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prismatranslates-cue · 1 year

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Airi [Guiding Lost Rabbit] Part 1

Yuuki: Gooooood morning, everyone! Merry Christmas!

Chisa: Isn’t it a little early for Merry Christmas? On the other hand, it’s already noon.

Yuuki: Think so? It’s already December, y’know.

Chisa: Just because it’s December doesn’t mean it’s Christmas…

Yuzuha: That won’t do, Yuuki. Such holy words should only be said at an appropriate time.

Yuuki: Like when?

Yuzuha: A Christmas night.

Yuuki: I don’t get it. Isn’t it fine to just say it whenever?

Chisa: It’s about preserving the atmosphere, you know?

Yuuki: Hmmm. Seems weird.

Yuuki: Well, anyway. It’s Christmas and all, so I hope something cool happens~

Chisa: Something like what?

Yuzuha: Maybe we’ll get nice summer weather!

Chisa: That would mean something’s going terribly wrong in the world…

Yuzuha: It would be fun though. I mean, it sucks that we can’t wear swimsuits in the winter because it’s so cold. It’d be nice if winter and summer switched places.

Yuuki: That’d be neat!

Chisa: I’m telling you it wouldn’t be!

Yuuki: Really? Then, I guess it could at least snow?

Chisa: A white Christmas, huh…it makes for a romantic image, I suppose.

Yuuki: If it does, I wanna have a big ol’ snowball fight! And then we can make snowmen after!

Chisa: That’s the opposite of romantic.

Yuzuha: But snow probably isn’t going to happen either, right? I heard Japan only gets a little colder in December.

Chisa: Yeah, we don't tend to see snow until January…

Airi: Um…have any of you guys seen a keychain anywhere?

Chisa: A keychain?

Airi: My rabbit keychain’s gone missing…

Airi: I’ve looked everywhere for it, but I can’t find it…

Chisa: What does it look like?

Airi: It’s a white rabbit doll…with a red ribbon around its neck.

Yuuki: Ring a bell?

Yuzuha: Nope.

Airi: Where could it be…I’m sure I had it when I was at the church.

Yuuki: Church?

Airi: I heard they needed help with the Christmas Mass, so I volunteered. I’m singing in the choir.

Airi: We had practice, and then I came back here. I guess that’s when I lost it…

Airi: I’m so sad…I don’t know what I’d do without Mr. Rabbit…

Chisa: Airi…

Yuuki: Don’t worry! We’ll all help you look for it. I’m sure it’ll turn up somewhere.

Yuzuha: Yeah! It’ll be easy with the four of us. You said you still had it at the church, right?

Chisa: Then it’s gotta be somewhere along where you walked home. Let’s go search there together.

Airi: You guys…You’d really do that for me…?

Chisa: Lead the way, Airi.

Airi: Right. First, it’s straight down this road…

Yuuki: Where should we be looking? The side of the road?

Yuzuha: Maybe we should check the manhole openings too?

Yuuki: Does that mean we gotta open them?

Chisa: If they’re closed, then it obviously didn’t fall in there…

Yuuki: I guess that’s true. Just along the road, then…not here….not here either…

Yuuki: …Uh-oh, my feet are getting tired.

Airi: I’m sorry…it’s because we’re walking so much, and we keep bending down to look for my keychain…

Yuzuha: No sign of it so far, huh. It really isn’t easy looking for something when it's not just inside a single room or building.

Airi: Mr. Rabbit…

Yuuki: Aah! Don’t cry! It’ll be fine, I promise! Justice always prevails!

Chisa: What on earth does justice have to do with it…hm?

Chisa: Hey, do you guys see something on the ground over there?

Yuzuha: Oh, I do. It’s…a keychain?!

Airi: Mr. Rabbit!

Later

Yuuki: Well?

Airi: It’s not mine…

Airi: It’s actually not a rabbit…it’s a dog…

Chisa: Oh dear. I guess someone else lost their keychain too…

Yuuki: Oh, maybe that kid over there? The one with the grade schooler backpack. [1]

Yuuki: They look like they’re looking for something. Pretty stressed about it, too.

Airi: …I’ll go ask them if it’s theirs!

Later

Yuzuha: How’d it go?

Airi: We were right, it was their keychain. …They were very grateful.

Chisa: I see. That’s good.

Airi: Mhm. They looked so happy. …I hope I can find my Mr. Rabbit too.

Chisa: Airi…

Airi: I’m sorry, it’s the Christmas season, you all probably have other things you’d rather be doing…

Airi: I’m just so unlucky…and now I’m dragging all of you into it…

Yuuki: You’re not ‘dragging’ us into anything! When a friend’s in need, of course we’re gonna be there for them!

Yuzuha: Yeah! Besides, this kind of Christmas is merry in its own way too!

Rustle rustle

Airi: Oh…! That surprised me…

Chisa: What’s this…? …A rabbit?

Airi: …What a coincidence. Instead of finding my keychain rabbit, we found a real one.

Airi: Its fur is so white…just like Mr. Rabbit…

To be continued...in Part 2

Notes

[1] Yuuki identifies the grade schooler by their randoseru backpack, a distinct type of leather backpack that are the standard for use in many schools in Japan for children throughout elementary school.

The background in the park scene (and, later, in the first CG) places them in Ueno Park, which is about a 20 minute walk from the location the dorm is based on.

#CUE #Airi Eniwa #Yuuki Tendo #Chisa Akagawa #Yuzuha Kujo #Bird #Character Episode #Eniwa Airi #Tendo Yuuki #Akagawa Chisa #Kujo Yuzuha #TLC by Budder

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giggly-squiggily · 4 years

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Heyheyhey! Hope youre doing fine! If something stresses you, aclimate and do it another time. Unlike me xD Sooouuuu I dreamt of Lev last night that was super wierd but kinda cute tbh. So I would like to suggest Lev getting tickled by... hm... Maybe Yaku? Kenma? Kuroo? Dang.. Its hard to decide.. Kenma would be like: "Stop? Nah...", Kuroo that smug bastard "Do you reaaally want me to stop? I dont think so." and then there is Yakumama. All these are so gooooood HELP! xD -Love Mikyu

Hey Mikyu! *Sends lots of virtual hugs* I’m doing well, thanks for asking! I must apologize for how long this took- writer’s block is a beast when untamed. I had so much fun making this for you and I hope you like it!

No need to decide, friend; when in doubt, pick all three! XD

Lev was screwed.

So very, very screwed.

The day started out like any other. Nekoma had all met for practice, and Kuroo was showing him new ways to block. At some point, the captain decided that Lev’s posture was incorrect, and decided to fix it.

“Oi, your arms are too low, Lev! You’ll never block a shot like that.” The scheming cat walked behind the newbie and reached up, pushing the taller boy’s arms higher into the air. “Straighten your arms like this, and lock them in-” Kuroo had gone to push Lev’s arms into place, but he miscalculated, and accidentally pressed into the silver haired teen’s armpits.

To say Lev’s reaction was unexpected would be an understatement. He immediately shot his arms down, going weak in the knees and letting out a high pitched squeak that resembled a baby kitten crying for milk. He kinda froze, doubled over, face flushing a bright shade of red, as the rest of the team stared.

Kuroo, eventually, recovered, the look of surprise on his face quickly morphing into one of pure unadulterated joy. “Oh ho ho, what’s this? Is the self proclaimed ace ticklish?” He laughed evilly as Lev scrambled into a standing position, arms latched to his sides and eye’s wide with horror. “W-Wait! C-Captain! It’s not what you think! I was j-just surprised, that’s all!”

“Lev’s ticklish?” A new voice asked, making the mentioned boy startle. Yaku, who had just walked in, watched as Kuroo stalked the younger boy, hands outstretched and fingers wiggling. “Y-Yaku! Hehelp!” Lev pleaded, giggles escaping his lips as he was prodded and poked. The Libero watched his teammates for a brief moment, considering his next move. “I don’t know...you’ve been rather laxed with showing up for practice lately. And you’ve been making fun of my height again.” Grinning, he turned to Kenma, who was focused on his game. “What do you say, Kenma? Should we help?”

Lev felt any hope of salvation leave when Kenma looked up from his device, looking thoughtful. “Okay.” He said, putting his game down. Realizing the situation, Lev looked around, hoping to find an escape route. Before he could start running, Kuroo was on him, wrapping his arms around Lev’s waist and spinning him to face the others. “Eehh! K-Kuroo! Waahhahahhahahit!” Helpless giggles escaped the taller boy as Kuroo wasted no time digging in, fingers poking and prodding at his stomach. “Ahehehahahahahha! Kuhuhuhuhuuro! Plheehehahhshshse! Stahhahahahp!”

“Stop? Already? Do you really want me to stop? I don’t think so.” The captain teased, grinning as he dodged flailing hands and elbows. “Yaku! Kenma! A little help here?” Yaku laughed softly and quickly ran over, hands finding Lev’s ribs and latching on. “This will teach you about slacking off, Lev!” He playfully roared, grinning when the younger player let out a loud squeal, arms shooting down to protect his tickle spots. “YAHAHHHAHAAKU! NHOHOHOHOOHO! STAHAHAHHAHAP! KEHEHEHHENMA!”

While all of this was going on, Kenma kneeled down beside Lev’s legs, hands reaching out and gently squeezed his kneecaps. “Stop? Nah.” He looked up at Lev with a tiny smile, clearly amused. “Besides, like Kuroo said, you seem to be enjoying yourself.”

Lev squealed and cackled, squirming about as his teammates playfully tickled him. At this point his face was cherry red, and his face was all scrunched with mirth. It seemed no matter where he went, those tickly fingers followed him. “PLEEHEHHAHAHAHAHHASE! GUHUUHUHUHUYS! STAHAHHAHAHAP!” Tears of mirth dotted his eyes, signaling his limit. Finally, the trio stopped, laughing softly as Lev sank to the floor in a heap of breathless giggles.

“Do you think we overdid it?” Kenma asked as Lev curled up, a bright smile on his blushing face and hiccupy giggles escaping with each breath. Kuroo simply laughed and reached down, ruffling Lev’s soft hair. “Nah, he enjoyed himself, right Lev?” He asked, grinning when the younger boy blushed deeper. “Heehhehee...hehe...y-you guys are too much..” he responded, making the three smile.

“Alright guys, let’s get back to practice before coach get’s back.” Yaku said, helping Lev to his feet. As the four went back to the court, Lev smiled to himself, already planning on how to get them back.

I hope this was good! I’m sending you all the blessings and good vibes!

-Love, Squiggily

#tickle #sfw tickling

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sevensk8nine · 3 years

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‘Day After Day’ Etymology Extra No. 1!

Y’all do not want to know just how long I spent agonizing over baby names but I’m gonna tell y’all anyway because it is absolutely ridiculous the amount of thought I put into picking the perfect names for these OC S-Pack children.

Of course some of the other names fell right into my lap (in that it took me only like 3-4 hours worth of searching to get some of the other children named and Koyomi took the longest of those) yet the most important ones elude me. I get SO into it looking up the etymology of Japanese names, it’s fucking ridiculous. Yet I love the care that goes into choosing baby names period and I want them to be GOOD, so finding the perfect kanji combination was a challenge I took on happily.

HOWEVER the twins gave me so much trouble (in that it took me over a day to compile a list of 20 fucking names the exact day I started the outline for this fic, weeks to narrow it down to a whopping 17, and at the time I started actually WRITING the fic in February, I had yet to decide, I legit cried about it). I have spent DAYS on the Hasegawa twins alone and I STILL haven’t locked those down yet and it’s APRIL 16th and now my list has gone to about 30 fucking names. They will be picked by Ch. 2 or 3 I hope because that’s when I SHOULD have their names be said in story but somebody help me please omg.

So here’s your little bonus name trivia for the prologue because the reason I picked what I picked is so important to me):

I originally named Kaoru and Kojiro’s baby girl ‘Koyomi’ after Reki. How?

At first glance, nothing looks similar. That’s why you gotta read the kanji.

The kanji for Reki’s name is ‘暦’ which means ‘calendar’.

