the walking dead (pre glenns death)15.) what is the last movie you cried during? - I don’t remember 16.) what are songs you’ve cried to when you first heard them? (if any) - goner by twenty one pilots 17.) do you have a middle name? - yeah it’s marie yikes18.) have you been out of your country? - just to canada 19.) are you a chocolate fan or not? - eh20.) how many people have you kissed? - like 1121.) what is your favorite album? - rn it’s harrys album but of all time probably vessel by twenty one pilots or tmh22.) what is your dream car? - a mini cooper23.) what is your lucky/favorite number? - 13 cause its my bday. Also 9 24.) what is your favorite flower? - tulips!! 25.) books or movies, why? - books because they're better but I’ve lowkey lost my passion for reading 26.) have you ever been on a blind date? - nope27.) has one of your friends ever backstabbed you? - hahahah yup!! :)28.) have you ever backstabbed one of your friends? - not that I can think of29.) what thing do you symbolize love with? - putting someone else feelings and needs above your own and knowing they feel the same way30.) do you have neat handwriting?  - depends 31.) do you have a friend with benefits? - no32.) do you want a friend with benefits? - no33.) if you could be anything in the world, what would you be? - rich or accepted 34.) have you ever been blackout drunk? - yes35.) have you ever met someone famous? - I met russ smith from the uofl basketball team but thats it36.) how many concerts have you been to? - like 30ish37.) which concerts have you been to? - wow um top, atl, arctic monkeys, fob, 1d, 5sos, 1975, and a lot more but those are the main ones 38.) do you have a hidden talent? - i don’t think so39.) what do you do when you’re stressed? - sleep, cry, or get high40.) do you think money can buy love? - no41.) how old would you date? - 2342.) have you ever done something illegal? - yes43.) what is your biggest fear? - dying alone, being taken advantage of, being buried alive44.) what is an unusual fear you have? - demons45.) can you drive? - yes46.) do you believe in supernatural creatures? - yes bigfoot is out there47.) do you believe in karma? - yup48.) what is one quality you need in your partner? - fun and doesn’t take themselves too seriously 49.) do looks matter? - yes yikes 50.) does size matter? - depends 51.) who is the last person you forgave? - my dad52.) what is your favorite ice cream flavor? - superman 53.) what languages can you speak besides english? - very very very limited korean and french54.) ever been on a plane? - nope55.) ever been on a boat? - yeah I’ve had a boat my whole life56.) is there anyone you’ve lost touch with that you wish you hadn’t? - of course57.) are there any friendships you regret? - um no. Even the bad ones made me who I am so.58.) are there any friendships you wish you could make? - yeah59.) have you ever stayed awake for 24 (+) hours? - yes gotta love college 60.) have you ever walked outside after 12 am? - yes61.) have you ever seen a sunrise completely through? - yes62.) are you scared of rollercoasters? - i don't like the feeling of falling so sort of63.) on a scale of 1-10 how stressed are you usually? usually like 9 64.) do you have any plans this weekend? - sleep65.) do you miss anyone right now? - my bebes monet and my friends66.) who do you wish you were talking to right now? - monet 67.) if you could have any superpower, what would it be? - super intelligence 68.) who is your favorite superhero? - spiderman69.) are you dirty minded? - yes70.) what is your favorite song from every decade starting at that 80’s? - 99 luft ballons, 71.) how many kids, if any, do you want? - 2
72.) who is your biggest OTP? - sasunaru, kagahina, jim and pam
73.) what is your favorite food? - chicken and dumplings from cracker barrel 74.) do you want to be married one day? - yes75.) dogs or cats? - both, but I love dogs a bit more76.) do you drink enough water daily? - no lol77.) have you ever seen a shooting star? - yes78.) if you had the opportunity to go to the moon, would you? - yes79.) how many best friends do you have? - 580.) when was the last time you cried? - today when I said bye to monet81.) have you ever laughed so hard you peed yourself? - yup82.) have you ever made anyone laugh so hard they peed? - i don’t think so83.) if you could travel any where in the world, where would you go? - rome84.) what are 3 words you would use to describe yourself? - pessimistic, smart, and kind85.) do you consider yourself a loyal person? - depends 86.) what is your favorite season and why? - fall bc my bday and halloween87.) have you ever told anyone you loved them, and didn’t mean it? - no88.) do you know how to play any instruments? - i used to play the sax89.) do like like falling asleep to music or not? - not usually cause I have to sing and then I don't sleep90.) what are you allergic to? - Japanese cherry blossoms 91.) have you ever wanted to be someone else for a day just so you could see what there life is like? - yeah of course 92.) if you could be any character from your favorite tv show would you, and if so, who would you be? - no lol. I don't want to work for a paper company, be in a biker gang, or in a zombie apocalypse 93.) if you could be best friends with any celebrity who would it be and why? - harry styles bc I love him and he's a really kind and funny person94.) are you outgoing? - depends95.) have you ever wanted to kiss someone, but weren’t brave enough to? - yes96.) are you a good flirt? - depends97.) have you ever been turned down, or have you ever turned anyone down? - yes to both98.) which planet is your favorite? - venus 99.) are you superstitious? - with some things100.) are you a good listener? - I could be better101.) are you a good kisser - I think so102.) would you kiss any of your friends? - not anymore but I have before
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i-am-mr-gay · 7 years
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everything you havent answered yet. time to kill that attention span :~)
HHHHH ALRIGHT, YOU WANTED THIS
1.) what’s a song you depict with your childhood?
