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#i have 160 wishes (all in one month.) n a dream
gurorori · 1 month
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FURINA‼️‼️‼️ the blue is so prettyyy
TY 🥲 saving like crazy for her rerun etc etc wish me luck..
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timextoxhajima · 3 years
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hi dana.. if it’s possible can i request some angsty wangsty based on niki la la lost you with eric🥺 and ughh i really love your writing like crazyyyyy
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♥ title: la la lost you in april [also part of @sunlightwoo ‘s 12 Months I Loved You collaboration project]
♥ member: tbz eric
♥ genre: f2l, ex! eric x fem! reader, model! eric [SFW!]
♥ warnings: swearing, some mentions of sex [like, once i think]
♥ wc: 3.4k
♥ a/n: sis when i first heard the song I absolutely loved how you used 'angsty wangsty' so I hope this one does it for you the way you imagined it <3 [fyi i wrote it in like, a camcorder recording audio format which is something i’m trying out so please hmu on whether it’s difficult to read/understand!]
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[REC: APRIL 2, 2019 - 6:39PM] SOLO LOG #1
Are you seeing this? This is the most beautiful sunset I’ve seen. I gotta get a shot of this-
Hey! Hey! I could help you take a picture with the sunset if you want to!
Oh! Would- Would you? That’d be great!
Of course! 
...
Here. Is it alright?
Yeah, yeah, it’s cool! Thank you so much!
Are you recording something? Is it a- Are you vlogging? Are you a vlogger?
Yeah, no... I’m actually on a solo trip for a bit.
Oh, where are you from?
Just the next state. 
Ah! You’re taking a break off... life then? I assume? Sorry if that came out weird.
No! No no! It’s alright! Yeah, I just needed a short break from... y’know, school and everything. My semester ended pretty early on so I took the chance to come out here and... see some new sights, meet some new people.
I get that. Well, for a start, what’s your name?
Oh, I’m y/n. Nice to meet you! And you?
I’m Eric. 
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[REC: APRIL 4, 2019 - 10:34PM] SOLO LOG #2
It is the 4th of April, 2019. I know, I know, I’m meant to do a daily vlog for all the 50 days I’m here but... it’s been... wow. Um... so I met Eric, the first day I touched down. The beach is just, about a 10 minute walk down and the sunsets are absolutely gorgeous. But uh... call me a fool and say that I’m living in the clouds but- what are the chances?
He’s funny, he’s such a great person to be around with y’know? Never a moment of like, awkwardness or stress and my God, look at me talking about a boy like that, though I met him 2 days ago. 
...
Um, he’s a freelance model. For those freelance shoots by UNIQLO or Target or something and he complains about the pay sometimes, but he looks good infront of a camera, so he’s... actually the one who won at life, really.
I’m not seeing him soon because he’s got a shoot out of town and he’ll be back next week. But I did get his number and he’s been texting me since. 
...
Wouldn’t it be funny if we end up together and then I have this whackass of a reel to show him? Jesus... I need to stop getting ahead of myself here. Freakin’ living in the clouds, aren’t I?
...
Anyway, I’m gonna go and see if I can get my weird projector shit up and working. See you.
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[REC: APRIL 7, 2019 - 5:14AM] SOLO LOG #3
It is... 5am... uh, April 7th- and I was just binging FRIENDS through the night, waiting for the sunrise before I get some shut eye and then... Eric just asked me out. Oh my God! Um, he’s coming back this Thursday and I’ll go see him at the airport before we go get dinner.
It was really funny ‘cause he had to wake up early for a shoot today and so his day has just begun but mine’s coming to an end and I just- I’m rambling so much, it’s kinda- it’s kinda sad, isn’t it?
I think I’m too happy to sleep right now so I’m just gonna text him some more before the sun rises- oh! He replied!
...
Anyway, I’m gonna go and finish up this last episode before sleeping. Hopeful I can sleep. Bye!
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[REC: APRIL 11, 2019 - 4:28PM] SOLO LOG #4
I am on my way out right now to go meet Eric at the airport, and I’m... it’d be an understatement to say that I’m excited. I know I’ve only known him for like, 2 days before he left but... I miss him. Is that possible? Missing someone despite knowing them for 2 days?
Anyway, I gotta go. Don’t wanna be late to see him.
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[REC: APRIL 13, 2019 - 10:23AM] SOLO LOG #5
Oh! Is that what you had-
Yeah! It’s the same camera!
What are you vlogging for, actually? Like-
Nothing, really. It’s just for my own usage-
Wait, you didn’t like set that up last night while we-
Oh, God, no! Who do you think I am?
I don’t know, I mean, we’ve known each other for... is it two weeks-
Just under two weeks-
Jeez-
I know, I know, oh my God.
...
I don’t regret it though. Yeah, like- I don’t really go down to the beach that often in the first place and it just- it just so happened that you were there that day and I saw you struggling with this old thing-
I was not struggling!
Yeah you were!
I wasn’t-
I’m kidding! Gosh, you’re so cute.
...
Are you gonna have the camera recording while this carries on?
I forgot it was on-
One day we’re gonna accidentally make a sex tape-
Eric!
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[REC: APRIL 17, 2019 - 1:15AM] SOLO LOG #6
-ould you pass me the hot water?
Mm? What?
The kettle over on the counter. Careful, it’s hot. Yeah, thanks.
Do you need help with-
It’s just instant noodles, sweet. Doubt I need a diploma for this. You’re recording again?
Yeah, does it bother you?
No, no, ‘course not. Though that means I can’t really do whatever I want to now.
What does that mea-
...
I can... still taste that bit of milk tea you had just now-
Could you tell it’s zero sugar?
I don’t think that matters, it’s still sweet and not great for your health to have that so much.
Aw, and yet you’re the one who suggested noodles at this timing, yeah?
You were hungry too!
...
Here, it’s done. Help me get the bowls? 
Did you even wash these?
Yeah, I did. If you don’t trust me, you can run them under the water for a bit.
Mhm. Here.
If it’s not enough, we can call for Macs.
Y’know, I’ve never had Macs past midnight back at home.
What? Really? Well, when you get back in May, would you try?
Yeah, why not? Maybe I’ll do that when I’m back in school. 
...
What date is it today?
April... hold on, um, 17. Careful, that’s hot.
...
When are you leaving again?
May 22. 
Are you planning on coming back anytime soon after?
I don’t know. I have school to worry about and the only other time I can come back’s probably during winter break in November.
...
I won’t be around in November.
Mm? Why not?
I’m moving.
To where?
I’m not sure yet, but I need to move depending on whether I get it and where the shoot’s at.
Shoot? It’s a big project, huh?
Yeah, it’s- it’s a pretty big deal.
...
I’ll- Let me just go and...
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[REC: APRIL 20, 2019 - 7:49PM] SOLO LOG #7
-idn’t have to!
No, c’mon! It’s such a great time to get this on camera! Come on, tell us what just happened!
Well, I just scored a huge model contract with Calvin Klein - in Manhattan.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I’m so fucking proud of you, oh my God! Can you believe it-
No, fuck off, I can’t either! 
Oh! Calvin Klein!
...
I swear, you’re an angel sent to me-
Fuck off!
I’m serious! it’s so timely- I just can’t- I’m just so happy to have met you.
...
Well, you heard it first here, ladies and gentlemen. Eric Sohn is a new model for Calvin Klein - Manhattan.
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[REC: APRIL 21, 2019 - 12:40PM] SOLO LOG #8
It is 12.40pm... April 21st, 2019. I’m finally back in my apartment after crashing at Eric’s for the last... 10 days? I think it was 10 days. My clothes were running out and I didn’t want to hike up his water bills so I just came back and- y’know did my own laundry.
...
Well, it’s- it’s been an absolute dream. The last thing I expected to... have, or meet? Here, is Eric. Um, but I know I’m probably going to regret this. Especially when May 22 comes. Uh... this is... it’s real bad. I mean, we’re great, y’know? But... it’s bad, because I know it’ll hurt. Like a bitch. When my time here is up, and I gotta go back to my reality, and Eric’s gotta stick to his. 
We haven’t really talked about it. May. I don’t think he wants to, and I don’t think I want to either. 50 days is too short. Either that, or I shouldn’t have come here in the first place. I shouldn’t have gone to the beach that day, in that hour. 
...
I just wish we had more time. I wish 24 hours were... maybe about 100 seconds more per minute. Does that make sense? 160 seconds per minute. Then again, I don’t think that’d solve my problem. I’ll still be on a ticking... time bomb. 
...
I know I shouldn’t say this. I know I can’t. I know I can’t afford to. But... I... I love him. I love Eric. With every... bit of me. It’s so... disgustingly cliché, but I feel so... comfortable with him. There’s really nothing we’d fight about, and even if we disagreed on something, we’d play it off like a debate, then forget about it the next day.
...
I love him. I do. And I’m going to regret this later. Without a doubt.
...
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[REC: APRIL 27, 2019 - 2:02AM] SOLO LOG #9
-ou can see the stars?
I don’t know, that’s why I’m trying, sweet.
...
Can you see them?
Yeah, maybe if I just turn this ISO- Oh! I can kinda see the North Star-
Oh! Yeah, you can! It’s really feint though.
Right.
It’s okay, we can just lay it down here-
On the grass? Will your camera be fine?
Yeah, yeah, or else you can just put in on top of my bag- here.
...
Here, can you see me? Am I in frame?
Yeah, you’re in frame.
Okay, great. Now get over here!
...
I can taste the smoothie you had just now.
Too sweet?
A little.
...
Oh my God! Put me down! Oh- not there! It’s ticklish- AHHHHH!
...
y/n, I have something to tell you.
Mm? What is it?
...
Hello? Earth to Eric?
I... I love you. So much... and I can’t bear to see you go in May. 
Oh, Eric...
No, I- I don’t want you to stay- or even think about it, ‘cause, you have your priorities and I have mine y’know...
Mhm.
I just... I just wished we had more time. 
I do too. I really do.
...
Eric?
Hm?
I love you too.
...
...
...
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[REC: MAY 1, 2019 - 4:23AM] SOLO LOG #10
1st May. 4...30? Am? I believe. Um, Eric’s sound asleep in his bed and I couldn’t sleep so I decided to do a log. 
...
I have... 3 weeks left. 4 weeks have gone past just like that, and I don’t know what to think about it. I came for a 50-day retreat. No stress, just myself and peace and quiet and tranquility and yet-
...
I- I don’t know if I can do this.
...
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[REC: MAY 7, 2019 - 3:58PM] SOLO LOG #11
So, Eric’s in shoot right now and I’m on the way into the studio with some donuts and coffee to surprise him. I called his manager and asked if it was okay so- I’m pretty psyched to see his workspace. 
...
Hi, I’m y/n, I’m here to visit Eric?
Ah, okay! Hold on, let me just get you signed in with the pass-
Count me in!
You sure? This Saturday at the prep-party?
Yeah- Oh! 
Eric!
y/n! What are you doing here?
I wanted to surprise you. Am I... interrupting anything?
Oh, not at all!
You must be y/n! Eric’s told me so much about you!
Did he? And you are...?
I’m Chelsea! I’ve been attached to the same Calvin Klein contract he recently got, so you could say we’re colleagues!
Well, nice to meet you! Oh, right, these donuts and coffee are meant for you guys actually!
Oh! You’re too kind! Eric, you’re such a lucky man.
I know, she’s just... everything.
Anyway, thank you so much for these. I’ll bring them back down to the studio for the crew to share. But Eric’s pretty much done for the day actually, so you guys can leave if you want to!
Are you sure? Don’t you need help downstairs with the equipment?
No, no! It’s fine, there’re more than enough people downstairs. Go have your date, and maybe you can bring her along with you for the prep-party this weekend!
What’s the prep-party... preparing for?
Oh, you’re so adorable! It’s a prep-party for the end-of-May shoot we’re gonna have. it’s a collab with DAZED so it’s a pretty big project.
You never told me you were involved in a collab with DAZED.
I was gonna tell you today.
He has been pretty busy recently, maybe slipped his mind. Anyway, thank you so much for the donuts and I’ll hope to see you at the pier this Saturday, mm?
Yeah, sure. Thanks Chels.
No problem! It was so nice to meet you, y/n, I’ll see you Saturday!
Okay, bye!
Bye, Chelsea! It was nice to meet you!
Bye!
...
Sweet, why didn’t you tell me you were coming?
I wanted it to be a surprise. I thought you said you’d end pretty late?
The filming was cut short because the shots were better than expected so we ended early.
Oh, I wanted to film you while you were at work.
You have that on?
Yeah- why?
No, just wondering. 
Are you uncomfortable?
No, no, it’s just... I really didn’t expect you to come to the studio. 
...
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[REC: MAY 11, 2019 - 11:12PM] SOLO LOG #12
It’s 11:12pm, 11th May, 2019. 11 days to departure.
...
I... saw... Chelsea and Eric... um, out by the garage- 
...
Well, I guess... it looked like they were just... having a really good talk. Or something. 
...
I left. I couldn’t watch it. So, I left without telling Eric. I did tell his boss that I wasn’t feeling well and I had to leave first. 
...
I guess this is the part where I regret it, isn’t it? Um... I don’t know... how... I’m gonna explain this to him when I see him again. Which is supposed to be- um- the rest of the night. I was supposed to go back to his place with him and I’ll stay for the weekend before I come back to pack my things, so-
...
y/n, are you home?
...
shit.
y/n, I know you’re home. I heard you talking. Open the door, I need to talk to you.
...
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[REC: MAY 12, 2019 - 2:00AM] SOLO LOG #13
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I look like shit, don’t I? God, my eyes hurt like a bitch. 
...
I don’t think I need to say what just happened for you to guess what just happened, right? This... says it all. 
...
Fuck. 
...
I shouldn’t have come here. How did- How did my retreat turn out- turn out like this? 
...
This is- This is too much. Too much in too short... of a time. 
...
I don’t think... I don’t think I can do it. Not anymore. 
...
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[REC: MAY 19, 2019 - 9:59AM] SOLO LOG #14
It’s May 19th, 2019, almost 10am. I just came back from a morning walk by the beach just to... reminisce a little before I leave on Wednesday. 
...
I... haven’t seen Eric since the prep-party. I blocked him and I told him not to come over, though I think he has, like, a few times. I thought I heard someone come up to my door, but he never knocked. 
...
So, this is how it ends, huh? A 50-day romance cut short like that. Into about, 40? 
...
It’s crazy to think that I had... the experience of a whole relationship in 40 days. I definitely did not sign up for that when I booked this 50-day retreat. 
...
It was fun while it lasted, though. It was. I don’t think I’d find anybody else like Eric, and I guess it just sucks that it had to end like that. Things happen, right? That aren’t... in our control. 
...
...
...
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[REC: MAY 21, 2019 - 8:07PM] SOLO LOG #15
May 21st. About 8pm. I leave in about 15 hours. 
...
All my stuff’s packed. Definitely more things to bring home than I brought here. Half of these things were bought by Eric and given to me. I’m... actually not sure if I should bring them back. 
...
I don’t- I just don’t think I’d have the heart to throw them away.
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Nor look at them when I’m home. 
...
Should I even bring this camera home? Maybe I should wipe your memory before I bring you home, hmm?
...
It feels like a dream, doesn’t it? Everything that’s happened. It feels like a fever dream. Maybe when I’m finally home, I’d wake up and it’d be the day I come here.
...
Maybe.
...
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[REC: MAY 22, 2019 - 10:03AM] SOLO LOG #16
-ny more luggage?
Nope.
Alright then, I think you’re all set. You still have about an hour’s time before the gates are open so you can get a cup of coffee or something, yeah?
Okay, thank you!
Have a nice flight ma’am.
Thanks.
...
Good evening ma’am, can I check your boarding pass?
Yeah, sure.
...
Okay, you’re good to go. Have a safe flight.
Thank you!
...
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[REC: MAY 22, 2019 - 11:34AM] SOLO LOG #17
It is about 11.30am and I’m on the flight, and here’s the view outside. Sky’s pretty clear and this thing says that the weather’s great so, it should be a smooth flight without turbulence.
...
This is it. This is really it. 
...
...
...
Um-
Hi, ma’am, I’m gonna need you to keep your camcorder.
Oh! Yeah, sure, sure, sorry!
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[REC: APRIL 2, 2020 - 12:48AM] ERIC LOG #1
Wow, this is... weird. How did you do this last year?
...
Um, hi. y/n. If you’re watching this then I’ve somehow managed to get this synced into your camera by some weird... bluetooth, iCloud shit that Felix helped me figure out. 
...
It’s been a year. And... I just thought you should... see this, or hear me out, at least. I know we didn’t end on the best terms... and I’m sorry. It was my fault. I shouldn’t have yelled at you for being unreasonable for something that was... suspicious. I should’ve understood. 
...
I should’ve been there. To see you off. And I’m sorry I didn’t. I... was scared, that I wouldn’t be able to let you go if I went to send you off. I was a coward. I still am. 
...
But I do want you to know that... those 50 days were the best days of my life. Albeit it ended horribly, but nothing could... nothing- nothing will ever replace what happened last April. 
...