暦 can also be read as Koyomi which fits the K theme of Kaoru and Kojiro’s names. It’s cheesy and it’s cute, and Kaoru was not really entertaining it at first but then… so yea.

I originally was looking at OTHER K names because my intention was always to give the Matcha Blossom baby a name that started with a K but then I stumbled upon that and was like “Oh… oh this shit is gooooood.” The bittersweet angst factor could NOT be denied...

...ONLY FOR SK8 TO OFFICIALLY GIVE THE NAME (DIFFERENT KANJI BUT STILL) TO REKI’S OLDEST YOUNGER SISTER AND RUIN ALL OF MY HOURS OF HARD WORK IN A SINGLE DECISIVE BLOW BECAUSE I AM CURSED!!

So I had to pick something else and change the ENTIRE meaning behind it to where she’s no longer named directly after Reki’s name. I was devastated.

BUT, after hours of being stressed about it and more hours of research, I figured out another way to do it.

Reki’s eyes are amber, and amber in Japanese is most commonly read as “kohaku”... but I didn’t want to just use Kohaku, I wanted a little more meaning behind it. So I pulled one of the kanji for amber and looked up some names that use it that start with ‘K’. I narrowed it down to four, said them all out loud attached to both ‘Nanjo’ and ‘Sakurayashiki’ to see how they sounded, polled via my friends, sounded it out AGAIN, then went “Ok this one DOES feel right” and here we go. Sakurayashiki Koyume it is.

The kanji for Koyume (琥夢) is read as “Amber Dream”.

#Sk8 The Infinity #Worldbuilding #Etymology #SevenSk8Nine #OCs

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my-happy-little-bean · 4 years

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The Road Trip - Chapter 2

pairings: logicality (platonic or romantic, depending on how you view it) words: 2049 chapter warnings: a brief car malfunction; otherwise, none. chapter summary: patton and logan hit a bump in the road. also? a unicorn frappuccino ~

note: the song featured in this chapter is called "good morning" from singing in the rain :)

< previous chapter << first chapter

[read on ao3]

[masterlist]

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A D7 floated into their room as Patton walked inside.

“Ohhhh–” Then a G– “ gooooood mornin’! Good morning! We talked the whole night through!”

Patton continued to strum his ukulele, walking into their motel room at the beat of his own song. He switched chords as he made his way to wherever Logan could be once realizing he wasn’t still in bed.

“Good morning, good morning to–”

“You are not listening to me.”

The last chord hung in the air before Patton could finish the progression as he heard Logan’s voice, muffled behind the bathroom door.

Patton set the ukulele on the bed and cautiously moved closer to the door until he was inches away from it.

“...I told you, I am not coming in.”

Work. Patton frowned; it was Saturday, what would a school need from him now?

He tried to keep his breathing levelled as he heard Logan pacing in the other room.

“Yes, I know, I– you do not have to remind me. I am aware of what– no, I do not actually know, but–”

Logan didn’t finish his sentence. Silence suddenly filled the room, aside from the noise of muffled steps behind the door. Patton’s heart began to race, yet he remained still.

And then, in the softest voice he ever heard:

“Do not speak about her like that .”

Patton’s eyes widened. He should definitely not be listening.

He spun around on his heel, marching back to the front door of their room. He grabbed his ukulele as he passed their bed. Maybe he could go and grab more breakfast, or–

“Good morning.”

Patton froze, his grasp on his ukulele tightening. He slowly turned around to see Logan, adjusting his tie with a small smile.

“Oh!” Patton laughed nervously. “G’mornin, Lo! I– I was just going out to grab some breakfast before we left.”

“Ah, a wonderful idea!” Logan picked up his jacket off of the old armchair near the door as he moved past Patton. “Breakfast is the most important meal of the day.”

Patton couldn’t help but notice that Logan’s voice was still loud, but it was loud in a different way.

But a little while later, as Patton listened to Logan talk vibrantly whilst eating his cereal from a styrofoam bowl, it finally clicked.

He was scared.

Patton watched as Logan stood up from their small table and walked to the breakfast bar in the motel lobby, becoming lost in the crowd of people in the room.

And of what , Patton thought, he didn’t want to know.

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“Are you sure you are okay to drive?”

Patton laughed, turning a street corner.

“If I wasn’t okay to drive,” he said, hand still on the gear shift, “would I have gotten us this far?”

“It has only been thirteen minutes, Patton.”

“And we're still alive!”

Logan was bouncing his leg as he sipped his iced coffee. Patton could see it in the corner of his eye. He sighed with a small smile.

“I know how to drive stick, Lo.”

“You told me that you drove manual transmission once, when you were seventeen–”

“–And everyone was okay!” Patton insisted. “I know what I’m doing. Just shift gears every now and then!”

“I– no , you do not just do it ‘every now and then’, you have to listen to the car–”

Patton turned the radio on before Logan could go any further. Logan just chuckled, at least a bit amused.

“Why do you drive stick anyway?” Patton asked absentmindedly. “I would’ve taken you for a modern, convenient driving-kind of guy.”

“My grandmother taught me how to drive. Manual transmission was all she had.”

“Aww, that’s sweet of her!”

Logan smiled. “It is of her nature, yes.”

“My dad taught me how to drive stick,” Patton continued idly. “I mean, he tried to teach me — it always ended in a fight. After that, I didn’t really think there many pros to it, heh. I guess I couldn’t just stick to it.”

“Nonsense,” Logan replied, ignoring the pun completely. “There are plenty of benefits. For starters, it is much more difficult to identify a problem with an automatic, given their often-complex computerized systems.”

“Huh!” Patton smiled. “That’s real nifty to know, then! Maybe I’ll try and pick it back up, get into the swing of it again.”

“...I would have hoped you were in the ‘swing of things’ now.”

Patton just laughed again .

They exchange a bit of conversation for the next hour on the road — with Patton talking avidly about the dreams he had the night before and Logan listening intently.

“–And then boom!” Patton made a little explosion gesture with his hands. “The t-rex exploded! ”

“ Patton! ”

“Oops!” Patton quickly dove to put his hands back on the wheel and laughed. “My bad!”

“It is alright,” Logan said, though lowered his hand from the knot of his tie.

Patton smiled brightly at him and stared ahead at the road, which began to shift into an upwards hill. As he tapped his finger on the wheel and shifted gears once more, he cleared his throat.

“Hey, I meant to ask you something.”

“Oh?”

Patton nodded, his smile dimming to an anxious glow.

“I, um, just wanted to ask about this morning.”

“If it is about breakfast, I am going to have to ask you to let go of the fact that I did not let you take some Lucky Charms to go; they were overflowing in the bowl and they are not at all healthy–”

“No!” Patton laughed nervously. “It’s not about the cereal. Even though I was hoping I would have charmed you by now.”

“...Please correct me.”

Patton’s laughter, no matter how uneasy, died out rather quickly.

“It’s…” He took a deep breath, opting to keep his eyes on the road instead of getting more jittery looking at Logan. “It’s about your phone call.”

He heard Logan’s breath quietly hitch.

“...Oh.” Logan cleared his throat. “I...I was not aware that you overheard that.”

“I didn’t mean to! Really, I didn’t– I kind of just...walked in–”

“It is quite alright, Patton.” Logan kept his stare fixated at the road as well. “I was not as subtle as I could have been.”

“Was everything okay?” Patton’s voice grew small– too small for his own good. “You obviously don’t need to say anything if you don’t want to but you...you seemed kind of stressed?”

A pause. Logan adjusted his glasses and sighed.

“...Okay. I’m afraid I have taken this too–”

Suddenly, the car came to a complete stop. Patton yelped as the two jolted forward. Logan’s drink spilled on his lap.

“ Shoot ,” Patton murmured.

“What–”

“I stalled.” Patton turned the key and the car sputtered before blinking out again. Patton frowned, turning the key again only for the same thing to happen.

“Come on …” Patton turned the key again. Nothing. He hit the wheel furiously, doing his best not to focus on how it felt to be stared at so intensely. “Come on! ”

“Patton.” Logan’s voice was eerily calm. “I need you to turn the warning lights on.”

That and the sound of cars blaring their horns behind them was all the convincing Patton needed. He turned the warning lights on and tried the key one more time, trying not to get pay attention to the sound of cars whizzing past them at a speed fast enough to probably hit a stalled car–

Suddenly, the car came to life, the sound of its engine wobbly but there. Patton blew a sigh of relief, reaching over to turn the warning lights off when Logan grabbed his wrist.

“Pull over.”

“What? But the car–”

“Patton, just pull over.”

Patton opened his mouth to protest, but Logan’s stern glare stopped him.

“It is dangerous to keep going without knowing why the car did not turn back on.”

“But–”

“I have five more days, Patton,” Logan snapped. “And I am not going to die early on a hill . So until we do know what is happening, I do not want to keep going.”

Logan’s icy voice was all it took for Patton to signal right and head cautiously to the side of the road. Logan sighed, leaning back in his seat.

“Thank you.”

“Logan, I...”

Patton trailed off as Logan just waved his hand at him, already putting his phone to his ear.

Patton sighed and parked the car at the side of the road, his hands still tense on the wheel. Logan’s conversation with roadside assistance began to seemingly fade away as his words earlier became loud and clear.

“ I’m afraid– ”

“Patton?”

Patton blinked, then faced Logan. “Sorry, yes?”

“They told us that we should be safe to continue driving and find a safe place to park,” Logan said. “I will be forwarding them our location via text message.”

“Ah, okay.” Patton went to turn the car back on when Logan placed his hand on his wrist once more; only more gentle this time. Patton looked up at Logan, who was averting his glance from him.

“I...apologize for snapping.”

“Logan, you–”

“I had no reason to.” Logan sighed. “I just...I do not want to ruin this trip for you.”

Patton broke into a soft smile.

“Hey.” He hesitantly held Logan’s hand. “Nothing’s being ruined, Lo. Just a bump in the road!”

“There were no bumps, you just stalled–”

“Figuratively,” Patton cut him off with a giggle.

And as his shoulders relaxed, Logan laughed too; which was all Patton needed to turn the car on and start again.

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“What on earth is that.”

Patton grinned as he outstretched the cup of iced coffee towards Logan, who was leaning against the hood of the car. Logan, however, didn’t even notice his own drink; his stare fixated on Patton’s instead.

“It’s a unicorn frappuccino!” Patton chirped, handing Logan his drink while taking a big sip out of his. Logan cocked his head forward in disbelief.

“A...a what?”

“A unicorn frappuccino!” Patton beamed. “It’s filled with magic! ”

“It looks like it is filled with...a potential nutritional disease.”

“And get this–” Patton held out the cup and swirled it with his straw– “as the colours change, so does the flavour! How neat is that?!”

“I...do not even know how to respond.”

Patton took another big sip and sighed, leaning against the car beside Logan. “Mmm. Tangy.”

Logan gave him an amused chuckle, taking a sip of his own drink and staring out on the road in front of the Starbucks parking lot.

“We are most likely going to be set back an entire day based on this delay,” Logan murmured.

“Well that’s okay!”

“Not exactly. I– I need to return to work.”

“You’ll still be able to do that!” Patton said insistently. “And wasn’t our goal to take a risk? A leap of faith?”

“If that were the case, it seems as though we have crashed miserably.”

Patton groaned. “Come onnnn! We can take today off, maybe do some exploring–”

“Should our next course of action not be abandoning this idea?”

Patton blinked, all the energy suddenly deflating right out of him.

“I…” He leaned back on the hood of the car a little more. “Well, I don’t know.”

He then looked at Logan. “I don’t really want it to end here.”

Silence.

The two of them continued to stare at the road, watching the cars speed past them. And the only sound they could hear—other than the cars—was each other.

“You’re right,” Logan finally said.

“I am?”

Logan solemnly nodded. “If I was given more time, I would never want this to end.”

Patton looked up at him. “Really?”

“Really.” Logan averted his gaze to the floor. “And we have to keep going. I know there is more to life than this trip, but right now? This the most ‘life’ I was ever given.”

Patton found himself speechless as Logan continued.