idk man im rly shitty when it comes to song
2.) did you have a memorable childhood pet?
YEA i used to have bunnies and we have chickens ever since i can remember
3.) have you ever been drunk?
yea
4.) have you ever tried drugs?
no
6.) have you ever made someone cry?
probably
7.) has someone ever made you cry?
yea
8.) have you ever been in love? if so, describe the moment you knew it.
fuck, when the realization hit all i could do was smile and never stop thinking about them, about a possible future of us together, all that dorky shit
9.) which came first the chicken or the egg?
the chicken fight me
11.) how many siblings do you have?
3 older brothers
12.) have you ever been in love with someone you couldn’t love?
couldnt as in shouldnt? yes
13.) are you a good cook?
i wish :(
14.) what is your favorite tv show?
i dont rly watch any hfjkds
16.) what are songs you’ve cried to when you first heard them? (if any)
i cant remember any but i know there are song ive cried to first time listening to them
17.) do you have a middle name?
no
18.) have you been out of your country?
yes a few times
19.) are you a chocolate fan or not?
hell yeah
21.) what is your favorite album?
i dont rly have a favorite albums bc there are too many good ones
22.) what is your dream car?
idc really tbh
23.) what is your lucky/favorite number?
3!
24.) what is your favorite flower?
idk all are pretty
26.) have you ever been on a blind date?
no
27.) has one of your friends ever backstabbed you?
NOT IN THE LITERAL SENSE
28.) have you ever backstabbed one of your friends?
ONCE AGAIN NOT IN THE LITERAL SENSE
29.) what thing do you symbolize love with?
uhhh tbh happines but that isnt rly a physical thing either obv
31.) do you have a friend with benefits?
no
32.) do you want a friend with benefits?
i wouldnt mind one but id prefer a relationship tbh
33.) if you could be anything in the world, what would you be?
either a cat or the richest person in the world so i can help everyone
34.) have you ever been blackout drunk?
no
36.) how many concerts have you been to?
0 :(
37.) which concerts have you been to?
rude
38.) do you have a hidden talent?
not rly hidden ones i guess?? im kinda good at art i guess
39.) what do you do when you’re stressed?
let the stress eat me alive dont be like me kiddos
41.) how old would you date?
like as in which is the oldest age i would date? 18-19 maybe
42.) have you ever done something illegal?
uhh dont think so?
43.) what is your biggest fear?
being abandoned(TM)
44.) what is an unusual fear you have?
idk tbh
46.) do you believe in supernatural creatures?
well i wouldnt be the one to deny the existence of such
47.) do you believe in karma?
no
48.) what is one quality you need in your partner?
loyality
49.) do looks matter?
not rly
51.) who is the last person you forgave?
my ex which im regretting now lmao
52.) what is your favorite ice cream flavor?
cookies probably idk
53.) what languages can you speak besides english?
german and a bit russian
54.) ever been on a plane?
yes
56.) is there anyone you’ve lost touch with that you wish you hadn’t?
yes
57.) are there any friendships you regret?
yes
58.) are there any friendships you wish you could make?
not rly atm
59.) have you ever stayed awake for 24 (+) hours?
yes
61.) have you ever seen a sunrise completely through?
yes
62.) are you scared of rollercoasters?
YEP FKJSA
63.) on a scale of 1-10 how stressed are you usually?
14
64.) do you have any plans this weekend?
the weekend just ended hgfkjsh
66.) who do you wish you were talking to right now?
tbh i always wish if was talking to all of my friends bc they make me so happy
67.) if you could have any superpower, what would it be?
being able to go invisible
68.) who is your favorite superhero?
dont rly have ones
69.) are you dirty minded?
why it that question number 69
71.) how many kids, if any, do you want?
i dont think ill ever want any tbh but if i will probably just one or two max
72.) who is your biggest OTP?
me/my crush
73.) what is your favorite food?
