Your touchstarved writings are giving me life and sustaining me until the full game comes out and while Iâm dealing with real life touchstarving. What would you think of the love interests (preferably Vere, Mhin, and Ais) with a chubby reader (preferably fem, if thatâs okay, but if not I understand!!)? Just general headcanons for that, and maybe some stuff about comforting the reader whoâs been insulted or is just dealing with general self hatred, both sfw and nsfw? In addition to feeling touchstarved while Iâm away from home, Iâve been feeling the mean fatphobic voice in my head đ« đ« đ«
Good luck with exams!! My finals are gonna kill me lol
VERE, AIS, MHIN WITH A CHUBBY FEM READER
minors dni | fem!chubby reader - fem terms + clothes, gn!body description, ais lifting you + sitting on his lap, penetrative sex (reader receiving, not for mhin). ** marks the start of suggestive/nsft (there isn't too many! ^^;)
ouh... I'M HONOURED TO!! đ„či hope ur doing a little better since sending this in.. let me know how ur finals have gone if u'd like! i will write u a little something (again! LOL) love u & so do they friend đ«
VERE
vere drawing you when you're feeling insecure đ„č whatever you're feeling insecure about, he's drawn it the way he sees itâbeautiful!! you mid-laugh, you sitting pretty on the steps you've grown accustomed to visiting, you looking hot at the bar or lying in bed,, anything and everything! he could make a collection and would do so happily. you're his best muse
finds you the prettiest expensive lingerie everâsomething exactly to your taste!! he looks you up and down, soo cocky (and in love) because it fits you so perfectly. vere might suggest/get more revealing clothes for you, and you're not obligated to wear them, but he'll be happy to see you try! :3 he always works with the mindset that If you're hot you're hotâand you shouldn't 'fit the clothes,' the clothes can and should fit you.
will drape himself across your thighs with a sigh after work. he buries his face against you, hands mindlessly rubbing your waist, while you play with his hair in return
god forbid anyone try to insult youâthey should really know better, especially with vere around. he doesn't care who he has to fuck up, he will fuck them up then come straight back to you, asking if you've ordered a drink for yourself already.
he's not always...soft? when it comes to his reassurances. but his sincerity makes up for his bluntness! you ask if he finds you pretty and he's like ? Do you really think i'm the type to lie about that. he's called someone a baby's shit stain to their face. and if anyone thinks anything about you is 'ugly,' they obviously have the mind of an ant and aren't worth your time.
** when you're feeling bad, he can be a lot more gentle and kisses you everywhere. your face, neck, shoulders and down your arms, your chest and stomach, etc., lingering on spots you're most insecure. i think he likes stretch marks especially!!
handsy... the second you dress up, confident and asking what he thinks, his hands are on your hips because 'he has to get close for a better look' or whatever excuse he comes up with to kiss you
vere loves biting and leaving hickeys all over you, especially on your inner thighs. he'll make sure you're looking at him while he kisses then nips your skin.
he murmurs a "you're pretty," or something like it, and you shift but don't respond. so he stops moving and makes you look at him so he can repeat it. his eyes flicker down to your lips then back up while he asks/tells you to believe him
vere is solely focused on you and making sure you feel good, physically And about your body. he rewards you every time you say something you like about yourself! and he agrees while he moves his fingers how he knows you like it, or while he thrusts deeper. type of guy to stop mid-sentence to tell you to stop muffling your moans before going back to praising you
AIS
lazy cuddles!! the amount of times he'll fall asleep on your stomach or thighs... yeah. he won't apologize either. LOL you have to pee and he's grunting holding onto you like bro if you don't let go rn.
ais loves your thighs. a normal amount, he tells you, but if you wear thigh highs it's over for him. if you let him sit with his head between your thighs?? he's not moving. you're not moving. he's so comfortable, you can't take that away from him, can you?
he whistles when you try on a new outfit. doesn't matter what it isâhigh, mid, low rise jeans, a crop top, a skirt, a dressâhe's whistling. you roll your eyes like Seriously? but can you blame him!
in the most Normal Loving way possible, ais is always watching you. he notices if you feel uncomfortable and is quick to reassure you that "you look gorgeous by the way,"âhis hand comes to rest on your hip while he plants a kiss to your templeâ"happy everyone gets to know i'm yours tonight?" and when your face heats up and you try to look away, he only grins and pulls you closer
ais is beating anyone's ass who looks at you wrong. you don't even notice them because he's dealt with them too quickly, and he just wants to have a good night out with you! he might shower you with more compliments and shitty pick-up lines too
if you're upset and crying, he's quick to act. his voice is low while he tells you it's alright, and his hands are calloused but warm as he wipes away your tears. i think he gives really nice hugs too. he holds you close, your head against his chest while you're curled up in bed as he rubs your back :')
bro is obsessed with patting his thighs and coaxing you to sit on his lap. he also makes a point to lift you if you tell him you're scared he can't. you seriously don't think he can lift you to sit on the counter? carry you to bed? you wound him!
ais likes to hold your hips or thighs and give them a gentle squeeze. just in general really, but especially while making out (in this case it's more of a grip.) also your ass. lmfao you don't notice his hands trailing lower until he's squeezing it
**he also likes mumbling against your lips and skin as he trails kisses down your neckâ "this dress looks good," "stop trying to hide from me, you look pretty," all the while he's undressing you and sneaking his hand into your underwear
will fuck you in front of a mirror. his breath is warm against your ear as he tells you to look at how pretty you are, to agree out loud that you're pretty, if you want him to pick up the pace. you can whine his name all you want, but he'll wait as long as he needs to.
"c'mon princess, let me see your face," when you try to cover it with your hands. because of course he wants to see your reaction, but more importantly, he wants you to see him, to watch him worship you like you're meant to be
MHIN
mhin loves resting their head on your chest so they can hear your heartbeat, arm wrapped around your stomach. they don't know how to tell you that they like when you wrap your arms around them, so they settle for silently nuzzling closer and tightening their own hold.
hug them! i'm so serious,, they like your weight against them and how you throw yourself into the hug. no matter how hard you run at them, they'll always keep their footing and hug back
mhin gets flustered if your shirt lifts and they can see a little of your stomach like,, oh. oh! they won't really say anything if it's just you stretching or you're alone, but they just find you so attractive it's. ohmygoddd... similar response if you wear something shorter so they can see more of your thighs..
if you're unsure about an outfit because you don't think it fits you, they shoot you a soft smile in the mirror and says "you look nice." i knowww i know that sounds kind of boring, but imagine the affection in their gaze and soft tone and the way they keep looking while you continue to get ready. and then they point out something specific they really like too ^^
mhin doing a double take when you put on that dress you've been scared to wear out and smiling :'3 they do a lighthearted "i told you so" and will keep glancing at you for the rest of the day
subconsciously starts frowning/glaring when you tell them you were insulted because of your weight/appearance. you look up and they're like >:( >:/ (you know it isn't directed toward you, but they snap out of it and apologize for not realizing anyway.) will they be sending death glares if they ever see those people? maybe make sure they trip or spill something onto their clean, new outfit? who's to say! (probably!)
and mhin gets that fear of intimacy, of being vulnerable with somebody. if it's hard for you to talk about, they'll sit with you as long as you need. even if they're angry at the thought of people mocking you, they know you're who's important right now and try to stay focused.
mhin undressing and letting you look at them before quietly talking about their own insecurities :-( and when you reassure them that they look good, and that you love all of them, they give you a look like. thank youâi know you know the same goes for you
** they might struggle to get their words out, but their hold on your hips is comforting as they kiss your stretch marks or rest their head against your stomach. they notice when you try to hide away and reach to hold your hands instead, murmuring "don't," before continuing lower
it's all just very intimate and soft!! you try to touch them in return and they shake their head and hold your wrists away. after a while, they don't bother stopping you but start,, rambling? about how beautiful they think you are. how they love seeing you and how good you make them feel, and how good they want to make you feel. they don't filter their thoughts and only double down when you say their name
Hi! I love your writing and especially your headcanonsđ„čđ«¶đ»đ„čđ«¶đ»
Could I request Gur/Monster hunter Tav with Astarion? I feel like it would be a really interesting dynamic, kind of enemies to lovers. It could involve Tav questioning their long-held beliefs about monsters and vampires as they grow closer to Astarion. I donât know!