I said I love you and... I still do. Every day I think about you and your smile and your voice and- and I cry to sleep... worrying that I’d forget how you sound like, or how you laugh and how... how you smell like. My bed smelt like you even after you left. 
...
I just- I love you. And I miss you. And I’d do anything to go back to what we had. I’d do anything to get- to get you back. 
...
I’m sorry.
...
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the clip comes to an automatic stop. the white triangle slapped onto the screen, begging you to play it again. you look up from the screen, watching the famous calvin klein ad that hasn’t stopped playing in the last month. 
he hasn’t changed one bit. not his hair, not his smile, not his voice. 
it’s a bittersweet pot of memory stashed in the back of your head when the memories flood back. looking back down at the camera, you count back the days - it was synced just last night. 
the pile of tissues by your thighs are carelessly huddled into the bin next to your feet, mentally berating yourself for going through the memory instead of formatting it. 
you stand, fingers shutting the screen back onto its body with a soft click. the tv blacks out when you press the red button on its remote. 
you’re halfway into your kitchen when there’s a knock at your door, and you immediately gasp, blinking rapidly.
“oh, it’s my fucking projector!”
rushing to the door, you don’t hesitate to get the door open. 
and yet, like the heavens were providing you with all the light to stop you from doubting yourself, your lungs empty themselves like vacuums. 
your heart stops.
your breathing stops.
“eric... what are you doing here?”
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1826 Tuesday 14 March
7 1/2 11 25/60
Went into the stable - Sent off my letter to 'Mrs. Betsy Harrison Mr. Fisher's, Petergate, York' - Went out at 8 3/4 to James Sykes for a few minutes - at 9 down the o.b. [old bank] to H-x [Halifax] 1/4 hour with Mr. Parker giving him directions for advertising Northgate house with or without the whole or part of six days work of land or ten if wanted (taking the 2 fields Thomas Greenwood has) - to be let from year to year or for a term of years - to be advertised twice in the Leeds Intelligencer and Leeds Mercury - then asked Mr. Parker to consider of the best means to recover the £66 odd from the commissioners of the Brighouse and Denholme Gate road - mentioned seizing the tolls - Mr. P- [Parker] thought the law would not bear us out in this - said it was my fathers proposing - bade him speak to my father on the subject -
Got home in 54 minutes Went down to Jackman preparing to begin wearing at the great bend in the brook at the bottom of the Dolt wood - Came in to breakfast at 10 50/60 - Mr. Carr came a little before 12 - He will take my price £160 per days work for the quantity of land we wanted yesterday - Mr. Samuel Washington to come over and stake out and measure for us as soon as possible - Staid perhaps 10 minutes with Mr. Carr, then talked it over with my aunt - she seems quite satisfied - Including this purchase and the ground at Northgate and the cottage building there, I do not think, if we borrow the money (about £1400) at 5 percent, it make a loss of income of more than £35 a year - came up stairs a little before one - Calculating what money we should probably receive and probably spend before the next rent day - the receipts ought to be about £300, the expenses will be about £2000 - I hope we can do with borrowing £1500 - If this be the case, I think we shall have about £950 a year - then wrote the above of today - all this has done me good -
On coming in from H-x [Halifax], found a letter from Mrs. Milne (Langton) - read it at the breakfast table my aunt saw that something was the matter and at last inquired - I merely mentioned from whom I had heard - and my aunt began innocently wishing I had no friends etc. etc. they never left me at rest, etc. etc. - I felt as if I could not say much, or think much on any subject - would write immediately even tho I felt it would be wisest to drop the matter here and write no more my heart misgave me I did not expect just such an answer and yet she was right the first page and two lines on the second were probably seen by Charlotte thanks for the regles d'ecarte 'of which I cant understand one word' etc. etc. 'I am full of astonishment at Mariana's hop'....Mrs. N- [Norcliffe] hopes she will make Langton in her way, etc. etc. then on the second page as follows
Langton March thirteenth strange and inconsistent but I have done never more shall letter of mine hurt your eye or wound your heart you have indeed with a ruthless hand snatched and destroyed the blossoms you yourself planted in my bosom but it is ever so with me it matters not however a few short moments of weal or woe and this scene must close on the wretched and on the happy I have it under your own hand otherwise no power could make me believe that my friendship and love could make such desolation forgive me the mischief was unintentional your happiness not your misery was my hope and prayer but I have done best best loved tho latest known farewell for ever
the copying this letter makes me feel a strange sinking at heart how pathetic brevity affects us I know her all her scrapes with others and have been taught she has no heart nor principle and yet my heart is sad and her lines affect me she is indeed a dangerous woman at this moment I could kneel to her yet have I before said to myself she is a bad one she would only make a fool of me or Pi [Mariana] has often told me so it must be true how could indifference turn to such love so soon I will take no notice of this letter the matter shall rest where it is let us see what she will do she will give me up now and give herself no more trouble about me she cannot in reality care much and by and by I shall forget her and all this will be the best for us both surely there is not much harm done yet yet I catch myself sighing deeply what means it I will quit the subject and my journal for the present -
Had just finished the above of today at 2 25/60 - then went down to my  aunt for 1/2 hour - Told her I thought we should manage very well - that I had been calculated, and, at all rates, we should have, as I said, £900 a year, and should not borrow more than £2000 - Came upstairs and from 3 to 5 wrote 3 pages and the ends, and crossed the 1st page to Miss Mc.L- [Maclean] said I had written to MacDonald - hoped Miss Mc.L- [Maclean] would bring her down with her - Fearing she has had some unpleasant news from Mrs. Bury 'for me there is no peace between the prudence of some, and the fatal imprudence of others' observed in answer .....
'Be thankful for the extreme that is on the right side; and bless their sister's prudence, tho' it be sometimes clad in all the cautious coldness of reserve - Send your heart to me, my love and leave the rest to jog on with the world, as its own pace - yes! yes! we know each other by letter, at all events; and, thro' all these years, as all my pages that are kept can prove, my sentiments of esteem and admiration, and regard, have been, like everlasting, fresh at their latest as their earliest hour - Go where I may, Sibbella, a nameless charm will wrap you round my memory for ever - I have often mentally blessed our drive to Otley - our meeting at Esholt completely changed the style of my regard - I wish I had been present when you wrote this: - it was the moment, above all others, which I should have chosen for 'peeping into your heart' - I have often thought of, and wished I could scarce define what - that drive to Otley was indeed 'a delightful dream', too delightful to be dreamed of before it came'.......
Then from 5 to 5 10/60 wrote 2 1/2 pages to Miss Pickford thanking her for her inquiries after my aunt - she is worse - 'more enfeebled and worse than she was a 12 month ago' - ask if she can 'give us any hints for our journey on the Continent our place of settlement for the winter is still undetermined - Let us have your opinion as to climate comforts, etc.' - In my 1st page I had mentioned going to Buxton in July and August for 5 or 6 weeks, and 'Thence to the South of France, or some good climate for the winter' ask her as well as Miss Mc.L- [Maclean] 'By the way, do you think you can, by any convenient means, get us what might turn out a pleasant introduction to any one abroad' -
Dressed - dinner at 6 1/4 - Cold, rather hazy rawish morning - began to rain about 10 1/2 - a smartish shower and continued till between 12 and 1, when it gradually abated, and, from about 2, was fine for the rest of the day - Barometer 1/2 degree below changeable Fahrenheit 43° at 9 55/60 p.m. at which hour came up to bed E..O.. - Read from page 17 to 25 Quarterly review no. [number] 65 on the Reformation in England 'Mr. Todd (vide this no. [number] of the Quarterly review page 19) 'in his able preface to the republication of Cranmer's work on the Sacrament, has hunted Dr. Linyard thro' his many mistatements with severe and unrelenting vigilance' -  
Reference: SH:7/ML/E/9/0070 - SH:7/ML/E/9/0071
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thisbibliomaniac · 5 years
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Been a while since I’ve done this so all the asks please and thank
You’re lucky I love you 🙄 1: How tall or short do you wish you were? I’m perfectly average, and I’m good with that
2: What’s your dream pet? (Real or not) A tiger 🐅
3: Do you have a favorite clothing style? Classic 50’s / 60’s
4: What was your favorite video game growing up? Mario kart
5: What three things/people do you think of most each day: My religion, my work, and whatever fiction (book, show, etc) I’m into at the time
6: If you had a warning label, what would yours say? WARNING: DON’T ASK ABOUT HER CATS
7: What is your opinion on [insert person/thing here]? Need a person/thing dude
8: What is your Greek personality type? [Sanguine, Phlegmatic, Choleric, or Melancholic] Uhhhhhh idk it’s in my bio
9: Are you ticklish? No
10: Are you allergic to anything? Maybe??¿?
11: What’s your sexuality? Straight
12: Do you prefer tea, coffee, or cocoa? TEA
13: Are you a cat or dog person? Cats
14: Would you rather be a vampire, elf, or merperson? Elf
15: Do you have a favorite Youtuber? Crowder
16: How tall are you? 5'5"
17: If you had to change your name, what would you change it to? Anything, I hate my name. I’d ever prefer if it were the French spelling
18: How much do you weigh? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!] No idea tbh
19: Do you believe in ghosts/spirits? In the biblical sense 😂
20: Do you like space or the ocean more? Space
21: Are you religious? Very much so
22: Pet peeves? Audible chewing / breathing / snoring
23: Would you rather be nocturnal or diurnal [opposite of nocturnal]? Diurnal
24: Favorite constellation? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
25: Favorite star? How?
26: Do you like ball-jointed dolls? I guess
27: Any phobias or fears? Oh yes
28: Do you think global warming is real? Nope
29: Do you believe in reincarnation? No
30: Favorite movie? Sabrina 1995
31: Do you get scared easily? No
32: How many pets have you own in your lifetime? Family pets? Many. Mine own? Snuggles, and technically part of Stitch
33: Blog rate? [You’ll rate the blog of the one who’s asking.] 23/30
34: What is a color that calms you? Pink
35: Where would you like to travel and/or live? Paris
36: Where were you born? Ohio
37: What is your eye color? Brown
38: Introvert or extrovert? Introvert
39: Do you believe in horoscopes and zodiacs? No
40: Hugs or kisses? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
41: Who is someone you would like to see/visit right now? You. Come visit me.
42: Who is someone you love deeply? Obi
43: Any piercings you want? I’d like my second ear piercings back :/
44: Do you like tattoos and piercings? Depends
45: Do you smoke or have you eiver done so? Noooooo
46: Talk about your crush, if you have one! Indians #22 😍
47: What is a sound you really hate? 21 pilots
48: A sound you really love? When Loki sits in the hall and yells
49: Can you do a backflip? Lol no
50: Can you do the splits? LOL no
51: Favorite actor and/or actress? Errol Flynn and Judy Garland
52: Favorite movie? Didn’t I just answer this?
53: How are you feeling right now? Good
54: What color would you like your hair to be right now? I like the color it is
55: When did you feel happiest? Reading
56: Something that calms you down? Crochet
57: Have any mental disorders? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!] LOL probably
58: What does your URL mean? I like books
59: What three words describe you the most? Uh idk you tell me
60: Do you believe in evolution? Noooooooooooo
61: What makes you unfollow a blog? The sight of their url fills me with annoyance
62: What makes you follow a blog? A real person who posts like a real person
63: Favorite kind of person: Lots of people
64: Favorite animal(s): Cats
65: Name three of your favorite blogs. No, too many
66: Favorite emoticon: ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
67: Favorite meme: Cow poetry
68: What is your MBTI personality type? Istj
69: What is your star sign? 🌟
70: Can your dog roll over on command, if you have a dog? No, it’s a constant source of amusement
71: What outfit out of all your clothes do you like to wear the most? None
72: Post a selfie or two? No
73: Do you have platform shoes? No
74: What is one random but interesting fact about yourself? I need another MRI!
75: Can you do a front flip? No
76: Do you like birds? No
77: Do you like to swim? Yes
78: Is swimming or ice skating more fun to you? I used to like both!
79: Something you wish didn’t exist: Taxes. Insurance.
80: Some thing you wish did exist: More space
81: Piercings you have? Ears
82: Something you really enjoy doing: Crochet
83: Favorite person to talk to: Stell
84: What was your first impression of Tumblr? Funny
85: How many followers do you have? I’ve been hovering around 1200 for months
86: Can you run a mile within ten minutes? Idk probably not
87: Do your socks always match? Never
88: Can you touch your toes and keep your legs straight completely? Uhhh idr? Maybe
89: What are your birthstones? I think Pearl?
90: If you were an animal, which one would you be? Cat
91: If a flower could aesthetically represent you, what kind would it be? Plumeria
92: A store you hate? Menards and I’ve never even been there
93: How many cups of coffee can you drink in one day? None!!!!
94: Would you rather be able to fly or read minds? For
95: Do you like to wear camo? No
96: Winter or summer? Winter
97: How long can you hold your breath for? No idea
98: Least favorite person? Rory
99: Someone you look up to: Elinor dashwood
100: A store you love? Earth fare
101: Favorite type of shoes D:
102: Where do you live? Ohio
103: Are you a vegetarian or vegan? If so, why? Nope! 104: What is your favorite mineral or gem? Turquoise? 105: Do you drink milk? Sometimes. A2 low temp 106: Do you like bugs? NO 107: Do you like spiders? NOO 108: Something you get paranoid about? SPIDERS 109: Can you draw: No :( 110: Nosiest question you have ever been asked? “Can you draw?” Oh also, “Why no ring?” By a patient I did not like. 111: A question you hate being asked? “How do you feel?” Hate it a lot. 112: Ever been bitten by a spider? Yes :/ 113: Do you like the sound of waves at the beach? Yes 114: Do you prefer cloudy or sunny days? Cloudy 115: Someone you’d like to kiss or cuddle right now: Obi, my puppy 116: Favorite cloud type: Uh. White? 117: What color do you wish the sky was? Pink 118: Do you have freckles? Some. Not as many as id like 119: Favorite thing about a person: Sense of humor 120: Fruits or vegetables? Both!!!! 121: Something you want to do right now: Get some work done, but SOMEONE needed every question answered 122: Is the ocean or sky prettier? Sky 123: Sweet or sour foods? Both 124: Bright or dim lights? Both 125: Do you believe in a certain magical creature? Dragons 126: Something you hate about Tumblr: The users 127: Something you love about Tumblr: The users 128: What do you think about the least? I think about most things a lot 129: What would you want written on your tombstone? That’s one to think about. Suggestions? 130: Who would you like to punch in the face right now? Me. No, whoever invented insurance. 131: What is something you love but also hate about yourself? Everything, but mostly hate 132: Do you smile with your teeth showing for pictures? Yes, because as bad as that is, the alternative is unthinkable 133: Computer or TV? Computer 134: Do you like roller coasters? No 135: Do you get motion sickness or seasickness? No 136: Are your ears lobed or attached? ?? 137: Do you believe in karma? No 138: On a scale of 1-10, how attractive would you say you are? -6 139: What nicknames do you have/have had? N/A 140: Did you have any pretend or imaginary friends? Yes 141: Have you ever seen a therapist/shrink? No 142: Would you say you are a good or bad influence to others? Good I hope 143: Do you prefer giving or receiving gifts/help? Giving 144: What makes you angry Politics, and people who insist on talking about them when you’re really not in the mood 145: How many languages do you speak fluently? None 146: Do you prefer boys, girls, and/or non-binaries? What 😂😂😂😂 147: Are you androgynous? Hahahahhaahhaha 148: Favorite physical thing about yourself: None 149: Favorite thing about your personality: Definitely none 150: Name three people you would like to talk to right now in person. There’s so many questions here 151: If you could go back into time and live in one era, which would you choose? 1890 152: Do you like BuzzFeed? No 153: How did you meet your spouse/girlfriend/boyfriend/partner? [If you have one.] I didn’t 154: Do you like to kiss others’ foreheads or hands for platonic reasons? No idea 155: Do you like to play with others’ hair? No 156: What embarrasses you? Second hand embarrassment 157: Something that makes you nervous/anxious: Being late 158: Biggest lie you have ever told: Idk 159: How many people are you following? A lot 160: How many posts do you have on your blog(s)? Lots 161: How many drafts do you have on your blog(s)? So many 162: How many likes do you have on your blog(s)? Uhhh 163: Last time you cried and why: No 164: Do you have long or short hair? In between 165: Longest your hair has ever been: Very long 166: Why do you like, dislike, or have neutral feelings about religon? Depends on the religion 167: Do you really care how the universe and world was created? Extremely 168: Do you like to wear makeup? Yes 169: Can you stand on your hands or head for more than thirty seconds? No 170: Did you answer the questions you were asked truthfully? Yes Happy?
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kylorenpunk · 5 years
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Well I challenged @masonjar828 to do this ask meme like 200 years ago and he challenged me back but I’ve been busy so here we are. 