BURGER AND EVERYTHING INDIAN TBH
74.) do you want to be married one day?
i think
76.) do you drink enough water daily?
hahah not even nearly
77.) have you ever seen a shooting star?
no :(
78.) if you had the opportunity to go to the moon, would you?
hell yea
79.) how many best friends do you have?
some
81.) have you ever laughed so hard you peed yourself?
HKJFAHJK YEAH
82.) have you ever made anyone laugh so hard they peed?
idk i hope so
83.) if you could travel any where in the world, where would you go?
norway
84.) what are 3 words you would use to describe yourself?
bad, worse, worst
86.) what is your favorite season and why?
winter bc everything looks so pretty and bugs are fucking dead
87.) have you ever told anyone you loved them, and didn’t mean it?
yea :(
88.) do you know how to play any instruments?
yes, the euphonium
89.) do like like falling asleep to music or not?
doing it a lot
91.) have you ever wanted to be someone else for a day just so you could see what there life is like?
yea
92.) if you could be any character from your favorite tv show would you, and if so, who would you be?
can i be korra to get some sweet asami pusspuss or vica versa
93.) if you could be best friends with any celebrity who would it be and why?
lmao u wont believe me how little i care about celebreties
94.) are you outgoing?
idk maybe
96.) are you a good flirt?
HFJKDAH I WISH
97.) have you ever been turned down, or have you ever turned anyone down?
yes
98.) which planet is your favorite?
honestly im too tired to ask any of these questions at this point
99.) are you superstitious?
no
101.) are you a good kisser
i hope so but im getting the feeling that im not hjksd
102.) would you kiss any of your friends?
yes. all of them. lov u
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mynewfangledlife · 5 years
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We're all just a little bit broken, and a little more lost than found.
1.) what’s a song you depict with your childhood?
- Meatloaf - Paradise by the dashboard light.
2.) did you have a memorable childhood pet?
- I had a corgi mix girl named sandy.. my best bud.
3.) have you ever been drunk?
- a few times, yep.
4.) have you ever tried drugs?
- just weed.
5.) have you ever completely regretted what you’ve said?
- every damn day of my life.
6.) have you ever made someone cry?
- yes.
7.) has someone ever made you cry?
- yes.
8.) have you ever been in love? if so, describe the moment you knew it.
- when I looked at her and knew I could never begrudge her, that I would love her no matter what came of us. She taught me love, and for that I will always be grateful.
9.) which came first the chicken or the egg?
- does anyone actually care?
10.) are you part of the lgbtq+ community? do you support them?
- Transmasc Bisexual, so yeah.
11.) how many siblings do you have?
- Two, little buggers, loves em.
12.) have you ever been in love with someone you couldn’t love?
- ha.. yeah.
13.) are you a good cook?
- I can hold my own in the kitchen yeah.
14.) what is your favorite tv show?
- currently? I'm really enjoying Lucifer.
15.) what is the last movie you cried during?
- probably the notebook. I can't remember.
16.) what are songs you’ve cried to when you first heard them? (if any)
- oh Jesus, a few. Most recently, you say by Lauren Daigle.
17.) do you have a middle name?
- I do.
18.) have you been out of your country?
- A few times, yes.
19.) are you a chocolate fan or not?
- Depends on the chocolate, lately I've been obsessed with crunchie bars.
20.) how many people have you kissed?
- idk, like 10?
21.) what is your favorite album?
- I don't have one. Not off hand anyways.
22.) what is your dream car?
- 1965 Ford F250 with full bench and a lift kit.
23.) what is your lucky/favorite number?
- 27.
24.) what is your favorite flower?
- The Primrose.
25.) books or movies, why?
- I love a good book, but I can follow a movie better.
26.) have you ever been on a blind date?
- Yes, twice. Never again.
27.) has one of your friends ever backstabbed you?
- Lol.. it's a fact of life. Shit happens.
28.) have you ever backstabbed one of your friends?
- Not that I'm aware of.
29.) what thing do you symbolize love with?
- Thing? I don't really think I can stick it to one thing more than another.
30.) do you have neat handwriting?
- It's legible.
31.) do you have a friend with benefits?
- I guess you could say that. Yeah.
32.) do you want a friend with benefits?
- Not necessarily the one I have.
33.) if you could be anything in the world, what would you be?
- A bird.
34.) have you ever been blackout drunk?
- Once in my life, yes.
35.) have you ever met someone famous?
- I have, a few actually.
36.) how many concerts have you been to?
- I dunno, half a dozen maybe?
37.) which concerts have you been to?
- Heldey, Rex Goudie, Sean Kingston, Karl Wolfe, And two summer fests with like 6 bands each.
38.) do you have a hidden talent?
- Define talent.. lol
39.) what do you do when you’re stressed?