Hope you like the idea!đ€đ€đ€
Hi! It took me time to think something coherent about the Gurs and I hope it won't dissapoint you! In this HCs, Tav isn't a "tadfool" - she is a companion in the Astarion Origin Run he picks up in Act 2.
Masterlist
Headcanons
Astarion x Gur!Tav
You were ordered to get bring to his master.
Once Gandrel failed and, presumably, died, you were ordered to complete the mission.
Of course, Astarion is a monster. He kidnapped the children of your tribe.
But you also question why your clan works for a vampire lord.
How come? Why?
The Gur demand their youth to respect the elders. You are violently beaten for disobedience.
Your people have a unique way of life. They are nomads who couldn't care less about the laws of big cities and small towns.
Laws are for the weak. Only the tradition matters.
And it often means violence.
You find the tadfools in the Shadow Cursed Lands.
They rest in the camp and Astarion is among them.
You can't believe those idiots allowed the vampire to be the leader!
You try to attack him stealthily while he's meditating, but he immediately wakes up and pins you to the ground.
The rest of the camp wakes up and, instead of helping, you they tie you up demanding to say who you are.
You keep telling them Astarion is a monster, he must be brought to his master...
"So, you think I am evil but it's you who work for Cazador? Am I getting this right?"
He tells you his side of the story.
Your ancestors decided Baldur's Gate was their hunting ground. He introduced the law to protect the citizens.
A night assault. Revenge.
The vampire, drinking his blood.
Slavery, tortures.
The miserable destiny of a spawn who can't say "no" to his master.
A mere puppet acting on his master's commands.
Your people - working for the person they were supposed to hate the most.
Hypocrisy.
It shocks you, but the puzzle comes together.
You stay at the party, not knowing what to do.
As the journey goes you see Astarion as someone you couldn't believe he was.
The leader. The fighter.
You constantly quarrel. He sees your people as no more than savages, the wild descendants of the Rashemi.
You prove him otherwise by telling what the Gurs really are.
Your honor, your beliefs, your world, your traditions.
It bewilders Astarion and he spends nights listening to your stories and legends.
And he introduces you to something else - the prospects of living outside the tradition. The chance to see the world from a different angle.
Your love evolves slowly and one night you offer him yourself.
First, your blood.
Then, your body.
When you reach Baldur's Gate, you are approached by the Elders - and you beg them to reconsider the decision to hunt Astarion.
Besides, what if the children are still alive?
You see the despise and hatred in your elders' eyes - your bite mark is visible in the sun.
The fight with Cazador goes hard, and you are at a loss for words, screaming to stop the ritual.
As Astarion collapses on his knees and weeps, you cover him with your cape, assuring he is safe.
Your clan promises they won't hunt Astairion down anymore - he is free to walk those lands.
But you-
You have to choose.
If you stay with the Gurs, you leave Astarion and forget him.
If you choose him, you are no longer a Gur.
Simple as that.
Your society is run on traditions as old as time. Your blood, your clan, and your family must prevail.
Astarion squeezes your hand and you know he will fight for you if necessary.
But you made your choice a long time ago.
You are a Gur. And will always be. The elders can't take this from you.
But if they can't accept you, so be it.
Post-game, Astarion and you become monster hunters and adventurers.
You go hand in hand into the future.
Your human life isn't going to be long - and Astarion is ready to spend with you every day till the death takes you.
Summary: a disastrous football game with your friends had you with one foot in hell or â how Itoshi Rin let you know that he too, can have a soft spot. Small as a molecule, but it's there.
Warnings: dumb humor combined with mid writing, beautiful characters may cause aftershock, loss of brain cells â performed by professionals, do not try at home
Notes: hey, it's my first ever Blue Lock fic! I really tried my best and hope you guys will like it. It's based off one of the polls I made. Also, I apologize in advance for accidentally ooc-ing the characters đ„č
"Oi Bachira, pass the ball."
A crazed look and an, "Alright," later was all it took for you to hear the sound of loud cheering. Isagi had striked yet another goal in combination with Bachira's pass.
No, this wasn't a serious game against a strong opponent. No, this wasn't a practice game either. It was a simple 'just-for-fun' game with their good old friend, you.
You, who was currently sat at the edge of the football field, watching quietly upon their wish for you to play with them. You had promised them to join in and kick the oversized egg a little bit after looking at their tactics.
You knew. Deep down you knew how exhausting things were going to be because at the end of the day, an out of the ordinary 'just-for-fun' game won't stay that simple. These men turned into monsters on the field, no matter your presence or not.
Isagi's words of affirmation still rang in your head like a mantra. "We will go easy on you. Trust us," Followed by that golden smile of his and an, "You can't possibly do any harm y/n, come on it'll be fun."
Hmmn, sure. They might go easy on you but they won't go easy on the person to suffer the consequences of future occurrences. And you? You won't be able to feel anything at all after facing the wrath of said unlucky person. At least that's what your ever living imagination tries to tell you.
I mean after all, we're talking about a man with centipedes as eyelashes. Dangerous breed. Do not touch. Definitely bites.
But enough of that, let's get to the point where the fiasco began to take place, shall we?
After everyone took a sip of their drinks, Chigiri, who was also there, jogged over to where you sat to lend you his hand to pull you up from the ground. Gosh, how much you wanted to go home. Why did you agree again? Probably to feed their ego a little further.
It didn't take long for Chigiri to notice that you were anything but ready to join their little escapade. But if he opted to say something, he stopped himself shortly before speaking. Instead, he patted your shoulder a few times in assurance before he ran off again.
Bachira wore a smile so huge, you were sure it made the sun shine just a little brighter. Contrary to the good weather on your side of the field, you were sure it was close to a thunderstorm on the other half. Rin's frown sat so deep, you swore thunder could strike you alive if only you dared to get closer. Dark rainy clouds ready to let hell rain upon you and your 'team'.
A bummer, really.
The sound of someone clearing their throat pulled you out of your torturous thoughts, "You know the most important rules, do you?"
Ah, it was Isagi. The lord and savior.
You shot him a smal yet nervous smile, "Yes.... I think?"
An exchange of reassuring smiles and a chuckle from Isagi settled the start of the game.
Things have been going well so far, the boys spared you for the first few minutes and passed the ball among themselves, giving you the opportunity to warm up to their tempo.