200: My crush’s name is: don’t have one. men suck. 199: I was born in: Mickey Mouse’s lair aka Orlando 198: I am really: trying not to make a self deprecating joke rn 197: My cellphone company is: Not being disclosed bc I don’t need stalkers 196: My eye color is: brown 195: My shoe size is: 8. I’m pretty sure I’m supposed to be taller than I am bc of that shoe size 194: My ring size is: Uh no idea. Maybe 9? 193: My height is: Five foot three inches 192: I am allergic to: A couple of antibiotics but that’s it  191: My 1st car was: 1995 Honda Accord. RIP Goldeen. 190: My 1st job was: Technically I was an assistant for an occupational therapy clinic that paid me under the table. My first paid job was a pool attendant for a hotel.  189: Last book you read: My professor’s shitty textbook.  188: My bed is: currently unmade.  187: My pet: doesn’t exist. Bro is allergic to the entire animal kingdom 186: My best friend: I have multiple and love them all very much  185: My favorite shampoo is: Just recently bought a new shampoo from OGX (coconut curls I think?)  184: Xbox or ps3: xbox 183: Piggy banks are: Not a bad concept. I have upgraded to using mason jars to save money  182: In my pockets: Not wearing pockets atm. Usually I only carry my phone tho 181: On my calendar: Is a bunch of doctor’s appointments 180: Marriage is: Fantastic with the right person 179: Spongebob can: ??? do whatever he wants? idk what op was thinking 178: My mom: is great and shouldn’t have to deal with my shit 177: The last three songs I bought were? I haven’t bought music in over two years. Spotify is my life. 176: Last YouTube video watched: I watch so many a day that I forgot what I last watched.  175: How many cousins do you have? 5 on paternal side. 3 on maternal. But I’m hispanic so it’s def more than immediate family  174: Do you have any siblings? 1 and he’s a pain but I love him 173: Are your parents divorced? nope. fun fact. I used to think divorce was normal as a child and wondered when I would get a second set of parents.  172: Are you taller than your mom? No I’m like 4 inches shorter 171: Do you play an instrument? is mayonnaise an instrument 170: What did you do yesterday? future job training and watched my brother [ I Believe In ] 169: Love at first sight: Lust at first sight  168: Luck: kinda 167: Fate: sure 166: Yourself: a lot more than I used to  165: Aliens: why not 164: Heaven: in a way 163: Hell: sure 162: God: the catholic in me says yes 161: Horoscopes: yes and no  160: Soul mates: tough question. 21 year old me would have said yes. 23 me is on the fence. Maybe for other people but I don’t really believe it for myself.  159: Ghosts: I love ghost walks so I hope they’re real 158: Gay Marriage: Of fucking course 157: War: No 156: Orbs: Isn’t this the same as ghosts? 155: Magic: No  [ This or That ] 154: Hugs or Kisses: Either one has it’s benefits 153: Drunk or High: Never been high so I guess drunk  152: Phone or Online: they mean the same thing now 151: Red heads or Black haired: dark hair 150: Blondes or Brunettes: brunettes 149: Hot or cold: hot  148: Summer or winter: summer 147: Autumn or Spring: spring 146: Chocolate or vanilla: depends. rn I want vanilla 145: Night or Day: day 144: Oranges or Apples: oranges 143: Curly or Straight hair: doesn’t matter. I feel more myself with straight hair tho 142: McDonalds or Burger King: mcdonald’s  141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: milk  140: Mac or PC: pc. Apple is a peice of shit.  139: Flip flops or high heals: heals 138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: this is a weird question 137: Coke or Pepsi: depends on whether it’s a can, glass or on ice 136: Hillary or Obama: lol was this made in 2008 135: Burried or cremated: not sure. i wanna say burried tho 134: Singing or Dancing: I’m bad at both 133: Coach or Chanel:  neither 132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: who 131: Small town or Big city: small town 130: Wal-Mart or Target: target  129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: ben stiller 128: Manicure or Pedicure: pedicure. my hands never last 127: East Coast or West Coast: east  126: Your Birthday or Christmas: christmas bc I can see my family 125: Chocolate or Flowers: flowers 124: Disney or Six Flags: six flags despite the fact that i’ve never been 123: Yankees or Red Sox: I don’t give a shit about sports [ Here’s What I Think About ] 122: War: dumb 121: George Bush: dumb 120: Gay Marriage: I’m hoping for a day where the LGBTQ+ community is no longer discrimated against 119: The presidential election: dumb 118: Abortion: No woman should be denied a right to abortion  117: MySpace: yeah this was made in 2008 116: Reality TV: dumb 115: Parents: great wonderful  114: Back stabbers: dumb 113: Ebay: useful 112: Facebook: kinda useful 111: Work: a necessity 110: My Neighbors: I don’t talk to them 109: Gas Prices: could be lower 108: Designer Clothes: I don’t care 107: College: a scam but education is worth it 106: Sports: depends on the sport 105: My family: great wonderful 104: The future: idk [ Last time I ] 103: Hugged someone: yesterday 102: Last time you ate: when I started this thing 101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: last month 100: Cried in front of someone: Two weeks ago 99: Went to a movie theater: going tonight 98: Took a vacation: three years ago. going soon tho 97: Swam in a pool: I don’t even remember.  96: Changed a diaper: never 95: Got my nails done: a year and a half ago 94: Went to a wedding: a year and a half ago 93: Broke a bone: never 92: Got a peircing: three years ago 91: Broke the law: probs when I was underage drinking 90: Texted: yesterday [ MISC ] 89: Who makes you laugh the most: all of my friends 88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: free food and family 87: The last movie I saw: toy story 4 86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: starting my career job 85: The thing im not looking forward to: taxes being taken out of my paycheck 84: People call me: Karina, Kari or Rina 83: The most difficult thing to do is: let go of someone in your life 82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: nope 81: My zodiac sign is: cancer 80: The first person i talked to today was: no one. Update my boss just called lol 79: First time you had a crush: 1st grade lmao 78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: myself 77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: uh recently I think  76: Right now I am talking to: Romantic? no one Normally? No one lmao  75: What are you going to do when you grow up: I’m grown but I’m not disclosing my job on here 74: I have/will get a job: already have one 73: Tomorrow: I’m working 72: Today: I’m cleaning 71: Next Summer: No idea 70: Next Weekend: no idea 69: I have these pets: no I don’t 68: The worst sound in the world: styrofoam 67: The person that makes me cry the most is: my mother 66: People that make you happy: family and friends 65: Last time I cried: Thursday 64: My friends are: cool great wonderful 63: My computer is: working 62: My School: I’m graduated 61: My Car: I need to wash today 60: I lose all respect for people who: have no respect 59: The movie I cried at was: toy story 4 58: Your hair color is: brown 57: TV shows you watch: Sabrina, jane the virgin 56: Favorite web site: twitter 55: Your dream vacation: new york 54: The worst pain I was ever in was: wisdom teeth 53: How do you like your steak cooked: medium rare 52: My room is: a mess 51: My favorite celebrity is: chris evans 50: Where would you like to be: on vacation 49: Do you want children: yes 48: Ever been in love: three times. Ironically only one was with someone I actually dated 47: Who’s your best friend: I have multiple 46: More guy friends or girl friends: good mixture of both 45: One thing that makes you feel great is: makeup 44: One person that you wish you could see right now: a few 43: Do you have a 5 year plan: hell no 42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: not a physical list 41: Have you pre-named your children: kinda 40: Last person I got mad at: no disclosing 39: I would like to move to: the smokey mountains 38: I wish I was a professional: MUA [ My Favorites ] 37: Candy: lifesaver gummies 36: Vehicle: hondas 35: President: obama 34: State visited: TN 33: Cellphone provider: ATT 32: Athlete: n/a 31: Actor: i can’t choose 30: Actress: cant choose 29: Singer: can’t choose 28: Band: currently little mix 27: Clothing store: rip charolette russe 26: Grocery store: publix is the only acceptable floridian answer 25: TV show: jane the virgin 24: Movie: high school musical 23: Website: twitter 22: Animal: meerkat 21: Theme park: busch gardens 20: Holiday: halloween 19: Sport to watch: soccer  18: Sport to play: none 17: Magazine: n/a 16: Book: eragon 15: Day of the week: friday 14: Beach: n/a 13: Concert attended: hannah montana? 12: Thing to cook: beans 11: Food: rice 10: Restaurant: taco bell 9: Radio station: n/a 8: Yankee candle scent: n/a 7: Perfume: anything fruity 6: Flower: rose? 5: Color: pink or blue 4: Talk show host: ellen 3: Comedian: n/a 2: Dog breed:  black lab 1: Did you answer all these truthfully?  wouldn’t you like to know
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crazedlunatic · 5 years
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“I love you.”
“So you’re meeting his family?”
“His dad and one of his three older brothers. His mom and the others won’t be in town until tomorrow.” Nick said, sitting next to Kurt at the table.
“Are you nervous?”
Nick shrugged one shoulder, reaching for a piece of toast. “Not really.”
“You’re not nervous to meet his father and three older brothers? Meaning he’s the baby of the family?” Kurt asked.
“No. I don’t really get nervous about the kind of stuff.” Nick said, tucking his legs underneath him and sitting Indian style on the chair.
 “You are something else.” Kurt shook his head.
 “They’re either going to like me or they won’t. I don’t know why I should stress about it… I hope they like me.”
 “Everybody always loves you.”
 “Not everyone.” Nick looked down.
 Kurt reached over, running his fingers through Nick’s hair. “What are you thinking about?”
 Nick swallowed, not looking up. “Nothing.”
 “Don’t think about him, Nick.”
 “I can’t help it.” Nick swallowed again. “Sometimes I can’t sleep because I think… about him.”
“How… How bad was it?”
“I just… I’ve never felt so… stupid or insecure or worthless in my life.” Nick blinked rapidly. “Or hideous. N-Nothing was good enough, daddy.”
“He was a bad person.” Kurt said, standing and then leaning down, wrapping his arms around Nick. “He was wrong. You’re very smart, you’re beautiful, and you matter. Don’t let anybody say you don’t. You matter so much.”
“Cody makes me feel like I do.” Nick took a deep breath.
“I really like Cody.” Kurt whispered, stroking Nick’s hair. “Blaine does too. We all do. He’s been so good for you throughout all of this.”
“I think he could be it. The one.” Nick pulled back, looking up at Kurt.
“Really?” Kurt smiled.
“Yeah.” Nick smiled. “Even if that sounds crazy.”
“It doesn’t sound crazy. He brought you back. It’s like before you left most days.”
“Yeah…”
“You have to understand that… that boy wasn’t… Nick, you were abused. You were abused and under stress and… you lost yourself.”
Nick reached up, wiping his eyes that were suddenly teary.
“It’s going to be hard to get over that. Soon it will be easier. It’s only been a little over a year since you got home from recovery.”
Nick nodded, standing as the doorbell rang.
“I love you, baby.” Kurt hugged him tightly.
“I love you too. I might be home before you go to bed. I’m not sure.” Nick sniffed, hugging Kurt back.
“They’re going to love you.” Kurt murmured in his ear before kissing the top of his head.
“Thanks. I’ll see you later.” Nick wiped his eyes and went to open the door.
“What’s wrong?” Cody instantly asked.
“I’m fine.” Nick smiled, kissing his cheek.
“No, really. What happened?”
“I was thinking about Andrew and stuff.”
Cody frowned and pulled Nick into a hug.
“I keep having dreams.”
“Sleep over tonight.” Cody whispered.
“Your family…”
“They’re staying in a hotel.” Cody pulled back, looking him in the eye. “Stay over.”
Nick pulled Cody closer, burying his face in his chest. “Okay.”
“Did you tell your dad you were staying over?”
“Yeah. Well, Daddy. He thought it was a good idea… he just said to make sure I eat all of my meals and snacks until I get home.”
“Good.” Cody plopped on his couch next to Nick. “Do you want a snack?”
“Maybe in a bit. I’m still full from dinner.” Nick leaned over, head on Cody’s shoulder.
“You’re so quiet… Are you sure you’re okay? Are you comfortable staying here? I thought it might help, but you can say no. I’ll take you home. Or I can stay with you?”
“No, no, no. It’s fine.” Nick reassured him. “It’s not that… I just feel… sad. I would be starting to move back to UCLA for the spring semester of my second year right now.”
“I’m sorry.” Cody reached up, running a hand down his arm.
“I don’t know if I’m ready to go to NYU next year. I just… Think I aimed too high. I still get really stressed out over things that I shouldn’t get so worried about.”
“You don’t need stress. Wait another semester and see.” Cody said instantly. “I don’t want you to get sick.”
“I’m having trouble gaining more weight.”
Cody frowned.
“I’m trying to get back to 160 but it feels impossible.”
“Are you at a healthy weight?”
“By BMI is a lot better but I went from 160 to less than 120… I feel like I need to get back up to 160.”
“I think the important thing is being healthier. You’re not working out as much and doing soccer.”
“So it should be easier for me to gain weight.”
“I don’t know. Maybe a big chunk of it was muscle?”
“Maybe. I guess I could call my godfather and ask him later… but I feel like he’ll tell dad.” Nick rolled his eyes and let out a frustrated sigh.
“You’re really stressed, aren’t you?”
“Sorry. I’m done.” Nick clapped his hands together and smiled brightly. “What are we going to do, Parker?”
“What do you want to do?”
“I want to see some drawings.”
“Okay. Well, I have a surprise for you.” Cody stood. “I’ll be right back.”
Nick stood, going into the kitchen and grabbing a bottle of water while he waited. Of course Cody would never drink water, but he’d taken to buying them for Nick whenever he was over—and he tended to be over every hour of the day that Cody wasn’t interning or in class.
By the time he made it back into the living room, Cody was sitting on the couch with a black notebook in his hands. He looked up, seeming anxious.
“’Sup, dude?” Nick grinned, tightening the top on the bottle and plopping on the couch.
Cody rolled his eyes. “This is a cheap couch. If you hurt yourself, I’ll feel horrible. I wish you wouldn’t do that.”
“I think you’re saying I have a big butt.” Nick laughed as he sat the bottle of water on Cody’s coffee table coaster. “Plus, you do it all of the time.”
“if I hurt myself on it, it’s my fault. I bought the thing… and also, shut up. You don’t have a big butt.”
“I thoroughly enjoy the fact that you talk back to me now.” Nick grinned.
“It’s more interesting than me just blushing at everything.” Cody laughed.
“What’s my surprise?” Nick asked curiously, tilting his head.
“It might be lame, but don’t laugh. It will hurt my feelings.” Cody said very seriously, handing him the book. “I kind of made… made you a sketchbook.”
Nick opened it to the first page, looking like a little kid on Christmas.
“It’s some sketches and paintings and notes and doodles. It’s kind of—well, very lame.”
“When did you start this?” Nick asked, hands tracing the drawing on the first page.
“I started the… well, the first day we had the icees in the park. I didn’t know what it would end up being…” Cody admitted sheepishly.
Nick turned a few pages, turning the sketchbook to the side to read a note that was scribbled on it.
I’m in class and I’m thinking about you. I think about you a lot. I want to ask you to do something but I’m afraid you’ll say no.
Nick looked up and smiled. “You would get so flustered whenever I’d come in for my appointments. I know you weren’t doing the signing in, but I could see you back there sorting stuff… obviously, because I always waved.”
“Leave me alone.” Cody laughed. “I’m shy around people I don’t know.”
“I thought you were hot.”
“You’ve said so a few times.” Cody laughed again and took the sketchbook. “You can’t have it yet.”
“Why?” Nick asked, looking highly affronted.
“Because only half of the pages are filled.” Cody gave him a small smile.
“Well can I look at what is filled?”
“If you don’t read the notes with me right here.”
“Oh, I’m reading them.” Nick carefully took the book back, flipping through the pages and giggling every once in a while at a picture or a note.
“Are you going to look at all of them?”
“Shh.” Nick said, not even looking up.
Cody reached up, running his fingers through Nick’s hair and watching him. “I think I’m in love with you.”
Nick looked up quickly, snapping the book shut. “What?”
“I am in love with you.”
“R-Really?”
“I’ve been trying to move slow because I know you don’t need extra stress and that can be stressful, but I can’t hold it in anymore. Nick, I’m in love with you. I don’t remember a time being with you that I haven’t been in love with you. You are all I think about when I wake up and when I go to bed. I want to be around you all the time.”
“Wow.” Nick said, hazel eyes wide.
“You don’t have to say it back.” Cody said quickly. “But I just wanted you to know how I feel about you. I think you’re perfect and I love you.”
“I love you too.” Nick looked into his eyes.
Cody licked his lips nervously and then giggled a bit.
“Stop being so adorable!” Nick laughed, hugging him. “I love you so much. I wish I could spend every minute with you.”
“I’ve almost said it every time I’ve seen you for the last four months.” Cody admitted when Nick pulled away and sat next to him.
Nick leaned over, kissing him. “Then it sounds like you’ve got four months of making up for that, Cody Parker.”
“Are you going to tell your parents? This isn’t going to set you back or anything, right? Or stress you out?” Cody asked nervously.
“Yes, no, and no.” Nick said, looking him in the eyes.
“And you’ll tell me if it ever starts to?”
“Yes.” Nick smiled. “I’ve wanted to tell you since the day I met met you. Not the day you assaulted me because that was rude.”
“Oh God, please stop bringing that up. I still get anxious when I think about it.” Cody covered his face. “Ugh.”
“I wouldn’t have wanted to meet you any other way.” Nick said, very seriously “I love you.”
“I love you too, Nicky.”