“You know, teaching people and telling them what they need to know, just before their life can begin– that is what my life has always been. It has always been about what I know .”

“...How does that have anything to do with our road trip?”

Logan finally faced Patton with a soft smile. “I don’t know.”

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next chapter >

#TS Storytime 2020 Submission #gabbie writes things #the road trip #sanders sides #sanders sides fic #sanders sides fanfic #sanders sides fanfiction #logan sanders #patton sanders #logicality #logan/patton #human AU

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peacefulwriter88 · 5 years

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F**k Buddies

Johnny Storm x WoC

Warnings: Language (duh) SMUT (also duh) so 18+ children

A/N: I am feeling not great enough to write for any of Seb or Chris’ other characters right now but I can write random, no plot drivel with a not so serious character like Johnny Storm.

I can also foresee this fun little one shot becoming a mini series. So maybe prep for that. And by maybe I mean it's probs gonna happen. As usual moodboard by me so give credit where it's due!

As always moodboard created by me so like/reblog for credit

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Your room danced in cotton candy pink, sorbet orange and candy corn yellow, flickering over your cherry oak dresser, a small pile of discarded clothes and the large queen size bed your aunt had given you when you had decided to move to New York.

Its bright enough to make you groan as your hand naturally reaches out at your nightstand, grabbing your phone and checking the time.

8:05 a.m.

Why did you naturally wake up so early on Saturdays?

You throw your phone back on the cheap oak wood, turning over to your side and nearly scream.

Sleeping peacefully by your side, mouth slightly ajar and long lashes tickling his cheek was no other than your handsome though very annoying brother’s best friend.

“What are you doing here!?”

Your voice is too loud, causes you to wince and grip at your pounding head hating, hating, hating whoever had convinced you to pound the tequila that you knew would take the next two days to work its way through your body.

Johnny moans, his eyes pinching together before he opens one, his bright blue eye greeting your own.

“Oh shit….” he closes his eyes, snuggles deeper back into his pillow as he mumbles, “you actually slept with me?”

“I did not -” you want to finish the statement, want to make it adamantly clear that you did not allow Johnny Storms nasty most likely STD ridden dick to enter your vaginal walls but a shift under the covers reveals your nakedness, the delicious soreness that can only come from a fresh fucking and you groan, shaking your head.

“Oh my god, oh my god, oh my gooooood.” you squeak and Johnny chuckles, shifts his body to situate himself closer to you.

“Relax. I feel like a truck might have hit me but I feel like we were pretty good together.”

“Oh no. No, no, no - none of that,” you shift, trying to push him away from your body but he’s sturdy - fuck his pounds of muscles that your hands were enjoying just a little too much as they slid over his chest. “Get away! Go home!”

“I live on the other side of town,” he groans, easily throwing an arm over your body and placing his face in the crevice of your neck.

“Can’t you flame your ass on then? I need sleep. I need a tequila detox. A Johnny detox. Probably need to get tested for cooties. And STD’s.”

“Ouch Y/N. What did I ever do to deserve that string of insults?” his face is still hidden in the crevice of your neck, the vibrations of his words tickling your neck, “Besides. I’d love a sober play by play of last night's events.”

“No. Johnny - this isn’t a good idea,” already probably one of your worse. “We made a promise to each other. In the 11th grade when I kissed you after my asshole boyfriend broke up with me prom night. We wouldn’t sleep with each other. We wouldn't make it weird.

This. This just made it weird.”

Johnny sighs, looks up from his place at your neck,

“Jesus Christ Y/N can’t you give yourself a day and not be a tight coil of fucking stress?”

“You know I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder.”

“Yeah you and the other 90% of un-diagnosed American’s in this country. It's called societal pressure and it only affects you if you give two shits in what the masses thinks about you.” he deadpans and you scoff, before smacking his head.

“Oww,” he laughs. “The fuck was that for?”

“Being rude. Anxiety isn’t funny.”

“I never said it was. I simply - “

“Simply had to open your stupid mouth and prove how smart you are. Noted. Got it. Whatevah.”

You throw your head back on the pillow sighing and Johnny exhales, raises his head higher to get a better view of your face. Your eyes are focused on the ceiling, he can feel the way your right finger taps quickly against your mattress as you take deep, long breaths.

“Y/N,” he says softly and you flicker your eyes over to him, “What's really so bad about sleeping with me?”

“Beyond the fact that you can’t keep your dick in your pants?!] You’re just this player asshole guy that like will fuck anything that breathes with a vagina, you don’t have any respect for any girl and, and and….” you don’t want to say the rest.

You don’t want to get attached to the human torch.

Johnny was funny, witty, talented. But he was a lady’s man and an asshole, his ego had grown monumentally since becoming the torch (and that was saying a lot for someone’s ego who was already as big as the sun) and so what you crushed on him since you were in 6th grade. Johnny didn’t take women seriously. They were a past time or a hobby.

Like baseball or knitting.

You didn’t want to be a past time in the Johnny Storm little black fuck book.

“And……?”

“Don’t fucking worry about it. Just….leave.”

Johnny watches you, eyebrows raising before shaking his head,

“No.”

“No!?” you ask incredulously, looking down at him and he smirks, nods.

“Yeah, no. I don’t want to leave yet. I want to revisit what happened last night.”

“Listen I don’t know how attending a scientific museum gala to honor Reed and Susan turned into me taking a lot of fucking tequila shots and then dragging you to fuck me stupid at my apartment...oh fuck!

I hope, pray, will that Julie left last night. Fuck.”

You throw your hands over your eyes, not caring that it's going to shift your fake lashes. If Julie knew that you fucked Johnny she’d never let you leave it down.

“Fuck Julie and I are Eskimo sisters.”

“Not technically,” Johnny says, his hands moving over your lush thick thighs, dancing to your center, “Technically Julie gave me a blow job and I didn't return the favor. So really, you’re more like Eskimo cousins? Second cousins?”

Right. Because that would make it better.

Though you couldn't get that out, no, not when Johnny’s large hands were distracting you.

“What are you doing?” you ask shakily, wishing you could combat what he had just mentioned about your roommate but unable to focus on anything but the way his long fingers slowly spread your legs a part.

“What are you talking about?”

“You! What are you doing?”

He smiles as he looks back up at you, full lips tugging into a smile as his index finger skims up the folds of your vagina, causing you to catch your breath as your eyes fall on his. He’s watching you, curiosity dancing in his irises.

“Stop it.”

“Okay. Though...I think you like it…”

He dips a finger in, teasingly and you naturally hum, arch into him.

“....you’re being manipulative.”

“I’m being curious. Besides, you look beautiful in the morning.”

You snort out laughter as your eyes fall on him,

“Wow. That an original that normally works on the ladies?”

Johnny pulls a finger away from you completely, out from under the covers,

“No, I don’t normally tell the ladies anything of the sort. Sure if there hot I’ll give credit where it's due but I’m not responsible to build their self-esteem. That's what their future boyfriends are for.”

“But you care enough to build mine? Right...” your voice is skeptical as he inserts the finger that was just in you in his mouth, sucking on it slowly before releasing it from the grips of his tongue with a pop.

“Hmmm. Delicious.”

You lick your lips, shift your eyes away from his face. Move it away from the satisfaction on his face from your flavor and he smiles as he pulls the covers down,

“It doesn't have to be serious if you like.”

“You’re never serious Johnny,” you whisper as your breast spring free from your comforters confines, your nipples betraying your attraction and he bites his lip as he flickers his eyes down to them. “I just don’t want to soberly be …..dumb.”

“You couldn’t be dumb even if you wanted to be Y/N,” he bends down, his hot breath hitting the fatty tissue of his breath, “But if you want to fuck on and off casually I’d be down for that. I could commit to fucking you regularly if you did the same.”

“That’s called dating Jonathan.”

“Whatever.” his mouth encapsulates your left breast and you moan, hands naturally moving to his buzzed hair as his hands widens your legs, fingers finding your clit and squeezing it lightly, causing you to whisper out his name.

“Fuck yes…..” your voice wavers and Johnny smiles against your skin, looks up at you.

“You’re fucking hot when you’re turned on.”

His tongue darts out, slowly teases around your pebbled nipple, eyes never shifting from your own and there is something enticingly erotic about it, causing you to watch him as he plays with your clit slowly, watching the way you react to him,

“Okay...” you groan, annoyed that he won. Annoyed that he knew how to tug on your strings so he could win.

“Okay what?” he asks innocently, mouth moving towards your other breast and you throw your head back on your pillow as you moan out,

“Okay let's be fuck buddies.”

He snorts, shakes his head as his mouth envelopes over your right breast, gently bites down on it. You push him closer, causes him to moan around the same time you do and he ruts his hips into your mattress, causing your vagina to clench around nothing.

You wanted him in you so bad it wasn’t fair.

“Great. That’s all I’m asking. Nothing serious. I fuck you. You fuck me. Maybe we get takeout or go to a game but only if it means I can fuck you in the bathroom of said game.”

You laugh as you shake your head,

“Johnny you don’t like fucking more than one girl.”

“Other girls normally bore me.”

“But I don’t?”

“No, you don’t. Never have. So what do you say?,” his voice is a mumble against your skin, his hands moving lower to push your legs wider, “you in?”

You close your eyes, think about all the ways this would go south and blow up in your face. Then you look down at Johnny, who’s fixated on your breast, eyes closed as his mouth makes your breast your prisoner, yanking another moan out of you as your core clenches deeper, your body shaking with pleasure.

“Deal.”

He snaps his eyes open as he pulls away from your skin, a large gob of spit glistening on his lips as he smiles at you.

“Great. You’re not going to regret it.” he hovers over you, the head of his cock teasing at your walls as he smiles down at you.

“Shall we seal the deal?”

You roll your eyes as your hands find his hips, moving your hips up to meet his as he enters you slowly and you both groan as you whisper,

“Do me a favor and shut the fuck up and fuck me dumb so I have an excuse for making this dumb deal.”

He leans down, presses a kiss to your lips that catches you off guard, causes you to naturally open your mouth to greet his tongue, allowing him to dominate over you as he pulls away and snaps his hips into you.

“Consider it done.”

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askthetotallynotcampcamp · 4 years

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jaspvid for the s o u l

michael: oak aye

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Jasper: *first day working at the camp 😳😳* *vIbES near the entrance lmao*

David: GOOOOOOD MORNING JASPER! READY FOR YOUR FIRST DAY?

Jasper: Totally!! Is the camp still the same as when we were younger?

David: yup! Obviously different kids, they can get crazy so be prepared!

Jasper: Oh jeez, okay.

The b u s: *i am alive*

David: ah! They're here, oh you're gonna love them Jas!

Max: *walks off the bus* who the hell is that?!

Nerris: yeah I've never seen him before! Hello sir I dont know!

David: well kids, this is your new counselor, Jasper!

Jasper: Hi kids-! I hope I can make your summer great!!

Neil: *😒😒*

Harrison: Oh cool! A new person to show my magic to!

Space kid: howdy do Jasper!

Max: okay just another person to make fun of!

-all the kids are in the mess haul now-

David: I told you to be prepared! Dont let max get to you, hes always like that

Jasper: he’s just a little, uh, insulting. kinda rude, I can handle it though! Don’t worry about it

David: alrighty!

-time skip bc I'm lazy-

David: *getting ready for sleep time* do do dooooo

Jasper: ughhh, I do not understand how you deal with those kids all day *😔*

David: I've gotten used to them, maxes words hurt sometimes but I'm fine with it. And you dont have to work here ya know, if it isnt fun for you

Jasper: I wanna work here because I miss being with you all the time, homeslice- I’ll get used to it eventually

David: awe that's sweet, but you can always tell me if you want to leave because this place can stress you out! Now you, should get some sleep mister

Jasper: *😳😳😳* ah yeah, you too homie *bed time bro*

David: goodnighttttt!

Jasper: goodnight-

Time: smellbert day time

The camp: i am going to burn down

David: OH GOSH THE CAMP!