Bachira scored once, Nagi scored the second one and suddenly the ball was in your possession. Everything was at your mercy, the boys on the other side of the field looked ready to turn you into a ball of their own and your mind? Went blank.
Rin, who had long stopped paying attention due to his explanation, "Letting a beginner play football is lukewarm, I don't see the point," completely missed the object flying at a crazy speed. Oh what were the odds.
And then it happened. Lightening stroke, the sound of thunder followed and you were sure the gates to hell opened with the vip lounge all empty just for you. A glass of soda with the name, "I'm a star," waiting for you to devour.
The devious laughter and occasional outbursts of, "The best shot I've ever seen," and "Y/n, didn't know you had it in you," followed by, "Welcome to your team, Messi," around you became louder the second the ball fell from the back of Rin's head to the cold, hard ground with a defeating thud. Oh really, what were the odds.
The man of the hour himself spared you of any reaction, or so you thought but what did a smart person once say? Sometimes second thoughts are better than no thoughts because the next second you swore, your breath didn't only hitch, no. It got snatched. Scratch that, he had your lungs dancing on his fingertips.
The glare he shot you, as his head turned around ever so slowly, the way his gaze met yours and you felt like being trapped in a snowstorm in the midst of summer, was something you would've never dreamt of receiving.
You, who just wanted to go home.
A small gasp escaped your lips as you turned to search for the help of any of your 'comrades' with flailing arms but they weren't of any help at all. Most of them didn't even try to stifle their giggles and you knew, you were busted. You had a feeling Rin already strongly disliked you beforehand but now you were sure you were the first on his 'elimination' list.
It didn't help that you heard slow but steady footsteps coming your way. And damn, how long has he been walking without you noticing? His figure became clearer the more steps he took and the only thing you could do was smile at him, give him the brightest smile you could muster.
De nial is a river in Egypt and you were taking a swim in it. You didn't aim at his head, the ball didn't even touch him in the slightest. His head is fully functioning and you're sure you haven't just unintentionally stolen thousands of brain cells of his. What's a brain to begin with?
Teal eyes looked down on your form as the person they belonged to came to a stop in front of your slightly trembling body. Your time has come, you're ready to descend to the flaming pits of hell. But the change of temperature never came?
Rin's hand must've moved on instinct but it didn't matter, not right now. That very same hand of his found place on your head, patting it once, twice and then letting it fall. A ghost of a touch still lingering after.
His frown didn't falter one bit and you were sure the thunderstorm didn't stop thundering either but in that moment you learnt that, around you, he had space for a small ray of sunshine. A ray so small, it disappeared as soon as it arrived as he made his way around you in threatening speed. Already charging at the others for laughing at him so shamelessly.
Maybe, it wasn't all too bad to stay for a little game. As for the others, they should've kept their mouths shut.
Omg Iâd love a Nagi POV for Regrets đ„č Only if youâd love to do it though!
author note: I'm sorry, it look so long T^T but at last, here it is! i hope it doesn't disappoint :<
â p.s: i got another great plot idea but I'm worried I can't execute it properly but i'll try my best. hint: it's about itoshi brothers wink wink.
⥠for new readers, before you read this, make sure you read the main part!
.ă . âą â . ° .⹠°:. *â ° . â
We lost. I lost? Me?
I could feel my hot blood running through my vines as I collapsed, my hand fisting the grass my fingers dig into the dirt trying to hold onto something to keep my sanity from slipping away, as the whistle screech out signaling the game was over in our opponentsâ victory, ending it with a close call of 3-4. Whatâs more regrettable and got me feeling like shit is that I was going to propose to her on the interview I was suppose to go on after I win this match. I could finally gather up my courage to do troublesome thing like that, just for her.
I was suppose to win the match, coach said that team was the easiest target, I almost got another goal in and weâd get to do penalty kicks and weâd smash them up then. So what went wrong?
My forehead was facing downward to the grass field as tears surge out of my eyes in frustration. Seriously, what the fuck went wrong? How did I lose? I could taste the bitter metal flavor as my bottom lip was bleeding from my front teeth sinking on it too hard.
I was so stuck on the idea that I was the best, I was unbeatable, the prodigy, the most promising player of the next generation of world class player. Nothing couldâve gone in my way. Nothing shouldâve gone wrong when Iâm on the field.
âcome on man, coach said to gather everyone upâ I got snapped out of my hellish thought reoâs voice rings into my ears. I took one deep breathe as my eyes suckle back up the tears. I got on my feet in slow motion and walks to the meeting in the locker room.
As expected, coach was furious. Silence fell as I walk into the room along with Reo when coach was just yelling. The silence and stares were suffocating, it was as the gazes were yelling, âitâs your faultâ âyou were supposed to be the one who got us through dilemmasâ âthe prodigy lost his touch?â
I couldnât do anything but bite the inside of my mouth and get seated. After a few more minutes of silence, the coach clears his throat, âwhatâs up with you, nagi?â my stomach drops upon hearing the question , whatâs up with me?, nothing is ever wrong with me so how am I suppose to answer this.
Another suffocating silence as no response were given from me as I kept staring at the tiles floor, the coach lets out a big disappointing sigh, he paces back and forth for a while in the room before he announces, âcancel any prior engagement or schedule, weâre staying here for a month for special trainingâ with that, he storms out of the locker room shaking his head furiously.
Murmurs of complaints, groan and sighs were pour out as soon as the coach steps out, âonly if someone had done their job properlyâ a benched player spoke out loudly in spite. âI know right, thatâs why you shouldnât have love to interfere with careerâ another spiteful comment follows. âwhatâs your career? Warming up the bench?â Reo hisses back to them as I kept my mouth shut, my eyes still glued on floor.
.ă . âą â . ° .⹠°:. *â ° . â
The special training and my pride getting smashed was the least of my worries right now but I couldnât bring myself to open her message, I wanted to text her, âI wonâ to her good luck text, how can I face her now? My hand clenches my phone hardly as my head hangs down.
I know she wouldnât eat me alive, nor tear my down just for one lost, and I donât know why my feelings are this stubborn to run away from her. I know she would try her best to attempt to comfort me. So why do I want to run away?
I spent hours staring blankly at the phone before I made up my mind to shut the phone off and store it in the cabinet beside my hotelâs bed. I just need a day.
A day turn into days, days turn into a month. The anxiety bubbling up inside me never left and I just want to pierce myself and take it out, whatever is making me feel stuffy.
Training was hell, the constant backhanded comments and spiteful backlashes behind his back, from online and my teammates were really getting to me.
Coach pushing me more than he ever does, the gazes that were once admiring and praising me now turn into something more like a civilian camera that are waiting for me to trip again so they can all jump me.
She would never done that or let anybody do this to me.
Time passes quickly with the training that lasts almost the whole day with 8 hours to spare for mandatory personal business, eating and sleeping. Itâs finally time to go back to Japan to continue the usual training and another match coming up in 2 months, I need to be on my best behavior so they wonât catch me tripping.
I am now alone again with my thoughts in the hotel room, I reach out for the phone in the cabinet for the first time in a month.
She mustâve been worried right?
I turn the phone back on, my heart thumping in anticipation for what she has to say.
..Nothing..? No new messages since that day..?