- Smoke.
40.) do you think money can buy love?
- I think it can buy you the illusion of love, but no, not the real deal.
41.) how old would you date?
- 5 above, 3 below.
42.) have you ever done something illegal?
- Yep. A few things.
43.) what is your biggest fear?
- Living a long life.
44.) what is an unusual fear you have?
- Not a fan of snakes, also not a fan of living.
45.) can you drive?
- Yes.
46.) do you believe in supernatural creatures?
- Spirits? Yes.. Bigfoot? No.
47.) do you believe in karma?
- The ten fold rule.
48.) what is one quality you need in your partner?
- Loyalty.
49.) do looks matter?
- Yes.
50.) does size matter?
- Eh, preferences, but no, not requirement.
51.) who is the last person you forgave?
- Myself.
52.) what is your favorite ice cream flavor?
- Hoofprints.
53.) what languages can you speak besides english?
- French, some German, and very little Gaelic.
54.) ever been on a plane?
- Yep.
55.) ever been on a boat?
- Yep.
56.) is there anyone you’ve lost touch with that you wish you hadn’t?
- Yep.
57.) are there any friendships you regret?
- Fuck yes.
58.) are there any friendships you wish you could make?
- Not that I haven't already made.
59.) have you ever stayed awake for 24 (+) hours?
- All the time.
60.) have you ever walked outside after 12 am?
- Yes.
61.) have you ever seen a sunrise completely through?
- Yes.
62.) are you scared of rollercoasters?
- Nope, love em.
63.) on a scale of 1-10 how stressed are you usually?
- 11.
64.) do you have any plans this weekend?
- Working.
65.) do you miss anyone right now?
- Meh, I miss who I thought they were.
66.) who do you wish you were talking to right now?
- My best friend.
67.) if you could have any superpower, what would it be?
- The power to erase people's memories.
68.) who is your favorite superhero?
- Does deadpool count?
69.) are you dirty minded?
- Well isn't this coincidental... Not. Lol.
70.) what is your favorite song from every decade starting at that 80’s?
-80s It's a toss up, the safety dance, or under pressure.
- 90s baby got back
- 2000s Like a bird
-2010 somebody that I used to know
71.) how many kids, if any, do you want?
- 3.. or maybe 5.. I want a few.
72.) who is your biggest OTP?
- Wade and Vanessa.... Fuck them for killing her off.
73.) what is your favorite food?
- Idk.. pasta maybe?
74.) do you want to be married one day?
- Yeah, I mean, I'd like to. But that requires someone willingly wanting to spend the rest of their lives with me.. so like.. probably not.
75.) dogs or cats?
- Both, but I'm allergic to cats.
76.) do you drink enough water daily?
- Not even close.
77.) have you ever seen a shooting star?
- Few times yes.
78.) if you had the opportunity to go to the moon, would you?
- Do I get to stay there?
79.) how many best friends do you have?
- Just one, but I have a few solid friends.
80.) when was the last time you cried?
- Today.
81.) have you ever laughed so hard you peed yourself?
- All the time.
82.) have you ever made anyone laugh so hard they peed?
- A few times that I'm aware of.
83.) if you could travel any where in the world, where would you go?
- Machu Picchu.
84.) what are 3 words you would use to describe yourself?
- Compassionate, Loving, Forgiving.
85.) do you consider yourself a loyal person?
- To a fault.
86.) what is your favorite season and why?
- Fall, not too warm, not too cold, pretty colors.
87.) have you ever told anyone you loved them, and didn’t mean it?
- Yes.
88.) do you know how to play any instruments?
- Not really, no.
89.) do like like falling asleep to music or not?
- Yes.
90.) what are you allergic to?
- Cats and Penicillin.
91.) have you ever wanted to be someone else for a day just so you could see what there life is like?
- Yes. Every damn day of my life.
92.) if you could be any character from your favorite tv show would you, and if so, who would you be?
- I'd like to be Jason Momoa.. can someone make that happen please?
93.) if you could be best friends with any celebrity who would it be and why?
- Fucking Ellen, she's a queen. Or maybe John Mulaney? He seems cool.
94.) are you outgoing?
- Ish.
95.) have you ever wanted to kiss someone, but weren’t brave enough to?
- I will regret it for a very long time, but yes.
96.) are you a good flirt?
- Ahahahah.. no.
97.) have you ever been turned down, or have you ever turned anyone down?
- Both, yes.
98.) which planet is your favorite?
- Mars.
99.) are you superstitious?
- To an extent.
100.) are you a good listener?
- I try to be.
101.) are you a good kisser
- I haven't had any complaints?
102.) would you kiss any of your friends?
- Mhmm.. one in particular, but yes.
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