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loving-barnes · 6 years
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COMING HOME - BUCKY BARNES
(A/N): It’s almost Christmas time and thus I’m giving you a short one-shot with Bucky with a little Christmas theme in it. I wrote this while I was working on the thesis. Now, I’m enjoying playing Sims 4 and preparing for tomorrow. :) Merry Christmas everybody! <3 I love you!
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x f!reader
Summary: The perfect Christmas gift came to Y/N and her two kids like a gift from heaven. 
Warning: a bit of angst and fluff but overall none
Words: 1600+
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COMING HOME – BUCKY BARNES
“Momma?” a tiny voice came behind her back as hands started to pull on her jeans. When she looked down, her five-year-old daughter was looking at her with big blue eyes just like he had. “When is daddy coming home?” A younger boy was standing next to the girl, also waiting for an answer. He was almost four years old. Both children looked more like their daddy, except the girl’s hair and the nose the same as her mother’s.
Y/N kneeled down to them, hugging each of them with one arm, pulling them closer to her. She kissed the boy’s head and smile. “I have no idea,” she said with a low, sad voice and kissed the daughter’s head too. “I hope soon. I know, I say it every time you ask.”
Every time, for almost a year the same answer came out of her mouth. Their father and beloved husband was supposed to be gone for a month. Tony said it was a simple mission in Paris and Berlin, and that Steve and Bucky were supposed to be back in February. Unfortunately, something went terribly wrong and the two Avengers were now on the run from Hydra, hiding god-knows-where. The whole Avengers team was trying to find them, bring the two men back to their families and friends. It’d been for over eleven months and they still weren’t home.
“Do you think daddy went to heaven?” the girl asked, making the mother choke on her own saliva.
“No, no of course not,” she shook her head disapprovingly. “Daddy will come, I believe it,” she said calmly. “He and Uncle Steve are working and they are both fine.”
“B-but,” the boy mumbled, “it’s Christmas and he should be with us,” he said slowly, occasionally missing some consonants. “I want Santa to bring back our daddy,” he almost started to cry.
The children missed him dearly. Their strong daddy was a superhero for them; even little did they know he actually was a superhero as was Uncle Steve, Aunt Natasha and the rest of the people they knew. Y/N used to be one of the team too, but after the arrival of the first child, she partly retired. Christmas was the time of year when the whole family should be together. There was no way Bucky could be back in five days.
“You know what,” Y/N positively smiled at her children. “Tomorrow, we will take Aunt Wanda and Natasha out and the five of us will get a tree, decorate the whole house while waiting for daddy. Do we have a deal?”
Sadness and tears were changed for happiness and cheering. Both children were excited about the upcoming plan. They didn’t have the time to decorate the whole house and now it was the perfect opportunity. It was better to laugh and hope for the best than cry in the corner of a room, believing the worst happened.
“Go brush your teeth and it’s time for bed. I will check on you in fifteen minutes. If you are not ready, no story for you two. Dorothy, help your little brother, alright? And you, Grant, do not resist.” After one last kiss on the children’s cheeks, they ran upstairs to their shared bedroom and bathroom.
There was no time for silent tears. She knew they will come once the children are asleep and she’s back in her (now it’s only hers) bedroom. Quickly washing the dishes after dinner, she went up to change into a comfortable pyjama, the one she knew Bucky would appreciate – the red Henley. Once ready, Y/N went to help the little ones, making sure they were clean and ready for a bedtime story.
Bucky usually made up stories and he was very good at it. Both Dorothy and Grant loved his imagination and humour. Unfortunately, Y/N had to use the old method – reading a book of their choice. One night it was Cinderella, the next night it was Cars. For the last eleven months, they all knew the stories which were in the fairy-tale books.
“Momma?” the boy mumbled tiredly, trying to now wake up his older sister who was already asleep.
“Yes, baby?”
“Will we buy a big red star just like Daddy has on his arm?” he opened his big blue eyes.
It was a sensitive thing to do. However, Bucky was not here and the kids loved the star so much. “Of course, baby. We can do whatever you wish. Now, it’s time to sleep. Think about something nice and maybe it will come true,” she kissed his forehead and turned off the little lamp he had on a night table.
The children were asleep and it was time to let the tears go. She was strong in front of the kids and even the team, but once she was alone, the walls were broken and the emotions hit her like a train. Y/N hid under the covers in the bedroom, silently crying. She missed her husband, the love of her life. What could have gone wrong? Where were the two soldiers? The thought of Hydra capturing them made her unpleasantly shiver.
It all brought her to deep sleep – so deep, both Dorothy and Grant had a problem to wake her up in the morning. “Momma? Momma, come quick!” Grant was nudging her shoulder. “Come look what happened at night!”
Grant’s words didn’t make any sense at the beginning. Her brain was too tired and too foggy to think clearly and process the words. Once she managed to put one and one together, she quickly got off the bed, took the gun she had hidden in a night table and run downstairs to protect the only two things that kept her alive. Ready to kill anything and anyone, Y/N came to the living room where Dorothy and Grant were standing.
Their eyes were wide open, mouth almost dropped on the floor while they were staring at the beauty that was in the room. There was a massive green Christmas tree, decorated with red, white and green balls and decorations with small lights around it. The fireplace too was covered in fake snow, red and green decorations and there were four stockings – each representing one member of the family. It all looked beautiful. Unfortunately, only two things were missing – presents under the tree and Bucky.
“Did you make this, mommy?” Dorothy asked, still standing in one place and not moving.
“I-I,” she shook her head, still not believing what was standing in front of her.
A tinkling sound came from the kitchen which made them startle. It was that moment when the children noticed the gun in Y/N’s hand. Before she could tell them to stay behind, the two followed the sound. When they reached the door, they gasped.
“Merry Christmas.”
Bucky was sitting behind a table, Uncle Steve by his side. There were six cups of hot cocoa, two of them belonging to the soldiers who were both healthy and without any scratches. He was smiling brightly at the two little creatures. When Y/N came to the kitchen, the kids screamed.
“Daddy!” and ran forward to his father, jumping at his sitting form. Bucky hugged them lovingly, kissing their foreheads and cheeks.
“I missed you so much,” he mumbled, tears coming to his eyes as he was trying to get closer to them. They were cheering, screaming happily and kissing Bucky’s face while hugging him tightly. “My beautiful babies,” he continued.
Y/N was standing at the door speechless. She locked the gun and put it in the nearest highest place where the kids wouldn’t reach it. Subsequently, she hid her face in the palm of her hands and sank down on the floor, crying. Was it real? Was Bucky actually sitting in the kitchen or was it just a dream?
Bucky’s eyes searched for Y/N. Unfortunately, she wasn’t there anymore. “Dot, Grant, why don’t you give a hug to Uncle Steve while I talk to mommy?” she smiled at them, giving them one more kiss each. Like they forgot Uncle Steve was there. Immediately, both children were on him, laughing.
The brunet went to the living room where his wife was last seen. He found her on the floor, crying. Instantly, he kneeled in front of her, gently caressing her arms. A loving smile went up on his face when he noticed what she was wearing. “Doll,” he barely whispered and in that moment, Y/N was on him, wrapped like a koala. The sobs were now louder and her hands roamed over his body, making sure he was there. “My beautiful wife,” his voice trembled as he too started to cry. “I missed you so much.”
She looked at him with puffy, red eyes. His hair was longer but all in all, he was alright, with no scratches. “You are back,” she mumbled, trying to smile.
“Yes, baby, I’m back and I’m never leaving you and the children again. Oh, I missed you,” he repeated.
“W-What are you saying?” she didn’t understand the part with not leaving again.
He kissed her lips passionately before looking up into her eyes, smiling. “I’ll be working in the compound as a trainer. I will be training agents and new recruits. No more missions. Our children need us, both of us. They cannot lose their parents.”
A split second later, she was again hugging him tightly. “Oh, Bucky, I love you so much.”
“Yes, doll, I love you too.”
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lilmamaash · 4 years
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1. Last beverage:
water
2. Last phone call:
my best friend hehe
3. Last song you listened to:
All I want - Kodaline
4. Last time you cried:
last night, because i’m simpin lmao
5. Have you dated someone twice:
yes, kinda
6. Have you ever been cheated on:
yes
7. Kissed someone & regretted it:
yessss
8. Have you lost someone special:
yes
9. What are your three favorite colors:
pink, mauve, dusty rose/nude, lilac, white, black
10. Met someone who changed you in the past month:
yes, a boy on tinder lol
11. Kissed anyone on your friends list:
yes
12. How many kids do you want:
4-6 LOL
13. Do you want any pets:
yessss, dogs forsure
14. Do you want to change your name:
yes, my last name when i get married
15. What did you do for your last birthday:
went to soju belly LOL
16. What time did you wake up today:
i can’t remember, i sleep throughout the day.
17. Name something you CANNOT wait for:
to love and finally have that love reciprocated
18. Last time you saw your mother:
earlier before i went to target
19. Most visited webpage:
snapchat or insta
20. Nicknames:
ash
21. Relationship status:
single as fuck
22. Zodiac sign:
capricorn
23. Male or female:
f
24. Height:
4"11
25. Do you have a crush on someone:
yes, i do lolol
26. Piercings:
like 13? some are taken out though.
27. Tattoos:
7!
28. Strong or Weak:
depends on the situation
FIRSTS
29. First surgery:
kindergarten, i broke my arm lmao
30. First best friend:
jenn, nika, tiff, kat, etc
31. First sport you joined:
ballet, if that counts
32. First vacation:
prob vegas for my 10th bday lmao
33. First school:
post elementary
34. First pair of trainers:
i wore my first training bra in like 3rd grade LMAO and i got made fun of and i cried.
WHICH IS BETTER
35. Lips or eyes:
eyes
36. Hugs or kisses:
depends on which person LMAO
37. Shorter or taller:
taller, but i’m short so it doesn’t really matter.
38. Older or younger:
older preferably, but if younger by maybe 1-2 years but not any younger.
39. Romantic or spontaneous:
doesn’t matter as long as i’m with who i wanna be with
40. Sensitive or loud:
sensitive
41. Hook-up or relationship:
relationship
42. Shy or outgoing:
doesn’t matter, as long as we vibe
HAVE YOU EVER
43. Kissed a stranger:
yes, when i was drunk lmao
44. Gotten a speeding ticket:
yes smh LOL
45. Lost glasses/contacts:
contacts forsure, they get stuck on my acrylics without me knowing LOL
46. Sex on first date:
no
47. Broken someone's heart:
doubtful
48. Been arrested:
no
49. Have you turned someone down:
yes
50. Fallen for a friend:
nooo
51. Moved out of town:
not yet, maybe in the future
BELIEVE IN
52. Miracles:
yesssss, i do believe in them
53. Love at first sight:
i believe that a person can fall in love with the connection at first sight, yes lol living it firsthand right now
54. Heaven:
yes
55. Santa Claus:
no, my family was too poor for that lmao
56. Kiss on the first date:
i don’t see anything wrong with it, as long as you feel like there’s a second date too!!!
57. Angels:
yes, my denise esp <3
58. Yourself:
learning
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
59. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time:
nope
60. Been in love with someone you couldn't be with?:
def lmao
61. Ever cheated on somebody:
nooo
62. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?:
childhood, i would try to remember more of it
63. Are you afraid of falling in love:
never, only afraid of not being loved back
64. Was your last relationship a mistake?
like bf/gf? or just interest in someone? cause if so, no. just wish things could’ve been different. wish we could start over.
65. Do you miss your last relationship?
i miss the last guy i was interested in, yes.
66. Who did you last say “i love you” to?
my best friend, jenn hehe
67. Have you ever been depressed?
basically my whole life
68. Are you insecure?
def, isn’t everyone
69. How do you want to die?
peacefully and painlessly lol
70. Do you bite your nails?
if i don’t have acrylics, cause i have anxiety, thats why i have fake nails to prevent it
71. When was your last physical fight?
it’s been a while LOL
72. Do you have an attitude?
guilty
73. Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
twirl
74. Do you tan a lot?
i used to lol
75. Ever eaten food in a car while someone or you are driving?
yessss lol
76. Ever made out in a bathroom?
noooo hahah
77. Would you take any of your exes back?
the last guy i was interested in, yes.
78. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
yes
79. What are your plans for this weekend?
bitch, we in quarantine.
80. Do you type fast?
yes
81. Can you spell well?
yes, most times.
82: What are you craving right now?
someone’s attention
83. Have you ever been on a horse?
nooo lol
84. Would you live with someone without marrying them?
yes
85. What’s irritating you right now?
i miss someone a lot but i’m too stupid and emotional and i fucked it up
86. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?
yes
87. Does somebody love you?
hopefully lmao my friends and family
88. Have you ever changed clothes in a car?
yes hahaha
89. Milk chocolate or white chocolate?
milk!
90. Do you have trust issues?
no, and i think that’s my problem. but i also do get defensive if someone doesn’t text me back/open my snaps but their score is going up lolol so take it as you will
91. Longest relationship?
n/a
92: Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
a don’t have an ex
93. Have you ever walked outside in your PJs?
always LMAO idgaf
94. Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
i try to
95. Did you have dream last night?
yeah and i cried cause it felt so real
96. Have you ever been out of state?
yes
97. Do you play the Wii?
i used to have one!
98. Do you like Chinese food?
yesssss
99. Are you afraid of the dark?
YES LOL
100. Is cheating ever okay?
never wtf
101. What year has been your best?
i can’t even remember, but maybe 2017
102. Do you believe in true love?
yes, i think so.
103. Favorite weather?
cold cold cold, winter forever pls
104. Do you like the snow?
love it
105. Do you like the outside?
depends lmao
106. Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
love ittttt
107. Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?
with breaks in between
108. What makes you happy?
my loved ones
109. Ever been to Alaska?
no, but maybe one day!
110. Ever been to Hawaii?
no :(
111. Do you watch the news?
no, i don’t lol i prob should
112. Do you love MTV?
back in the day LMAO
113. Do you like subway?
yessss, i love sammiches
114 Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
no, but i wouldn’t care to
115. Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
been there, done that, we’re still friends
116. Why did you decide to do this quiz?
because i’m bored as fuck in quarantine and i miss this shit lowkey LMAO
117. Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided them?
always, i’m very shy and weird like that
118. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
yesssss, i’m v grateful
119. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
the guy that i miss lmfao
120. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
my best friends, myself lol
121. Ever bought condoms?
no haha
122. Ever gotten pregnant?
never
123. Have you ever slipped on ice?
yessss, at work being a bobarista LMAO
124 Have you ever missed the bus?
yessss, in eighth grade, i had to take naother bus home, it was fucking scary LOL
125. Have you left the house without money?
yessss
126. Have you ever smoked cigarettes?
used to :(
127. Have you ever smoked a cigar?
noooo, sounds gross
128. Did you ever drink alcohol?
bitch plssssss
129. Did you ever watch “The Breakfast Club”?
yes!
130. Have you ever been overweight?
all my lifeeee, 4″11 gang
131. Ever been to a wedding?
yes, i fucking love weddings!!
132. Ever been in a wedding?
yes, kinda lol i was shy tho as the flowergirl
133. Have you ever been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
yesss, more so back then.
134. Did you ever watch TV for 5 hours straight?
yessss, binge watching everything.
135. Ever kissed in the rain?
yesss, it’s not as romantic as you’d think LMAO
136. Did you ever shower with someone else?
as kids, not w a lover
137. Did you ever fail a driver’s test?
nope, never
138. Ever been outside your home country?
no
139. Ever been on a road trip longer than 5 hours?
yesss, lake tahoe
140. Ever been to a professional sports game?
i don’t think so
141. Have you ever broken a bone?
yesss, my arm in kindergarten
142. Did you ever win a trophy in your life?
like a medal LOL
143. Ever get engaged?
nope, hopefully one day
144. Have you ever been on a diet?
i’ve tried many times
145. Have you ever been on TV?
no
146. Ever ridden in a taxi?
yessss, vegas baby
147. Ever been to prom?
yesss, junior and senior year hehe
148. Ever stayed up for 24 hours or more?
yesss crack head hours
149 Have you ever been to a concert?
so manyyyyy
150. Have you ever had a crush on someone at work?
never LMAO
151. Have you ever been in a car accident?
yes, i wasn’t driving tho
152. Ever had braces?
never 
153. Did you ever learn another language?
nope
154. Do you wear make-up?
usually every day LOL
155. Did you ever have your wisdom teeth taken out?
neverrrr
156. Did you ever kiss someone a different race than yourself?
yesss lol 
157. Ever dyed your hair?
too many times
158. Did you ever wear someone else’s clothes?
yessss
159. Ever ridden in an ambulance?
no
160. Ever ridden in a helicopter?
no
161. Ever caught the stove on fire?
no
162. Ever meet someone famous?
many people
163. Ever been on an airplane?
never
164. Ever been on a boat?
yes and i get seasick as fuck
165. Ever broken something expensive?
LOL, i’m sure of it
166. Did you ever kiss someone before you were 14?
no, my first kiss was at 15 i believe
167. Did you ever find something valuable on the ground?
a pack of cigs LMAO or the $100 bill my friend accidentally dropped and we finally found it like an hour later
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r0rorowurboat · 6 years
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All of them!