I could feel something snapped as the overwhelmed emotions that has been piling up over the past month came spilling out, I throw the phone across the room as my breathe grows heavier and quicker.
Does she not care about me? Whatâs the point of this relationship huh? When Iâm away training my ass off, getting attacked verbally everyday, she hasnât checked up on me once? Not mentioning, I havenât answered her for a month, a month!
I sat down with my arms laying on my spreaded legs, my head hung down low. No, I directed my anger at her. She probably just didnât want to get in way of my work here. I know that so, why..?
I raise my head up as my eyes turn blank and cold, no emotions found as my heart feels heavy out of the sudden, a voice suddenly flashes into my ears, âthatâs why you shouldnât have love to interfere with your careerâ it was the fleeting comment one of my teammate made.
Thatâs right.. Sheâs not necessary, is she? My mind is already heavy from soccer, why bother carrying any more unnecessary weight..? Come to think of it, she would understand. She probably can live, with her career and things, it shouldnât be a hindrance to her, right..?
Yeah, sheâd understand me. Y/n always does.
Thatâs how I selfishly broke up with her for my own career under a façade that I think sheâd understand when I know she would break down even if she understands.
I broke up with her with a promise to never to lose again in any match, neither friendlyânor a serious match.
The result came to fruition as I have a come back in my career in the next match and I continue to do great the match after and the match after that. I buried myself in my career because thatâs all I knew to do, itâs what I throw away everything for and I had a promise to keep, 3 years of full success, no loss.
Itâs going great again, people that were waiting for my downfall click their tongue and turn away in defeat. People are again looking at me with praises and admiration. I had move up to join a more prestigious club and many others are offering million to get me, Isnât this what I wanted? It is.
Strangely, now that I donât feel heavy anymore, thereâs a great amount of void in me. Of course, I have a slight idea of what is it but I choose to live in denial. She has been well, I keep watch on her, secretly of course I know much at least that she wouldnât want to see me after all of that, at random times and sheâs still the same, calm and composed. Going to work and going out with her friends once in a while. I do notice smiles are rare to come by for her. But sheâll get over it right? Sheâs y/n after all. Thatâs what I selfishly convince myself so I could look away, for my own benefit.I chose it myself so itâs a given that I chose to live with the void.
.ă . âą â . ° .⹠°:. *â ° . â
That is until, today after 3 whole years, on a coincidence that I stepped out to get drinks, my eyes spot a familiar build standing outside of the stadium I was suppose to have a friendly match at today. I felt like the world had stopped moving as my eyes laid on her figure.
Before I knew it, my feet brought me to stand in front of her, without permission my voice calls out to her. She looks up in a slightly shocked expression but soon calms down. Thatâs it? Seeing me after all of this time. I could feel something poking at my heart.
I knew I shouldnât be acting so familiar to her after all of that but my heart, my mind, they crave her more than I thought. Sheâs still as calm as ever, why am I the only one whose heart is thumping like some high school boy meeting his crush? This is so unfair. I asked her what she was doing here, I pray to gods that existed in all direction hoping for a slight chance that sheâd say âI came to see youâ
Our conversation was cut short by one of the guy in the opposition team Iâm up against today, my heart drops seeing him acting so familiar with y/n, my y/n.
I didnât know what my expression is shown on my face as I watch them. So she found someone after all..? They act like I wasnât standing there in front of them, I just want to yell at y/n to keep her attention on me, what rights do I have..?
I bite the inside of my mouth as I try to keep myself in check. y/n finally turned her attention back to me, like a puppy, that much attention had me wagging my tail at her if I had one. That unsettling feeling attack again as she introduced the muscle blonde head as her boyfriend.
I just want to rip my body and scoop out the intestine that keeps developing that feeling. âare you playing against my boyfriend today?â I know I am probably just imagining it but it seems like she emphasized my boyfriend to spite me. ââŠyeahâ was all I managed to get out of my mouth. I soon come to realized that it made things awkward, fuck I didnât want it to be this way with y/n, after all these years, after finally she can meet me eye to eye again.
The blonde muscle man decided to steal her away again, in excuse of guiding her to her seat. I could feel my heart tightened at how she smiles at him, how she talks, how she jokes, the way she gazes at him. Those all used to be mine, It shouldâve been forever mine.
He grabbed her hands and guide her away. No, she canât go just like this, I need to come up with somethingâ âdo you think Iâll do well today?â the question spills out of my mouth before I can think about it thoroughly and I wanted to dig myself into a hole. Seriously man? In front of her boyfriend?
Though to be frank, I couldnât care much because she turned to me again and flash one of her smile at me, âyou always do well, donât doubt yourselfâ I could feel myself choking up, thatâs what she always used to say but itâs not the same anymore, whereâs the loving tone she always uses?!
Before I could say anything more, the blonde almost dragged her away. I could only watch their backs as they disappear among the crowds.
There it is again, the same unsettling feeling but this time, I had nothing to throw away anymore, I have nothing..
My head was hazy, eyes are blurry. It feels like all of senses had been lost. The match starts and ended before I can realized. I had only realized when the same gruel some screeching sound of whistle signaling the match had ended,,, in the opponentâs victory.
My eyes were stuck on the two of them as she runs from the sideline and he picks up her and spin her mid-air. I see it, her genuine smile, sheâs happy, sheâs genuinely at peace. And he was the one who makes it possible..
Thereâs no me in the picture anymore, I am not involved in her life anymore. It makes sense now, she wasnât unnecessary. She never was, what she was is an essential, I couldnât figure that out. I was blinded by guilt, pride & anger.
This unsettling feeling here and back then, itâs regret. Back then, I regret not being able to win the match for her and regret not being able to continue with my plan to propose to her on national TV. Right now, I regret now knowing and understanding the feeling of âregretâ until itâs now too late to know.
But one thing that I donât regret is that, if one of us can be happy, I always had prayed that it would be you.
Um, hi! I hope you're doing well! I saw your match up event and I'd like to request a Genshin and HSR match up (if you still can ofc, I don't wanna force it owo). I don't really wanna be paired with any of the female characters (as much as I love em, I perceive them more as best friends or sisters than possible lovers, if that makes senseâ).
1. My pronouns are she/her. My MBTI is ENFP.
2. I hope you don't mind if I give you more than my big 3 in Astrology, since the planets up until Saturn (especially Venus, since it's in conjunction with my Sun, and Saturn, since it's in conjunction with my Rising) are pretty prominent for me. My Sun is in Aries âïž, my Moon is in Leo âïž, and my Rising is in Cancer âïž. My Mercury is in Aries âïž as well (natal retrograde), my Venus is in Pisces âïž, my Mars is in Aquarius âïž, my Jupiter is in Libra âïž (natal retrograde), and my Saturn is in Cancer âïž and a few degrees away from my Rising.
3. As for my appearance, I have a height of 147cm (idk what it is in inches and feet, but it's pretty short, I know, it runs in our family), and I'm on chubby side when it comes to my body, but I sure as hell don't have an hourglass body shape. I have wavy-ish black hair (currently experiencing some form of hair loss tho) that reaches just above my chest. I also wear glasses and my fingernails are often short because I bite them.