-after they fix the camp bc I'm lazy and tired-

David: *collapses against a tree* now that, that was a workout

Jasper: *collapses nexts to mr tree* is that how it’s like everyday?

Neil: *a p p r o a c h e s*

David: yeah basically *jumps up* hello Neil!

Neil: Hey can I show you something I’ve been working on? *is neil*

David: ah yes of course! *grabs Jaspers hand and walks over*

Jasper: *😳😳😳😳*

Neil: Okay, so, this is my science stuff, and this right here is a calculator

David: very...interesting! Right Jasper!

Jasper: I like the uh, bottles?

Neil: The test tubes?

David: *tries not to laugh*

Jasper: I mean- I guess? I don’t know, I never did science

Neil: Literally everyone knows what a test tube is-!

David: oh come on Neil cut him some slack, hes not all about science

Neil: david, literally everyone knows what a test tube is!

David: well Jasper isnt everyone! Keep up the good work! *walks back to the cabin*

Jasper: *taps david’s shoulder 😗✌️* hey hey hey, quick question

David: hm? *turns around* yeah Jasper?

Jasper: Can I talk to you alone for a hot sec

David: yeah of course! What's up buddy pal

Jasper: uh, so, since I was a kid i thought you were super cool-?

David: wow really?! Youre really.. what's the word you use..radical!

Jasper: Wow thanks! Anyway, I was thinking and like- I like you??

David: well duh, we're best friends!

Jasper: yeah, but, like-like you homie

David: *very red* oh gosh- i- um-

Jasper: *😳😳😳* uh- yeah-

David: a-are you sure? Out of a-all people?

Jasper: *nodnodnodnod*

David: well uh- lucky for you- *kisses his cheek😳😳😳*

Jasper: *😳😳😳😳* oh dang-

David: *smiles at him*

Gwen: well that was lovely

Jasper: Wow gwen okay

David: oh h-hi Gwen..*v red*

Jasper: *😳😳😳😳*

Gwen: I saw the whole thing, it was WAY better than trash tv

David: well is this good for your trash tv? *kisses Jasperteehee*

Jasper: *is a red*

Gwen: *:0* Oh damn!!

David: oh wait I actually did that-

Jasper: jesus- *lmao covers his face or some shit*

Gwen: 👏👏👏

David: okay uh toodaloo! Bye! *runs to the cabin*

Jasper: uh, i’m gonna go too-! *fOLLOW*

Max: they're so gonna makeout

David: *in the bathroom* WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH ME

Jasper: *kNocKs oN tHe dOoR* uhh, davey are you okay?

David: AH! oh Jasper, hello! Uh yes I am completely fine why would something be wrong what

Jasper: you ran away really fast, are you sure you’re okay-?

David: yes of course! *comes pit of the bathroom and is like face to face w/ jasper bc he was standing right outside of the door??*

Jasper: *😳👉👈* *s smooch*

David: *😳😳😳😳😳😳*

Jasper: i’m uh, sorry *😔👉👈*

David: nononono it's okay! *hug*

Jasper: *hug 😔👉👈*

David: hey, you okay? *ruffles his hair and laughs*

Jasper: *:) 👉👈* of course!

David: that's great! *smiles at him*

Jasper: we should uh, leave and see what the kiddos are up to *walks out backwards???*

David: okay! *kicks the door open* owie

Jasper: oh dang are you okay-

Nikki: What SPICY DRAMA happened??!

David: nikki what do you mean??

Nikki: Max said you were gonna make out!

David: nothing happened! *😳*

Jasper: *holds onto david’s arm or smth lmao oop*

Nikki: hmmmm

David: nikki nothing- uh- nothing happened!

Max: Likely story DAVID!

David: fine, what do you think happened?

Max: you two made out or some gross shit and then you came out like nothing happened!

David: well you are incorrect!

Jasper: very incorrect!

Nikki: Oh damn it!

David: well anyways, since it's getting to sunset now, its campfire time! *skips over to the benches*

Jasper: come on children!! *follow*

Children: kk *follow*

Max: jasper I seriously dont understand how youre in love with HIM

David: *making a fire*

Jasper: I mean, he’s really nice, Max- I’m sure you’ll feel the same way about someone eventually

Max: pft- yeah, no

David: *stands up* okay and we are ready for action!

Jasper: oh come ON max, stop being so heartless *walks over to the f i r e*

David: *sits down on a log and puts on his sweatshirt* (I LOVE DAVID WEARING A SWEATSHIRT)

Jasper: *sits next to d a v i d* oh dang, are you cold?

David: eh, it's just summer night air

Jasper: yeah but i wanted an excuse to do this *puts his arm around david 😳*

David: *goes wide eyed 😳😳*

Jasper: *forehead smooch 😳😳*

David: *hides in his sweatshirt😳* Jasper not in front of the campers!-

Jasper: Oh dang i’m so sorry *n not*

David: *rests his head on his shoulder* hmph

Jasper: oh no, am i in trouble now? *hug teehee*

David: *shakes his head no*

Jasper: cool cool cool *😘😘😘*

Gwen: *👀👀👀*

David: *sleep*

Gwen: I think you need to go tuck your boy in

Jasper: Righto, Gwen make sure nothing burns down *picks up mr tree mans and cArRiEs hIm To tHe CabIn wOwIe*

David: huh..oh hi jasperrrr

Jasper: hola *drops mr tree mans onto his bed lmao rekt* you fell asleep

David: oh sorry *laughs tiredly?? Is that a thing??*

Jasper: go to sleep, you sound tired *forehead smooch 😳😳*

David: *pulls him down to....hug him duh*

Jasper: oh dang- *hug hug hug*

David: what? I love youuuuu (he ain't gonna remember this-)

Jasper: *😳😳😳* shoot- i love you too homie *s sits on the bed or smth*

David: *sits up and hugs him* thank you for working here, now I get to see your adorable face everyday

Jasper: jeez- calm down- *😳😳😳*

David: I'm just saying! *smiles at him*

Jasper: *😌😌* okay go to sleep now- it’s late, homeslice

David: okay *kisses him* goodnight *:)*

Jasper: goodnight weirdo *escape*

-morning-

David: *wakes up and sits up* best sleep I've ever had

Jasper: *uhh already out watching el children*

David: *gets dressed and walks outside* GOOOOOD MORNING JASPER

Jasper: hello hello, how did you sleep?

David: very good actually! I just dont remember anything from the camp fire

Jasper: oh great, you were hella tired last night man

Nikki: *f fire*

David: GOSH DARN NIKKI NOT AGAIN WITH THE FIRE!- *runs*

Jasper: *ahaha just vibes honestly lmao* righto children, who wants to go do something cool

Max: what do you consider cool

Jasper: dunno, what do YOU consider cool?

Max: I dont know that's why I'm asking you!

Space kid: how are babies made

Jasper: okay, we’re not going over that today- what if we uh, go to spooky island and find cool stuff

Nerris: david said we arent allowed over there!

David: I heard my name! Wassup

Jasper: we’re going to spooky island because i almost died there so we are allowed

David: *:0* ooooo adventures okay! Boat time! *walks to the boats*

Jasper: alrighty everyone get in groups of threes to go in the bOaTs and then don’t get lost

David: *gets in the boat in front of thy jasper* is Gwen coming?

Jasper: I don’t think so-

Space Kid: *is on their bOaT now because he asked how babies were made*

David: *starts paddling the boat* weeeeeeee

Jasper: *lmao also pAdDlInG*

Space Kid: David how are babies made?

David: uh well- *😳*

Space Kid: because neil told me that-

Jasper: okay okay okay let’s not talk about this today

Space kid: do you and jasper make babies?

David: NO *😳😳😳*

Jasper: *w heeze*

Space Kid: hmmmm, well do you want to make babies?

David: SPACE KID JUST STOP TALKING *😳😳😳😳*

Jasper: *literally sobbing* this is COMEDY

David: JASPER DONT ENCOURAGE HIM

Jasper: It’s so funny-!

David: uh-uh! Its embarrassing!

Space kid: you guys have definitely made babies

Jasper: *FIDNKSNSKSK* OH MY GOD *teeheehaw*

David: OKAY WOW LOOK WE'RE HERE *gets off the canoe*

Jasper: *escaped canoe* kk kids stay in your groups and find something cool

David: I guess space kid went with harrison and his group, so that's leave us alone *😳*

Jasper: *😳😳😳* *👀👀* *smooch 😳*

David: *😳😳😳* *kiss:)*

Jasper: *:)))*

Nikki: GUYS IT IS HAPPENING

David: NIKKI I SWEAR TO GOSH IF YOU DONT GO AWAY-

Jasper: *😳😳😳* Woah Davey chillax

Nikki: Everyone wanted to know!

David: well I think it's pretttttttty obvious that I am deeply in love with Jasper!

Jasper: 😳😳😳

Nikki: WOAHH!! Like my mom and Carl!!

Neil: nikki pleeeeeease dont bring that up

David: oh god-

Nikki: Why not! That was true love Neil!

Jasper: what even- who?

Neil: that was sex! Theres a difference Nikki!

David: their parents hooked up on parents day-

Jasper: *elbow nudge ;))* *LMAO WHEEZE JK JKING*

Nikki: There is no difference!

David: JASPER NO

Neil: they only did it for pleasure!!

Jasper: I was joking homie!

Nikki: oh REALLY? how would you know!!

Neil: beacuseeeeee that's why people do it nikki!

David: okay....homeskillet!

Nikki: have YOU ever done it!!!

Jasper: oh jesus- we should stop that before something bad happens

Neil: NIKKI I AM 11

David: yeah-

Jasper: *picks up nikki or some poopoo* Nikki, just listen to Neil on this one

Neil: THANK YOU

David: *giggles*

Nikki: this isn’t over NEIL

Jasper: okie dokie kids- Nikki you’re coming back with me because I don’t trust you with neil

Neil: NIKKI YOU LITERALLY EAT DIRT SO I DONT THINK YOU WOULD KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT SE-

David: OKAY ENOUGH OF THIS

Jasper: alrighty everyone we’re going back- david go back with neil

Nikki: *g rowels*

-when they get back-

David: *flops on to his bed* well that was a experience

Jasper: *s sits on david’s bed* oh god it sure was

David: *sits up and leans against the pillows* I haven't been that stressed in awhile-

Jasper: *😳😳👀* *smooch*

David: *smooch😳😳😳😳*

Jasper: *😳😳😳😳smooch*

David: *hug* hiiiii

Jasper: *hug 😳😳😳* hello hello

Dsvid: not to be that weird person but you are way better at kissing then I thought you would be- *giggles*

Jasper: *😳😳😳😳*

David: okay soryyyyyyyyyyy

Jasper: you’re so dorky

Space Kid: *knocks on the councelor cabins door*

David: ugh can we ever be alone! *opens the door* oh space kid! Why are you up?

space kid: i had a nightmare that space wasn’t real can i stay with you :(

Jasper: ughhhhhh

David: yes of course! *picks up him* where do you wanna sleep?

Space kid: uhhh in space

David: let me rephrase it, where do you want to sleep in the cabin?