200: My crush’s name is: n/a lmao199: I was born in: naples, fl198: I am really: gay?? idk197: My cellphone company is: t mobile196: My eye color is: green/blue/gray/idk man195: My shoe size is: 7 1/2 8 sometimes194: My ring size is: um i think that was 7 too but i dont remember193: My height is: 5′4″192: I am allergic to:pineapples and penicillin191: My 1st car was: a v old red saturn190: My 1st job was: a waitress189: Last book you read: um i think it was uhhhhhh shit uhhhh god fuck it was the warrior cats book but!!! it was bc i was stuck at my sister house with nothing but bibles or that series to read188: My bed is: an air mattress atm187: My pet: is perfect and i love her her name is luna and shes a little black cat who loves cuddles and kisses186: My best friend:is wonderful and i love him185: My favorite shampoo is: uhm. error i hardly ever use shampoo bc i have v dry curly hair and it makes it horrible184: Xbox or ps3: pc boi183: Piggy banks are: cure182: In my pockets: they dont make pockets in womens fashion wtf are you on. but uh. usually my phone, wallet, and keys181: On my calendar: i.. dont.. have one. 180: Marriage is: alright i guess. tax benefits179: Spongebob can: do that annoying laugh 178: My mom: tries v hard177: The last three songs I bought were? *squints* i think... it was keshas new album?176: Last YouTube video watched: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CQuR8LVKhUE175: How many cousins do you have? 2174: Do you have any siblings? yes i have 3 older sisters173: Are your parents divorced? yeup172: Are you taller than your mom? nope171: Do you play an instrument? not anymore but i used to play clarinet170: What did you do yesterday? uhm spent the day at home as usual[ I Believe In ]169: Love at first sight: nah man168: Luck: to an extent i guess?167: Fate: i dont think so. 166: Yourself: sometimes165: Aliens: yes164: Heaven: nah163: Hell: nah162: God: nah161: Horoscopes: yes160: Soul mates: nah159: Ghosts: hmmm probably158: Gay Marriage: yes!157: War: no156: Orbs: orbs?? what are those?? like in ghost hunter shows? bc if so then no155: Magic: hm. what type? i think theres stuff we dont know about but idk if id call it magic. I think certain things have more power than we give credit. idk its hard to explain.[ This or That ]154: Hugs or Kisses: hugs153: Drunk or High: drunk152: Phone or Online: online151: Red heads or Black haired: redheadsredheadsredheads150: Blondes or Brunettes: hmmmm blondes i guess?149: Hot or cold: cold148: Summer or winter: winter147: Autumn or Spring: autumn146: Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate145: Night or Day: night144: Oranges or Apples: hmmm oranges143: Curly or Straight hair: curly 142: McDonalds or Burger King: mcdonalds141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: milk chocolate140: Mac or PC: pc139: Flip flops or high heals: usually sneakers tbh but uhhh i own more heels then flip flops138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: hm i mean i guess sweet and poor? im already poor so137: Coke or Pepsi: i dont drink soda, water. or coffee136: Hillary or Obama: obama135: Burried or cremated: cremated134: Singing or Dancing: singing133: Coach or Chanel: um. walmart? 132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: who or who?131: Small town or Big city: hm idk. probably city? 130: Wal-Mart or Target: target129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: neither pls128: Manicure or Pedicure: hmmm manicure probs.127: East Coast or West Coast: i live on the east coast but idk west coast is home to a lot of friends so hmmmm126: Your Birthday or Christmas: its like a week apart there isnt much difference125: Chocolate or Flowers: chocolate124: Disney or Six Flags: disney123: Yankees or Red Sox: i dont sports[ Here’s What I Think About ]122: War: icky121: George Bush: memes?120: Gay Marriage: im gay119: The presidential election: my vote didnt matter!118: Abortion: its your body your choice117: MySpace: never had one116: Reality TV: i mean, its fake? entertaining tho115: Parents: eh. 114: Back stabbers: icky113: Ebay: cheap stuff112: Facebook: only for family tbh111: Work: pays the bills110: My Neighbors: dont know them109: Gas Prices: expensive108: Designer Clothes: overpriced107: College: wish i could afford it!106: Sports: nah105: My family: haha104: The future: haha[ Last time I ]103: Hugged someone: my grandma a few days ago102: Last time you ate: pizza a few hours ago101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: moving day seeing my extended family again100: Cried in front of someone: the other night with my mom or uhhh in call with kina today actually99: Went to a movie theater: wow uh pretty long time ago i dont actually remember98: Took a vacation: haha idk man97: Swam in a pool: wow uh idk96: Changed a diaper: hm last time i was with the twins. not sure how long its been. maybe 2 or 3 months?95: Got my nails done: when did my sister get married? years ago idk94: Went to a wedding: ^^93: Broke a bone: never have92: Got a peircing: about a year ago91: Broke the law: heh uh 90: Texted: a few hours ago[ MISC ]89: Who makes you laugh the most: probably kina or riley rn88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my mom tbh. the kids. wyatt. 87: The last movie I saw: the orphan86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: hm idk getting a job i guess85: The thing im not looking forward to: getting a job lmao84: People call me: by my name. but i have nicknames now!! Ray, rachi, babe, ray baby... its very nice and makes me feel warm and fuzzy and loved83: The most difficult thing to do is: hmmm clean? be honest about things that are bothering me? idk82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: never81: My zodiac sign is: capricorn sun aquarius moon80: The first person i talked to today was: the gc i think?79: First time you had a crush: i was v young and they had freckles and red hair and i died78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: um i try not to hide things in general! but someone who will call me out recently is raiken and archie lmao77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: riley lmao tho i beat her to it 
76: Right now I am talking to: riley75: What are you going to do when you grow up: i am grown up technically. uh. hopefully be an animator74: I have/will get a job: as a cashier probably73: Tomorrow: i have a job interview and then im gonna get coffee72: Today: was a long day71: Next Summer: hmmm idk70: Next Weekend: IDK GOD69: I have these pets: a cat!! who i love!!! and already gushed about but shes laying on my lap and purring rn and its so soothing68: The worst sound in the world: scratching against those uhhhh holographic things???? god i hate it67: The person that makes me cry the most is: hmnn my dad haha66: People that make you happy: my friends!!! Kina, Ali, Archie, Riley, Leo, Raiken, Mimi...... all of them good pals the squad my faves i love them65: Last time I cried: today rip64: My friends are: GOOD AND AMAZING I LOVE THEM63: My computer is: big! and i like it62: My School: none61: My Car: ded from the hurricane rip me60: I lose all respect for people who: are shitty? idk. 59: The movie I cried at was: hmmmm idk movies dont usually make me cry58: Your hair color is: uhm it was really dark blue but as the color has faded it kind of looks black/brown now57: TV shows you watch: a lot of them56: Favorite web site: uh i guess tumblr55: Your dream vacation: not being here!! probably just going around visiting everyone and hanging out having a good time54: The worst pain I was ever in was: tearing a ligament in my knee it hurt a lot53: How do you like your steak cooked: medium 52: My room is: messy51: My favorite celebrity is: ummm idk50: Where would you like to be: home tbh49: Do you want children: idk48: Ever been in love: ye47: Who’s your best friend: hhhhhhhhhhhh raiken46: More guy friends or girl friends: girls and nb babes45: One thing that makes you feel great is: just hanging out with people tbh44: One person that you wish you could see right now: i guess that would be my mom haha43: Do you have a 5 year plan: i did once. idk what happened to it haha i guess things never really go according to plan and it just hurts more to make one. just set goals, not plans.42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: i did once but i dont think i have the same values as i did when i made that41: Have you pre-named your children: i used to but idk if i want kids anymore40: Last person I got mad at: ummmm hmm 39: I would like to move to: hmm somewhere with 4 seasons not just summer and less hot summer38: I wish I was a professional: artist[ My Favorites ]37: Candy: kit-kats36: Vehicle: um idk small ones i guess35: President: obama? idk34: State visited: ooohhh michigan33: Cellphone provider: ive only ever had the one so idk32: Athlete: uh31: Actor: uh30: Actress: uh29: Singer: hmmmmmmmm rn i would have to say Bea Miller but check back with me in a week28: Band: The Silent Comedy27: Clothing store: hmmmm cotton on has really comfy clothes26: Grocery store: target or publix25: TV show: rn? bnha24: Movie: hhhhhh um idk uhhhhh moulin rouge i guess? it used to be my fav but idk anymore23: Website: tumblr22: Animal: elephants21: Theme park: epcot20: Holiday: halloween19: Sport to watch: none18: Sport to play: none17: Magazine: none16: Book: hmmmmm A Monster Calls15: Day of the week: none14: Beach: hh13: Concert attended: never been12: Thing to cook: uh i guess eggs11: Food: sushi10: Restaurant: its a really good sushi place with bubble tea and thai donuts that i dont remember the name of9: Radio station: hhh idk8: Yankee candle scent: idk7: Perfume: i dont really like perfume it gives me headaches6: Flower: ooooh gardenia5: Color: blue/green teal4: Talk show host: john oliver3: Comedian: hh2: Dog breed: hmmm husky? also labradors and uhhh all dogs tbh ohhh pitbulls and rottweilers i love dogs good yes1: Did you answer all these truthfully? ye mostly
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jxkewxrd · 6 years
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200 Things About Me
200: My crush’s name is: John. (Fischer) @fxscher
199: I was born in: 1999
198: I am really: fucking fun 
197: My cellphone company is: Verizon
196: My eye color is: Brown
195: My shoe size is: depends on brand. Nike: 15 Adidas: 14 
194: My ring size is: idfk lol
193: My height is: 6’ 2’’
192: I am allergic to: poison ivy 
191: My 1st car was: 2001 toyota camery
190: My 1st job was: Dishwasher at a Buffett Restaurant 
189: Last book you read: The Soloist 
188: My bed is: comfortable 
187: My pet: my dog, Harlee
186: My best friend: @fxscher also my boyfriend
185: My favorite shampoo is: well my mom does hair so idk
184: Xbox or ps3: Xbox all the way
183: Piggy banks are: overrated 
182: In my pockets: are black holes
181: On my calendar: blank months
180: Marriage is: a huge goal of mine and im so excited for it
179: Spongebob can: run me over in his boat and i would thank him 
178: My mom: is the best in the world even tho we have many disagreements. Love her
177: The last three songs I bought were? None bitch tf i have spotify premium 
176: Last YouTube video watched: uhm for sure the music video for camp rock “we cant back down” 
175: How many cousins do you have? Bitch i don’t know, a lot
174: Do you have any siblings? Twin brother. Little brother. Little sister. 
173: Are your parents divorced? Nope
172: Are you taller than your mom? For sure
171: Do you play an instrument? Do i look like a band/orchestra kid lmaoo
170: What did you do yesterday? I don’t even remember what I did 20 min ago stop
[ I Believe In ]
169: Love at first sight: of course
168: Luck: yes
167: Fate: yes
166: Yourself: uh yes bitch
165: Aliens: universe is too small to not believe
164: Heaven: YES
163: Hell: Eh
162: God: OF COURSE 
161: Horoscopes: yes
160: Soul mates: yes
159: Ghosts: yes
158: Gay Marriage: im gay so yes hoe
157: War: uh yeah 
156: Orbs: yes
155: Magic: yes duh
[ This or That ]
154: Hugs or Kisses: both bitch
153: Drunk or High: why not BOTH 
152: Phone or Online: online
151: Red heads or Black haired: neither lmao
150: Blondes or Brunettes: brunettes but im gay so
149: Hot or cold: bitch. Hot for sure but christmas isnt christmas without cold weather 
148: Summer or winter: summer
147: Autumn or Spring: here in ohio we call it “fall”
146: Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla 
145: Night or Day: both
144: Oranges or Apples: apples
143: Curly or Straight hair: dont care
142: McDonalds or Burger King: mcdicks bitch
141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: is that racist😉 jk but forsure white chocolate 
140: Mac or PC: MAC
139: Flip flops or high heals: neither lmao
138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: how and RICH AND SWEET fuck the sterotype 
137: Coke or Pepsi: COKE-aine 
136: Hillary or Obama: obama lol
135: Burried or cremated: uhm idk idrc i lowkey wanna be cremated and thrown in the ground with some tree seeds 
134: Singing or Dancing: both
133: Coach or Chanel: chanel
132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: who are they
131: Small town or Big city: big city
130: Wal-Mart or Target: target
129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: neither
128: Manicure or Pedicure: idk
127: East Coast or West Coast: west coast for sure 
126: Your Birthday or Christmas: dont care enough
125: Chocolate or Flowers: flowers i dont need to be happy AND fat
124: Disney or Six Flags: havent been to either
123: Yankees or Red Sox: this is tumblr we dont care about sports on here
[ Here’s What I Think About ]
122: War: i dont care #MakeAmericaGreatAgain
121: George Bush: fuck u
120: Gay Marriage: yes bitch we do what we want
119: The presidential election: i love donald trump
118: Abortion: under certain circumstances should it be okay. If you’re doing it bc you fucked up, that child doesnt deserve to not have a life because of your poor choices sorry
117: MySpace: dumb
116: Reality TV: love it
115: Parents: love them but back tf off
114: Back stabbers: i’ll fucking ruin your life 
113: Ebay: what
112: Facebook: hi
111: Work: love my job so much
110: My Neighbors: ok this bitch who lives next to us is psycho and wants to literally BE my mom i feel like im in an LMN movie sometimes
109: Gas Prices: fucking really dude like go back to the way they were before the hurricanes 
108: Designer Clothes: LOVE LOVE LOVE
107: College: I love it so much can’g wait to graduate 
106: Sports: dumb
105: My family: love them
104: The future: ony God knows, he has a plan for me
[ Last time I ]
103: Hugged someone: idfk
102: Last time you ate: like 2 hrs ago
101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: today
100: Cried in front of someone: months
99: Went to a movie theater: months
98: Took a vacation: June
97: Swam in a pool: August 
96: Changed a diaper: never
95: Got my nails done: never
94: Went to a wedding: years ago
93: Broke a bone: never
92: Got a peircing: never
91: Broke the law: idk today i guess when i went 60 in a 35
90: Texted: hour ago
[ MISC ]
89: Who makes you laugh the most: my dog bruh and my boyfriend and sometimes cece😉
88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my dog and my mom
87: The last movie I saw: Norma Rae
86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: a future with my boyfriend
85: The thing im not looking forward to: being poor when im out of college
84: People call me: gay
83: The most difficult thing to do is: ignore the negativity 
82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: nope
81: My zodiac sign is: taurus
80: The first person i talked to today was: john
79: First time you had a crush: bitch i used to be heartless 
78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: john or gabby 
77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: lost brain cells thinking about this
76: Right now I am talking to: no one
75: What are you going to do when you grow up: own my own coffee franchise or ya know get rocognized for something dumb and get famous 
74: I have/will get a job: yes i work at subway
73: Tomorrow: i work
72: Today: i worked
71: Next Summer: im gonna work
70: Next Weekend: im gonna work
69: I have these pets: dog
68: The worst sound in the world: dfc
67: The person that makes me cry the most is: not one person has made me cry in 5 years
66: People that make you happy: my boy
65: Last time I cried: like 5 min ago bc tears of happiness thru music
64: My friends are: the best i’ll ever have
63: My computer is: if only i had one
62: My School: Mount St. Joseph University 
61: My Car: needs a little work
60: I lose all respect for people who: are rude af
59: The movie I cried at was: too many
58: Your hair color is: brown
57: TV shows you watch: usually pretty little liars
56: Favorite web site: 😉
55: Your dream vacation: sicily, italy 
54: The worst pain I was ever in was: when i wanted to kill myself for like 5 years
53: How do you like your steak cooked: idk 
52: My room is: simple, classy n cozy
51: My favorite celebrity is: like really idk
50: Where would you like to be: sleeping
49: Do you want children: maybe
48: Ever been in love: yes
47: Who’s your best friend: my bf and gabby and cece
46: More guy friends or girl friends: girl
45: One thing that makes you feel great is: eating healthy and drinking coffee
44: One person that you wish you could see right now: my boy
43: Do you have a 5 year plan: no
42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: ya
41: Have you pre-named your children: ya
40: Last person I got mad at: the person who accused my bf of sexual assault 
39: I would like to move to: a beach
38: I wish I was a professional: in BUSINESS
[ My Favorites ]
37: Candy: ew
36: Vehicle: blacked out range rover
35: President: Donald Trump
34: State visited: Florida
33: Cellphone provider: verizon
32: Athlete:dc
31: Actor: dc
30: Actress: dc
29: Singer: Cardi B, Post Malone, Halsey, Migos god damn so many
28: Band: dc
27: Clothing store: anything name brand
26: Grocery store: kroger hoe
25: TV show: pretty little liars
24: Movie: the hunger games movies
23: Website: hmm
22: Animal: idk
21: Theme park: kings island
20: Holiday: halloween/xmas
19: Sport to watch: nope
18: Sport to play: volleyball
17: Magazine: idk