4. A lot of who I am is influenced by the fact that I have ADHD (mostly hyperactive/impulsive presentation), so I tend to be restless and hyperactive, energetic and talk excessively, sensitive and emotional (emotional dysregulation go brr haha). I have pretty strong opinions about a lot of things (mostly politics and social issues), but I'd be open to discussion that could possibly change my mind unless I consider the view to be morally or wholly wrong with regards to other people.
I consider myself to be intuitive and able to sense even the slightest change of emotion or energies within someone or in a room, wanting to be the one to support, comfort, and advise someone when they need it. Idk, I like feeling needed and wanted by others. I'm pretty expressive with my emotions and can become easily vulnerable and share/be open about them to others. I do know that I often don't like being told what to do or how to feel, in addition to becoming defensive, closed-off, and silent after being given certain criticism/comments.
5. As for what my friends think about me, they probably find me a bit too overwhelming, especially when I become too restless and overthink and about tasks, but I'm also kind of the mom friend in my friend groups, trying to be a lil level-headed and making sure everyone doesn't get into too much trouble. I'm also pretty affectionate with them, saying how much I appreciate and love them often, confiding to them about how I feel and vice versa. I enjoy showing and giving love to the people I care about, and sometimes I get scared that I'm too annoying or that I'm overwhelming.
6. Other info about me is that I love playing games, designing, and learning in general. My love languages are words of affirmation and quality time. Because of my diagnosis and my experiences in life, I'd like someone who'll make me feel at ease, someone who won't judge or limit me, but instead support and be patient with me, especially when I (inevitably) fuck up. I like being reassured and having healthy communication okayâ
I hope this isn't too muchâ Thank you so so much in advance, and please take care, wherever you currently are! Sending lots of energy and appreciation your way! đ„čđ«¶
Heyy sweetheart
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ALBEDO
Albedo is calm and analytical, he's a non judgemental being and always open to learn more about his sweetheart
Similar to you, he enjoys learning and designing, he's very open to any new knowledge, so there could be mutual conversations about different topicd
Albedos calm nature can provide you with reassurance, his patient and quiet attitude can provide you with a comfortable feeling without feeling overwhelming
He's willing to support and encourage your interests.
When combining this with his love for words of affirmations, it creates a comfortable environment all around.
As an alchemist, he appreciates you sharing your thoughts and feelings, opening an environment of healthy communication.
JING YUAN
Jing yuan, the perfect man
He's incredibly good at communication and reading people
He's the type of person that you could tell everything that bothers you without feeling like he's gonna judge you or disregard your feelings
He's a general, meaning he's dealt with a lot of new people at the job, he's got more than enough patience and rarely gets frustrated or mad
His love languages are mostly words of affirmations and physical touch
His sweet words and soothing voice could make anyone fall to their knees
Jing yuan is someone you can love for an eternity and he'll never get enough of it, his heart is always open and he'll definitely rainprocrate your love and offer you the same if not more back
Hi bby đ„č Iâm here to say that I hope you have a lovely birthday đ i hope you get to relax and do whatever your heart desires đ„°
For the drabble game, can I have #90 from the list and Jimin? đâš it was so hard to pick !!
Thank you so much! đđđ
Will You Do It?
pairing: jimin x reader
warnings: alcohol use, pushy, nosy aunt
90. âIf I ask you to kiss me in front of all these people, will you do it?â
This was a mess! A mess you created but a mess nonetheless!
You paced back and forth, your lip caught between your teeth. Dinner would be served shortly, Jimin was waiting for you in the foyer. You could see him from where you hid behind one of the giant floral arrangements.
You wiped your hands on your outfit, inhaling deeply before letting it out slowly.
You could do this! You could totally do this!
Here we go!
You step out from behind the arrangement, plucking off a petal as you plaster on a fake grin.
Jimin smiles in relief when he spots you, looking radiant in his eyes. "I thought I'd have to go in there by myself. They've been trying to herd us in for a few minutes."
"Sorry," you apologize, taking his arm. You'd been so grateful he had come as your plus one to your cousin's wedding. You were hoping your nosy family would see you with him and cease their attempts at matchmaking.
"Oh, there you are!" your aunt comes barreling toward you in her pink dress, holding it up with her hand to keep from tripping over it.
"Aunt Bella, hi." you groan inwardly. Your aunt ignores you, turning to the handsome man on your arm.
"I see you've met someone," she says as she ogles Jimin with a pleased smile.
"I'm Jimin. I'm-"
"He's my boyfriend!" you shout, interrupting your best friend. Jimin turns to look at you at the same time as your aunt, but you just look away and grab a flute of champagne from a passing server.
"Please take your seats!" The MC says over the microphone at the stage in the other end of the room.
"Well, gotta go!" you pull Jimin with you before your aunt can say anything else. You take your seats, Jimin and you sitting as close as possible, his knee bumps yours as he leans in, his hand cupped over his mouth and his other on your knee.
Your heart races, your gaze meeting his.
"Boyfriend?" he whispers, heart thundering in his chest. He couldn't let this just go. He'd been in love with you for years now, and now here he was in all his spectacular glory as your fake boyfriend apparently.
"I'm so sorry! I swear that wasn't the plan, but Bella doesn't know when to quit. Please, just for tonight? I'll owe you big time! I'll do whatever you want."
Jimin nods, squeezing your knee.
You bite your lip, the action capturing his attention. He wishes he could get a taste.
âIf I ask you to kiss me in front of all these people, will you do it?â your question makes his eyes go wide with surprise. Were you a mind-reader?
"Um, yeah. Sure, totes, haha," Jimin tugs on his button-up shirt, suddenly feeling hot.
"Thank you so much! I love you!" you throw your arms around his neck, pulling him closer. His hands wrap around you, breathing in your scent.
"Ooh, there's the lovely couple," your aunt says as she takes the seat across from you with her husband and their kids. You groan, looking at Jimin.
Jimin smiles politely at your aunt. He laces your fingers with his, placing your joined hands on the table for your aunt to see. You smile, looking at him. He brings your joined hands to his lips, kissing yours before setting it down.
"Such a lovely couple," your aunt gushes, clasping her hands.
Jimin beams. He turns to you, trying to read your eyes but you glance at his lips and then back at his eyes.
Jimin cups your face, his heart rate skyrocketing as he leans in and you meet him halfway, pressing your lips to his.
Fireworks go off when your eyes close and you have to control yourself before you get too carried away. Jimin chuckles when he ends the kiss.
"I know what I want as payment," Jimin whispers.
"And what's that?" you ask.
"I want to be your boyfriend for real," Jimin says bashfully.
You smile, reaching forward and kissing him on the lips. "It's a deal."
CONGRATS ON 555+ FOLLOWERS!! THATS AMAZING!! AND AN OPPORTUNITY TO THROW IN A REQUEST TOO?? DONT MIND IF I DOO~
may I order a caramel mocha latte, with a konpeitĆ, a lemon drop, and a candy necklace? and maybe a dollop of whipped cream too? the name for the order will be Trafalgar Law from One Piece, please! đđđ„čđ„°đâš
omg thank you so much, i really appreciate that đ€đđalso thank u for your patience, this was a beast to write - law is impossible and i'm stubborn, but i finished it and survived (i hope u survive too) <3 please enjoy your sugar rush àŒșâ„àŒ»âàŒșâ„àŒ»
4.2k words (i know, i know), fem reader, nsfw, 18+ mdni, fluff (somewhere, it's there, believe me), a bit of angst bc i'm a sucker for that stuff, and a lot of smut; modern/office au (hope u don't mind), fake dating/marriage; law's a little mean but reader dishes it right back & has a solid bite, so it balances out, i think; also lots of pining and flirting, tiny bit of jealousy, etc.