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lululawrence · 5 years

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so question for you: I suffer from really bad depression and ADHD. do you have any advice on how to write when i feel like not

oh man that is a gooooood question. okay so i can’t speak from the adhd side of things. i do have some focus issues due to my anxiety, but they are very much not the same thing so i don’t want to make it sound like i have experience there when i don’t. i’m going to mostly speak on the depression side of things, maybe touch on some things i do when i can’t focus, and then open it up to others who do write with adhd and see if they can give some things that help them and i sure hope that helps.

so for me, it’s a really rough balance of figuring out do i just not want to write or do i need to allow myself to be okay with not writing. is it a motivation issue due to my depression and/or my anxiety over the fact i have a LOT of other shit i need to be getting done that should actually be having the focus? or is it a i-don’t-have-anymore-spoons-to-give-so-i-literally-shouldn’t-write kind of thing? (if the spoons comment doesn’t make sense, check out the spoons metaphor here, it changed my world for trying to explain to others what it’s like living with mental health issues) sometimes it is really hard to figure out which is which, though. and sometimes i don’t know until i just push myself and try to do it.

so. if it’s a motivation issue (or i don’t know, so i try to push it and see if it is a motivation issue), that means i generally need to find outside motivation. for me a lot of that comes from deadlines. it’s why even if i’m not writing something for a fest or whatever, i give myself a sort of mental deadline. right now my mental deadline WAS to try to finish my tomlinshaw this week. allergies hit as did illness, so i’m going on almost four days of not writing which means that tomlinshaw is definitely not getting finished. but now my new goal is next week. i’m still gonna push myself pretty hard tonight and tomorrow to see how much i can get written because i really really do wanna stick with my original hope of having it done by this weekend, but we’ll see.

i’m putting the rest under a cut because DAMN this got long, i’m so sorry

sometimes, though, deadlines make you stress and don’t help you find motivation. so what then? that’s when i go to my writing peeps. i’ve got a large network now of completely supportive, amazing, kind, lovely writing friends who have gathered around each other and support each other. when i’m having a hard time writing or getting myself to write, i’ll go to them and be open about it. “hey, i’m trying to write and it isn’t working, wanna do a writing party?” or going to one of the group chats and saying, “i’m writing! who’s writing?” or “writing sprint! anyone in?” that way i know i’m gonna have to come back to them in a set amount of time and check back with the progress i made. for my leo self, i love and need them holding me accountable and then cheering when i come back and have actually written words. even if it’s only 20. they cheer anyway. because they know i need it to keep going. and if i have time, i try another 10 minutes/30 minutes/hour and check back then. find your people, and rely on them. they’ll help when things get really tough.

i think what it comes down to is figuring out for yourself what actually motivates you. inner motivation is HARD with depression which is part of the reason we have such issues with just getting our asses out of bed or into the shower more than once a month, right? like that’s just part of the deal. it shows differently with everyone, but simple things for others are crazy hard for us. so find what actually gets you writing, and utilize that. is it a reward? if you write for an hour you get to buy yourself a starbucks? or you get to eat that piece of cake in the fridge? or you get to watch that episode of ...i dunno, what’s cool right now? game of thrones? umbrella academy? something like that. or you get to pain your nails. you know, like literally anything. find that and harness that. sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn’t. and that’s okay.

on the days i have a hard time focusing (which is most days, let’s be real), i have to take myself out of my usual environment because my usual environment is crazy busy, crazy disorganized, and overall noisy as hell. plus if i don’t i constantly have my parents/partner/children begging me to do something with or for them and that isn’t conducive to writing. so i get out of the house. i go to the library where it’s quiet and not much distraction, or to a starbucks that i know isn’t quite so busy or has really nice writing nooks in it. just someplace i’m comfortable that is easy access and allows me to just shut down to everything outside the computer. i tell my friends i’m writing, and then i shut down everything. i close the tumblr windows, i shut down whatsapp, i even turn my phone onto dnd mode. and for those thirty minutes i write.

it sounds counter productive to give myself more time to write when i’m having focus issues, you’d think shorter windows work better, but with my own personal experience as well as my experience with my husband and daughter who both also have adhd, i’ve learned that the focus issues mainly come from . having a hard time GETTING focused. if we’re truly interested in something, then once our focus has been grabbed, we can (sometimes) keep it there. so go for a medium time length. give yourself that buffer time where it’s gonna be hard for you to even get your mind into the fic game. that way when you check in, you’ll have given yourself enough time to spend fifteen minutes just trying to remember what fic you’re writing and where you’re writing at within that fic and you’ll still have fifteen more to get words down before checking back in.

i know some people also do “song challenges” where they’ll put a song on and write for the length of the song and then stop when the song ends and see how far they got, if they like it, etc. there’s others who write for ten minute increments and then go on to do something else because longer than that just isn’t possible.

basically. this is a very very long winded way of saying just keep trying. don’t give up. but also, if you try everything and it’s just not working for you that day? that’s okay. the fic will still be there later. don’t stress it! it’s there to be fun and enjoyed.

whew. i’m so sorry this ended up so long, but i hope it helps. good luck, i can’t wait to celebrate you publishing those fics that are so hard to actually get written! you’re amazing. xxxxx

#opinions #i'm so sorry this is so long guys #writing stuff #personal experience #my head is an allergy cloud too so that doesn't help #Anonymous #asks #mine

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ieryana · 6 years

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Dinner with Christians

*** Disclaimer *** - this is tongue in cheek fun. If you take it seriously and get triggered because bew hew you know a Christians then tough shit frankly. Enjoy! ________________________________________________________________

"Fun as in 'naked twister' fun?" he quipped, slightly too hopefully. Felicity shot him one of her narrow-eyed, ‘you better behave’ sort of looks and squeezed his arm. "It's just that I went to a party once and it was full of forty-something swingers and-" "Oh you did not," She admonished with a flap of her hand that signalled that she didn't believe him and that the subject was dead. "Besides," she added, almost as an afterthought, "they're good Christian people, they wouldn't be into anything like that." "They're what?" A look of horror flew across Max’s face. Last time he’d encountered Christians en masse was his Christening, and he’d slept through that. "Flick! Daaahling! Happy New Year!" A horribly ‘faux posh’ voice echoed from the porch. "Tom, Helen, how are you both, awww!" Felicity gushed, hugging her hosts and flashing air kisses that missed by miles. It was at that moment that the girl that was once Felicity Harbour changed….in a way Max hoped he would never see again. The transformation was devastating, dramatic and swift. In that moment, she had become the entity known as Flick. Max stood in the doorway and juggled the beer, a resigned but somehow desperate expression on his face. What had just happened? It was only seven pm and he already wished the night was over. As he walked into the predictably magnolia and laminate hallway he spared a thought for the lads in the King's Arms, drinking, celebrating, happy, and single. Happy New Year indeed. From inside, the stomach-churning soprano 'Walking in the Air' began to filter through into the hallway and he knew that with certainty it wouldn't be long before Cliff made an appearance too. Tom and Helen were pretty as boring as the house. Helen was slightly overweight and dowdy. Straight mousy hair framed a chubby face and she was dressed in a shapeless floral dress. Tom was the sort of guy you would want to beat savagely and, were it not for the fact that it would be something like kicking a puppy, you feared that you would. Sporting a pair of tortoise shell rimmed glasses and a drab loose knit sweater; he’d also adopted a magnificent eye twitch that Max found compelling. Tom would use words like 'cathartic' and 'holistic' a lot and pronounced the word beautiful as 'buuudafull’. Max ground his teeth together and tried to smile. "So Maximillian nice to finally meet you, how aaaare you? We heard you've been mentally ill is that right?" Tom said all in one breathe. Maximillian? Against his better judgement, he shifted the bitter into the crook of his arm and grasped Tom's limp, slightly damp hand, pumping it in greeting whilst brandishing a vaguely threatening fake grin. "No, no it was a week off work for compassionate reasons, some work rela-" "Super! Well, this is my wife Helen…" Tom cut in with a disarming smile and a sweep of his hand. Feeling more than very put out, Max braced himself as Helen approached him for a double air kiss and he was horrified to note a wispy, grey moustache lying in wait across her top lip. She smelled faintly of Yardley’s English Lavender, and that was no great surprise either. Helen also had this irritating habit of talking to you through either closed or wildly fluttering eyelids, it made him wonder whether half way through a conversation he could nip away and come back without being noticed. "Soooo gooooood to seeee yooooou," she whined. Tom and Helen invited them into an untidy living room and introduced them to the others: Jed and Hannah, Campbell and his friend Philip, and Camilla. "Guys, this is Maximillian, Flick's beau – he's recently been mentally ill," Tom was saying, nodding sagely, "So let’s hope he finds tonight's diverse social integration… cathartic." Max raised a hand in salute. "Well, I wasn't strictly ill, but hello." Something told him that the five pints of John Smith's he'd downed before meeting Flick and friends wouldn't be enough. He then noticed Jed was wearing sandals with Argyll socks and briefly flirted with the idea of running away – quickly. Dinner was a bland vegetarian affair that Helen had managed to become tearful over when she discovered that she had burned the crust of the leak and leak pie. The potatoes were more than slightly underdone and the onion gravy watery beyond compare, although the Swede and carrot mash was passable. She seemed heartened by the fact that her eye-watering, sugar-free rhubarb and gooseberry compote was edible, or at least that was the suggestion that everyone had given her by doggedly finishing their bowls. "I think I've just developed a stomach ulcer," Max whispered to Flick, who shushed him tetchily. "Matchmakers and coffee?" offered Tom, as if it was the height of sophistication. "I'll stick with the beer, thanks." Max pointed to his fast depleting stock. The group had barely managed to empty three bottles of predictably cheap wine over dinner. He cracked open another can and tried to get comfortable on the lumpy sofa. "So," Jed was saying, his legs crossed and his hands constructing a pyramid at his chest, "Hannah and I met Campbell whilst on sabbatical in Bratislava in 1999…" "Yea yea, Bratislava’s an awesome country”; Campbell interjected as if anyone was interested in his point. Max rolled his eyes, but thought again about speaking out, leaving the group to embarrass themselves. "Well, it's funny," Campbell continued in his soft, whiney Scottish accent and patted his 'friends' arm, "because Philip and I met during his gap year in Burundi." "Yes I was working with Médecins Sans Frontières as a volunteer nurse." Philip added with a self-satisfied smile. "Oh that's riiiight," gushed Helen. "I heard that you had done a lot of good work in the Third World." "I now do some volunteer work with special needs, but not as much as I'd like to" Philip continued, "in fact I'm a dedicated helper in the community for a great person called Ben Calloe." “Wonky Ben?" Max said. The front room fell silent. To look at their faces so aghast, one would have thought that he had just dropped his pants. "What? Wonky Ben, gammy leg, he comes in the pub." "He's got cerebral palsy, Max," Philip said with the measured patience of somebody trying to break some really bad news. "Yeah but you want to try and race lad, he's pretty quick after a few rum and cokes I can tell you." "You feed him alcohol?" Campbell seemed genuinely horrified. Max shrugged. "He's a bloke not a gerbil. Why shouldn’t he enjoy a drink or two, he’s still a person". He was vaguely aware of Flick tugging urgently at his sleeve. "What, you've never raced a drunken spazz?" "We don't refer to them as 'spastic' anymore." Hannah said gently. "Anyway…" Tom intervened. "Campbell, you were saying about Burundi…" Max's eyes darted incredulously from speaker to speaker, what irritated him more than the inane anecdotes of who met whom and during what Hutu uprising, was the fact that Camilla simply nodded in agreement to every statement and mmm-mmm'd her approval. This further cemented Max's theory that she had nothing to add to any conversation. Anywhere. Ever. Max sighed and cracked open another can. "So Maxi, did your faith helped you through your period of mental illness?" Tom said, some time later, turning his attention across the table. "Sorry, what?" Max jumped awake from the semi-doze he’d fallen into "Your faith, was it a crutch?" Helen asked. "I found that my faith brought me through my darker moments when I was diagnosed with uterine polyps." "Mmm, yah, polyps." Camilla nodded seriously, shooting Helen a tight lipped look of unswerving support and female camaraderie. "Er, no, I'm not a big church goer to be honest." Or at all, but he wasn’t going to admit that. "Awww." The group crooned in an 'oh you poor, silly, ignorant little man' fashion. He noted that Flick looked suitably embarrassed and could not help but feel a little crow of jubilation inside him. "You really should consider taking Christ into your life." Hannah said. "Mmm-mmm, yah. Christ our Lord." Camilla spouted and actually held up a hand in some sort of 'hey Jesus, here I am,' wave. �� Max drew a patient breath and forced a smile. "No, thanks all the same. I'm happy with my lot and it's not really for me, but cheers." "Don't worry; I'm sure you will regain your faith with Flick's help, she is such a strong woman." Helen sympathised. "You will find that it was the glory of the Lord that drew you out of your mental illness." "Oh, I'm not so sure!" Max replied smoothly. They all looked at him in earnest. "Yes Max… it was. They nodded as one. "Oh yes, Jesus loves you. He loves us all." Hannah intoned. This was getting a little creepy, and Max edged his way along the sofa. "Doesn't seem to love wonky Ben that much does he now," Max replied sourly. "Ah, don't worry, the Lord has His own plan for Ben. His physical illness is part of god’s plan, as was your mental illness." Max slammed his hand down on the nearby table causing everyone to jump and sending John Smiths tins scattering. Camilla stopped mmm-mmming all of a sudden and looked petrified. He stood up and stared at them all. "Look, I'm not mentally ill. I never have been; I had a week's leave of absence after some work related stresses and my mum dying. And before you say it, no, she's hasn't 'crossed over' or 'become spirit' or whatever it is you nut-jobs think and she's not 'in a better place'. She's in a box, in the ground, in Highgate cemetery. Oh and in case you were wondering, I don't want to join your blasted Christian polyp support group or whatever it is. I have been listening to you lot for the past four hours and you have yet to say anything remotely constructive or interesting!" "Maxi, I really don't think this is-" Campbell began to speak, looking pale. "It's Max you irritating Scottish poof!" "Wha-what?" Campbell and Philip both looked stunned, as if some great and unspoken secret had been splashed across the national news. "Oh come off it, people! If these two were any more mince they'd be a Chilli Con Carne." An awkward silence fell across the group, broken only by Philip, who began to weep quietly into his napkin. He glared at them for a few seconds longer before about turning and striding into the hallway. "Jesus Christ! No wonder they threw you lot to the lions!” The door slammed shut in his wake. "Peace be with you…" Tom murmured cheerlessly, smoothing his pullover.