16: Book: Looking for Alaska
15: Day of the week: saturday
14: Beach: yes yes yes yes, santa rosa 
13: Concert attended: lana del ey
12: Thing to cook: anything 
11: Food: i love all food fwm
10: Restaurant: skyline
9: Radio station: idk
8: Yankee candle scent: anything seasonal
7: Perfume: idk
6: Flower: idk
5: Color: blue
4: Talk show host: i dont know do i look 50
3: Comedian: idk
2: Dog breed: german shepard 
1: Did you answer all these truthfully? Yes bitch
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stalkhome-sindrone · 7 years
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All 200 of the asks
200: My crush’s name is: [get fucked]199: I was born in: a hospital in Canada somewhere198: I am really: messed up197: My cellphone company is: Rogers196: My eye color is: Mud brown195: My shoe size is: 10 1/2194: My ring size is: Excuse me?193: My height is: 6 ft192: I am allergic to: my own satisfaction191: My 1st car was: probably crashed in a past life 190: My 1st job was: probably ruined in a past life189: Last book you read: A Funny Thing Happened On The Way To Heaven by Corey Taylor188: My bed is: really nice at this time of day187: My pet: is not here yet, ask me in a few years186: My best friend: is a bit of a cunt, but aren't we all?185: My favorite shampoo is: no real preference184: Xbox or ps3: Xbox183: Piggy banks are: for losers, get an old fashioned jar182: In my pockets: nothing181: On my calendar: also nothing180: Marriage is: a waste of time and resources179: Spongebob can: see question 200178: My mom: does her best177: The last three songs I bought were? what are the last 3 songs on Hybrid Theory?176: Last YouTube video watched: video about how Louis CK writes jokes175: How many cousins do you have? too many to count here174: Do you have any siblings? 2 stepsisters and 1 brother173: Are your parents divorced? Nope172: Are you taller than your mom? Yup171: Do you play an instrument? Multiple170: What did you do yesterday? Probably what I did today but slightly happier
[ I Believe In ]169: Love at first sight: HA HA HA see question 200168: Luck: Yup167: Fate: To an extent, yes166: Yourself: On good days...who am I kidding, in vey few areas165: Aliens: Why not?164: Heaven: Nopenopenope163: Hell: If this isn't it, nopenopenope162: God: see question 200, also I'm agnostic161: Horoscopes: to an extent, fun reads though160: Soul mates: Jury is out on this one159: Ghosts: Sorta158: Gay Marriage: Hell yea (the best kinda ally is only an ally)157: War: Nopenopenope156: Orbs: ...huh?155: Magic: ...eh
[ This or That ]154: Hugs or Kisses: Both153: Drunk or High: Neither152: Phone or Online: Online151: Red heads or Black haired: both150: Blondes or Brunettes: both149: Hot or cold: neither, warm148: Summer or winter: Summer147: Autumn or Spring: Spring146: Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla actually145: Night or Day: Night144: Oranges or Apples: Oranges143: Curly or Straight hair: Always been envious of straight hair142: McDonalds or Burger King: Burger King141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: Milk chocolate140: Mac or PC: PC139: Flip flops or high heals: Flip flops138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: Ugly and rich just to try it out137: Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi136: Hillary or Obama: Obama135: Burried or cremated: Pass134: Singing or Dancing: Dancing if I must pick133: Coach or Chanel: ...huh?132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: ...heh?131: Small town or Big city: Biiiiiig city130: Wal-Mart or Target: Walmart129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: Adam Sandler128: Manicure or Pedicure: Both127: East Coast or West Coast: Both?126: Your Birthday or Christmas: Birthday125: Chocolate or Flowers: Both, I'm greedy, probably chocolate124: Disney or Six Flags: Disney123: Yankees or Red Sox: Neither
[ Here’s What I Think About ]122: War: Don't have it, don't support it, conversation works better.121: George Bush: Couple bands wrote some hate songs about him.120: Gay Marriage: IF YOU DON'T SUPPORT IT WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING FOLLOWING ME? see question 200 and piss off.119: The presidential election: AHAHAHAHAHAHA next118: Abortion: AHAHAHAHAHAHallow it, their kid, their prerogative117: MySpace: 10/10 great ironic joke to make116: Reality TV: Big Brother was fun till 2017115: Parents: They were fun till 2006114: Back stabbers: see question 200113: Ebay: ....eh112: Facebook: kinda dead now111: Work: ...huh?110: My Neighbors: cool people, rowdy dog109: Gas Prices: Overcharged like everyone says108: Designer Clothes: Overcharged like everyone says107: College: Not as bad as the perception is106: Sports: ...eh105: My family: ...eh104: The future: It depresses me in all honesty, but so does everything
[ Last time I ]103: Hugged someone: ...shit...102: Last time you ate: 3 hours ago101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: today100: Cried in front of someone: maybe last week...maybe99: Went to a movie theater: 6 months at the least ago98: Took a vacation: 3 weeks ago..sigh97: Swam in a pool: A long ass time96: Changed a diaper: Maybe a few years95: Got my nails done: Maybe a few years94: Went to a wedding: 2 years93: Broke a bone: never, lucky I know92: Got a piercing: never91: Broke the law: 4th grade90: Texted: 1 minute ago
[ MISC ]89: Who makes you laugh the most: My friend Sayem because he is consistently a dumbass and I love him for it88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: banana bread87: The last movie I saw: Amelie 86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: when my new album comes in the fucking mail85: The thing im not looking forward to: tomorrow84: People call me: Donatello actually (y'all are not allowed to) (I'll block you, don't think I won't block you)83: The most difficult thing to do is: be happy82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: nope81: My zodiac sign is: Taurus80: The first person i talked to today was: Might've been @lovelyformylove but I dunno79: First time you had a crush: age 9, it didn't ruin me till 1178: The one person who i can’t hide things from: myself, duh (hide shit from people all the time)77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: maybe today76: Right now I am talking to: nobody (COME HERE)75: What are you going to do when you grow up: make a thing for people to consume or pirate as entertainment...or die first74: I have/will get a job: see question 7373: Tomorrow: but far away is tomorrow?72: Today: I will suffer for who I chose to care about71: Next Summer: I will be in another country [see question 72]70: Next Weekend: I will sleep in69: I have these pets: not yet68: The worst sound in the world: Forks on plates67: The person that makes me cry the most is: easily myself, duh66: People that make you happy: too exhausting a list65: Last time I cried: last week64: My friends are: really great for tolerating me63: My computer is: finally decent62: My School: a waste of a perfectly good Indian burial ground61: My Car: sitting in a dealership, still waiting60: I lose all respect for people who: fuck with people's emotions (I break my own rule because I am a hypocrite)59: The movie I cried at was: ....can't remember58: Your hair color is: Black/really dark brown57: TV shows you watch: Elementary, The Blacklist, Archer...can't remember the rest 56: Favorite web site: this dumb piece of shit, I mean Tumblr55: Your dream vacation: probably a recording studio to be honest54: The worst pain I was ever in was: something stupid and emotional53: How do you like your steak cooked: medium well52: My room is: pretty dark51: My favorite celebrity is: Corey Taylor?50: Where would you like to be: see question 5549: Do you want children: sure48: Ever been in love: tragically47: Who’s your best friend: Jeremy/Sayem46: More guy friends or girl friends: Real life: guys, here: girls45: One thing that makes you feel great is: a really good riff44: One person that you wish you could see right now: myself in 10 years (most answers witm "myself" are cop outs for real people)43: Do you have a 5 year plan: fuck no42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: not yet, but I procrastinate on most important things41: Have you pre-named your children: Michael/Micayla so far, very small shortlist40: Last person I got mad at: myself (that one is authentic)39: I would like to move to: Denmark (escapism capital of my mind)38: I wish I was a professional: composer
[ My Favorites ]37: Candy: Hershey's Cookies n Cream36: Vehicle: pass35: President: Obama I guess34: State visited: nowhere33: Cellphone provider: Rogers?32: Athlete: pass31: Actor: pass30: Actress: pass (I've gone numb)29: Singer: see question 5128: Band: changes, currently Foo Fighters27: Clothing store: pass26: Grocery store: FreshCO?25: TV show: Elementary maybe24: Movie: Ameline currently23: Website: this dumb waste of time, I mean Tumblr22: Animal: TURTLE21: Theme park: Wonderland?20: Holiday: New Year's Day19: Sport to watch: Wrestling probably18: Sport to play: Not wrestling xD17: Magazine: Probably some guitar magazine16: Book: Maybe 198415: Day of the week: Saturday easily14: Beach: haven't been to many memorable ones13: Concert attended: see question 1412: Thing to cook: egg, ham, and cheese bagels11: Food: see question 1210: Restaurant: August 8, no joke9: Radio station: the one with the nice classical music8: Yankee candle scent: pass7: Perfume: Chanel something6: Flower: Magnolia5: Color: Green or red, never at the same time4: Talk show host: John Oliver3: Comedian: Bill Burr or Jim Jefferies2: Dog breed: Beagle1: Did you answer all these truthfully? Yes
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blondewolfhd · 7 years
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* 199 - 1?? >:3c i fucked up on sending the last one
199: I was born in:One of the worst states ever 198: I am really: Strange?197: My cellphone company is: AT&T196: My eye color is: Blue 195: My shoe size is: 6194: My ring size is: ??193: My height is: 5′5192: I am allergic to: SO MANY The one’s I remember on the top of my head are mites, black walnut, pine, and timothy grass (I’m allergic to like 6 grasses jc)191: My 1st car was: Don’t have one190: My 1st job was: Don’t have one yet189: Last book you read: Can’t remember 188: My bed is: so soft I love but I need to get two slats because they broke187: My pet: I have so many! I love all of them! There’s Ralph, Groucho, Axel, Paisley, Psycho, Josh, Pepper, Cole, Hamilton, Philip, Meowgi, Wrex, Wolf, Nikka, Ivypool, and Crowfeather. I’m fostering three animals. Two cats and one puppy!186: My best friend: S I R185: My favorite shampoo is: TRESemme Smooth and Silky 184: Xbox or ps3: PS3183: Piggy banks are: Good I guess182: In my pockets: I don’t have any I’m wearing Kenna’s pants181: On my calendar: So many birthdays (I have a bad memory)180: Marriage is: Alright179: Spongebob can: ??178: My mom: Ugh177: The last three songs I bought were? I download I don’t have any money 176: Last YouTube video watched: 1000 ways to die175: How many cousins do you have? I don’t talk to any of them ever.174: Do you have any siblings? Two both are half siblings but I never talk to one of them173: Are your parents divorced? No 172: Are you taller than your mom? Yeah171: Do you play an instrument? Not good170: What did you do yesterday? Hung with A.Ham while I recovered from my wisdom teeth surgery[ I Believe In ]169: Love at first sight: No I believe it isn’t love but attraction at first sight You can’t really love someone until you get to know them 168: Luck: Not really167: Fate: Not sure166: Yourself: Nope165: Aliens: Yea164: Heaven: Agnostic163: Hell: ^162: God:^161: Horoscopes: Iffy160: Soul mates: Iffy159: Ghosts: Yet again iffy 158: Gay Marriage: Of freaking course 157: War: Unfortunately we can’t have peace in these times because of people like trump 156: Orbs:??155: Magic: ??[ This or That ]154: Hugs or Kisses: Hugs153: Drunk or High: Never been high so152: Phone or Online: Online151: Red heads or Black haired: No pref150: Blondes or Brunettes: Brunettes149: Hot or cold: Cold148: Summer or winter: Winter147: Autumn or Spring: Autumn146: Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla 145: Night or Day: Night144: Oranges or Apples: Apples143: Curly or Straight hair: No pref142: McDonalds or Burger King: Mocha Frappe141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: White140: Mac or PC: PC139: Flip flops or high heals: Flip flops138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: sweet 137: Coke or Pepsi: Coke136: Hillary or Obama: Obama135: Burried or cremated: Burried 134: Singing or Dancing: Singing133: Coach or Chanel: ??132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks:??131: Small town or Big city: Small town130: Wal-Mart or Target: No pref129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: Rami Malek128: Manicure or Pedicure: I hate either127: East Coast or West Coast: Idk 126: Your Birthday or Christmas: We don’t really celebrate birthdays125: Chocolate or Flowers: flowers124: Disney or Six Flags: Six Flags123: Yankees or Red Sox: Neither[ Here’s What I Think About ]122: War: It should be avoided but the orange idiot is probably gonna throw us into one soon 121: George Bush: Jet fuel can’t melt steel beammsss 120: Gay Marriage: !00% Great 10/10 119: The presidential election: I hate trump 118: Abortion: Should be 100% percent legal  Pro choice 117: MySpace: I used to have one116: Reality TV: I like Jeremy Kyle115: Parents: sigh 114: Back stabbers: Kill em 113: Ebay: Never used it112: Facebook: I hate most of the people who post on it 111: Work: Depends I really love working with animals110: My Neighbors: sigh109: Gas Prices: bad108: Designer Clothes: Never wear them 107: College: Good but expensive106: Sports: nah105: My family: oh god104: The future: OH GOd[ Last time I ]103: Hugged someone: Kenna the other day I think?102: Last time you ate: Couple minutes ago 101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: Can’t remember 100: Cried in front of someone: When I got my wisdom teeth out I didn’t know what happened and I was afraid99: Went to a movie theater: Long time ago98: Took a vacation: Long time ago 97: Swam in a pool: About a month ago 96: Changed a diaper: Back in 4th grade I think?95: Got my nails done: When I was like 894: Went to a wedding: Never93: Broke a bone: I think my finger was the last on and that was over the summer92: Got a peircing: Idk how old I was but I was young91: Broke the law: Too many 90: Texted: About 12[ MISC ]89: Who makes you laugh the most: Toss up between you and Kenna88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: Ralph87: The last movie I saw: Can’t remember86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: Reading that letter Boiii85: The thing im not looking forward to: School or these stitches falling out84: People call me: A mistake™83: The most difficult thing to do is: ?? Talk about feelings??82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: Never81: My zodiac sign is: Taurus80: The first person i talked to today was: You79: First time you had a crush: We don’t talk about my first actual crush 78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: Idk 77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: You know76: Right now I am talking to: Technically you 75: What are you going to do when you grow up: Veterinarian 74: I have/will get a job: Idk73: Tomorrow: Stop the pain in my mouth 72: Today: Hanging out with you 71: Next Summer: Idk70: Next Weekend: Idk 69: I have these pets: I have mix breed dogs, purebred pugs, cats, and rabbits68: The worst sound in the world: So many but pained screams67: The person that makes me cry the most is: idk 66: People that make you happy: Ralph 65: Last time I cried: When I got my wisdom teeth removed 64: My friends are: Great™63: My computer is: trash 62: My School: Trash 61: My Car: What one60: I lose all respect for people who: The list goes on and on (Don’t be Max and youre pretty much set)59: The movie I cried at was:So many but Marley and Me came to mind first 58: Your hair color is: Blonde57: TV shows you watch: Teen Wolf and Jeremy Kyle56: Favorite web site: Tumblr55: Your dream vacation: SNOW54: The worst pain I was ever in was: The puss pocket in my mouth 53: How do you like your steak cooked: Medium52: My room is: cold51: My favorite celebrity is: Jeremy Kyle50: Where would you like to be: Snow49: Do you want children: Nah48: Ever been in love: Sigh47: Who’s your best friend: Si r46: More guy friends or girl friends: I’m not sure45: One thing that makes you feel great is: Helping animals44: One person that you wish you could see right now: Ralph 43: Do you have a 5 year plan: Yea42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: Nah 41: Have you pre-named your children: I did a long time ago 40: Last person I got mad at: Idk 39: I would like to move to: Snow 38: I wish I was a professional: Veterinarian [ My Favorites ]37: Candy: Hershey36: Vehicle: Lexus35: President: Obama 34: State visited: DC33: Cellphone provider: AT&T32: Athlete: Don’t have one31: Actor: Rami Malek30: Actress: Holland Roden29: Singer: Jon Bellion 28: Band: BMTH27: Clothing store: Hot topic26: Grocery store: ??25: TV show: Teen Wolf24: Movie: The Guardian 23: Website: ??22: Animal: Wolf21: Theme park: Six Flags20: Holiday: Don’t really have one anymore 19: Sport to watch: Lacrosse 18: Sport to play: none17: Magazine: none16: Book: ??15: Day of the week: Saturday 14: Beach: None13: Concert attended: Haven’t12: Thing to cook: Mac n Cheese 11: Food: Mac n Cheese10: Restaurant: Steak N Shake9: Radio station: ??8: Yankee candle scent: ??7: Perfume:??6: Flower: I’m not sure5: Color: Blue, Purple, and green 4: Talk show host: Jeremy Kyle 3: Comedian: Idk 2: Dog breed: German Shepherd1: Did you answer all these truthfully? 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200: My crush’s name is: Peyton o//o 199: I was born in: 2003 198: I am really: gay. 197: My cellphone company is: Verizon 196: My eye color is: brown 195: My shoe size is: 5 194: My ring size is: N/A 193: My height is: ...5′1 192: I am allergic to: stupidity 191: My 1st car was:  N/A 190: My 1st job was: N/A 189: Last book you read: The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe 188: My bed is: comfy 187: My pet: Joshua, Chloe, Bella and Shelby 186: My best friend: Rayne 185: My favorite shampoo is: Suave 184: Xbox or ps3: N/A 183: Piggy banks are: convenient  182: In my pockets: N/A 181: On my calendar: N/A 180: Marriage is: im too ugly for anyone/too young 179: Spongebob can: ?? 