âabsolutely not.â
you place your coffee mug onto the counter and stare, wide-eyed at the tall bastard before you. trafalgar law is the most audacious man youâve ever met, and even more so, he insists himself upon you whenever he can â almost as if he gets off on seeing you fly off the handle and mouth off at him. men who are handsome like him â dark, enigmatic, a force to be reckoned with if youâre not careful â are a complication that you donât need in your life.
âa favor,â he says, leaning against the counter, towering over you in a way that makes you want to slap him, âand itâll just be for one night.âÂ
again you stare, and shake your head, curls bouncing around in defiance, almost as if they too agree with your decision.
âno. i donât know how many more times i need to say it for you to get it through your thick skull.â
youâre laying it on thicker than necessary, but the truth of the matter is, law makes you nervous. most people donât; if anything, youâre the one who intimidates others. but him? you canât accurately get a read on him, nor can you ever guess what heâs thinking. he always looks at you as if heâs figured you out, giving you sly smiles that make you want to dump your coffee on him daily. your friends say you overreact, your mother implies that thereâs something going on between you two â made worse by the fact that law is too damn good at buttering her up with his politeness â and your coworkers are under the impression that youâre one argument away from fucking in the break room.
you donât know which of those is worse.
âyouâre being dramatic,â he counters, tongue running along his bottom lip as he considers switching tactics; you get distracted, stare at his mouth a little too long, which of course catches his attention. a smirk slips onto his lips as he leans forward. âiâll make it worth your while.â
a scoff leaves your mouth faster than you can stop it.Â
he presses his lips together and tries again. âletâs make a bet, then. if i win, youâll be my date for my friendâs party.â a wedding anniversary of all things; a completely useless affair, but law is loyal to a fault, and he already said he was going and bringing someone. everyone else annoys him, except you; so naturally youâre the perfect candidate. it also helps that he knows youâre as attracted to him as he is to you â youâre just stubborn as hell.
âgo on,â you say wearily and dump the remainder of your coffee out in the sink. âwhat happens when you lose?â
itâs not cockiness that drives him to say, âi wonât lose, but if it does happen, iâll let you have one of my high profile clients.â
a lucrative deal, one that has you roll your bottom lip in between your teeth, and internally debate as you consider the slight possibility of you losing. on the other hand, if you win youâll walk out with the satisfaction of beating law at his own game, and scoring another client; this might actually work if you put your mind to it.
âwhatâs the bet?â you narrow your eyes at him but lose a bit of nerve when you see the heated glance he sends your way; you busy yourself with rinsing your mug out several times over for some reason, the water cold enough to shake those pesky thoughts away from your mind.
lawâs mouth curves into a devilish grin as he drops his voice. âi can help you with your,â he pauses, giving you a knowing look, one that brings a silly flush to your face, âlittle problem.â
if your rising blood pressure doesnât kill you, his incessant teasing will. âwhat âlittleâ problem is that?â youâre already regretting this, but youâre too curious to not see this through. âwhatever it is, i doubt youâll actually be able to help, as useless as you are.â itâs not true, heâs far from useless, but you know that if you feed him a compliment, youâll regret that too.Â
âsee thatâs why your problem will never go away,â he sighs at that before continuing, âiâm talking about the problem where you canât seem to cum no matter what you do.â
he has more to say, but you shoot forward and clamp your hands around his mouth â his foolish, stupid mouth â muffling the rest of whatever nonsense he wants to spew. âwho told you that?â your voice comes out in a harsh whisper, which only makes him laugh behind your hand, his breath tickling your palm, your face growing hotter as you look around to make sure that no one else is around.
thereâs no way heâll reveal that, but you look so cute when youâre all determined like that.
law pries your hands off of him. âit doesnât matter. so, what do you say?â
you have so many questions, but know if you hurl them at him left and right, he might be prompted to do something and youâre not prepared for what he has in store for you.Â
âlet me get this straight. if you somehow manage to make me cum,â your voice is so soft, he has to lean close to hear you properly, âi have to accompany you to your friendâs party.â
âitâs a simple bet, really.â
nothing about the bet is simple, but the point is that youâre fairly certain you can win this â if you remain strong, that is.
âfine.âÂ
you steel your face, hoping that your lip stops quivering so you can appear every bit as unaffected as you claim you are. he doesnât buy the act, and leans forward, his face just a breath away, the tip of his nose grazing yours; youâre sure heâs going to kiss you and, on instinct, your lips part â youâd be lying if you said you werenât curious or excited over the possibility.Â
law tilts his head slightly, envisioning the satisfying checkmate that lies in his future, eyelids lowering, partially obscuring his amber eyes; you swallow thickly and donât bother taking a step back. you know if you do, youâll lose â and youâre not sure if the bet has started or not, but you need all the strength you can muster to survive.Â
âwonderful,â he says, voice resonant â vibrating against your skin, another bothersome flush stretching over your cheeks, making it impossible to breathe â âsee you later, then.â and then, he straightens up and walks away.
small, crescent-shaped indents appear on your palms from how deeply you sink your nails into your skin. itâs not anger you feel at him, so much as it is agitation with yourself. if only he could be a little more predictive, youâd have the upper hand. but, as you watch his retreating form, you realize, belatedly, that maybe â just maybe â youâve bitten off more than you can chew. you donât like the thought of that, at all.
you expect him to find you after work, but he leaves early; strange, but not entirely abnormal. to say youâre disappointed wouldnât be untrue, but you have no intention of openly admitting that. the following morning, he comes in late, grinning and joking with the manager, loud enough to catch your attention. you carefully peek outside of your office, doing your best to look casual and inconspicuous; he feels you watching him, but since your attitude needs a bit of taming, he ignores you.Â
normally, law finds a reason to appear at your office around lunchtime, always inviting you to eat with him and a few others â and, while you tend to decline more often than not, you feel a bit unsettled when he doesnât come by. strange. very, very strange. on the third day youâre sure youâre losing your mind. he hasnât spoken to you in 72 hours â you havenât been counting, that would be absurd â which should bring you some semblance of peace and joy, but it doesnât.Â
disappointment makes your coffee taste sour. it sits in your stomach, hard like concrete, impossible to digest, and even more annoying to chip away at.
you think about the way he almost kissed you â and you were very sure he was going to kiss you, if you hadnât been so opposed to him crowding routinely crowding your space â and the way your skin never fully recovered, a feverish madness taking over your mind, filling every crevice of your thoughts with images of him â his lips, his long fingers, the way he always seems to have some sort of inside joke with himself whenever he looks at you.Â
it affects your attitude at work; you snap at your coworkers, refuse to participate in whatever menial meeting the manager tries to drag you to, and spend most of your day in your office. until you canât take it anymore.
four days, thatâs all it takes. heâs impressed with your resolve and even more impressed with the fact that you havenât cursed him and his future descendants to hell and back for keeping you at bay. he knows that youâre like a dog with a bone, eager to investigate, determined to see things through immediately. but law is much more feline, and enjoys the hunt more than anything. he didnât know how much longer he could keep away from you, but heâs very grateful that youâve finally made up your mind about things.