#christians #writing #short story #funny #christian polyp support group #i wrote this back in 2008 and it still makes me giggle #donttakeitsoseriously

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99percentprocrastination · 7 years

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books read this week - 7/8/17

Last Night in Montreal by Emily St. John Mandel Winter by Marissa Meyer Fire by Kristin Cashore

My thoughts (including mild spoilers) below the cut ⤵️

Last Night in Montreal

This book is unlike anything I’ve read before. I picked it up because I read Station Eleven by the same author and loved it, so I wanted to check it out. And while they are two vastly different books, they are remarkably similar in many ways. Both are told in a disjointed, unchronological style that somehow feels utterly unique and completely controlled. Every thread fits together so perfectly, and each new revelation makes you reevaluate everything you’ve learned before.

I think Emily St. John Mandel is a wonderful storyteller and she can express big ideas amazingly well in subtle, thought-provoking ways. Where she falls short, I’ve found, is in her characters. Last Night in Montreal is centered around Lilia, who at first seemed a little “mysterious pixie dream girl”-esque. (Is that a thing? I’m making it a thing.) Of course, the first part of the book was mainly told from the POV of her boyfriend, which is exactly what he thought of her. But it didn’t exactly make her likable. None of the characters were particularly likable, and while I think that was kind of part of the point, it didn’t really endear me to any of them. I wasn’t even really rooting for Eli and Lilia to get what they wanted. But again, the characters were not the selling point of this novel.

Mandel’s language is stunning and breathtaking in ways that I don’t even know how to describe. Her descriptions of people and ordinary things were so vibrant. I loved the idea of untranslatable concepts and language differences, which fit so perfectly with the themes of the novel. It was one of those books where you had to set it down every now and then and stare at the ceiling, groaning, “This is so gooooood.” The whole thing had a floaty, dreamlike feeling; I read the book in two days and when I set it down I felt like I was waking up from a very strange and surreal dream. (I mean, even more so than I usually do when I finish a book.)

This was a fairly slow paced book, mostly because it kept skipping back and forth in time. Not a lot happened in the course of its 200-something pages, but it definitely leaves an impression on you. The ending shook me up. It’s not a particularly optimistic book about the nature of humanity, but it doesn’t leave you feeling hopeless or drifting. Not particularly memorable characters, but definitely memorable story and ideas.

Winter

And with this book, I finished The Lunar Chronicles! I wanted so, so much to love this series. And I did like it, truly. It was entertaining. Heck, I read the last 400 pages of this book in one night, which I wouldn’t have done if I didn’t like it. But I just didn’t love it.

The things I did love were these:

Oh man, I always love a good old heist story, and that comprised most of this book. Characters working together even after every single one of their plans goes wrong, continually regrouping and coming up with new plans to keep going forward. YES!

Cinder. Is. The. Best. DEFINITELY my favorite of the main characters. One of my favorite moments in the whole book was when she went through a traumatic experience that almost killed her and she passes out and when she wakes up her friends tell her that she’s under a lot of stress and she’s like “stress?? What weak shit is this???” I love her.

I also love Kai so much. And Iko. And Winter! At first I wasn’t sure what to make of her, but I came to love her. She’s so endearing and adorable and brave. I just wanted everything to be okay for her.

The ending was extremely satisfying. It may have had something to do with the fact that it was 2 in the morning when I finished it, but I was tearing up a little when everything just came together and the world was finally right. It felt good.

The things that I didn’t like so much:

Most of the romantic relationships in the book (and throughout the series). I continued to not care very much about Scarlet and Wolf. I thought for most of the book that Wolf was going to die at some point, and honestly I think it would have been more interesting if he had. The happy endings for everyone felt almost…too neat? I know; I’m awful that I wanted a sadder ending. What can I say? The most interesting thing about Scarlet was her friendship with Winter, and it could have been so cool to see her turning to this friendship if Wolf died and she felt like she had nothing else.

Also, most of the relationships felt almost too similar and trite. “I like him but does he like me back? Does he like someone else? We can’t talk about this though because we’re bad at communicating and in the middle of a war!” I wish there had been a little more variation between the relationships in some way.

These are very nitpicky things, of course. I truly enjoyed the book and the series, but I didn’t love it like I hoped I would. Ah, well.

Fire

This was a reread because I’m revisiting some of my old favorite books this summer. And oh boy. I read this book sometime in high school, and now that I’m a little older I feel like I can appreciate it so much more. This is a damn good book. Do you ever read a book and think, “Wow, I really wish I had written this”? Yeah.

I spent an inordinate amount of time going through negative goodreads reviews for this book and seething quietly because they completely didn’t understand this book. A lot of them were complaining about how much “adult” content/themes there is. Which, yeah, I can understand. It’s pretty adult for a YA novel. Lots of people having affairs and illegitimate children; the main character was essentially in a friends-with-benefits relationship. But the point wasn’t to condone these behaviors. It wasn’t even to condemn them. It was to show that people are messy, people make mistakes, but people can ultimately be forgiven. Some characters that we’re supposed to dislike do these things, as do characters that we love. It showed these behaviors honestly; how they could hurt people as well as lead to beautiful things like children that we love. And for heaven’s sake, the mentions of Fire’s period were not unnecessary, because women have periods and it was important for this character in this world!

Anyways. I’ll get off my soapbox now.

Honestly, I just adore fantasy stories that are ultimately about people. Even though this took place in a fantastical world with magical creatures, and even though our MC was only half human, the whole thing is essentially about love. At least, that’s what I took away from the whole thing. All of these characters were flawed and often made bad choices, but they still learned to love each other and forgive each other. The way the relationships developed was so beautiful. I honest to God had butterflies in my stomach during some of Fire and Brigan’s later scenes.

Fire was such an easy character to love. At first, she seems like the perfect recipe for a Mary Sue: the most beautiful woman in the land who everyone can’t help but love, who is a master musician and can control people with her mind. But she’s incredibly multi-faceted and complex and you can’t help but root for her desperate desires for people to not hate her for who she is. And just because she doubts herself and sometimes makes the wrong decisions doesn’t make her weak! *glares at goodreads reviewers*

Also, I’m so glad that Archer was used to subvert the usual YA trope of the possessive, jealous boyfriend. At first, that’s what he is (sort of), but Fire doesn’t allow any of this behavior and ultimately breaks off their relationship because of the way he acts. Instead, Fire ends up with Brigan, who is basically the exact opposite of those harmful tropes. Archer and Fire’s relationship was complex and messy, but it was made clear from the beginning that the way he treated her was not okay.

Although this book was a little slow paced at times, and I don’t love it as much as I love Graceling (which owns my heart and soul), it’s still an incredible novel about love and war and the terrible mistakes people can make. I can’t wait to reread Bitterblue!

#book review #last night in montreal #winter #the lunar chronicles #tlc #fire #graceling realm #emily st. john mandel #marissa meyer #kristin cashore #books read this week #read in 2017 #mp

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imsarabum · 7 years

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Responses to {Part 23} I Won’t Stop You // Jeon Jungkook, Vampire!AU Asks~

Please ‘Keep Reading’ to find my response to your ask ^^ As always, I have copied and pasted all asks into this post in regards to last night’s chapter to avoid clogging up people’s dashboards and to avoid spoilers for those who may still wish to read the chapter. Thank you ^^

(I have also included asks that I received in the hours before IWSY was posted ^^)

Anonymous said: I love tuesdays because of you hahaha I can't focus on my assignment bcoz im really excited !!!!!! More strong power thank you !

Oh my god please try focusing on your assignment too! TT I want you to do well and so does Jungkook c: hehe~ Thank you so much love :D

@qigoyangi said: and finally it's Tuesday again!! the only other day in the week that I wait for is Fridays. You left me hanging on the edge with the last update and I'm soo excited for todays update. I loved the concept with the reader being a domitor and I'm looking forward too see how you evolve that. lot's of love and support from Qi

Yes it’s Tuesday! I’m so glad you look forward to Tuesdays because of IWSY! And I’m happy that you’re loving the lore and the concept :3 Thank you so much my love and I hope you enjoy tonight!!

Anonymous said: I just finished taking a test and remember u were uploading today 🙌💞 U light up my days -wifey anon

Hello wifey anon! And good job on finishing your test! I’m sure you did an amazing job =D Awwww you’re so cute!! You light up my days too :3 I really hope you enjoy tonight’s chapter :D

Anonymous said: I had a really shitty and stressful day and I have just realized it's Tuesday and now I'm like ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) can't wait for tonight's update

Shitty and stressful days are the worst, I’m sorry your day was so crappy :( But I hope that the new chapter was able to cheer you up and make your day a little better :3 Thank you so much babe!

@jynxy24 said: I'm breathing out tge air of my lungs for the upcoming smut!! :3

*breathes with you* I HOPE YOU ENJOYED IT MY LOVE!

@animeimmortal said: I had such a shit day and all I'm waiting for is IWSY cuz like yes it does make me angry at times cuz of cliffhangers but then again its SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOOOOOD ❤

I’m sorry you had a shit day my love *hugs* but I hope that IWSY can make you smile today! (apologies again for the cliffhangers :P )

Anonymous said: Girl, I'm dying here. I need my IWSY fix!

Go go go get it!!

@cotylovesbands said: I can't wait for IWSY!!!!!! I love it so so much 💗

I really hope you enjoyed it my dear! *hugs*

@mocking-butts said: Okay but seriously you're my fav writer ever and I look up to you for writing and I'm way too excited for this chapter you are now the mother of writing I'm calling you mumsy~! I'm so excited I can't stop looking at my phone 😭💕

Omg mumsy *heart flutters* that’s so cute ajkgnakjgadg you’re so sweet what did I do to deserve you?! hehe~ I really hope you enjoyed the chapter babes! Thank you so much :)

Anonymous said: Omfg I'm so excited for the next part, like I've been procrastinating for about an hour on meaning to do homework and this has only solidified that I shouldn't be doing work until I've read the update 😂

Let’s be professional procrastinators together yaaaaay I love doing nothing and leaving everything till the last minute so I can stress cry and worry about everything LOL xD I really hope you enjoyed it my love :3

Anonymous said: I'm buzzing for ISWY, I've had such a shitty time editing this essay and your update is giving me motivation

I’m so glad I can offer you the inspiration to keep editing your essay! You’ll do a good job my dear ^^

Anonymous said: That was such a good chapter!!! But this caught my attention, in a previous chapter, Jungkook mentioned not to let a human become pregnant because it will end badly for everyone? Did he decide it was okay since she was a domintor? Will she die? Will he change her? So many questions! Such a good story, I love it and I love you!