178: My mom: is a pretty fuck 177: The last three songs I bought were? N/A 176: Last YouTube video watched: Waving Through a Window | Thomas Sanders ft. dodie & Ben J Pierce  175: How many cousins do you have? not shore 174: Do you have any siblings? nup 173: Are your parents divorced? nup 172: Are you taller than your mom? nup 171: Do you play an instrument? nup 170: What did you do yesterday? wake up [ I Believe In ] 169: Love at first sight: hell yes 168: Luck: hell no 167: Fate: hell yes 166: Yourself: hell no 165: Aliens: hell no 164: Heaven: hell yes 163: Hell: hell yes 162: God: hell yes 161: Horoscopes: hell yes 160: Soul mates: hell yes 159: Ghosts: hell no 158: Gay Marriage: hELL YES 157: War: hell yes 156: Orbs: hell yes 155: Magic: hell no [ This or That ] 154: Hugs or Kisses: that 153: Drunk or High: this 152: Phone or Online: that 151: Red heads or Black haired: that 150: Blondes or Brunettes: that 149: Hot or cold: that 148: Summer or winter: that 147: Autumn or Spring: this 146: Chocolate or vanilla: this 145: Night or Day: this 144: Oranges or Apples: that 143: Curly or Straight hair: this 142: McDonalds or Burger King: this 141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: that 140: Mac or PC: this 139: Flip flops or high heals: this 138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: that 137: Coke or Pepsi: this 136: Hillary or Obama: uhh neither  135: Burried or cremated: that 134: Singing or Dancing: this 133: Coach or Chanel: that 132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: THIS 131: Small town or Big city: that 130: Wal-Mart or Target: that 129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: this 128: Manicure or Pedicure: this 127: East Coast or West Coast: that 126: Your Birthday or Christmas: this 125: Chocolate or Flowers: that 124: Disney or Six Flags: this 123: Yankees or Red Sox: nEITHER [ Here’s What I Think About ] 122: War: yes 121: George Bush: no 120: Gay Marriage: yes 119: The presidential election: yes 118: Abortion: no 117: MySpace: no 116: Reality TV: no 115: Parents: yes 114: Back stabbers: yES 113: Ebay: no 112: Facebook: yes 111: Work: yes 110: My Neighbors: no 109: Gas Prices: yes 108: Designer Clothes: no 107: College: yes 106: Sports: yes 105: My family: yes 104: The future: YES [ Last time I ] 103: Hugged someone: two dayz ago 102: Last time you ate: im eating right now lmao 101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: awhile ago 100: Cried in front of someone: June 28th 99: Went to a movie theater: sometime this week 98: Took a vacation: two months ago 97: Swam in a pool: two months ago 96: Changed a diaper: N/A 95: Got my nails done: two months ago 94: Went to a wedding: N/A 93: Broke a bone: N/A 92: Got a peircing: ooooooh...sometime this year 91: Broke the law: N/A 90: Texted: June 27th [ MISC ] 89: Who makes you laugh the most: Rayne 88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my pets 87: The last movie I saw: Dunkirk 86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: Heaven. 85: The thing im not looking forward to: tomorrow 84: People call me: gay fuck 83: The most difficult thing to do is: pretend everything’s okay 82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: N/A 81: My zodiac sign is: Saggytitties 80: The first person i talked to today was: Mop 79: First time you had a crush: 7th grade 78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: Rayne 77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: eVERYDAY MOP AND I HAVE TELEPATHY 76: Right now I am talking to: no one 75: What are you going to do when you grow up: join the army 74: I have/will get a job: hopefully after the army 73: Tomorrow: draw
72: Today: draw
71: Next Summer: text 70: Next Weekend: draw 69: I have these pets: dogs & cats 68: The worst sound in the world: when baBIES CRI 67: The person that makes me cry the most is: Rayne 66: People that make you happy: Rayne 65: Last time I cried: two days ago 64: My friends are: Rayne, Mop, Crystal, It, Son 63: My computer is: awesome 62: My School: sucks ASS THEY TOLD US TO PUT AWAY THE GAY FLAG BECAUSE IT MIGHT “OFFEND” PEOPLE 61: My Car: N/A 60: I lose all respect for people who: are jackasses to my friends 59: The movie I cried at was: A Dog’s Purpose 58: Your hair color is: dark brown 57: TV shows you watch: Pretty Little Liars 56: Favorite web site: DA 55: Your dream vacation: Israel 54: The worst pain I was ever in was: knowing I’m still alive XD 53: How do you like your steak cooked: medium-rare 52: My room is: mine 51: My favorite celebrity is: bRENDON URIE 50: Where would you like to be: Heaven 49: Do you want children: nup 48: Ever been in love: unfortunately  47: Who’s your best friend: Rayne 46: More guy friends or girl friends: Girl friends 45: One thing that makes you feel great is: gayness 44: One person that you wish you could see right now: Sky Chaser 43: Do you have a 5 year plan: nup 42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: yes 41: Have you pre-named your children: nup 40: Last person I got mad at: quiltsthewolf2 39: I would like to move to: anywhere with farmland m’lady 38: I wish I was a professional: artist [ My Favorites ] 37: Candy: milkyway 36: Vehicle: honda 35: President: Reagan 34: State visited: Alaska 33: Cellphone provider: Verizon 32: Athlete: N/A 31: Actor: N/A 30: Actress: N/A 29: Singer: Melanie 28: Band: N/A 27: Clothing store: N/A 26: Grocery store: Target 25: TV show: Pretty Little Liars 24: Movie: Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron 23: Website: DA 22: Animal: WOLF 21: Theme park: N/A 20: Holiday: N/A 19: Sport to watch: N/A 18: Sport to play: Equestrianism   17: Magazine: N/A 16: Book: Warriors/Narnia 15: Day of the week: Sat 14: Beach: N/A 13: Concert attended: Billy Idol 12: Thing to cook: N/A 11: Food: Salmon 10: Restaurant: Cape Fear 9: Radio station: 94.7 8: Yankee candle scent: N/A 7: Perfume: Sensual Amber 6: Flower: Lotus 5: Color: Blue 4: Talk show host: N/A 3: Comedian: N/A 2: Dog breed: Australian Shepherd  1: Did you answer all these truthfully? unfortunately 
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The same to you - all of them 🎃
200: My crush’s name is: Ryan, Eli, Claire, several others I cant name for complicated reasons 
199: I was born in: 1997/a hospital 
198: I am really: Intense weather in my calmness or excitement 
197: My cellphone company is: T-Mobile
196: My eye color is: Light green
195: My shoe size is: 9 1/2 wide (i usually have to do like a 11 for high heals)
194: My ring size is: ??????? probably big I have chubby fingers
193: My height is: 5′ 6″
192: I am allergic to: nothing unless you count idiocy 
191: My 1st car was: A blue 2007 Ford Focus and I LOVED her
190: My 1st job was: A server for Cheddar’s Casual Cafe 
189: Last book you read: How to Ruin Everything by George Watsky 10/10
188: My bed is: A king with lots o’ pillows and blankets and is very comfy
187: My pet: 2 cats, 5 kittens, 6 dogs, 2 snakes, 1 bearded dragon, 1 leopard gecko, 4 turtles, 1 bullfrog tadpole, and bunches of fish
186: My best friend: is a boy i met a month ago because i have intimacy issues
185: My favorite shampoo is: Dead Sea’s Argon oil shampoo is so good to my poor dry curls
184: Xbox or ps3: I use an Xbox to watch Netflix but I don’t play video games
183: Piggy banks are: Cute decorations but go unused
182: In my pockets: $2, some lint, a rubber band, and something weird i took out of my dog’s mouth earlier
181: On my calendar: I have nothing written in it but it has cool pictures of bears
180: Marriage is: Cool because of the financial benefits but other than that unnecessary to prove one’s love. I want a wedding though because I want a pretty dress
179: Spongebob can: Make me hate my life a 3am
178: My mom: Died of breast cancer and smoked a lot of pot
177: The last three songs I bought were? I can’t remember ever paying for music but the last three i listened to are: Cherry Wine by Hozier, Strong As An Oak by Watsky, and San Cristobal by Mal Blum
176: Last YouTube video watched: A slam poem by Neil Hilborn called Liminality
175: How many cousins do you have? I have no clue? At least 10 on each side, but i’m sure there’s way more than that
174: Do you have any siblings? 2 older brothers, 2 older sisters, ans one younger sister 
173: Are your parents divorced? They were never married
172: Are you taller than your mom? Nope! She was like 5′10′
171: Do you play an instrument? I can play hot cross buns on the recorder and thats the best i can do
170: What did you do yesterday? I slept and ate beef jerky[ I Believe In ]169: Love at first sight: No, but i do believe in lust and infatuation at first site. I think  love takes time to grow.
168: Luck: Yes like, as in karma
167: Fate: Catch me in the right mood and i do
166: Yourself: NOOOOOPE
165: Aliens: Yes
164: Heaven: No
163: Hell: Yes, it’s called Texas
162: God: Naaaaah
161: Horoscopes: I think they’re accurate generalizations
160: Soul mates: Yeah but not like the traditional; kind of way, i think we have lots of people we’re meant to be with in various ways
159: Ghosts: Yes and No i go back and forth
158: Gay Marriage: 100%
157: War:0%
156: Orbs: Idk what this is talking about but sure, ill root for them
155: Magic: No, Im a science gal[ This or That ]154: Hugs or Kisses: Hugs
153: Drunk or High: High, drinking gives me a tummy ache
152: Phone or Online: Online
151: Red heads or Black haired: Red heads
150: Blondes or Brunettes: Brunettes
149: Hot or cold: Cold
148: Summer or winter: Winter
147: Autumn or Spring: Autumn
146: Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
145: Night or Day: Night
144: Oranges or Apples: Apples
143: Curly or Straight hair: Curly
142: McDonalds or Burger King: Mcdonald’s
141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: White Chocolate is the key to my heart
140: Mac or PC: PC
139: Flip flops or high heels: HIgh heels even though i cant walk in them
138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: Sweet and poor
137: Coke or Pepsi: Coke
136: Hillary or Obama: Obama
135: Burried or cremated: Cremated, the idea of rotting creeps me out
134: Singing or Dancing: Dancing but im bad at both
133: Coach or Chanel: Idgaf
132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: ??????
131: Small town or Big city: Big city
130: Wal-Mart or Target: Wal-Mart
129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: I hate Adam Sandler
128: Manicure or Pedicure: Manicure
127: East Coast or West Coast: West Coast
126: Your Birthday or Christmas: Christmas all the waaaaaay
125: Chocolate or Flowers: Flowers, preferably potted
124: Disney or Six Flags: Disney i’m scared of roller coasters
123: Yankees or Red Sox: I dont sports[ Here’s What I Think About ]122: War: Its stupid and bad and i hate violence 
121: George W. Bush: Okay, looook, i dig his paintings, okay???
120: Gay Marriage: gimme that shit i want that shit
119: The presidential election: I could be down for violence against trump
118: Abortion: everyone should have safe access to abortions, they save lives
117: MySpace: I never had one? Does it still exist? I may make one for fun? 
116: Reality TV: i dont ever watch it, i avoid it like the plauge
115: Parents: Mine were grade A shit
114: Back stabbers: What goes around comes around
113: Ebay: I use Amazon
112: Facebook: Its filled with my racist family, i avoid it 
111: Work: I watch my niece and nephew (twins) and i love it
110: My Neighbors: I don’t interact with them ever
109: Gas Prices: why so expensive pls give me break
108: Designer Clothes: catch me in wal-mart clothes i bough 4 years ago
107: College: I want but cant afford halp
106: Sports: no
105: My family: I love them but they fkn annoy the shit out of me with their political views
104: The future: stop.[ Last time I ]103: Hugged someone: My niece yesterday
102: Last time you ate: I am eating a bowl of mac n’ cheese right now
101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: I saw my sister’s in-laws last week and i loooooove them! I made slime with the kids
100: Cried in front of someone: When i found out my ex was cheating on me like two months ago
99: Went to a movie theater: Went on a date with a cute boi like a month ago and w saw Baby Driver it was so good
98: Took a vacation: The only vacation ive ever took in my life was with my ex and his family to Florida last summer
97: Swam in a pool: Less than a week ago
96: Changed a diaper: Yesterday, i change them for a living
95: Got my nails done:last summer
94: Went to a wedding: My oldest sister got married last week!
93: Broke a bone: when i was like 3????
92: Got a peircing: two weeks ago i got my nipples done
91: Broke the law: this morning when i got high
90: Texted: Im texting cute bbs  right now[ MISC ]89: Who makes you laugh the most: My boi Ryan who is a fkn idiot i love him
88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: I already left home and only miss having someone else cook and clean because my roomates are hopeless
87: The last movie I saw: The Last Five Years
86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: When i can move far north and start a loving and respectful communist sex cult
85: The thing im not looking forward to: Getting up for work at 5 in the morning
84: People call me: lame
83: The most difficult thing to do is: exist
82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: i sure haven’t i’m Safe
81: My zodiac sign is: Libra
80: The first person i talked to today was: Ryan
79: First time you had a crush: i liked a boy named Antonio in second grade
78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: no one? 
77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: Ryan last night when we said a stupid Ricks and Morty quote at the same time
76: Right now I am talking to: my cat Beatrice 
75: What are you going to do when you grow up: probably cry a lot
74: I have/will get a job: working with kids!
73: Tomorrow: I will be very tired
72: Today: I am very tired
71: Next Summer: I will be very hot
70: Next Weekend: Im going to tie ppl up with rope
69: I have these pets: see 187
68: The worst sound in the world: A baby crying because they’re hurt or sad
67: The person that makes me cry the most is: my ex inbox me for his url so you can tell him hes a meanie
66: People that make you happy: My nieces and nephews and also my bff
65: Last time I cried: last night because the damn dog was so cute
64: My friends are: amazing and deserve the world
63: My computer is: slow and bad but i still love her
62: My School: was down the road from a prison, which my mom was in years ago
61: My Car: is old and smells like my mom’s cigarettes 
60: I lose all respect for people who: are racist, homophobic, sexist, trans-phobic, Islamophobic, anti-semetic, ect. 
59: The movie I cried at was: the beginning of Guardians of the Galaxy
58: Your hair color is: Auburn
57: TV shows you watch: Game of Thrones, Criminal Minds, Sense 8
56: Favorite web site: tumblr.com
55: Your dream vacation: stargazing in Alaska 
54: The worst pain I was ever in was: when i fucked up my siatic nerve in a car wreck in January 
53: How do you like your steak cooked: medium-well
52: My room is: cold and messy and covered in kittens
51: My favorite celebrity is: Harry Styles
50: Where would you like to be: on a beach in Iceland with a person playing a ukulele 
49: Do you want children: Only if i have more than one long term partner living with me 
48: Ever been in love: Yes 
47: Who’s your best friend: see 186 its Ryan
46: More guy friends or girl friends: no
45: One thing that makes you feel great is: when my cat comes to me and just lays where shes barely touching me 
44: One person that you wish you could see right now: My best friend from high school who committed suicide 
43: Do you have a 5 year plan: no
42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: no
41: Have you pre-named your children: I want to name my kid Coraline but id also like to do something not defined by a single gender?
40: Last person I got mad at: My sister because she left the dogs inside all day while i was at work even though shes a stay at home mom and so the poor things had accidents and no one was happy
39: I would like to move to: Canada
38: I wish I was a professional: mom[ My Favorites ]37: Candy: white chocolate truffles 
36: Vehicle: vintage beatles 
35: President: Alexander Hamilton
34: State visited: Florida
33: Cellphone provider: ?????
32: Athlete: ?????
31: Actor: Nat Wolf
30: Actress: Maise willams
29: Singer: Radical Face/Hozier
28: Band: Bad Books
27: Clothing store: Wal-mart
26: Grocery store: Joe-V’s Smart Shop
25: TV show: Game of Thrones
24: Movie: Swiss Army Man
23: Website: see 56
22: Animal:  Monitors 
21: Theme park: i dont do theme parks
20: Holiday: Halloween
19: Sport to watch: does Yuri on Ice count?
18: Sport to play: no
17: Magazine: i don’t read magazines but i heard Teen Vogue is doing wonders
16: Book: The Kite Runner
15: Day of the week: Wednesday’s Child is Full of Woe
14: Beach: wherever i was in Florida 
13: Concert attended: Warped Tour 2015 there was a band called Onwards ect. it was so good
12: Thing to cook: homemade flour tortillas 
11: Food: Cheese enchiladas
10: Restaurant: This cute little place named Marianne’s thats down the road from my house she makes the best tamales 
9: Radio station: 94.5 The Buzz
8: Yankee candle scent: Clean Linen 
7: Perfume: i dont
6: Flower: Lilies 
5: Color: pink
4: Talk show host: Steve Harvey
3: Comedian: John Mulaney
2: Dog breed: Pit Bulls
1: Did you answer all these truthfully? 100%
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question tags
I've been tagged in a few of these so I'm just gonna lump them together
if i tagged u in one of these and you want to do the others just do em and say i tagged you
Rules: Complete the survey and tag five people when you are finished 
i was tagged by @baekhyeun​ 💕 (a lot of our answers are the same n i was just like did i tag myself???)