you stomp over to his office on the other end of the hall, barging in, irritation prickling underneath your skin at the sight of one of the temp workers leaning over his desk and going above and beyond with showing him some simple graphs she put together. you donât like the way her fingers graze his, donât like the way she intentionally drops her voice to whisper something unintelligible at him, and you really donât like how he glances up at you, a slow, amused grin spreading onto his lips with ease.
the other woman glances over at you, confusion etched into her pretty face; you absolutely detest her right now.Â
âumm,â she starts, straightening up, eyes widening at the sight of you. her nervousness should be a sign for you to ease up a bit, but you donât. âhi, iâm not sure weâve met properly yet, but iâmââ
you glance at her for no longer than a few seconds, your indifference pushing you to curtly say, âmove.â she stutters over her words, not quite understanding, so you say it in a different way. âget. out.â of the office, you mean. she doesnât wait for you to say it again. when the door shuts behind her, you march over to him, lips fixed in a thin line, eyes blazing as you jab a manicured finger against his chest. the sight is plenty unprofessional, what with the top buttons of his shirt undone, his jacket draped lazily over the back of his chair, the sleeves of his button up rolled up and exposing his thick forearms.Â
you try to ignore it all, but you canât.
âyou,â thereâs nothing else you want to say, nothing else you can say; youâve already scared off the newbie, you know there will be a memo or meeting about it later. but you donât care; you really, truly donât. âwhat is your problem?â
he supposes he likes this side of you best â the petty, jealous side, the one you try to keep hidden but canât help but let out whenever you feel threatened in the shallowest way. still, he knows better than to say this out loud; heâd like to leave the office in one piece today.
âthat was unnecessarily harsh of you,â he says in lieu of answering your question. youâre normally not that venomous, but for some reason, you felt compelled â jealousy is not something you deal with well, and you know youâll need to apologize properly later, but you canât think about that right now. all you can think about is somehow wiping that disgustingly handsome look off his face. law grabs your wrist, his long, tattooed fingers wrapping around it securely, the contact from his skin searing you, stirring a frenzy within you, making you want impossible things all at once. your breath catches in your throat the moment he pulls you onto his lap, your brain ceasing any functional capabilities as you straddle him, skirt riding up higher, exposing your thighs, your skin smooth and silky to the touch.
all your fight leaves your body as you concede to your desires.
âtook you long enough to come to me.â he presses a single, burning kiss against the inside of your wrist, setting your body and nerves aflame. âfour days is a long time, y/n⊠iâm not a patient man.â he really isnât, but for you, he always will be.
you roll your eyes, do your best not to whimper when he kisses your other wrist, all your self-preservation and stubbornness melting away. âitâs your fault,â you say childishly, earning a quiet chuckle from him. âyou saidâŠâ
he raises a brow at you, prompting you to continue.
your nerves almost get the best of you, but you donât let them win. âyou were going toââ
âmake you cum, yes.â youâre taking much too long, and the softness of your body only makes it that much more difficult to concentrate on your words; he doesnât bother hiding his erection, nor does he seem to mind when you jerk your hips against his when he kisses the palm of your hand.Â
âgod, are you going to make me say it?â you canât believe him; if you had the energy, youâd slap him, you really would â but youâre tapped out, too hot and bothered to fight him anymore.Â
âiâve never been called god before,â he muses out loud, you narrow your eyes at him and he laughs again. âyes, i need to hear you say it.â because whatâs the point if he has to do everything himself?
your throat constricts, face grows hot all over again, and youâre sure youâll regret this later, but you manage to squeak out, âi want you.â itâs a confession thatâs a few years too late, but heâll take that over rejection any day. you forget that the point is to prevent him from winning his bet, but the idea of him touching you, of him making you beg, makes it impossible to do things the way you want to.
ânow, doesnât that feel good? to say it out loud, finally?âÂ
his arrogance knows no bounds, but you canât continue fighting him, not when your body is at its limit.Â
âstop teasing me, damn it.â
he really canât help himself, but he supposes he ought to throw you a bone for coming this far. âsit on the desk,â he says, and releases his hold on your wrists.
when you donât move, a hardened edge coats each word that comes out of his mouth afterwards. âitâs not a request.â you suppose you might as well listen, thereâs no turning back at this point, and you want to get this over with â and prove to yourself that once and for all that you donât actually like him, that this is a one time thing, and that youâll be able to move on with your life afterwards.
youâre gravely mistaken, but you donât know that yet.
he watches you scramble off of his lap and hoist yourself onto his desk, scattering the papers he was reviewing onto the floor. swiveling in his chair to face you, he tilts his head again, eyes darkening as you squeeze your thighs together. the way he unnerves you, the way he makes you want to act out, itâs so unsettling; you want to keep chasing that feeling until youâre certain itâs a fluke.
âdo i need to keep spelling things out for you?â
licking your lips, you understand the silent command, tugging your skirt up higher and spreading your legs for him. for a moment, neither of you say anything, a charged tension hanging above both of your heads, making you light-headed as your breathing slows. itâs not like you want him to know, but itâs too hard to hide your arousal, especially with the dampness that stains the front of your panties.Â
âtake them off.âÂ
you donât know what possesses you to listen, but you do, hook your thumbs underneath the lace band of your panties and pull them down slowly. because heâs so dedicated to observing you, he watches carefully, gaze sharp and hawkish, another flush crawling along your face, down your throat, spilling onto your chest â making it difficult to breathe again. he wishes he could capture this all on video, so he could revisit it later, because the sight of you, so vulnerable, practically trembling on his desk as your arousal seeps onto his desk, ruining one of the documents sitting underneath you.Â
his laughter isnât mocking so much as it is just thinly veiled amusement at your compliance; it takes on a life of its own and nestles itself inside of you, warming your chest, making your heart beat faster than necessary.Â
law flicks his tongue against the inside of his cheek, his cock hard enough to make him want to fuck you right then and there; but, because he waited this long already, heâs willing to move at your pace. he runs a finger along your folds slowly, your irritation spiking at the way you melt at his touch, your teeth sinking into your bottom lip to stifle the insufferable noises that dare to come out of your mouth. he glances at you, disapproving of your choice to keep your true feelings hidden as he stands up suddenly. with his free hand he tugs your lip free, sucking his teeth at your defiance, hand gripping your face roughly.
âi donât think you understand,â he says briskly, his finger running up and down your slit, a soft whimper prancing along the back of your mouth, tumbling into the air recklessly. âweâre playing by my rules, not yours.â you inhale sharply, eyes widening at his words, your whimpering steadily increasing in volume when he grazes your clit with the tip of his finger. ânow,â his lips graze your jaw, breath warm and dizzying, âbe a good girl and spread your legs wider.â
you do your best to comply, gasping when you feel him slip his finger inside of you â a welcomed intrusion that has you rolling your hips forward; his eyes never leave yours as he plunges his finger into you, your warm, tight walls squeezing, making him insert another finger in response. you let out a moan, one that you attempt to keep hidden, but his hand slides from your face down to your neck and he wraps his hand around it â a warning, of sorts, for you to behave. youâre not sure if itâs the taboo of fucking in his office, or if itâs just him, but your hips buck against his hand wildly, the fleshy part of his palm bumping against your clit with each thrust of his fingers.
the walls in the office are thick but not soundproof, and you donât think about any of that when you repeatedly call out his name, his fingers scissoring inside of your throbbing cunt, your arousal dripping down to his wrist. he can tell you hate how much youâre enjoying this right now, which only makes him squeeze your throat â firm enough to hold you still, but not tight enough to bring you any lasting pain.Â
âlaw, w-wait, wait,â you gasp and moan louder, a familiar buildup pooling in your lower abdomen, making your breathing erratic and your mind fuzzy.