Ahh thank you so much and I love you too!! As for your questions my dear - as always, I never reveal spoilers so you will just have to live with your curiosity for the time being ;D I hope you can understand asdfg :3 Thank you so much for reading and I hope you have a great day/night!!

@audreymv said: Yes Yes Yes. I love at the end especially where they said "You" I can't so much. I love this and omg what is Yoongi actually wanting to do with the reader. Can't be good. God Smut and Fluff. Well this is just my lucky day and I just am so sad that this series is going to end soon. But so relieved and happy hopefully. God this makes me happy. You make me happy with what you do Sara. Thank you

I’m so happy you liked it c: AND HEY WHO SAID IT WAS GONNA END SOON? It ain’t over ‘till it’s over...and my god, nothing has even happened yet! :3 I really hope you’ll look forward to and enjoy what I have planned. I hope that it was be interesting, shocking and enjoyable all at the same time. I’m so excited to write it! And my dear, you make me happy because you’re happy. Thank you for always being amazing :)

Anonymous said: THAT CHAPTER WAS SO GOOOOOOD! I RECENTLY GOT MY FRIEND INTO BTS AND NOW WE LITERALLY JUST WAIT THE WHOLE WEEK FOR YOUR UPDATES!! THANKS FOR WRITING THIS WONDERFUL FANFIC! LOTS OF LOVE❤

YAAAAY THANK YOU SO MUCH! I’M SO HAPPY THAT YOU AND YOUR FRIEND LOVE BTS AND READ MY SERIES :3 you’re so welcome and thank you for reading it and messaging me c:

Anonymous said: LOVE LOVE LOVE IWSY -anon who just read chp.23

Thank you so much for reading it and loving the story so far!! It means a lot to me :)

@mocking-butts said: IM SCREAMING AT THIS CHAPTER I CANT HANDLE THE FEEELS. I'm just going to go cry in a corner while waiting for next weeks update I'm in love with this story how do I properly live?

No don’t cry in a corner that’s not good! :c *hugs* eheh thank you so much for reading it dear ^^ I’m so happy you enjoyed it!

@vtstigmarmy said Omg it's out! Finally! Its 2am and im hyped!!

Wow it was so late for you! :c I hope you managed to get to sleep after reading it, and thank you so much for staying up so late to read it too!! I hope you liked it!

@animeimmortal said: Oh that was hell of a chapter. Wow like this the smut was spot on and the "I will move mountains...swim an ocean for you" type of thing got me internally screaming for how much I liked it ^^ (so cheesy ^^) my mood went up 100% ❤❤❤ love you 😘

Ahhh I wish I could find someone who would say those words to me and mean them with all their heart ^^ I’m not a huge fan of cheesiness - I find it to be rather cringey most of the time but, when it’s heartfelt and when it’s right for the moment, I accept it :3 lol Ah I’m so glad the chapter could bring your mood up! I love you too and thank you so much :D

@ayedemi said: Iwsy is so good omg, but like vampires and human or half human, gettig kids, i hope it won't be as dramatic as Twilight omg 😂❤

Do not fear! There will be no Twilight fuckery in this story xD You can be sure of that :D thank you for reading love ^^

Anonymous said: Fuck... u NEED to create a TV show out of IWSY I would literally watch it over and over again... 😭 How I wish this could be real life..... 😍 Going through hard times I know I can always count on you xxxx

I would love to make IWSY into a TV show! Omg that would be so cool~ And I wish this world could be real life too....but, I don’t think this scene would be allowed to air on television (not before 9pm anyway lool) I’m sorry to hear that you’re going through hard times. Keep your chin up and keep doing your best, and I’m always cheering you on ^^ Thank you so much my love.

@theninjachan said: "Do I need to ask you a second time, sweetheart? Don’t you wish to please your Prince?” I just busted a nUT I'M LEAVING PLANET EARTH GOODBYE

SAME GOODBYE GOODNIGHT WHEN WILL A PRINCE EVER WHISPER THAT INTO MY EAR FUCK STOP THE BUS LET ME OFF I

@sorrehbae said: Glad to know im not the only one whos obsessed with iwsy I legit have an alarm and set it in my schedule lmao I dont even have alarms for school im- Thanks for creating a masterpiece Bye omg （⌒▽⌒)

Oh my god that’s so cute Cx YOU ARE SO CUTE LET ME HUG YOU ;; Thank you so much for enjoying IWSY, and thank you for reading th new update as well ^^

Anonymous said: It was amazing. I. cannot. live. THEY'RE GOING TO HAVE BABBIIIEESSSSS?! But JK needs to turn Y/N because otherwise he will live much longer than she?! But which of the three scenarios (Vampire, Nothing happens, Die) will happen? AHHHH xxxxx UK anon

Baby talk yikes!! I wonder what will happen?! Ahh so many questions! Will Sara answer anything? heeeeeh c: Thank you so much for reading babe ^^

@mysr3 said: Saraa! I LOVE YoU and MAD at YoU at the same time! So GoOd OMG I did feel hot and bothered! Your writing indeed hit my emotional spot again! JK shows who the BOSS here! "I didn’t know what love was....My life was but a barren wasteland…until you walked into it and shed your wonder upon it" ahh Tears at this whole thing- so touching 😭 Give you lot of Hugs and KiSses Thank you Love! Thought last week I struggled hard enough😒 this week seems to be worse! Luv Ya 💖

Nooo don’t be mad at me why!? :3 Lots of hugs and kisses for you too - and I really hope that this week won’t be as bad as last week. Please stay strong okay? You can really get through everything because you are stronger than you think! You have survived all of your worst days so far...remember that ^^ I love you too and thank you so much for reading the chapter my dear :)

@deboracorreia26 said: I'm definitely out of words after this love confession. IWSY is absolutely my favorite fanfic ever, and you are my favorite writer. Love you!

I’m so happy you liked his gentle pillow talk c: *blushes* thank you so much beautiful - thank you for reading the new chapter and I love you too!

Anonymous said: Last week I was like "hmm chapter 22 and there hasn't been another smut scene yet... Suspicious." And then when I was reading it I was like "OOOOOH JUNGKOOK IS MAD I BET THERE'S GONNA BE SOME THINGS GOING ON NEXT CHAPTER....." And then at the end of the chapter I was like "YEAH MAN I CALLED IT THERE'S GONNA BE SOME ~spicy~ SCENES NEXT CHAPTER!" And now I read it and JEEZ LOUISE WAS THAT SOMETHING. Also THE END HAS ME SQUEALING ITS SO CUTE AHH Thank you for writing IWSY it is truly amazing! ~Ro❤️

Hiya Ro! I’m glad you enjoyed the much needed 3rd smut scene in this series :3 muhaha~ Thank you very much for reading it, as it is my pleasure to write it and post it! ^^ Have an awesome day my dear!

Anonymous said: Me trying to be calm after reading IWSY pr 23: well shit, sara... tbh you just made me love you like a billion times more . I applaud you once again on your exceptional writing. Me in all honestly after reading it: HOT DAMN THAT WAS PRETTY JUICY! I SERIOUSLY THOUGHT JUNGKOOK WAS GOING TO PROPOSE AFTER HIS LITTLE SPEECH TOWARDS THE END! anyways... ;'-' please take care of yourself, and you have once again impressed me with your writing! <3 - army anon

But I love you way more, so c: Hello Army Anon! You’re welcome for the hot, sexy juiciness~~ And oh my god a post-sex proposal :3 Prince Jungkook is so romantic, right? :3 I’ll do my best my love! Make sure you take care of yourself too and thank you so much for reading the new chapter :3

Anonymous said: I'm not crying. You are.

You’re not wrong

@koreaisanaddiction said: SARAAA!!! it was so GOOOOOOD!!

THANK YOU MY LOVE!!!

Anonymous said: Idk how many words that chapter was but it was basically en entire chapter of pure smut and I'm happy I waited to read it till I got home because otherwise I'd be fanning my face at school.

I believe it was around 5k words? So, considerably less than the previous chapters but still substantially full! Oh god yes you made a wise decision to wait until you got home :3 Thank you so much for reading it and I’m glad you enjoyed it my love :3

@coppertopging said: AHHHHHHHH why do you do this to us!!! You're a heartbreaker! She's gonna get pregnant! And then Yoongi's gonna get her!!! I just feel it... dammit, woman!

Ahhh you think you have it all sussed out...*giggles* Thank you for reading baby!

Anonymous said: Wow look at all the smutty goodness in that new chapter of IWSY like I was legit jumping on my bed and throwing my phone 😂

All le smutty goodness yay :3 LOL thank you so much for reading it and enjoying it?! :3

Anonymous said: Seriously, "I won't stop you'' is AMAZING -cat anon

Hi cat anon! Thank you so much for liking I Won’t Stop You! :3

@noceurash said: BLESSS , i won't stop you is a blessing to this world. As always ~~ Ily and have a good day today (or tomorrow pft ) ♡♡♡♡ . You're one of my favorite blogs tbh haha ♡

You’re so sweet aghsgksjnds thank you so much for your kind words. I love you too and I hope you have an amazing day or night as well my dear! Take care and thank you so much for reading :3

Anonymous said: I feel emotionally attacked. The most recent update of IWSY hit me in the feels highkey. You never fail to impress :) <3

I feel so happy when you tell me that I impressed you, thank you so much for that sweetie :) And you’re welcome for feeling emotionally attacked! It was my pleasure ~~~

@kookies-hoe said: OH MY GAWDDDDDDD HOW CAN SMUT BE SO CUTEAND FLUFFY AND SEXY AT THE SAME TIME 😭😭😭 Thank you for the new part! Cant wait for 24~ 💕❤

I think the best sexy time is sexy time that is both smutty and fluffy :3 Hehe~ You’re welcome and thank you so much for reading it my love!!

Anonymous said: Omg yassssss THEY BUMPED UGLIES. THIS WAS WHAT I NEEDED. OMFG IM SO HAPPY. LIKE JUNGKOOK IS SO DADDY AND IM A SINNNER BUT I CANT HELP IT. THAT BOY DOES THINGS TO ME. Y/n was getting that good 🍆! 😏😏😏. But on another note I'm so depressed I can't go to see jungkook this weekend. But I still love him from a far and one day Ima touch him. Mom I hope you've been doing well. My surgery went great and I'm doing fine. It wasn't a big procedure. I love you so much. 💜 ~LilKookieAnon

Hello LilKookieAnon! YES LMAO THEY BUMPED UGLIES and my dear I am so happy that your surgery went well. I hope you are recovering nicely and taking plenty of time to rest and restore your energy! ^^ I’m sorry you can’t go and see BTS :( But I know that one day you will, never give up okay?! I love you so much too and thank you once again for reading the chapter ^^ Take care of yourself okay?

Anonymous said: IWSY, incredible yet again. I will never get over how every single chapter leaves me satisfied AND anticipating the next one! You've really developed the plot so nicely. It's overall one of the best of its kind in my opinion. Keep up the fantastic work Sara! Can't wait for next Tuesday!!! (Also, "I would want no other woman to mother my children..." I'm DED) - 종달새 <3

‘One of the best of it’s kind’ - you are far too sweet, I’m crying at that :c I’m so happy that you like the plot and you’re enjoying the storyline, I really wanted to create a world that everyone can enjoy! And I KNOW RIGHT GOD DAMN IT I HURT MYSELF WITH THAT LINE GOODNIGHT lmao thank you my dear ^^

Anonymous said: IWSY update is the only thing that keeps me going on Tuesday

I’m so happy that it keeps you going *hugs*

Anonymous said: Omg I completely forgot that today IWSY was going to be posted like it was raining earlier and I was making a paper mache(?) piñata with a couple friends but like YES THE SMUT IT WAS GREAT AND SO IS YOUR WRITING

Ooooh paper mache making is so fun! Invite me next time pls :c hehe ^^ Thank you so much for liking and reading the chapter my love :3

@jiyongyu said: There are only a few fics that I absolutely adore and IWSY is one of them. Seriously, I'm always waiting for Tuesday to roll around because I can't wait for the next chapter haha! Thank you for writing such an interesting horror-esque fic! As a fellow horror fan, it's quite refreshing ^^ Anyway KEEP UP THE GREAT WORK ILYYYY ♥

Thank you so much for saying that :) It seriously makes my heart go all dokidoki lmao ~ (I don’t know how to say that in english? haha) I’m so happy that you like my addition to the horror fic genre! That means so much to me~ I will keep doing my best and I love you too ;3

Anonymous said: Idk how you managed to turn to atmosphere of the room from dom!jungkook to something all lovey dicey is beyond me 👏🏼

I really wanted to portray the healthiness of their relationship. Like, he’s definitely a dom but he’s how a dom should be in those type of bedroom adventures~ He is of course authoritative and likes to be in control, but he reads her body language and is attentive to her needs and security and of course, he loves her ^^ I hope you enjoyed reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it :3 Thank you dear!

@jynxy24 Is it wrong that i'm reading this but, I'm like, 14? Sara, you make the best of smut😂 But, I should really stop reading smut what is wrong with me😳 THANK YOU AGAIN FOR A GREAT CHAPTER!! And also, I love the new theme! :3 Have a great day, Sara. Stay awesome!!

JYNxY YOU’RE 14 OH MY GOD YOU POOR CHILD I’M SO SORRY LMAO but tbh, I *do* have it marked as MATURE and there is a warning on it :P I can’t stop minors from reading what I write, just as long as you are mature enough in your self and you are sensible and safe in the real world when you make your own decisions ^^ Thank you so much for loving the new theme! And thank you for reading the new chaptER YOU BAD CHILD (kidding lol) but I think you are mature and sensible so ^^

@ananyak26 said: Part 23 was damn sexy! The last part was so beautiful though! Omg Jungkook's love .. It just killed me! Why can't there be more guys like himxD.. Jk anyway. Beautiful writing as usual

There are no guys like him - only Vampires ;D muahaha(my jokes are so bad forgive me but I try) lol xD THANK YOU so much my love, I’m so happy you enjoyed the chapter :) That means so much to me ^^

@toxic-seoul said: OH MAH LAWD OKAY THAT WAS AMAZING AS ALWAYS. oh god seriously tho I really love Jungkook in this. Yoongi better back the fuck off. I take back all words I said about Yoongi taking reader away & wooing her even tho he's my bias. But.. u kno.. he did kill her parents.. like.. that's a deal breaker. I still love him in this tho like ugh kill me as well. Jungkook and reader are just 2 god damn cute & 2 invested in each other like I can't. Sara ur killing me here & I love it. Keep killing me pls lmao

LOL BACKPEDDLE FROM WANTING YOONGI TO FUCC YOU AGAINST A WALL like fuck lmao~~ they are pretty much 100% invested in each other now, you’re absolutely right. But...I wonder. c: You’re welcome for the death and the smut hehe ^^ thank you so much for reading it and always being super amazing. Take care and have an awesome day love!

Anonymous said: Chapter 23 was some kinky shit

You’re welcome ;D

Anonymous said: I have never liked Vampire!AU or supernatural au but damn WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO ME !! I CANNOT GET ENOUGH OF VAMPIRE JUNGKOOK MAN OMFG 😭😭😩😩🖤🖤🔥 love your writing 🖤🖤 stay healthy and amazing 🖤🖤

That means so much to me!! Thank you for liking my addition to this type of AU :3 Thank you so much and I hope you will stay healthy and take care of yourself too my dear :)

Anonymous said: hello! I am writing just to thank you for writing the jungkook vampire fanfic!!! I just found it yesterday and I read the entire series already!! seriously looking forward for the next chapter. you write so well, I think you can do well as a legit story writer HAHHAA. anyways thanks for all the hard work and for satisfying my fantasies!! <3 u and <3 kookie!!

Thank you very much for writing to me and letting me know! Ahh you read it all in such a short space of time?! *cries* thank you!! you’re so sweet and I hope you will look forward to the rest of the series too my dear. I love you and Kookie as well! Take care love ^^

@wanda-rog said: "If it happens, it happens" JUNKOOK BEFORE IT HAPPENS omg im so exited for the next chapter!!

Hehehe :3 Thank you for being excited for the next chapter! And thank you for reading this chapter too ^^

#IWSY #I Won't Stop You #Responses #Asks #imsarabum

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oh no :( that's just rude pop punk is fun and should be appreciated but you're correct that's what we're here for! talk about atl as much as you like!! isn't alex pretty?

yeah i think the ask was from your first day at camp too 🙈 so a bit after the game but anyway what matters is that you enjoyed the game 😌

SHSKDJDHSKSKD yes your job seems very stressful and exhausting but it also appears to be fun sometimes :) and also muscles! and the camp looks lovely and also farmers market!! that sounds like so much fun

okay listen what he says is "affenkind" which could translate to either ape or monkey child but ape just makes more sense to me 😅 and the thing is while i absolutely do not know what it means i have a friend whose mum calls him that too so like. i guess we're all weird. i think chicken bones beats ape child though i love it and it makes even less sense to me 😂

mhhh that is the goal 💕 getting you to marry me 😌 listening to between my teeth rn and that song fucks?? oh my god. that's going on my playlist for this month. and these lyrics hit differently holy fuck. thank you for this rec you really always give me the best songs 💕 oh yes i love sticky probably one of my fav songs atm and april 7th is so good as well and i heard lips a couple of days ago and that slaps too? i'm in love with the maine. on that note shjddkdksjsk sorry to be the one to tell you but yes we did in fact listen to american candy together 😂 no worries about it though ❤

i have to say it's a bit weird that you're away so much, i miss you :( like i'm obviously glad that you get to be at camp! but still a bit weird! -fiancee

AGREED!!! god i know he's so pretty it physically hurts me. like i think i've begun taking actual psychic damage from it. you Get It.

it is stressful exhausting and fun, yes!!! i better be a STRONG boy at the end of this summer. and a tan boy. i'm counting on it. and the farmer's market WAS fun!!! i schmoozed !!! i met a GREAT fucking dog he was BIG boy an absolute UNIT named preston, a newfoundland. i swear to god he looked like this

anyway so the market was hella fun yeah dflhjdlj

RIGHTTTTT IT'S SO GOOOOOOD i need to dive more into orla gartland (i'm almost certain i got that song from meghna) bc clearly she is fucking GREAT. so okay wait then while you're here, three songs that have been stuck in my head in varying recent days: maybe don't by maisie peters (and jp saxe), summer by nightly, and t-shirt by gnash. please share your thoughts at earliest convenience but no pressure <3 also oh my fukcing god of course it was you know i also did this to adri yesterday i would like to trade my memory in for a better one im so sorry dgjhdlkj love you

yeah it is weird! i'm hoping, fingers crossed, that my fucking wifi problem will get fixed eventually, but i am still gonna be away a fair amount but!! still around a little bit you will always be able to reach me if you need me and i'll respond within like. twelve hours. probably. something like that. i don't know. but anyway i get u and i love u

#fiancee anon #that dog was so great i miss him #ask #anonymous

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1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? noooo that was my Mum LOL

2. You talked to an ex today, correct? haha I don’t have any!

3. Have you taken someones virginity? nope!

4. Is trust a big issue for you? Nah

5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? yes hehe on Monday last.

6. What are you excited for? Hiking in the Blue Mountains this weekend!

7. What happened tonight? I ate, I downloaded some lectures and talked to my beautiful gf

8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? I mean it’s kinda gross when anyone gets wasted....except if you’re the one getting wasted LOL

9. Is confidence cute? Yus!!

10. What is the last beverage you had? Green tea because i felt guilty about eating too much but then I ate more after it haha

11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? Umm probably could count them on one hand

12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? lmao lbr all my jeans are skinny, I wouldn’t be caught dead in anything else

13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? Eat amazing bread in the Blue Mountains haha

14. What are you going to spend money on next? Probably coffee haha my most frequent buy

15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? Yes, very luckily

16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? I hope so! It’d be nice to be smarter LOL

17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? Em :)

18. The last time you felt broken? Ah haha idk it happens fairly regularly but the biggest moment would be during the busorgs debacle.

19. Have you had sex today? Nope

20. Are you starting to realize anything? No???

21. Are you in a good mood? Atm yes!

22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? If I knew I was safe in a cage haha!

23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? Yeppo both brown

24. What do you want right this second? To not have to go to work tomorrow

25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? I know this would never happen so idk

26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? yep!

27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? No!! That’d be so boring

28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? Ahhhh probably a meme

29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? I miss Tara and Sharna off jetsetting in Italy! But they deserve to have fun, so I’m happy to live through their pics hehe

30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? Not everyone

31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? Nooo! The last boy was my friend Luca who’s a sweetheart

32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? Yes hehehhehehehe

33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? yeah they make my tummy hurt

34. Listening to? Nothing!

35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? If I’m making notes in a textbook yep

36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? At home, in their room

37. Do you believe in love at first sight? Maybe not love

38. Who did you last call? Am currently on the phone with Em

39. Who was the last person you danced with? Em at clubbin

40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? Because I love her

41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? Oh god who knows too long ago

42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? Not yet but I will when I say goodnight

43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? All the time

44. Do you tan in the nude? Noooo tanning is skin cells in trauma

45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? No hehe

46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? Yus! A couple people

47. Who was the last person to call you? Em!

48. Do you sing in the shower? Yeah haha I put on epic concerts

49. Do you dance in the car? All the time

50. Ever used a bow and arrow? On school camps

51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? Year 12 school photo?

52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? I mean yeah but I love that

53. Is Christmas stressful? It shouldn’t be but it can be

54. Ever eat a pierogi? This is so random??? No, but they look good!

55. Favorite type of fruit pie? Apple w ice cream on the side

56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? I wanted to be in the police, an archaeologist or a lawyer

57. Do you believe in ghosts? Nope

58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? Yeah literally all the time but I think I’m just imagining it

59. Take a vitamin daily? Wow no I don’;t have that kinda commitment to my health

60. Wear slippers? I’m turkish of course i wear slippers

61. Wear a bath robe? Not that often but tbh I love mine so it’s time I did

62. What do you wear to bed? Pjs!

63. First concert? Ahhh idk tbh!

64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? We don’t even have walmart here so idk ummmm I go to target more cos there’s no kmarts near me

65. Nike or Adidas? Adidas but i can’t afford either lol

66. Cheetos Or Fritos? what’s a fritos?????

67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? Sunflower seeds all the way omg

68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? Maybe Long Live cos it was in a really perfect merthur video that made me cry every time

69. Ever take dance lessons? Noooo thank u

70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? Being a kick arse barrister

71. Can you curl your tongue? yer

72. Ever won a spelling bee? Never been in one

73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? yes

74. What is your favorite book? Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh just one???? I guess just to name a few ‘Maurice’ by EM Forster, ‘The Other Boleyn Girl’ by Philippa Gregory, ‘The Elegance of the Hedgehog’ by Muriel Barbery, and even though I haven’t read them in years the Artemis Fowl series will forever hold such a special place in my heart (maybe a reread is needed soon!)

75. Do you study better with or without music? Depends on my mood but often without

76. Regularly burn incense? No but I used to more

77. Ever been in love? Yes hehe

78. Who would you like to see in concert? Seeing Banks soon!!!!!!

79. What was the last concert you saw? I think it was the jezabels???

80. Hot tea or cold tea? Hot!!

81. Tea or coffee? Tea but coffee is gooooood

82. Favorite type of cookie? Choc chip peanut butter

83. Can you swim well? Very well yeah

84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? Yep!

85. Are you patient? I’m much more patient now than ever before

86. DJ or band, at a wedding? Band???

87. Ever won a contest? I don’t think so?????????????

88. Ever have plastic surgery? Nope

89. Which are better black or green olives? Black and in the turkish style all salty mmmm

90. Opinions on sex before marriage? Do what ya want

91. Best room for a fireplace? Living room I guess?

92. Do you want to get married? Yes hehe

#ask #my post #me

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