1. Are you named after someone? 
nope
2. When was the last time you cried? 
um i think it was last week but that was the first time i cried in like 2 years
3. Do you like your handwriting? 
sometimes when its neat
4. What is your favorite lunch meat? 
what classifies something as a “lunch meat”?? idk i dont really eat meat that much
5. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?
um idk sometimes I'm annoying af
6. Do you use sarcasm? 
when do i not lmao
7. Do you still have your tonsils? 
i think so?? is everyone born with tonsils?? because i never had mine out
8. Would you bungee jump? 
um no i can't even do rollercoasters
9. What is your favorite kind of cereal? 
Oreo O’s and French Toast Crunch!!
10. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? 
If I don’t have to then i won't but if i can’t take off the shoe without untying it i will
11. Do you think you’re a strong person? 
i guess? I dont lift or anything but i can draw a bow with a 40 lb draw weight. that probably doesnt mean anything to a lot of ppl lmao
12. What is your favorite ice cream flavor? 
Hazelnut!!
13. What is the first thing you notice about people? 
hair? face? idk
14. Red or pink? 
Pink!!!
15. What is the least favorite physical thing you like about yourself? 
um. I've changed a lot of myself to be how i want it so i dont really know? probably my legs
16. What color pants and shoes are you wearing now? 
Im wearing black pants and no shoes
17. What is the last thing you ate? 
mac n cheese
18. What are you listening to right now? 
i have my headphones in but nothing is playing. I should change that
19. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?
pink? or maybe black
20. Favorite smell? 
👀 noir tease from victoria’s secret aka the one that jungkook used
21. Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? 
someone called to ask me how much I'm paying for electricity each month
22. Favorite sport to watch? 
I used to be really into baseball but i haven't watched a sport in like 5 years
23. Hair color? 
black and pink
24. Eye color? 
Brown
25. Do you wear contacts? 
nope
26. Favorite food to eat? 
carbs and sugar
27. Scary movies or comedy? 
comedy 
28. Last movie you watched? 
hidden figures
29. What color of shirt are you wearing? 
grey with the nasa logo on it
30. Summer or winter? 
they both have appealing aspects to me??
31. Hugs or kisses? 
both?
32. What book are you currently reading? 
omg i haven't read a book since like 2015
33. Who do you miss right now? 
my friends. kim taehyung
34. What is on your mouse pad? 
i have a laptop so i dont have a mouse pad??
35. What is the last TV program you watched? 
Cheese in the Trap
36. What is the best sound? 
Jungkook’s laugh, tae’s giggle
37. Rolling Stones or The Beatles? 
i only know kpop lmao
38. What is the furthest you have ever traveled? 
Im from california in the US and the farthest I’ve gone is Vietnam
39. Do you have a special talent? 
What’s considered special?? I'm a girl of many talents I'm p much Jungkook except i can't dance
40. Where were you born? 
the US
i tag: @sonshinejimin​ @taenity​ @jungkookbunbun​ @hobikookie​ @vanillalattaes​
5 things tag~
i was tagged by @bbangsthetic​ 💕
5 things you’ll find in my bag
lip tint
tissues
wallet
a granola bar or pack of trail mix
lip balm
5 things you’ll find in my bedroom
tv
my bts shrine (i mean what I'm not crazy)
my bed
bts posters
a pile of clothes on a chair
5 things I’ve always wanted to do  
travel
get a tattoo
be able to drive on the freeway??
be good at everything
eat whatever i want without getting fat
5 things that make me feel happy
kim taehyung
bts
my best friends
food
boba tea
5 things I’m currently into
kim taehyung
food
kpop
writing
drawing
5 things on my to-do list
draw things !
write things !
get a job at school
become an engineer!
love my friends
I tag: @qtaes​ @ttaegiis​ @slutlingar​ @jungkookpd​ idk im shit at tagging ppl
Get To Know Me Tag
tagged by @aichan11 💕​, and someone else i can't remember who???
Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people.
THE LAST: 1. Drink: coffee 2. Phone call: this lady called to ask me how much I'm paying for electricity each month 3. Text message: to my friend bc i saw a Rude Jimin™️ 4. Song you listened to: Without You (chinese version) - NCT U 5. Time you cried: like last week
HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: no. 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: no 8. Been cheated on: no 9. Lost someone special: uhh i dont think so 10. Been depressed: constantly tbh 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: No
LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: black, pink, blue
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: Yes! lots of tumblr friends and i made a couple of my irl best friends in the last year 16. Fallen out of love: I've never really been in love with anyone but tae tbh 17. Laughed until you cried: yes. a lot 18. Found out someone was talking about you: like in a bad way? no 19. Met someone who changed you: yes 20. Found out who your friends are: yup! once i graduated high school only a few people stuck around 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: um no
GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them  23. Do you have any pets: no 😢 24. Do you want to change your name: i used to hate my name but in third grade my teacher said it was fancy so no 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: i went to see BTS with my best friend!!! 26. What time did you wake up: this morning i woke up at like 6am bc i got the notification for namjoon’s vlive but i went to sleep after and woke up at like 10 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: talking to my friend. probably about memes 28. Name something you can’t wait for: moving in with one of my best friends!! 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: like 10 mins ago before she walked out of the room 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: i wish i enjoyed exercise!!! I'm lazy af!!! 31. What are you listening right now: the Cherry Bomb mini album from NCT 127 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: not that i remember?? 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: tbh my friend and i are trying to work out the furniture arrangement for our apartment and its very frustrating 34. Most visited Website: Tumblr
LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME 35. Mole/s: i have a bunch on my arms and a few on my face. 36. Mark/s: um i dont think i have any? 37. Childhood dream: i wanted to be a singer or actress 38. Haircolor: black and pink 39. Long or short hair: Long. as long as possible 40. Do you have a crush on someone: does a thirst count? bc I'm currently thirsting after someone but idk if it’s an emotional attachment  41. What do you like about yourself: idk I'm vain af so almost everything 42. Piercings: i have three lobe piercings in my left ear and a double helix and 3 lobes on my right ear. so a total of 8. I'm planning on getting a helix on my left soon 43. Bloodtype: i actually dont know?? 44. Nickname: Kiwi, Adri, A 45. Relationship status: Single 46. Zodiac: Aries 47. Pronouns: She/Her 48. Favorite TV Show: i dont really watch tv 49. Tattoos: no but i want one!! 50. Right or left hand: Right 51. Surgery: just wisdom teeth 52. Hair dyed in different color: yup! pink. and i used to have red hair for like 2.5 years 53. Sport: i dont move very much but I'm pretty good at archery 55. Vacation: I'm going to hawaii in august and possibly LA for KCON 56. Pair of trainers: i have a pair of Nikes
MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: I'm really picky but i also love a lot of things?? idk 58. Drinking: tea or coffee 25/8 59. I’m about to: catch up on all the things I've been tagged in 61. Waiting for: moving!! 62. Want: $$$ 63. Get married: only if i like them enough 64. Career: my dream is to be an engineer at nasa
WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: both!! 66. Lips or eyes: Lips!! 67. Shorter or taller: Taller 68. Older or younger: i prefer people my age but I'm open to anything as long as its not too big of a difference  70. Nice arms or nice stomach: stomach?? i guess?? idk 71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive i guess 72. Hook up or relationship: depends on my mood tbh. 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant. I'm scared of everything tbh
HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: No 75. Drank hard liquor: No 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: yes omg i can't find my glasses but thats okay bc my optometrist says i dont need them anymore 77. Turned someone down: Yes 78. Sex in the first date: depends on the person 79. Broken someone’s heart: id like to think i haven't?? 80. Had your heart broken: nope 81. Been arrested: No 82. Cried when someone died: no 83. Fallen for a friend: No
DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: sometimes 85. Miracles: sometimes 86. Love at first sight: sometimes. 87. Santa Claus: No 88. Kiss in the first date: yes 89. Angels: idk
OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: I have three but i dont wanna be putting their names on the internet 91. Eyecolor: Dark brown 92. Favorite movie: i dont really watch movies
i tag: @sonshinejimin idk anyone else I'm too lazy to tag
82 Truths
i was tagged by @sevenkookiejars 💕
name: Adrienne blood type: ??? nickname(s): kiwi r/s: single zodiac sign: aries pronouns: she/her favorite tv shows: um i dont really have one long or short hair: as long as possible height: 159-160 ish cm 
do you have a crush on someone: i dont think so??
what do you like about yourself: um almost everything tbh right or left handed: right list of three favourite colors: pink, black, blue
right now: eating: nothing drinking: nothing i’m about to: eat dinner listening to: Cherry Bomb - NCT 127 kids: no thanks get married: right now?? no but maybe in the future if i like them enough??  career: right now?? no
most recent: drink: coffee phone call: some lady asked me how much a pay for electricity song you listened to:  Summer 127 - NCT 127
have you ever: dated someone twice: no… been cheated on: nope kissed someone and regretted it: no… lost someone special: i guess been depressed: constantly been drunk and thrown up: nope  kissed a stranger: nope  had glasses or contacts: glasses for like the first 18 years of my life before i got a new optometrist who told me i dont need them??? had sex on the first date: no broken someone’s heart: not that i know of turned someone down: ya cried when someone died: no fallen for a friend: no
in the last year have you: made a new friend: yes!! fallen out of love: nope laughed until you cried: yes  met someone who changed you: yes found out who your true friends were: yup found out someone was talking about you: dont think so kissed someone on your fb list: no
which is better: lips or eyes: lips hugs or kisses: both shorter or taller: taller romantic or spontaneous: both sensitive or loud: idr what i answered earlier but sensitive i think?? or a little bit of both hookup or relationship: depends on the person troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant
first: best friend: her name was marie i was in kindergarten surgery: wisdom teeth sport i joined: archery vacation: canada
do you believe in: yourself: sometimes miracles: sometimes  love at first sight: sometimes  heaven: dont think so?
extras: how many people from your fb list do you know irl: all of them do you have any pets: no do you want to change your name: no what did you do for your last birthday: went to see bts with my best friend!! what time did you wake up today: like 6am and then i went back to sleep and woke up at 10 what were you doing last night at midnight: talking to my friend last time you saw your mom: she's sitting across from me right now what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i wish i wasn't so lazy or scared of everything have you ever talked to a person named tom: no what’s getting on your nerves: i answered this earlier 
i tag: idk anyone who wants to do it
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200 things you can put in my ask200: My crush’s name is: Sebastian (sadly)
199: I was born in: Pennsylvania 
198: I am really: Trash
197: My cellphone company is: T-Mobile 
196: My eye color is: blue
195: My shoe size is: 7.8-8.5
194: My ring size is: 7
193: My height is: 5'3"
192: I am allergic to: The cold
191: My 1st car was: Saturn Aura
190: My 1st job was: Can't Relate
189: Last book you read: Catcher in the Rye
188: My bed is: Nice
187: My pet: Dusty Lou my dog
186: My best friend: all my fellow Fairies and Sophie 
185: My favorite shampoo is: Pantene
184: Xbox or ps3: Xbox
183: Piggy banks are: Dumb
182: In my pockets: I don't have any
181: On my calendar: Assholes birthday (see #200)
180: Marriage is: cute
179: Spongebob can: bring it around town
178: My mom: is cool
177: The last three songs I bought were? Does Spotify count?
176: Last YouTube video watched: The try guys give each other facials
175: How many cousins do you have? At least 2
174: Do you have any siblings? 3
173: Are your parents divorced? No(t yet)
172: Are you taller than your mom? Yes
171: Do you play an instrument? Viola and ukulele
170: What did you do yesterday? Slept[ I Believe In ]
169: Love at first sight: yes
168: Luck: no
167: Fate: yes
166: Yourself: lol
165: Aliens: take me
164: Heaven: nice
163: Hell: lit
162: God: nice
161: Horoscopes: the stars are my friends
160: Soul mates: I want one of those
159: Ghosts: I like them
158: Gay Marriage: totally for it
157: War: why
156: Orbs: what kind
155: Magic: yes[ This or That ]
154: Hugs or Kisses: hugs
153: Drunk or High: high
152: Phone or Online: phone 
151: Red heads or Black haired: black
150: Blondes or Brunettes: blondes
149: Hot or cold: cold
148: Summer or winter: summer
147: Autumn or Spring: autumn
146: Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
145: Night or Day: night
144: Oranges or Apples: apple
143: Curly or Straight hair: straight
142: McDonalds or Burger King: mcdonalds
141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: neither
140: Mac or PC: mac
139: Flip flops or high heals: sandals
138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: I'm all 4 honey
137: Coke or Pepsi: coke
136: Hillary or Obama: Obama 
135: Burried or cremated: curried
134: Singing or Dancing: dancing
133: Coach or Chanel: coach
132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: who cares
131: Small town or Big city: big city
130: Wal-Mart or Target: target
129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: both
128: Manicure or Pedicure: manicure
127: East Coast or West Coast: west
126: Your Birthday or Christmas: birthday 
125: Chocolate or Flowers: flowers
124: Disney or Six Flags: six flags
123: Yankees or Red Sox: kill me[ Here’s What I Think About ]
122: War: don't like it
121: George Bush: did 9/11
120: Gay Marriage: yes honey
119: The presidential election: overrated 
118: Abortion: you do you
117: MySpace: gross
116: Reality TV: gross
115: Parents: meh
114: Back stabbers: snakes
113: Ebay: nice
112: Facebook: memes
111: Work: can't relate
110: My Neighbors: they suck
109: Gas Prices: nice
108: Designer Clothes: overrated
107: College: wanna go
106: Sports: I like em
105: My family: crazy 
104: The future: scary[ Last time I ]
103: Hugged someone: today
102: Last time you ate: 5minutes ago 
101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: a couple days ago 
100: Cried in front of someone: 2 days ago
99: Went to a movie theater: weeks ago
98: Took a vacation: January
97: Swam in a pool: January
96: Changed a diaper: never have
95: Got my nails done: last week
94: Went to a wedding: a couple years
93: Broke a bone: never did
92: Got a peircing: a couple months
91: Broke the law: always my dude
90: Texted: hour ago[ MISC ]
89: Who makes you laugh the most: my damn self 
88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my dog
87: The last movie I saw: beauty and the beast 
86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: being over Sebastian
85: The thing im not looking forward to: school with Sebastian 
84: People call me: Zoe, Vanz, Queen Vanz, Zoelynn, Cecilia, Margaret
83: The most difficult thing to do is: be happy
82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: no
81: My zodiac sign is: Capricorn
80: The first person i talked to today was: Sebastian
79: First time you had a crush: I wanted to die
78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: Sophie
77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: tidy
76: Right now I am talking to: Sophie and Luca 
75: What are you going to do when you grow up:
 Forensics74: I have/will get a job:yes 
73: Tomorrow: school
72: Today:lots of food
71: Next Summer: friends are good
70: Next Weekend: fire
69: I have these pets: dog
68: The worst sound in the world: loud chewers
67: The person that makes me cry the most is: Sebastian 
66: People that make you happy: fairy squad 
65: Last time I cried: today
64: My friends are: everyone
63: My computer is: gay
62: My School: neshaminy
61: My Car: Saturn aura
60: I lose all respect for people who: hurt me
59: The movie I cried at was: Marley and me
58: Your hair color is: blonde
57: TV shows you watch: Hawaii five o and Dexter 
56: Favorite web site: Tumblr 
55: Your dream vacation: Croatia
54: The worst pain I was ever in was: heartbreak 
53: How do you like your steak cooked: medium rare
52: My room is: clean
51: My favorite celebrity is: myself
50: Where would you like to be: home
49: Do you want children: 3
48: Ever been in love: sadly
47: Who’s your best friend: Sophie 
46: More guy friends or girl friends: girl
45: One thing that makes you feel great is: helping others 
44: One person that you wish you could see right now: who do you think 
43: Do you have a 5 year plan: I wish
42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: started
41: Have you pre-named your children: nope
40: Last person I got mad at: Sebastian 
39: I would like to move to: Florida
38: I wish I was a professional: forensics tech[ My Favorites ]
37: Candy: sweettarts
36: Vehicle: Audi R8 
35: President: Obama 
34: State visited: Florida
33: Cellphone provider: T-Mobile
32: Athlete: my self
31: Actor: Taylor laughter 
30: Actress: Jennifer Lawrence 
29: Singer: Michael Jackson
28: Band: no clue tbh
27: Clothing store: Charlotte Russe
26: Grocery store: acme
25: TV show: Dexter
24: Movie: beauty and the beast
23: Website: Tumblr 
22: Animal: kangaroo
21: Theme park: six flags
20: Holiday: Halloween
19: Sport to watch: volleyball
18: Sport to play: volleyball 
17: Magazine: vogue
16: Book: idk man
15: Day of the week: Friday
14: Beach: brigantine
13: Concert attended: mayday Parade
12: Thing to cook: chicken
11: Food: mac n cheese
10: Restaurant: Red Robin
9: Radio station: none
8: Yankee candle scent: vanilla
7: Perfume: vanilla
6: Flower: roses
5: Color: lilac
4: Talk show host: Shane Dawson( does he count?)
3: Comedian: Kevin hart
2: Dog breed: husky 
1: Did you answer all these truthfully? Yes
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