âhm, i think i know what the problem is,â he says lightly, curling his fingers, wrist angling so he can reach a spot youâve never had the pleasure of reaching by yourself. your subsequent cries are music to his ears; he smiles down at you wickedly, a third finger finding its way inside of your pussy. âyouâre sensitive.â very sensitive at that. you donât know what he means, but you donât question it â after all, his fingers are commanding your body with ease and skill, and where you normally donât push yourself past this point, possibly in fear of enjoying it too much, he doesnât let up. law is every bit as relentless as you knew heâd be, finger-fucking you until your words come out garbled, your chest heaving as an orgasm nearly splits you apart.
âoh, fuck, fuck, fuck.â you canât believe it, you should be pissed off but youâre not; youâre relieved. he works you through the orgasm and plucks his fingers out when you settle down. releasing his hold around your neck, he takes his time to lick his fingers as shame courses through you. and just when you think heâs done, he pulls you closer and finally kisses you. his tongue thrusts into your mouth, every bit as deadly as his fingers were; you donât expect tenderness, but youâre surprised by the ferocity behind his kiss. teeth nipping at your lips playfully, you press your chest against his, hands reaching between you so you can unbuckle his belt and zip down his pants.
he didnât expect you to take initiative, but heâs glad youâre on the same wavelength as him now. pre-cum slithers out of his slit, the head of his cock a reddish-pink, his length heavy in your soft hands. youâre not in the business of dragging things out, so you mumble against his lips, begging him to fuck you â so you can maybe carry on with your day without issue. because heâs such a benevolent person, he acquiesces almost immediately, lining the tip of his cock with your entrance, hands grabbing onto your hips as he snaps his hips forward and buries his cock inside of you.Â
stuck in a trance, you lift your hips to meet his, euphoria wrapping around you â an exhilarating rush, magical and overpowering â no matter how many times you imagined this exact scenario, itâs nothing like the real thing. a thundering sound echoes inside of you when he pushes you down onto the desk and drapes your shapely legs over his shoulders. it has you calling out his name so loud that youâre sure the occupants in the neighboring building can probably hear you.
he pulls back before slamming his cock into you again, strokes long and daunting as his thrusts grow frenzied with each passing minute. you can hardly breathe, and he trails kisses down the length of your throat, tongue sampling your skin, enjoying the way you canât seem to stop clenching around him. he moans against your neck, voice vibrating through you, and you sift your fingers through his hair, yanking when his cock hits a certain spot. law fucks you like youâve pissed him off somehow, which confuses and arouses you; isnât this what he wanted? to have you at his mercy, begging him for more?
but, what you fail to understand is that heâs mostly pissed at himself â pissed for taking so long, pissed for not being more frank and straight-forward with his intentions, pissed that you pushed him away when you both couldâve had this.Â
and the soft pants that leave your mouth only makes him yearn for you even more; itâs silly, slightly obsessive, but he canât help it. youâll be the death of him, surely, but for now, heâll enjoy this slow descent into madness. âyouâre taking me so well,â he says smoothly, his mouth grazing the shell of your ear, âfuck⊠i donât think i can let you go after this.â what he means by that is beyond him; it sort of spills out, a small nugget of truth he canât afford to part with. he powers into you, over and over, your pussy puffy from the ruthless way he fucks you, and when you cum again he follows shortly after, panting, a light sheen of sweat coating his forehead as his cum thickly pours into you.Â
you inhale deeply, hands clinging onto him, almost as if youâre afraid to let go; similarly he feels every bit as light-headed and drunk off of you. an impressive feat, one he can admit to freely. youâre not sure if he won because he made you cum more than once, or if you did for making him cum hard enough to make him reconsider things. still, you know just as well as he does, that thereâs no coming back from this; you canât simply act as if everything is fine, not when youâve seen just how much you affect him. you didnât know â or, rather, you chose not to know â and now that youâre cognizant of it, youâre hooked on him.Â
not that he minds, it only makes everything easier; heâs sure that your coworkers are probably collecting on their bets now, after all, the entire office knows just how much you both liked one another. you sealed your fate when you walked into his office, and now that heâs had you, heâs definitely going to keep you.
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[Writer's Truth or Dare Ask Game]
đ„€ âą recommend an author or fanfic you love
There are SO many massively talented writers out there, many of which are still on my ever-growing to-read list. I wanna send some love to @littlejuicebox's multichapter fic, Midwinter Carol, which I'm about halfway through and absolutely loving so far!
It has: Ascended Astarion! Pining for someone who's right in front of you! Divorced yearning! Beautiful, poetic prose! Just absolutely *chef's kiss* Astarion characterization! Such a compelling protagonist in Eirianwen. Girl has got backbone and I'm excited to get to know her more and see how she complements and challenges our boy. And just a the perfect balance of angst and flirty hopefulness.
The actual fic summary (below) is much better than mine. You can read the fic on AO3 or Tumblr:
Fifteen years after the Ascendant and his lover went their separate ways, they run into one another at Wyll Ravengardâs Midwinter Gala. One dance is all they share. A week later, a cataclysm of events, spurned by Eirianwenâs return, uproots the life Astarion had been building for himself.
One thing is made certain: the elven sorceress is the key to any ounce of salvation he may have left, if only she stops slipping through his fingers like sand from an hourglass.
But old habits die hard, and old feelings are pulled to the surface for both the elves. Astarion is forced to confront the wounds of his past and deal with the damage he's done while trying to run from himself. The Ascendant is forced to decide whether he will continue on his current path or forge a new one... perhaps one that leads him back to the love of his life.
đ§ âą share some personal lore you never posted about before
Hmm, I think I maybe talked about this on Twitter once, but not here. Well, I'm now pretty firmly in the agnostic (if not atheist) camp, but my parents pushed me to get confirmed as a kid (we were Lutheran). And I went to a church where, part of the youth group program was performing a traveling mime show of the passion story. Like, full on face-paint, black turtlenecks, miming Jesus getting crucified. There was a super eerie soundtrack and narration that went with it. Lots of drama over whether any of the girls could try-out for the Jesus role. Whipping sound effects. Absolutely no disrespect to anyone finding religious insight through art and whatnot. It just feels a little weird and uncomfy to me personally in retrospect. But then, religion really isn't for me. Most of the other confirmation programs I heard about my classmates doing had like, community service projects instead.
đš âą link your favourite piece of fanart and explain why you like it
My first commissioned piece of Astarion and my main Tav (Naomi) was just finished tonight and I'm riding a cloud about it. They're so soft with each other and the artist did such a lovely job đ„č
There is SO much incredible BG3 and Astarion art out there. This piece really stands out to me, too. I just love how they captured Astarion's tender expression here, and how lovely he looks in this lighting: